#real message i sent to tumblr user mintmatcha the other day for a little bit of context:

[heich0e]

LIVVVV i’ve missed u and ur little chats abt ur life !!!!! i hope u have been well and eating deliciously and drinking yummy drinks (i think i will make myself an iced vanilla latte in ur honor) while u have been away!!!! happy april buy urself a pretty bouquet of flowers :3 OR HAVE THESE VIRTUAL ONES 💐💐🌹🌺🌷🌸🌻🌼

brother the chats i could tell u abt my life right now would have u gasping w ur hand over ur mouth so i will spare u the gory details. HOWEVER i have been drinking lots of yummy drinks bc my coworkers keep buying me treats to keep me from offing myself <3 and my mom bought me flowers the other day too <3 so all the light has not yet gone out in the world!! blowing u a big, loud smooch little guy (pls catch it and keep it safe in ur pocket for later)