#real glad we didnt scare poor anon

[thanatosbanshee]

Hi again! I'm the anon that asked about your new fic. I already read it and really liked it. I also checked what happens in the movie. Are you going to go down that way and write a thriller or will we have a different setting?

Hello again! I'm definitely going more for romance than thriller, but due to the nature of the characters, such as Brahms' trauma and whatever made Adora take the job, it will probably still end up a little on the other end. I don't want to erase what Brahms went through or how he acts as a result, and I also may have accidentally maxed out that tragic backstory meter with Adora. These poor babies. I really just wanted to love him a bit, so that's the main goal of the fic.

Also, I didn't mean to ignore your other question in your first ask, I'm just dumb and didn't read it all the way through. (Too excited to talk about Brahms.) I will... eventually... finish Lingering Scars! I promise! I've had the chapter outlines done since like chapter four, I've just had a real hard time with the 'enjoying' part of writing. And life in general. But I'm working on finding interest in stuff and things again.

Also also, I really wanted to thank you so much for reading! You're such a sweetie.

[jungblue]

My God, FH gives me conflicting emotions and I really have no clue who I want her to end up with. On one hand, there's Jimin who is an absolute sweetheart and would a hell of a lot for her and on the other hand, there's JK who feels so strongly for her (not that Jimin doesn't) and wants her back. I think I'm leaning toward JK but then Jimin pops back up and- ugh. I love this series so much, it's giving me a dilemma, but I still really love how it's written and everything. You're a great writer x

thank you so much! i’m glad you’re liking it and that it feels conflicting bc that was my goal for this series. to make a love triangle that was legitimately conflciting and not just ‘’’this is the clear choice’’’ as i had done in the past. but again thank you for the kind words!

Anonymous said: All these jimin stans makes me so sad as a jungkook stan for FH 😭😭😭 like the poor boy just wanted to go after his career he didn't do anything terribly wrong I mean okay hear me out cause imo oc is the one love he will probably ever have in his life like even if she chooses jimin he will always always always choose her b/c their history is just so 😭 I go so soft for it but she brought the real him out that wasn't a fuck boy and she turned him around for the better 😭😭 agh but jimin is ❤️❤️

i would say it’s actually pretty even tbh! i should do a poll just to find out how even it actually is just bc i’m really interested to know. but yes i’ve said this a lot but i agree that he did nothing wrong by choosing to move to seoul. as for jungkook’s history with the oc i do agree. he had never experiences those types of feelings before, so when he met the oc it did take him by surprise, and it did change him in many ways

Anonymous said: I wouldn't be surprised if the OC goes off to live in the wilderness with a pet cow to sort her Jimin / JK thoughts out. To be honest though, you've drawn out the characters so well that irrespective of whom she ends up with, I'll be both happy and sad anyway... I love both the characters to be able to pick one. Just don't go Lord Voldemort on the spare, please :'D

lolol honestly that’s what i would do bc making that decision would be way too hard ahaa. but thank you so much for saying that about the characters it means a lot!!

Anonymous said: I'm Team idk-who-the-fuck-to-ship in FH lmao like I'm leaning more towards Jungkook, but at the same time I'd feel more bad for Jimin than I would for Jungkook if he doesn't get the girl... I just feel so bad for Jimin for getting tangled up in this mess so I just want him to be happy in the end and Jungkook seems like he's hiding something but then at the same time I get the whole "she's meant to be with Jungkook" feeling too... AHHHHHHHHH I'LL JUST SCREAM UNTIL WE FIND OUT WHAT HAPPENS

ahaaa yeah it’s definitely a messy situation. but when it comes to jimin he is an adult and he’s choosing to stay in the situation due to his ever-growing feelings towards the oc. there are lots of reasons to like both jungkook and jimin, so i think your personal perspective / experiences with life are what really decides who you prefer in the story 

Anonymous said: I know FH is loosely based off the series 'NANA' (one of my all-time fave anime/manga). . . even with your own spin on the story, I really lowkey am scared that Jimin might get himself in a similar hurtful situation like Nobu did & idk if I can handle him going thorough that. The character you've created/build up for him with such a big heart despite also being somewhat closed-off, like please protect him at all costs.

i love nobu ;;;;;;;;;;;;; literally my heart still breaks for that kid bc of everything that happened. they were so close to being happy together //sobs// but as for jimin’s similarities with him they’re definitely there so i can see where you’re coming from. but don’t worry about jimin he’s a strong headed person and he’s got more things coming in the series!

Anonymous said: tbh im a HUGE fan of jungkook for FH!! i dont think he did anything wrong leaving her for his dreams. i think thats really realistic and he technically didnt cheat on her because they werent quite together then! i love your writings :)

thank you! but yeah i don’t think leaving was the wrong thing to do. that was a once in a lifetime opportunity so not taking it would’ve been dumb on his part imo

Anonymous said: for me, I think oc could end on her own? Idk I really like jimins character but the same I didnt think she could give him the "love'" he deserves and that would let her wonder if its not better for him to find someone who gives it to him. and jeongguk really hurt her and has this secret that maybe she can not accept. my ultimate bias is taehyung so maybe oc and he... hahaha Im kidding // sorry for my bad English.

your english is great don’t worry! but that is definitely a possibility! she might need to take a step back from these two guys bc she knows that being unsure of her feelings is really going to end up hurting someone in the end, so it might be better for her to take some time by herself. ahaa yeah tae isn’t too big in this story, i need to give him some lines lmaooo

Anonymous said: asgklhas im not gonna lie LOL i completely forgot about future hearts. I know it takes a while to update a long scenario, but idk.. it just slipped my mind after 3 months. When i saw that anon i wsa like ?? tf are thry talking about whats future hearts. and then i saw ur name and thought of Hidden stars at first and again was like ??? its already finished tf why is that anon talking about it now? O_O and only now i remembered the story and that its still on going LOL but yeah im excited n scared

ahaa yeah it takes me forever to update i know ;;;;;;; but that’s only bc i don’t want to force myself to write when i’m not feeling it bc i don’t think it’s fair to anyone to rush something out that won’t give the proper development that it deserves you knoww

Anonymous said: girl everytime i reread FH i die inside bc i relate to so many parts like dating a band dude, him leaving, a few years later me getting with another band dude and joining him on tour only to see the first guy being in the band thats also on the tour (-: i hope FH has a happier ending than my scenario did bc yikes

wow that is wildly similar ahaaa. but i’m glad that it’s relatable!

Anonymous said: TEAM JUNG-JIMI-FUCK 🙃

SAME IT’D BE SO EASY THAT WAY ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;

[senfinity]

hi! indian college anon again! i just wanted to say thank u so much for ur advice, im really really scared abt my future but what u said made me feel a lil better! i think a lot of indian parents try to make their kids to engineering or medicine bcs its safe and good money (like mine lol) my dad actually made me take abt 10 tech classes in hs but i HATE them all and i never told him bcs i didnt wand him to be dissapointed hehe but i am abt to fail one so i think he got the message. my mom (cont)

indian college anon! i wasnt really saying anything much hehe i was just ranting abt how my mom really wants me to do medicine but i hate it, and my dad made me take like 10 tech classes in highschool as engineering prep which i HATE and also gave me really bad depression and anxiety too! and i said a lil abt all the different things i want to do but cant choose from :(( i actually had like 3 messages ur inbox swallowed aksjdfl i write so much lol. anyways, thanks for replying! //

// (cont) i wish i could have hermoine grangers time turner from harry potter and have extra time to study all the things i love…ah i wrote so much thats another thing we have in common i always write soooo much lol. anyways im gonna stop spamming u and i wanted to say thanks for ur reply!!! btw i have to say i really like ur blog i love reading all ur tags!! seeing ur love for sehun and exo makes me so happy! okay now im gonna go byeee

No problem! I felt a bit bad because I just kept on rambling but I have a chronic won’t-shut-up issue that refuses to be resolved lmao. I’m glad to hear it helped a little bit, though ;; I’m not the best at advice, so I tend to just talk about my own experiences orz. But man!! Indian parents really are obsessed with engineering, medicine, and also IT (I swear whenever I go back to India all I see is IT colleges and ads for IT colleges lmao). But oh man, I remember in high school, I only took biology and chemistry as electives, but my dad was like, “Take physics, too, so you can get into engineering,” and I was like okay (when in reality I hate physics with a passion) so it’s just interesting to see the parallels in our situations alksjf Though ofc that doesn’t compare to 10 whole tech classes jfc…

But I really hope you’ll be able to talk to your parents and they’ll listen to you, because being pressured into doing a degree, and spending that many years on something you hate and have zero passion or desire to do as a degree, let alone a career, is counterproductive ;; And if you’re anything like me, after a certain point you’re going to lose the motivation and it’s going to reflect horribly in so many ways - mentally, performance-wise, grades, socially, etc, and considering we both have anxiety and depression, those effects just double and also make it harder for us to cope, because I remember my anxiety made it really hard for me to ask for help until it was way too late ;; If you think about it logically, doing something you hate = no motivation since lack of passion = poor performance = you not actually learning anything = you not being able to apply it in class = especially not being able to apply it in real life = if you get a job it’ll be hard to perform to a desired level = poor job performance = you are very unhappy ;; But that’s just me, I am a bit of a pessimist orz. I hope it’ll work out well for you; maybe it’ll take some time but I’m sure you will get there - if I of all people somehow made it out, I’m sure you can, too~ Let me know how it goes, though!

But it was no problem replying! I just hope I was able to say at least something with a teeny bit of use ;; And also thank you for liking my blog and reading my tags :(((

I really hope it works out for you, I have all the faith in the world that it will ;;