#real 1s know im any%'ing

[rasberryt0rte]

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Imma post more fan art soon ipromise!! work has just been merking me recently :7

//alsooooooo I got a holo figure recently so I'mma draw her eventallyly

[gulescamisade]

TEREZI: =Terezi found herself standing in a strange landscape. Her forest where she'd lived for sweeps had burned to the ground, but among the ash falling from the sky, there was snow. Pine trees remained untouched, their needles tipped with white and grey. It was familiar and at the same time unfamiliar, and Terezi didn't know what to make of it.=

 [ As Terezi takes in her surroundings, a message lights up the screen of her communicator... so she can presume she's had it with her the whole time. The forest is quiet, otherwise. ]

 CC: )(-EY SURFR-EZI. ANSW-ER YOUR COMMUNICATOR!

CC: W)(ere are you?

GC: F3F3R1?? >:o

GC: 1S TH4T R34LLY YOU?

GC: 1M K1ND OF WOND3R1NG TH4T MYS3LF...

GC: TH3R3S SOM3 FUNKY GROWTH GO1NG ON H3R3 H3H3H3

CC: -EW, GROSS.

CC: Send me a picture! 38D

GC: Y34H SUR3!

-- gulesCamisade [GC] sent TH3S3TR33SDONTB3LONGH3R3LOL.jpeg --

CC: GLUB!!! T)(at reely IS pretty funky looking.

CC: Maybe you're on some kind of ALI-EN PLAN-ET. And it's a seasonal reaction to t)(e weat)(er?

GC: 1T C4NT B3...

GC: LOOK

-- gulesCamisade [GC] sent H1V3.jpeg –

GC: TH4TS MY TR33!

GC: M4YB3 SOM3ON3 R34LLY L1K3S L4NDSC4P1NG?

CC: O)()()()()()(. )(ey! CC: T)(at's suc)( a cute )(ive!!! Of course it belongs to you.

CC: Maybe t)(ere IS a weird growt)( growing around?? You need a profis)(ional botanist, STAT.

GC: H4H4H4 Y34H

GC: W1TH 4LL TH3S3 OTH3R TR33S DOWN H3R3, 1TLL B3 R34LLY D3NS3 BY TH3 T1M3 TH3 FOR3ST R3GROWS >:\

GC: WHY TH3 H3CK 4R3 HUM4N TR33S ON 4LT3RN14 4NYW4Y?

CC: Are t)(ey )(uman trees?? CC: Yea)(, I )(ave no idea. I've never seen t)(em before.

GC: Y34H!!

GC: 4T L34ST 1M SUR3 TH3Y 4R3...

GC: 1M TRY1NG TO R3M3MB3R WH3R3 1 S4W TH3S3?

GC: W3 W3R3 1N 3NGL4ND ONC3, R1GHT?

GC: DO TH3Y H4V3 P4LM TR33S?

GC: P1N3 TR33S LM4O

CC: I know w)(at palm trees look like! 38D

CC: But no. I )(ave no glubbing clue! Maybe you saw a reely good movie and remember it from t)(ere?

CC: I'm actually in t)(e area if you want to try to figure out t)(is great big MYST-ERY toget)(er.

CC: I t)(ink it'll be fun!!!

CC: Do you )(ave snacks in your )(ive? >380

GC: Y34H! TH3R3S 4 LOT OF FRU1T SN4CKS STOR3D ON TH3 LOW3R L3V3L >:]

CC: GASP. And you told me???

CC: Now I know for s)(ore...

CC: But I'll meet you t)(ere!!!!

AA: :D

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CC: !!!

CC: ARADIA! )(ey! @ Aradia Megido

CC: Do you want to come )(ang out at Terezi's )(ive? We're )(aving FRUIT SNACKS.

CC: Terezi's TID-EALLY offered!

GC: Y34H! STOP BY!

GC: 1 W4S SUR3 MY TR33 W3NT DOWN 1N TH4T F1R3, BUT 1M H4PPY 1T LOOKS UNTOUCH3D!

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CC: Woa)(! S)(e's fast!!!!! CC: )(ere I go! PC)(OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 38D

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GC: R4C3 YOU!

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 [[ Soon they have all congregated in the lower levels as Terezi described. Upon opening one of the cabinets, an inordinate amount of fruit snacks pour out onto the floor. ]]

TEREZI: WOW...

TEREZI: 1 FORGOT 1 H4D SO M4NY

TEREZI: W3LL TH3R3S D3F1N1T3LY 3NOUGH FOR 3V3RYON3

FEFERI: -bundled up in a neon blue jacket and bright pink pants and laughs as the fruit snacks fall out. There's nothing out of the ordinary about this at all.- O)( my cod. It's ASSORT-ED FLAVORS. My favorite!

FEFERI: -picks three bags for herself and then visibly shivers.- Brrrr.

FEFERI: Is it always so cold in your )(ive, Glubrezi?

TEREZI: NO =she answered immediately. As she took a couple from the massive pile, she went over to sit.=

TEREZI: 1V3 N3V3R S33N 1T SNOW H3R3

FEFERI: -sits in any avaliable space, prying open a bag.- If it kelps you feel better, I never saw it snow w)(ere I live eit)(er.

FEFERI: But it DID get pretty cold down t)(ere.

FEFERI: I don't suppose you've ever been deepsea fis)(ing or diving before? 38)

TEREZI: NO....1 DONT TH1NK....

TEREZI: W41T... TH3R4 PR1M3 >:]

TEREZI: TH3R3 W4S TH4T ST4RSH1P WR3CK W3 3XPLOR3D!

ARADIA: -delicious fruit snacks.- oooh deepsea fishing

FEFERI: O)( my glubbing COD, t)(at was forever ago. -sniffs and stuffs her face with fruit snacks.- But sea??? NO SNOW.

FEFERI: -winks at Aradia as she has been here the WHOLE TIME.-

ARADIA: -winks back at feferi-

FEFERI: -pffffft pops a single fruit snack at her. Stop.-

TEREZI: Y34H, 1TS W31RD...

TEREZI: =nibbles on a grape flavored one=

TEREZI: 1 R3M3MB3R W3 W3NT TO 4N 1C3 PL4N3T TOO

TEREZI: TH3R3 W4S SNOW

TEREZI: NOT SO M4NY TR33S TH3R3, THOUGH

FEFERI: Yea)(... wasn't t)(at t)(e time we found out -Europa was invading -Eart)(?

FEFERI: -chews her candy.- T)(at feels like forever ago.

TEREZI: 1T DO3S!

TEREZI: =laughs= SO MUCH H4S H4PP3N3D

ARADIA: weve been to so many places

FEFERI: It's not a BAD t)(ing to )(ave so muc)( )(appen. But I'm glad it did anyway!

FEFERI: Because now I'm )(ere wit)( YOU. -balances an orange snack on her knuckles. Peering at it closely.- And I t)(ink if t)(at's how t)(ings end up...

FEFERI: T)(en it's very muc)( okay. -slorps the candy up like a lizard.-

TEREZI: =She looked down and her fruit snack package.=

TEREZI: F1RST 1T W4S B3FORUS, TH3N 3UROP4 NOT LONG 4FT3R...

TEREZI: !! OH MY GOD...F3F3R1, YOUR3 D34D

TEREZI: > :(

TEREZI: 1M SO SORRY! HOW COULD 1 H4V3 FORGOTT3N TH4T?! =squishes her snack package against her forehead=

TEREZI: 4R3 W3 1N ON3 OF THOS3 D1M3NS1ON4L BUBBL3S??

ARADIA: :D

TEREZI: =glances over at Aradia and smiles weakly=

TEREZI: TH4TS 4 Y3S, 1 T4K3 1T?

FEFERI: )(m?? -peeps at her before smiling. It's only now that Terezi will notice the blank white of her eyes. They were like that from the beginning.-

FEFERI: O)( yea)(. We are.

FEFERI: You're )(aving a dream!

TEREZI: OH!

TEREZI: TH4T WOULD 3XPL41N 3V3RYTH1NG FUNKY GO1NG ON =waves towards her window=

TEREZI: 1TS ST1LL N1C3 TO H4NG OUT W1TH YOU TWO THOUGH, 3V3N 1F 1TS 4 DR34M >:]

ARADIA: its as real as you want it to be

ARADIA: im also sleeping

FEFERI: -smiles wider at that- Yea)(!!! I t)(ink so too!

FEFERI: I feel like I've missed you a lot... but t)(ere's always somet)(ing to do out )(ere.

FEFERI: Come sea fronds w)(en t)(ey pass by, for example.

TEREZI: 1D L1K3 TO TH1NK TH1S 1S R34L CONV3RS4T1ON W3R3 H4V1NG H3H3 TEREZI: =She turned to feferi, her mouth forming an O.= >:o WHO H4V3 YOU S33N?

FEFERI: -puts her finger to her chin, thinking.- I've seen...

FEFERI: -Equius, Roxy... a troll named )(oruss, I t)(ink you've met )(im before!

FEFERI: Fefetasprite likes to keep me company too. I've seen... Jadesprite and Cidney.

FEFERI: Aradia. Dirk. -beams, fins fluttering.- Jade.

FEFERI: And now you!

TEREZI: OH WOW! 1M GL4D 4 BUNCH OF US KNOW YOUR3 OK4Y

TEREZI: 4R4D14 W4S TRY1NG TO F1ND YOU FOR FOR3V3R >:]

TEREZI: DO TH3S3 BUBBL3S H4PP3N OFT3N?

FEFERI: It depends! Some people are better at figuring t)(em out t)(an ot)(ers, I've seen.

FEFERI: Personally, I )(ave a lot of fun just going wit)( t)(e flow.

ARADIA: theyre a very special case ive learned

TEREZI: Y34H, 1 DONT R34LLY G3T HOW 1T 4LL WORKS, BUT 1M GL4D 1T DO3S!

TEREZI: 1TS SO GR34T TO S33 YOU 4G41N, F3F1

FEFERI: Glub glub glub glub glub glub! T)(ANK YOU.

FEFERI: I know I )(aven't been around as muc)( as I COULD be but... I also t)(ink it mig)(t be better t)(is way.

FEFERI: -looking off at the window again.- Life goes on w)(et)(er or not we're around to S-EA t)(at it does.

FEFERI: W)(at )(ave you been up to since I died?

ARADIA: -nods in agreement-

TEREZI: 1 KNOW YOU S4Y 1TS B3TT3R, BUT...YOUR3 M1SS3D

TEREZI: 1 JUST W4NT YOU TO KNOW TH4T H3H3

TEREZI: =she thinks about this=

TEREZI: 1 DONT

TEREZI: 1 TH1NK W3R3 ST1LL 1N TR4NS1T?

FEFERI: -watches her think about it, resting her chin in the palms of her hands.- Transit w)(ere?

TEREZI: WH3R3 W3R3 W3 H34D1NG? E4RTH? 4G41N? =mutters to herself= 1s th4t r1ght?

TEREZI: Y34H...1T 1S

TEREZI: W3 W3R3 P1CK1NG UP SOM3 OF J4D3S F4M1LY

FEFERI: O)(! T)(at's -EXCITING. -eyes widen with astonishment.-

FEFERI: Did you get to?

TEREZI: Y34H! =snaps her fingers= OF COURSE!!

TEREZI: D1RK L3FT TH3 BR1DG3 4ND W3NT TO M33T TH3M!

TEREZI: D1RKS LUSUS FL3W 4ND ROXY 4ND TH3 Z4HH4KS CLO4K3D TH3 SH1P

ARADIA: im on earth

ARADIA: in a place called houston

TEREZI: WH4T 4R3 W3 DO1NG 1N HOUSTON >:?

FEFERI: -glancing between the two of them.- Is t)(at a )(uman continent? 38o

TEREZI: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

ARADIA: not all of us are there

ARADIA: just some of us

ARADIA: its in a place called texas

TEREZI: OH

TEREZI: HOWD W3 G3T S3P4R4T3D?

FEFERI: )(m! T)(at's so WI-ERD.

TEREZI: =as soon as the words come out of her mouth, she remembers a green flash, and the fruit snack she'd been bringing to her mouth falls out of her hand.=

TEREZI: SNOW

FEFERI: ???

FEFERI: You were seperated by snow???

ARADIA: yes

ARADIA: snow

TEREZI: TH3R3 W4S 4 GR33N FL4SH

TEREZI: 4ND TH3N TH3R3 W4S SNOW

TEREZI: =glances out of her window=

TEREZI: 4ND 4 P1N3 FOR3ST!

TEREZI: >:D

FEFERI: WOA)(. So is t)(at w)(y your forest looks like it does?

FEFERI: -nods and rubs her arms, huffing- T)(at makes sense...

FEFERI: And explains w)(y it's SO COLD.

FEFERI: We solved t)(at mystery!

TEREZI: Y34H! =holds up both her hands to high five aradia and feferi at the same time= GO US!

ARADIA: -high fives her- that would piece that part together!

FEFERI: -claps their hands together with a laugh.- So snow )(appened.

FEFERI: T)(en w)(at )(appened??? -don't mind if she keeps smiling and holding Terezi's hand. Just because.-

TEREZI: =she's still smiling as she remembers= UM...!

TEREZI: W3 C4MP3D OUT

TEREZI: M4D3 4 F1R3

TEREZI: W3 F1SH3D! 3R...K4RK4T F1SH3D

TEREZI: D43LOS M4D3 T34 

TEREZI: W3 H4D T34 4ND F1SH TH4T N1GHT >:]

TEREZI: 4ND TH3N--! =her smile slowly fades=

ARADIA: -she knows. she's known-

FEFERI: -keeps smiling even as Terezi's smile fades away. She just keeps holding her hand.- Fis)( sounds reely yummy.

TEREZI: 1T W4S....

TEREZI: 3V3N W1THOUT S34SON1NG

TEREZI: =she dipped her head and sniffed=

TEREZI: C4TH4R1ST4...

TEREZI: 4ND TH3 3XPUNG3R...

TEREZI: TH3Y W3R3 HURT1NG TH3M

TEREZI: =her eyes slowly widen=

TEREZI: 1...

TEREZI: =She felt something fall onto her knee and her eyes flicked over to it. It is a perfect circle of teal. Using her other hand, she placed it against her throat - why her throat? how did she know? - and when she brought it away, her hand was smeared with her color. Her breathing becomes erratic. She glanced up at her friends for answers and her red eyes had turned white. Teal had spread down her tank top from nine holes in her neck and chest.=

TEREZI: 1M....1...!

FEFERI: -watches this happen, the blood stain her front and the heartbreaking sound caught in Terezi's chest. Her hand comes up to place on her shoulder, the space between the three of them so dreadfully quiet.- You're dreaming now, Terezi. -says, her voice soft.-

TEREZI: N-NO =she immediately closed her eyes and brought her hand up to grab at her own head= W4K3 UP W4K3 UP

TEREZI: 1 H4V3 TO GO B4CK

TEREZI: SH3S GO1NG TO K1LL TH3M

TEREZI: 1 H4V3 TO W4K3 UP

TEREZI: W4K3 UP PL34S3

ARADIA: -grabs her bloody hand and holds it tight-

FEFERI: -Feferi is still here, resting her hand on her shoulder. Terezi doesn't wake up, even as she clutches her head and tries to will herself.-

FEFERI: It's already )(appened, sweetfis)(. You're t)(e only one )(ere.

FEFERI: -Everyone else is... -glances at Aradia.- Still )(anging on.

TEREZI: =She's silent as she processed it all, and everything came back so clearly it made her sick.=

TEREZI: 1..... =her eyes flashed open and her voice broke over her words= 

TEREZI: 1 4M

TEREZI: SO

TEREZI: 1NCR3D1BLY

TEREZI: P1SS3D OFF R1GHT NOW!

FEFERI: -rests hands over her knees and snorts. Oops.- I t)(ink you s)(ould be!

FEFERI: I would be TOO, o)( my cod. -falls quiet, her voice leveling out.- It's not fair.

ARADIA: thats incredibly understandable

TEREZI: 1M D34D! H4H4H4H4H4!!!!!

TEREZI: 1 D13D!!!

TEREZI: SH3 4CTU4LLY H4D TH3 B4LLS TO K1LL M3!! WOW!!!!!!!!!

TEREZI: =she glanced up=

TEREZI: TH3 FUCK 4R3 MY HORNS?!

ARADIA: you can have them back if you want to

ARADIA: only you can give them back to yourself

TEREZI: =despite all her laughter, Terezi was shaking and tears were streaming down her face.=

TEREZI: th3y s4w m3 d13

TEREZI: k4rk4t s4w m3 d13....

TEREZI: oh fuck....my lusus f3lt m3 d13

TEREZI: =she squeezed her eyes shut, begging for herself to wake back up under her breath=

ARADIA: i know 

ARADIA: we know

TEREZI: =she repeated feferi's words, her emotions in turmoil from grief to fury=

TEREZI: 1TS NOT F41R!

TEREZI: 1TS NOT F41R!

TEREZI: 1 D1DNT G3T TO F1GHT B4CK! 1 D1DNT H4V3 4 CHO1C3!

TEREZI: 1...1 D13D L1K3 4 CULL!

ARADIA: -she shakes her head- you still have a choice here

FEFERI: -rests her hand against her head, not afraid to touch her despite all the blood.- It was only a moment. It's okay to be angry about it.

FEFERI: You were always so brave and I t)(ink... t)(at's wort)( a lot more t)(an t)(e cruelty it took to take your life from you.

FEFERI: T)(is... isn't you. -brings her hand back, smeared with teal. Or not. Depending on what Terezi was seeing. Regardless, her hand comes to wipe the streak of tears on her face.- You didn't live in t)(is moment, sweetfis)(. You were everyt)(ing else.

FEFERI: You're everyt)(ing else rig)(t now....

FEFERI: And you're not alone. At least not w)(ile I'm )(ere. )(e)(e.

ARADIA: and now that i can come here

ARADIA: ill visit you when i can

FEFERI: -starts to rise.- Terezi?

FEFERI: Can we go for a walk?

TEREZI: =She listened to her friends, her face twisted with pain until their words took away her grief, little by little. She stared at her hands for a time, her tears slowing as it cut through the bloody trails on her face, but eventually the teal faded away, her wounds closed, and her horns returned.=

TEREZI: =she sniffed, wiping away her remaining tears=

TEREZI: ok4y... >:'[

FEFERI: -just smiles, resolved to keep her company.- I just want to sea w)(at t)(e forest looked like before!

FEFERI: -turns to Aradia.- You're waking up soon...

TEREZI: =She cleared her throat, it was still a little hoarse from the screaming and the crying= 1t w4s so b34ut1ful b3for3

TEREZI: =turning to Aradia, she squeezed the hand they still held.= 4r4d14? 1s sollux w1th you?

ARADIA: -she nods- hes good -gives her a tight hug because feferi is right-

TEREZI: =She sighed with relief, though her heart is still heavy=

TEREZI: c4n you t3ll h1m wh4t h4pp3n3d 4nd c4n you t3ll h1m not to worry?

TEREZI: =sniffs as she wiped away another tear= 4nd th4t 1ll f1nd my w4y b4ck to h1m

TEREZI: c4n you t3ll h1m 1 s41d 1 prom1s3?

FEFERI: -wiggles her fins. Promises are EXCITING.-

ARADIA: yes

ARADIA: do you want me to tell everyone or just him?

TEREZI: ....

TEREZI: 3v3ryon3

TEREZI: th3 L34gu3 h4s our commun1c4t1ons d3v1c3s, our w34pons, our 4rmor

TEREZI: w3 c4nt g3t word out

TEREZI: =she lingered in the hug, holding her tight= 1m sorry, th4ts 4ll 1 know

ARADIA: -she knows...and yet, she has to only communicate what terezi has told her. She squeezes her.- youre doing great

ARADIA: stay strong

ARADIA: -when she releases terezi, she hugs feferi too-

TEREZI: =she laughed a little= you too, 4r4d14

TEREZI: st4y s4f3 out th3r3

FEFERI: )(e)(e)(e! -returns the hug in kind, chirring with affection.- We'll be )(ere. 38)

ARADIA: i will

ARADIA: ill be back

ARADIA: i promise -and in feferi's arms she dissipates-

FEFERI: -Ain't that the way. Side eyes Terezi before snatching even more fruit snacks to stuff in her pockets.- GLUB. T)(ese are WAY too good??

TEREZI: =she reached out for Aradia...but she was gone. Her hand drifted back down at her side.=

TEREZI: =Terezi watched as Feferi began storing the fruit snacks like a chipmunk and a smile crept its way back across her face. She joined her, grabbing them by the handful and shoving them down her shirt=

TEREZI: 1 KNOW?? TH3Y H4V3 NO R1GHT TO B3 TH1S JU1CY!