#reading this now and the qoute felt well timed for me

[ghost-in-your-computer]

[thisdreamplace]

hiii!! dream hruu💗 hope ur having wonderful times and happy days☆I deeply apologize that isn’t an ask! but you helped me so so much so I wanted to share all of this with you so👯‍♀️

I’m not sure if this is even considered a success story and I read one of ur posts in this master list doc and I will qoute some of the things that changed me completely💗

( so I apologize if this is extremely long :P hahaha I never expected to be at this place ) I hope if some where in the same spot as me , maybe this can help some others♥️♥️)

When I first started I was very afraid , going through terrible times, low self worth, feeling like life was being done to me , losing friends and feeling like I wasn’t enough for anyone and they’re right for leaving me. constantly dominated by fear , anger and desire and despair. I felt like things are just a loop and I will never get through this bc “I don’t deserve it.” “do I deserve to even live in peace and harmony or even able to get through this or am I a terrible terrible person & forever will be… and how so”

until I stumbled upon ur page and others . Seeing others show how to help and care and things about intrusive thoughts, negative emotions etc. made me feel so less alone💌I felt so relieved and I decided to read I promised myself

“ I will never ever ignore myself ever again” “

your post indiff \ doing nothing helped me forever my gratefulness goes miles for you💗💗 when I first saw it was like “ DOING NOTHING WHAT!!!” lowkey terrified and scared bc in the face of the ego it’s a terrifying feeling. I was so hesitant to do it at first feeling like , am I just accepting that terrible thoughts and things will forever happen to me , always fighting every single thought I had. you wrote

“but what if, we actually did nothing ? just sat with it, and let it be ? well now what ? does that thing actually hold any power anymore ? nope. indifference starves the old way of being” - @/thisdreamplace

something inside me said “ give it a chance” so I decided to just do nothing allowing anything to come and go not holding onto anything just laying down and being. Not labeling anything but letting it flow. letting myself breathe and feel whatever I needed to getting it all out with time and love , as uncomfortable and as many tears ran down my face I decided that I’m not gonna hold onto this anymore. Letting emotions / feelings / thoughts rise and fall and rise again not arguing not running away, comforting myself and reassuring myself like you said “ I do care but not enough to do anything about it” and I felt so light and some days not still felt heavy as ever but I let go💗without forcing to let go or even wallowing, I let it stay as long as it needs to and then let it free beacuse it doesn’t have power over me it’s meaningless , but I’ll welcome it with love 💗💗♥️

kinda like sitting on a beach wave and letting the waves hit me no matter how hard the waves are I’ll continue to sit down 🌊🌊and enjoy the view

letting go and letting god. I struggled with this concept so much. “ WHAT?? LET GO?? NU UH….WHAT IF I CANT TRUST THAT.” “But what if it goes so well💗” letting go? what will happen to me… what will happen. but out of love I decided to let go little by little

“. i mainly do this all by allowing myself to surrender to whatever comes up, whether its in the 3d or within me. it doesn't matter. whether its beautiful or ugly, i surrender to it and know god will handle it, because god is on my side. i am on my own side. i definitely let go and let god — i practice trust in this way.”--@/thisdreamplace

this helped me , beacuse I was going through so much feeling deviated feeling like I was taking hit by hit. Heartbroken time from time or even the happiest I could ever be all I reminded my self regardless “ I am in the right place ♥️I am where I supposed to be “ or even “ I know god will handle i beacuse god is on my side “ or even just “everything will be ok” and walked on into my day💗 I choose things that made me so happy , so loved so sentimental , when faced with things or situations I let myself feel through it and comforted myself beacuse I deserve love at all times no matter what is the situation or even if it’s considered negative💗I didn’t give the negative emotions hate , I starved them from any negativity even as bad the thought , I fought it with love and patience and gave it the time it needed until I could move into the state I prefer.

one thing I used to do is I knew all of this and acted on it but, I was always in my room , never going out or even just doing nothing. Just isolated from the world beacuse I used to think that was right . I was always dealing with emotions and thoughts it happened all the time, I was so distraught I knew what to do but I’m so tired. Until I read this by you( it quite literally changed my life)

“i started to push myself out of my comfort zone and go do things in real life, rather than sitting in my room telling myself "i dont have to lift a finger ! if i just sit in here in my mind it will surely happen" (i got tired of telling myself that after 2 years of a rather stagnant-feeling life) so i said fuck it and started doing things. which only snowballed because then i got comfortable doing things. and now ive had so much fucking fun in my life in just the past couple months. i only say that because it still blows my mind n i am beyond thankful for my experiences this year !” - @/thisdreamplace

“take it step by step, little things that are out of your norm and you will see the way life responds to you so beautifully”-@/thisdreamplace

I was like so confused at first but then , I had this strong urge within me to just take a walk, something that was irregular I mean it’s freezing cold why would I? But it was so strong I was like yk frick it!! I took a walk expecting nothing but honestly just a good walk. I felt so much better or even some days the same but I started doing things that where considered “ out of nowhere” “irregular “ like taking a nice walk watching a movie , going outside and having fun, eating a new place and it has changed me 💗💗

( omg sorry if this already so long but these are some quotes that honestly changed my perspective)💗💗

“nothing that is in front of you at this moment, is an obstacle or something you need to pretend isnt there.”-@/thisdreamplace

“take what you have and let it be part of what guides you. make that your goal. feeling complete. (or whatever you want, really) when that is your goal, instead of your desire, you wake up everyday and make decisions based on your true self. not that egotistic urge for results.””-@/thisdreamplace

“life responds to you perfectly when youre just busy loving yourself and making the most out of each day. :') things just happen with ease and so beautifully. <3”-@/thisdreamplace

there’s so many more posts that helped me but this so SO LONG OMG, so I will end it off here. There’s are some others that helped tho :). “How can I feel like I’m god?” “Going back and forth” “no effort “ “for those who struggle” etc.

bless you dream you’ve changed my perspective and I will continue to follow this all. my gratefulness cannot be put into words. I’m beyond grateful 💗💗thank you so so very much my dear dream. I am wishing you forever and ever happy days , happy everything and lovely lovely experiences/dreams♥️have a great life 💗♥️♥️♥️♥️🫂- anon who types too much LOL

hiiii <3 i'm doing vvvv well, and i hope you are too ! sorry it took me a while to reply to this message, but omg. you are THE CUTEST. it seriously made my day opening this app and seeing this message from you !! it's so thought out and extremely touching. i appreciate you taking your time to write this to me. 🥹💓

first of all, i'm inspired by you ! i love reading how much you have overcome on your own, allowing yourself to feel those difficult things and not wavering for yourself, keeping moving forward despite it all. and i really love this bit, "kinda like sitting on a beach wave and letting the waves hit me no matter how hard the waves are I’ll continue to sit down 🌊🌊and enjoy the view" super real, and true. just letting ourselves flow along with the river of life... and enjoying the sights along the way :')

I LOVE YOU ANON WHO TYPES TOO MUCH 🥰 lmfao fkdjkfdk no but seriously, you have no idea what this messages means to me and how warm i felt reading it. you are so beautiful, and truly so deserving of all of the lovely things you're allowing yourself to experience now and to come. continue being open, continue waking up everyday and choosing to do things out of love. and once again, thank you so much for this message. it's truly so beautiful and uplifting. i hope you continue to have the happiest days <3

🫧🕊

[rosetinted-selfshipping]

To anyone who needs to hear this today: you do enough for your F/O

You may have felt like you're incapable of supporting your F/O like they support you but once more i promise you

You do enough for them to love you.

[mctherofdragons]

crash into me | s.r

summary / you’re a brave agent, but you do have one fear - thunderstorms. while sharing a hotel room with your best friend and colleague spencer, he finds a way to comfort you as you ride out one together. 

pairing / spencer reid x gn!bau!reader 

warnings / fluff <3   friends to lovers, thunderstorms, astrophobia (fear of storms), needle mention if you squint, a singular mention of the boogeyman, reader gets nervous/scared, food mention, cuddling. 

author’s notes / we’ve had some really big thunderstorms here recently and i thought of this idea the other day as i was falling asleep. it’s not super long but i thought it was sweet nonetheless! qoute in italics is from Anna Karenina by Leo Tolstoy. 

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From the time that you were small, you hated thunderstorms. Tempests, with their rolling crashes and bright flashes across the sky, sent your heartbeat quickening in your chest. As a child, you would run into your bedroom and fling yourself into your bed, tossing your duvet over your head until you heard silence from outside. 

As you had grown, you lost many of your childhood fears. You no longer dreaded getting shots at the doctors office. The perceived Boogeyman under your bed was also long-departed, especially given that you now hunted for the most real of monsters. You were, for all intents and purposes, a lion-hearted young adult.  But you had one proverbial Achilles heel to this day - those dreaded  thunderstorms. 

The sticky humidity clung to your skin as you walked from the black bureau SUV into the hotel lobby. The team had just landed, and were set to begin work in just a few hours. Thankful for the air conditioning, you turned to Spencer, holding up your debit card.  “I’m going to stop at the vending machine. Do you need anything?”  “Just a water...and maybe some Oreos,” his eyes were like saucers, as if asking for a few dollars worth of sandwich cookies was a major request.  “I’ve got you, Spence,” you smiled, handing him your suitcase. “I’ll meet you up there.”  You walked down the long corridor of the lobby, looking up to admire the architecture of the hotel. Sometimes, the Bureau would surprise you and put you in a nicer set of digs for the night. This helped quell some of your fears, as the moment you’d learned you were headed to Gainesville, Florida in July set off a multitude of alarms. Save the vast number of murders that were rolling in - Gainesville had one of the highest storm rates in the country during the summertime. 

You were grateful that you would also be sharing a hotel room with your best friend. Spencer was always there for you when you needed comfort or someone to talk to. However, you were partially nervous as he had never seen your thunderstorm aversion up close. You had a tiny inkling of a worry in your stomach that he might think your fear was immature. 

You quickly swiped your card on front of the vending machine. You heard a small rumble and knew the sound immediately. You crossed your arms, chewing on the nail of your forefinger as you made your selections. Taking a deep breath, you selected the numbers and letters as quickly as you could. You gathered the snacks and drinks in your hands once they had clattered to the floor and quickly made your way to the elevator. 

The elevator flew open with a loud ding and you moved as quickly as you could to find room 205. You tapped your keycard on the electronic pad as quickly as you could, relieved when you had finally shut it behind you. You tossed the drinks and snacks onto the side table, running over to close the blinds.  Spencer laughed, setting down the book he was reading. He was already laying in his bed, pillows fluffed up behind him so he could sit up. Akin to the man you knew so well, Spencer was wearing matching blue, stripped pajamas and a pair of mismatched green and red socks.  “Don’t sit close to the window! You’ll get struck by lightening!”  Spencer watched as you paced back and forth, tapping your toes when you would stop. He adjusted his glasses, patting the bed next to him.  “You seem worried, y/n. Come sit.”  As much as it hurt your pride, you made your way over and sat down. One a loud clap of thunder broke across the atmosphere you took a big hiccuping gulp, a tiny gasp escaping you. “I h-hate storms.”  Spencer frowned, reaching out his arm. He had an open space now in the crook on his side - with a perfect place to rest your head. You caved, cuddling up to Spencer’s side and sighing. You took in the scent of his cologne, already feeling safer. Another clap of thunder startled you, and Spencer rubbed your side.  He made no effort to question you or ask about the reason for your fears. He acted as if it was the most natural thing in the world to him to comfort you. You looked at the book in front of him.  “Haven’t you read Anna Karenina like...a million times?,” You laughed, glancing up at him. He looked down at you from behind his glasses, a smirk decorating his boyish face.  “And haven’t you read it...zero?”  “Will you read to me?”  The request fell from your lips naturally. Spencer felt his heart hammering. To him, there was perhaps nothing more intimate than sharing his most favorite books with another person. In this moment, too, he felt like he had been waiting forever for this. The goodness honest truth was that you liked Spencer...and Spencer liked you. But much to the chagrin of your team, you were both too stubborn to admit it.  Spencer nodded, taking a deep breath. You snuggled closer as his turned the page. But before he began to read, he turned and planted a butterfly-soft kiss to your forehead. You smiled, glancing up at him.  “Nothing to be scared of...see?,” he whispered, letting his lips still brush against your forehead. You were scarlet red, feeling like a schoolgirl all over again.  “The book, Spence...”  “Oh right,” he cleared his throat. 

“Anna Karenina, by Leo Tolstoy..,” he announced as if he were beginning the recording of an audiobook.  You listened as he read, allowing your heartbeat to slow. Eventually, your legs were tangled in his intimately, while your lips touched against his ear and neck. Both of you felt content to stay like this forever. Spencer knew you’d want to talk about it in the morning, but for now there was no questioning or wondering how right it all felt.  Although he had heard your drift off to sleep, he continued to read aloud, just in case you woke up. The storm had cleared and now the hotel room sat in the only kind of calm that was available when a storm had settled. The wind still roared, but the thunder and lightening had fallen away. When Spencer got to his favorite line, he looked down at you and smiled.  ““I think... if it is true that there are as many minds as there are heads, then there are as many kinds of love as there are hearts.” _____________________________________________________ criminal minds taglist // @hufflepuffhaze @omghufflepuff @angelsandsorcery @txtdreamss @ssavanessa22 @awritingtree @sweetandsunny @the-wolfie 

[glorifiedsnickersbar]

Prized Possession

A short story; featuring Countryhumans Egypt

Word count: 1474

         “Down here!” 

The excited patter of feet on stone echoed through the forgotten tunnels. Archeologists, originally scattered throughout the maze of catacombs, now conglomerated in one spot as a group of muscled men pushed against a well fitted stone. 

         “Wait!” a little shrimp of a man ordered, trudging over with his two sizes too big boots and oval glasses sliding down his pointed nose, “Wait, wait wait- there are writings along this wall. If you remove the stone from its place you will destroy them!” 

         “They look like every other glyph on that wall,” A stocky man with a bright red beard huffed, “Just take a picture, you can decipher it later.”

The group started to push the boulder again, but the little man pushed at them, albeit a vain attempt if it wasn’t for the intelligence of the second man trying to move the heavy weight.

         “Professor,” the group halted again, “Our orders aren’t to scrutinize everything. It’s to get as low as we can through the palace catacombs. By the slant in this floor it’s clear this boulder was rolled to conceal a passage. We’re just doing our job.”

         “Well let me do mine!” the shrimpy, pointy nosed man huffed, a rather high pitched sound, “Egypt himself sent me ahead, and I plan to give him a full report of what’s found, down to the most minute detail,” He smashed his thumb and forefinger for emphasis, “Now either you let me do my job, or I get you all fired!”

         “Ever the grumpy one, aren’t you Jayden.”

     All turned to find the country’s embodiment leaning against a darkly lit wall, yawning as he pushed himself up. He brushed off his well tailored suit, slipping a loose hair back into its place with the gelled mass that always wanted to escape back into its natural curl. He nodded to the men before him.

         “Those hieroglyphs aren’t the only things that would have been destroyed if you’d have continued,” reaching up, he scratched a fingernail against the ceiling above, rock streaming down as if it were sand, “That boulder is the support for this entire ceiling, like a wall in a house. My father was a genius in building structures such as this. Remove that, and you’d have been crushed.”

The group of heavy lifters moved away from the boulder, looking at each other in a silent agreement that they had better be more careful. 

         “Truly amazing,” Professor Jayden marveled, running a finger under the hieroglyphs, “Egypt, this may be the tunnel system your father told you about!” He jumped on the balls of his feet as he looked across the walls, identifying markings and structures that could potentially lead them through the maze, “I’m reading the hieroglyphics, and-and they all explain an aspect of a goddess. Just, over and over - goddess of treasures, goddess of light, there’s one by the twenty-second column that says ‘goddess by-”

         “My side…” Egypt nodded, looking around, “Yes, I saw it. But it could mean anything.”

         “You act like you’ve given up finding your father’s most prized possession,” the professor huffed, “So much was lost of your father through the years. We can’t lose hope on anything if we’re coming so close now!”

Egypt sighed before nodded, helping in the search for more clues, something that could direct them further into the maze of corridors and treacherous traps. They had already lost three men to hidden dangers set eons ago.

     It was several long and grueling hours later when the archeological crew decided to leave things be for the day. The humans believed they were getting nowhere, aside from the Professor, who insisted they go on as he looked over another set of hieroglyphs. The heavy lifters, tired and frankly agitated at the rat-like man, threw him only profanities as they stomped off, knowing the way by now after bathroom breaks and having to constantly find new supplies above ground. Professor Jayden huffed as he continued to read and decipher, mumbling a few profanities of his own. Meanwhile Egypt inspected something of his own. 

     A portrait, carved deeply into the stone, was far too peculiar, even for Ancient Egypt’s standards of gods with animal heads. No, this was a woman, shrouded in light linen that hid all of her skin from anyone’s eye. She stood before Ancient Egypt, who seemed to scrutinize her. Egypt thought he knew what the carving was, but the manner of the woman was far from what he remembered.

         “Professor…” he started, his attention remaining on the delicate details of the woman, “What do you make of this?”

The pocket professor looked over briefly before waving a hand in dismissal.

         “Either a slave inspection, an offering to one of his gods or a concubine.”

         “But she is completely covered,” the Country noted, “not an inch of skin shows. That was not exactly commonplace, even amongst the Jews in that day.”

         “Oh I doubt that,” the other huffed, forgetting his place for a moment as the student, being a teacher for so long now after graduating under Egypt’s tutorage, “Her face can’t be- well hello…” he inspected the carving, Egypt having to quickly step back before his toes were mauled, “You’re right- most peculiar… If it was a slave there wouldn’t be much covered… an offering would be much younger. And a-”

         “A concubine would flaunt her beauty to earn his attention,” Egypt gently touched the carving, frowning as the lightly painted white began to rub off on his fingers. He scratched at again as curiosity took hold, knowing any carving meant to last wouldn’t just rub off so easily. “Jayden get me a small brush-”

     The tool was soon in his hand, and Egypt took to brushing away what he realized was more of a chalk then a solid ore. The red, white and black colored man smiled widely as he began to dig with his fingernail where an impression was filled in. 

         “My name- Jayden it’s my name!” he exclaimed, and continued to dust until a thin piece of rock fell away. 

     The two stared at it a moment before looking at each other. Nodding in unison both began to tear away the thin wall, light encroaching on the room hidden from them as the hole turned into an archway. Taking a lantern, Egypt stepped in, paying no mind to the warnings that played through his mind, ever so carefully taught by his father. His curious eyes softened at the sight before him.

     Taking another lantern to place on the opposite wall, a woman laid on a stone slab, carefully etched into with watery designs of the Nile. She glittered gold, every detail of her body having been painted over by the heavy and valuable substance. The clothes she wore, untouched for years, still held their white color, perhaps mildly tanned by the dust and dirt. Egypt ran a hand down her smooth, cold arm, his attention crossing her face. So intricately painted was she, that each eyelash could be counted, and the creases in her lips felt. In her golden fingers lay woven a beaded white Lotus flower, never to wilt or fade. Her hair, braided to lay over her chest and reaching down to her stomach, not only was beautifully painted gold, but held beads, blue and green, neatly woven like a fine silk. Her feet were bare, aside from a single ring that rested on a toe. 

     Behind her on the above wall rested a qoute. Egypt read it, his eyes blinded with tears. Professor Jayden smiled up at him as he examined the body, only to frown.

         “What is it Egypt?”

         “Do you know what happens to a human female if she gives birth to a countryhuman?” He asked cryptically.

         “Uh-well no… very few have.”

         “This carving reads as this woman’s death date. My birth.” Egypt held in a sob as he turned to look at the human woman that carried him, who never was able to meet him, watch him grow, “My father’s prize possession was my mother.” he gave a choked laugh, “When a human woman gives birth to a countryhuman, they die, because it takes an entire people to fuel a Country. I had none.” 

He fell to his knees, placing his head against her cold one as he apologized for killing her. For taking her away from his father. He was told that his birth was something to celebrate, but he always knew that it was a day of mourning too.

         “Greif is what killed my father,” he hiccuped, “not the changing times.”

     The two left well after nightfall, having activated one of the hidden dangers that sealed off the passages forever. Egypt wasn’t going to disturb his father’s peace, by disturbing his mother’s. He wasn’t going to flaunt her beauty, just as his father instructed.

(Just thought it was cute and kinda crushing)

[justkillingtimecazimbored]

My life was complicated, or at least that what it seemed like to me as a child… My bio father is cold hearted selfish dick who moved to Europe very young, and spent his whole life as if it was fucking spring break fucking around, and got married and had two beautiful sons but he had to be such a dick to cheat on his wonderful looking wife (who I met once when i was 3 and I remember that she bought my a doll witch was nice) with my bio mother who i never met well,  to be quite honest I did see her when I was 15 years old as Facebook picture my dick father shared on his Facebook page… social media is a bitch sometimes… he said she had to go back "Home" when I was 6 month  old  she wanted to take me with her  but I did not have any  birth certificate so she couldn't, but he said that he was the one to make her leave with promise that she will return… I'm forgetting about the wife aren't I? She didn't want me, and I do not blame her who wants to raise a child of thier cheating partners NO ONE Then he fount him a silly little naive girl ,fell head over heal for him to take care of me ..and voila I had a family…she was like a sister to me her parents where mine her brothers were my brothers too I was happy little spoiled baby girl and I loved it ,little bratty annoying..well, I'm my own defense all children are suppose to be annoying, aren't they?

Well, in addition to all of that that poor girl got stuck in that toxic relationship for fucking 10 years bro! For my own fucking sake I feel guilty already just for knowing It was for me and also for know that my fucking father couldn't afford to get his shit together and be a single dad and take care of me or at least marry the girl that spent 10 raising his kid witch as narrator I'm so conflicted about should he married her or that would end up being a worse tragedy than it actually was..

When I was around 4 years old I was so jealous of my sister (that girl) dont get me wrong I loved her and I still do and kinda feel shitty for calling her that girl so let's just call her Eva ..I wanted boobs ..after all I'm a girl right why don't I have any boobs I secretly wore her bra ..thinks about that out loud what that messed up?

Anyway as I turned 6 I wanted to be a BOY not bc I hated being a girl it was way before the pitarchy hit hard on the head but boys got to play on the street and ride bikes and shout loud and run and be out late and act as fools and girls just DIDN'T

And as I turned 13 and actually got to Have boobs, wearing any thing that would reveal my shoulders or knees was of the table..riding bike wasn't only not allowed but forbidding I felt completely compressed by the world like what is so sexual about knees or arms and shoulders

Then pitarchy decided to take over my fucking life and I need to qoute my dear Taylor swift said "- FUCK PITARCHY "

Girls not allow to talk loud, or laugh loud or walk thoughtlessly or this or that and my secret wish of being a boy was saved deep in my mind

Don't get me wrong I'm a woman i love it and it pleases me to see or meet powerful women who take charge of their lives and do what the fuck they want....I really need to go now but stay safe whoever's reading this

Till next time

-your narrator

[wingsandembers]

A Court of Frost and Starlight - Novella Review

Verdict: if you enjoy sarah j maas’ penchant for destroying your fave character with shitty character development, then this one is for you!

Before I explain my verdict and give my full review, I am not an SJM hater who reads her books in order to bitch about it online, I’m not one of those pathetic people. I read this series coz I enjoyed reading them (ACOMAF for the most part) and I am deeply invested in Cassian and Nesta.

Even before ACOFAS came out, I already said that we don’t need another story from the Feysand POV, their story is done, we should just jumped into the spin-offs and give the people what they want: Cassian and Nesta. But this decided to go on another direction. 

While this novella had a good amount of Nesta and Cassian in it (Cassian mostly) and all that I cared about, i still feel this novella was unnecessary. When SJM said this was a fanfiction she wrote about her own series, it pretty much is: ooc character development, no real plot, some smut, etc. Lots of fan service given, especially to Feysand shippers, but since I’m not invested in them, I found myself skimming a lot of the pages involving them. 

I guess people always joked or seriously pointed out that no one in YA discusses female cycles and going to the toilet, and SJM wanted to score those points and she will get praise for tackling them on. But for me, since this is just a novella, it’s details I didn’t need to know especially in a lengthy discussion that didn’t help the story move forward. It’s just over 200 pages, make each word count.

I am also so over the whole mating bond thing, and I have no strong feelings for Rhysand one way or another, but he annoyed the shit out of me in this novella. The way he recounted every surface he fucked Feyre on came off crude and tacky. The way he is also still high and mighty about judging Nesta  still for how she treated Feyre but giving Elain a pass is bullshit even with his explanation (Nesta is an Illyrian at heart - which will be qouted by fans a lot for sure, but BS reasoning for hating on Nesta still), especially after the events of ACOWAR when Nesta more than stepped up to help them win the war, even if it broke her to pieces.

I expected Nesta to go dark, really dark, but making her an “alcoholic who sleeps around with randos from seedy dive bar” dark? Not only it’s OOC, it’s just cliche and lazy writing. I also hated how everyone was so judgmental against Nesta when they themselves recognized how they had to deal with  their own trauma in the past and after the war.

Elain might seem like she’s adjusting on the surface, but it was obvious she is struggling. But we all know Nesta is the one who feels the most, and the way she used to handle it to not feel those feelings. This time however, Nesta chose to be consumed by those feelings, or maybe she didn’t choose to, they just did. But an interesting revelation in the sole Nesta POV chapter towards the end is that she couldn’t feel anything at all, and I guess the drinking and the sleeping around is for her to feel something. But again, so cliche.

But this novella is not all trash, there are things I did like. For one, I did love the Cassian back story and the conflict at the Illyrian camp and how he is trying to change things for the female illyrians to honor his mother. The only thing I don’t like about that is all the bullshit that’s gonna come from the fans on how Cassian is this precious cinnamon roll that Nesta doesn’t deserve.

I also loved the Elain and Azriel arc. There’s a love triangle possibly happening with Lucien. Elain and Azriel still have that undefined connection that others around them are starting to pay attention to, and Elain still don’t give a shit about her mating bond with Lucien. Lucien is still pulled towards Elain but it is also mentioned he sees Vassa frequently.

Not everything with Nesta was shitty tho, everything else I liked and how I imagined Nesta will be post war. She lived separately and had minimal contact with everyone, I expected that. I liked that she continued to have a friendship with Amren and was the only person she confided in, tho it was revealed in the excerpt of the next book that their relationship also got severed when summer came.

She felt an outsider from Feyre’s circle and she wasn’t just imagining it. She was invited to the Solstice out of obligation, she felt completely out of place and not just because she chose to isolate herself from them. They were treating her as an outsider and that family relative you put up with during the holidays.

I also liked that by showing how Nesta is reacting to her father’s death and becoming Made, it also explains why she acted the way she did after her mother died and how that affected her relationship with her sisters. If you look closely, you’ll see the parallels.

I liked the Cassian and Nesta chapter in the end and knowing that the next book is about them in their POV from the excerpt. I think without those, I’d give this novella a one star and will not pick up the next book. But since SJM wisely included the excerpt for the next book and it’s Nesta being sent off the Illyrian Mountains, there’s no way I won’t read that.

Despite hating certain character developments, I didn’t think Nesta was wholly OOC, especially in the excerpt for the next book, the old Nesta emerges, like when she stood up to Rhys. I just hate that her character development in ACOWAR and even in ACOMAF was completely erased and it’s kinda back to square one with her. She has grown so much but now she regressed and in a lot worse place. The pay off in the next book have to be really good for this to be all worth it. I also fear tho that SJM is trying to turn her into Feyre, which I hope doesn’t happen.

Predictions for the next book, I won’t be surprised if it’s revealed Cassian is smushing that illyrian shop girl that reminds him of Nesta. I don’t think Nesta will still be drinking and sleeping around at the Illyrian camps, especially if the story of what happened between them is well known to common fae in Velaris, it is even more well known with the illyrian warriors. I think she will be instrumental in helping things change for the illyrian women at the camp. I get the making Nesta hit rock bottom, but some parts of it were either unbelievable or hard to swallow. I do want to find out what Cassian got her as a gift for winter solstice. I also don’t want the next book to make Cassian this martyr or saint when he is so not, and try to “fix” Nesta.

[likeanemployee]

An evening studying (whiterose)

Ruby set down her book and leaned back into her chair as she sighed loudly. Her eyes remained on the book at first although her focus had shifted from the words on the page to the book as a whole and as her interest, and patience, began to fade even more her gaze began to wander. It didn't take long for it to settle on the young women studiously writting notes across from her. Ruby was at the point where she couldn't really focus on anything she was vaguely aware she was staring at Weiss but she mostly sat there mind blank and took a short break from thinking.

Weiss was fully engaged with what she was doing looking back and forth between her books and her notes furiously scribbling down important details. It wasn't until she filled the page she was writting on she looked up enough to notice Ruby. They were supposed to be studying together Oobleck had a major exam tomorrow and Ruby had convinced her to procrastinate more then she wanted under the promise they would "study hard all night". Despite her universal high marks and outward confidence Weiss still felt a great deal of stress before every exam and the late start to the border line excessive studying she tried to do did not help her anxiety at all. As such when she addressed the typically relaxed and slacking Ruby her tone was slightly more aggressive then she really meant it to be "what are you staring at" Ruby seemed to be amused by Weiss's tone or maybe she didn't even register it. Weiss had found Ruby could be surprisingly insightful at times and at others totally oblivious. It was often difficult to tell if her young friend and partner was unaware of her mood or just reaching past, and ignoring, her outward reactions to what Weiss was really feeling. In either case Ruby simply smiled and gave a slightly mischevious "nothing" in response.

Weiss's remark came just as Ruby was beginning to regain her focus. She knew she was watching Weiss and appreciating the work ethic she so admired about the "ice queen". In another 30 seconds or so that work ethic would have reminded her of her own need to study and she probably would have gone back to her book. Instead Weiss being distracted as well triggered something playful in Ruby. She was slightly embarassed Weiss had caught her staring and while she had regained enough of her senses to not be caught in a daze she was still a little out of it and her response was mostly an autonomous deflection and show of emotion. The slight coyness in her tone was unintentional and she didn't consciously mean anything by it.

Fortunately Weiss was concerned enough with her studying she didn't read into it at all instead choosing to rebuke Ruby for being distracted "listen you dolt we need to focus stop relaxing and get back to work". Unfortunately for Weiss, Ruby had lost any interest in doing anything of the sort. "Ugh do I have to?" She practically whined in response. Her mind was still working it's way back to full speed and the response was still more emotional then meaningful a desperate attempt to keep the conversation alive while she figured out how to distract Weiss.

Weiss fell for the bait. That type of attitude was one of the things about Ruby that genuinely irritated Weiss add the fact she was already on edge because of the stress of the exam and Weiss blew up a little bit. "Yes you have to! We haven't done anything to prepare for the exam, Which is tomorrow morning by the way, until this evening and why? because you assured me there would be plenty of time this evening and that you would stay up with me and I qoute "study really hard all night" so you are going to stay up and you are going to study and you definitely aren't going to sit there smiling like some kind of dunce staring at me and distracting me because I will not fail this exam and I won't have you making me and the rest of our team look bad by failing it either!"

Ruby had to admit Weiss had a point she hadn't done much studying up to this point and she had agreed to stay and study with Weiss until they both felt prepared for the exam and she had been trying to make a point of keeping her grades up as a part of that whole being a team leader and setting an example thing but she needed a break and she wasn't about to let Weiss use any dirty little tricks like logic to prevent her from taking that break. "Come on we've been at this forever. We need a little break. Let's go get a snack or something and then we'll come back refreshed and be more productive." The whine in her voice had mostly disappeared and she managed to sound like she actually believed the argument she was making.

For a moment Weiss looked like she was going to yell some more which made sense since she had intended to. In fact the only reason she didn't was they were in the library and she just got done mentally scolding herself for reprimanding her teammate so loudly the first time. Instead she inhaled deeply then exhaled slowly calming herself before looking Ruby squarely in the eye. Her demeanour was calm and her voice was quiet and steady but it had a cold uncompromising edge which betrayed her inner frustration and stress. "Ruby we came to study immediately after eating dinner and it's only been a little over an hour." If Ruby hadn't been so desperate to do anything other then sit in this library that tone may have dissuaded her but she was and it didn't. She responded with that bubbling endless optimism that only she could manage "right so it's the perfect time for dessert" the smile which accompanied that particular line was so infectious Weiss nearly smiled back despite herself. That was something Weiss was becoming accustomed to, Ruby seemed to have a significant disarming effect on her. At times that was nice, times to destress and simply enjoy herself were something she hadn't realized she needed and something she still struggled to do on her own. Other times, like this one, however Ruby's ability to persuade Weiss could be quite dangerous and Weiss had to be careful not to let the younger girl distract her to much.

Weiss suppressed the smile which tried to escape in response to Ruby's cheerful grin and replied with all the gravity and seriousness she could muster although the cold edge to her voice had disappeared as thoroughly as the frustration and stress it had reflected. "If we spend exactly 30 minutes" she glanced at her scroll to double check the time as she spoke "to get dessert and take a short break do you promise when we come back there will be no more distractions until I say we're done?" Ruby barely even considered the offer before jumping out of her chair and giving an excited and to Weiss's dismay loud "Yes! Absolutely. let's go" Weiss didn't even try to suppress her smile this time as she finished organizing her papers and stood to follow Ruby. It was unlikely anyone would bother their things in the short time they were going to be gone and packing up just to come back would be a waste of time besides it gave her a good reason they had to come back before to long if Ruby choose to be difficult. Which was much the same reason she agreed to succumb to this little distraction. She'd heard the tone in Ruby's voice enough other times to know it was going to be fight, one Weiss didn't always win, to get Ruby focused again. It probably wasn't going to take all that much more of their time to simply take the short break Ruby wanted instead and while Weiss was positive Ruby wouldn't succeed in keeping her promise of no more distractions she was also pretty sure she could leverage that promise to get the younger girl back on track quickly in the future. None of which even considered that Ruby wasn't totally wrong. Taking a moment to digest the information she had been studying was proven to help memorization and Weiss could go for something sweet just about now. Wiess's smile widened to a grin as she watched Ruby hurrying on in front of her the massive stress she had been feeling about tomorrow's exam totally forgotten, that wouldn't last but the reprieve was welcome and she wondered wether Ruby knew Weiss needed the break too or if her motivations were entirely selfish. Weiss supposed it didn't really matter whether she did it on purpose or not Ruby had an incredible abillity to do exactly what Weiss needed at any given moment and she appreciated every moment with her diminutive leader even if she could be annoying at times. The direction of Weiss's thoughts broadened her smile even further to near Ruby levels but they were aproaching the more populated sections of the library now and she had a reputation to maintain so she consciously smoothed her expression into one of focused intensity and marveled once again at how the girl who in so many ways was her exact opposite came to mean so much to her.

[the-princess-with-pancakes]

Emma Roberts Movie Week

It’s actually a bit unexpected. I didn’t plan this, I just watched Scream IV and her character made me love her even more, then I did after Chanel. So I thought, why not, no matter that I planned Brendan Fraser Movie Week.

 Day 1: Scream IV (2011)

It’s not the movie I want to talk about (because I plan to make a post about the whole franchise, after watching the TV Series), but about he character. I mean, how awesome is watching Emma Roberts as psycho killer. Especially a very convincing psycho killer, trying to kill Sidney. After watching Scream Queens and knowing how well she plays bitchy characters, so it was very entertaining. The third act of course. Watching her as a side character was just okay. That’s really all I can say. So yeah, there you go folks. Also the villain monologue was fun. Just read for yourself:

Favorite Jill quote:

Jill Roberts: My friends? What world are you living in? I don't need friends. I need fans. Don't you get it? This has never been about killing you? It's about becoming you. I mean, for fuck's sake, my own mother had to die, no great loss there, so I could stay true to the original. That's sick, right? Well, sick is the new sane. You had your 15 minutes, now I want mine! I mean, what am I supposed to do? Go to college? Grad school? Work? Look around. We all live in public now, we're all on the Internet. How do you think people become famous any more? You don't have to achieve anything. You just gotta have fucked up shit happen to you. So you have to die, Sid. Those are the rules. New movie, new franchise. There's only room for one lead, and let's face it, your ingenue days, they're over. A bit long, yeah, but how great. Isn’t that weird, that her monologue is longer then my text about her character?

Day 2: Wild Child (2008)

A very linear teen drama, but in England. Why would I pick that? The real question is: Why not? I mean, yes, it’s stupid, and yes, I’m an adult, but I’m still a kid inside, and I know it’s a bad movie, but it was still entertaining sometimes. Again, watching Emma playing a bitch is fun, for 20 minutes, but it was still fun. If we got through the best part, let’s get to business. Her character growth was okay, her friends were okay, their relation was okay. The school bitch was awfully stereotypical, no matter that her first appearance said otherwise. I hoped at least that from that movie, but it didn’t even give me that, so...

The fun part tho was just turning my brain off for an hour and half, and just watch Emma hanging out with some teenagers with British accent. It’s still one of my favorite female celebrities. Also her name was Poppy! It could belike the flower, but hearing “Poppy” made me think about That Poppy. Which is always a little plus. Wow, that paragraph about the things I liked is too short. Hey, Nick Frost! 

The montage was awful... it broke me from the movie every 30 seconds, which was hard to watch. Also the scene quick before the end was so cringe. At least for me. They were losing, then made a dance, and magically they won! (The dance was cringe, if someone were wondering)

Well that’s all, it was between average and okay.

Favorite quote:

Poppy: I didn't start it, it wasn't my fault, and if this were America, I would sue.

That’s true, OMC. America is beautiful, I love it, I want to visit it someday.

 Day 3: The Art of Getting By (2011) 

There is a thin line between being a good movie, and being pretentious. This movie sadly is on the wrong side of the line. 

Don’t get me wrong, I still enjoyed watching this movie, it got to me, I love the main character, George, I can see myself in him, somehow. I always wanted to be that weird guy on the side, or I just want it, because these guys (like in this movie) alwayse ended up happy at the end, and I want the same thing for myself. But that’s a theme for different post. I liked seeing the world through his eyes. The scene showing how he wanted to get over Sally was great. Or when she broke him with the weird sex questions, during their “date”. Freddie’s acting was very convincing, and I didn’t saw the actor, I saw a boy with problems. The relations between him and the other characters and the way he reacten to every rational thing, he should do, but just couldn’t. I can also say a good thing about the side characters. I really liked them. The way they were created, even if some of theme didn’t have a lot of screen time, I had still fun spendind time with them. Like when Sallys’s mother told her, that she should be with George or when the painter struggled to be with Sally. I could also say about how I liked the montage and directing, but who cares? Also I liked the “development” of Freddie’s character, like in the first and second part who was becomind worse and worse...

Sadly the thing I was most anticipating in this movie was Emma Roberts and... well, Sally totally blows. I disliked her after 5 or so minutes. I’m not really sure if she’s such a bad actress, or it was just like her character was written, but Sally was so wooden. She was pretty, yes, but that’s just one of two things, that I think George could see in her (the second is, that she really cared about him and liked him, for example the scene, when they were sleeping next to each other, or when she called him every 5 minutes, whe he left her). I also really, really disliked her, when she broke my precious George! I mean, who does she think she is? (that’s not a blame on the movie, just another reason to not like her character, which isn’t a bad thing) Sally was the second most important character, but she dind’t develop at all. It was painfull to watch her in some scenes, beacause I knew that she would hurt George, because he wanted to go forwrd in some way, but she was staying the same all the time. Another thing I didn’t like was most of the third act. How George suddenly (I know it was because of his mother, he didn’t to upset her any more) change his attitude to life and so quickly straightened everything. It just wasn’t convincing for me. Also it was very predictable. Him, getting the diploma, her, going back to him, the painting, being Sally. Sad. Sadly. They could work on that a little more.

Favorite qoute:

Sally Howe: What were you like as a child?

George Zinavoy: I was such a better person than I am now.

Sally Howe: Come on.

George Zinavoy: I'm serious. I was happy. I was open. I was curious. But I'll tell you this: I knew when it was ending. I was overwhelmed with sadness when I realized that I was going to change, and that it was all most likely going to get worse, like a nostalgia for the present. I couldn't shake it... 

And it’s sad to say, that I dind’t like her creation. It really is. I hope it’s not her acting and I can see her again in a small movie, but with more. More to play and that she actually does it well. For now I like her justas the bitchy/psycho type.

 Day 4: Nancy Drew (2007)

Hey I’m actually keeping up! Only three das/movies left.

So I just looked up (on Wikipedia, I’m not a detective) that, as I thought, the movie is based on a book series for teenagers, with the same name. 

I start with the things I liked. And don’t let it fool you, there were’nt as many. The start was quite fine and fun to watch. The city and the charachters living in it. Just the world created around Nancy in her home town was adorable, just to be fine for a few minutes. I also liked Nancy at some point. I guess Emma can play charismatic characters, not just bitches. Which is good, but it wasn’t very good acting, since it also wasn’t a role that needed a good actress, just because the writting was so doll. Ahh, I wanted to say, what I liked first. So I also liked the side characters from her home town, like her father and Ned, or some of the LA characters: just Jane and Leshing. And the styling. I think the setting around our main characters was cute. Her dressing style, the style of that “hounted” house or her home town (I didn’t remember it, I’m really not familiar with the book series). Hey, Bruce Willis!

That’s sadly all, not many good things, that I could talk about. The writting tho. Ugh! It was so, so bad. Mished with that acting was just terrible to watch. Just because I liked some charachters, does not mean, I think they well written well, or that they were acted well. They weren’t. None of them. Maybe Nancy and her father a little, but that’s all. The story... Just meh. After half an hour I wasn’t feeling any mistery. And talk about tension, there was none of it. Even the scene when they were just about to kill Nancy, I was felling nothing. Oh wait, I was annoyed. Because the side characters from her new school had appeared on my screen! I hated them. Especially Corcky. uhh... I just felt like a story written by a teenager, and I think not a teenager has written it (no, it were two adult people). I mean, do they know, they can make a movie for children (and this, BTW, felt like a movie for 3-6 years old), that’s also entertaining for adults? Look at Teen Titans GO: To the Movies! (2018). That’s a good example.

Favorite quote:

Carson Drew: Phone call. Long distance from Scotland. Something about the Loch Ness Monster and some missing diamonds. Nancy Drew: Another case!

Well, despite how I disliked ths movie, I would definietly watch a sequel with Nessi. But it didn’t gross much, which I’m not suprised with.

 Day 5:

Got distracted, by discovering “The Pitch” from ScreenRant. Totally got me. Binge watched like 20 episodes.

 Actual Day 5: Paradise Hills (2019)

What a weirdly boring movie. Maybe I didn’t pay to much attention as I should, but it didn’t get me at all.

I wanted to watch something new, to see how her acting “grow” with her, but... Again, she didn’t get much to play. Which is very dissapointing. 

To start with the good things. The movie is extreamly beautiful. It looks so magical. The movie has just a 6 million budget, but it was still enough to hire Emma Roberts, Milla Jovovich, Awkwafina and to build a gorgeous set. The CGI was very visible, but only in two scenes (like the car on the beginning for example). And... That’s all? The acting of most main cast fine, I guess. 

OMC, where to start even? Idea for the story: very, very unoriginal. It’s actually felt much like The Island (2005) and a little like Sucker Punch (2011) (although I don’t remember it very well), maybe a mix of bouth. It’s not bad, it’s just made not so well. The script: dull, slow and predictible. I don’t like saying this, because I mostly shut of my brain, try to have fun and don’t predict anything, but it was hard. The ending tho. Seriously, to predictable. And no, I didn’t predict, that Jovovich is playing a fucking rose witch/vampire. That actually suprised me. The characters: they we’re okay, but mostly still to stereotypical, like for eample Milla’s witch, Emma’s main and the sidecharacter singer. Again just complaining on the same things I complained the last three movies.

Favorite quote:

Duchess: *screams, while changing into a bush*

I still have one critycally acclaimed drama (to see her acting on a good script) and a good movie to end the marathon happy :3

Day 6: Palo Alto (2013)

I can’t say. I liked this movie. Not a lot, but it was still enjoyable for me.

I thought Emma will play the main character, which she has and hasn’t in a way. She was one of the main characters with Teddy i think. Yeah, okay, I’m almost sure. I know I was supposed to watch a critically aclaimed movie, and this isn’t one, but, eh, it has 69% on RottenTomatoes, so not so bad. Also! It’s stars James Franco. I liked the acting. I’m still dissapointed, that Emma stil does not have much to play. I’m not sure if she’s just okay at acting, or she takes parts of empty blonds. I still love her, it’s just... it’s getting harder and harder to watch her as not charismatic characters. Anyway, I liked the acting, even much. I’m not sure if the actor playing Teddy (Val Kilmer’s son! and Val KIlmer played April’s father xD) was playing him self, but I’m happy with what I got. The same goes for Fred, the coach and April’s father. Finally after these few dissapointing movies, I got something, that dind’t speak to me much, but at least I liked the characters and had fun watching them get better, or worse, or not changing, or having a quick cameo. 

The story was... okay. But connected to this characters, I don’t really have much to complain. The tempo was a bit slow with April’s story, and a bit to fast with Teddy’s. Like The Art of Getting By (2011), this movie crossed a bit the thin line, of being too pretencional. But this doesn’t botter me that much.

Favorite quote:

April: I'm not depressed, why do you always think I'm depressed? I'm just tired.

Day 7: It’s kind of a funny story (2010)

I absolutely loved this movie! It took me from teh beginning with that scene on the bridge. Totally my kind of humor. The main character was easy to equate with, at least for me, like, being a bit assholish on the beginnig, and then turning in a fully good and  empathetic person. The perfect character arc for a feel good movie, like this one. It hit me by suprise, how good it was. The movie has average ratings and is rotten on RottenTomatoes. I know why, but the things, that for others were a flaw, for me was a good quality. I dind’t read the reviews, but I saw flaws in the movie, and in the story. I know, I know, it’s a basic story, a bit (maybe a lot) predictable even. But I turned my brain off for one and a half hour and had a lot of fun. The charachters where, no, seamed 3-dimensional. Everyone, at some point even. I totally believed, these are not actors, these are people. Especially the main trio, obviosly. I dind’t know  Zach Galifianakis can play something more then a stupid fat guy, by playing a not so stupid fat guy with problems. And Emma, still not what I’m expecting from her, but a lot better, then the other movies I guess (with exceptions of course). Even Craigs parents felt so real, and his friend and his love interest in the beginning. The main advantage of the movie is, that, as I pointed out earlier, it makes you feel better. It made me thing, that there is something more for me, that I don’t have to be this sad, fat guy, working and sitting by the computer all the time. Also the acting, OMC. It was great. How thought, to bring Viola Davis to this project? Great idea, even for these few minutes. But, yeah, I also pointed that out already. And, I liked, how the movie was directed. The scene, where they sang together, fabulous.

So what’s the flaws? It was predictable, if you just try to think a little. I dind’t realise that, till after the movie. Also, some characters, from being fine written, turned to flat characters, to drive the plot. Yes, I mean Nia, that was so unnecessary. It was just so Noelle would get mad at Craig. And will winning Noelle back be hard? It’s gonna be (quoting the screenwriter from Pitch Meeting) “super easy! Barely an inconvenience.” Which is dissapointing. 

Favorite quote:

Craig: Do you like music?

Noelle: Do you like breathing?

Bonus: A few words about Channel and whole Scream Qeens (2015-2016)

This series also took me by suprise, a bit. I loved Ariana Grande at that time, but since she quitted acting, and got mostly into music, I started to watch this show. And, as dissapointing as it was at that time, Chanel #2 was killed in the first episode. But since this was a slasher, and I do love those, I stayed. Who am I kidding. It dind’t stay because of the killing, but because of the story, characters and humor mostly. Jamie Lee Curtis is a wonderful actress and watching her going “against” bitchy Emma Roberts, was like watching a unicorn... I don’t a good compare, but you get it. It was extreamly entertaining. The world building, so caricature, it was so fun. Chanel killing a random lady? Yes please. These show was filled with mains driving the series with just themselfs and the sideones adding to it a lot. Even if they get killed eventually. Obviously the first season was way better, then the second. But the second was even more bizzare, which recompensed a bit the flaws of it. Do I like the decisions, who got the be the killers in both seasons? Yes, of course! For example, the chemistry between Dr. Cassidy and Chanel #3 was great in the second half of the second season. Just awesome.

Oh, yeah, a few more about Chanel. Wonderful, stole every scene she was in. Not a character, you could lift a show on, but the definietly good to be one of the mains.

Favorite quote:

Chanel: Good morning, sluts.

Chanel #2, #3 and #5: Good morning, Chanel

Like I could pick any other, than this.

--

So what do I think about Emma in the end?

She’s not a great, but a good actress, she could lift the whole movie, if she get’s a good character to play, like in Wild Child (2008), which was not much, but she was still a teenager then, and made it. 

Do I see her in drama roles?

Yes, actually. I love her, when she plays bitchy, charismatic, or even psycho characters, because she’s great at it, but I still want to see her other side. A hard part to play, in which she can shock everyone in how good of an actress she is. She didn’t have the chance yet.

I hope she gets more lucky and popular at some time. She’s still under 30 (28 years old), so she has most of her live before her, and already an impressive filmography. I wish her all the best.

[hexenloveletters]

Dear N.

I thought so. It physically felt close.

Yes, I think it is not a polar opposite but somewhere on the scale, maybe a little bit closer to death but not all the way there. Then again, I know nothing about death (maybe all that remains is the feeling of moving, BO). I think, paralysis is a pretty active condition. I feel it very close to your plague (haha imaš kugu N.) actually. In the sense of where they come from. The manifestations are different, obviously, but the connection to The Summer of 2018 is so obvious.

For the past few weeks, I was working on my LBMS assignment which was to read Peggy Hackney’s “Making Connections” and write about something that caught my attention. I had to deal with my paralysis and write about movement at the same time. So I turned to themes such as intention, motivation, knowledge. Finding motivation for moving in knowing what your intention is. But for me HOW THE FUCK CAN YOU KNOW ANYTHING? question is so omnipresent that my response is, well, shudder and blank. In the book, the idea of knowledge is proposed as every individual being a creator of knowledge by putting thoughts in relation to each other which turns learning into a creative process. (Sorry if this is old news, we shouldn’t care for being late to parties.) But there is also an emphasis on the importance of claiming knowledge in a personal way – embodying it. So, I thought, ok, thank you, this is my cue for reading the definitions of words (banal and complex) and listening if somewhere in my body they ring true. For now, my experience proved the theories.

I also read and wrote about the motivation for letting go of the the paralysis phase. From all of the above I realized, to make life liveable I have to turn it into a fucking creative process (probably for a 100th time, but I keep falling in the pit of forgetfulness). Here are a few different approaches to making yourself move if you want to try them when/if you get stuck like I do. 

BODY MAPPING: Writing and drawing on the body. Conscious-unconscious interplay. Anatomy-metaphor interplay. The image of a notebook, pages turning in the wind, back and forth. Is it a diary? The body is the diary. What happened where, what happens where? Movement inspired by this fluttering nostalgia and the complex feeling of memory as recreation, not a playback. TALKING WHILE MOVING: Speak my mind out loud while moving. What happens with the moving body? What do I want/expect to happen? Do I want to confirm what I am saying with movement or am I in opposition to it? SPOKEN WORD IMPRO (you actually do this one often, right?): Examples of various spoken word. Moving to another person's content, meaning, rhythm, volume, breath. To each separately and all at the same time. Tuning in and out of feelings behind the words, behind the voice. Moving in the way you imagine the person who is talking would move. Moving as the one who is listening. Moving as someone for whom the words are written/spoken. PLAYING WITH BREATH TEXTURES: Think of many different situations where the quality of breath changes. Recreate them without the accompanying situations and write a breath score. Practice it and then dance to them a few times, noticing what kind of movements come out of you. Are you recreating the situations, debating with them or creating something completely different?

If I ever become a person who performs I will ask you if I can use your qoute as a title: “No point in being better than someone else.”

Jenny HVALA.

HVALA N.

Tvoja,

D.

[love-transparentstudentarca-blog]

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How much is jet ski insurance approximately?

Looking to buy a jet-ski, just want to know about how much the insurance is, also how much the registration is in California, if anyone nos thx.""

""What auto insurance companies , (best price, dependable, etc....?)?""

What auto insurance companies , (best price, dependable, etc....?)?""

Car insurance cover query?

I have had an ongoing problem with a succession of worn ignition keys that are a pain when trying to start or open the bonnet on my Ford Focus.Will standard fully comp car insurance cover the cost of a replacement key/barrel if i take it to the dealer?

How much *Roughly* would my car insurance cost?

Im 19 i had my permit for almost 4 years now im about to get my license my mom has state farm and ill be added on to hers but i still have to pay her the difference. if it matters or affects me but shes had her license for about 20 yrs idk exactly shes only 38 though has never been in an accident or any tickets, always pay her bill give or take some how much would you say my insurance would cost?""

I have just started an apprenticeship and wondering if I would be able to afford a car and insurance?

I have recently just started an apprenticeship in march which is only 12 months long, however there may or may not be a job at the end of it. I get paid 2.65 an hour, 5 days a week 9AM-5.30PM and I currently am doing my driving lessons but I am sick of relying on other people for lifts. Will i be able to afford a car and insurance on this pay? I'm really not bothered what car I can get as long as it gets me to work and back.""

For someone (16) buying their own car how much will it cost?

1. the car its self, decent... something parents would feel good and safe about their child driving. 2. estimate of gas per week 3. insurance?""

Is there a way to find out someones insurance company only with their name and address?

i also have a license plate number. is there a website i can go to that i just type in someones name and their insurance company pops up?

Health insurance overlap! Two health insurance companies - is this ok?

Is it legal to have medical insurance with two separate health insurance companies during the transition between the two? And if one denies a claim, can you still file with the other?""

Confused about car insurance.?

I recently got my license but my parents aren't getting me a car just yet. If i ask to drive one of their cars they say no because i don't have insurance. They said they will get me insurance within a month but I'm curious if this is correct. My friends dad said as long as that car i am driving has insurance i can drive it, but my parents are saying I need the insurance. I don't know, I'm really confused.""

Motorcycle Insurance..?? Who is really reasonable1st Time Rider?

I've search and request several quotes for motorcycle insurance from the more well know insurance companies, but there all estimate $200 to $215 per month.. and I have my ryders liences.. Does anybody have any suggestionsggesions for better deals. Somebody hit me up>> thanks""

How do you rate Car Insurance ads?

From Best to Worst I rank Geico, 21st Insurance, Progressive, All State, Nation wide""

Is AARP's Homeowners/Auto Insurance A Good Deal?

Mom's insurance company made a whopping raise in her premium claiming they have been under charging her for 58 years! She wants to switch to AARP for homeowners and auto insurance. Are they a good company to deal with?

I need a site where I can compare health insurance quotes from the top companies. Any help will be appreciated?

Health Insurance Quotes Needed Online...

Cover for drivers not named on the car's insurance?

Hi there I'm selling my car to a colleague's daughter, and because they live about 50 miles away I told him he could drive it home, and see whether his daughter would be interested in it. I once heard that if a person drove a car that didn't have their name on the insurance, they could still be insured up to 3rd party if they personally had insurance for other vehicles. Is that true? Ta v much""

Why is insurance on an s2000 so expensive?

I have been looking for used cars in the 10-15 grand range as my second car, currently drive a miata, and I am stuck on a few cars: -01-02 s2000 -01 m5 -01-03 s4 I just recently turned 18, and took my driving test, and passed. I'm a male, about to graduate highschool with above a 3.0 and am already enrolled for a Junior College starting in Fall. I haven't received a violation yet, and I don't think I will any time soon. I was just wondering why insurance on an s2000 is MORE expensive than an m5 or s4. I was really sold on the s2000 because its 4 cylinders naturally aspirated (cheap on gas), a convertible, and relatively pretty. All of this was great news, until I saw how much insurance would be for this car. Lets look at the facts for these cars s2000: 2 door convertible 237hp/153lbft RWD 2 Liter N/A 4 cylinder top speed: 155 0-60: 5.5 - 6 seconds m5: 4 door Hardtop 394hp - I don't know the torque RWD 4.9 liter Naturally Aspirated v8 top speed: ~180 mph / 155 mph with limiter 0-60: 4.7-5 seconds s4: 4 door Hardtop 261HP/I do not know the torque AWD 2.7 Liter Twin Turbo v6 top speed: do not know/ limited to 155mph 0-60: 5.5 seconds I know that the small size of the car may make the s2000 unsafe, but the m5 is much more of a car than the s2000, and in my opinion much, MUCH more unsafe than the s2000. The s2000 is a sports car, but what is the m5 then, a 4 door family car? It is much more than that. High performance sports car in my opinion would be much more apropriate. If you are knowledgeable in the area of car insurance, i.e. you are a insurance agent or work for an insurance company, could you please let me know why an 18 year old has a easier time insuring an m5 or s4 than an s2000 under the exact same plan? Thanks for reading, and if you answer, thank you for answering. Have a nice day!""

Where can i buy rebuild-able cars from insurance companies?

I live in the state of Indiana, is there a place where i can buy rebuild-able cars from insurance companies, or from a action place where they are not so expensive?""

Where should i look to get the proper licensing to be able to sell car insurance in the state of california?

Where should i look to get the proper licensing to be able to sell car insurance in the state of california?

First car 350z insurance cost?

Im getting a 350z for my birthday , and im just curious on how much insurance would cost on it . And dont give me crap about its not a good idea because my parents and i already talked about it. Just name the price u think it is . For me cheap is $500-1000 a year. Average $1000-1500 a year and Expensive $1500-2000. i know my parents have insurance and pay $500 a year for their 2 cars. And my dad pays $750 on his commercial trucks, 7 of them. And i live in Pa if that helps? And i will take driver corses. thats when u ride around the city with a teacher. THANKS Bros""

Car insurance for 17 year olds?

Hey people, i am 17 in april and i have been looking into buying a 1983 mini mayfair with 13 alloys and arches....and thats it... onlly a 998cc, not the fastest of cars but guess what quoted over 1,300 Whats the F%$*& point, any body know ov any good car insurers that i may get a quote from? cheers.... Kyle""

In india car insurance have to pay monthly or yearly & how much it cost?

In india car insurance have to pay monthly or yearly & how much it cost? is that same for new aswell as for old car?

Do we need land lord insurance?

A close family friend is living in a property that have been left to my brothers, sister and myself by our mum but not paying rent do we need to get landlord insurance.""

What are the fines and penalties of driving without a license or insurance in California?

Under 18 with permit only. Also loud music. Was only driven in parking lot when pulled over. Car in another persons name. Are there any fines or penalties for car owner?

tennessee farmers insurance group

tennessee farmers insurance group

Assurant Health Insurance?

At a previous job I had good health insurance but adding my husband was costly so we got him BCBS IL through a local insurance agent. He is not the type to go to the doctor very often so a very basic plan is what we got him. It started out only being $160 for 3 months; now today I received a letter that it will be going up to $250 for 3 months. I have changed jobs and kept my insurance for awhile through Cobra but eventually found different coverage because the Cobra was so high in cost. But of course it has went up to almost $300 a month. I have been searching online for health insurance and found Assurant and it seems like I can get good coverage at a fair price. Do you have assurant? Do you think it's good coverage? Do you have any problems with using it? Any advice would be greatly appreciated. Thanks!

Will homeowner insurance rates go through the roof if Cap and Tax passes through the Senate?

HYPOTHETICALLY............If you are trying to sell a house, you get audited (like it says in the bill) and they say that you have to upgrade a whole lot of stuff that you can't ...show more""

Unemployment Insurance for Teenagers?

The business I have worked at for 3 years has just announced they are shutting their doors at the end of the month. I am only 17 but have been told that I am still able to apply for unemployment benefits...which I know next to nothing about. Basically, I've only worked 10-20 hours a week for a wage slightly above minimum. It's just been a part time job for me since I'm a student and involved in several sports and challenging classes. However, I'm still trying to save money for college, so...what do I actually get when I file for unemployment and am hunting for a job? Anything? Sorry if this question sounds ditzy...I don't know much about the workforce.""

Best car insurance companies...?

I am 18 and need to acquire insurance ... what are the best deals around?' I live in California ... Thanks!

Is it possible to find a health insurance plan with no deductible requirement?

I found the perfect plan for $33 a month, but it has a $10,000 deductible. WTF? Unless I become pregnant and have a kid, or need surgery or whatever, I find it impossible to make a $10,000 bill within a year. That's too much. I've always been healthy and rarely need to visit doctors. Then I was looking at other policies and they were more expensive, but they all had deductibles. One was like $160 a month with a deductible of $5,000. And anyways, I'm a college student and financially independent which means that I am no daddy's girl -I have to work to support myself and pay some school expenses. I don't want to depend on my parents financially in any way (they are willing to, but I just feel like at 21, I shouldn't be their responsibility anymore) so I always worry something would happen to me and they would have to pay hospital bills for me. I can't afford paying a very high deductible or a high monthly quote. Any hope for me? ..or should I move to Canada?""

Any ideas on how to get cheaper car insurance?

Any ideas on how to get cheaper car insurance?

How much wil Car Insurance be when i get my temps in Columbus Ohio?

How much wil Car Insurance be when i get my temps in Columbus Ohio. im going to be under my moms insurance. how much will i have to pay. or will i have to pay. my mom dosent kno, neither do i. can she put me on her car insurance for free or do i have to pay or what. whats the rules so to say""

Know any good insurance companies that will insure a home under renovation that we're living in?

We bought a foreclosure that needs a fair amount of work. We made it habitable and then moved in so we can work on one room at a time. What insurance company would be able to insure this home without raking us over the coals, even though the home may not be considered complete ?""

Classic Mini Insurance? Help?

Hi, I have a classic austin mini mayfair 998cc and 1989 year. I got quotes before on classic insurance at around 900 from footman james but now they have a new policy where they wont give insurance to anyone under 21. Ive tried all compare the market and other places but the cheapest i can find it for is 1600 fully comp. Can anyone help? ive tried other mini insurers like adrian flux but there around 2500! please help!""

How much will my car insurance be?

R reg vw polo 999cc

What company gives cheap car insurance!?

got my test comin up and i plan on passin rollon the 31st hehe i already got me a car its 1.3L and i been lookin around for some insurance online and all gettin realy high price. so just wonderin does anyone happen to know what company gives cheap insurance i know im not gonna get really cheap just if there is a company that does deals for 1st time drivers or like under 25s or something? Thanks

How do I find the best car insurance rates?

How do I find the best car insurance rates?

1967 mustang insurance?

I am 20 years of age me never been involve in car accident and never gotten pulled over have had my driver license since 2008-2009 around there I was thinking of buying a 1967 mustang does anyone know how much insurance will cost for that I currently have farmers insurance. Also does anyone know how much it will cost me to change its license plate tags from Oklahoma to California tags Its coming from Oklahoma thank you

Health Insurance for Low Income?

We are looking for an affordable health insurance plan. I'm 39 and my husband is 45 living in San Francisco. Healthy and never had injuries or big illness. We used to have a kaiser plan around $600/m and $25 for every visit. Any better deals?

Car Insurance Firms NOT on Comparison Sites?

Can anyone give me a list of car insurance companies that ARE NOT on comparison web sites like Confused.com? My insurance is up soon and I want to make sure I get the best deal by checking with as many of the big companies as possible. I will be using Confused, but I also want to check with the ones that aren't on there. Thanks.""

""What health insurance is recommended for a single dad with 3 kids, with a budget but have decent coverage?

I am a single father of 3 kids and looking for health/dental/vision insurance for my family. We don't really go to the doctor as much but still want decent coverage in case I need to do so. Any ideas? Am based in Southern California.

Cheap car insurance with DUI?

I'm really struggling to pay rent along with everything else, and now I have to pay car insurance or else my registration will be suspended. I can barely afford to buy food with my part time job and school. Is there a really cheap car insurance company that accept DUIs? I don't have bad credit and have ALWAYS paid my bills, I just need something relatively cheap or else I have no idea how I am going to stay under a roof with food. I live in northern California if that matters.""

What are the Cheapest Veichles to insure in Ontario? or in general?

What are the cheapest to insure? or the cheapest to fix?

How much do you pay for babysitting insurance?

So i'm doing a social studies project & it asks for liability. im doing babysitting service. help?

Does anyone know what 'excess reduction insurance' is?

Im thinking of renting a car. In the price quote it says basic car insurance is included but excess reduction isnt. does anyone know what this is? how is it different from the basic car insurance and do u know if the excess reduction insurance is also compulsory?

Is free Health Insurance and Food Stamps considered economics?

My sister says food stamps and health insurance are government. What are they exactly?

Cheap car insurance for new drivers??

does anybody know where i can get the cheapest car insurance for a Peugeot 106 1.1 im 17 and should pass my test by November, thanks.""

I was driving my firends car and had an accident. Whos insurance covers the wreck? My friends or me?

I was driving my friends car and wrecked it. My insurance says that insurance covers the vehicle not the driver. Is this the opinion of all insurance companies?

Experiences regarding CURE auto insurance company?

Hello ! I recently obtained a quote from CURE auto car insurance company ( www.cure.com ) and it seemed decent. Before I buy my insurance, I have one or two questions : Does any body have any kind of good or bad experiences with CURE ? Did they help regarding any kind of accidents/claims etc ? Did they try to rip you off ever ? Also, it seems like they mainly operate in NJ and PA, but do they have offices across the rest of the USA ? Please let me know ! Thanks a lot !""

Sports car insurance... Wil it be cheaper if...?

Well im 18 years old and still live with my rentz. I have a job and i make 1400-1600$ a month. I have only a few minor bills. Here in about 3 weeks im buying a 1996 pontiac firebird v6 coupe from a dealership. Before i buy the car i need some insurance info. Iv been to over 10 of the leading insurance companies and gotten rate quotes and there all 400$+ a month.. This is suprising because i only payed 120$ a month for my old car ( f150). So im wondering if my insurance will go down if my parents add me and my car to there insurance? If so how would i go about this? And how much of a price difference would it be? All answers are appriciated.. **No Spam Please**

tennessee farmers insurance group

tennessee farmers insurance group

Can we get cheap car insurance in the UK as Australians?

My partner and I are moving to the UK in March and had intended to buy a car. Just an Astra or something for under 1000. However, when I put our details into insurance websites it tells us we will have to pay upwards of 2000 for 3rd party insurance. I realise this is because we have not been residents or have held UK licences but is there any way to get something cheaper? This seriously hinders our plans, we can't afford that amount of money but were really hoping to have a car. Can any one give us any advice? I have put in that we have a UK licence (as we would be prepared to get upon arrival and would have to any way after 12 months) but this does little to change the quotes.""

""First Car, insurance price etc :)?""

Hi all, I'm going to go into more detail and search more etc. when I get the car's reg, but for now I can only ask all of you :) I'm going to buy 1.6 ltr ford focus off of my friend for 800, 5 door, 2000 model I think so what kind of insurance would I be quoted on it usually? I don't want links to websites as I havent got all the details... but I havent passed my test yet and it will be my first car, plus I'm 18 so it could be a tad expensive I know :S Thanks for reading :)""

Which medical insurance is the cheapest?

I want to apply for a good quality and low cost medical insurrance. Whihc one is good for me. I am in SF, California. Please advice. Thanks.""

What makes car insurance cheaper for young drivers?

I know it's to do with the car. Sometimes engine size and security features and the year it was made. So what other thing and what cars fit into cheap insurance

How much is car insurance for a 19 year old? Average estimate..?

How much for a 19 who had one accident?

""Pregnant, unemployed and I need insurance?""

I'm 24, recently terminated from BOA due to a matter with an incorrect procedure. Meanwhile, I'm pregnant with my second child and unemployed. My husband is doing great for our family (we are a small single family living by ourselves). He's working and paying all the bills and then some. Where can I find some much needed health insurance for myself? Please advise. Thanks and God bless.. (I'm 24, african-american, non-smoker, not diabetic, don't have any std or sexual disease, and I'm healthy thus far. Please help) Located in Atlanta Georgia, USA""

How much would the car insurance be for a 17-18 yr old male?

The car would be an original Austin Mini Cooper (1990 Edition). It would also be on my own insurance, not parents. Thanks.""

Subaru Impreza 2.5 for 17 year old?

I was thinking of getting Subaru Impreza 2.5 2007, but I wonder how much the insurance would be per month? I spoke to my parents already, they did agree as long as I'll pay. My step-father works in car service so he could do all the checks/tests or whatever it is called. I am in love with that car from ages, don't want anything else.""

Ever felt like a criminal for trying to insure your car?

hi there i am a young male driver 20yrs old i am trying to insure my first car which is a suzuki wagon r+ ga and i fell as if i am a pure criminal i have tried many insurers online on the phone and in person i cant find a quote for under 1300 i woundnt mind so much but the car only cost me 200 and they wounder why people drive without insurance well at these prices i am personaly tempted can anyone tell me where i can find a cheaper qoute have tried hundereds prices have ranged from 1295-3645 (well saying this country is constanly ripping us off all the time is about time the goverment was standing in and helping out us motorist a bit they want to reduce the amont of cars without insurance they need to reduce the cost whats your fellings)

What is the cheapest car to insure?

What is the cheapest, cheapest car to insure for a 17 year old in the UK. Cheers.""

Is driving a motorcyle dangerous? and will it raise my insurance prices?

is a motorcycle more dangerous than a car what are the pros and cons. i am considering it for the good gas millage i am 18 yrs old (clean record) -- will it increase my insurance costs

Life Insurance question?

I have a non-prefer smoking policy life insurance but on the present I smoke .what could happen if in case I die? will my insurance still cover my family?

""Car title, insurance, different names?""

Can the title of your car and the insurance be in different names, or do they have to be in the same name??""

Is there a big jump in insurance between a 600cc sports bike and 650cc?

I see a lot of bikes that are 600cc, and I'm trying to keep insurance cost down. I have been stuck on Kawasaki because it seems there models have the best gas mileage an comfortable seating positions. The 250r is just out of the question, even though I'm a first time rider. I'm 35 years old and do not plan on racing, but i also don't want to be stuck with a 250cc bike when i purchase, as I plan on keeping whatever I buy. I'm looking at the Kawasaki ZZR600 and the Ninja 650, but not sure if the insurance will be that much of a difference from 600cc to 650cc.""

""Turning 17 in a few years time - group 20 car insurance, how much would that cost??""

as above, please answer, i know im being a tad bit ambitious lol (1995 aston martin db7 fh 2dr coupe) WOOP WOOP!""

Where can I find cheap car insurance for someone who has a dui?

I live in AZ and I am trying to find car insurance for someone who has had a dui. The only company so far is Bristol west but they are too expensive. Where else can I go?

My boyfriend's nephew got hit but he doesn't have car insurance.?

my boyfriend and his nephew were involved in a hit and run. however, his nephew doesn't have car insurance, will this have an a negative turn out for him??? i don't care about the other guy having or not having insurance...but will his nephew get in trouble? we live in California, it is illegal to have a car with no car insurance, registration, and license. please help!!!...how would it turn out for him??? HE WAS THE ONE THAT GOT HIT BY THE OTHER CAR... his nephew is the victim""

Who does the cheapest temp cover car insurance?

Who does the cheapest temp cover car insurance?

Speeding ticket...how much will my insurance go up?

I received a speeding ticket. If found guilty of it, how much can I expect of an increase in my insurance premium? It is my first ticket. I have USAA insurance. It is a minor infraction. (1 point in here in Cali.) Thanks for the help!""

Why car insurance quote from tesco is 550 whereas competitors quote over 1000 ?

i went through swinton, axa ,norwich union, high performance, churchil, and a couple others. they did not even come close...is this possible? i am a bit suspicious, if that tesco quote is reliable, but they say when i call that i can complete the whole process online and i do enter the same detail as on other websites.""

Insurance totalling my car looks suspicious?

At this point I regret making a claim and wish i could turn back the clock. I am being forced into a box and it looks shady. Three weeks ago my 2005 Cadillac STS was involved in a parking lot flood where the water rose and filled the floors of my car by about 4 inches. All us neighbors had cleaning parties using a wet vac and baking and toweling are cars in the sun over the next few days letting our vehicles dry out. On my car everything works like a dream as it did before with the exception of a 'check stability control' notice that comes on when I start the car. I have been driving the car fine since the flood and decided maybe I should make a claim to fix this error that pops up on the dash when i start the car. From the time I dropped it off at the dealer it has been all negative. Right away the dealer was negative and telling me it's the end of the world with my car, everything is ruined and it will probably be a total loss. He got the adjuster for my insurance company out there and it looks like it will be put in to the total loss category. No i am just asking the insurance company to forget everything and drop the claim because the damage is not that extreme and i dont want to lose my car. I am told at this point it is too late. Is that true? My neighbors are floored by this, i have been driving it around for a few weeks just fine and the car still looks new With only 62000 miles on it. I can't help from thinking that something suspicious is going on here. Do they stand to make a nice profit by totalling my vehicle and then replacing one module for a 1000 or so and having a perfect car with all systems working? Also the lady from the claims office said the car had to be 80% damaged for it to be a total loss. I asked her if this was based on speculative problems that they think may occur in the future because of the water, or based on actual damage now? She said it had to be actual damage now but couldn't give me any details from the adjuster yet. Can I demand that the adjuster list everything that he thinks has been damaged to my car (which I am convinced he will have to be creative to do so)? The car as i said drives wonderful, I checked the fluids on my own (fine), and the car looks new. Do I have any recourse here? I just want the car fixed for the one problem, i dont want to lose the car, and at this point I don't even care about having insurance fix the one problem, but again I am told it is too late to go backwards and drop this entire issue. I almost have an inclination to report this because it looks so shady. No reasonable person would look at, and drive this car and consider it a total loss. What is the agenda of the insurance company and cadillac dealer here? Something smells foul with this situation.""

How much do you think car insurance would be for me?

I am a 17 yr. old male in southern california driving a 2006 nissan 350z

Which car would be less for insurance?

A 2003 mustang v6 or an Infiniti g35 coupe? I'm 18 and I have a clean driving record. I have the choice of getting either one.

What is the best insurance company for a recently passed young driver?

I passed my test last week and i am looking to buy a corsa, punto, clio like car. Its gonna be either a 1.0L or 1.2L car. How much will this cost me and what companies will give me the best quotes? Also, i am a boy""

Cheapest insurance for motorcycle in melbourne?

hi m looking for insurance company that hs cheapest price for me. m 19 yo female, 4years experience on motorcycle. help me pls,,, i think i ll gt for the third party""

tennessee farmers insurance group

tennessee farmers insurance group

Where can I get affordable healthcare?

I am a Iraqi war veteran with a serviced connected disability of 50%. I would like to find good health care for my wife a full time student that is affordable. I have done searches in places like www.eHealthInsurance.com and the insurance is either really expensive or it doesn't cover much which could make things expensive. Any suggestions would be great.

What company has the least expensive auto insurance for young drivers?

Does anyone know of an insurance company that is reasonable with it's rates for a young lady driver with a good driving record but bad credit? Full coverage is needed on the vehicle. Thank you for your time and your answers.

""Where can I get insurance, I want to play a sport but I don't have insurance ?

So im thinking about joining sports in school but I don't have insurance and does state farm sell that kind of insurance or any other insurance company

Car insurance canceled my policy. i got in an accident and then paid the money. they accepted the money and?

then refused to cover the accident. i was told since they accepted the money and didn't make me open a new policy with a new down payment. and didn't give me my money back ...show more

Insurance question?

what is the average price of insurance of a 18 year old male with a sports car in the zip code area of 72601

What is UPS waiting period for health insurance?

How long after being hired as a permanent part-time employee do you have to wait for insurance to kick in?

""Renter's insurance, is it worth it?""

I keep on getting these ads from Geico on the renter's insurance packages that they offer. I am renting right now and has one roommate. I've gotten mixed opinions on the renter's insurance, some say it's not worth it some say it is. So what do you guys think? I don't think it's that much money, maybe like $20 a month or something like that?""

How much would insurance be on 96 tahoe?

i'm 19, and i'm about to get my licences. i always be eye balling this tahoe. how much would insurance be on it??""

Home Owners Insurance?

My husband and I are looking for the best home owners insurance in California one that includes earthquake coverage and other stuff like fire and theft can you give me places to check out? We will be living in Culver City, California in the USA""

Insurance company would not like to insure me a sole proprietorship?

I am a film major, a student and very involved in different projects. I decided to open my own film company a sole proprietorship, meaning I DBA (Do Business As). I am looking for liability insurance for my business for wedding and events. They asked me if I was doing any other type of work currently. My reponse was that yes I am involved in being cameraman for one project and editor for another. I have not signed a contract or getting paid for any of these projects, simply volunteer. They came back stating that if they were to insurance me, I as an invidividual would no longer be able to be part of any project or post anything of my personal stuff on youtube. I understand that they are trying to protect themselves and that they are insuring me personally I guess since its a DBA. Has anyone else come upon this problem? I see many videographer put their stuff up on vimeo, youtube etc.""

How much is Car Insurance for a 16 year old?

I'm 16 year old guy, I have a 2004 Pontiac Grand AM sedan, I get good grades in school, about how much would it cost monthly?""

Insurance: Get car fixed?

On Friday, I was rear-ended by a 2000 Mitsubishi Montero Sport. I got some minor damage done to my 2004 Mazda 3s. My bumper has scratches and a dimple-- which really isn't noticeable. The car has 100,000 and I'm debating whether or not to get it fixed. I am thinking of taking the insurance money to pay off debt. Should I or should I get the car fixed? Will I get into trouble if I use the money to pay off debt?""

Can the auto insurance company pay me directly and not pay body repair shop?

So about 3 weeks ago some guy backed into my car and it was his fault... His insurance company said take my car to a body shop repair and they will pay the repair shop only.. I wanna take my car to different shops and get few estimates and have the insurance company pay me.. I wanna decide weather to fix the car or keep the cash (maybe sell my car and get a better one)... It's my car and I have the title for it.. Why should the damn insurance company control what to do with own my car or control how the repair process goes!!! it's a 1995 nissan 240sx... Please tell me if I can make the insurance company to write me a check. thanks!

Health Insurance Options?

If I move out of my parents house can I remain on their health insurance (In Massachusetts)? I am currently on my parents health insurance and I plan to move out but I work part time and the health insurance my work offers is around 500 dollars a month.. which I simply cannot afford. If I can not remain on their health insurance does anyone know of any other alternatives?

Will my car insurance represent me in getting claim from other person's car insurance company?

Wife got in accident with teenage girls that was at fault. Other driver had insurance, and I'm dealing with them, but because they say my car is totalled as its older and not worth a lot, they offered me some money, but when I go to buy a similar car online, I see I'm short a few thousand. They are being a bit difficult and have my car at a lot ( I know mistake but they said they only were going to look at it, now its gone). I don't have a lot of pull but will complain as much as I possibly can - was on phone for nearly hour today. Question: Do you think that my insurance company will help me get money from the other insurance company of the at-fault party? I have not contacted them yet.""

Whats the cheapest car insurance for full coverage?

Whats the cheapest car insurance for full coverage?

Best car insurance for 16 y.o. boy that is getting his license?

Cheapest car insurance for the coverage you get? discounts for grades?

Jeep Wrangler Sahara insurance?

I am a 16 year old female... I want a 2004 Jeep Wrangler 4x4 Sahara as my first car. My mom seems to think the insurance is too high. Can anyone tell me whether the insurance on it would be super high or give me an average number for insurance? Would it be cheaper on a smaller car? thanks .xx

Affordable Health insurance in CA ?

I'm looking to buy health insurance in CA. my income is 10,000$ a year and because i only work part time. i applied for Medical few months ago through welfare office, but my case worker was really mean he was asking for a lot of documents in order to approve my application and every time i go to the welfare office they make me wait for 4 hours.so i decided to look for health insurance through Obama care website but i found that planes that cost 100$ and below doesn't cover even 30% of the medical expenses. any ideas about getting affordable health insurance in CA with good coverage ??? Thank you""

Car insurance more expensive for younger drivers?

In the UK we have a little piece of legislation under the European Convention on Human Rights, which gives us freedom from discrimination. I know that a lot of young drivers are inexperienced and more eager on the roads, but what about the careful ones? Is it not a form of stereotypical discrimination for car insurance companies to charge more for younger drivers, and older ones for that matter?""

Insurance for 1987 jeep wrangler?

Just wondering how much you pay for insurance if you have something like an 87' wrangler. Don't give me the just go to this site and get a quote. , I'd just like some numbers please ;)""

Do you have health insurance?

if so, how much is it per month?? How old are you?? what kind of deducatble do you have?? feel free to answer also if you do not have insurance and how you might pay any medical costs.""

What is the best car insurance company out there today?

I'm gonna get a car soon and I'm having difficulty picking an exact car insurance company to insure my car so I just wanted to read others opinion on what car insurance they think is the best.....if availabe tell me the pros & cons....

Does anyone know Proximately how much a P.I.P car insurance with come out for a 22 year old..?

With 4 year driving record? thanks

Classic car insurance for 17 year olds?

currently looking for cheap car insurance for escort xr3i. Because of my age this is almost impossible but I was wondering if it is posible to be a named driver for classic car insurance on a parents policy. most classic insurers say drivers must be over 25. is there anywhere I could do this ?

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Words of Gratitude

To our honored guests and visitors, maam, sir; beloved mentors, dear parents, wonderful friends and relatives, my fellow completers, a felicitous Friday morning to one and all. Finally, after the 4-year course in Junior HS as the second batch in this education program, we are now a batch of full fledged completers. I am especially thankful to the due recognition my alma mater gave me for all the achievements in different fields. The Highest Honor, well, I have 2 more years to work on it, hehe, and the High Honor itself is overwhelming actually. But, no matter how many medals and certificates we’ve gained, what matters the most are the learnings, insights and the values instilled within us. To say that the JHS life was hard is an understatement. I, we failed at some endeavor, but surely, we took steps to correct it. And yes, we tamed the raging waves of the effects of procrastination, poor time management, sleepless nights; of course the euphoria of bouts won and healthy competitions. Yes, we braved the storms of hurdles preparing us for more hurricanes in SHS and eventually in college. This journey is not a trip nor a vacation. It’s a process, a discovery. It’s where all our emotions fused. I could not fathom how we would survive without these individuals who have been beside us, backed us up, who have constantly been our guide and assure us that we are not alone ever since. Thank you, thank you and thank you! Throughout the school year we were discovering great things together and each on our own. We discovered things with powerful individuals who work tirelessly for hours. I would not be standing here and you fellow completers, would not even be sitting there on your rows if not for them. Truly, we could not imagine a world without teachers. Thank you dearest teachers; for the unwavering patience and unconditional effort & dedication which enabled me to have the drive to attain this recognition. To the teachers I grew fond of, it may be owing to accompanying me to competitions, seminars or trainings, or simply being here at school, during discussions, thank you so much for believing in me and my capabilities. You have brought out the best in me. I know there were times when I was not able to live up to your expectations, I disappointed a few yet you still passionately guided me and honed my potentials so I could reach my extent. The gift of molding our young minds and touching our lives is no easy task. For all the experiences you gave us from fun activities where we sang, dance, acted, the ‘should-be-smart’ reportings, haha, to those mind boggling experiments, conquering x and ys, letter cutting & miniature houses to position papers and research papers, thank you Ma'am, Sir. Thank you for bearing with our behaviors, shortcomings and immaturity. With the fire of your constant reminder, our metal, stubborn minds bended and shaped us as the finest. All of these are greatly appreciated. I would always be proud that I am a product of Manay National Highschool, made and grown well by our very own mentors. To my parents and families; they are the foundation of who we are today and what we would become in the future. Ma, Pa, thank you for the utmost love and moral underpinning. Like most parents, you find pleasure in discovering our potential. You always knew and believed in me. We are not well-off but you managed to provide my needs along with my siblings. Thank you for understanding, there were those times when you would already complain because I’m engrossed with school even on weekends, when I feel overloaded and I often have to work late to hit my deadlines but stilI I felt loved and supported. Thank you for being there always in the hardest of times, when I feel frustrated, you were like my sprint, my crutch, you held me up to continue what I have started. My siblings who also are my partners in crime, thank you for cheering me up. I cannot live up to your expectations but I grew up being who I really am, standing here today. And that is because of your unvarying reminders of always keeping my feet to the ground and your loving discipline. To my Titas, who supported me financially and morally, along with their families, my cousins, relatives. I could not ask for more. To my YES-O and DRR family, I thank you for the memories we shared together with Ma'am Juvy, the clean up drives, first aid and rescuing, nursery and the likes. May we all continue to become green agents of the planet. To my journalism family, Ma'am Dina, it is surely an honor to be a part of the editorial board since I stepped here and now that I have become the Editor in Chief, the four corners of the alumni office we occupied, the product of our restless periods, or school paper have made my journey here more meaningful. I am looking forward to more students with great interest and potential in writing and in journalism and triumphs in Press Conferences it be Division, Regional and hopefully, the Nationals. As a friend of mine once qoute, “either write something worth reading or do something worth writing.” To my close friends, thank you for the memories and support. You were with me along the way, when my days seem to go from one crisis to another, stressful and demoralizing, you assisted me. My classmates, the Agoncillians, most of you were with me since like elementary, you were all big part of my life since the day we met to this day when we will part ways. From being Ma'am Olea’s Meeknessians, Ma'am Pardillo’s Narcissians, from Ma'am Basalo’s Aliwagwag Falls and now Ma'am Cena’s Agoncillians. Some will stay but inevitably, some will also leave. We may part but we are truly blessed to have each other. Thank you for putting up with my dramas, laughing at my silly puns. Those epic alibis to teachers, failed attempts and plans, peer tutoring every afternoon, practices, those laugthers and tears, failures and triumphs, all the scolding, we went throught it all as a class. I will always bring with me those memories in my heart. It’s one of the most genuine mem'ries throughout my whole life. Afterall they say, NOTHING CAN COMPARE TO HIGHSCHOOL LIFE. It’s good enough that I befriended all of you. I hope I was able to reciprocate your effort to assist me and make me feel better when I’m not. Please know that I appreciate each one of you. I owe you all! And of course to Jehovah God, who made everything possible. All glory and honor and praise belongs to Him. All my thank yous would never be enough for your greatness. My fellow completers, this is not the end but merely a head start of our track towards higher realms. We have notched another milestone and is embarking a new stage of our lives. We can’t help but feel excited to new ventures, door of oppurtunities, tougher stumbling blocks to conquer and bigger successes. Always bring with you what our alma mater MANAY NHS has imparted us. Let us all be grateful that we came from this learning institution that provides quality education. Thank you MANAY NATIONAL HIGHSCHOOL! This year’s theme is surely an inspiration to us all. Together we shall become legends as 21st century movers.The next two years would be tougher. To those who will stay here and take the academic track and the strands, we should look forward to more research papers, haha and memories. To those who will leave, I’m surely gonna miss you buddies. Don’t forget us as we won’t too. May the fire and passion within us keep burning and our dreams take flight. Our JHS course has prepared us for the worst so I say, Senior High, bring it on! Kudos and congratulations everyone! Once again, good day!