#rayman weed ala

[raybeetle]

Dni withdrawal symptoms

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guess who stayed sober through last night

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It is okay i am coping well this image is funny as fuck

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Grats

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day 6 sober back at my previous record i will beat it this time

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it sucks when youre like quitting an addiction but the pathfindjng ai in your brain is still like How can i find a way to smoke weed nearest weednear me. Like SHUT UUUUUUUUUUUPPPPPPPPPPPP I DONT WANNA GET HIGH ANYMORE

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i wanna start counting all the days i spend sober or not in 2024. currently, its 1/5(i think(its 1 am we really cant say)).

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wow i never noticed how much i see shit about weed until i quit. Stoppp making me think about it I dont want to.

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if i dont find a way to make sobriety aesthetic im gonna die. Smoking is cool as fuck i cant lie. Sobercore oh yeah im 2 days sober now btw

[raybeetle]

"The only thing worse than being sober and wanting to be high, is being high and wanting to be sober."

im on “day 1” again. tbh its 5 am so i dont even know if its gonna be day 1 cuz i deadass might relapse before the night is over (but i put all my weed under my bed in a really inconvinient spot so im prolly not gonna go get it).

its so hard getting the momentum back up again. i smoked daily for about the past 2 weeks. its hard to check in with my boyfriend about this because i dont wanna be all up in his dms like “Hey guess whos getting LIT 😂🔥 Thats right - I failed to quit for the 8TH TIME in a row!!! Do you still love me.” Its lowkey a little embarassing. And just because im not talking about it, doesn’t mean i dont feel insanely ashamed of myself! Its really knowing you were once capable of being sober, but just not being able to do it. It just keeps happening. You get a little frisky the habit kicks in you just catch yourself smoking. One little stressor and it just sets you off. It sucks.

i think whats made me relapse so often is my chronic pain + sleep problems

[raybeetle]

day 3 quitting weee

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2 days no weed.. Trying my best Again!

[raybeetle]

Day 1 of not smorking weed.

[raybeetle]

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Rayman (it/he/they). Digital artist, crocheter, entomologist, reader. Fictionkind beetle. Learning everyday 🧡

My lover is @naqisaunderscore. I love him too. 4/4/24 is such a good date too. All of it is great. He completes me 💙

I enjoy many kinds of media. Favorite shows/musicians/books: IASIP, A.P. bio, human resources, assassination classroom (hey, bf goes to that school!). Goreshit, adrianne lenker, sophiaaaahjkl9801;. for one more day, and the five people you meet in heaven both by mitch albom.

I do not have a “DNI”. I love you all so much. It is only up to you if you want to stay.

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i feel bad everytime i check in on here and ive relapsed. i feel like im letting you guys down even though im not a fucking celebrity what the hell am i saying you guys for there is no audience except for that one guy with the purple pfp that likes all my posts hi sun moth how you doing

"The only thing worse than being sober and wanting to be high, is being high and wanting to be sober."

im on “day 1” again. tbh its 5 am so i dont even know if its gonna be day 1 cuz i deadass might relapse before the night is over (but i put all my weed under my bed in a really inconvinient spot so im prolly not gonna go get it).

its so hard getting the momentum back up again. i smoked daily for about the past 2 weeks. its hard to check in with my boyfriend about this because i dont wanna be all up in his dms like “Hey guess whos getting LIT 😂🔥 Thats right - I failed to quit for the 8TH TIME in a row!!! Do you still love me.” Its lowkey a little embarassing. And just because im not talking about it, doesn’t mean i dont feel insanely ashamed of myself! Its really knowing you were once capable of being sober, but just not being able to do it. It just keeps happening. You get a little frisky the habit kicks in you just catch yourself smoking. One little stressor and it just sets you off. It sucks.

i think whats made me relapse so often is my chronic pain + sleep problems

[raybeetle]

ok its day 2 but deadass i Will because i just so happen to have had the worst day of my life for some reason

Day 1 of not smorking weed.