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so like i know that you don’t really know AMP like that but can i get a fluffy oneshot for ray?? he’s genuinely so fine and funny and respectful so i just need something with him.

☁️Movie Nights | Rayasianboy_

Yeah sure I'll do a short lil drabble, im in the mood fo it

(post-writing grace wants to let it be known that it isn't short. u got 6.7k words here. enjoy.)

Movie nights at the AMP household happened about once every month. What with Duke living so far away and Kai always busy travelling or streaming - about every once a month when Duke stayed the night following a shoot, Kai wasn't too busy with Kevin Hart or some other celebrity chaotically livestreaming, and Agent, Fanum, Davis and Chris were present and available...

AMP movie night happened.

"We should watch a horror-!"

"are you crazy?! Put on a comedy or somethin'-"

"Just 'cus you're pussy doesn't mean we all wanna watch 21 Jump Street for the milli-a-billionth time-"

"I'm with Kai- it doesn't have to be 21 Jump Street- there's some new comedies on Netflix-"

It was always fun. The initial watch of Kai and Fanum arguing it out, Agent and Chris taking their respective sides whilst Davis watched and laughed - all petty debates quickly shut down when Duke just puts on a movie that everyone can agree on...

But the gang wasn't just confined to the AMP crew.

Everyone in the house was summoned when it was AMP house movie night. That included you, of course, as chef for the AMP house and Kai's cousin - he knew you were struggling to put your skills to use and find employment as a 17 year old needing money to support your side of the family as well as live your life. And having been close whilst you grew up, Kai wanted to help you out - hence he asked you to come and help cook at the AMP house and behind the set with the AMP shoots - promising accommodation at the house as well as a wage cut straight from all the money he earnt.

Whilst Kai was your blood relative, the rest of the boys became what you would consider family, also.

You could always play video game basketball with Agent on and off stream, or play little 1v1s on the actual court with Davis. You and Fanum had a special friendship considering he would sometimes just ask for a snack or lurk around the kitchen and have little bits and bobs whilst you cooked - hence there was a friendship that bloomed between you two, centred around food. And Chris and Duke were always interested in roping you into games starting petty wars in the house which you were always happily involved with.

You became the little sister to the AMP house, and this of course, meant that your presence was always necessary for a proper AMP house movie night.

Even if you annoyed everyone by threatening to lie or jump on top of someone.

Unfortunately for you, it seemed as though you were the only one in the house who liked touch. Not in an exclusively romantic or sexual way - no - just wanting to lean against someone or hold onto someone whilst watching movies. In an affirming way. Just for the sake of contact.

Unfortunately for you, being said, as nobody ever agreed with you.

It made sense; being seventeen and the only girl in the establishment, all of the boys made it quite clear that they weren't interested in any sort of contact - regardless of the chaste nature of it. The most you got was normally someone putting the arm around the back of the sofa, behind you - allowing you to somewhat lean against them, lean into their side.

Even Kai, your older cousin you'd grown up with, would disagree to even hugging you sometimes - given that he had always been less into physical contact.

Once, to start the movie night, Fanum had started shit stirring and making the both of you argue (unseriously) about Kai's lack of love or any physical contact. And that had ended with starting the movie an hour later, given that you and Kai began wrestling in the middle of the room (both cheered on by your respective sides), pushing and duelling one another with long polystyrene cylinders you'd randomly found behind a sofa.

There was always chaos and community to be found within your movie nights, and regardless of the movie chosen, or the boys' lack of contact with you... You always had fun.

"You seen Ray anywhere?" Kai ran into the kitchen, cameraman behind him wielding a camera which panned to you upon the question being asked. The fans knew of your existence as cook in the house and Kai's cousin, and despite the occasional shipping with other AMP members which was a bit odd considering your age was also public on your social media platforms - the fans seemed to be pretty chill and found you likeable too.

Kai slid his phone over so that you could see the chat also, knowing that you liked being able to know what people were saying whilst live.

"Which one's Ray?" You scrunched your brows together in confusion, wondering whether Kai had ever introduced you to a Ray before.

"I never introduced you to Ray??" Kai's own brows knitted together in confusion also, pausing his search to acknowledge that fact. You'd seen a thread on Twitter pointing out how similar yours and Kai's body language was having grown up so close, and found it cute that he mirrored your confusion with the same action of scrunching his brows together - a little smile lighting on your face as you shook your head, indicating that you hadn't in fact, met Ray.

Your smile was joined by a slight chuckle as you looked down at the chat on Kai's phone - watching as they flooded the screen with messages such as INTRODUCE HER TO RAY! and GET THEM TO MEET, expressing their intrinsic want for you to meet the enigmatic Ray.

"How long has he been here for?" You asked, checking up on the stove behind you as you asked the question.

"He been in and out the house for the last month or so - you ain't never seen him?" Kai re-questioned incredulously. "Taiwanese mf, like, this tall-" He stretched his arm out above him to exemplify the height. "-shitty haircut, lanky as hell...?"

"I've not seen a single person that isn't black inside this house, Kai." You shook your head to Kai's disappointment. "He been coming into the house for the last couple months though? How've I not seen him?!"

"Shit, I don't know either." Kai shrugged, setting himself on a barstool at the island. (idk what the amp house looks like i j hope there's barstool n a kitchen island) "Chat, you wanna see Ray meet my cousin?"

"Eurgh, I don't wanna meet someone for the first time on your stream, imma be awkward." You rolled your eyes, turning the hob off and stirring the cuisine within an adjacent pot on the stove. "We doing movie night tonight or is that next week?"

"Oh shit I forgot it's movie night tonight!" Kai exclaimed. "Chat, every month or somethin' we all watch a movie together - whole house and AMP gang - you tell 'em about it-"

Between yourself and Kai, the two of you managed to explain the concept of AMP movie nights to the chat whilst you plated up the rice and stroganoff, laughing and joking with the occasional threat of the wooden spoon - only to laugh whenever Kai flinched when you fake jumped at him with the wooden weapon.

"Go give those plates to Fanum and Davis," You gestured to the two plates on the table. "Duke, Chris and Agent can get theirs after they've played whatever basketball game they're playing... Does your Ray friend want a serving too, you think?"

"He can get a portion if he wants, I dunno," Kai shrugged the question away, picking up Davis' and Fanum's plate, awkwardly pulling his own plate of food between his arms and balancing it on his forearms. "Thanks girlie!"

"Yeah you welcome dawg," You mirrored his eccentric name-calling, chuckling as Kai gave his big bursting laugh as he walked out, cameraman following him.

The thought of Ray kept on your mind as you ate your portion, scrolling through your Twitter feed.

A random guy from another country you'd never seen had randomly joined your house? Without you even noticing...?? It felt a bit ironic, considering you spent most your time either in the living room or kitchen - both of which had a view of the front door and anyone who entered or exited the house...

Strange... You thought, chewing on the mushroom as you hard a distant yell of THANK YOU SWEETHEART from a room in the house, Bronx accent indicating it was likely Fanum shouting his gratitude to you for the food.

Switching from Twitter to Instagram, you looked at Kai's recent post - designer covering the boy from head to toe - the post from just 2 hours ago already decorated with several tens of thousands of likes. Quickly scrolling through the comments, you saw someone mention Ray - sparking an idea.

Clicking on Kai's profile, you clicked on the people Kai is following, typing Ray into the searchbar and looking through the profiles until you saw someone that matched the description Kai had given you.

Tall, Asian and not-as-shit-a-haircut as Kai had told you... You tapped on his recent post, one eyebrow quirking up at the subtle definition of his arms that showed with the white wife beater he wore. Clearly not as lanky as Kai had said, either.

You pulled the phone closer to your face as you scrolled onto the next picture, putting your fork down to zoom into Ray's face on the picture.

He had pretty features. Dark eyes and a cute lil smile...

You dropped your phone in shock, scrolling onto the next picture and seeing Ray without a top.

Your eyes widened as you withdrew yourself from your phone, staring into the distance and just grounding yourself for a second... Before picking your phone up again and bringing the phone close to your face to just...

admire.

Because damn was he good looking - broad chest and defined collarbones with subtle ab definition... You couldn't help yourself from zooming into the photo, eyes scouring the picture and just absorbing everything there was to see - marvelling at the pretty boy's posts just as-

"YO COUSIN-"

You quite literally jumped as the door opened, Duke's yell causing you to elicit a yelp as he ambled through the door with a wide grin and Agent trailing behind.

Your fingers fumbled, phone dropping from your hand and sliding across the table - just out of reach from you.

Duke laughed at your response, bending over and hand having to hold onto the kitchen tabletop to stabilise himself as he laughed at at the fear within your reaction - giving you a moment to reach out and grab your phone.... Realising that it had fallen face up with Ray's Instagram picture still on it's screen - your head snapping upwards and making horrifying eye contact with Agent, who had seen exactly what you'd been looking at on your phone.

"Fuck is you reacting like that for-" Duke guffawed, wiping at his eyes as he straightened up, getting poked in his arm by Agent. "What you doing that's got you all scared 'bout us for-"

"Why you looking at Ray's topless pictures?" Agent spilled with the fattest grin, his unfiltered honesty making you slap a hand over your face as you felt blood rushing to your cheeks at his brutal confession of your online snooping. And Duke was quick to snatch your phone from your hands following that - observing your phone screen despite your disputes and laughing as he saw the topless picture of Ray you'd been looking at on the Instagram profile.

"You thirstin' over Ray?" Duke's grin was astronomical as he asked it almost incredulously, holding the phone and pointing at the picture as if he couldn't believe it.

"What?! No- I don't know him - I've never even met him - why would I thirst over him...?" You rushed out, short fragmented sentences reflecting the panic that infiltrated your mind. "N-nothing wrong if I did though... Right?"

Agent and Duke collapsed against one another, bursting into a fit of laughter at your awkward confession.

"GUYS! Shut up! Apparently he's here in the house right now - I don't even like him! He's probably your old ass ages anyways - I don't know-"

"Girl he's your age, he's seventeen too," Duke cut you off, still donning his wide grin.

"Oh..." You felt a strange hope within the pit of your chest, your heart palpitating just a fraction quicker.

"Does that make you like him?" Agent quirked a brow and asked, handing your phone back to you yet continuing the interrogation nonetheless.

"I..." You trailed off as you thought about it.

For the past year or so you'd sort of forgotten or at least left all your crushes and romantic feelings behind - having devoted yourself to doing your job and helping with streams - all too caught up in Kai's influencer lifestyle.... And even when you'd found yourself initially with a micro-crush on Duke, you'd managed to quickly overcome it because of the age difference you knew was more than problematic.

But Ray being your age and literally being in the house with you?

That certainly changed your crush-thought-process.

"No way you crushing on Ray, that's wild," Agent smiled, less mockingly than Duke, as though he actually found it rather wholesome. Which would've made sense, given that Agent had a partner of his own and often expressed his happiness within having a girlfriend he loved.

"I don't know whether I have a crush," You were quick to shake your head though. "I don't know I don't know I don't know- I only found out about his existence like half an hour ago, Agent, I was just seeing who he was on Instagram..."

"Do you like who he is?" Duke interjected his question. "From what you've seen...?"

"I mean..." You found yourself trailing off again. "I don't know, he's cute and all but... Gosh, it's impossible to really know, isn't it? I mean, I've just seen a few pictures of him-"

"-And you like that shirtless pic of him don't you-"

You stared with a stony expression as Duke and Agent collapsed into a fit of giggles at their supposed witty comment.

"God, it feels weird talking to you two about anything to do with... boys."

"Yeah, weird knowing that's your type." Duke added on, making you facepalm.

"He isn't my type, I don't have a type - I don't date much - I don't even know what my type is."

"You should find out," Agent encouraged. "-by asking Ray for his number and going out with him."

"For his number?!" You repeated incredulously. "My God you two are ancient."

"What do you kids ask for nowadays?" Duke asked in confusion, running his hands through his dreads pensively.

"Snapchat or Instagram." You rolled your eyes. "Why am I talking about boys with either of you - you guys don't know shit about picking people up clearly-"

"HEY HEY HEY HEY-" They both rushed to defend themselves, their overlapping defensive shouts laughable.

"Look," You cut their defensive rambles off, raising your hands to gather than attentions, "This is cute and all, I get it, but you gotta understand... I don't even know who this guy is - yeah, I'll admit he's cute and all - but we're being real optimistic saying anything about guy who doesn't even know I exist - like - I just found out that he exists about half an hour ago! He might not even like me if we talked!"

"You too insecure." Duke rolled his eyes, crossing his arms. "You ugly but you aren't awful - you don't need to worry 'bout Ray rejecting you, there's plenty out there for you."

"Well thanks I guess."

"You want us to set you guys up?" Agent raised his brows, Duke's eyes widening and mouth forming an o-shape as he realised Agent's genius, looking at you expectantly with a wide smile.

"No." You stated resolutely, crushing their spirits. "Wait 'til I meet him in person or something. He could be weird or we might just be awkward..."

"Ay say less," Duke nodded his head. "When you gon' meet him?"

"I dunno, whenever I see him I guess? He's done a good job avoiding me, considering I haven't seen him in the house EVER, when apparently he's been in and out for months, now..."

Agent gasped, grabbing onto Duke's arm as another lightbulb idea clearly hit him.

"We should introduce them at movie night tonight!"

"HE'S STAYING FOR THAT?!"

"We'll make him stay." Agent grinned as Duke nodded along in agreement, letting out a little aaaaa! of excitement from their decided plan.

You couldn't even stop them from doing it, as they giggled and ran out of the room - not even taking their portion of lunch that you'd cooked, as they left the room swiftly, gossiping like schoolgirls as they plotted whilst you just sat. Fearing what the duo was planning.

"YOU COMIN' OR NOT?"

You rolled your eyes at your jumpy cousin's yell from the floor below, your continuing to unroll your hair in your attic room, looking at your reflection in the mirror and hoping your curls would fluff out if your brushed them.

There was a knock at the door and before you could even respond, it was busted open.

"You're meant to knock and wait until I say you can come in, asshole."

"Yeah yeah yeah," Kai brushed it off before looking into the mirror and seeing your reflection. "The fuck, are you doing your hair for a movie night? Are you wearin' lashes too?"

You shrugged, feeling Kai's judgement bring a slight blush to your face. You'd sort of convinced yourself that if Ray was staying for movie night (and Duke and Agent were gonna try setting the two of you up) you would put on just a bit of makeup - try make yourself look a little better, you know?

"What you getting all dolled up for?"

You bit down on your lip, wondering whether you should let Kai in on it. Would it be a bit awkward? You'd done just a bit of research on Ray and realised that he was surprisingly Kai's best friend - they were tight as hell... Which meant that telling Kai might just be a liiiittle bit awkward.

"I'm just trying some overnight makeup out," You shrugged after a second. "Euphoria - you know that makeup brand? - they gifted me this, I'm jus' trying it out now... So I can wear it in future, you know?"

Kai stared at you for a second, reading your expression and making you uncomfortable under his gaze, wondering whether he knew you were lying...

"Man, I don't know shit about makeup- just hurry your ass up, we waitin' on you now."

With that, Kai gave you the three minutes you needed to unroll and brush your hair - put a few finishing touches on your makeup - and slip into your comfy hoodie and sweatpants, checking your makeup in the mirror one last time before skipping down the stairs.

You peeked into the living room, Davis catching your eye and gesturing for you to come on in, patting the vacant space besides him on the sofa for you to come sit.

Your eyes scaled down the sofa, seeing Kai - Chris - Fanum - Agent - Duke - Davis...

And no Ray.

"You lookin' for someone?" Agent asked with a knowing grin plastered on his face.

"Nope." You stopped Agent, swiftly advancing from the door to the space besides Davis and ignoring the way you could hear Duke's snickering from besides Agent. "Is that everyone?" You asked casually, finding yourself relaxing slightly as the prospect that maybe you wouldn't have to meet Ray with the pressure of Duke and Agent coercing the two of you into talking and getting close.

"Nah we just waitin' on Ray." Kai responded, throwing some snacks into his mouth. "-OH, that means you'll finally meet Ray tonight!"

"Oh." Your simple response came, Duke and Agent's muffled laughter seemingly ignored by everyone but you.

"He's a nice guy," Kai nattered. "I just met him by accident sometime but he's a nice enough kid - he's your age - you could have a friend in the house if you guys get close too-"

"Fuck you mean a friend, we're all friends here," Fanum cut Kai off.

"We friends tho-"

Kai began wrestling someone at the comment.

You rest your head in your hands for a moment, just letting yourself calm down for a second whilst the duo rolled around on the floor, mock WWE fighting each other at the mere mention of Tyla's friend-zoning.

"What movie we thinkin'?" Duke asked the remainder of people on the sofa.

"We startin' without Ray?" Fanum questioned, Duke just shrugging and mumbling some answer.

"I could do with a horror," You yawned, Davis rolling his eyes and protesting instantly.

"What about a thriller? That's like soft horror, right?"

"The Outsider's one I been wanting to watch for time - check that out-"

"That shit looks scary as fuck, hell nah-"

"Let's watch the opening and if it's all that bad we can try a different film."

Duke pressed play on the movie, Kai breaking up the fight to jump back onto the sofa and settle into his seat to get ready to watch the movie - only to have it paused as the door opened - everyones' heads craning around as the door creaked.

In a pair of Hello Kitty pyjama bottoms and a plain white tee, Ray stood in the doorway.

"You finally come down?!" Kai jumped onto his feet and exclaimed at the quiet boy, Duke pausing the movie. "You was taking longer than HER to get ready!"

Ray looked down the group until he saw the person Kai jabbed his finger at. You. His dark eyes bore into yours, tracing down over your body ever so quickly before meeting with your eyes again. Kai noticing the pause and realising-

"OH- I been meanin' to introduce you two-"

"You Kai's cousin?" Ray questioned, his English broken up slightly, accent evident within his voice which wasn't exactly deep or husky, owning any particularly attractive qualities... but something about it was soothing on the ear, regardless.

"Yeah, you're Ray I'm guessing," You nodded, smiling up at the boy politely, expecting him to be courteous enough to smile back.

Your smile slid off your face as Ray didn't smile back, however. Rude, you thought, internally rolling your eyes and deciding that maybe you weren't all that bothered with someone who wouldn't even smile back at you.

But no, Ray was quite straightforwards in stepping around the boys towards you and giving you a handshake... Which felt strangely formal - until Ray kept his hand intertwined with you and pulled you up to your feet with surprising strength, making you let out the slightest of gasps as Ray put an arm around your back - pulling you into a hug instead.

Your hands slowly wrapped around his body in response - just slightly shocked at... Well, everything.

A) Whatthefuck he was STRONG?! Sure, you'd seen that he had muscles from his Instagram posts - but shit, he wasn't exactly ripped - and he certainly didn't look like he had enough muscle to lift you up just with one hand

B) Ohmyfuck, he's so comfortable just giving a hug? No awkwardness, no weird lead up, just coming over here in front of everyone and pulling me into a hug? That shit's nice as Hell I gotta admit-

C) Damn he smells good - is that like... Pine? Something warm and comforting a lil like vanilla... or maybe some sage too...?

D) OhmyLORD he is tall. You and Kai were both cursed blessed with the short genes of your families, and donned similar heights... Which meant that Ray practically enveloped you within his arms and hug, your head resting just below his chest in such a way you could feel a heat rising to your cheeks - making the blush you'd swiped onto your cheeks earlier futile, as your flustered feelings reflected on your cheeks.

You opened your eyes slightly as you felt your mind going into overdrive at the hug Ray gave - catching the expression of the people on the sofa as you did; Kai and Davis looking relatively normal, though Chris and Fanum donned expressions of suspicion - their minds clearly already sensing some tension or connection, and Agent beaming as though everything was coming together - Duke raising a brow with a knowing expression, as if he'd seen this coming and was encouraging you to continue with... with something(???)

Ray was the first to pull back, making you realise you'd just sorta grappled onto him and forgotten that a hug was only meant to last for a moment.

"You two is both the same age too, so I thought it'd be good for you two to be friends," Kai explained, making you laugh - trying to cover the way you were all too aware about the fact that Ray's arm remained around your shoulders following the hug, still holding you sorta close to his body.

"Thanks Uncle Cenat" You pointed out his behaviour.

"You two should go sit on that couch with each other," Agent gestured to the adjacent sofa. "Given there isn't space for another two of you here."

You watched as Duke subtly bumped his fist against Agent, them two thinking they were sooo smooth at the suggestion, making you just roll your eyes and stay silent - not opposed to what Agent had suggested, but not wanting to pressure Ray into it, or appear as too eager or enthusiastic when Ray might not've cared at all.

However Duke seemed to take your silence as an opportunity to drop more hints.

"She'll try cuddle you though, you gotta watch out-" Duke couldn't even finish his sentence without laughing - your eyes widening in horror at the betrayal you felt as Duke spewed the truth. "She likes hugging and bein all physical like that-"

Your face fell into your hands in horror, shaking your head from side to side as the crew on the sofa burst out laughing at Duke's lack of filter, embarrassing you to no end as you hid your burning face within your palms.

You were horrified Duke was baiting you out. What sick sorta plan did he have to get you two together which involved publicly shaming you?? You could still feel Ray's arm around your shoulders despite Duke's ridiculing, but you could already imagine the expression he would wear: a pitying smile or mocking laugh matching the rest of the gang.

Fucking embarrassing.

You chose to look up at Ray - let his expression tell you that you didn't have a single chance with him, now that you'd been outed and embarrassed for being an oddball. That he thought you were weird and that you had 0 chances of building some sort of connection or having a relationship with the only person anywhere near your age within the AMP house.

Yet to your surprise, as you looked up and your eyes met Ray's - you saw no expression you were expecting.

He was fine with it.

He had a blank, unbothered expression, and seemed more interested in you than anything Duke was flacking.

"You want to cuddle?" Ray questioned with no evident nor underlying judgement within his voice. Just a genuine question, in which he didn't seem opposed to the idea - just wanting to know whether Duke was being genuine or not - clearly not wanting to misread the situation and accidentally be too forwards with you.

Your tongue felt heavy, mind whirring into overdrive as you couldn't even begin to respond to his question - a blush forming on your cheeks as your eyes widened with shock even more - after all, you hadn't even expected Ray to want to talk to you. Let alone be so to-the-point with asking to cuddle.

He was a man of few words.

But the words that Ray did speak? They got straight to your heart, and regardless of whether he knew the effect of what he said, he was only making you more into him.

It felt like some sickening fever dream; a guy your age, attractive and forwards with gestures of interest - asking you to come cuddle him and literally fulfilling one of your few visceral cravings; your want for physical contact with someone satiated by Ray, who was willing to do exactly what you'd been craving.

It was just too bad you didn't know how to express it.

Ray's arm slipped away - leaving your shoulders as he advanced across the room, sitting on the adjacent sofa and seemingly leaving you as he manspread his legs out, one arm wrapping around the back of the seat next to him as he looked up and made eye contact with you.

"Come then," He spoke plainly, leaving it open to you as he pat the seat besides him with his hand.

The AMP boys on the sofa let out OOOOOO's of surprise, Duke and Agent grabbing onto and slapping each others' forearms to get each others' attention and ogle at the way that shit was working out. Kai had his brows furrowed in slight confusion despite his grin - just a bit suspicious of the way that Ray seemed to be making advances towards you. Not to mention that they seemed to be working.

But you personally?

You couldn't help but fixate on how good Ray looked. The way that he was sat with his legs spread, white tee pooling at the bottom and contrasting the darkness of his hair and eyes...

You knew you'd spent too long just awkwardly stood staring, and you decided not to let the awkward moment persist - crossing the room and following in Ray's steps as you sat down besides him, hands within your lap as you felt your leg brushing his - that being enough contact to satisfy your shy self for the moment.

"Yo, pass a blanket." Ray said to Fanum, his blunt demand being met with Fanum widening his eyes with shock at the confidence of the boy with you.

"Hell nah gang, I ain't letting you do shit under a blanket with her," Fanum became defensive, despite the smile on his face.

Agent was the one to throw a bundled up blanket over Fanum's head, reaching Ray and letting him unroll it with Fanum scolding Agent whilst Ray gave you a portion of the blanket, throwing it over your body and getting you comfy.

Duke pressed play on the movie, and the screen lit up with colours, allowing the introduction to play out and capture everyones' attention once more.

Ray's hand drifted from the back of the sofa to your shoulders, whispering a "You okay with this?" which you nodded in response to, leaning back into his arm and enjoying the weight of his arm around your back, hand resting against your shoulder - long fingers running down the length of your arm whilst his thumb rest across the top of your shoulder, parallel to your collarbone. Occasionally, he swiped his thumb over your shoulder in a comforting way, giving you shivers which you had to conceal each time he did it.

As the movie played out, the horror began unveiling itself, until the main character found themself alone, in the dark, walking with solely a torch through a liminal space which had your anxiety rising.

"This shit scary as fuck" You heard Ray mumble from besides you, shuffling closer whilst you could feel his arm muscles tensing in clear fear. You nodded with fear in your body also, every muscle anticipating a jumpscare... And feeling Ray shift closer, you leaned into his body too, letting your body meet with Ray's side, head leaning against his shoulder ever so slightly as if testing to see whether he'd back out... Which he didn't. In fact, his other arm wrapped around your shoulders too, his head behind yours as if whilst holding you he was shielding himself from the screen and the awaiting jumpscare.

It was laughable how scared he was, yet you didn't considering the fact that you were also (metaphorically) shitting it. No, instead you wrapped your hands around his arms which sat around your shoulders, gripping onto Ray and scooting yourself into Ray's body, as though uniting the two of you could save you from a jumpscare on the other side of the screen.

Of course, it didn't.

Screams and yells ricocheted around the room as the tension was released by the jumpscare.

Ray's hands tightened around your body at the scene whilst you yourself jumped at the shock, turning your face away from the screen and squeezing your eyes shut, subsequently hiding your face in the crook of Ray's neck, your forehead resting against his skin whilst his hand just accommodated his movement and rest against your lower back instead.

"That wasn't even that scary," You whispered into Ray's ear as you overcame the shock of the jumpscare, bodies still squished together, embracing just in case another surprise scare appeared.

"You joking?" Ray pulled back, eyes widening as he looked at you, whispering incredulously. "This some of the scariest thing I have ever seen..."

"It was just some goofy creature - we didn't even see what it was," You giggled quietly at the frightened boy, even making him smiling a little bit as though your laughter was contagious.

Ahem. The two of you lost eye contact as Fanum cleared his throat, giving the two of you a pointed look to say-

"Shut the fuck up - is what he's saying." Kai's energetic voice broke the atmosphere. "And stop with all that cute shit too Ray, I introduced you two to be friends, I don't like whatever you're doin'."

You felt a blush return to your cheeks, feeling almost caught by your psuedo-sibling. At least he was projecting his distaste onto Ray instead of you, though.

Rolling your eyes as Fanum raised his brows and gave you a shuthethefuckup look as well, you pulled the blanket up to your neck and tucked yourself further up into Ray's body, letting yourself relax into his side.

Your head leaned slowly towards Ray, eventually making contact with his shoulder and just resting there. His arm still tucked around your shoulders, both of your bodies covered with the blanket... You let out a yawn from the warmth the blanket wrapped you with, simulating a cosy duvet tucking you into bed.

"Tired?" Ray whispered, his head leaning on top yours. He was quiet, but you could still feel the vibrations of voice resonating from his chest and against your body which was still leant up against his.

"Lil bit," You replied, feeling your eyes getting heavy.

"You can lie against me-" Ray shuffled himself around a bit - causing you to detach your head groggily, allowing him to readjust himself before beckoning you back - letting you lie with your back towards the armrest - legs across his lap.

You appreciated Ray's accommodating nature and rotated yourself to swing your legs across his, resting your thighs in his lap and lying your body back against the armrest of the chair - though your body was still close enough to Ray's for him to keep an arm around your back - your body still close to his, now flush with his chest and front.

You rested a hand around Ray's body, sorta hugging him, sorta stabilising yourself. The action made a blush rise to your cheeks as you remembered a mere few hours ago when you were looking at his pictures on Instagram and the abs he had beneath that shirt, back when Agent and Duke had caught you and initially planned on trying to set you and Ray up.

You could feel your eyes getting heavier by the second, breathing slowing despite the pace of the movie which had only just started picking up - and it seemed as though Ray just needed to say one thing before you clocked out.

"You're very pretty." His voice was soft. Quiet, as to not let the boys across the room hear. And his fingers gently ran through your hair as you lay back, near to falling asleep - though his words send impulses down your accelerator nerve, increasing your heartrate.

"Big talk from you," You smiled, returning the compliment. "Your insta pictures are... Nice."

Ray's face broke into a smile, his lips curling upwards - more towards the right than the left - his right eye crinkling with the muscles that uncontrollably contracted in response to the pride that glowed within him from the compliment.

"What you doing tomorrow?" The simple question came.

Was he fucking asking you out???

"Uhm, I think... probably working most of the day..."

"You free tomorrow night?" God he was persistent, and God you fucking loved that he wasn't gonna let go.

"Should be, yeah..."

"You want to go out?" Ray questioned. "With me?"

You literally felt your heart exploding, warmth erupting within your stomach happy chemicals flowing through your body at the fact Ray was interested.

Nodding your head with the fattest smile unwipeable from your lips, Ray grinned at your reaction also, nodding to seal the deal.

"I will take you out," Ray spoke happily, still quiet as to not catch the other guys' attentions. "Date style, yeah?"

"Date style." You nodded in agreement, giggling slightly at the fact Ray needed clarification. Cutie.

"I meant it when I said shut the fuck up, you two." Kai shushed the two of you, eyes glued to the screen but viewing experience diminished by your quietly unintelligible conversation in the corner.

"Sorry!" You apologised quickly, grin evident in your voice from the ecstatic feeling that flowed through your body, having been asked out. And Duke and Agent heard your smile within your voice - turning with knowing smiles towards you.

And this time, instead of rolling your eyes or hiding from Agent or Duke, you grinned back, nodding your head as if to say Yeah, it's working out.

Duke's grin multiplied by tenfold, biting down on his lip to try not to laugh out of excitement for the two of you - your first big shipper. Agent however, rolled his eyes, and you watched as a bill slipped from Agent's pocket into Duke's awaiting palm - wiping the smile of your face and replacing it with a look of confusion which Agent noticed.

Taking out his phone, Agent avidly pressed the screen, before looking up - your phone vibrating from your hoodie pocket.

3 New Messages

Agent: Lol before u came down we bet on what'd happen

Agent: Duke bet that you'd end up successfully making moves

Agent: I bet against lol

You: I'm glad you lost that money.

You slipped your phone back into your pocket, breathing out a breath of relief, contentment and tiredness as you got back into a comfortable position - eyes shutting, head becoming heavy and leaning against Ray's chest where he tucked the blanket around your back and put his arm around your shoulders, his fingers finding purchase within your hair and comfortingly running through the curls you'd rolled up an hour ago.

And listening to Ray's heartbeat and feeling his body warm yours through his white tee - ambient noises of the TV in the background as you slowly inhaled and exhaled, drinking in Ray's comforting cologne, you felt yourself slowly slipping away and happily falling asleep in his arms.

BONUS!

Waking up the next day, you were not happy with what you saw on Twitter.

FANUM

I was gonna do a stream having these two mfs meet up but they already seem pretty fuckin cosy 😭

AMP Kai FUCK IS TS i gotta have some mfkn words w Ray 😭 Arm round her n all - I DONT FUCK W THIS BEHAVIOUR WHEN IT INVOLVES MY CUS 🙏🙏 AMP updates 👀👀👀👀 SpeedyBeta WHAT IS THIS WHAT DID I MISS??? TheFroggyBoggy ONG GIRLLL HOW'D THEY GO FROM NOT KNOWING WHO EACH OTHER WERE ON THE STREAM TO BEIN LIKE THIS SpeedyBeta LITR HAHHA SUPER CUTE THO <33

Duke Dennis

He didn't even ask me for no rizz tips.

AMP Agent Still can't believe you won the bet smh 🙄😒 Atl smth acc happened here ✅ KingKennysimp101 Damn the spooning w the blanket n all?? I'm sorry i wasn't familiar with ur game Ray 😭😭🙏🙏🙏 AMP Kai I'm gonna be having damn words with that boy. AMP Davis She aint gonna like this post Duke 😭😭😭 Y/n You're damn right ab that Davis AMP Davis Duke your ass better be running💀💀 Duke Dennis Omw back to Atlanta as we speak 🙏

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Where would AMP Leave Hickeys on you?

Duke Dennis -Thighs thighs thighs -I can just imagine his internal monologue drowning everything out and filling with fluffy clouds n sunsets when he's between your thighs n leaving hickeys -They're like pillows - your thighs - letting him rest his head on one thigh and support the other leg with his hand - manoeuvring it over his shoulder and to rest on his back like a weighted blanket whilst he can press soft lil kisses to your inner thigh -normally this is a form of aftercare for him, after having eaten you out and had you come undone on his tongue, this is how he shows love for you n gets to spend some more time with you, countering the passionate sex and balancing it with more tender loving -Lays a hickey firstly just besides your bikini line, and takes his time with that one - unlatching his mouth with a wet pop and letting his thumb trace over it, mumbling something unintelligible with his deep voice which sent vibrations down your leg almost like a soothing massage - before moving to lay s'more hickeys in different areas -Once at an AMP movie night (shoutout to the Ray fic about these movie nights, go read if u haven't already) there just wasn't enough space for both of you on the sofa, and it was frankly too fkn hot to sit on Duke's lap. And Duke wasn't gonna leg you sit on the floor - so instead, he himself sat on the floor in front of your seat and let you sit cross legged above him - running your hands through his dreads and occasionally over his shoulders, rubbing your thumbs in circles n massaging his traps out every so often too when the movie got boring n lost your attention... -It's quite hot and you're wearing your little pyjama shorts, which you're fine with doing in the AMP house, given Duke's with you too + the shorts had been specifically bought by him... But as you uncrossed your legs and rest them over Duke's shoulders, given he sat down in front of you - Duke wrapped his arms around your calves which dangled at his sides  -Unfortunately, the movie began getting boring again + Duke started fixating on your thighs which were splayed just a lil bit too deliciously around his head... Going from resting his head on the flesh to massaging your quads with a large hand - Duke began losing himself in the feeling and the urges he felt, pressing his lips to your skin and gently beginning to form a suction to leave a hickey, when- -"STOP GETTING ALL FREAKY THEFUCK-" Kai's scream from beside you made the both of you jump whilst Duke just wrapped his hand around your thigh to calm you, despite the fact he got equally shocked by Kai's pitchy voice which put a stop to his PDA

Fanum -Ass. Quite frankly. -He's one of them mfs that are j obsessed w his partner's ass - AND IT'S FAIR ENOUGH. -As a fanum's gf though, I feel like y/n would be a bad fucken bitch. Like, great body n she knows and flaunts it - pretty lil waist n thick hips... -Fanum knows that you're bad asf too, and it bothers him that he's not always around to protect or be with you whilst you're out with your girls n without him -So, his defence mechanism for such nights where you're out with your girls wearing your tiny shorts and showing off that fine ass?: -hickeying you the fuck up. -He doesn't go overboard, but oh does he make a POINT by leaving just a couple of possessive markings on that flesh as a warning that you are taken and that other guys gotta stay the FUCK away. -So you go out with your girls with your man's hickeys patterned over your ass like a brand to show that you're not single -And if any pics from that night get posted by you + showcase Fanum's work on that ass, best believe he's leaving a comment beneath it that'll have you rolling your eyes but liking and pinning it regardless <3 

Agent -I feel like he could be a neck typ'a guy yk -Like, okay, imagine that the favourite position is missionary. Right? -He just loves thrusting into you n seeing how your tits jolt n your face just warps into a look of pure bliss -And stick with me here, but I have a feeling he'd sorta have a choking kink, n like doing sorta masochistic things -So one thing he does is wrap his hand around your neck to hold you into the mattress in place whilst he thrusts up into you, so that he can reach deeper spots n get you to elicit all those whines n moans that drive him absolutely wild when he hearts them -But between stroking n choking, he just leans down and attaches his lips to your neck and places hickeys all over your pretty lil throat where he knows they'll be visible tomorrow -And i just love the hc that Agent is a fkn freak like - imagine he has a lil humiliation or embarrassment kink where he loves seeing you get all embarrassed when you leave his room to get a snack from the kitchen n Chris or some1 sees you and points out Agent's hickeys marked all over your neck, making you blush and try to hide before they point it out to the other boys and send even more unwarranted attention your way... -Then as well, if you're ACTIVE active, imagine him choking you - putting a hand around your neck n applying pressure over those hickeys so that you whimper from the dull, achy pain... I reckon Agent would actually fucking love that.

Kai Cenat -Lower stomach, not sure why, but can just envision it so hard -Tugging clothes of, getting ready to fuck after just too many hours of teasing -he's got you lying on your back, looking up at him whilst he has free liberty to look all over your body and feel the curves he's admired all night -Cant help himself from getting between your legs and leaving a hickey on your stomach where his head is whilst his hand reaches up and cups your tits, his fingers circling and making your nipples harden and peak whilst he forms hickeys over your lower stomach -loves it when they just about poke out from above the waistband of whatever low-waisted sweatpants or jeans you're wearing, too - he always says it's the best accessory you can wear with your outfits (although his chain is a close second)

Davis -As with every group, there's that one sweet mf that I couldn't imagine being the kind to leave hickeys because they're too docile n sweet -And in this case, it's Davis. -He's just such a lil cutie patootie (WITH A FAT BACK) ykwim? 🥺 -I feel like he's the type to just wanna cuddle you constantly because you are so damn beautiful, and you are quite literally his other half -Nobody makes him smile or laugh or feel appreciated and loved quite like you do -And he has so much love and adoration and respect for you because of that, to the point where he doesn't wanna leave any marking on your body - especially bruises of all things, where it's quite literally damaging your body -Doesn't feel that need to be possessive with you. His high-school sweetheart who's gone the long run past school -He's a sweet kisser, who kisses you on your lips with all his heart without having to have a makeout session -And his little thing  is kissing you on the tip of your nose whenever he's one on one n just wants a lil bit of affection -HEEHEEHEHEHHEEE this has me blushin n shi writing i wont even lie LOL

Chris -Nauuurrrrr Chris is lowkey a sweetie i feel like he would actually be kinda cute about it -Like, somewhere cheesy like behind your ear bc he likes being able to brush your hair back and knows he'll see that marking there in a place nobody else is gna see it -Probably whispers sweet lil romantical nothings in your ear after, nipping at your lobe as a sweetener following the bruising of that flesh behind your ear -Such a sweetie though, gets your heart feeling like oobleck and melting whenever he leaves one of these special hickeys -It's lowkey like a little secret the two of you have together, like a secret display of your love that both of you carry on your bodies, but nobody else other than you two will ever know about them -Heeheeheee, always just gets you two so giggly and loving when you talk about it, or you feel Chris brushing your hair out of the way to observe the marking with a warm smile over his lips

Ray -Nah, he's 18 bro that feels too young to write anything 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 about, sorry not sorry!

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☁️Graduation | Rayasianboy_

Summary: [continuation of THIS fic] Just when it appears your relationship with Ray is kicking off - you have to come to rocky terms with the fact that Ray has to return to Taiwan to finish school... And although you spend days and nights crying and missing your boyfriend - what when you get the chance to go to his graduation ceremony and reunite with the boy you love from across the world?

Notes: Long, 6.8k workcount, continuation of "MOVIE NIGHTS" Ray fic!!

Following AMP movie night whereby Ray had asked you on a date, Ray asked you out on another date as soon as you returned home after eating together within a quaint little diner. 

"You're very pretty." Ray had surprised you with the blunt compliment, making you choke on your mouthful of food extraordinarily gracefully as you looked up to make eye contact with the handsome boy sat opposite you. And much to your what-would've-been-surprise-but-didn't-surprise-you-anymore, Ray remained in a dreamy state despite your shocked reaction - his head tilted and resting within his palm as he looked dreamily up at you whilst you ate your burger n fries, having opted for just mac 'n' cheese, himself.

"C'mon, you can't just shock me like that," You smiled coyly at the boy sat opposite you, gently nudging his foot under the table as you reached over to steal his paper cup and take a sip of his drink through the straw. He didn't even mind - only picking it back from you once you'd hydrated yourself to take a sip for himself.  

Ray's date had exceeded your expectations without a doubt.

From visiting an arcade and battling it out for winner of highscore at the hoop game to Ray (supposedly 'letting' you win and) losing, yet putting your tickets together regardless to buy a dopey stuffed bear holding a read heart to his chest - to then stopping to have a one on one match at one of the free basketball courts along the pavement, where you both squealed and ran alongside each other, dribbling, smacking the ball and firing long range shots on a whim. Cutest moment undeniably being when Ray held your hips, counting you down before boosting you up and holding you in the air so that you could achieve your first ever dunk.

And it all lead up to the end of the night where you'd found yourself in a laid-back diner, eating your favourite comfort foods and laughing within the booth where you sat opposite Ray and could finally talk to him and see his true personality and hear more about him.

You came back with the dopiest smile on your face, as well as his number saved into your contacts under-

Ray🙈🥰 U enjoy tn?

Y/n Oh so much Didnt expect u to pull off so much within just one night

Ray🙈🥰 What can i say Im just showing u what u deserve

Y/n STAWWWWPPP 🤭🤭🤭 Ur setting the bar high im gonna have to pull off something diabolical for our next date

Ray🙈🥰 Save it for another week i got plans for us next Sat if ure free to come out again

(and let it be known you audibly let out a groan of pure delight at the fact Ray had already planned something more for you two to do together, and affirmed that he was just as entranced and interested in spending time together as you were)

Y/n Just tell me when and where and trust me blud im there

Ray🙈🥰 Is that a from a song

Y/n by JME my love ofc

Ray🙈🥰 💔💔 Thought we were exclusive 😔😔😔💔

Y/n That comes when u ask me to be ur gf bby

And you were left on read after that message. Rather disappointingly. Ray did however follow up the next Saturday, knocking on the door to your room holding tulips and wearing an almost embarrassed smile as he completely melted your heart with the gesture.

And just three dates later, Ray had asked you to become his girlfriend.

Over the moon was an understatement.

Kai wasn't the most comfortable with it - but found content through your relationship nonetheless, making a series of streams including  "AMP SETS RAY UP ON A DATE WITH MY COUSIN!" and  "GIVING RAY THE TALK.", giving the two of you both horrible experiences as well as wonderful memories together.

And Agent and Duke of course took all credit for catalysing your relationship. 

However, as with all good things, you saw somewhat of an end to the relationship barrelling straight towards you. 

Ray's return to Taiwan.

You realised that Ray wasn't going to stay forever; his family, school and duties still left in his home country... But that didn't make it any more difficult saying goodbye. For God knows how long.

The night before he left, Kai had let him stay in your room for the first time. Generally Ray had to sneak into your room, given that Kai had made a strict no NSFW policy between you two and didn't trust Ray to stay in your room at night... But the night before his departure, Kai couldn't stand in the way of his clearly upset best friend and cousin.

You spent that night burrowed within Ray's arms, hands fisting together bunches of the shirt he wore as your arms wrapped around his sides, pulling you as humanely close as possible to his body whilst you inhaled that scent you'd grown accustomed, and horribly attached to. It was unbelievable, just how attached you'd become within the space of a mere few months. But that didn't make the withdrawal feelings any less real as you clutched onto the boy, your body curled into his whilst his hands ran through your hair - hand pressing into your scalp and allowing his fingertips to massage the headache away, relieve you of any tension and try to at least give you a fraction of leeway to allow sleep.

Which didn't come.

Until sunrise, when Kai, Agent and Fanum were all awake and moving like zombies around the kitchen until you and Ray came down the stairs morosely. Only when you were in the car, where Agent drove with Kai in the passenger seat - Fanum in the back alongside yourself and Ray - did you manage to catch a brief ten minutes of sleep, head resting against Ray's shoulder with your hand clasped in his. 

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AMP KAI Didn't like these mfs getting allat close initially but they cute together even ill admit 😕

Fanum cute until you hear how loud she's snoring bro AMP KAI She isn't even snoring rn LMAO ur tryna get her in trouble 🤣

Duke Dennis @agent we did this bro sad we're watching them run into they first problem 😔😔😔 un1ver53 WAIT WHAT'S HAPPENING WHY ARE THEY HAVING PROBLEMS N SHI grace_xix Ray's going back to Taiwan 😔

AMP updates Big up our boy Ray for getting a gf, sad for these mfs they were so well matched 🥺

The first time you properly cried though, wasn't when you were saying goodbye at the airport. Fanum and Agent gave Ray a final dap-up, Kai extended a hug before their special handshake... And then it was your turn to say bye. You'd spent all morning together, all night and the past week together, too. 

But you didn't have a single tear slip whilst you hugged Ray goodbye, your arms linking around his body whilst your head found purchase against his chest, his own arms linking around your shoulders whilst he whispered into your ear.

Pulling away slightly, Ray looked at your face - from your eyes to your nose to the beauty marks n freckles n every little feature of your face, all the way down to your lips. Both of you did. You studied his face like this was the last time you'd ever see him and your final chance to study it before a test. Ray quickly glanced behind, and you assumed that Kai and the others had turned around to give you a moment.

Because for the first time, Ray's eyes flickered over your lips, staring for just too long... Before you felt your eyes closing gently, his lips on top of yours - melting against yours- meeting within a kiss sweeter than life itself, as you closed the eyes and savoured your first ever kiss.

When you opened your eyes?

He was gone.

You didn't process that he'd gone through the air control and was boarding his flight. Gone for god knows how long. You didn't even process it as Fanum tapped your shoulder and told you "he's gone, we're going back to the car now...". Nor did you process it during the silent ride home.

It was only when you got home and back to your room where you saw the bed, still unmade as you'd left it - where upon the pillows sat that dopey bear holding a bright red love heart.

The stuffed toy that you'd won with Ray at the arcade.

And picking it up, you noticed a sticky note attached which read...

Don't miss me too much :)

That was what broke you down in the end.

Hand clasped over your mouth, your palm couldn't even muffle the sobs that fell from your lips and tears that ensued as you balled yourself up on the bed and pulled the reminder of your boyfriend into your chest, holding it so dearly and closely like it meant the world to you. And it even smelled like him.

Your fingers brushed over your lips.

First kiss.

Your first kiss with your first boyfriend - your first love - and it was all a blurry mess of emotion: mourning, grieving, upset and depression over the loss of your relationship... Lost to a long distance relationship riddled with seven thousand kilometres between you two and timezones which ruled your contact with one another.

Your lips were still tingling. Alight with static electricity and soft from the chapstick that had transferred from his lips to yours. 

Maybe he had your lip oil still on his lips. Maybe he could smell the peppermint lip product and he was thinking of you in that moment, too. 

And you still had butterflies, this fluttery sensation in your stomach at the fact that it'd finally happened with him. Your first... kiss. You broke down into tears all over again as you realised: that's something you can't do again. At least you can't do it again at your own will. You'd have to wait a very long time before you could kiss him again.

A knocking at your door eventually caused your sobs to quieten into sniffles as your controlled your breathing and called "Everything alright?" to the recipient on the other side of the door.

It was Agent. And he met you on the carpet, comforting you as he entered and sat on the floor besides you - your backs both pressed against the bedframe as you curled into a little ball on the floor and cried and cried whilst Agent pat your back and just stayed with you. 

"You're long distance," You sniffled, rubbing your eyes and looking up at Agent. "You and Jalon are long distance, how do you manage it?"

"I cried jus' like you at first," Agent comforted with his smooth Canadian accent. "I think it's different at the end of the day 'cuz me n Jalon live four hours away, so we can always take a short flight or long drive to see each other, but... You n Ray have a whole fifteen hour slight between you guys..."

The seeming impossibility of the situation that Agent proposed broke you again and had you in tears once more.

As the days turned into weeks and weeks into months however, you found that having seven thousand kilometres between you and Ray was... Difficult, of course, but manageable, too. Between Ray's schoolwork, your job working for AMP, and the relentless timezone and WiFi issues - the two of you managed to thrive within a long distance relationship, utilising facetime and discord to have dinner dates (you ate dinner whilst he had lunch) and catching up on the day to day, keeping in touch with one another's lives.

Your relationship sure wasn't easy, but keeping in touch with the help of modern technology sure did help. The only thing that your phone and laptop couldn't do was hug you like Ray had. And that was the greatest tragedy, you felt.

You missed Ray's hugs.

Cuddling him, to be more specific. It was just so nice having a friend like him who was available whenever you were in break between helping filming, cooking and getting up to shenanigans with the AMP crew... Just being able to cuddle on the sofa and talk, or even hold hands and just watch something together. Despite being your boyfriend, he was also quite literally your best friend within the house whilst he was also a guest. And that meant that you had technically lost two key relationships when Ray had left.

Yet between the sorrows and sulking, you'd also set yourself your own goals... Which included constructive learning, in preparation for when you next met Ray. Learning what? Learning Mandarin; the main language of Taiwan which Ray spoke, also. Duolingo had helped massively, as had watching some of your favourite films in those languages.

You were nowhere near any good with the language. But it felt good knowing you at least had some basic vocabulary. Very basic vocabulary, but vocabulary nonetheless. And besides, you still had all the time in the world to learn more of the language to try and surprise Ray with, for when you next saw him.

Which turned out to be less than half a year later.

"YO, CUZ??" The pitchy shout from the floor below your attic room could only belong to one person.

"WHAAAAAAAT?" You yelled back as your cousin, midway through diffusing your hair - surprised you heard Kai's shout over the noise of the diffuser.

"COME DOWN - I GOT SUMM FOR YOU!"

"YOU STREAMING?"

"YEAH, COME DOWN THOUGH!!"

Pulling on a zip up to cover your little pyjama top, you descended the stairs into Kai's room - greeting the happy chappy sat in the iconic seat... Until your attention was subverted to the screen where Ray was happily grinning from a Discord call.

"AHH, RAY!" You waved ecstatically at your boyfriend, happy to see him despite calling him just that morning.

"Hey poo-kie," Ray grinned as he used the pet name he'd seen on TikTok and started using ironically... Until it wasn't ironic anymore, and that was just what you'd say at one another. Kai found it disgusting and let it be known by loudly gagging behind you. "Kai, you wanna tell her?"

"OH, right, right," Kai clapped as he remembered something which Ray urged him to spill. You quirked a brow at your cousin, also glancing at Ray to see that he was sat with a wide grin in his chair. 

"...What...?" You looked between the pair in suspicion, almost scared there was a prank awaiting.

"So, as we know - you are a high school dropout." Kai made you roll your eyes as he once again brought up your education status on stream. "But Ray is still in high school, right?

"Right, yeah." You nodded, indicating that you followed what Kai was saying, too busy processing his words to begin jumping to conclusions about where Kai was going with this...

"Well, Ray's finishing high school next week - y'know, he graduating and all..." Kai paused, letting you process the words before dropping: "So next week, you wanna go Taiwan n see him?"

Your heart quite literally dropped from your chest into the pits of your stomach, every emotion and physical feelings just being zapped away from you in shock.

See Ray again.

Then everything came rushing back, your eyes widening and body unfreezing as your neck SNAPPED to turn and look at Kai incredulously before looking at Ray's own ecstatic expression on the screen. 

A scream left your mouth whilst Kai laughed and surprised you even further by taking out a confetti cannon and - BOOM - letting it off so that the room was covered in gold confetti, at least somewhat disguising your face to let yourself compose yourself and try not to cry on stream.

That night, immediately after you left Kai's room - you took Ray from Kai's screen to call him whilst you tucked your excited self into bed, before cracking on with packing the next day - throwing in a variety of clothes and appliances and all sorts. 

And the week passed quickly. It practically zoomed by, although those moments when you lay down and thought about Ray and how you'd be seeing him all so soon... Those moments were long. The rest of the week, though? Absolutely flew by.

And on the day of your flight, you woke up three hours earlier than you had to. At 4am. One AMP shoot later, Kai and yourself got the airport and boarded the (annoyingly, DELAYED) plane which flew you to...

Toronto??

You fell asleep across one of the terminal waiting areas of Toronto, to tired to deal with whatever complications were going on, and woke up with the sorest back about an hour later, to Kai shaking your shoulder.

"Fuck do you want, man," You groaned as you squinted up at your cousin, white halo almost surrounding his head from the disgustingly bright white lights that shone down on him from above.

"I got your luggage back from the missed flight to Taiwan n we're getting a layover to San Francisco - then going Taiwan. That's it, you free to go back to sleep but we leaving in two hours."

Kai pushed the bill of your cap back over your eyes to block the bright lights and let you return to sleep as you heard him sit on the seat besides your head. And so of course, you did indeed return to sleep.

"Okay, so our luggage isn't here." Kai spoke to to the zombified you. Having gone on 3 different planes within the last 24 hours, you were half-dead, and being told that your luggage hadn't arrived with you...?

"Okay, well, when is it gonna be here?" You asked groggily.

"...Maybe two or three days?"

You could've cried.

At least there was a nice hotel waiting for you that Kai had booked, an hours drive away. Which meant that at an ample 10pm in Taiwan, after having practiced the tiniest bit of broken Mandarin with the driver and in a short conversation with the hotel receptionist... You made it to the hotel room.

Just the one hotel room, for yourself and Kai.

And much to your exasperation, there was just one bed.

"Kai you fucking idiot." You could've (and would've) punched him right then and there if you weren't so tired. Kai was just as unamused, however.

"What the fuck, I asked for an en suite room - two separate rooms with a connection in the middle-" Kai sighed. "Fine, okay. You take the bed imma take the couch."

"No way," You shook your head. "You paid for this shit you get the bed imma take the couch."

"-I don't care just take the damn bed-"

"-NO, that's so out of order from me-"

"-Bitch I do not care, just take the damn bed and go to sleep-"

"-I REFUSE-"

"-If you don't take the bed Ray's gonna get pissed at me for not."

You paused. In your tired, mind-numbed state of consciousness, hearing Ray's name was like getting a low dosage injection of dopamine and tranquilizer simultaneously. It stopped your arguing for a moment - which was just about long enough for Kai to throw himself onto the couch and claim it as his.

That sorted that debate out. 

They next day was the day before graduation day. Problem? Yes: neither you nor Kai had your formal clothes you'd brought for the event.

Which meant that whilst Kai was able to go get a suit tried, tailored and taken away within just under two hours, you had a far greater problem in finding a shop that sold anything graduation-worthy, given Kai had also bigged it up to be a fancy  event.

And you didn't want to wear something underwhelming. 

Frankly - you wanted to absolutely wow�� Ray. Have him speechless. Have him realising just how much he'd missed you.

Shopping alone had you just slightly nervous as you walked through designer store after designer store with one of Kai's cards, having had him insist to put it on his card given that this was a big day for you and he didn't want you thinking about money when you were already nervous enough about seeing Ray again. 

Kai met up with you after he had his suit fitted, hand holding a hefty, designer bag that had you cringing because you hadn't bought anything so far.

"Where's your dress?" Kai furrowed his brows as he met you in the town centre.

"I don't know where to go or what to get - nothing's working-"

"Like Hell there isn't anything for you." Kai rolled his eyes. "C'mon, imma get you sorted in the next half hour just you wait n watch-" And with that, Kai began marching into the mall to the opposite end of where you'd been searching, beginning the joint scavenger hunt for a decent dress, regardless of your protests and groans of don't worry we don't have to - I'll just go out later tonight if you're tired-.

But surprise, surprise - Kai hadn't lied.

Just a half hour later you'd found a dress that was better than the one you'd originally packed.

A pale yellow - Spring-like to match the weather - with a midi length and drop down waist, a-line shape helping to emphasize what you could with your figure. Though the dress' square neckline was lower, showing cleavage wouldn't be a problem, as you also purchased a small cardigan to pull on top of the outfit for when you were in public and didn't want to be disrespectful.

And with your dress purchased and dinner bought from a nearby convenience store, Kai and yourself returned to the hotel room and waited for the morning of Ray's graduation day.

Stood in the bathroom straightening your hair whilst Kai brushed his teeth - having just woken up whilst you were fully dressed with your makeup applied and just your hair left - it was clear that one of you were more nervous than the other. You could've cried, as your fingers played with and tried to section the stubborn hair into a smaller piece, frustrated as ever at the bump in your hair that just wouldn't flatten.

"You know Ray would love you with a paper bag on your head," Kai tried to console you as your shoulders dropped, at a point of giving up. "Even if your hair isn't cooperating you still look... eh, average enough with your dress and face."

You tried not to roll your eyes, knowing that was a compliment from Kai, even if it sounded backhanded. Still, you couldn't help but feel nervous to meet your boyfriend - the separation being so long now that you felt instinctive fear that maybe time and change would pull you apart. Even if you'd still kept in touch through your Discord and Facetime calls, you couldn't help but fear that within six months everything could be different between you two in person.

"Thanks, I'm just... nervous about it.." You sighed, and watched as Kai nodded empathetically and went to wash his face. "Hey, you aren't excused just for complimenting me - you still gotta straighten the back."

Kai groaned as he realised his tactic hadn't worked - returning to behind you to run the iron over the back of your hair and take some weight off of your hands as you put smidgens of highlighter over the corners of your eye and the tip of your nose.

"There, am I done?" Kai thumped the iron against the bathroom counter and let you swish your now long and lengthened hair to check the back in the mirror. You were pleasantly surprised by the fact that Kai seemed to have gotten it all - and even somewhat reduced that bump in your hair.

Your nerves still persisted, however. Especially during the Uber journey into the city where you were meeting Ray, so that he could take you to meet his parents before the graduation ceremony. You were so scared in fact, that you couldn't even bring yourself to reply to the message you watched pop up at the top of your screen; a text from Ray, asking "You on your way?"

You shut your phone off as you felt another nauseating wave roll over your body as the car turned, only further creating an undulating sickening feeling to course through you.

"Ray asked why you aren't messaging him back," Kai notified you from your side, not looking up from his phone. "What you want me to tell him?"

"Nothing, realistically," You gulped, your voice coming out strained. And Kai looked up to see tears in your eyes - the cool nonchalance melting away instantly as he saw his baby cousin getting emotional. "Hey hey hey, watchu crying about, kid? Talk to me, I know it's Ray but what's on your mind?"

"I'm j-just-" You took a deep inhale to compose yourself, patting the makeup around your eyes to make sure no tears came out and smudged your base. And your words came out shaky as you managed not to cry, but still had your emotions flying through the roof, making you some emotional sorta wreck. "I just really don't want anything to be different between us. Because we were so perfect back in America, and I'm scared our relationship will have changed a-and.... That's maybe the worst possible outcome I could think of in this situation.."

"Y/n, you big, dumb idiot," Kai's voice was so soft and juxtaposing to the mean words that you knew were well-meaning. "Ray's feelings won't have changed for you - you guys have been calling every damn day that you aren't working and he isn't in school working his ass off. Shit won't have changed and if it has... Well, you'd rather know now so that you can end it and move forwards sooner than later.."

Kai's words felt like a punch to the gut. They had stopped your crying - sure - but that didn't take away from the emotional vaccuum that they'd instilled into your body at the thought. You hadn't even contemplated what you'd do if  Ray had changed, because you were still clinging onto that sliver of a chance, hoping that you and Ray could still be... Well, what you were. 

The thought of change had scared you - but you hadn't prepared to combat the change that could exist. 

And that was an even scarier realisation.

The taxi rolled to a stop to the side of a road, and you realised that you had arrived.

You pat the skin around your eyes to prevent the tears from spilling - taking a deep breath to suck your emotions back and prepare to step out.

"You okay?" Kai turned back and checked, hand attached to the car door.

"Not really, but I'd rather just... get out instead of feeling this horrible dread."

Kai opened the door, getting himself out and standing in the sunshine - beckoning you out. It was almost blinding as you stepped out - going from the darkness of the blacked-out taxi to the brightness of the natural light that fell from the Taiwanese sky above. 

And raising you nose to the sky to take in a breath of that beautiful day - your eyes closed - and you heard the yell of your name from not too far away.

The way it sounded, the way it was pronounced, the way it rolled from the speaker's tongue... Your subconscious knew who it was before your brain pieced it together - and reacted instinctively with goosebumps forming over your arms and a shiver to run down your back - your eyes flickering open and only seeing a blur of something rushing towards you, before-

You body was enveloped. 

A scent that you hadn't experienced in all too long bombarded your senses and flooded your brain as you inhaled - making your head spin with hormones and neurones firing excitedly as there was a familiar squeeze around your waist, palms flat against your sides as you were squeezed tightly to the chest of someone that you had longed for for six long months...

"Ray.." You breathed his name, and couldn't believe that you were saying it to someone right in front of you. You know, without the 3 second lag and having to raise your voice so that the microphone would clearly pick up on it and carry your voice.

"Y/n," He said your name back at you - just as gratefully as you had uttered his name. And at the way your name rolled off his tongue like honey, you felt the need to see him again. To see his face, in more than a few pixels, at least.

You pulled back - holding Ray by his arms at an arm's length away from you and examining his face once more.

Those beautiful contours of his face contrasted to the dark hair and his gorgeous, dark irises - the vivid pink of his lips that curved into the widest, most sweet of smiles...

It was impossible to tell who leaned in first at that moment, but when your lips met his, you felt as though butterflies were swimming in your stomach and all around you - flowers blooming from the cracks of the pavement beneath you and blossoming into the most gorgeous of colours and sweetest of scents to match the pure joy and screams of excitement that filled your body as you met your lover in a kiss for the first time since you'd left him.

You could feel the familiar flutters, all those same emotions rising and flooding your body as you'd felt before Ray had gone through the airport and left for Taiwan. But this time, you felt no sadness - no depression and no mourning towards the idea of losing Ray - because he wasn't leaving. His lips interlocked with yours and they weren't going anywhere, as you both savoured the first kiss you'd had in those long six months.

"Hi Ray." 

You pulled away with darkening cheeks as you heard your cousin's warm and... tentative greeting, after the display of affection that Kai had clearly not been expecting.

And although you had embarrassment over your face as you pulled away and opened your eyes back up to see Ray's face - your sweet boyfriend pulled away with an expression that looked as though he'd won the lottery.

"Meet my Mum and Dad, Y/n... And Mum, Dad - this my girlfriend, Y/n."

You were internally screaming with joy as you vacated the kitchen and crossed from there into Ray's room, having successfully met his parents and had it affirmed that they liked and respected you as the girlfriend of their son. 

"That was good, right?" You turned to Ray and whispered, trying not to let the parents hear your happiness over the fact that they simply liked you. Having spoken a word or two of (broken, but attempted) Mandarin to them, watching Ray's Mum's face split into the largest smile told you everything you needed to know about whether or not she liked you. And Ray nodded in agreement, pressing a kiss to the back of your head - truly unable to not fawn over you - having missed you so much since he'd last seen you and been able to spend time with you.

Given that Kai was still occupied with Ray's parents in the other room, yourself and Ray had a moment to yourselves for the first time since you'd met, to talk in his room. Just the two of you.

"I've really missed you, y'know."

Ray was the first to lay down on the bed - shuffling along the single bed so that there saw enough space for you to lie down besides him - allowing him to wrap his arm around your shoulders to make sure you wouldn't fall off. You liked how he held you close - letting the warmth of his tee-shirt penetrate through the thin material and warm your body. 

"God, I've missed you too," You sighed and let your body curl into his - your head nuzzling into the soft fabric covering his torso. Your hand found itself to the hem of his shirt, coming beneath and touching the skin beneath - feeling the smoothness - the realness of his presence besides you. It still felt surreal. "So... You're graduating today."

"Hell yeah I am," He said, and you could hear the wideness of his grin as he spoke. "Never gonna have to tell you I can't call because I'm at school, ever again."

You smiled, though you felt a slight fear run through your body as he mentioned your communication through calls once more.

"What's your plan, post-graduation...?" You found yourself asking, trying not to let your voice waver nervously. 

"In Taiwan when you graduate you have to do military services." Ray spoke and your heart dropped - pulling away from him and eyes erratically looking at his face to find any hint of humour. Ray noticed the terror in your expression and his lips split into a smile. "So I'm gonna move to America instead."

As if your brain couldn't be anymore overwhelmed, you felt faint at the magnitude of the information Ray had thrown at you in the last thirty seconds.

"What?"

"I'm coming to America." Ray explained. "To live there. That's the plan."

You sucked in a deep breath, not really quite believing everything you were hearing. "Wow, that's... A lot.."

"A good a lot. I'm excited to live and stream in America.. And we'll get to see each other so much more. We will probably live together in the AMP house too. Like when we met."

You felt your heart warm at the mention to when you first met. That fateful movie night. And how from there things only got better and better, until Ray had to return to Taiwan... And now he'd be coming back - to America - for the foreseeable future. It was all so perfect.

"Remember our first date? Where we went to that arcade together?"

"Yeah, and then we went to the basketball court.."

"And you lifted me so that I could dunk for the first time ever-"

"Then we went to that diner and you ate like you hadn't eaten in the last week-"

You disguised a laugh and pushed Ray at his comment whilst he gave a hearty laugh at his own joke.

"Not funny," You grumbled, yet still couldn't stop the smile that sat happily on your face - looking back retrospectively at all the reasons you loved your Ray.

And then you two lay there. Against one another. Just enjoying the feeling of being alongside one another - not in an awkward silence - but an appreciative one, where both of you were just happy to co-exist there in that moment.

Ray's arm around you cuddled you and held you close, and nurtured that warmth in your chest - like a glowing fireplace in your heart that was fuelled by the ability to feel Ray and have him hold you. Like old times

"D'you wanna come on a date after the graduation ceremony?" Ray asked, and you raised a brow, shuffling to try and look up to him - craning your neck and only making it hurt from the induced strain. You looked back and untensed your neck muscles - a better idea coming to you - causing you to roll your body over so that you were lying on top of Ray instead, making him groan as your body let it's weight press into his front.

"Don't act like I'm too heavy." You rolled your eyes at his dramatic-ness as he feigned being unable to breath under your mass. "What do you mean go on a date - you got something planned?"

"Not really," He shrugged. "But I could show you the city? We got a good city here - there's good food places - and I wanna show you around - show you some stuff - Ooh, I could show you-"

You zoned out to his rambling that turned excited as he talked through everything that he could show and do with you. God, he was so sweet. You couldn't stop yourself from cutting him off mid-sentence to press your lips on top of his and stop his rambles by just kissing him again. 

Now that you two were private in his room and away from anyone seeing you - you had the opportunity to deepen your kiss with Ray. So that's exactly what you did.

Your hand scaled up from your side to Ray's hair - letting your fingers tangle within those straight blades of hair and tugging at them ever so slightly, pulling Ray's lips away from yours for just a second before you moved up to reattach your lips to his with your own lips parted - your boyfriend picking up on the change of speed and intensity and letting his tongue slot between your parted lips. 

What was just a sweet kiss merely a few seconds ago when you'd initiated it because something uncontrollably passionate as you let your lips move against his, your heartrate quickening furiously at the way your kiss seemed to heat up more and more until-

You pressed your hands to Ray's chest to detach for a moment, watching as his own eyes fluttered open - dazed from the pure intensity of the kiss you'd both endured.

"Whoa," Was all that fell from Ray's lips as he looked up, stars practically dancing in his vision as he (like you) realised he was breathless from losing himself in your make-out session. As he looked up, all he saw was your face with a ring around it from the light-bulb behind your head. "You're so beautiful.. I wanted to say this earlier when I first saw you getting out the taxi... You look so beautiful - so much more pretty when I get to see you in real life and not just on screen."

He planted a kiss on your face. To the tip of your nose.

Then to your cheek - then your other cheek - and your temple - and the centre of your forehead - and the corner of your lips; Ray couldn't contain himself as he peppered kisses all over your face until you were a giggling mess beneath him, wiggling and trying to push him off whilst he smothered you with his love - only stopping when he got a pillow to the head which made him burst out laughing - momentum of the pillow forcing him to bounce back against the bed and lie besides you once more.

And as conversation drained into the next conversation, you found your jet lag catching up to you whilst Ray gave a long ramble, your heart warm and body light - atmosphere comfortable and relationship seemingly perfect as you allowed yourself to shut your eyes...

And sleep in the arms of Ray for the first time since he'd left.

BONUS BIT!!!!

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AMP KAI: when are these mfs not sleeping next to one another 😭 (update post for everyone asking: yes, Ray and Y/n are reunited)

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AGENT00: @/dukedennis LOOK THEY'RE TOGETHER AGAIN OMG    Duke Dennis: We made this shit happen. Good they're reunited.

Chrisnxtdoor: Finally Y/n can stop crying and telling me how much she misses Ray    AMP KAI: done her wrong 😭🙏

mekselinaurr: RAHHHH YAYAYAY BEST COUPLE ON THE INTERNET BACK TOGETHER 

AMP updates: Mental it's been 6 months since they met, feels like yesterday we saw Y/n on stream asking who Ray is 🥹

Y/n.username

Y/n.username: He did it 🥹💝

Rayasianboy_ Number 1 ☝️🫵     Y/n.username     im so PROUD OF YOU <333     and i know ive said it all already but that ceremony just has me emotional      let me be            AMP KAI           Can't believe u cried at one point LMAOOO                  Y/n.username                  SHUT UP THE INTERNET DOESN'T NEED TO KNOW THAT

AMP fanpage They're their greatest supporters that's so cute

Y/n.stan She's never gonna shut up about him now that they're back tg (they're so fkn cute)

AMP Davis House is so much nicer without you. Don't come back.      Y/n.username      atl i have Ray here 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️           Agent00           Cmon Davis u should know her priorities after we've had to endure her crying ab Ray for the last 6 months

I didn't write ab the acc graduation ceremony because if I had, this oneshot would've taken another year to write. so please accept this instead <3 

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Link up of the century

Right n left both look fine asf - i wont even lie - Ray's been glowing especially recently, idk what it is - his face has j looked so good recently (obvs not in this pic when he's bandaged up but point still stands)

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Heyy could you do more Ray from AMP? Loved the Movie Nights and hoping for more brilliant works like that 🙏

Thank you this is so sweet!!!

Next upload is a Ray fic so hold on to your socks because if you don't they might get blown away

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hiii i loved ur ray fanfic and i wanted to ask if u can write something similar for fanum :) thank you so much 🤍

Hellooooooo brev i can't say i have anything in the works for fanum rn but i can whip smth up for the future!

Just smth i wanna get off my chest when it comes to writing for AMP members. I'm British whilst obvi they're American (atl North American - shoutout Agent)... So, ofc i always notice their accent and wanna write it into fics, but idk whether that's annoying/jarring for any readers that have American accents?

Like, for example I think Duke would say sweetheart like "Swee'hear'", and even simple sentences like wsg, Kai would say like "Whatchu up to?"

Buuuuuuut is it annoying litr like writing out the accents that AMP members speak in??? Gna run a poll for it bc i rly gotta know before i write any more AMP works

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Could you write another ray oneshot pls?

IT'S COMING BRO

MONDAY UPLOAD AHHHHHHHH IM SO EXCITED FR U MAN TO SEE IT

it's propa long + a continuation of the prev movie nights fic i made for Ray which ik ive already said but bc it's taken so long to write im j so excited to give it to you man HEEHEEHEEE

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Can we plz get a part 2 on the ray fic😊it was so good and cute , u truly captured his personality well. I would love to get more ray fics

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part two to the first, Movie Nights ray fic is COMING THIS MONDAY!!!!

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