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[verystrxxwberry]

MY CANDY LOVE; “Could you hug me?”

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𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭: fluff, MCL routes (all of them), comfort. ↝ 𝐂𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐫'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: Well, as promised, here it is the last part with mcl! Sorry if it isn’t the best content, I’ve made this while being sick :’)

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❖ CASTIEL ;; His eyebrow rises the moment he hears you say that, and you see him hesitate for a few seconds about why you need such a hug. Still, with a neutral expression, he shrugs and says "sure, if you need it". His arm reaches out and invites you into his embrace. Castiel is not very good at comforting, but he cares about you and is worried. His hand rubs your side gently. His scent of strong deodorant, mixed with cologne and tobacco essence is somewhat comforting in a way; it reminds you that it's him. And that he is also allowing you to be in an embrace with him.

❖ NATHANIEL ;; A small smile breaks out on his face when you ask him, plus his cheeks painting in a reddish color. "Oh, does anyone need some cuddles?" He would say in a slightly teasing manner, coming over to wrap his arms around you. He loves having you close and being able to smell your scent. Nathaniel loves to feel the shape of your body against his, caressing your waist, back and shoulders. In fact, it would be on your shoulders where he would take the opportunity to leave some delicate kisses. "Better this way?" he would whisper, while only separating his face to look at you, probably sticking his forehead against yours, keeping his eyes closed and waiting for you to be the one to initiate the separation of the embrace.

❖ LYSANDER ;; Lysander's hugs feel like an event capable of renewing your life towards a better one. The moment you ask him, a concern shows through his eyes, and by a hand on your hip he draws you into his lap. Then he hugs you carefully not to squeeze you too tightly, as if you were a delicate flower. "Is there a specific reason for requesting a hug, my dear?" He would ask, but not even showing discomfort. One of his hands caresses your hair, while holding you close to him, he would even begin to sing some secret soft melody he has composed, trying to get you to relax.

❖ KENTIN ;; The things I would do to bury myself in those pecs.... The proposal makes him quite shy, but his gaze would soften and he would undoubtedly draw you in for a hug. "You don't even have to ask." His grip is firm and warm, while remaining static so you can enjoy every second of the moment. At some point his hand cups your cheek and he plants a small kiss on your lips. "Everything okay?" he would ask you, checking your face down to the smallest detail to see that you are really okay. 

❖ ARMIN ;; The hugs with Armin are spontaneous and crushing, just like those with Alexy. It is very common that while he or you are playing on the computer, he sits you on his lap and hugs you with one or two arms around your waist. But the moment you ask him for a hug while he is in the middle of a game, he doesn't bother to pause the game (unless it costs him sweat and tears) and holds you in his arms. "Do you want to pass this isaac run for me?" he would ask you with a playful tone, as he pulls you to him to invite you into his lap. His way of comforting and cheer you up is to offer you his games for you to enjoy and play while he spreads caresses and kisses all over your back.

❖ RAYAN ;; He would close his book and patpat beside him for you to sit down, then he would put his arm around both your shoulders and draw you in to rest on his chest. "Close your eyes and rest, I'll be here" As he holds the book with one hand, with the other he strokes your head to relax you. He is worried about you, but he prefers give you enough time to organize your thoughts as long as you talk to him about it later. He likes to help you with any issues or overthinking. A pretty and smart brain like yours shouldn't be wasting time on other unnecessary stuff.

❖ HYUN ;; His heart skips a beat the moment you ask him that question, and he nervously starts to laugh. "Oh, how sweet! Of course yes, I couldn't say no to something so adorable." He says as he reaches over to squeeze you for several seconds. He'd mumble a few questions, but generally keep his smile full of love knowing that you've chosen to turn to him when you needed something as comforting as a hug. He loves them!

❖ PRIYA ;; Her presence is already enough to give comfort, imagine her hugs. In addition to the sweet scent of her perfume and the affection of her touch, her soft and low voice in accordance with the environment. Priya also often resorts to hugging you to release stress, asking you in the same way so she can spend a few good minutes cuddling with you. So in the same way, she would take you somewhere private if you are not already, and spend the necessary time snuggling you against her. "You're doing great, honey" she whispers to you from time to time, kissing the top of your head; whether something has happened or not, she wants you to know how proud she is of you.

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[louis-ratking]

"A gift for you ❤️"

A big thank you to everyone who follows me 🫶

Finally here's the drawing I've been working on since my birthday, hope you'll like it!

[souvlakic]

(headcanon) what would mcl routes smoke

catiel: reds or parliament (1 pack per day)

nath: grape marlboro and weed like EVERYDAY (in an annoying way)

armin: lucky menthols

ken: he really refuses to, he's really annoying saying did u know that u can die?

lysander: yellow camel (social smoker or when he's stressed)

rayan: Marlboro gold or parliament

priya: roll on cigs (vainilla or cherry)

candy: parliament slim

alex: marlboro double fusion summer (watermelon) (gay)

[underground-stars]

what a cuties ><

[numberonenat]

i asked chat gpt to make a playlist based on my candy love characters...

here's part 1 and 2: dateables hsl / others

>> PART 3 <<

hyun:

"chasing cars" by snow patrol

"say something" by a great big world

"fast car" by tracy chapman

"boulevard of broken dreams" by green day

"how to save a life" by the fray

"back to black" by amy winehouse

"rolling in the deep" by adele

"hotel california" by eagles

"the scientist" by coldplay

"teardrop" by massive attack

"skinny love" by bon iver

"wicked game" by chris isaak

"let her go" by passenger

"losing my religion" by r.e.m.

"hallelujah" by leonard cohen

rayan:

"you're beautiful" by james blunt

"hero" by enrique iglesias

"truly madly deeply" by savage garden

"just the way you are" by bruno mars

"falling slowly" by glen hansard, markéta irglová

"i'm yours" by jason mraz

"un-break my heart" by toni braxton

"amazed" by lonestar

"everything" by michael bublé

"kiss me" by sixpence none the richer

"latch" by disclosure, sam smith

"all of me" by john legend

"i don't want to miss a thing" by aerosmith

"i will always love you" by whitney houston

"your song" by elton john

priya:

"girls just want to have fun" by cyndi lauper

"man! i feel like a woman!" by shania twain

"toxic" by britney spears

"no tears left to cry" by ariana grande

"super trouper" by abba

"hit the road jack" by ray charles

"meant to be" by bebe rexha

"new rules" by dua lipa

"god is a woman" by ariana grande

"thank u, next" by ariana grande

"break up with your girlfriend, i'm bored" by ariana grande

"dancing queen" by abba

"believe" by cher

"roar" by katy perry

"firework" by katy perry

chani:

"sweet dreams (are made of this)" by eurythmics

"lovesong" by the cure

"bela lugosi's dead" by bauhaus

"blue monday" by new order

"lullaby" by the cure

"tear you apart" by she wants revenge

"personal jesus" by depeche mode

"the killing moon" by echo & the bunnymen

"strange mercy" by st. vincent

"a forest" by the cure

"nocturne" by siouxsie and the banshees

"love like blood" by killing joke

"crimson" by edge of dawn

"cry little sister" by gerard mcmann

"temple of love" by sisters of mercy

honestly this was my second try, the first ones were so bad i had to ask again...it's way better but still not good lmao

i'll make a part 4 if chat gpt colaborates.

[killeray]

Does Melody have any special reaction if you dated Nathaniel in high school then Rayan in univeristy?

[melodyalanaroster]

My Candy Love Love Life Christmas 2022

I had to speed through this event due to my laptop causing me issue... I did try to spend time reading Nathaniel’s dialogue... It was sweet.

I love the illustrations! They’re very Christmassy and warm. I’ve been looking forward to a mistletoe illustration with Nathaniel for years!

The outfits are kinda... Meh. The Warm Awakening outfit is my favorite. I really love the drinks! The bank outfit has the best wig.

I have my candy in something similar to what I will actually wear on Christmas. Something comfortable with a Santa hat.

[mycandylovefury]

Love thaaat 😩😩😩 i wish i had my own rayan zaddy

Hi! I’m so glad I can read more of your headcanons :’3 Can I request how would Rayan and Castiel react to a Candy who is very insecure about herself? And there’s also people who bother her and just makes it all worse?? I know this is pretty specific 😥

(Yo if anyone’s bothering you about some shit you can talk to me about it anytime just saying my personal blog is @rickya1438)

Rayan

Rayan really hates the fact that you feel so lowly of yourself. He’s a man that rarely cares what others think, but he also knows that it’s not that easy for everyone to have the same mindset as he does when it comes to that sort of thing. He’ll notice some of your tendencies to hide yourself with your clothes, or your closed off body language and it just makes him feel down. Even still though, he does his best to make you feel a little better. It’s a bit harder for him since he can’t directly tell you all the time considering your relationship is secret. But he’ll find ways. Like discreetly texting you during class, saying something like “You look exceptionally beautiful today…” and when you read the text and look up at him he’ll give you a small smile before returning back to the lesson. Or he’ll leave little sticky notes in your textbook or something that say things like “You’re gorgeous, don’t let anyone tell you otherwise.”

Oh oh ohhhhh and do NOT let him hear someone talking shit about his lady. He’s a really attractive guy so he’s never really faced bullying from others about his appearance so hearing someone do that to you just really catches him off guard because first of all: you’re literally so beautiful how could someone think you aren’t? And second he’s just not a fan of bullies in the first place so yeah,no. If he can physically hear anyone talking shit he instantly gives them some sort of punishment, like an extra, really difficult homework assignment that he wants due TOMORROW. Or he’ll make them write a personal apology letter to you and read it in front of the entire class. I don’t know if detention is still a thing in college because I’m in cosmetology school right now but if it is then he’s handing out sententious like Halloween candy that day lol. You get a detention, you get a detention, EVERYONE GETS A DETENTION. He tries to appear indifferent on the outside and just doing his job as a teacher but you and Chani both know the real tea lmaooo

Castiel

It really bothers Castiel that you’re insecure because he doesn’t see the point. I mean of course he understands it but he also wishes that just for one day you could see yourself through his eyes because you’re literally perfect to him. He’s not one to be all mushy and tell you you’re beautiful and all like the other boys might do. He’s more of a “You look really good in that skirt ;)” kind of guy. Or “Hm, I like those colors on you.” Of course he tells you you’re beautiful but it’s not in his personality to say cute things like that all the time unless he thinks you really need it today. He’ll also let you know how good he thinks you look by how unashamed he is to have you on his arm. He’ll inconspicuously grab your butt in public if he’s feeling a little more affectionate, and he’s constantly eyeing your entire body over like dang my girl is looking FINE today. He doesn’t give two shits about what anyone has to say about you.

Butttt on the worse side of things he does know that with him being in the spotlight, you're bound to get some attention whether it be good or bad. A lot of people bothering you are fans who are jealous of you. Probably commenting under your selfies saying gross things :( now Castiel isn’t one to care about petty social media comments but once you come after his s/o it’s over with, definitely going off on anyone who says anything to you. He won’t go on a full rant but he’ll respond to people like “@username Shut the entire fuck up.” He only stops responding back to people when he realizes he’s never going to be able to stop it completely, so then he’ll take it upon himself to make a video responding to the haters. Very out of character for him but he’ll do it to protect you. “I just wanna make a public announcement right now. If you’ve been one of the people talking shit under my girlfriend’s photos then you’re the ultimate piece of shit and you can expect to be banned from our future concerts if I can help it. Y/N, you’re damn beautiful and I really hope you can see that yourself at some point.” It’s really like a 3 minute long video but that’s just to sum it up. He’s pissed.

[crowmero]

Hola, crowmero!

Q tal, cómo andas? Recién he leído tu mjs, y BOOOM, no sabía q era tu cuenta secundaria! Q felicidad! ...y sobre tu frase: "Y pues nomás no he escrito acá mis opiniones sobre NewGen porque nadie me va soportar (???) jajaja :("

Acá! O/ Yo si te soporto!

PD: Un pequeño favor... Puedes responder esta "pregunta"? Desde ya gracias! Saludos! Bendiciones!

Muchas gracias por escribirme, espero que estés muy bien de verdad, debería pedirte que me pases tu usuario de ToT para tenerte ahí presente porque no tengo muchos amigos activos en el juego.

¡I'm sorry de verdad! He estado con la cabeza metida en Ikevamp e Ikepri y jugando Tears of Themis también todo este tiempo y me choca que Tumblr no me muestra las notificaciones. Diría que aparte de eso, me he estado muriendo de calor y me enfermé del estomago, pero espero que la cosas mejoren.

Me encantaría poder responder con el nombre que tengo para cada uno de mis blogs y que la gente no se confunda, pero a la vez me gusta tener todo organizado y poder hablar de juegos aquí y dejar mi cuenta principal para otras cosas.

La verdad es que a veces ya no me gusta hablar de Beemoov porque a veces no me siento cómoda con el fandom (para ser honesta, hasta tengo bloqueados los tags por salud mental). No me sentí muy cómoda con un post que hice la última vez y como la gente se agarró de mi opinión para descargar sus propias opiniones y como hubo gente que todavía me hizo sentir que mi opinión no era lo suficientemente buena solo porque no era tan agresiva. No es que no entienda de donde salen todas estas reacciones y frustraciones y si las comprendo, pero también siento que me la pasé muy mal y me hizo sentir muy enojada y triste. Para no hacer el cuento largo, a partir de ahí decidí que mejor no voy a decir tanto o si lo voy a hacer, no olvidar deshabilitar el botón de reblog.

Pero si me preguntas, voy a aprovechar la oportunidad de poner en orden mis ideas sobre New Gen que solo hablé con mis amigos:

Hablando sobre New Gen

Esta es solo mi opinión y si alguien no está de acuerdo, puede ir a quejarse en su propio blog.

Lo primero que pensé es que probablemente no voy a jugar hasta no saber cuanto dinero me va costar jugar esto. Puedo asumir que van a usar el mismo sistema que en CDM con episodios de 1000-1500 PA... pero no hay nada seguro, en el peor de los casos pueden meter el sistema de sus juegos más recientes donde no te dejan ahorrar, pero pues esperemos que no.

Pienso que si van a hacer un nuevo sitio para el juego, es muy probable que nos metan una moneda premium como en Eldarya viendo el nivel de customización innecesaria que nos están metiendo para hacer dinero.

No me entusiasma mucho pensar que nos van a meter un episodio cada mes como con las últimas temporadas, pero a ese ritmo, significa que el proyecto no va durar mucho.

Mantengo mi opinión de que me preocupa la historia y que si hacen un mal trabajo se va tornar en otro closet glorificado. Espero que la historia no sea similar a Love Life por que yo odio esa temporada, es muy aburrida. Siento que tienen muchos problemas balanceando el tono de sus historias y es por eso que la gente se queja de que nos dan muy poco de algunas cosas (como el romance) y mucho de otras (drama innecesario y sin sentido).

Me preocupa que maltraten a sus propios personajes cuando son esos personajes los que traen el dinero a la mesa. Mantener una buena imagen de sus personajes es esencial. Eso no quiere decir que sus personajes no puedan hacer cosas malas o no puedan tener defectos, pero es importante que los cuiden y no les metan una bala como le hicieron a Priya, Rayan y Hyun (sobre todo con Priya, era la única mujer y solo dejaron ver lo misóginos que son y lo misógino que es el fandom de paso).

Sobre los personajes de New Gen

Amo que tenemos una MC de color, lo quiero gritar al mundo, es super bonita, me encanta que tengamos esto.

Me gusta Devon porque amo los personajes con lentes. Estoy agradecida de que le den la oportunidad a un personaje de lentes porque lamentablemente las empresas no se arriesgan con personajes así ya que son muy impopulares. Su personaje me parece refrescante porque ya estoy un poco aburrida de lo que los juegos asiáticos me ofrecen y todo siempre es muy estereotipado.

Estoy muy enojada con la reacción inicial del fandom y toda la critica absurda que recibió, honestamente si creo que es puro racismo, pero muchas personas que lo criticaron no van aceptar que es eso porque es muy incomodo que te tachen de racista.

Cosas absurdas que lei al fandom decir sobre Devon: "Es que se ve muy joven" "Es que se ve muy androgino" "Es que no me gusta su ropa, no trae cinturón" "Es que no me gusta su cabello" "Es que es géminis" (???). Bueno, mejor ya digan que son racistas y ya y que les incomoda que haya un personaje de color en el juego.

Me gusta Roy también, demasiado guapo, cabello largo, excelente cuerpo, lo amo. No se muy bien a que me estoy enfrentando con él pero sus tatuajes me dan una idea. Se ve maravilloso, a él también lo estaban criticando un montón y no entiendo por qué honestamente y solo puedo pensar que es por razones muy similares a Devon.

Amanda creo que es muy linda, está bien nalgona, sabrosa y hermosa la verdad (perdonen las palabras). Me llama la atención pero definitivamente me gustaría conocerla más para tener una mejor opinión. Me molesta un poco que la critiquen por tener personalidad "Girlboss" y que no sea más tímida.

Thomas, para sorpresa de nadie, va ser el nuevo Pikachu del juego. Tampoco es ninguna sorpresa que es el personaje que más atención recibió del fandom, porque así de predecible es la gente. No me interesa pero no puedo esperar a ver las reacciones de la gente cuando saquen sus fotos porno y escenas sexuales jajaja.

Jason no me gusta y definitivamente no es para mi, pero si te gusta, espero que lo disfrutes mucho y te deseo mucha suerte. Es el segundo personaje más popular hasta ahora o al menos es la impresión que tengo. Mi amiga dice que se parece a Francis, el papá de Nathaniel, así que al parecer el fandom se siente atraído sexualmente al papá de Nathaniel por alguna razón.

En todo caso, siento que necesito conocerlos mejor para darme una mejor opinión porque pueden estar guapos pero a lo mejor no tengo buena afinidad con la personalidad.

Y como última nota sobre los personajes en general, pienso que hay un doble estándar con el hecho de que Amanda siendo la única mujer, sea la única que tiene más curvas a comparación de los hombres donde todos son o delgados o musculosos. Amanda está super bien, pero me molesta que no pongan hombres gordos también, no se va terminar el mundo por andar con un hombre gordo, muchas mujeres tienes parejas que son así y les gustan así. Hay mujeres gordas y hombres gordos y me gustaría ver más de eso.

Bueno, ¿y que opinas tú? ¿te parece razonable mi opinión? ¿soportaste?. Esto es todo lo que tengo que decir al respecto.

Y ya respondí tu pregunta sobre Dream Daddy, así que creo que ya nos hemos puesto al corriente.

[verystrxxwberry]

The mcl boys with a deaf s/o ?

MY CANDY LOVE; routes with a deaf S/O

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𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭: fluff, MCL routes, sfw. ↝ 𝐂𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐫'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: Hi! I want to apologize if I said something wrong related to this subject and if it gets to be offensive. If it offends anyone, please let me know and this post will be deleted. 

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CASTIEL

Being realistic, at first he was a bit mean because he didn’t know how to have patience.

When you both met in high school, he didn’t know you existed because you never talked to him, and there was a good reason after all. It wasn’t until you both were in a team project that he got to know of your existence and realized that you were actually deaf. He tried calling your attention a few times, even yelling at you, but there was no use. Lysander had to inform him about your condition when he saw how mad the red-haired guy was getting.

Castiel felt bad for thinking you were a clumsy shy person. He tried to be patient, but when he was in high school, his patience was notorious thanks to the lack of it. He waved at you to call for your attention and communicate with you by basic signs, like pointing at some stuff, nodding or shaking his head.

He ended up using his phone to communicate with you through messages, and there he realized that you were an interesting person after all.

He is observant so he analyzed the way people communicated with you, being aware that he had to face you directly and get your attention. 

During his free time he learns sign language to have more communication with you, but also to impress you a little. He mainly did it because he also thought that it’d be more comfortable for you if he was more communicative in person than in messages, as he used to be.

He used to beat up those who dared to make fun of you when you weren’t looking at them.

So sometimes you’d see that Castiel was missing for a week, and he’d simply say that it was because he was sick or something. He wants to protect you from the negativity and bullshit of other people.

With years the communication got more fluent and he definitely didn’t regret learning sign language for you. 

He may get confused with some signs at first, using them wrongly and accidentally saying the wrong stuff. To fail like that made him really embarrassed…

He also worked his patience thanks to your relationship and because he loves you and respects you enough to not mind repeating stuff in sign language when he accidentally tried to vocally talk to you first.

He sometimes is glad that you are deaf so he can practice some songs with his guitar late at night. He’d warn first that he would go to sleep late as he’d be practicing for future concerts.

Just so you know that he is there, he keeps a hand on your left shoulder or the small of your back. It is very characteristic of him , so you quickly realize it is him who is touching you.

Whenever you both are in public and someone tries to talk to you, without knowing about your condition, he basically translates it to you after they are done speaking.

NATHANIEL

When you first came to high school, he was well informed about your condition and he had no problem adapting to it. When he got the knowledge about it, he practiced sign language for the day you came to school. He is surprisingly good at it and you were relieved that there was someone in there who knew how to communicate with you.

He made you feel welcomed there, and that was his main goal. He knew that his sister would probably make fun of you and he made sure to stop her before she did anything. If anyone dared to make fun of you, he’d gladly send them to receive a scolding from the director.

Nathaniel has a natural charm which made you feel safe as the first person that helped you to know the school better, so you relied on his company.

He has trained his patience thanks to his sister, and not only that but he can be patient when he likes what he is doing. When he acknowledges that his company is positively received by you, he’d be even more glad to help you with anything you may need. 

Whenever there is a third participant in the conversation, he has gotten used to talking and using sign language at the same time so both of you and the other person can get the information at the instant.

Even years later, the condition of you being deaf has not been any problem for any of you. Sometimes he likes to be in a quiet environment, and knowing he is beside someone who brings him peace and is not yelling just as the household he used to stand it’s simply perfect.

He wouldn’t even allow you to think less of yourself for being deaf, even if it has its difficulties. You are still a lovely person and that is the only thing that matters to him.

There is a subtle smile on his face every time he is focusing his attention on you. He gets lost mid-sentence when he is signing to you, simply because he got distracted by your beauty. It is amusing to see how he gets confused with the signs and then excuses himself by saying that you are too beautiful for his attention.

He is very attentive, so it is easy to get his attention whenever you need something.

LYSANDER

He knew there was a new student who was deaf, but he had no interest in getting to know you at first. He is quite the introvert and prefers to be on his own, as he also finds it difficult to take the initiative.

Still, he was aware that maybe you were lost during the first weeks, and more in a place where people weren’t used to communicating through sign language. He himself didn’t know really well how to communicate like that, but he used his famous notebook to talk with you, even if he lost it lots of times.

You will, once again, be a victim of his notebook research. There is no escape.

He is extremely patient and attentive when it comes to communication. He would like to learn sign language directly from you, but he would also end up learning it on his own so he doesn’t bother you that much during your free time.

At first he might seem really confused when not being able to identify too good your signs, so you’d have to be slow and patient as well.

He always carries a notebook around in case his knowledge fails to let him communicate with you. It is quite cute how he gets frustrated when he doesn’t remember a sign correctly.

Hey but it is a truly nice detail of him to dedicate a big part of his notebook to you, as he will leave some white sheets to write things to you. During class you two would communicate like that and fortunately teachers wouldn’t mind as they know what his intentions are after all.

With years, he will make sure to make his knowledge of sign language more fluent, and you might find him some days learning on his own.

He admires your strength in a world where not many people will be able to communicate with you due to the lack of knowledge of sign language.

Whenever he realizes someone is judging you, he’ll wrap an arm around your waist and make sure that you keep his attention on him so you ignore them.

In the future, after high school, he will check his notebook to see the first times he communicated with you before he learnt sign language, smiling at the little conversations you had through a simple pen and a paper.

KENTIN

He is your childhood best friend and has grown up learning how to communicate as you also learnt sign language, so you both basically learnt at the same time. He has always been patient and good to you.

Communication has been no problem since the beginning with him!

Maybe when you both were little kids there were a lot of misunderstandings because… well, you both were kids.

His eyes were always on you, making sure you didn’t feel left out at any moment and that you could understand everything others’ said. 

Even after the military school he kept being the same loving guy as always (I love him). But now he had more confidence that if anyone dared to laugh at you, they’d pay it hard later.

Kentin wants to make sure you are comfortable and happy no matter your condition. Because being conditioned to hear doesn't mean that you do not deserve to be happy or not enjoy your life. He is well aware of your insecurity of not being able to hear, but you are still a human who doesn't have the fault of having been born this way. You are even more human than other humans. Kentin will be there whenever you overthink about your condition making you less. He believes you are a loving person and will definitely prove that you can enjoy the experiences that life offers!

He knows how to call your attention and when you want his, and whenever you ask for his, he drops everything he is doing to check on you.

He might not have patience with everyone, but his patience never ends when it comes to you. 

He is kind of scared of something happening to you when you go outside on your own since you can’t hear anything. That's why whenever you are going out he begs you to please look around calmly and be truly careful with the people and cars around you. He doesn't want to overwhelm you by always being beside you, but if he can accompany you wherever you want, he'd be more relaxed.

ARMIN

The first time he tried to talk to you in class, and he literally was even yelling to the point everyone turned around to see him like ???

You realized something was happening when everyone turned around in a certain direction. When you turned around to check what was happening, you saw Armin frowning and looking at you as he moved his lips but without making any sound. You found yourself in the same situation as other times in which a person talked to you without knowing you’re deaf. You signed him and at first, he didn’t even realize you meant that you are deaf, until other classmates told him.

He felt truly sorry when he realized he was angrily calling for your attention when you didn’t hear a single thing from him. 

He knows nothing about sign language and at first the communication would be through reading his lips or messages through the phone. Sometimes he forgot that you were deaf, making it difficult to communicate, and more when he spoke so fast that you found it harder to read his lips.

Still, he found comfort and liking in your company.

He likes it when you are the one teaching him sign language, even if he is lazy. Still, he wants to communicate comfortably with you and feels like he owes you all the comfort he can give you.

He is bad with it… even years later. There is basic communication, and he makes his deepest effort on learning it correctly because he loves you and wants you to be good in your relationship. 

The communication will mainly be through writing messages and his clumsy sign language. He understands you better than signing himself. He probably signs in the wrong order most of the time, but you get to understand him most of the time.

The first things he learnt to say were mainly stuff related to videogames…

One of the good things is that when you are sleeping and he is playing games late at night, he gets to yell at people and curse them with all his rage. He used to get scolded by his parents or Alexy, and now he can be free to scream with no fear. Even though if you hear just a little, he will be respectful and not yell because he definitely doesn’t want to disturb your sleep.

RAYAN

The moment he knew there was a student in his class who was deaf, he had no problem with it and found it exciting that he was finally able to put in practice his knowledge of sign language. I believe that he is the kind of person to join random classes such as cooking, learning languages, learning how to do some creative stuff… simply to spend his time and improve his skills. 

One of the very first classes he joined randomly was sign language and he found interest in it. When he got you as his student, he had no problem. There was barely a barrier with communication.

As he did the class he was also signing so you understood from him. Sometimes he got quiet to sign, forgetting about speaking because he was focused on communicating with you and keeping your attention.

During your relationship, things go slow as a regular one. He considers that your condition doesn’t stop him from anything in particular. He can still have reading dates with you, go to the museum with you, go have a coffee with you… And mainly, he can have a good laugh with you too.

Just as Nathaniel, whenever he communicates with a third person and you are there, he naturally translates his words into sign language. Even if he isn't a part of a conversation and you look at him with an expression of “help me” since the other person doesn’t know that you are deaf, he will help you to understand.

He will never interpret any bad thing that has been said about you. He simply makes the conversation end and then you two go to somewhere else that’s nicer.

If you like reading, he shares his books with you. You will find small notes in the sides of the text, indirectly commenting some stuff to you.

If you don’t have hearing aids yet, he will get them for you. He wants your deepest wishes to become true no matter what. Yet whenever you wear them he’ll forget that you wear them and will keep signing to you.

HYUN

When he met you in the Cozy Bear Café, he thought that you hated him since you ‘ignored’ him. He became quite sad and confused at first, trying to call your attention but seeing that you were looking at the other side. It wasn’t until he dared to approach more and you signed to him that you couldn’t hear that he realized what happened.

It was a big relief for him to know that you didn’t hate him, he simply wasn’t able to get your attention as good as he’d like.

Unfortunately he found himself not knowing truly well how to communicate with you, and his main option would be through the notepad of the café, where he’d talk to you.

Hyun hated to be very nervous around you because he didn’t want to make you feel ignored or bad because he didn’t communicate with you. He wanted to be around you more. He wanted to be someone you could rely on no matter what.

He admires your effort when you work in the Café and your patience with everyone. He gives you small notes of compliments to cheer you up as you work as he finds endearing your presence.

He felt weird at the beginning with the awkward silence there was in the environment, but he got used to it and definitely enjoyed sitting beside you with no fear of being in silence. He finds your breathing comforting.

He joined signing language classes even if he mainly communicates through notes and physical contact. 

Hyun has no fear in scolding your boss if she ever dares to make any comment or consider you less just because you are deaf. You are one more in the work, your dignity deserves to be respected.

He confessed to you with a bucket of flowers and a small note that said “I like you a lot” with some hearts drawn around. It was pretty cheesy of him but it was cute to see him blush as never before during that moment.

Whenever he goes to work he leaves a note in your nightstand like ‘have a nice day!’, ‘make sure to eat and drink properly’...

Whenever you aren’t wearing your hearing aids, he’d simply take advantage to mutter how beautiful you were as you were giving him your back. He admires you like a fool in love. 

Wearing hearing aids would be an easier way to communicate between you and Hyun, as he’d be able to talk and also to understand your signs clumsily. He’ll always repeat what you signed in a confused tone to check if he got it right.

PRIYA 

She is very observant, so when she sees you from afar that you sign to another classmate that you are deaf, she simply keeps it in mind for the moment she needs to communicate something to you.

When she first communicates with you, she goes directly in front of you to get your attention and with that kind and sweet smile of hers she starts signing at you.

Just like Rayan, Priya decided to learn sign language simply because she was interested in learning it, and also because she thought that knowing it would open opportunities for her to get to know more people and make deaf people feel included when she was around.

Oh and thanks to this knowledge she got to meet you and she will always be satisfied with learning sign language.

Things do not really change in your relationship due to your condition. She keeps communicating with you naturally and believes that you being deaf isn’t a limit in your relationship.

She will save with you, giving you a part of his money if you do not have hearing aids because she would like you to hear about the good things life has, just as the sounds of nature or some good music. She is aware that it is overwhelming to wear hearing aids when you aren’t used and then you suddenly hear everything. 

Priya is always attentive to your reactions and your feelings, so the moment she sees you being anxious or something about your state, she’s gonna bring you to somewhere more calm so you can relax and rest your ears. 

She has a lot of words to say when someone disrespects you. She will argue for as long as needed until that person apologizes to you and she signs you to not forgive them because they do not deserve it.

With Priya your dignity and self-being will always be protected because she will make sure you are alright and not affected by any of this.

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lfjdkdjd RAYAN

my candy love: valentine's day event 2023 — rayan illustration.

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Poll Update (end)!!

Castiel (0,5)

Kentin (0,3)

Nathaniel (0,2)

Lysander (0,17)

Rayan (0,14)

Armin (0,13)

Hyun (0,09)

These calculations were made based also on the Instagram end results :3

Now it's time to draw each one of them~

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[faralyart]

La niña sueña despierta~

[numberonenat]

next episode i’m playing in mcl is ul ep 9 🥸🥸🥸

😈🤌🏻 few weeks till 1000pa tho

honestly wanted a hyun and nath art not hyun and rayan 😨 but i’m not complaining

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Lizzzzzzz! i need a little tutorial on editing the illustrations! i wanted to edit the Rayan one from ep 2 buuut i'm so lost sadly-

I’m not satisfied with the result, I’m not that good :c but I did my best and I hope this helps you ♥