#raya what the fuck was this one??? it was just a bad time 😔

[mickgaydolenz]

heres my dream

I was in a house that wasn't mine and I kept leaving this one room and running to the kitchen to get rice cakes and each time i'd come back I'm gonna guess the owner of the house would bang on my door and yell at me and told me I either stay in there always or leave??? so eventually I decide I wanna leave, so I pack up my stolen rice cakes into my backpack FULL OF MAC N CHEESE?? like all the way every pocket had mac n cheese. and told the guy I was leaving then ra out before he could hurt me because that was what was going through my head

and then in the city I was outside a dollar tree a guy pulled a gun on me and robbed me??? AND APPARENTLY I HAD LIKE NINE THOUSAND AND FIFTY DOLLARS ON ME???? and then I went to hang out outside a dick's sporting goods and just thought "I guess I could panhandle. but no one cares about panhandlers :(" and I sat out there with a mushy backpack full of mac n cheese and a another person came up to me and asked me if I had a lighter he could use and when I said nO HE GRABBED MY HEAD AND SLAMMED IT AGAINST THE WALL???? AND I FELT IT LIKE THAT HURT REAL BAD MAN

EVENTUALLY I got away and hid under a bridge???? like the bridges in canals? I hid there?? and then I started regretting my decision and pulled off my shoes and they were full of mac n cheese too????? WHATS WITH THE DAMN MAC N CHEESE?????😭

anyways I woke up with a crazy bad headache

…….you are haunted by mac n cheese dude 😂. but also brooooo everyone was so mean to you in this dream 😭!!! i can’t believe you were just casually carrying around nine thousand dollars…….

[mickgaydolenz]

here's a story from when I was little :)

I was just in my kitchen, my dad had cut up half of a watermelon and left the other half on the cutting board with the knife. I'm a smart responsible little kid so I go over to it and pick up the knife and start whacking the uncut half of watermelon, then I start messing around with the (very) sharp knife, then I cut my pinkie finger open like a fish and do not know what to do. I bleed onto the counter on accident, got scared, and hid in my bedroom for an hour. then my father came in and asked me "are you the one who cut themself?" how did he know???? I dunno but I told him it was me and I still have a scar on the finger (it was my left hand by the way)

CHAOS!!! RAYA!!!! your poor pinky 😭😭😭. i actually have a similar story, but mine is cringefail because i was 11 and definitely not a young child. so the first time my twin and i ever stayed home alone i decided the one thing i wanted to do, more than anything, was cut one of my barbie’s hair. as someone who has used scissors many a time before, i can not even tell you how i managed to fuck this up so bad, but i stabbed??? myself??? in the palm of the hand??? and started bleeding profusely!!?!?!?? needless to say our grandma had to leave work early to attend to my dumb ass ✌️😔