#ray- we didn’t deserve you 😭

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Because apparently this account is now for random movie rambles as I rewatch films for the 100th time-

A watch through of Princess and the Frog:

Anyone else think it is hella suspicious that someone wanted that sugar mill only after she wanted to buy it?

- After the movie was done, it was explained to me by friends that this is a common scam to squeeze more money, especially targeted against POC potential buyers. No one else was bidding, they just wanted more money. My child brain just didn’t fit that together the first couple watch throughs- I mean, they clearly still had it for sale a long time later in order to be threatened at the end of the film… assholes.

Gathering a group of travelers by appealing to thier dreams is a very American story, Ala Wizard of Oz- the idea of the individual goals. This is Naveen, Tiana, and Louis. But then comes Ray, who is just trying to be helpful. That feels more old world, and he leads them to the old world magic- the woman of power in the wilderness. :)

Lawrence was frightened by the idea of a controlling wife, while Naveen was impressed with a well thrown book, and Tiana had dreams that included showing all the boys how it’s done. And her friend is very commandeering, and the object of all the men. There’s a theme of strong women and respect for them here- which makes sense. 1920s fairytales are just out of the Victorian era and the invention of the fairy godmother. And here comes Mama Odie. She even has the mother title.

Naveen and Tiana are so perfect for eachother. Beyond him being ok with her ambition and hustle, she needs his people skills for her resteraunt- you need a front man 😁

First time I can think of in a Disney film that an outside perspective for love song had thier own love to sing about 💘

Every good char in this movie is immediately willing to help someone out, even when- especially when- it inconveniences them. That is how you let your characters be very strong characters, even occasionally overwhelming other characters, and still be good people and likeable. This is how we bond with Lotti, and then Naveen, despite them having domineering personalities.

The way Naveen admires things about Tiana even before he likes her- then when he loves her, the way his face lights up as he watches her.

The wishing star has a name now 🥰✨ Evangeline

Anyone else think froggy Naveen is based a little on John Bob from Swan Princess? Those leg spots look familiar is all I am saying.

Never has good foley hurt so badly as that tiny crunch. 💔🪳

Most important line- “He didn’t get what he wanted, but he had what he needed” was given to her by her mother, who also introduced her to the upper class of town. He mother was so important to this story.

The marrying of Lotty is very “old chivalry” anything for my lady, while the tale itself is very peasant tale of pulling together to get through. As many American tales do, you gotta get ALL the tropes in there. 🪄

Ray is such a well designed character. He is wise, and has common sense, and allies and skills, and LIGHT to oppose the shadows- and they balance it by making him small and fragile. Is… is he the wizard of the party? Not nessisarily in the DND way that is very academically type, but in the LOTR classic fantasy way, that makes one member of the group to be the big support to everyone else, but can also be fridged when needed. 😅🥲 Brings wisdom and all else you need but destined to go out ina blaze of glory???

Happy that his parents seemed to be- “finally someone took him in hand” and could care less about her social position.

First time this white girl heard Neo was sitting through the credits of this film in the theaters. Still love his music. 🎶

[bandgie]

Cat-Fight | Ep. 5

MASTERLIST | Kink: Tiddies

🗝 Now there's no doubt in your mind that this Other World is very much real. You're desperate to make your roommates see the truth, but the neighborhood black cat is set on keeping his mouth shut. Yours too.

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warnings! MDNI18+, fem!reader, argument w/ chan, reader has a tiny meltdown in the beginning, fuckin' on the bug couch 😭, PIV, no protection, boobs...lot's of it, nipple sucking/pinching/flicking/etc, seungmin is manipulative if you catch it, cumming inside

notes! little bit of angst in the beginning, but it's okay, bin is there to save the day. there wasn't even supposed to be fight scene with chan (it was supposed to be Seung), but I was angry when I wrote it and I just kinda spewed it out. I think it worked out in the end tho

Jeongin is gone when you wake. There’s not a sign of him in either doll or human form. With your head spinning, last night wants to blur into a dream.

But you know better now.

Rays of the waking sun barely touch your window. The sky is a light blue and the horizon is subtly yellow in the early morning. You’re tempted to close your eyes again, but you will yourself to sit up.

A part of you wishes you never accepted Jisung’s gift. You could’ve brushed off the interaction with Seungmin’s warning as a nightmare, but now you’re cursed with the truth.

There’s no way you can pretend nothing happened. You can’t ignore the little door and the Others trapped behind it. Even if your skin breaks out in goosebumps from the overwhelming thought of everything, doing nothing is not an option. 

The clatter downstairs makes you jolt. It takes a moment for your brain to remember Chan’s message.

They’re finally home.

You throw the covers and swing your legs off the bed. It feels so relieving to hear them come home, even if loudly. From the top of the stairs, you can listen to Chan quietly scolding Changbin about making noise. The reprimands turn hushed when your bare feet pad down the hall.

“You woke her up, man.” “I didn’t mean to! Everything is still in boxes. I can’t just- ack!”

You tackle Changbin into a hug. He topples over, thudding into Chan who catches the both of you. Your feet scramble to find the ground, but your arms are so focused on clinging onto them both that your roommates have to hold you in the air briefly.

They’ve been gone for only hours, but it feels like an eternity. You’ve missed how they wrap their arms around you, bringing you into a confused, but welcomed embrace.

“Hey,” Chan speaks gently. “What’s wrong?” His fingers run in your hair, getting tangled with the knots. He carefully pulls his hand free. “Did you… take a mud bath?”

Changbin leans close to your head, sniffing your scalp. “Did you take a bath in general?”

Chan swats him on the shoulder, giving a nasty glare before his eyes turn gently to you. “You had a bad dream or something?”

And it’s one you wish you could wake up from. You wish you could tell them everything from the start, but the only thing you can do is sob. “Y-you have n-no id-dea.”

Even with the dirt and grime on you, they hug you again. Their lips and fingers smooth over your face and your hair. 

They deserve to know the truth, but you can’t bear the thought of them getting caught up in a mess that feels like your fault.

“We need to move,” you sniff. “We can’t live here.”

Changbin tucks you under his chin, leaving your backside to Chan who trails his fingertips up and down. “Why not?”

“The door. It’s haunted. Or not haunted but...” How can you explain it? "It's just not right."

You feel Changbin tense under you, but in a vulnerable moment like this, he doesn’t let his fear show more than that. “What door, baby?”

Wordlessly, you lead them to the living room. Walking towards the crawl space might have felt heavy alone, but with Chan and Changbin holding each of your hands, the steps feel easy.

You let go of them to get on your knees, digging your fingers through the crack.

“Oh.” Chan turns his head to the side. “The boarded-up door. It’s just bricks on the other side, no?”

You don’t pry it open, not yet. “I…I thought so too, but there are people on the Other Side. One night, there was this mouse-”

“Mouse?” Chan’s eyes widen. “Fuck. I knew something was gonna come out of that door. We need to call someone-”

“No. No, no, no. Just listen,” you shake your head. “It led me to the door. And there was a tunnel.”

Changbin’s eyebrow quirks up. “A tunnel?”

“Yes. Let me finish. And it led to a living room that looked like ours but wasn’t. The lights were different, there weren’t boxes, and people were living on the upper and lower levels.”

You hate how they’re looking at you. Their eyes are full of confusion, and disbelief. But worst of all, they’re looking at you as if you’re just plain crazy. 

But with everything that’s happened, maybe you are.

You’ll just have to show them. Sweat gathers on your fingers when you tug on the door, anxiously waiting to see their expression change to fear when they see what you saw. 

But when it’s open - wide and bare for all to see - it’s only bricks. 

“No. Fuck!” You slam the door frustratingly, yanking it open to see that red stone there again and again. 

“No! No! No!” SLAM. SLAM. SLAM.

The house shakes from the force. You can’t hear the echoing from the blood rushing to your ears. Your vision blurs, hot tears streaming down your face for the second time this early morning. 

Strong hands pull you away from the door and right into Changbin’s chest. 

“Stop. You’re going to hurt yourself.” But his concern doesn’t faze you. You have to yank from his grip to run past the kitchen, heading towards the front door. 

The sun peeks over the mountains when you’re outside. The air is crisp, biting at your skin that feels too hot. 

If the door won’t reveal itself, you think something else will.

“Seungmin!” Your voice echos. “Here kitty, kitty, kitty!”

Chan and Changbin follow you outside, their steps thudding until they’re in the driveway. They stand a foot behind you, looking at each other bewildered before something trembles in the bushes. 

A black cat jumps from the leaves, shaking off the stems and stretching nonchalantly. His blue eyes blink slowly, head turning from the men to you. 

What do you want?

“Jesus!” Changbin jumps. “Where the fuck did he come from?”

You ignore his question and stomp towards the cat, angrily wiping your tears. “Tell them.”

Seungmin tilts his head to one side. 

“Tell them! Tell them about the Others, the warning you gave me, anything.”

You can hear the leaves crunching quietly as Chan tiptoes to you. So slow, so delicate. As if you’re a deer that would run off.

When Seungmin says nothing, you scream. 

“Ugh! I’m trying to help you! You stupid fucking cat! Why can’t you just listen!? You guys are stuck and I can’t do anything about it if you don’t let me help!”

“Mrow.”

Chan has a hold on you before you can yell at Seungmin again. The movement makes the cat dash, little paws thudding on the ground before disappearing among the trees. You desperately whine, watching the only thing that could have helped turn into a speck in the distance.

He spins you around to face him. “What the fuck are you doing?”

You blink. Chan never talks to you like that. “I…He’s one of them.”

“One of who?”

“The Others. From the Other Side. He-”

“No. This is crazy.” Chan shakes his head. “You…Is this because we've been gone? I told you that we’re busy doing the album and that it’s gonna take until the end of the week to finish things up. Why are you doing this?”

His words make you physically recoil. You stare at him in shock, hurt evident in your eyes. “You think I’m doing this for attention?”

The tick in his jaw is enough of an answer. 

Emotions thicken your words. “You don't know what it’s like. To be alone in this fucking nightmare. You’re gone. You’re both gone all the time. And when you are home, you’re on the computer acting like I’m a nuisance. What did you call me the other day? A distraction?”

“You know I didn’t mean it like that.”

“I don't care how you meant it!” Your voice trembles. “I’m alone. I fucking hate it. You have Changbin while I lose my mind in that fucking house. And when I do need you, you’re still not here!”

Chan has you by the elbows as you wipe your tears. You expect his anger to fade into softness. He normally would whenever he sees you this upset, but his jaw hardens and it feels like the next words would only do more harm than good.

Changbin has to tug on his shoulder to break the tension. Chan’s grip loosens and Changbin stands in the middle, protectively in front of you.

“Okay. I think we need a breather. It’s late. Well… early I guess. I’m tired, you’re tired, we’re all tired.” He grabs your hand behind his back and keeps his other hand on Chan’s shoulder. “Hyung, it’s been a while since you’ve gotten good rest. Look at your eyes.”

You dare peek at Chan. You don’t know how you missed it before but the bags under his eyes are darker. They make his face hollow, drained with color.

Guilt eats at your heart.

“And you,” Bin turns around. “It’s been a while since you’ve showered, huh?”

Despite the dried tears, you scoff.

Changbin squeezes your hand. “Then that settles it. Go inside, Hyung. I’ll take care of everything.”

Chan deeply exhales. He lets you go and nods, taking a few steps back. “Thanks.”

Changbin and you are silent when he walks back into the house, the tips of his ears twinged red. Either from the cold or frustration, you aren’t sure. Changbin only turns back to you and brushes a loose strand of hair behind your ear when the door closes.

“You okay?”

No, but you don’t want to keep causing stress on your best friends. “I’ll manage. I didn’t mean to make him so mad. I ruined everything.”

Changbin’s thick fingers caress your face. “No. Don’t say that. You didn’t ruin anything. Chan’s just been really stressed. But still, he shouldn’t have talked to you like that.”

“I shouldn’t have yelled at him like that.” You sniff, holding back tears again. You know you have to apologize, but the raw emotions of fear and anger are still in the air. The only reason you’re keeping it together is because Changbin looks as though he might break if you do. 

“I just wanted you guys to believe me.”

“We do.” Changbin brushes his thumb under your eye. “But neither of us has really slept and it all just sounds…complicated.”

“Here.” Changbin intertwines his hand in yours. “We can freshen up first. I honestly need a nap, but I can be in the shower with you if you want.”

You playfully push him and laugh. Even with your knotty hair and dirty skin, Changbin would still make a move. It makes the heaviness in your chest lighter. 

“Eww. No, thank you. I can wash up on my own. You guys go to sleep and just focus on getting rest.”

Changbin pouts, but nods, leading you into the apartment. He kisses you gently once you’re in the kitchen, holding onto your waist and running his hand up and down your back. It’s just lips, but you melt anyway. It feels like forever since you’ve been held so tenderly. You have to fight the urge to tilt your head and deepen the kiss, content when Changbin pulls away and rests his forehead on yours.

“You know we’re here for you. Always.”

Showering feels like a rebirth. The water scrubs not only the dirt but the emotions with it. You feel rejuvenated in the steaming water, letting the droplets slide down your waist and the curve of your breasts.

Getting out is difficult. You miss the hot shower the moment it’s off, drying yourself and putting on plain shorts and a shirt. 

The sun is above the horizon now, bright and yellow. You stare at it from your window. A small, bitter laugh comes from you.

What a way to start the day.

You’re considering whether you should waste the day sleeping or attempting to do something productive, but there’s still frustration in your heart. Why didn’t the door show itself? 

You’re already walking out of your room and down the hall, intent on confronting it head-on. If you open the door and it’s just bricks, you’ll drop the whole thing. The Others must not want to be found, to be helped. As much as it would pain you to know they’re stuck, their choice to stay is theirs.

Skittering down the stairs, you think of an alternate plan. If the door does reveal itself, they do need help. Or something from you, at the very least. Whatever it is, you’re planning on chewing them out for making a fool of yourself first and then giving them what they want.

Standing in front of the little door with determination is new for you. A part of you is wishing that it's just bricks there. Everything, despite how terrifying it was, can be summed up as a dream. Or a hallucination in the case of the doll.

You get on your knees, shoving your fingers through the crack once again. 

“Okay. It’ll be fine.” You give yourself a quick pep talk. “You’ll open the door, see what’s there, you’ll have to apologize to-”

You open the crawl space mid-sentence, stopping when the blue tunnel unravels. Maybe you’d like to see its familiar pulsing and greeting, but anger that the shower was supposed to wash away resurfaces.

Those assholes.

-

There’s a man on the Other Side that you’ve never seen before. His hair is cut short, buttons eyes a dark blue, and piercing in a way that makes you think he hates you the moment you come out of the little door. 

But the room, the room is unrecognizable. There’s no furniture, no couches, but bugs in their place. Big, lively-looking insects that the man sits on.

A beetle couch. 

“You got a lot of nerve coming here after calling me a stupid cat. Again.” He folds his arms over his chest. “I can’t even talk if I wanted to over on that side.”

He’s the cat. He’s Seungmin. You should have known from his rude sneer and pompous attitude, but seeing him human is baffling.

“You…you made me look like an idiot.” You walk over to the bug couch, stopping at arm’s length. “I was trying to help you.”

He snorts. “Help me, yeah? By what? Yelling at me and calling me names? You dug your own grave doing that.”

He’s trying to spin it on you and it’s working. You’re reminded of how you treated Chan, of how you yelled at not just Seungmin, but a cat. Though you feel somewhat bad, you don’t have the empathy to apologize.

So Seungmin keeps talking. “I could hear you guys yelling even after I took off. Screaming at me then them. Sounds like they aren’t home enough to actually care about anything you’ve experienced.”

“That’s not true.”

“No?” Seungmin sits back, slightly spreading his legs. “Why did I hear you say something about you being alone? That they’re not there when you need them?”

If his goal is to make you feel like shit, he’s succeeding. You sit on the opposite side of the beetle couch, ignoring how the antennas flick upon your weight. 

“I was just… mad.”

Seungmin nods, tilting his head upwards. “I get it, but you must feel that way at least a little to say it.” He turns to you. “There’s always some truth in moments like those.”

You can’t look at him, not with how ashamed you feel. “I wanted them to believe me. I wanted them to help.”

“Help?”

“Help me help you. All of you.” You flail your arms to express the entire apartment. “I know you guys are stuck, Jeongin told me. I put myself on some stupid mission to free you guys, but I can’t do it alone. I didn’t mean to get so mad at them. I just wanted them to see the truth.”

You wrap your arms around yourself for comfort. The tears building in your eyes make your sight watery, and you can’t do anything but try to blink them away.

Seungmin puts a hand on your shoulder, smoothing over the sleeve of your shirt. Finally, you look at him. It’s not a glare or an annoyed look on his face, but compassion. 

Maybe he can be nice when he wants to, just like a cat.

“That is a stupid mission, but it’s kind of ironic.” He smiles. “You want to help us, but we want to help you.”

You use the back of your hand to wipe stray tears. “Help me? With what?”

“What you said earlier. It’s okay to be honest and say you’ve been lonely. The people you love get busy. They can’t make time like before. It hurts, but that’s just how things are.” He squeezes your shoulder. 

“On that side. That’s how things are on that side. But here? Time is all we have. We’re never lonely. We never need to put responsibilities first because you're our responsibility.” 

Seungmin follows the length of your arm to your hand, fiddling with your fingers when he reaches them. “We won’t ever make you feel alone. We never did.”

You let him hold your hand and bring it to his lips. Seungmin plants a gentle kiss on your knuckles, making your stomach erupt in butterflies. You’ve missed this feeling of reassurance, of being doted on. There’s not an ounce of hesitation when Seungmin leans in, inviting him wholeheartedly.

His hands cup your face to bring you closer. Even if your lips are already meeting, he can’t help but angle his head so they interlock deeper. You can taste his passion. You can feel his adoration when his tongue swipes against your bottom lip.

A plea. A quiet ask if he can go further. You love the surprising gentleness of his lips and actions. 

You respond by opening your mouth just enough for his tongue to slip in. Gently, it makes its way between your lips. The warmth has you moaning, parting your mouth even more so he can swirl on your tongue. 

His hot muscle has your eyes fluttering. It’s not desire, but yearning that builds in your stomach. You want to be taken care of. You want to let yourself be kissed and held in the most rawest form. 

Seungmin knows. He can feel your need. He lays you flat on the couch carefully. His lips are still on yours as he moves you, cupping the back of your head to place you down.

He pulls away for a brief second. “Look at you. So beautiful.”

You’d roll your eyes any other time, but you find yourself blushing instead. You didn’t know he could be so mushy. Seungmin laughs at your pink cheeks and kisses your nose, trailing down until he finds your neck.

You bare your throat to give him free roam. Under his lips, you moan and smooth your hands on his upper back. Seungmin lifts the end of your top so it reveals your belly button, looking at you questioningly.

Clothes seem to fly off your bodies. It doesn’t take long until you’re both nude, letting him cup your breasts and pinch your nipples from on top.

Your thighs rub together impatiently, slick gathering between the space but you don’t rush him. You let his buttons gawk at your tits, tongue swiping at the corner of his mouth to collect his drool.

“And these,” Seungmin pushes them together. “Can’t forget about these.”

You giggle. Seungmin’s rough hands jiggle your breasts until you can feel his erection tapping your thigh. You desperately try to get his cock to fit between your legs, but he’s distracted by how your mounds fit perfectly in his hands.

He leans down, lips ghosting over the peak of your breast. “So pretty.”

His mouth wraps around your nipple like he can’t wait any longer. Seungmin sucks and releases quickly, making the gushing between your legs double. You arch into his mouth, panting and running your fingers through his hair. 

“Ohh. Just like that.” 

Seungmin hums appreciatively. His tongue flicks over your nipple repeatedly. The simultaneous smoothness and roughness of it make you tremble. Your other nipple isn’t completely ignored. His fingers twist and tug until you squeal.

And when his teeth come to play, you thrust your hips. Your thighs can only provide pressure, but not direct stimulation. You can’t touch your clit from your legs being so tightly pressed together. Seungmin lets you whine from pulsing need, giggling with your nipple between his teeth.

“You want something?” His cocky smile looks sexy with your bud in his mouth. You’d knock it off his face if you could, but you pout instead. 

He bites harder, making you squeal. “Seungmin!”

“I can’t read your mind, baby. Why don’t you tell this stupid cat what you want?”

He laughs at your red face. Seungmin switches to the next boob to give the same treatment.

Until you answer him, he’ll stay on your chest even with his cock dripping on your thigh.

The swollen nipple that was just in his mouth gets twisted by his fingers. You don’t have to look at it to know it’s red and puffy, but you glance down anyway. Seungmin’s already ravishing your unbruised boob, ignoring your cries of sensitivity from your other one. 

There’s not a chance you can stand another second of his mouth. “Seung.”

His eyes look up, but his mouth doesn’t stop sucking.

“I…I want you to touch me.”

Seungmin pinches your nipple harder. Chills erupt on your skin from the painful pleasure and you have to hold your breath to keep yourself from screaming.

“My pussy! I want you to touch my pussy.”

Finally, he pops off your nipple. Saliva clings to his lips that he swipes with his tongue. “Mhm.”

Seungmin sits up, letting you get a good view of his body. His torso narrows at the waist and doesn’t expand much more at the shoulders. His chest is flushed pink with his nipples erect and dark. The v-line on his stomach is dainty, pleading with you to trace it.

But he’s too out of reach for you to grab. Instead, you rub your breasts soothingly, tapping your nipples to get jolts of pleasure coursing through your body. 

Seungmin grabs the base of his cock and strokes himself. He angles the head so it lines with your entrance, but rather than pushing in, he slides it against your cunt. You look down to watch it grind on your stomach, the tip stopping below your belly button. His thumbs spread your pussy apart so he can properly grind against you.

The stimulation is jaw-dropping. It feels like you’ve been leaking for hours. The pleasure is so good that your stomach aches from how hard you clench.

Seungmin ends up pushing your lips together so they curve around the head of his cock. Your clit can feel every vein and curve. Arousal drips from your hole that clenches emptily. When you said you wanted him to touch you, you meant a lot more than that.

“Please, Seungmin. Just fuck me.”

He grins. “There it is.”

With a hand steading on your hip and the other holding his cock, Seungmin slides low enough for his tip to catch your entrance. You think he might miss a few times from how wet you are, but the glide is smooth.

He opens you up just right. The crown of his head stretches you deliciously, narrowing just slightly before thickening down the rest of his length.

You grab onto the couch, terrifyingly reminded of its insect nature when it twitches in response.

Seungmin takes his time bottoming you out. It feels like miles before he goes as deep as he can get, lifting your legs so he can press his pelvis flush against you.

“Oh, fuck.” Seungmin’s buttons glisten. “Been fucked so many times and you’re still so tight.” 

He pulls out and goes back in, making you switch to your boobs again and squeezing. Your mouth forms an ‘o’ shape when he tries to set a pace. Your brain has to catch up with the pleasure your body is feeling. Moaning doesn’t yet sound when you can’t even breathe from his cock filling you.

With your legs wrapping around his waist, Seungmin leans down. Now, you finally have something to scratch on. Fingernails find his back and you dig them into his skin, hearing him hiss in your neck.

“I haven’t even started fucking you and you’re clawing me up.” He sounds prideful. “You are a bad fucking kitty.”

Seungmin cackles when he repeats Minho’s words verbatim. You can’t even focus with his cock pounding in your walls, but you do somewhat recall how eager you were to be a pet for Minho and Felix. 

Pleasure finally registers when Seungmin fucks deep. You can feel his tip kissing your cervix, daring to break past the barrier and touch the back of your throat instead. His cock is so hot inside you, searing your insides in the best way possible.

You moan loudly. It’s hard to stop once you start. Sounds of desire tumble from your lips with every thrust. You can feel the veins of his length sliding in and out, the head always staying inside you before pounding in. His hands on your waist have you slam onto his cock, making his dick feel impossibly deep.

His nose touches yours, eyes locking with your mouth agape. Seungmin looks at your drooly lips for a brief second before kissing you again.

It reminds you of the garden yesterday. Where Jisung was messy and desperate, Seungmin is sure and confident. He doesn’t even blink when your teeth clash together. His focus is on keeping your mouth on his while his hips thrust wildly.

You can’t keep your ankles crossed for much longer. Seungmin’s pounds are so strong that they force them apart. He lets go of your waist with one hand and places it on the back of your thigh instead, spreading them further for more access. 

The new angle has you seeing stars. You can feel how your cunt swallows him whole, squelching with every intrusion. His cock hits the upper part of your walls, grinding on a gummy spot that makes you pant in his mouth.

“Fffuucckk. Right there. Right there. Pleasepleaseplease.”

Blunt fingernails dig into the underside of your thigh. Seungmin must feel how hard you're clenching and how much softer your pussy has gotten from his relentless pistons. He can’t suck on your tongue when it’s your cunt that keeps sucking him in.

“Yeah? Yeah, you like it right here?” Seungmin’s hot breath fans over your face. “Gonna cum on my cock?”

You nod, letting your head bobble at will. White pleasure builds and builds in your tummy at a pace you can’t keep up with. It makes you squeal overwhelmingly from the sheer amount but Seungmin doesn’t stop. His cock keeps hitting that spot until your fingers find his hair.

“Oh, fuck yes. I’mma cum so good on your cock. Don’t stop, Seungmin.”

Half of you expects him to pull out. It wouldn’t be out of his character to halt his own pleasure to ruin yours, but it turns out that Seungmin can listen well. 

He groans when you tug on his hair, managing to keep his pace despite the dull pain. You can hear the slap of his balls against you from his efforts. 

Your eyes roll so far your head tilts back. All you can do is gasp when the pleasure bursts from its bubble. Suddenly, his pumps send you on overload. The veiny texture of his cock has you gushing more than you bargained for. As good as he fucks into you, the unbearable slams has your vision seeing black dots.

“Yeah. Yeah. I love that fucking look in your eyes. Makes me wanna fuck you harder.”

You don’t know where his burst of energy comes from. You’re still trying to find your sanity and come down from your high when he pulls so far back that his tip almost slips out before ramming back in.

Your head lifts to see him bullying into your cunt. You clit peeks from under your hood, you can see the messy arousal on your inner thighs, and your lips are so swollen. There’s not much more you can take, but when you feel his cock twitch you know he’s close.

Still, you yank on his hair in desperation. “S-Seung- I’m…I’m-”

“Come on. Take it. Take it. I know you can.” Sweat drips down his forehead. “You’ve been doing so good. Don’t tell me to stop now.”

Seungmin’s praises are like music to your ears. You swallow your words and let yourself moan instead, embracing the fire in your pussy and chest. 

It only grows hotter when his thrusts turn erratic. Your walls feel like jelly when you leak from the overstimulation. Your hips spasm under Seungmin when he fucks harder. He sits on his haunches and puts your legs in the air, chasing his orgasm that’s only seconds away. 

“In your pussy, yeah? Fuck yeah. Just the look in your eyes says it all.” He moans. Seungmin stills his hips inside before his cum pours out.

He puts his hand on your lower abdomen and presses down. You scream from the pressure, feeling his cock tenfold spilling in you. Your legs shake in the air so violently that Seungmin has to wrap his fingers around your ankles.

It feels like slow motion when he pulls out. The head of his cock makes your cunt stretch and pulse one last time before it slips, slapping wetly against his stomach and dripping with arousal.

You’re panting like an animal, eyes unfocused as you watch him catch his breath. His skin feels hot and sticky when he leans down to wrap his arms around you. It’s only a little uncomfortable, but you welcome his touch regardless.

Seungmin waits until your breathing is almost normal, playing mindlessly with your hair. 

You glance at him to see him beaming, smiling ear to ear. It's infectious, and there's a ghost of a grin on your lips. “What are you so happy about?”

He shrugs, pulling you closer. His hand moves from your hair to your arm. “You know. Just that you're staying.”

“Staying?” You draw back. The post-orgasm fades a little too quickly for your liking. “When did I say I was staying?”

His navy-blue buttons aren’t threatening at all, unlike his words. He’s happy, shining with joy. “You didn’t have to say it. I told you; If you come back here again, we won’t let you leave.”

[milligramspoison]

Hi! First two MCR shows for 2024! Except part of the list started in 2023 thanks to fucking Mikey and Chris!

I also have a list of MCR’s 2022-2023 tour if you also want to check that out! Anyways ty Mikey and Chris for starting this list off 11 months early 😭

MCR @ WWWY

Hey Chris commented a sunset emoji under Mikey’s post that announced day 2 of WWWY, referring to Pete’s Amazing New Mexico Sunset post from 2005 (writing this on November 17th, 2023- 11 fucking months to go lmao)

Mikey also replied to Chris’ comment

Mikey is also very excited to play Disenchanted! (Love this for him)

Not WWWY but it deserves to be here -> Gerard’s cat costume from Toronto night 2 made it into the show Carol & the End of the World! (Hi it’s January 29th, 2024 as I’m writing this bullet point)

Frank is back on his fortune cookie bullshit (hello it’s March 18th, 2024 as I’m writing this)

American Idol contestant Abi Carter sang WTTBP for her top 20 performance on April 14th, 2024!

Chris posted the Pete and Mikey emo critters on his story on May 17th, 2024, using 🌅 as the fucking caption 😭

My Chem’s facebook got hacked on July 25th, 2024 😍

They’re doing additional songs after they do TBP in full, possibly the B Sides and Living With Ghosts 👀 (update they didn’t do either 😭)

Teenagers surpassed 1 BILLION streams on Spotify!!

I’m Not Okay will be added to Fortnite October 17th! (And will already be in the game by the time this post goes up!)

Close up of MCR’s (and FOB’s) merch for the festival!

The Swarm fly also returns for whatever reason 👀 (it was a big symbol during the last tour so I’m surprised it’s back for two one off shows)

DAY BEFORE WWWY WE HAVE THE BAND SOUNDCHECKING FAMOUS LAST WORDS (it’s officially WWWY weekend!!!)

MCR’s first show since March 26th, 2023!! (That’s 573 days aka 19 months!!)

Frank’s first tonight’s our night post involving MCR since last year 🥲

Mikey was spotted watching Mayday Parade’s set!

A CLIP OF THEM SOUNDCHECKING ON THE 18TH

Mikey was also spotted watching Dashboard Confessional’s set!

A third Mikey (and this time Kristin too!) spotting!

A fourth Mikey spotting and he’s with Patrick of FOB this time!!

WHITE FLOORING IS BEING LAID OUT

MCR’S STAGE AROUND THE BEGINNING OF FOB’S SET

MCR’S STAGE TOWARDS THE MIDDLE OF FOB’S SET

MCR’S STAGE AROUND 9:45PM

Pete of FOB hyped up the crowd for MCR’s set during the FOB set!!

WHATEVER THIS IS THEYRE TESTING STUFF FOR MCR’S SET

4 separate stage lights for them as of rn…….

GERARD AND MIKEY’S PARENTS ARE THERE

GERARD GOT A HAIRCUT

THE END FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE OCTOBER 7TH, 2007

DEAD FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE AUGUST 27TH, 2011

RAY ALSO HAD TWO GUITARS (obvi but still exciting nonetheless 😭)

“Fuck yeah” ~ Gerard

“Kisses for you!” ~ also Gerard!

SHARPEST LIVES FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE MAY 9TH, 2008

RAY’S WINE RETURNS

“Spicy, you're fucking spicy” ~ Gerard ofc

I DON’T LOVE YOU FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE OCTOBER 17TH, 2022

Gerard asked the audience to bark as they were going into House of Wolves 😭

HOUSE OF WOLVES FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE MARCH 20TH, 2023

CANCER FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE MARCH 19TH, 2023

They also got a violinist for Cancer and it sounded incredible

The violinist was Kayleigh Goldsworthy!!!!!

DISENCHANTED FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE OCTOBER 7TH, 2007

There was also blooming and decaying flowers during Disenchanted!!

And there was also swords at some point during the set too…

RAYRARD MOMENT

“I got all this fucking honey in my mouth, it broke my ass! The fucking softest hands!” ~ Gerard, whatever he was rambling about 😭

WTTBP WAS REPRISED AT THE END OF FAMOUS

Blood was played on tape for the first time in many years!!

The band had an encore following the entirety of TBP!

I’m Not Okay was the first song of the encore!

A fan rushed the stage and touched Frank before being escorted off 🤦‍♀️ (BE NORMAL PPL they’re human just like the rest of us)

The look Gerard gave the stage rusher was super funny tho 😭

And they ended night one off on Helena!

DAN AND PHIL REFERENCED NO BUT SERIOUSLY IMAGINE IT

VIDEO OF THEM REFERENCING IT

Frank and Gerard goofing around <3

Marina Toybina styled their outfits (or at least Gerard’s) for night one of the festival!! (She also styled a lot of outfits for Gerard on the last tour!)

“Hey everybody!” ~ Gerard as he was going backstage!

MIKEY WATCHED FOB’S SET AND SANG ALONG TO MMRS

Gerard got on their tippy toes to reach over to fans on the other side of the fence 🥹

FRANK SPOTTING (WWWY night 2)

Cherry, Miles, and Lily (Frank’s kiddos) watching the Dunes set from yesterday <3 (and a bonus- it’s also Frank’s second tonight’s our night post for MCR since last year!)

Pete of FOB once again hyped up the crowd for MCR’s set during FOB’s!!!

GERARD IS IN THE SAME OUTFIT

RAY IS IN A BLACK SHIRT AND JEANS

“FUCKING ACE MAN” ~ Gerard!

Pixels of Mikey and Frank!!!

“Thank you” ~ Gerard after I Don’t Love You 🥹

KAYLEIGH RETURNED ON VIOLIN

SERENITY PRAYER BEFORE MAMA

KAYLEIGH ALSO DID VIOLIN ON MAMA TONIGHT

“BAG FULL OF KNIVES”

“There was a summer, I started collecting knives. Big bags full of knives. It’s because my friend died. And I was hoping somebody would try to hurt me so I could kill them. And he fell down. And one day he went to sleep forever.” ~ GERARD BEFORE SLEEP

“Vegas, I want you you to let go of everything. Everything!” ~ also Gerard before Sleep!

Gerard also laughed during Sleep 😭

“BELLISSIMO”

“THIS IS A SONG ABOUT BEING IN THE DREAM. AND DYING. BECAUSE THATS ALL DREAMS DO” ~ GERARD GOING INTO DISENCHANTED

WTTBP REPRISE AGAIN DURING FAMOUS

NA NA NA IS THE FIRST SONG OF THE ENCORE

SECOND SONG OF THE ENCORE IS HELENA

“Good night Las Vegas!” ~ Gerard before Helena!

WWWY POSTED PROFESSIONAL FOOTAGE OF MCR’S SET

GERARD WRAPPED THE MIC CORD AROUND THEIR NECK JUST LIKE OLD TIMES

This photo of Gerard…

AND THIS PHOTO OF GERARD WITH RAY AND MIKEY

Gerard met some fans after the show!!

RAY’S STAGE LEFT TATTOO HAS MADE AN APPEARANCE

Some of the photos Beemer took last night!

RAY AND HIS WINE RETURN ONCE AGAIN

INCREDIBLE video of Gerard

Hi if you’ve made it this far! Welcome to the 2024 list for MCR!- that feels so good to say omg

I’m so excited to be posting this after having it in my drafts since last November. And it was so exciting to be liveblogging about an MCR show again with everyone!!

I hope it isn’t a long time before we all can do this again. Following the tour was such an incredible experience for me and to do it again for two nights only this weekend was amazing

Anyways, thank you if you’ve made it this far. And I hope all of you enjoy looking back on the list!!

My Chemical Romance forever and ever, okay? <33333

[laurfilijames]

Here’s some tissues for your tears🥹

I’m a reader, ofc I have to fan girl some more 😍😂:

I loved that you left the setting open for interpretation🙉 allowing us to imagine the type of weather that represents how we feel, whether that be a violent storm, a light drizzle or even a simple overcast🥹

I love seeing the relationships where someone is still cool with their ex’s family, it’s very funny to me😂

No because when I tell you I ran to TikTok so I could hear his voice😍 don’t even get me started on his big peepee scene, that thing was a monster and I would be ecstatic to find him under my bed🥵

Will has a lot to learn from Benny boy😒😂

Their reunion was perfect!!! I probably would’ve cried if they didn’t make up😭 I just want there to be a world where they’re filled with nothing but happiness and if they do fight it’s over something stupid like she filled her own tank🤧🤧

I could tell!!! It was like getting a glimpse of you, and I love when writers do that because it makes the overall experience feel all the more personal 🥹💖 (idk if that made sense but I hope it did🥹) The struggle with dialogue part was so relatable!!!

YOURE SO WELCOME LAURIE!!! That reblog was so much fun to put together 🤩🌸✨

Ray I seriously don't deserve you.

You just keep leaving me so much wonderful feedback on my story and it astounds me daily! 🥹💗

But let me tell you I was ROLLING over you discovering "the big peepee scene" 💀 I've rewatched White Lotus S2 so many times and the main reason is for him. And THAT.

Okay but Will totally would be irritated knowing his girl filled up her own gas tank!!! I love how traditional he can be and how he just wants to give his girl the absolute world and do all the things that help her days be easier 😍 UGH I need to marry him now.

And it all completely makes sense (your comments always do, never worry 💗)

Thank you again, a million times over, for all of your love on my fic 💗💗💗💗

[andvys]

IKYLLATK:

“We’re just friends.” “Friends who slap each other’s butts?” “Exactly.”

“Yeah, he always pushed me away. He hated cuddling, he never held me, he hated holding my hand. His kisses were rough and he always pushed me away after we had.. sex.”

‘He looks at the words on the white paper, tilting his head. His eyes flicker back and forth, looking at you and at the unfinished text.’ Edward, what are you writing? 😏

“I kinda wanna know what it’s like to get arrested forcefully, being thrown to the ground and getting handcuffed like in those action movies,” Me: O-okay… An idea crosses his mind and it doesn’t take him long to get into action, he gets up and walks over to the handcuffs, taking them off the wall, he looks at you with a smirk on his face. “You wanna know what it’s like to be cuffed?” He asks as he holds them in front of your face.  OFUCKINGKAY?!?! “well then, you better run, sweetheart,” he whispers. 

If the date goes well then great but if he turns out to be an asshole then you can just give him the mean right hook you gave Billy and then you’ll call me, I’ll pick you up and kick his ass and then we’re gonna go to family video, rent some movies and binge on our favorite snacks.” “The campaign is tomorrow,” you point out. He shrugs, “for you, I’ll cancel any campaign,” he winks and wraps his arm around you, pulling you into his chest. 

I WANT EDDIE TO SET RAY ON FIRE

Dammit Rick! Why didn’t you tell Eddie his girl was there!!

‘He is angry that you didn’t listen, he is angry because he doesn’t know what would happen if he didn’t show up here tonight. But he doesn’t know what had already happened.’

“Alright let’s go – oh, you gotta be fucking kidding me!” He yells, startling some of the people who are still out on the porch. But you are gone.  (Ah yes typical “us” 🤣)

Ugh fuck off Steve.

ANDY!

This was sooo good! I want R and Eddie to be together already. This story is keeping me on my toes! Love this masterpiece! 😭🔥😚🤌🏼💗

YOUR REACTIONS HAVE ME GIGGLING 😂😭

Eddie might be writing something for uh… a very special girl 🤭👀

Eddie should absolutely set Ray on fire, that cunt deserves to suffer 😭

“Ugh fuck off Steve” 😭😭😭😭 you’re gonna be giggling and gasping when you read the next chapter and I cannot wait for more reactions from you🤭

thank you so so much! asks like these always make me so happy 🥺🩷

[deepperplexity]

PLEX! Clearview Cove maam ????  Break out the sparkling grape juice and chocolate because oh my are we going to be here for a while!!! I- just there are so many things I can say (and I will don’t worry) but honestly a few fitting words would be, amazing, captivating, startling, and just down right lovely (don’t forget heart stirring) Now onward to me rambling and screaming :D

Characters:

First of all Kate😭. Sweet Kate I just want to hug her and tell her all is going to be well because wow, the amount of shit that she had to endure with her ex is absolutely heartbreaking. Some of the things you mentioned especially when it was about her size and him attacking her about these things had me :”(. It made me tear up a bit and I’m so happy that she found a partner in Ray who believed she was absolutely perfect regardless of her size. I know there were also so many other horrible things that he who shall not be named did to her but this really resonated and also her retail therapy coping mechanism hoo boi. Just the amount of strength she had to escape multiple times even if the first attempts didn’t pan out is just amazing and it was a bit heartbreaking when she realized that she would actually be okay with dying as long if that meant she didn’t have to go back and I just 🥺. Also I chuckled but also wept a little when even though she was half passed out she was ready to molly wop Ray with a candle holder.

Okay okay now Ray I just 😩😩I would like to know all of the folks you were thinking about when creating him because I was just like 👀👀👀 where, who , how, and can I get one?  His initial description had me like 🤔 🤔 🤔 and I lowkey thought of a person that I scribbled on the page but that’s neither here nor there. Such a grump with a heart of gold and his back story and his lost loved again made me go 🥺🥺 (you sure know how to make hearts wabble don’t you!). Everything about him is just so good and lovely even with his shield. And his inner thoughts and monologues when he meets Kate and such are so funny and I love how that contrasts with his outer sternness. The way he wants to protect Kate even though he is just meeting her, and the way he gets angry at her for putting herself in danger it’s just everything maam. And the little things of moving her shoes for her, cooking for her how angry he gets when he learns of her abuse I just it’s too much for my soft sooooul. But also not him leaving his rifle both times when it was needed like sir get it together lol.

Now both of them!!!! I just they were meant for each other. The hurt they both suffered the way they just match yet fit with each other just like a puzzle piece. I just love love love the age gap trope you know that ahah and just the way he wanted to protect her and the way she wanted to help soothe his hurt even if she didn’t know what it was and it was everything Plex🥺🥺🥺 And the smut girl the smut, it was so sweet and intense and the way they were basically enamored with each other from the beginning and how he was like ‘no I’ll only touch you if you verbally say it’ CONSENT KING is what Kate deserves and needs and he gave it to her and soooobbs I just love how it flowed so well with the story like it wasn’t the main thing but it tied the pieces up so well a nice little treat that accentuated an already interesting story😭😭🥺 Then the I love you’s!!! Crying, sobbing, screaming. OH ALSO WHEN SHE WAS LIKE YOUR EYES ARE BROWN and he was like :D? I laughed and thought it was so cute. I love the funny moments that were sprinkled in between even with the circumstances!

Okay but wait! We can’t forget the good girl Stella!!! I love her!! German Shepherds are one my faves and everytime she appeared I was like give her pats 🤩🤩. And her wiggle and waggles haha I got so excited and how she just loved Kate from the get go. Doggo sensed that she needed protecting and love and I just 🥺🥺 But then when Stella got injured and then the sudden cliff hanger I gasped and was like oh shit John Wick part 5 let me throw hands to???? Honestly the end of chapter 12 and then chapter 13 had me like ahah here it is the other shoe dropping things were going to well and was just waiting for stuff to pop off. And they sure did :”D

Oh and finally he who shan’t be name. fuck him the way I way I cheered at his ending like yea eat his ass up we love to see it that’s all that shall be said.

Quotes: And of course you know I had to give you just a few of my favorite quotes because I highlighted a bunch of them but here have four lol

“I’m going to fucking bust”

That just made me laugh straight up. Like I know she is struggling but I’m sorry that tickled me.

“You make me feel small..”…”No I love it I’ve never felt small”.

Girl maam. You know I love this. I feel like I don’t have to elaborate to just have to make you feel protective and consumed with loved and jfc (when will I have this the yearning Plex THE YEARNING!!)

“Then again you’re young and life is a long adventure” “An adventure I would like to share with you”

My heart can’t take it. I love them I need them to be together forever.

“I didn’t like big open spaces….hated the giant wall-sized windows that allowed every neighbour to see right through the house.”

Okay this had me like was this written on purpose (I’m sure it was) and had me like oh, because even though she lived in such a see through house no one could see the abuse that was happening :”| and that just had me like wow.

My view was finally clear

I see what you did there. And I fucking love it.

TLDR: Everything about this story was so good. The characterization, the way folks reacted to things that made sense (ex Kate’s reaction to the gunshot and her trauma), the description of just everything?? From the environment to the emotions that hurt me at times ahaha. The relationship these two (three if you count Stella because she is family of course) built in 140 pages was amazing and just sweet and the way they were protective and supportive of each other in their own ways even though they had just met just had me like🥺🥺😭 because then they just absolutely melted for each other (it do be cold in the mountains) no matter the walls they had up to protect them

Emoji Summary: 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😭😡😡🤔😂🙂🥴🥵😥😭😍😍🥰🥰🥰 (just a range of feeling I had reading)

I loved this and I’m sorry for talking so much lol I hope all of this is coherent but this was just so damn good and I’m excited for more of your original works!! Gives you all the hugs!!

P.S the way you have formatted everything you did such a great job???!

Bonus Part Because I'm Nosy:

The names Ana and Sarah! Did you pick them because they were common names and no one is gonna be like huh?

Also the clearing of doors from shoes and such was it Ray’s military training, the fire ptsd or something else? I was lowkey thinking that it was going to end up being a plot point!

Girl you weren't kidding about me needing to grab a drink and settle in - WHAT ON EARTH IS THIS GIANT THING?! 😱😂👏👏👏

And first of all, THANK YOU! I am so so so happy you loved Clearview Cove - for those wanting Clearview Cove for free simply join my newsletter HERE and get your copy - but this "...even though she was half passed out she was ready to molly wop Ray with a candle holder..." had me fucking cackling 😂 It's one of my fav scenes in the entire thing 😂👌So glad you adored Kate and resonated with her, that means so much and at the same time I am so sorry love 👀😅❤

Now, Ray... hooo boy... I LOVE HIM. And he's not made while thinking of any one specific person even if I of course drew inspiration from several ppl as one always does but he's mostly just himself and not a concoction of other ppl. Basically, my vision of a grump with a slightly comedic heart made for caring 🥰 and this "...and I lowkey thought of a person that I scribbled on the page..."?! WHO?! Let me know girl! I'm curious af now 😂

I adore them together and I'm so happy you saw all the little things tying them together - it's often the little things that I find interesting and what matters the most to me when I write couples - and these two were absolutely made for each other, they are salvation to one another and I absolutely love how they have entirely different backstories, personalities, traits etc but still have a few things that are the same (like music taste) yet their trauma matches up even if the causes are entirely different (patting myself don't the back a little here, one is supposed to do that - right?)

oh, oh, and this "...OH ALSO WHEN SHE WAS LIKE YOUR EYES ARE BROWN and he was like :D? I laughed and thought it was so cute. I love the funny moments that were sprinkled in between even with the circumstances!..." YAS!!! 😂😂😂 I went for a little more hidden comedy in this book and it was so much fun 🥰

"...Oh and finally he who shan’t be name. fuck him the way I way I cheered at his ending like yea eat his ass up we love to see it that’s all that shall be said..." <- You'll love the second edition even more then 👀 I'm currently working on it along with huge news I'm releasing in my newsletter this Sunday (2023-02-26) 😍💌

I'm so so so very thankful for this thick review and lowkey smiling too widely over here... So glad you thought I managed to do well with all of it in such a short span of words/pages - you know how hard that is for me 😂👍 And love the quotes you picked! ❤

I've done everything on this book, from writing it to the cover to the formatting and I gotta admit I'm quite pleased with it - did you see the bonus material? The floorplan and playlists too? 👀🥰

Because you're curious about my thoughts on the matters: - Yeah, just common names but I've also always loved the name Sarah ^^ - Both his military training and PTSD, he's also a very organized guy in general except when his brain malfunctions because of his emotions, then the idiot runs out of his house without bringing his rifle 😂😂😂

[ackackh]

100% ripping off the ask about your ocs in DOGSTAR (which i'm enjoying a LOT rn), but i loved how detailed you got in that answer, and i'd also love to hear about how you came up with the ocs in your generation kill fics (al, clem, tanya, judy, the inimitable tulip) and how you shaped the roles they take up in each of the canon characters' lives. i'm also realizing that those are a lot of ocs to talk about and i'm more than happy if you only want to pick one or some!

Ohhh! No, we love ripping off asks here, it’s very welcome. Thank you for reading DOGSTAR.!! I’m happy you’re enjoying it!

Also that’s a really interesting question (for me lol) because a lot of those guys came to me as if in a fever dream so who knows!! I’ll try and think through it here.

So first, I’ll say that Tanya and Judy are maybe the irl names of Wynn’s kids? But now that I’m thinking on it, I have literally no idea where I got that information from, so maybe it’s just one of those popular fanon things? I’m not sure. But yeah, I like kid characters, interacting with them is a really simple way to show a characters tenderness or patience or lack there of, plus they tend to wear their emotions on their sleeves and I like playing around with that.

Same thing with Tulip (Soph) I was just so excited to write dad!Walt the rest kind of fell into place around her. That was my first GK fic and I wrote it in like a couple days while in college and I had a friend/hall mate then who had a little sister who was maybe three at the time. She was crazy smart for her age and I’m sure some of her bled over into Sophia naturally. I don’t think I have the document for it anymore, but once upon a time there was a half-finished sequel to that fic that was mostly about Ray and Walt co-parenting Sophia through pre K, and Ray having self-doubt about being her father. It was fun but I have no idea what happened to it!

Al, my beloved! I just love the idea of Brad being a little brother. Like, he’s competent and smart and capable of some crazy shit, but then he goes home and it’s like. Baby. You’re the baby now, get used to it loser. (As the baby myself, this happens a lot and it’s equally flattering and frustrating). I originally wrote her into a WIP that will probably never see the light of day, and I knew I wanted her in WTSN/DWDY so I just stole her from one fic and put her in another! She’s able to read Brad for filth, she knows him too well, it’s basically a liability for Brad at this point lol. I just think he deserves someone who will never ever ever buy his bullshit. And still loves him so much.

OKAY. I don’t mean to have favorites. BUT I have favorites. The ocs in God Is a Bluegill are so dear to me, I can’t help it. Pleasant, Clementine, and Goody are sooooo !!! So, I don’t want to go into too much detail about Clementine and Goody because spoilers, honestly, but Goody is a war vet and pretty fucked up from it. He was at the Battle of Shiloh (which you can look into if you like, but all to say, it was nasty and some crazy shit happened afterward) and he meant to go home and find his family after the war was over, but he didn’t. He felt too changed and he just sort of picked up his life and moved around for a while before settling (rather recently) in Lebanon. So, he carries a lot of guilt. He changes a LOT during this story, so. That’s all I’ll say for now.

Clementine was inspired by… I can’t remember her name, but she’s the lady who hires the magnificent seven in the remake with Chris Pratt? That film was the original catalyst for this story but it has since grown into its own thing, if you couldn’t tell lol. (Also pls don’t judge, I didn’t know how fuckin weird Chris Pratt was back then, but Ethan Hawke was so good in that film I still like it!!😭) Clementine is a kid who had to grow up too fast and there is no adult/parent figure for her to cling onto. And she’s not gonna get one. She’s a woman (girl) (she’s only 19 goddamn it) who is gonna be her own hero if it kills her. Ray’s heart is too big and he cares for her entirely too much already, he feels bad for her! He pretends to be all hard (and he kinda is in this fic ngl) but he just sees this kid who’s lost and he wants to help her. I think he sees himself in her, bc he also had to grow up too fast, had to fend for himself more-or-less from like 15 on.

Pleasant is Ray’s savior. Like, in a world where he doesn’t have Brad at his side constantly (yet) she is his opposite in a way the completely rounds him out. And every time since they’ve met, every time Ray has gotten himself into trouble, she’s either gone right in after him or rescued him entirely. She’s often the voice of reason and she can read him like a fucking book. Like in chapter 1, the second she saw him looking at Walt she knew the boy was gone. Conversely, she has to navigate a world that is incredibly hostile toward her and Ray is determined to kick in any doors that are shut in her face. She can take care of herself, she’s arguably as strong or stronger than Ray, but there are some things that are just not gonna come to her as a black woman after the civil war. 🤷🏻‍♀️ I view them as inseparable siblings, would die for each other.

HEY ANON! If you read this (tumblr is dumb sometimes about notifications) thank you for your patience as I go through my inbox after months of this sitting in my drafts. Love you!

[elevatormusic]

my first reactions with zero context: only friends ep 7

oh boy oh no please be careful

how can you even see right now move your hair lmao

sir what was that

let’s be real tho we been knew that was gonna happen

god you do not deserve that man

yeah there is. do it again

hell yeah tell his ass

i know he said that offhandedly but he’s spot on

again..

he actually did change it to him😭😭 bro y’all just met

seriously nothing is ever your fault king never apologize he deserved that

okay now apologize to sand tf??

whomst? father? didn’t know he had one

he should go to jail tbh

damn bringing that up huh

yo why are you asking his friend to help him? you’re his father

babe idk what you expected none of y’all are good friends to each other lmao

yeah look at that he was right about something

lmao what you doing

okay he’s a dick but he’s not self destructive

oh he’s knows

crying love how they’re like yeah not ray

calm down? sir you invaded his privacy

okay well that’s not his fault they all hate you

saying he started it isn’t even true tho. you fucked him

sorry i still don’t feel bad for him

starfund? what does his shirt say?

crying he’s told you so many times that they didn’t

laughable

i think they’re overshadowed now my guy

that’s a fire hazard put it out

well that’s debatable

don’t enjoy that they’re going back to normal already

no way he stops drinking lmao not even to heal

it’s your fault😭

don’t you do it. treat him like a friend sand i stg

he very clearly just said why

i know you’re not trying to say you’re not

HE WOULDN’T UNDERSTAND????? YOU CAUSE HIM THE MOST STRESS

my mans said i ain’t got a dad top that

you are his life problem

bc y’all never help him when he has a problem?

punch him back bro fuck him

ton has to show up lmao they still have a project to finish

ray doesn’t seem as in love with mew anymore

oop there he is

friend??? i’m so serious you’re an idiot

you’re really doing that again? bruh own up to your shit for once in your life

i’m sorry fighting in a pool must have been so hard😭😭

with a thief😭

yeah justice he did justice

happiness? he was never gonna date you lmao

dog let him move out fuck him too

well get over him like that’s on you

is he angry drawing lol

okay well that’s creepy

babes back again!!!

friendship? lmao

ray ray ray stop getting into fights for him

*sigh*

no but he keeps fucking hurting sand

bleh

internally screaming and vomiting wtf is this no

i’m so serious sand leave his life you don’t deserve this

[leossmoonn]

was reading the domestic prompt list and this one stood up like a sore thumb to me because of how much it reminds me of jess mariano, so i guess this is me, again, requesting a skinny dipping about the absolute love of my life with the following prompt:

" sender quotes a poem that reminds them of reciever "

i'm sorry if my requests are annoying, i try to not request too much so that i don't bother you, but this just seemed so sweet <3

No bc your requests make me so happy. I hope you know I appreciate them. Never ever feel like you’re annoying me please. You never do! And send in as many as you want. Trust me. Like this one anon, Jess, and you are like the only ppl actively participating in this celebration and it’s making me happy 😭

I love this one! I needed to find the write poem but I think did :)

Also I don’t own this poem pls don’t report me

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“You didn’t have to get me this,” Jess says as he holds up a first edition copy of “Oliver Twist”. “Oh, but I did,” you grin. “You wouldn’t stop talking about how much you’ve loved the book since you were a kid when we were first going together. I’m sorry that it took me so long to get it, though, you would not believe —”

Jess shuts you up with a kiss. He cradles the back of your head with his free hand, his lips molding with yours and kissing yours sweetly. You hum contently against him, scooting on the couch and towards his lap. He sets the book down and the present wrapping paper, making room for you. You softly climb into his lap, cupping both sides of his face. You pull away slightly, pecking his lips and smiling as you do so. Jess mirrors your smile, hugging you tightly against him and attacking your neck with kisses. You giggle and yelp, weakly fighting against Jess, not really wanting to him to stop. He pulls away after a few moments, resting his hands on your thighs.

“Thank you, sweetheart,” he says. “Of course, Jesse,” you beam.

“I have gifts for you, too,” he says. “Oh, plural?” you raise your brows. Jess nods, reaching down to the side of the couch and picking up one of them. “I hope you like this one. I spent lots of money on it,” he says. You roll your eyes. “Way to make me feel guilty if I don’t like to.” Jess gives you a “really” look and you laugh, pecking his nose. “I’m kidding, I’m kidding. You know that,” you say. You begin to unwrap the present, your face lighting up as you see a signed CD of your favorite band. “Oh, my gosh, Jess! How much was this?”

He shrugs, “couple hundred. But all worth it.” You gasp, your eyes flickering back and forth to him and the CD. “Thank you so much. I��� wow… I don’t know how I can thank you enough.”

“No need,” he shakes his head. “You deserve it.” You smile and kiss him lovingly, grabbing his collar and pressing yourself close to him. “I love you. I love you. I love you.” “I love you, too, baby,” he hums. He leans against the couch, “let me give you your other gift, okay?” You nod excitedly, waiting for him to grab another wrapped present, but instead he pulls a piece of paper out of his jean jacket. You watch him intently, seeing his face turn pink and him shyly look away.

“This is a, uh, poem that reminds me of you. I hope you like it,” he says. “It’s called, “She Walks In Beauty” by George Gordon.” he clears his throat before speaking. “She walks in beauty, like the night of cloudless climes and starry skies; and all that’s best of dark and bright. Meet in her aspect and her eyes; Thus mellowed to that tender light. Which heaven to gaudy day denies. One shade the more, one ray the less, had half impaired the nameless grace. Which waves in every raven tress, or softly lightens o’er her face; where thoughts serenely sweet express, how pure, how dear their dwelling-place. And on that cheek, and o’er that brow, so soft, so calm, yet eloquent, the smiles that win, the tints that glow, but tell of days in goodness spent, a king at peace with all below, a heart whose love is innocent.”

He shyly meets your gaze, relieved to see you smiling widely. “D-Did you like it?” he asks. “Are you kidding? That was beautiful! I’ve never had a guy read a poem to me, especially one that they thought reflected me. It was so perfect, Jess. I-I’m so lucky. I love you so much,” you gush. You crash your lips onto his, kissing him deeply. You pull away, resting your forehead on his. “You have no idea how special that was. Thank you, Jess.”

“Yeah?” he asks, his smile getting wider by the second. “Yes, yes. You’re the best, Jess. I’ll never forget this,” you confirm.

“Good. I was afraid it would be too weird.”

“Not at all! In fact… can I have a video of you saying it? Just so I can watch it when I’m sad or sick… or mad at you,” you giggle.

He rolls his eyes, “please, no.” You pout, “I guess all those nice things about me in that poem didn’t matter, anyways.”

Jess groans, “fine, fine. Only so you don’t think I don’t love you.” You clap your hands and peck his lips. “Make sure to be as emotional as you were.”

Jess signs and nods, watching as you run to your kitchen to retrieve your camera. “I wouldn’t dream of me being anything else.”

[4law]

ok!! i didn’t include everybody cuz this took longer than expected oopsie so lemme know if u wanna be added too! i’m not shipping u with ur selfship cuz that is no fun at all

@sauza : usopp (op), kuguri (hq)

every time you’re on my dash i’m laughing at the thoughts u share with us, and i think these characters can match ur energy so well. ur humor is unmatched i love u!!

@lawscorazon : law ENERU (op) & sakusa (hq)

ares radiates pretty energy and eneru radiates let me bother pretty people like ares until they fall for me energy.

@satotokii : bokuto (hq) & aran (hq!)

bokuto is self explanatory he is a ray of sunshine!! & aran i just feel like he gives good hugs and that’s what someone like u deserves— the best hugs :’)

@yourtamaki : killer (op) & shanks (op)

hear me out— killer will obviously treat you well, but why do i see shanks looking at you with heart eyes ??

@tofutobios : coby (op), zoro (op)

if u haven’t seen op then im referring to post time skip coby!! he has a heart of gold and u are so friendly so omg. and zoro needs your help with directions he needs u to hold his hand whenever he goes outside (NO I SHOUKD HAVE ADDED HIMEKAWA FROM HQ TOO) (omg and tanjiro from kny)

@strawhatsoraya : osamu (hq) & edgeshot (mha)

osamu cooks for you, and edgeshot i just feel like it fits. sora also radiates pretty person energy and edgeshot is so elegant!!

@killsaki : sabo (op) & hirugami (hq)

omg 🥹 i gasped when i thought of sabo that was the person i was looking for!! i was struggling hard fr kisaki & sanji fit so well

@euphofic2 : ace (op), matsukawa (hq)

i feel like after the smelly debate on your page, these two would add their own thoughts to it without hesitation. that’s why. LMFAOO IF UR SCARED OF BUGS, I CAN IMAGINE ONE OF THEM KILLING THEM AND THEN HE SETS THEM ON TOP OF THE TRASH SO U CAN STILL SEE THE CORPSE CLEARLY. laughs very loudly when u notice!!

@icy-spicy : kita (hq) & smoker (one piece)

kita picks flowers for you and smoker holds your shopping bags that’s all ima say!!

@eustassslut : bakugo (mha) & sanemi (kny)

i feel like these fit so well!! i wanted to ship u with kid so bad but here we are

@tenkomi : ace (op) & kenma (hq)

ok i haven’t talked to u all that much but i doooo feel like u and ace would have so much fun together that is what my mind thinks !! he would wake u up at 4 am to get pizza with him and then fall asleep on the way there

@ransluvrboy : oikawa with glasses (hq) & also law but since i ship everyone with law then also king (op! very pretty face reveal) AND OMG LOWKEY AIZAWA (MHA)

it fits the vibe i get from u! BUT ONLY WITH THE GLASSES. i associate u with that pretty green on ur blog and these men match that 🥹 hottest couple for real tell me ghost + king doesn’t sound cool as fuck

and robin

@creompie : shindo yo (mha) & kuroo (hq)

kuroo pats your head when he walks by or leans to rest on your head yeah! & then he does the jaw thing— where u quickly clench and unclench your jaw and u can feel it against your head 🙂

@ / kiiguru : luffy (op) & itadori (jjk)

in case dilly comes back!!

@vlyxen : kirishima (mha), & corazon (op)

no kirishima would love & adore u so good & corazon is so sweet please!! this would be so cute :’)

@rowan-rites : akaashi (hq) & megumi (jjk)

no cuz i just finished ur matchup & picked new ones but!! these characters here will go everywhere with you, and they’d let u fall asleep on their shoulder <33

@sanomnjiro : hawks (mha), tengen (kny)

from op i would put luffy bartolomeo! would be ur biggest fan pleaseee 😭 hawks covers ur eyes with a feather before asking “guess who,” then realizes the feather gives it away! u and tengen are hot that’s all

@dark-mnjiro : crocodile (op), & toji (jjk)

okay i’m getting this vibe … you know that night city / lux theme all over pinterest ?? no this is what u and these two remind me of !!!

@httphaitani : hina (op) & alisa (hq) or zoro (op)

omg and also iwaizumi if that’s okay!! alisa wants to bring you everywhere she goes & hina likes to hug your waist while laying on top of you to tell you about her day…

@sanjithesimp : penguin (op) & zoro (op)

okay penguin maybe not a super popular character but have u seen the fanart!!! ZORO MEANWHILE yes zoro fits so well

@ / benkeibear : twice (mha), (hq)

when i talked to u i literally felt like i was being hugged so yeah these characters would love you so dearly!!

@scabsaint : luffy (op) & sugawara (hq)

luffy would make it his mission to put a smile on your face every day! sugawara likes to see u melt into his hugs (: i already said ace for other people but i would add ace!!

@zorokinniemoment : eustass kid & law (op)

i chose characters that definitely know how to get under ur skin cuz i feel like that trope is so cute 😭 oh and tsukishima (hq!)

@momodwriter : shinso (mha) & akaza (kny)

i just see it. i can’t put my finger on it, but i see it. and yes i did want to put crocodile ):

[georgiapeach30513]

WAIT LIKE I WANT BIRDIE AND RAIDEN TO HAVE A CUTE DO OVER FOR THEIR FIRST KISS CAUSE THEY DESERVE IT!!!!!!!!!!

Birdie Mae and Raiden Carter 🥺😭 the kiss that lead to the breakup. They do get a real first kiss though...

🖤🖤🖤🖤

Going to Chase You

Summary: Birdie Mae said yes to the dance

Pairings: Raiden X Birdie Mae

Rating: 🥰🥰

Warnings:  none, 18+ ONLY

Word Count: 1.1K

Desperate Lives AU Masterlist

Raiden Baizen Masterlist

“Mama,” Raiden looks at his mom as she walks into his room, letting out a deep sigh. “Rub my belly.”

“Rai Man, you’re…”

“I’m your baby boy, and my belly needs rubbed. It doesn’t feel good,” Story only gives him a soft smile, and rubs her hand over his belly. He closes his eyes for a moment, before looking at himself in the mirror.

“Do I have to wear the tie?”

“No. I have a feeling that sweet Birdie Mae that you’re meeting will be just fine if you didn’t.”

He pushes her hand off of him, and looks in the mirror again while he fixes his suit. “I’m nervous.”

“Why?”

He takes a deep calming breath, before looking at his mom, instead of her reflection. “Because, she agreed to go to the dance with me.”

“I’m not following.”

“I’m still convinced she’s going to marry me. I just don’t…when we ‘broke up’ because that idiot Jonathan pushed me into her, and everyone said we kissed. And by the way I stand behind the fact I did not. It was more our noses bumped but you know how kids are.”

“Your Carter Baizen is showing. I have heard this story many times. You don’t have to sell me on this.”

“Mama,” he gives her a little pout. “I really like her. Still. She’s the most beautiful person I’ve ever seen, and no one is going to compare to her. I want to date…”

“No,” Carter answers walking into his room. “Your twelve. No dating. Don’t come on too strong. You’re going to a middle school dance.”

Raiden gives his dad a pout, but Carter still shakes his head no. “Is there something wrong with being a kid? There’s plenty of time to date. When your older.”

“When was your first dates?”

“I was seventeen, and it was your father.”

“I’m not talking about mine. It was miserable and everyone before your mom doesn’t matter. The point is son,” Carter’s hands smooth out the wrinkles on his son’s suit before spritzing on some cologne.

“I grew up in a household that pushed me to grow up way before I needed to. It hurt me and it hurt a lot of other people because I had one goal, and that was to find a wife.”

“I get it. You had to wait until your wife grew up, but me and Burd-Dee are the same age. I don’t have to wait so…”

“You’re waiting bubba. Go tell your sisters bye, and then daddy can take you to pick up Birdie Mae.”

_____________________________________________

Arleigh uses her fingers to slowly twist Birdie Mae’s natural curls even more. She’s amazed at how grown her daughter looks even for twelve. “Baby, what’s wrong?”

“I like him. But I don’t. And then I do. And he’s cute, and he’s funny. He’s full of manure. But he’s so nice. And he’s respectful. And he’s…I shouldn’t have agreed to go go with him.”

Arleigh picks up a gloss and puts it on her daughter’s lips, nodding her head. Moving on to a light coat of mascara and some blush. “Why do you say that?”

“I’m not ready.”

“For what?”

“To date.”

“Oh,” she pulls her Birdie Mae out into her bedroom, and starts adding bracelets to her wrist. “Why do you think you have to date?”

“We are.”

“Baby, you’re going to a middle school dance. Have fun. That kid will dance with you, unlike your dad. He wants to act like he’s too cool. Why are you putting so much pressure on this dance?”

“I really like him, but,” she sighs, looking over to that baby doll that she hadn’t played with in years. “I’m afraid…I don’t want to rush it because…because I…well, I like my necklace,” Birdie Mae gives a solid nod, giving her necklace a few taps.

“I’m not ready to give my necklace away just yet.”

“Well, then don’t. There’s no timeline that says when you do or do not get married. Boppy and Buzzy aren’t married to each other. But Buzzy and Gimma are married. Each relationship is different and beautiful. Your dad and I waited almost seven years to get married. But I loved him just as much being his girlfriend and then his fiancé. I always wanted babies with him, but we got to spend so much time being us before we got you. Don’t try to put your relationship in a box. Just be Birdie Mae.”

“And Raiden Carter.”

“And you can’t date anyways,” Beau tells her. His eyes looking at his watch. “Thirty,” Arleigh scolds him, so Beau changes his mind, “Twenty-five and then you can date. But you may ruin something before it starts if you don’t hurry. We’re gonna be late.”

___________________________________________

“I had fun tonight, Raiden Carter,” Birdie Mae gives him a little nudge with her shoulder and playfully smiles. Looking at the door to see if either of their parents had made it to pick them up, while they just sit behind the bleachers.

Giving them a moment of quiet and privacy. “I did, too, Burd-Dee.”

“I don’t want to give you my necklace.”

Raiden laughs throwing his head back. “Okay. Don’t give it back then. It’s not that serious.”

“It is to me. Would you…I mean…I’d like it if you…just wait for me.”

Raiden’s crystal blue eyes look over Birdie Mae’s face, unsure of what she’s asking. “I don’t want to give it to you, yet. Maybe eventually.”

“Is that a promise? I am going to marry you,” Birdie Mae’s face falls flat and she lets out a groan. “I think we deserve a do over.”

“For what?”

“I want you to be my first kiss. A proper one. Lips to lips. With a promise, that I will wait on you. All you got to do, is tell me you’re ready.”

“We’re twelve.”

“And I’m Story Baizen’s kid. I’ve looked at the stars, wished on them, and,” his words stop when Birdie Mae leans for giving his lips just the tiniest kiss, that he swears could make him fly.

Pulling back way too quickly, and now he can’t quit smiling at her dopily. “That was just for us, Raiden Carter. No one else. No teasing. Just our secret.”

“Our promise.”

“Quit talking like that,” she squeals. “We’re twelve!”

“You better run, Burd-Dee, I’m going to chase you!”

Masterlist

[drakendme]

describe your mutuals and what they remind you of

oh boy okay! i’m still p out of it from last night so i will do my best!! i also did not include all of my mutuals so i’m sorry if i didn’t get to you i still love you lots :(

(this deadass took me almost an hour to do help😭)

@kodzucafe — the absolute love of my life!! she’s the kindest most amazing person ever and a literal angel sent from above (inside and out). they always give the best advice and are just so fun to talk to and i’m in love w her :( very VERY smart and well read and that’s very attractive. i love their love of literature and when she reads poems and bedtime stories :( phenomenal writer!!!!!

reminds me of: over the garden wall (specifically “aw, beans” and “YOU HAVE BEAUTIFUL EYES”), warm cookies, gingerbread, and ofc: noya, mochi, denki & shouto <33

@fairyfuyu — my pretty baby honey 🥺 literally the most adorable person on this earth. she’s so fucking sweet and gorgeous and makes me so happy. a literal ray of sunshine. this is my official proposal to you honey :( so fucking funny all the time but especially when drunk, high or crossed. and literally so sexy pls kiss me :(

reminds me of: golden hour, actual honey, a field of strawberries full of sunshine, wine and ofc: aizawa, hawks, chifuyu, eren!, and deadass momo 😭

@yuki-no-akumu — momo my love!! literally the most badass yes caring person i’ve ever met. she really takes no shit but still makes me feel safe and helps me stand up for myself more. overall a big sweetheart to people she cares about but still do not fuck with her. so fun to talk to or just sit in silence and listen to music with. 10/10 minecraft skills. daddy!

reminds me of: for some reason blood?, knives, yuuji’s hair 😭, neon green, pringles can…, literally just being horny, and ofc: baji, bakugo, aizawa!!, lowkey sukuna?, and tsuki :)

@weebaboobs — ame is literally the most precious person alive and the kindest ever. she always goes out of her way for me when she doesn’t have to and i’m so grateful for that and her :( not to mention drop dead gorgeous and she deserves all the love!!

reminds me of: amethyst, rose quartz, pretty pink flowers, sundresses, the beach and ofc: p much all the guys from bakusquad!

@nymphobunnie — my lola bunny 🥺 my sweet and pretty girl i love her so much. literally just the way she talks is so sweet and somehow comforting? idk how you do it. not to mention so talented and funny and i adore her :(

reminds me of: big mouth 😭🤚🏻, obvs lola bunny, sunsets on the beach, pastel colors (especially pink), angelcore, and haikyuu!

@devilzumi — the best boy sano!! literally nothing but love for them oh my god. always has the best thirsts and thirst ideas. an actual sweetheart and i will protect him with my entire being >:(

reminds me of: obvs haikyuu, blue hair, that little bear with the knife (is his name stew or am i stupid), teaching, sleeping 🤚🏻, and now hello kitty 😭

@tteokdoroki — AAALLIIII *sobs* the love of my life i can’t. the sweetest most talented person i have ever known. her writing is pure art and never fails to leave me stunned and horny :( my cutie baby girl, i would die for her. no one is allowed to come near her but me. she is everything!!!!

reminds me of: red + pastel pink, late night drives listening to music, holding hands!, pillow talk, cool fall nights, the ocean!, sharks >:) and ofc her husband (side eyes @ him) bakugo

@kinjuutsu — vi baby!!! literally so so so nice and always has amazing layouts! even though we don’t talk a lot, genuinely the vibes i get from her are amazing and i always get so happy to see her on the dash and when she interacts with me!!

reminds me of: vi from arcane!, arcane in general, my real name, overall jjk and the color purple!

it’s already been like 30+ min writing all of that ^^ so imma just list some stuff my other moots remind me of cause am getting tired :/

@prinvil — beyoncé, kanye 😀🤚🏻, memes?, screaming for no apparent reason, swag :)

@4toru — ofc baby blue, clouds, blue themed angelcore

@goddessdior — ofc dior, perfume, pretty smelling flowers, spring time

@zerisfelin — red, cherries, kirishima!

@touyasdoll — dabi!!, like so many shades of blue, being dabi’s perfect s/o

@xawkwardxderpx — theo from teen wolf, the colors yellow and green

@semisgroupie — (pastel) pink, softcore, mina, hajime and for some reason nanami

@omiishii — art!, haikyuu, sakusa

@honeymaki — women <33, ochako, maki, the colors green and pink, pretty flowers!

@dearbraus — sasha braus!!, fawn from tinker bell, wlw

@nkogneatho — royal purple, corpse husband?, euphoria, yandere characters

[amistytown]

Good day Noelle ♥️ I hope your day has been treating you well and that you'll be able to rest after work 💕

I just want to share a few pics of Nemo :3

She sleeps a lot today and I'm a bit worried, but her appetite is still here, so I'm guessing that she sleeps because she wants to 👀

Also, I haven't gave you the picture of my henna yet the other day.

I helped with the work for the wedding of my mother's friend's eldest son.

In our culture, only the ones closest to the family (relatives mostly) that's going to have the wedding is allowed to have these kind of hennas, so it's a bit embarrassing for me to do one but my mom's friend insisted since I helped a lot with the preparation and she also already considered me as her daughter uwu

It was fun and also a bit touching for us because it feels like my older brother is getting married :') I'm also very happy for them because everything went well during the wedding ceremony ♥️

Makes me wonder how my ceremony will be in the future... Not that I have anyone in mind to marry though 😂 Would be nice if someone like Satan is real :')

Anyway, that's about it! I hope Nemo's sleeping pictures made your day and that you'll be able to relax and enjoy some of your favourite coffees ♥️ Life is hard and we feel like giving up for trying so hard, but I assure you that it will get better in the future. It will.

Just like me and Levi have faith in you, you have to believe in your self potential too. You'll get what you want and what you deserve one day. You can do it, Noelle 🌻

You're my ray of Sunshine ✨

Thank you so much, Han!!! I’m glad I had two days off work, but they went by so fast I feel I barely got anything done! Though my birthday is in a couple weeks weeks, and my mom and sister asked me if I wanted to go out to eat. I haven’t eaten in a restaurant since December 2019! I worked until 11 pm or 1 am depending on the day so I didn’t get many opportunities. Then Covid happened 😔 I can’t decide if I should or not!

Nemo is absolutely adorable!!! I love seeing pictures of her 🥺💕 they always bring a smile to my face! I hope she’s doing okay too. Kittens love to sleep and probably need plenty of rest while they’re growing. She looks so comfortable and happy sleeping on your bed!

That looks amazing!!! And how sweet of them to include you. I’m sure they appreciated you helping out! I hope one day you find your Satan too✨ you deserve all the love in the world, and whoever you marry will be very lucky to have such a wonderful person at their side ♥️♥️♥️

I used to work weddings! It was always interesting to see the decorations.

Aw, thank you so much 😭 you’re going to make me cry with your kind words!!! I never know what to say, but they mean so much to me, and I’m glad I have an amazing friend like you who believes in me. I believe in you too, and am proud of all you’ve accomplished! We can get through this together and achieve our dreams even if it’s at our own pace!

I love you, Han, and I’m always cheering you on and here to support you when you need me ♥️

[g4rous]

Hello! Can I request a scenario (or hcs I don't really mind) about Itadori talking to his girlfriend about any past relationships they've been in and she mentions she's only had one boyfriend before who mysteriously disappeared without a trace one day and Itadori's like 'What was his name?' and she replies 'Yoshino Junpei'. How would that go down? What would Itadori feel like? How would he react? I feel really evil for coming up with this. Thank you! Have a good day/night! :)

Ok writing this hit deep 😭 whenever I think of Junpei in general, I always get so sad over the fact that he departed like that

He deserved way better, I wish he had more chances..

“His name was Yoshino Junpei.”

Funny how fast time flies by when you’re talking to your boyfriend right? It’s a rather sluggish Sunday, not much to do or that should be done. That’s what you thought until you received a phone call from Yuji, asking you to come over for one of your regular movie nights. It’s almost routinely for you two to engage in watching fun movies at the end of the week, and what’s a better way to make this bland Sunday more lively?

The way his face lights up when he sees you is absolutely endearing, and if that isn’t enough, his room and its enjoyable atmosphere make you feel right at home. You leaned next to him on the couch as he put his arm over your shoulder, gently running his fingers through your soft-like-silk hair, the gesture never failing to put a light smile on your face. You always found his presence so delightful, as it never failed to put your soul and mind at ease. Like a soft ray of sunshine peeking through your window and finding its way to your face, so warm, so snug.  It’s ironic how half the time you converse in all sorts of topics with Yuji and lose focus on the movie playing in the background; the reason you two are snuggling next to each other on the cozy couch in the first place. Not that it matters anyway, since you two find your random, deep conversations so amusing.

“Did you ever have anyone before me?” you voiced, now looking up at him and admiring his charming features.

“Like.. A girlfriend or something?” he asked, to which you gave him a slight nod.

“Oh, yeah. I had girlfriends before, but it wasn’t much if I’m being honest haha” he continued, slightly shifting in his seat, “sure, they were cute and all but it didn’t last too long.”

He paused for a second, only to plant a small kiss on your forehead, “none of them compare to you in any way.”

Snuggling closer to him, you chuckled and returned back the kiss. After a minute he asked you the same question.

“What about you?”

That smile on your face from a moment ago slowly started to fade as you remembered your boyfriend before you met the loving, good-natured soul that is Yuji.

“Yeah, I had a boyfriend before.” You paused, now staring at the end credits from the TV screen in front of you.

Noticing the slight change of atmosphere he gently asked, “Do.. you feel like talking about it?”

“It’s ok. He is.. Pretty quiet and can come off as rather shy. But he’s really nice and with a gentle temper. People often picked on him, but despite that he always remained kind-hearted.” You pause again, eyes still fixated on the screen, “well, he was like that when we hung out, I don’t know how he is now…”

“You’re not in any contact anymore or..?”

“Oh it’s not that! It’s just.. We never even said goodbye to each other. He just disappeared one day out of the blue. We were pretty close too, and rarely had any fights… I wonder, maybe he got tired of me but didn’t know how to say it?”

He looked at you with saddened expression, “That’s… horrible. What was his name?”

“Yoshino Junpei.”

And just like that, he felt the most bone-chilling feeling run through his spine, as if he saw the most gruesome scene unveil in front of him. Did he hear that right? This has to be some kind of a sick joke, right?

“Don’t worry about it though, that’s all in the past I guess.” You flashed him a small smile before looking up, only to see his petrified expression.

“Hey.. Yuji?” you asked with a puzzled face, but he didn’t hear anything. It was like he was alone in the room, in the darkness with all the walls coming closer and closer to him, a constricting feeling causing him to lose breath.

“What’s the matter?” you took his hand and gave him a worried look, to which he snapped out of his trance for a moment. His now pale face was covered by a cold sweat as he stared at you with those shaken brown orbs. Not a single sentence was able to form.

“Please talk to me.” You anxiously whispered to him, giving his hand a small squeeze.

What was he supposed to do? What could he possibly say? What could he possibly say to not cause you agony upon telling the truth you desired? Junpei was oh so dear to him even though they knew each other shortly, he couldn’t even imagine how horrific it would be for you to find out what really happened regarding your missing ex-boyfriend. It was a swirl of dire, sickening emotions. It’s like he felt the weight of suffocating dread and guilt from that day all over again.

But you, most of all people in this world needed to hear what had actually happened. That he didn’t escape from you or isolate, but rather he couldn’t return to you. And that bloodcurdling, unreal truth was about to be laid before you by Yuji himself.

[tetsunova]

congrats on 100 followers, you deserve way more 💞💞 I have a lot of ideas for your event, but i think this one is the best: Kenma x reader (sfw ofc) + this (him being the first line). You can also add Kuroo for more spice.

Anyway, I hope you have a great day and congratulations again !! 💖

hiii thank youu! Okay so this is the first time I’m doing this so it’s not that great. I tried😭

It all started when Kuroo and you dragged Kenma out to the carnival and Kuroo won tickets to a three night four day trip to the outskirts of town. He thought it was a good idea to give it to the both of you since ‘it’ll only make him feel more single than he already is’ (he’s mine back off. Ok anyways). Now the only reason Kenma agreed was because of the wifi. I’m sorry but he has his priorities set there’s nothing we can do about it. What he didn’t sign up for was a hike you somehow managed to drag him to, kudos to you honestly. Needless to say the mountain was in its full glory during spring. The flowers bloomed amids the pleasant rays of the sun that encompassed the area. The cool breeze grazed your skin; it blended perfectly with the heat. The hike was not easy for sure, but the fruits it bore were worth it, at least that's what all the locals said. You were ecstatic. Kenma? Not so much. He kept pouting and groaning. Even Though, it was hilariously cute, his complaints did start to bug you a little.

“This is my life now. I have climbed this hill and now I will die upon it.” He said with a sigh. He was tricked. The wifi was only available at the resort and you’d forced him to leave all his gadgets back in the room. Misery was upon him. How could he ever survive without it. Yes he has you but he left his children, and for hours now, it's utterly unacceptable.

“Shut up. We’ve only been hiking for twenty minutes”

[illgiveyouahint]

Rewatch s1

it's that damn braincell! He has to share it with Carlos which is why he seems to act so weird around him. I figured it out.

those lesbian looks! Leonie in that jacket, Sara with that french tuck

oh how the times change. I'm glad he changed his mind about it

God I really hope they'll address this in s4 'cause it really bothers me that the vilde characters never apologize to the sana character and it's always brushed under the rug. I'd love if Druck was the one remake that would actually properly dived into this. But I'm also not holding out hope.

UNDERRATED MUSICAL MOMENT FROM S1! Khia - My Neck, My Back (Lick It) when they're at the gynaecologist. Genius! Absolutely hilarious.

seriously Alex? The fuck. We know you have a bowl of them at home.

Is that the theatre girl from episode 1? Whatever happened to her? I don't think we've seen her in s2 or s3.

my heart can't take this. I love them so much but it's so obvious that their relationship started all wrong and that's why it was going all wrong. They really needed to break up and have the time apart so that when they did get together again it was on the right terms that would actually create trust.

God this is such a look!

ICONIC! I'll never get over Jonas saying this

You do! You really do! I mean first you need to break up and spend some time alone but you do belong together!

we don't appreciate soft matteo in s1 enough. He was such a baby.

They had so many of these conversations about how Hanna didn't like that Jonas smokes weed and then he told Matteo in s3 how much better he feels now that he stopped smoking weed and now when they're together again Jonas finally agrees with Hanna that smoking weed is not good 😭😭😭

baby snake. He was so young. Such a baby. I feel the need to like grab his cheeks like some grandma. 

such an underappreciated outfit

god that haircut was terrible. But I'm always happy about this sentence. Especially considering what's in the og and what for example skamfr made of it. 

oh my fucking god! I forgot how horrible kiki was in s1.

she's so pretty and kind and definitely deserves better friends than kiki

amazing outfit. Also I find it so interesting that Sam's characterization, especially in s1, is a girl who's just always trying to avoid conflict no matter what. Makes me wonder what her life is really like.

God, he really must have felt so guilty. Even if it really wasn't his fault and Jonas and Hanna have fucked it up themselves but knowing Matteo, especially knowing Matteo now, it really must have eaten at him all this time. He genuinely likes Hanna and he didn't want to hurt her and then he sees how it all escalated and she wanted to change schools and god he must have felt terrible.

I never ever want to see Hanna or Lilly cry ever again. She's a ray of sunshine and she should only ever be happy. This scene broke me.

this just speaks so much to Matteo and why he doesn't have any contact with his dad in s3. His father just fucks off 'cause he can't deal with his mentally ill wife and Matteo, of course, doesn't want to leave his mom alone in her state so he is, at his age of 16, forced to take care of his mom alone. 

Also I wish certain locations from s1 would make an appearance in s2 and s3 as well. This looked so nice.

I love that Alex has none of Sam's bullshit. But also it kinda speaks to Alex's violent reaction when he finds out about Björn.

can't believe how much I've grown to love these two idiots <3

How long did he have to take care of her? How long did he have to deal with her when his father refused to? God.

lol mia's flatshare looks completely different in s2 :D Also i forgot they changed this scene and made it just mia and kiki. While I love the og's scene 'cause sana looks like an absolute angel this is a really interesting change and really foreshadows s2 well. 

lol they're all the same. They're all stalking and zooming in on their crushes. Seems like something thatś  very universal in all the countries for all the teenagers.

this scene always gets me. 'cause like I love them and i ship them and need them back together but also I'm always so proud of Hanna (and Eva and other versions) for choosing themselves, for recognizing what Jonas said was shitty.

this breaks my heart. Especially knowing how messed up he is in s2 even months after they broke up.

Also never want to see Jonas/Anselm cry

He still has her nose y'all 😭😭😭

I know that people were annoyed with the amount of kiki concentrated clips in s2 but i love that it's clear the writers care about this friendship and made it the focus of s2

I forgot that Hanna did in fact told not only Mia but also Amira about Matteo.

lol amira being able to open a bottle of beer 'cause she hangs out with too many Germans :D we stan a queen

Excuse me let just cry over this for a couple of hours okay?

I was about to say how this is creepy but then

Mia of course said it for me.

I still have conflicting feelings about that kiss but I love how Hanna was like okay cool sure. Like yeah my friend is kissing me now for whatever reason :D Also I forgot that Sam has seen the kiss too. So he probably thought Hanna is into girls as well.

I'd like to think that Alex has apologized to the other girls as well. Since this didn't come from Mia having some kind of deal with him but from his own volition and since he thought Mia is not interested I really do think Mia just helped him understand he was an asshole and he apologized for his behavior to the other girls too.