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I saw the initial tweet about proms in Japan and I decided to finally say something. This has honestly been bothering me for a long while - as a POC that has been white-washed not only by the American government but by my own family, it is legitimately painful to watch as the anime and manga fandom slowly starts to white-wash itself.
If you don't believe me, go watch a popular anime. Turn on the subtitles and listen when they call each other by name. The names don't match up. It's incredibly jarring to listen to one thing and yet read another.
Full thread here if reading the text in the images is too much.
#ravyn rants#fandom#culture#POC#anime and manga#cw white washing#there have also been a lot of complaints in the manga community that actually cares about accuracy#because translators have intentionally been translating wrong#like this isn't something i'm pulling out of my ass here or is entirely me#other people have definitely noticed this too#please be respectful of the culture that your fandom is based on đ#culture respect#anime#manga#ravyn rants in the tags
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Yes. Quite easily so. You see, making deals with the Fae is down to very specific word choices. They shot themselves in the foot with their own words here while making this deal, even though they thought their word choice was so very, very clever. The Fae specifically uses the word "glass". This, in turn, limits the person that agrees to the deal to the "hit your front teeth on the first try every time" to only be hitting their teeth on the first try every time if they drink out of a glass. If the person decides to drink out of a container that isn't made out of glass, like, say for example... A paper cup. Or a soda can. A plastic bottle. Styrofoam cup. Yeti Tumbler. Their own hand. A bowl. Who knows, a person can get hella creative when they realize there are ways to get around the rules without actually breaking them. So. A Fae being stands before me, and offers me this deal. I smile, wide and unassuming, offer my hand to shake. "I accept this deal and all of it's terms unconditionally."
A fae being stands before you.
âEvery day you will receive one thousand dollars in your bank account. But every time you lift a glass to your lips to take a drink, you will hit your front teeth on the first try. Every. Time. Do you accept this deal?â
#hell yes give me money i'm broke#fae#fae bullshit#hahaha don't even try fae i know how you work#what's even better is when i get old and my teeth start to fall out aklsdfha#who cares at that point#i'll still be getting money whoop whoop#there's no clause in the contract saying that i still had to have teeth so win win for me!#ravyn rants#ravyn rants in the tags
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Welp.
Welp.
Here we are again.
#hell site of the musk is on fire#i honestly like the format oved there due to the fact that i can see multiple posts on my screen at one time#whereas here i can see MAYBE three if they're three small ones in a row#usually it's just one though#and not even the full post#ravyn rants#ravyn rants in the tags
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hi anon! :)
ohh, okay!!! this is going to be long XD
and first and foremost, obviously, you have to be following the wonderful @cassandraclare, which you probably already are, to get updates and snippets, but if you are avoiding spoilers, you can choose not to, though blacklisting the tag is what I do!
blog recs + appreciation
so disclaimer first, there are so many lovely and nice people in this fandom that I probably havenât met all of them yet or know all their names but the lovely and amazing people that I know of that you should definitely be following are:
my mutuals:
amber, @rosqles, definitely one of my favourite blogs and you are probably already following her, she is one of many who creates the most stunning edits in the fandom that I absolutely love and has just basically excellent content on her blog so you will never regret following her and she is someone I would love to get closer to since she is so lovely
silvia, @grishae, definitely one of my favourite blogs and you are also probably already following her, she is one of many who creates the most stunning edits in the fandom that I absolutely love even if I donât know the fandom and has just basically wonderful content on her blog so you will never regret following her and she is someone I would love to get closer to since she is so lovely
ivy, @alinesgf, definitely also one of my favourite blogs, and has just basically wonderful content on her blog so you should definitely follow her fabulous blog and you will never regret following her and and she is someone I would love to get closer to as well since she is so lovely
ella, @ladyofroses, definitely also one of my favourite blogs, and has just basically wonderful content on her blog so you should definitely follow her, she is honestly fabulous for one, for tscwlwweek and and she is someone I would love to get closer to as well since she is so lovely
ej, @ligntwood, weâve only been mutuals for a while but I absolutely love their blog, already one of my favourites, and they have amazing content and they love will so you should definitely follow them, they are so lovely as well, I love talking to them, someone I would love to get closer to as well
noor, @cordeliacvrstairs, definitely also one of my favourite blogs, and has just basically wonderful content on her blog so you should definitely follow her, she is honestly just fabulous and she is someone I would love to get closer to as well since she is so lovely
kian, @ashdcwn, definitely also one of my favourite blogs, and has just basically wonderful content on her blog so you should definitely follow her, she also makes fabulous and beautiful art and she is someone I would love to get closer to as well since she is so lovely
molly, @fcirfolk, definitely also one of my favourite blogs, and has just basically wonderful content on her blog so you should definitely follow her, she is honestly fabulous for tsc wlw content so that is just a blessing and she is someone I would love to get closer to as well since she is so lovely
hetty, @emmarosales, definitely also one of my favourite blogs, and has just basically wonderful content on her blog so you should definitely follow her, she also writes truly incredible fanfics and loves wlw ships that I love and she is someone I would love to get closer to as well since she is so lovely
ali, @ali-fairchild, definitely also one of my favourite blogs, and has just basically wonderful content on her blog so you should definitely follow her, she creates cute snap edits that I adore and she is someone I would love to get closer to as well since she is so lovely
brishti, @kitbblackthorn,definitely also one of my favourite blogs, and has just basically wonderful content on her blog so you should definitely follow her, she writes amazing fanfics that I love and she is someone I would love to get closer to as well since she is so lovely
mark, @henrysfairchild, definitely also one of my favourite blogs, and has just basically wonderful content on his blog so you should definitely follow him, he loves the last hours so much already like I do and that is just a blessing and he is someone I would love to get closer to as well since he is so lovely
kimmie, @cordeliaheronstairsx, I love her blog, she creates amazing edits and has wonderful content as well so you should definitely follow herand she is someone I would love to get closer to as well since she is so lovely
macy, @tiberiusn, I love her blog, she has amazing content on her blog as well so you should definitely follow her and she is someone I would love to get closer to as well since she is so lovely
tina, @willherondaels, I love her blog, she has fabulous content on her blog as well so you should definitely follow her and she also makes really incredible art on her other blog and she is someone I would love to get closer to as well since she is so lovely
sammi, @lovelqces, I love her blog, she has amazing content on her blog as well so you should definitely follow her and she loves the lovelaces so that is just a blessing and she is someone I would love to get closer to as well since she is so lovely
laura, @isabellelovelxce, I love her blog, she has amazing content on her blog so you should definitely follow her and she loves lucelyn so that is just a blessing and she is just so fabulous, I love ranting to and with her about the show, and she is someone I would love to get closer to as well since she is so lovely
elena, @herondaleboys,I love her blog, she has wonderful content on her blog as well so you should definitely follow her and she is just amazing and loves herongraystairs like I do so that is just a blessing and she is someone I would love to get closer to as well since she is so lovely
zakkari, @llighttwood,I love his blog, he has amazing content on her blog as well so you should definitely follow him and he is someone I would love to get closer to as well since he is so lovely
tessa, @herwndale, I love her blog, she has amazing content on her blog as well so you should definitely follow her and she also writes incredible fanfics and she is someone I would love to get closer to as well since she is so lovely
@emmablackthxrn, asdfghjkl I didnât realise I never asked your name so I am going to use they for now, anyway love their amazing blog and they love jemma/blackstairs and is someone I love interacting with and someone I would love to get closer to as well since they seem so lovely
@crristinarosalesâ, asdfghjkl I didnât realise I never asked your name too so I am going to use they for now, anyway love their amazing blog and is someone I love interacting with and someone I would love to get closer to as well since they seem so lovely
grace, @aelineblackthorn, I love her blog, she has wonderful content on her blog so you should definitely follow her and she is someone I would love to get closer to as well since she is so lovely
rose, @immortaltsc, I love her blog, she has amazing content on her blog so you should definitely follow her and she is someone I would love to get closer to as well since she is so lovely
stephanie, @blackhtorns, one of my very first mutuals, I love her blog, she has amazing content and she writes amazing fanfics as well so you should definitely follow her and she is someone I would love to get closer to as well since she is so lovely
other fabulous editors and lovely mutuals blogs that I love seeing on my dash:Â
sofia, @the-lady-of-roses, lovely blog and wonderful content, would love to get to know her better
ravyn, @miachblackthorn, fellow singaporean yay though she resides elsewhere and amazing blog and lovely content, would love to get to know her better
mia, @parabajem, one of my very first mutuals, wonderful blog and amazing content, would love to get to know her better
cress, @chrysseis, amazing blog and content, would love to get to know her better
sue, @lwdymidnight, wonderful blog and content, would love to get to know her better
katherine, @rosqstairs, lovely blog and content, would love to get to know her better
bianca, @blackhallow, we just became mutuals so I would love to get to know her better
@queenhelenblackthorn, wonderful blog and amazing content, would love to get to know them better
@shadowhunterworld, fantastic content and an amazing blog, would love to get to know them better
@fair-but-wilde-child, loves the last hours and matthew fairchild so that is just a blessing, would love to get to know them better
@hermionejohannalightwood, amazing blog and wonderful content, would love to get to know them better
@soamesandtrace, lovely people and an amazing blog with amazing content, would love to get to know them better
@helen-lady-of-thorns, lovely blog and content, would love to get to know them better
(asdfghjkl so sorry if I donât know your name, feel free to let me know through my message or ask and letâs all be friends! ;) or just get closer because I would love to! and please do correct me if I got your name and/or pronouns wrong!)
my non mutuals:
rosey, @catarinalosss, definitely one of my favourite blogs and you are probably already following her, she never disappoints and always has amazing content on her blog so you will never be bored! her fanfics are especially wonderful and I love reading them and you would definitely as well and having talked to her on a couple of occasions, she is also such lovely person too
yana, @tessacarstairs, definitely also another one of my favourite blogs and you are also probably already following her, she is one of many who creates the most stunning edits in the fandom and if you especially love jem, her blog has the amazing content youâll love and though we are not close, I can tell that she is lovely too
hannah, @matthiashelvar, definitely also another one of my favourite blogs, she is also one of many who creates the most stunning edits in the fandom and I love admiring her edits even if I donât know the fandom, so you should definitely follow her for amazing content and though we are also not close, I can tell that she is lovely too
ale, @cristinqrosales, definitely also another one of my favourite blogs, she is also one of many who creates the most stunning edits in the fandom and I absolutely love them, so you should definitely follow her for amazing content, you wonât regret it and though we are also not close, I can tell that she is lovely too
alina, @jamescarstairss, also another one of my favourite blogs, she is also one of many who creates the most stunning edits in the fandom and she is one of the most rare people in the fandom who loves the morgensterns (not valentine though) which is such a blessing,so you should definitely follow her for amazing content and though we are also not close, I can tell that she is lovely too
nicole, @vlctorvale, also another one of my favourite blogs, she is also one of many who creates the most stunning edits in the fandom and I love admiring all her wonderful edits even if I donât know the fandom, and her recent wessa edits are absolutely gorgeous so you should definitely follow her for amazing content and though we are also not close, I can tell that she is lovely too
julie, @ghansey, also another one of my favourite blogs, she is also one of many who creates the most stunning edits in the fandom and I love admiring all her wonderful edits even if I donât know the fandom, and she loves will too so that is just a blessing so you should definitely follow her for amazing content and though we are also not close, I can tell that she is lovely too
other fabulous editors and lovely non mutuals blogs that I love seeing on my dash:
opal, @lovelaces-are-quiters, just followed you only recently but I have heard amazing things about you, love to get to know better
carmen, @andrrewminyard, her creations are absolutely stunning, love to get to know better
leslie, @liviablackthorn (I hope thatâs your name), her moodboards are absolutely gorgeous, love to get to know better
son, @kittrook (I hope thatâs your name), havenât followed for that long but I already love the content she provides,love to get to know better
june, @kierancfthehunt, havenât followed for that long either but she already has amazing content that I love,love to get to know better
lua, @kitiberius (I hope thatâs your name), love seeing her on my feed when she does post,love to get to know better
tash, @doranhavilliard, havenât followed for that long either but she already has beautiful creations that I love, love to get to know better
elessia, @tiberiusblacktorn, love seeing her on my feed when she does post, love to get to know better
@kiearktina @thewildhuntt @heronxdale @mostawesomepineapple @zaraphobic are also lovely people with amazing content that I will love to get to know better as well
(asdfghjkl so sorry if I donât know your name, feel free to let me know through my message or ask and letâs all be friends! ;) or just get closer because I would love to! and please do correct me if I got your name and/or pronouns wrong!)
art blogs that post tsc fanart you should follow:
spring, @liqhtwoodx, she makes amazing and beautiful art so itâs definitely a must follow
tina, @tiilnna, she makes really cute and amazing art so itâs definitely a must follow too
cassandra, @cassandrajp she makes a lot of gorgeous official tsc art itâs definitely a must follow as well
@jaynere @phantomrin @oblivionsdream @ribbitsplace @camisala01-art @loweana are also lovely people with amazing art that you should followÂ
there are too many for me to remember so these are just a couple of my favs!
networks you should follow:
@dailyjessa
@tscnetwork
@tscsapphicnet
@theinfernaldevicesnetwork @tidsource
@tdanetwork
if you watch and like shadowhunters (the tv show) as well, great networks that post it with book content as well are @nephilimdaily @tscsource!
incorrect quotes blogs you should follow:
@incorrect-tmi-quotes @incorrecttdaquotes @incorrectherondalesquotes @incorrecttlhquotes @incorrectmalecquotes @incorrectkierarkquotes @incorrectkierarktinaquotes @incorrectvampireduoquotes
there might be more but these are a few I can think of!
okay, this is the end, I really hope I didnât miss anyone outâŚand like I said at the start, there are a lot more blogs out there that I have not had the pleasure to know of yet and this is just a really small number of amazing and lovely people in this fandom! and I really hope I didnât make any typos in hereâŚ
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Suddenly remembering a family Christmas Eve dinner that I endured had some years ago at a Mexican restaurant, and though I started off the evening hating it and wishing I had the freedom to leave (I was forced to ride with someone else instead of taking my own car), by the time dinner was over I was quite eager to stay for dessert.
I should preface this by saying that I do not have a healthy relationship with my parents (biological or otherwise). They have never treated me well and the holidays were always, always a bad time for me because they would say words of love and then turn around and do things like gaslight or worse.
Anyways, a story of me being petty and taking advantage of a bad situation!
Now, I couldn't tell you the name of the restaurant to save my life. What I can tell you is that it was a fancy Mexican restaurant, the kind with the servers in white button up shirts, black slacks, and black aprons, they brought their fajitas out on a cart still cooking, and they only served certain meats (like cabrito) on an actual, literal spit that they brought to the table and let you carve up there. All the dishes were frightfully expensive, too.
I was not allowed to get anything expensive, no, but everyone else got to order fajitas and margaritas and that delicious goat meat and -
*deep breaths*
Anyways, I was not having a good time. I wasn't able to get anything good, nobody was ordering any fucking queso, and the place was crowded so I couldn't even hear most of my family talking. My step-dad was poking fun at me for being a grump, my mother was trying to tell me to cheer up because I was ruining the night, my grandmother was telling me to think godly thoughts, my aunts were looking at me in concern, my brothers were not getting involved (and honestly looking back I don't blame them), and my Gung Gung was just looking forward to cabrito.
About five minutes after we ordered our main dishes, though, the Mariachi band arrived.
They came in and immediately started playing music. Loud, obnoxious, in-your-face music. The restaurant was already loud, but oh, suddenly it was much, much louder.
My mother groaned and made a disgusted face. "Ugh, Mariachi bands."
"What's wrong with Mariachi bands?" I asked.
"Nothing, I guess," she said, shrugging, but her disgust did not fade. "I just don't like them. I just really, really don't like them."
So I looked at the band with intrigue.
For a while I just watched them go around the room, playing at tables one by one. I assumed, because people were waving them over, that they were playing music in exchange for some money. That assumption was pretty much confirmed when the band got closer to our table and I leaned over and watched as someone handed one of the band members a 20 dollar bill.
Then our server came by to refill our drinks. She noticed that I was watching the band, and as she poured water into my glass she smiled at me.
"Do you want them to play for your table?" she asked me.
I gave her an awkward smile and a shrug in return. "Oh, I don't have a whole lot of money."
"They've already been paid for by the restaurant," the server told me. "All you have to do is get their attention."
"...Wait, really?"
"Really."
I glanced at my mother. She hadn't noticed my conversation with the server at all.
"...Yeah, I would like them to play for our table."
Less than a minute later the band was right next to our table, and right next to me. All of the members of the band were eagerly looking at me, smiling widely. "What would you like us to play?" one of them asked. "Any requests?"
Still, no one else at the table noticed.
"No, play whatever you feel like," I said, smiling back. "And if you can, when you don't have anybody else flagging you down, please come back to this table? I don't have much, but I can afford at least a few dollars in tips."
That got confused expressions on their faces, but they shrugged, said sure, brought their instruments up into positions, and started to play.
The entire table jumped.
My mother turned around in horror, looking at the Mariachi band members as they started loudly playing and singing Feliz Navidad. She had no idea what the hell was going on, but she didn't like it. "Excuse me!" she called to them. "Can you move, please? You're right next to our table!"
"Of course they are," I piped up, surprising my mother. "I called them over here and asked them to play."
"You what?"
"I thought you noticed," I said, playing innocent. "After all, I'm sitting right next to you."
We stayed at the restaurant for another two hours. The Mariachi band came back to our table many, many times as they said they would - by the fifth visit they cottoned on to what my game was, and they stopped accepting my money. Instead, they happily danced around the table and played even louder. The tables next to ours also became aware of what I was doing, and they laughed each time the band came by.
I gleefully sang along to all the songs they played, even if I didn't know the words. My mother wanted me to stop, to be quiet, but I was "finally having fun, mom, didn't you want me to cheer up?" I even got my aunts to join in, and my step-dad and grandmother were too caught up in their drinks and talking to my Gung Gung to notice anything.
My brothers only sit there and laughed, too.
As we finally left, I was grinning and skipping. "I think I love Mariachi bands," I told my mother.
She could only groan.
#christmas story#mariachi bands#apparently it's true that they'll follow someone around and play just to annoy them#they absolutely delighted in doing that#i dunno if they could tell that i was miserable or if they just really enjoyed playing for people who hate mariachi bands#but that was a fantastic night#i had so much fun#my mother did not#but i regret nothing#honestly i think the reason she doesn't like mariachi bands is because she's uuuuh kinda racist#she doesn't like music in other languages because she thinks they should all be in english#yeah my mother is kinda not a cool person#thank you random mariachi band that played for me over and over out of the kindness of your hearts#you made a horrible christmas eve so much better#ravyn rants#ravyn rants in the tags#cw gaslighting#yes i was petty and i regret nothing
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there I fixed it
I hate government programs in the US bc conservatives are always trying to dismantle them so the lefty byline is always like "these programs are vital and lifesaving and keep so many people from starving and being homeless, they're Very Good and you have a moral obligation to protect and defend them!" and the program is question is something called the National Anti Hunger Initiative or NAHI and it only applies to people who have $527 or less a month in Net Perforated Index-Subnet Income (NPISI) before taxes and housing costs and the program gives you a $99 a month voucher that reloads every 1/80th waxing moon that is only good for buying specific brands of gruel BUT you only get to take 200 breaths a day when you're on the program and for every breath over 200 you take they subtract one dollar from the vouchers you receive and you have to count and report your own breaths bc they don't have the funding to do that and if you misrepresent the amount of breaths you take that's Breath Fraud and there's a hotline you can call to report someone's Breath Fraud and you can be denied gruel vouchers for the rest of your life if youre accused of Breath Fraud. And you're just like. Not allowed to complain abt this bc apparently the only alternative to this is no one ever gets gruel vouchers
#aldhdkaha#but yeah op i agree#fuuuuck how broken the governement is#please can we dismantle is and built a better one#like we were supposed to#instead of trying to put duct tape and glitter over the cracks every time we see them?#or ignore them#or blame them on someone else?#like obviously the system isn't working#so break it apart#and then built it back better#government#ravyn rants#ravyn rants in the tags
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so here's the scoop
Actually before that, I wanna say that I've participated in the Erasermic Omegaverses Zine this year, can't remember if I yelled about that on here? I was a fic writer for that - if you like Erasermic and like ABO, here's the link to the collection on Ao3! Mind the tags on the individual fics, please! ANYWAY. I've had. A fucking. Time. Kinda a rant and also an explanation for why I've been absent and also why I linked my kofi at the bottom of this. A lot of shit happened!đ This summer, my Papa passed away. I loved him. I really did. He was funny, kind, and he took shit from absolutely no one. If it hadn't been him I would have said I wasn't going to go help out and I was just going to go to the funeral. But it was him, so I told my friends that I was going back to the city, and I was going to help settle everything, pack his things, etc, because I loved him. I should have stayed home. First of all, my family treated me like free labor and like shit while I was there to help out. Second of all, I got into a car accident on the way to the funeral and the guy who hit me tried to intimidate me into not calling the police before driving off - and yes, I was injured. Third, my family "expressed concern" over my injury and then proceeded to have me write the obituary, decorate the funeral room alone, and asked me to be a pallbearer while injured. I could go into so much more detail but I'll spare you the horror of My Familyâ˘ď¸. I'm honestly surprised I made it home without collapsing. AND ON THAT NOTE: A week later, I did collapse. Dramatically, and with flair. I was recovering from both whiplash, grief, and having to spend time with My Familyâ˘ď¸ and over at my friend's grandmother's house when suddenly I didn't feel well. I stood up to splash some water on my face, got into the restroom, realized, "Hm, this is more serious than Not Feeling Well, I should tell someone Right Fucking Now," wobbled back into the other room, told the grandmother that something was wrong, and then proceeded to collapse to the ground and have a heart attack. After that, my heart rate would not calm the fuck down and I had wild heart palpitations for the next seven hours! Yes, I went to the hospital. I have been to the hospital twice more after that, had several more doctor appointments, have had several tests done (including a Tilt Table test, which 0/10, do not recommend), and there's plenty more that I could talk about (like the Tilt Table test, though I might just make a TikTok account for just to rant about that akdhfa it's both not funny and FUNNY), but what it all boils down to is this: I have a very, very severe case POTS all of a sudden and my doctor is still trying to figure out what the hell caused it. Currently I'm trying for disability benefits because I legitimately cannot work - my sleep schedule is fucked, my energy levels are all over the place, I can't stand for long at all without fainting and I can't sit for varying length of time without the same. I hate to even do this, but I'm a broke bitch who has medical bills for tests and operations (god I have one in just a few days and I am NOT looking forward to it) that I can't pay for because I don't have insurance, so: Here's my kofi page if you'd like to buy me a coffee or help me not stress about the multiple doctors visits I have every month!
I do have, like, actual things I want to talk about other than "Oh this is what I've been up to - BEING SICK" - like the cute EMic fics I have in the works, the Cheeky Brat fic I've been working on and haven't been talking about on here because it's đ¤ e x p l i c i t (teehee) and even my DnD shit that is mostly entirely self indulgent but I don't care I'm going to shove it in your faces anyway.
Anyways, that's what I've been up to. I've posted about a good portion of this on Twitter, so I know some of you guys know about this, but I wanted to give Tumblr a heads up that I am bed ridden and Doing My Best.đŤ
#ravyn rants#yeesh it's been a r i d e#health problems#life update#i hate asking for help#and asking for money#but i acknowledge that i am rubbing together imaginary pennies at this point#any help that can be given would be very appreciated#i might even do tiny doodles in return#tiny ones#chibi#ravyn rants in the tags#anyway also go check out the omegaverses zine fics they're all great#and some of them have the art in them!!#good stuff good stuff
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...Starting to think I might be a Non-binary/Genderfluid Lesbian.
More the Lesbian part is the part that I'm thinking, knew I was everything else.
Just alksdjafl -
Girls...
#huh#the more you know about yourself and stuff#like i've always known i've liked girls but lately i've just really not liked guys#i really really reeeeally would like a girlfriend#i know i'm still ace but like...the more i think about a girlfriend and not boy-or-girlfriend#i'm like âhuh...maybe i'd be okay with more than chaste kissesâ#lemme tell ya it's been a very very interesting last few months askljdaf#(idk what woman wants to deal with the hot mess i am right now though alksdah)#ravyn rants#ravyn rants in the tags#lgbt+
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Operation is in just a couple hours! About to put on pants and get out the door because it's a long drive to the hospital (I live fuck-far away because I live in the middle of NOWHERE 'MERICA). Wish me luck!
#ravyn rants#health stuff#yike#i'm so nervous this is my first ever operation#it's not a super serious one#but i'll still be sedated for a while and it's a bit invasive#they need to get a better look at my heart so...#y i k e#ravyn rants in the tags
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just after midnight and thinking that maybe having a girlfriend would be nice
#gurls#talking with some irl friends atm and god men are just bleh#also women are so nnnnnn#good#would be nice to have one pick me up and throw me#once a woman cosplaying as reno at a convention had me actually tongue-tied kjhdfal#god if i could meet her again...#i've been saying i'm pan but does a lean more towards women make me bi??#welp who knows anymore all i know for sure is i'm ace#ravyn rants#ravyn rants in the tags#don't mind me it's the middle of the night and i just apparently want a girlfriend
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So fun fact: there's mold growing in my closet!
I figured out Thanksgiving Day (Nov 24th for non-MERICAN's) that something was up because for several days my nose had been, uh, leaking black gunk. Yeah, gross. I know. At first I thought I was due to my one day outside and I caught something on the wind, but the more days that passed and I still had the black stuff coming out, I grew concerned, did a Google check...
And since it wasn't coming from my mouth (thus not my lungs), that ruled out TB and lung disease, AND I hadn't been near any fires or smoke, that left: MOLD EXPOSURE.
I'm already sick and struggling to keep from fainting at a moment's notice, so I told my roomies, we got to a doctor who was pretty much useless, and when I got home I was relocated to another room (unfortunately upstairs). All of my clothes, blankets, pillows, and various linens have been washed, and once that was finally done the ACTUAL hunt for the mold began.
It was found only 2 days ago! I was beginning to think the black gunk was a fever dream of some sort, but no, it's there - it was hiding behind some things on the floor in my closet. Dunno how it got there - either a leak in the roof and it dripped through the walls to the floor, or some water in my bathroom traveled under the tiles and over to my closet. Regardless, now we have to rip out the carpet and try to figure out how deep/far it goes.
And to the things better, last night I FINALLY was able to get my PS5 set up again so I can play vidi games, right? Well, as a precaution I was wiping everything down with disinfectant wipes because everything had been in my room.
The wipes were coming away black.
Not dark grey, not brown. Black.
We're gonna have to wash every surface of that room because mold spores have settled on everything. I went in there yesterday because I had left the remote for the TV and immediately started coughing - gave up on the remote very quickly because fuck that noise.
I'm hoping that I can save my art books - one of my roomies says I can put them under UV lights and kill the mold? I just have so many books and some of them I stored in my closet...
Anyway, that's an update from meeee, how're y'all doing? đ
#ravyn rants#mold#mold problems#seriously the black gunk was disgusting#also the doctors were actually useless#there was black shit coming out of my nose and they were more concerned with my diagnosis of POTS??#that was n o t why i was there#in the end getting out of the room and staying out cleared that problem up so whatever#no more black gunk#life update#ravyn rants in the tags#just#ugh#i'm exhausted#also i'm being forced to climb stairs#it's good exercise for my legs because they're atrophied like hell#but also some days i can't handle the stairs and i'm pretty much trapped upstairs#luckily there is a bathroom up here#and we finally got the mini fridge up here too#there nothing in it yet but i can start putting some snacks and drinks in it so i don't have to make so many trips on the stairs#my legs burn so much from walking on the stairs guys you have no idea đđđ#also my heart h a t e s the stairs#fucking hates them#going down isn't so bad#going up?#hahahahahahahahahahaha#by the time i get to the top i'm a m e s s#i want my room back sobsob
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So I got the part I need to set up my drawing tablet? But in order to set up my tablet, I need to uninstall drivers, restart my computer, and then download something off a website.
I don't wanna.
#ravyn rants#ravyn's t i r e d#ravyn might be feeling lazy#can you blame me?#maybe you can#i'll prolly end up doing it sometime tonight but i'm just stalling#ravyn rants in the tags#i do want to try my tablet out because dragging myself out of bed and getting all my drawing supplies seems like so much work#when i can just click some buttons and draw on my computer#on my fancy ass tablet
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#nigel thornberry#ravyn's art#just a practice doodle#honestly i have never drawn him before so this was fun#i was giggling the whole time#this is also one of the most cursed things i have ever drawn in my life alskdjaf#alright i'm taking a break from getting used to my tablet and art program and gonna eat some toast now#ravyn rants in the tags
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Just read with my own two eyes the HOT TAKE that because the random, fictional civilians didn't choose sides in a conflict unless they were promised something (y'know, like SAFETY) then what did it matter if they lived?
Uh... Just because it's fiction doesn't mean you shouldn't...care about human life?? I'm sorry, but would you really be okay in an irl situation if people were fighting, and several bystanders were in danger? What if your friends were in danger? Your family?
Yourself?
#that was the stupidest thing i had ever read#that's like actually wishing for harm to befall others#okay maybe not t h e stupidest thing#but it's high up there#ravyn rants#god i did not need that#not good for my blood pressure rn aldhska#ravyn rants in the tags#just#UUUUUGH why do people not care about other people it's so dumb
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My character had an interesting time in this evening's DnD episode. At the end, when they reunited with their Significant Other: SO: Wait, what are you wearing? What happened? My Character: Well I went to climb on the roof of my house where I heard a strange voice, so I looked behind a bookshelf and poked around in the dungeons where I found a bunch of books, and then I fought a Source Horse Dragon in the clouds, and now I have new armor. SO: ......What?
#they fought the guardian that essentially wanted to see if they were worthy of holding the family name#in a strange hallucination battle#it was really cool#everyone else in the party was exploring a cave and my character was discovering family history and fighting for their life#and getting some BOM ass armor!!!#also being a rogue-paladin with haste is such a stupid multiclass and i am so happy i did it#i was able give myself advantage for sneak attack and then oooh that smite on top of that...#neheheheheh#ravyn rants#about dnd#ravyn rants in the tags
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they have golden sun and that is all i fucking care about-
I hate Nintendo Switch Online. I hate the lack of optimization. I hate the expensive subscription service. I hate the lack of games. I hate the limited time releases. I hate that it's never gonna have the level of content that the Wii virtual console had. I hate what capitalism has done to gaming.
This collection includes: All the GBA, GB and GBC games currently available on the Switch!!
+ And a few extra bonus!! Mostly from the same series'seses
Download here for free!!: https://www.mediafire.com/file/pzycxh6zu9b8drf/GBA_Online_PC.rar (405 MB Uncompressed)
They're all ready to be played in HD on PC. Just drag and drop the files on the included program
#holy shit holy shit holy shit holy shit holy shit holy shit#oh my god you have no clue how excited i am#fuck watch me disappear into the goddamn void aklsdjafh#golden sun#golden sun 2: the lost age#gameboy advance games#like i'm not the biggest fane of emulation or anything and the ONLY reason i even kept it was for those games#i adore golden sun#so much#when i lost my copy of the game when i was 13 i cried every day for 5 months and searched at least once a week for a year#like seriously i was devastated#then i found it again out of nowhere??? like 3 years later#you guys have no clue how happy i was#i cried for like 2 hours (and got a huge headache alksdfh)#and then played it all night#ravyn rants#ravyn rants in the tags#video games#video game emulation
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