#rather fucking hang myself than ever be pregnant and i lowkey want to die every single day im in public and none of my clothes have fit for
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#ok im just venting because im stuck waiting at the laundromat but this is seriously the most dysphoric i have ever felt and i lowkey want#to fucking kill myself when i see my body right now because whatever the fuck is wrong me is making me look 5 months pregnant and i would#rather fucking hang myself than ever be pregnant and i lowkey want to die every single day im in public and none of my clothes have fit for#like 2 years and feel like such a piece of shit all the time and lowkey want to die whenever i see my reflection#and im really scared that no doctor will take me seriously and i will permanently look 5 months pregnant for the rest of my life even#though there is clearly something deeply wrong with my body to amass this much fluids and shit. and i have all the symptoms of endo. and i#really dont want to have to get abdominal surgery but i really really want to have so much dysphoria all the time. idk!! i dont fucking#know bro.#suicide mention
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