#rape for ts

[nancylou444]

Minions/hellers, once again failing Reading Comprehension

The post in question:

(x)

Notice the disclaimer and the tags.

And it's not even my original post they are bitching about, but @walker-girl reblog (x).

Idiot #1:

This idiot has NO posts and NO likes. They are following 4 blogs, none of which are me or walker-girl, so HOW did they stumble across the reblog?

Needless to say, defnezaman is now blocked.

Idiot #2:

Oh yes, hiding behind anon makes one big and brave, asswipe.

Idiots #3:

If I'M a disgusting vile creature, than what the fuck is Idiot #2?

[whisperthatruns]

                   Fall

    To the underworld I went with the god. I was gullible.     Promising. He promised me a replica of the world

    where nothing died because everything---the orchard,     the apples, the pomegranates--- was already dead.

    At the center of my new life there was a bed. A bell     I rang when I was hungry for his attention. I felt alive

    for the first time, in love though what we made, what he made     my body do with his body, day and night, night and day, wasn’t love.

    If being his meant being mine then I chose what wasn’t a choice:     I swallowed his seed. I stayed to stay alive. Never mind

    the details I missed--- smell of witchgrass, chatter of people     living for the first and only time--- except that I missed being missed.

Paul Tran, from “Year of the Monkey,” All the Flowers Kneeling (Penguin Books, 2022)

[ao3feed-harrydraco]

(RAPE TW) so i'm looking for a few fanfics, one where harry rapes draco (harry's pov, he regrets it later when the lust has worn off, and refers to the lust as a monster inside of him, 'his monster') and another where draco gets gang-raped by a bunch of gryffindors to punish draco for being a death eater, in 8th year. also what is a good fic rec blog that is still active

Hiya, lost and found is unfortfunately closed! Anyone know this one?

I don't actually know any rec blogs either🧐 Anyone?

[landunderthewave]

Woah, Danny Masterson (Steven Hyde in that '70s Show) was apparently convicted for rape and sentenced to 30 years in prison. Scientology declared his accusers as Fair Game and started an extensive harassment campaign against them. Then letters from Mila Kunis and Ashton Kutcher surfaced in support of Masterson.

Shit people hu

[ladyloveandjustice]

I have to say, "Athena cursed Medusa and her sisters because she's an mean lesbian who's afraid of Zeus's homophobia, so she punishes her gf for being raped by making it so she turns men to stone, classic manhating lesbian move" sure is a way to add extra layers of ick to Ovid's version of the Medusa myth, and i didn't know it was even possible to make that worse! I have no idea why you'd want to do that, though. That's a DNF

[hellsbellschime]

I need to say this and you're really only one of my mutuals who I feel kinda safe saying this to, but as a pro Palestine supporter I'm horrified by the way some Pro Palestine supporters (not on here) approach the issue of sexual assault on October 7th which I've been forced to accept happened. From these people I get the undeniable sense that they actually think that if they address it, even show sympathy for any victims, they're endorsing Israel or their IOF or the lives of Palestinian people that were tragically lost in the months after October 7th which is just wild to me. Even if no sexual assault occurred on October 7th it's the way these people were so ready to believe that it didn't because they thought it would invalidate the Palestianian cause when the Palestianian cause is (tm) is about justice, and no context will ever justify or excuse sexual violence. These two issues should be able to co exist, and somehow it fucking doesn't for these people!

I just have immense sympathy for Jewish people particularly women who are feeling alienated/betrayed thanks to this whole matter because I hear genuine nonsense like "Oh you're weaponing SA" if you want to acknowledge what occurred on October 7th. It bothers me to put it lightly that some people are willing to take what was more than likely the worst thing that happened to these people and just basically not hold the perpetrators accountable because these people belong to a cause they support.... that's really fucking dangerous!

Its even more unforgivable when some victims involved were apparently minors and still these people are silent because their too much of a coward to speak about it because they don't see Israelis as human. You're justified in hating Israel but you're not justified in just.... avoiding the horror of what was done to Israelis because it makes YOU uncomfortable, because you're afraid, because whatever. This feels even more urgent to me given its Women's History month but some of the worst perpetrators of this whole issue have been women themselves which makes it even worse.

The whole denialism also reeks of antisemitism from some corners.

Um yeah, I have a lot of feelings about this, one of the biggest of which is that it's beyond disturbing that you feel unsafe saying this publicly, because it is so obviously and undeniably wrong. I understand that people just want there to be an easy villain and hero, but sexual assault and rape are such a telling and important war crime because there is no utility in it. You can make an argument that almost every crime you can imagine, theft, destruction of property, even murder can be "useful" in war, but sexual violence has no purpose or utility beyond humiliation and trauma. It is cruelty for the sake of it, and you can't even create the illusion of some kind of justification.

But the denialism is antisemitic, and not just partially or in some corners. Horrifically, rape of women (and men and children too) has pretty much always been seen as "the spoils of war," so these rapes and sexual abuses are unfortunately not unique in that sense. But denying their existence is antisemitic because A. once again, 10/7 was not some rebellion or resistance against Israel, it was a terrorist attack on civilians that was perpetrated by a directly stated antisemitic terrorist group, and B. because rape has been used as a weapon against Jewish people for millennia as a specific and targeted form of terrorism and abuse. I mean, one of the prevailing theories about why Judaism is matrilineal is because rape of Jewish women was just that common. So to have absolute proof that these things have happened and either act as if it's justified or literally deny the reality right in front of their faces is antisemitic, across the board, zero exceptions.

And I hate to speculate because god knows what will happen, but it's extremely likely that things are going to get worse before they get better. There are still a lot of hostages that haven't been returned or even seen in weeks or months, and Hamas has repeatedly turned down deals to exchange hostages for a ceasefire. There are only a few things that this can mean. One of the most absurd but still likely options is that they just don't know where the hostages are anymore, which also almost certainly doesn't mean anything good anyway. It's highly unlikely that all of these people vanished into thin air and are coincidentally being treated well. And another obvious possibility is that whatever has been done to them is so horrific and/or so undeniable that Hamas doesn't want them to be released, because as of now they're winning the PR war and are literally getting people to agree that either the sexual violence didn't happen or it was somehow deserved.

Clearly I can't know that this is the case and there are other possibilities to explain why Hamas has repeatedly passed on a ceasefire, but there's no benefit to not even showing proof of life for these hostages unless something REAL fucked up happened or is happening to them. But regardless, I feel it really bears repeating, an organization with the stated intention of destroying all Jews then raping and sexually abusing a bunch of Jewish people is SO absurdly antisemitic that it's like the kind of comically outsized example you would try to make to explain bigotry to someone who heard the word for the first time two minutes ago, so the people who are still denying this reality are neo-Nazis in SJW clothing.

[chiistarri]

i actually highkey hate him now

[dutybcrne]

Omegaverse hcs 2: The electric boogaloo

Ayato: Alpha. His pheromones hold the scent of petrichor and cherry blossoms. He is a bit scent-blind, which he considers a blessing, as that means he’ll be less swayed by the pheromones of others. He can still readily pick out those of people he’s closest to, having been exposed to their scents the most and being familiar enough with their subtleties to pick them out. He can stick make out when his loved ones have been scented by others though, even by accident and it definitely makes the Alpha in his burn at the thought, insisting on taking it upon himself to help clear those foreign scents away. Most people outside of Thoma and Ayaka actually only ever know his scent when it shifts to something like rain during a storm—when he’s at his most guarded and wary. It makes him come off as far more intimidating, and he takes that in stride. It s come in handy more times than he can count, especially with how intent he is to scent his loved ones.

Arlecchino: Alpha, with a scent like ash and roses. Even by Alpha standards, she is quite intimidating, with her presence being suffocating, even to those she cherishes. She can’t help it, be it because she can’t afford to show even a modicum of softness or because she is always in pain due to her curse and can’t help the way it leaks into her pheromones and demeanor. Around those of the House of the Hearth, she tends to wear scent patches and take suppressants, but they never seem to work all that well even still. Around the other Harbingers and those of the outside world, she simply lets her pheromones be and work to ensure nobody dares trespass against her. She adamantly refuse to take a mate in account of her pheromones being too much and possibly putting a strain on any potential match, regardless of their secondary gender. Besides, as a Harbinger, a mate would only be a liability to her anyway. Crucabena made that all too clear the day she’d ensured ‘Peruere’ would lose the only person she’d ever considered a potential mate.

Furina: In spite of how Archons can shift their dynamic as they please, she is entirely an Omega. Many assumed she took such form for herself to be more personable among her people and because Omegas have far sweeter scents and demeanors, but she was entirely stuck in this state, as Focalors had retained their Alpha traits. Her scent is of lilies and vanilla pastries, and constantly exuding her pheromones, which has helped keep people content and drawn to her facade rather than press deeper. On the downside, she is exceedingly weak to Alpha pheromones, especially those meant to subdue and intimidate, and is painfully aware of that fact. Every time she so much as perceives a particularly strong Alpha scent, she tends to become quite terrified. Her scent gets all the more enticing in such cases, almost mouthwateringly so, as if she’s instinctively trying to appease them and plead to be kind to her. Being so in tune with herself, the moment she senses the shift in her own pheromones, she tries to make her hasty escape, lest it get too enticing. She is quite disgusted this is her fear response, and oftentimes curses her inability to shift her second gender as other Archons do. She was often tempted to let trusted Alphas like Clorinde or even someone like Neuvillette to scent her, but she was mortified at the notion of them asking why she doesn’t simply change from Omega. After her renouncing her Archonhood, she does ask Clorinde to help out, for protections’ sake.

Alhaitham: Alpha, with a sandalwood scent. He isn’t terribly concerned about the ramifications of dynamics and such, being too preoccupied with the his own life to really pay any mind to it all. Still, he would always be the first to note when a close friend is near heat or rut and comment accordingly, whether or not the other would appreciate the sentiment. He doesn’t care for taking on a mate ( even if he did have a particular Omega in mind ), but isn’t entirely opposed to the idea either. His ruts are very punctual yet hit him especially hard, to the point where he has a particular location where he heads off to days in advance, to avoid troubling others as a result. He is perfectly okay with being a heat partner to friends exclusively, but would much rather they stay away from him during his ruts—especially if they are unmated, regardless of their dynamic, just as a precaution. Especially the closer they are as friends.

Beidou: Alpha, with a scent like a sea breeze. She is very territorial when it comes to her crew, so any Alphas in their midst or those trying to travel with them typically have to show her submission and being scented by her before being allowed to join up. She may like them as a person and respect them greatly, but with it comes to bringing them near her crew that also has Betas and especially Omegas, it is a Must. Especially since other Alpha’s pheromone tend to give her headaches and cotnibute to how hostile she can get. It also helps prevent conflicts between other Alphas already on the crew, so she sees no reason to even make an exception. Anybody who refuses is free to try their luck elsewhere. She never intends to take a mate, even as others including other Alphas have courted her, saying her only love is the sea. There are certain exceptions to this, but she would absolutely refuse to sire any pups. That much is for certain and utterly nonnegotiable. Her presence is typically only suffocating or feels with such pressure on someone who isn’t too used to her scent, and she seldom lets it get to the point where she would threat display and make it all the heavier upon others.

Kazuha: Alpha, with a gentle warm woodsy scent. Most assume him to be a Beta, with the subtlety of his pheromones and his gentle nature, and he doesn’t necessarily correct others when they call him such, but in battle it is a stark reminder he is every bit an Alpha like his captain. He and his friend had almost been mated, with him being willing to let the other Alpha bitch him, but after the other died, he swore to never take another for a mate. The memory is still painful enough to make him hold to his oath, even after the Shogun’s mind had been swayed, but he does find himself tempted to open his heart to the possibility again. As of blocking the Shogun’s deadly attack and his friend’s Vision reactivating, his scent has been tinged with an odd edge, like ozone. He isn’t too pressed about it, since he’s convinced he won’t have a mate who’d complain, but he is rather happy this, in a way, means he holds a trace of his friend with him always. He is primarily responsible for accounting for the Crux’s supply of suppressants and nesting materials.

Xiao: While Adepti don’t have set dynamics, like Archons, he tends to manifest as an Alpha bc it serves him better while taking care of all threats to Liyue. He has a very imposing, almost suffocating presence, and can’t really let up on it, as keeping it up also helps keep his mind steady. His scent is a stark meld of iron and what most assume can be ash, with a sharper edge of something that usually tends to make others turn tail and run, or utterly petrify them. Even other Adepti tend to find themselves on edge around him as a result, especially after he’s had a few battles. Around those like Zhongli who have his utmost confidence, he unconsciously changes, shifting to Beta or even Omega over the course of a conversation. In such cases, his scent drastically changes too, shifting to something more sweet, almost floral, even while mentioning that distinct sharper edge. He doesn’t actually realize just how much he changes, not until he gets conscious of how many more people are around him and his scent starts shifting for the worse in his anxiety.

Wriothesley: Alpha. Fully scent-blind, which came in handy both before he’d begun to run the prison and after. He knew many guards had tried to use their pheromones on him for one reason or another, and he was thankful he could never actually be affected by them. He doesn’t know what would have happened to him otherwise. He has several scars across his body from unsuccessful attempts at bitching him, both fellow inmates and guards alike, and as a result takes such offenses in his Meropide very seriously. He would sooner break a fellow alpha’s face in than let their would be victims remain in fear—he’s very on top of the state of the prison and inmate behaviors/relations for that very reason. His own pheromones are rather off-putting though, many citing they almost seem to hold the scent of iron. He’s not terribly insecure about it until he realizes he can’t really help comfort others with it. What he doesn’t realize is the scent is such due to him feeling on edge most of his life and forgetting how to relax. Sigewinne in particular would remark his scent is actually more braised meat or the like instead, since she’s the only person who has managed to worm her way into his heart and utmost confidence.

[whisperthatruns]

Landscape with the Fall of Icarus: Oil on Canvas: Pieter Bruegel the Elder: 1560

[cw: rape, incest]

Given that the door had to be opened and closed, the jeans unbuttoned and unzipped, the right hand placed over my mouth while the left hand held me, held me

there, held me down, I can’t help but think, again then, then and again, that suffering, its human position, isn’t entirely random

because someone has to decide, at some point, with purpose or not, that they’re going to get what they want or what they tell themselves they want

in order to get what they really want even if it means hurting another, even if it means hurting them both, even if they can’t discern what they really want

or that they’re hurting, yet, until the hurt and the want, lacking explanation, or eluding it, become indiscernible

from the rest of their suffering, confused for and eclipsing that suffering, the way the story of sunlight melting wax wings is confused for the story of hubris and eclipses the story of the child

following the father, as the child was instructed to, from one dungeon to another of sky, and given that, given all that followed

when I followed my father from our dungeon to one of men not unlike my father and me, I could’ve blamed him

for the him who followed, could’ve maintained the story that it was neither sunlight nor hubris that defeated me but descent

while bystanders stood by, and I could’ve reframed the defeat as the defect of my wings, my descent as my dissent to flight, and though I did, though I did whenever and however

to suit my schemes, my shifting schema, I accept, for now, just now, that in the story it was me, and only me, falling from the sky

to the sea, that as I struggled against my end I struggled, too, against the fact, falling and falling, that the end would end, and as I fell

from one blue dungeon to another, I saw as I fell closer and closer to the end, the instant preceding the end

when everything could still be changed, in the infinite blue of the water the infinite blue of the sky and my face, my father’s face and his, looking back.

Paul Tran, All the Flowers Kneeling (Penguin Books, 2022)

[queermania]

Dean's just a little rapey is all

canonically only one of the brothers is a rapist and it's not dean so

[favroitecrime]

this whole situation just highlights how so many of you are so okay with dating horrible people and excusing their harmful actions and believe you're not horrible for excusing it. like be so serious acting like her excusing his actions, even as a fling, even as PR, isn't absolutely horrible is insane. working with someone he was racist to? jfc. her making the song before dating him (which i don't even believe cause let's be real) is even WORSE because she knew her, worked with her, and then hung out with someone who was downright racist and horrible about her.

[neednothavehappenedtobetrue]

okay!

you currently feel like a trapped animal ready to chew your own hand off at the wrist to get free.

but that's not real. it's just a feeling.

(Big Anger and the prospect of estrangement under the cut, metions of rape and suicidality).

on Monday, HR is going to fix your paycheck. if they refuse to make it retroactive, you can loop in L, M, and N and see who they can escalate to. they owe you (redacted) dollars and they will pay you (redacted) dollars or you will quit your job.

if you have to shelve querying for a little while so you can look for a better job, you will not die it will hurt, but it will not kill you.

tomorrow, text Z and get some time on her calendar for Budgeting Round One.

your brain is generating worst-case scenarios and then looping on them for hours at a time. please try to stop doing that.

you will make a budget.if you have to, you will get a new job. this is BIG SCARY but less big scary than just Doing This Forever.

and then you will invite your parents to go to family therapy. if that doesn't work, you will write them a letter. you will say the stuff you need to say so it does not rot inside of your body and make you so sick you die. they will react how they do. maybe you will need to stop talking to them for a week or two. maybe you will have to stop talking to them forever.

your brain is creating an itemized list of scary escalations they could do if you tried to set a boundary with them (driving to your apartment, forcing you to go back to PA with them, etc.) your brain is spending a lot of itself on making disaster plans for emergencies that are, at worst, a year out and, at best, never going to happen.

your brain is scripting what you will tell your brother, your pastor, your aunts and cousins. you do not need to know those things yet.

please get your brain to stop looping and go to sleep.

you are doing this because you are scared. I think you are a little bit scared that the next time your dad snaps at you on the phone, instead of bursting into tears and folding yourself up like an origami swan, you will instead go YOU DON'T GET TO MAKE ME FEEL UNLOVEABLE ANYMORE FUCK YOU FOREVER NEVER SPEAK TO ME AGAIN and you know you can't do that until you can pay your own rent.

I think for part of your brain it would be a relief if they did something totally out of pocket, something you could say to people and they would go 'oh, that's why you don't talk to them anymore, that tracks"

maybe take a break from trying to be grateful it's not worse, grateful that you get to do this on your own timeline, grateful that you can't imagine them doing anything dangerous (apart from the dangerous things they have already done, but those things were neglect-dangerous not abuse-dangerous)

you know, even typing this, that the best-case scenario is to get to a place where you have a sustainable relationship with them. you only want to nuke them from orbit because you feel so trapped and scared.

but maybe just take a little hiatus from gratitude that they didn't/aren't hurting you worse. stop imagining your calmest and most reasonable communication of boundaries in the face of the scariest thing you can imagine them doing. they probably will not do that thing and also there is no legal mandate that you have to be as calm and rational as possible in your maladaptive emergency planning/daydreams.

imagine how it would feel to go "no, fuck you, the ketamine is keeping me from literally dying, I will not stop taking it because I do not wish to literally die. you have done zero things ever to help me in pursuit of not becoming a suicide statistic, even when i was a child and you had an obligation."

imagine how it would feel to go "no, fuck you, I am as loveable as any person who can use a knife properly and I always have been. fuck you for spoon-feeding that garbage to me when I was too young to know better."

"fuck you for preferring shaved leegs with self-harm bandages on them to unshaven legs. your priorities are broken."

"fuck you for every single thing you have ever said about my body and the way I feed it."

"fuck you for every nasty, belittling little remark I am supposed to swallow"

"fuck you for telling me it wasn't rape! you are not the arbiter of that! fuck you for telling me "don't call it that" like my language was the priority when I came to you in pain. your priorities are broken"

"fuck you for brushing me off the first time I tried to tell you I had anxiety. fuck you for convincing me I was lying about having migraines."

"you guys are mean and your priorities are wrong and you did not try very hard to keep me from dying between the ages of 12-18 and you did not have my back when a boy gave me PTSD. you praised that boy for taking such good care of me and you told me "oh, you'll get over it," when I told you he had raped and terrorized me. and you fed me poison that made me grateful for him for a long time before I left."

you might love me, but you sure do treat me like I am hard to love. you do not respect me even a little bit. you are not reliably kind. you do not see me. you refuse to engage with the lived realities of my life. you do not love me in a way that feels like love, now that I have been loved by people who do not prefer a version of me that doesn't exist.

come correct or spend the rest of your life telling people that your daughter was a crazy person who cut you off for no reason. I'm prepared to spend the holidays alone, are you?

you will be able to tell them a version of this in three to eighteen months, depending on how the budgeting and a possible subsequent job hunt go. it will be scary but you will no longer feel like chewing off your own hand every night.

[eighthdoctor]

When you say your great grandmother was given a baby in as a maid in a country house, do you mean she adopted, or do you have family with an illegitimate claim to a title?

Neither.

My great grandma in Small Town American West in the 1920s/30s, at a time when there was The Town Doctor and he was probably the wealthiest person in the area. So there wasn't a title (none of those in the US).

He was just a doctor and had an identically named son, and a house big enough to have a live-in maid for.

And then one of them sired a baby on her--we don't know which because she just put down the name, no Sr/Jr. IIRC she was dismissed when it became clear she was pregnant. No idea how she kept herself together after that--could ask my dad but he's not the genealogist for that side of the family.

This all probably has something to do why my grandma was a socialist during the Red Scare though.

[swordofthesanguine]

[porchtart]

May I humbly ask who Nikolae and Katya are? (I assume they're your ocs??)

I've seen you tag half the stuff you've rbed from me with them and they sound p interesting ngl 👀

AHHHH omg of course! So sorry, they're all I think about these days so I'm sure most of my blog at this point is tagged with them haha! Nikolae is my OC, and Katya is my friend @angeyrot's OC! We are writing a long rp with them right now that we're going to turn into a more readable book series when we're done. We've written something like 300k words in the last 3 months alone, so there will be plenty to work with when the time comes to make it available for public consumption.

Nikolae is a very old, very violent and fucked up vampire that lives in a cursed living castle that is slowly dying. He's a very unpleasant, miserable person that I often describe as more animalistic than human, kind of like a maneating tiger that eats people that wander into his territory.

Katya is a vampire slayer that tracks Nikolae down with the intent of slaying him as revenge for the fact that he killed her mother. She's a very clever and cunning girl, but is not very wise. She's also extremely brutal and good at killing, like him.

Katya ends up being imprisoned by Nikolae in his castle, and their relationship develops from there. It's very Beauty and the Beast in a lot of ways, but like.... if they were both deeply traumatized and kind of horrible. She goes from actively trying to kill him to trying to learn more about him in order to hurt him very badly before killing him, and they end up sexually and romantically entangled. In the story we deal with a lot of themes of queerness and shame, and cycles of abuse and trauma.

Here's a post of angeyrot and I talking about the Themes and Vibes.

These two OC asks here and here have a little more info about Nikolae.

Tags: #katya tag/#yekaterina muzafarova, #nikolae tag/#nikolae horvatinčić, #nikkat tag, #slayerverse

Some more recent drawings of them:

Aaaaaaaand for posterity, a couple of old doodles with their old designs before Nikolae became bigger and more unkempt <3

[hellsbellschime]

So Ashton Kutcher and Mila Kunis both wrote character letters for Danny Masterson, and while there is a lot for me to absorb here, the fact that Ashton Kutcher thought to mention that Danny was always on time to work is just flummoxing me. I know that you don't need to be smart to be an actor, or be a good writer to be an actor, but I just can't grasp how this man wrote a letter defending a serial rapist that he almost certainly knew would become public and actually thought "please factor in his punctuality when you sentence him for multiple violent rapes."