#rantrantrant

[moku-and-his-madness]

my soul is fucking breaking rn

kou and mitsuba were the fruitiest gayest couple to tbhk and they're fucking taking away my pink haired camera freak

now kou is twink-less and my heart is SHATTERED

[abrahamshipwreck]

Gooonna make a post here and just reblog it to my other...er...blogs...as needed.

I am an ADULT. I have been a legal adult by international standards for well over a decade now. I like adult things. I talk about adult things. I make no secret on any of my blogs that I am an Adult (even of it is no one's business). I tag certain things but for the most part this blog (and my other blogs) are manned and managed by an Adult Person. If this is uncomfortable to you- you don't have to follow. You're free to block any and all of my blogs which are conveniently pinned to this blog (another courtesy I made that I don't owe anyone)

That said, it is not my responsibility to make sure that YOU are comfortable. That YOU are protected from my stuff. I have my reasons for posting what I do, reasons I do not owe anyone to give. You have plenty of other warnings to heed that do not require me to doxx myself or dredge up my personal trauma to get to 'prove' I have a right to post or talk about the things I do.

I allow minors on this blog and a few others (UNLESS THE BIG WARNING AT THE TOP SPECIFICALLY DEMANDS OTHERWISE) but it still does not make me comfortable. I can only block minors as I see them- and often times I don't see them. The onus still falls onto ME if a minor bypasses my warnings and my comfort level.

Consider this a warning- if I get hassled here (or any of my blogs), I will switch them all over to No Minors at All.

You have a right to protect yourself and your sensibilities, and I to mine.

[momjeanangelz]

im never truly happy no matter what, im always chasing something unattainable

[candlecoo-sideb-art]

rant about anything. imediently. this is a demand.

RANTRANTRANT

Okay so I don't know if anyone's noticed but you can tell what season of tma I'm drawing in my MFTL au based on how white Martin's hair is.

season 1-4

Martins eye's also turns a milky grey color after he becomes an avatar between 3 and 4.

[flow-it-show-it]

List 5 things that make you happy

(Thanks @stelly38 for tagging me in, I hope anyone who sees this will feel invited & empowered to run with it)....

Tiktok channels run by people who whack rocks open to reveal ancient ammonites, or high-speed-saw rocks open to reveal crystal geodes and agate bullseyes, or chuck rocks into electric tumblers and forget them for a month only to suddenly yelp "OH" and go spill them out, gorgeously polished and colorful, into a kitchen colander. And don't get me started on the people who do MIXED CRYSTAL CONFETTI SCOOPS *bites hand*

Peanut butter yogurt. As in yogurt + honey + a big spoonful of peanut butter. Comforting enough to bring tears to one's eyes. Speaking of which...

Reruns of M*A*S*H. My spouse and I just sit and hold hands and bawl at Radar O'Reilly's eternal surprised Pikachu face. In fact, I think it's the other way around-- Pikachu actually has a surprised Radar O'Reilly face, fight me.

The Docs app on my phone. Every morning, I get in my car, open a new untitled document, hit voice record, and RANTRANTRANT all the way in to work. Then I never open those documents again. I don't WANT to know what I said. Whatever it is, at least I'm not saying it to customers or coworkers.

The very idea of the Appalachia "Hey". Google it.

[jenanddomo]

12.16.22

i am in tearss , igz when u have anxiety everything gets to u. i never let a comment get to me but today it was so bad bc i felt so bad in everything, i hate myself so much n then my dad makes it even worse by just being mad at me like wth did i do im just askin for confirmation to leave school. n im so glad i fuckin left i hate school so much now like before it used to be an escape but now i just wan go to this alternative school n get it over with like i cant deal with a big group of ppl no more. i thought i was getting better but now i feel even worse than before.

n ik when my parents see this dumb fuckin progress report they gon be mad n i feel like im just goin downhill rn i just wan off myself so fuckin bad but then again i have my cats . idk i feel like theirs no point of me livin no more . i feel like once my cats die thats it for me . i dont even know what i wan n im just scared of everything yet im yoloing my life bc idc abt everything rn. i just want everything to be a okay, i just wish i was a freshman again . just cause i was just so happy n just doin me igz . idk

my family also goin downhill just cause my dad wont quit his dumb drinkin problem . my mom was just plannin to leave him. he such a angry person i feel like i get it from him . i hate to be like him tho. i hate to be like my parents . i wan get plastic surgery just to not even look like them. idk rn im just not doin okay

but at the same time i can deal with it myself bc it really be self conflict lol

all i can do it rantrantrant but if i put my mindset on positivity then i am bright n positive

it just today was a shitty day

n i feel like everything ard me is changin rapidly

[serenity-bitty]

It isn't stealing if buying isn't owning. Let me repeat: IT ISN'T STEALING IF BUYING ISN'T OWNING. They're not paying the people who actually make the product a proper wage, they're taking beloved shows down after a season or (maybe) two whether they're profitable or not because that would mean having to pay the people who actually make the show/film.

And there ain't shit I can do about it. Except for pirating. I can do pirating. Screw losing media forever just because a bunch of rich bastards wanna save a few bucks, screw never really owning anything I buy, and SCREW them for not fucking paying their employees correctly and quite literally attempting to starve their workers out of a strike. To death. They're literally waiting for the human beings that are striking to starve to death so they won't have to... oh, yeah that's right, pay them!!

If the money I pay to not own something isn't even going to the people who deserve it I won't be subscribing to any of that bullfuckery, and these CEOs can suck my ass about it.

People against piracy fail to realize that no, I can’t just ‘buy it.’ They stopped making DVDs and Blu-Rays. They’re barely offering digital copies for download. I am not spending money I could use for food or bills to pay for a subscription service just so I can always have access to a beloved piece of media. Especially not when the service will remove media on a whim without concern for how the loss of access to that piece will make its artistic conservation nigh impossible.

For example, I recently learned that Disney+ had an original film called Crater. It’s scifi, family friendly, and seems cool - I would love to buy it as a holiday gift for my little brother! But: it’s exclusive to D+ and THEY REMOVED IT LITERALLY MONTHS AFTER ITS RELEASE.

The ONLY way I can directly access this film is through piracy. The ONLY available ‘copies’ of this film are hosted on piracy websites. Disney will NEVER release it in theaters, or as something to buy, and it may NEVER return to the streaming service. It will be LOST because we aren’t allowed to purchase it for personal viewing. If I can’t pay to own it, I won’t pay for the privilege of losing it when corporate decides to put it in a vault.

So yes, I’m going to pirate and support piracy.

[moku-and-his-madness]

Hello!!! :) Random short rant before I head to bed:

I have recently (like today) just found out that I like cuddles and being somewhat held??

My irl friend who’s older than me by a year, we were hanging out in the classroom while the class was watching a Christmas movie, and they decided to rest their chin on my head and let me rest my back on their chest (if I’m describing it correctly) while we were watching the movie.

It was warm, and nice, and we were also play games with each other on our phones- I usually don’t really like physical touch unless I know and trust you very well, but even then I’m picky about it.

Anyway, just wanted to write that out and I hope you have sweet dreams Al! <3

hehehehh another one hath joined the big circle of cuddles. like, i just imagine all of my cuddly moots in one big cuddle pile. ^^

thats cool tho!!! im a 'imma fight you and punch you and occassionally hug you but headpat me or cuddle me and whaaaaaa????' kinda physical touch person. i only accept bear hugs from my irl bestie bc he fucking cares about me so much unlike the rest of the twits at my lunchtable and friendgroups

thankie for ranting!! gn darling!!! ^^

[abrahamshipwreck]

Dont even know why I try

Was basically told the few tests they did on me proved nothing was wrong. My heart palpitations 'werent there' and I basically got lectured to just 'eat more fruits and veg' and 'don't drink caffiene'

The only time Ive drank caffiene was to combat the major fatigue and body lethargy I was feeling just to get basic shit done. I told them I do eat fairly healthy but my appetite has been garbage last few days. They were more concerned if I had a UTI or was pregnant than anything.

I cant be TOO frustrated since it was a walk on clinic. I still cant change my PCP to the doctor who knows my mesical history because the only way to do so is through the website which has always said it is unable to basically do anything except take my primium of $260 a month.

My application for disability has been in the 'final 3rd review' for six weeks now and shows no sign of progression. I have to walk dogs tomorrow because its the only form of income I can get right now, but even just moving small distances has been difficult and I already skipped a day this month and I just....fucking cant keep this up.

[radhayleywilliams]

My electric’s out due to the layers of ice and snow :) I had to sleep without heat last night but luckily I’m in a hotel for the night while it’s 13 degrees F. I use to like winter. That ended last night. Hopefully by tomorrow night it’ll be back on so I can sleep in my own bed 🤞🏻

[unitatotato]

RANT

For real if I Hack or do anything bannable shits in the game would I even have lose-streak with winnable heroes? To be honest why are players so quick to judge someone if they are cheating or hacking just due to their own lack of experience at manoeuvring a hero.

This Vale complains about me cheating, he is even using Vale, he could easily pick all CC skills and support his team. He is not even getting the right items why would he complain like that. 

I normally don’t call out names or tell other they are bad because I am bad with many heroes too. Everyone need to start somewhere. In all honesty who can be good at all 95 heroes released in the game. You are good with some and average on some and bad with some. I play like crap with Assassin Heroes and I am good with Mage heroes. Simple, if you are good with long range it also means you are good a position yourself. In Brawl the map is just 1 lane, if you don’t see anyone active in the map where could they be hiding. Logically just throwing a stun in the bushes or reaching deep in the turret is an easy thing to do for Gord. Anyone who can’t take advantage of that is just silly. So suddenly I am a cheater?!

My friend gets yelled at everyday for being a cheater, map hacker, hacker etc etc.. just because she is good with figuring out what people do. 

Also if they want to get angry they should get angry at Roger and Angela, because they are the ones who know how to play. Roger was being aggressive and Angela protected us well. My team sticked together, we did things together, I gave them proper CC support so they could go front line. So the enemy team didn’t protect Hanzo, Vale didn’t landed his CC so it is a given of the out come. I didn’t do it alone. 

[singsoftly]

in the 10 steps it takes for me to go from my room to the bathroom, mum stopped me no less than 3 times to tell me to do something extremely basic that i was going to do anyway

it’s so frustrating how controlling mum is but what makes it even more frustrating is that she’s just trying to be helpful so i feel bad about being frustrated lol

she turns it up to a thousand when other people are over. like my brother has maybe 6 other people over now and mum’s always either been the one talking or she’s asked a question so theyre answering her

like, maybe leave them alone so they can talk to each other??

[explodingcrayon]

I love ACNH but there a lot of things that bother me about it, but tumblr deleted the entire post so now I’m even MORE annoyed by those things

Why do we get terraforming last AFTER we’ve already laid out 10 houses, shops, bridges, etc.? Why wouldn’t we want to shape the island FIRST, and THEN build things?

Lack of basic variety features like bushes, fruit (bananas, lemons, durians, lychees, persimmons, mangoes)

You moved to enjoy the peace of a deserted island, so to fully enjoy the game you have to create a metropolis with 10 villagers

Apparently if you miss Zipper on 4/1 he’s just??? not there???? My mom missed him and doesn’t get any Bunny Day events :/ (Which while /I/ wish I was so lucky, she wants to participate but can’t.)

Also, I got the game for her birthday. The 31st comes around and her character only gets a cake in the mail. No party, not even passing comments from villagers. She was genuinely disappointed, and I don’t blame her considering the game was her gift.

Only 9 Nook islands and they have no real benefit to just staying on your island, apart from mining resources. The critters are all the same, just with higher spawn rates. Even the fruit on 8/10 islands is your home fruit.

This leads into the fact that the game REALLY wants you to play with other people. But if you don’t have other people to play with, stable internet, or a paid account, then what?

Breakable equipment is cute when you start out. There should be a permanent set you can work your way up to, or a way to significantly lengthen their durability.

You can go to a wardrobe to change outfits, so why can’t you store your clothes in there and then have your home storage be for other stuff?

Likewise, why can’t workbenches have a supplies storage to be accessed?

Please, Nintendo, half my inventory goes to just carrying wood and stone to replace my constantly-breaking tools!!!

[recklesssensation]

Because this needs to be addressed:

If you, or someone you know, is okay with "God Bless America" but is against "Black Lives Matter", I will personally shove an American history book in your face and send you to the time out corner to read it and make you rethink your decision.

Thank you.

[ladyriptor]

According to some wise male youtubers, women are to blame for the western worlds dropping birth rates.

Single women and their careers and birth control are all responsible for the impending decline of the west. 

These are the same wise youtubers who think that women who wait to establish a career first before a family are not desirable. That after 30, a single woman is not viable to marry and is doomed to be a lonely crazy cat lady. That men only want younger women, leaving behind the 30-somethings to shop for cat toys. 

Their advise to women everywhere is to marry young and have their children before starting on a path to a career, it’s their duty to both their husband and society as a whole.  

What bullshit. 

Once upon a time a single person’s income could support their whole family. Now a days you need both adults working to support a family, meanwhile kids have gotten to be more of a financial burden than ever. I’ve seen too many women marry right after finishing high school and struggle financially their whole lives after. 

Do you know how hard it is going to college when you have children to care for and are living hand to mouth? This is one of the reasons why the divorce rate is so high. 

Also, why this stigma over single women? The popular thing these guys like to sling around is that every woman who doesn’t get married is doomed to become a lonely cat lady. Never mind that these women have generally less stress in their lives because they are not dealing with children or a husband. Of course they forget that these women have friends as well, with or without the cat. 

Even when they are married, many couples opt to not have children. Yet somehow that is only the woman’s fault because... something something duty to something?

Career women are especially targeted by these wise male youtubers. Cautioning that men prefer younger women and career women tend to be left overs. Effectively putting more value in a young woman over an older career woman who has financial stability? What?

The Reality.

Women in the west have more control of their lives now than they did 20 years ago.Those choices include when they decide to pursue a career and when they feel ready for marriage. They don’t owe anything to society, especially not some duty to procreate. Will this lead to a population decline? Sure. Is that a good or bad thing? No one knows 100% yet and probably wont have a good grasp on the consequences till a couple more generations down the line. 

Is anyone to blame for those consequences? NO.  So stop trying to blame women!

[cafeylibretas]

back on tumblr because i am depressed in the bathtub and contemplating if i’m actually am adult or if i’ve merely fooled myself