#rant OVER‼️ im just sick of being constantly petrified by driving. i practice but i am not handling it well and its super draining

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Ok last thing but also it drives me insane how everyone shrugs it off like "its normal to be nervous at first". And I'm like yeah but I'm not just nervous I'm completely terrified and it actually impairs my driving. And they're like "noo it's not that serious you're just a little anxious you'll get used to it". And then the second I drive with anyone else theyre like WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU. CALM DOWN. Like man I literally repeatedly told you its not normal beginners anxiety its not my fault you didn't believe me

I wish there was some kind of surgery they could give me to physically remove my fear of driving. Bcs yes people should have a healthy fear of being on the road but that is NOT what I have lol I literally can't even think abt driving without my chest tightening and getting queasy. But it's unavoidable, like I literally need to drive if I'm going to have any independence. But it gives me massive amounts of anxiety every single day and I have nightmares about driving almost nightly. Genuinely so exhausting idk how other people are so chill abt it