#rambilings

[peepingnee]

So!

Was rewatching OFMD like ya do and I know a lot of people were upset feeling like Izzy didn't get a proper apology from Ed given everything, but then when Ed is giving his "apology" to the crew it's full of buzzwords and Lucius rightfully calls him out on it yeah? He says "and yet the words ' I'm sorry' were never mentioned, did anyone else catch that?"

You know who did hear that word? Izzy did. It was short and clipped and yes not nearly enough, but where Ed bullshitted his way through an "apology" to the crew, he did not do that to Izzy. He looked pained and genuinely upset and he said the word that meant something not to the crew but to Izzy.

Annnnywhooo just something I noticed last night that niggled my brain. Feel free to take that as you will

[readysetimready]

I'm such a hater it's actually insane. Have I ever read or heard what I'm hating on. No, but I still hate it. Mainly because I heard why other people hate it, and I know that if I was masochistic to endure it enough I would hate it too. However, there's a big reason why I'm an unproblematic hater. One my hate is not bigoted, and two it's silent hate. I don't comment on anything or talk about it I just silently seeth. If you're going to hate right, hate like me. But if your soul can not stay silent about what you hate then do some research and be a informed hater. However I would never put myself through witnessing something I hate….because I hate it.

For example

Coleen Hoover books

[hollis-art]

doing some very important thinking about what star trek crew i'd fit in best with and i have many thoughts about it

now my first instinct would be to say The Next Generation guys because they feel like family and i love them, but then i think about how they treat Reginald Barclay (the guy who is literally me fr) and,,,, yeah, those guys would NOT like me. i could hang out with Data just fine but anyone else feels like they'd be a bit judgmental smh. like as much as i love Geordi, i feel like he'd be dissing me behind my back smh smh

then we have Deep Space Nine. now i love that crew, i really really do. they are so fascinating and genuinely one of the most interesting set of people in tv history imo, but those guys are FREAKS and i dont want to be ANYWHERE near them. Jake and Nog get a pass bc i genuinely really want to be their friend but other than that? no. get me OUT of this space station

and the other series just dont stick out to me enough to even have an opinion about them, but my final verdict is that i'd be buddies with The Original Series crew. i would probably die really fast but hey, at least they're not judging me like tng or doing whatever they do on ds9. and they have Uhura :D i love Uhura

[violetspurpleshoelace]

ough season 4 having an overall message of hope after 3 seasons of bleakness oughhh... hope despite the world being so misrable... aoug AJ saving clems life in an act purley based on hope... ough. Paralelling the scene with Lee being the moment that clem lost HER hope OUCHHH ARGGG WELCH!! "All this. Its worth it." ARGGGG WOOF ARF WOOF BARK ARF

[isopod-media]

I love long skirts so much, especially when they're in darker colors, but I desperately need to know how to give off the vibe of Fiona apple listener and not an Amish person :(( my lifelong struggle!!

[casually-salad]

push that thing down the stairs

[subatomicskud]

ANOTHER: The Joker from the 2005 Batman cartoon but like specifically the vampire version from The Batman vs. Dracula movie

Ah yes this guy! Sadly he is my least favourite iteration of the joker and idk I was just never fussed on this particular show when it was out or the overall style they have him, but y'know clown vamp is a rarity indeed so 5/10.

But if we are talking about The Joker as a whole across iterations then it's an obvious 10/10 he is THE CLOWN and one of the biggest influences for clown archetypes there after. But the Joker's design was inspired by 1928 The Man Who Laughs (which I still haven't seen yet!) so maybe he is the true king of Joker's, who knows!

[inioranackatori]

Whhhyyyy can’t you replay Vor’s Prize? I wanna hear Darvo insist his mother was not a gymnast! Along with all the other fun bits involved with that quest.

[patchwork-crow-writes]

THEY LIT MY BOY ON FIRE DDDD:

[isopod-media]

I switched into a DR character-- what is my luck?

you still swap even if it's not a person. if it's a chair you're a chair 👍

poll about swapping with you own icon here

[fireflyeditzz]

Ik this is weird but one trope (idk if that's what it is called) I have always liked is the meeting future kids. Like you have a kid from the future right infront of you that is confused on why you and their other parent look so young and they find out they are in the past. Like its adorable to me and idk why 😭

[isopod-media]

It's interesting how adrenaline affects chronic pain like I was in a 3-4 during the trip and now it finally hit a 7?? But it hit like a truck dude I feel like I just got run over

[15ftofintestines]

i had this cart that I haven't really smoked in months. I have two and one is much more full and so I prefer to use that one cause I hate waiting for the oil to flow in the other (yes I'm aware this would be fixed if I stored it upright, I cant).

anyway I hit the cart and the smell and taste of it like basically transported me back to late August. I remember calling my then bf over the phone and hitting it and chatting and feeling just happy and at ease. the air smelled summery, which in the city is kinda gross, but I liked the almost burned floral tinge everything carried. I remember buying snacks at seven 11 with h and keeping them hidden in my closet. and then the sugar laden scent of blue raspberry sour patch kids, the fruity mango hi-chews, those same chocolate cupcakes I loved in middle school.

my room is around 4 doors from a bar, and so on those summer nights I could hear music thumping through our old, thin walls, could even hear laughing and talking if I closed my eyes. I imagined all the happiness, the friends made, the drinks spilled. doing my best to gain a little myself.

eventually my bf hung up. the snacks ran low. the people went home. my high faded, that burnt herbal fog leaving my mouth dry and unkissed, lips sugary and bitten.

i didn't know that this year would be my most actively suicidal since seventh grade. I didn't know that we would break up, bittersweet and unattended, not sending each other another word. I didn't know that I would miss school to drink stolen liquor and sit in the shower, lights turned off so I couldn't see what I feared most.

but. what I didn't know this February. is that March was the month I would slowly regain my happiness. the month I would finally receive a prescription for hrt. the month I awakened with the earth, and, for the first time since fifth grade, became truly exited for what my future held.

[isopod-media]

WAHHHHHHHHH SOBBING THIS IS SO CUTE

*drops pillbugs on your feed* it's my first animation on aseprite, i'm having fun! pixel daily 09 "swarm" 32x32 icon, animated :D

[midnightwritingaaa]

Finishing it off

Alright didn't quite get a post per minute but whatever, this was quality rambling, any-who Idk how anyone sees this, if you read through all of this congrats! and also why? Like seriously why are you still here? You know this is an internet checkpoint if you have gotten this far then you seriously need to go outside. Touch grass. I don't care if its 3 am 3 am grass is the best type of grass. Okay, your void screamer signing off I hope that this has been a not enjoyable per-say but at least interesting experience.

[isopod-media]

SCREAMING!!!

@st4rwe4ver I ramble in tags if you want a responce!!!

Zombies shouldn't growl or snarl, they should babble a mixture of incomplete word sounds and whole words or sentence fragments. Every zombie should sound almost but not quite like it's trying to tell you something.