#rainbowroshenpower

[vlindervin7]

i read sally rooney beautiful world bc of the hype but didn't enjoy it whatsoever 😭 feels like there's something everyone else is getting bc to me the characters seemed to flat and their relationships so shallow

hmm i can easily understand where you’re coming from but i just finished it this evening and i enjoyed it a lot!

maybe i’m just a sucker for a the world is good and we belong here moment but this idea that yeah the world is a mess but we love each other and we will always love and need each other because it’s the most human thing we can do has always really appealed to me. and i think especially when it comes to things like climate change for example, where we as regular people can try making gestures to help, on the whole we don’t have much power over it but still we have to keep living and hope for a better future is something that is obviously relevant to my own life fjfkf

and then i quite liked the discussions on fame and religion and history and just how the emails were incorporated in a way that didn’t feel too forced to me.

also!! the detached narration that puts the characters on the same level as the world around them is something i really enjoy! that was possibly my favourite part of the novel. remember loneliness is still time spent with the world etc etc we don’t exist as isolated entities - as much as we may feel like it - but we’re connected to everything around us, creating one whole inseparable ensemble (the virginia woolf influences were very present and i’m a little bit obsessed with her work, which also helps)

anyway i’m not trying to change your mind btw! i think what you said is completely fair, you just offered me the perfect opportunity to try and write down what i liked about it exactly ahdjdjf so thank you!

[butchniqabi]

i have to read annihilation for one of my classes soon and wasn't sure how it was going to be so im glad to hear you like it! could you say what your favorite ideas/themes in it were?

hmm i would say being unable to behold something/things that cannot be understood (i know theres a word for it but its escaping me rn), the fact that the narrator tries to remain objective through what is very much a subjective and frightening experience, remaking/being reborn, evolution and transmutation, and fear of the unknown/imperceptible

[christianstepmoms]

Presque Isle?

Presque Isle State Park (/prɛsk/) is a 3,112-acre (1,259 ha) Pennsylvania State Park on an arching, sandy peninsula that juts into Lake Erie, 4 miles (6 km) west of the city of Erie, in Millcreek Township, Erie County, Pennsylvania, in the United States. The peninsula sweeps northeastward, surrounding Presque Isle Bay along the park's southern coast. It has 13 miles (21 km) of roads, 21 miles (34 km) of recreational trails, 13 beaches for swimming, and a marina. Popular activities at the park include swimming, boating, hiking, biking, and birdwatching.

The recorded history of Presque Isle begins with the Erielhonan, a Native American tribe who gave their name to Lake Erie, and includes French, British, and American forts, as well as serving as a base for Commodore Oliver Hazard Perry's fleet in the War of 1812. With the growing importance of shipping on Lake Erie in the 19th century, Presque Isle became home to several lighthouses and what later became a United States Coast Guard station. In 1921, it became a state park, and as of 2007 it hosts over 4  million visitors per year, the most of any Pennsylvania state park.[2]

The Presque Isle peninsula formed on a moraine from the end of the Wisconsin glaciation and is constantly being reshaped by waves and wind. This leads to seven ecological zones within the park, which provides a classic example of ecological succession. A National Natural Landmark since 1967, the park has been named one of the best places in the United States for watching birds, particularly in the Gull Point Natural Area. The Tom Ridge Environmental Center at the entrance to the park allows visitors to learn more about the park and its ecology. Presque Isle State Park has been chosen by the Pennsylvania Bureau of Parks for its list of "25 Must-See Pennsylvania State Parks".[3]

Early inhabitants

Presque Isle was formed at the end of the Wisconsin glaciation about 11,000 years ago.[4] The earliest known inhabitants of the southern Lake Erie coast were the Erielhonan, also known as the "Eriez", an Iroquoian speaking tribe of Native Americans. Erielhonan meant the "Cat" or "Raccoon" people, and the name "Erie", a corruption of Erielhonan, became the name of the lake and county in which Presque Isle Park is found and of the city nearest the park.[5][6]

An Erielhonan legend taught that the Great Spirit led them to Presque Isle because of the wealth of game, the abundance of clean fresh water, and the cool breezes "coming from the land of snow and ice" (i.e. Canada). Another legend explains how the Erielhonan ventured into Lake Erie in search of the land where the sun set, but the spirit of the lake blew a fierce storm to keep them from finding it.[2] To protect the Erielhonan from the storm, their god laid his outstretched arm into the lake, giving them safety during the storm. The god's arm remained in the lake, protecting the tribe's future generations.[5]

The Erielhonan are believed to have lived and farmed on the peninsula.[4] They fought several wars, the last starting in 1653 with the Five Nations of the Iroquois. Despite initial victories over the Senecas, in 1654 the Erielhonans' largest village, Rique (at the modern city of Erie), was destroyed by 1,800 Iroquois warriors. By 1656, the Erielhonan had been destroyed as a people, although the Iroquois adopted survivors who were absorbed primarily into the Senecas.[5][6]

[queerofcups]

3. Which of your fics do you think has the most 'you' in it?

all the claiming is over now so i can tell this story--

23,000 words into my pbb, i wrote 3 sentences and realized that in addition to writing about grad school (pictured below, actual comment on my draft)

i was also writing a fic heavily modeled after my breakup with my worst ex and getting together with my fiance. I just didn’t notice. For over 20k words. because i’m ditzy.

so yes. definitely that one.

[phanfic]

Hello! I've forgotten the name of the fic but I'm looking for a oneshot where dan went to i think italy (?maybe somewhere else) with his family for vacation the whole time he was thinking about proposing to phil and at some point he ended up talking to his mom about their relationship

does anyone know?

[spaceprincesses]

@rainbowroshenpower replied to your post: quick someone give me gift ideas

animal crossing if u don’t have it!

I already do actually! I might just ask for a gift card we’ll see

[queeenpersephone]

Queen of disaster?

nope, but great song! guess again? 

[phanfictioncatalogue]

Long Fic Titles (8 Words+) Masterlist

Links Last Checked: October 14th, 2019

part two

A Game For Those Who Seek To Find A Way To Leave Their World Behind - jilliancares

Summary: In which Dan finds a strange board game and ends up playing it (and releasing its horrors) with his best friend Carrie and arch enemy, Phil.

All These Cities And All These Towns (You’re In My Blood, And It’s All Around) (ao3) - globesandmaps

Summary: In which Dan and Phil successfully embark on a tour, talk about Shakespeare and linguistics, stop by a diner on a rainy afternoon, and remind each other how easy it is to keep falling in love with each other, over and over again; roadtrip!au

But It Takes Someone To Come Around To Show You How (ao3) - Cutaehyung

Summary: Phan Mute Soulmate AU. Dan is born mute into a world where once in everyone's life your soulmate will say the specific words that are tattooed onto your body, and bring you together. These words will save your life in more ways than imaginable. Whilst Dan resigns himself to the fact he will never have a soulmate, fate has different ideas...

Christmas Is A Time To Spend With Loved Ones But A Tweet Will Have To Suffice - secretlywritingstories

Summary: Dan and Phil go home to their respective families for Christmas but they suddenly become very active on Twitter, tweeting about random things. Only Dan and Phil are able to read between the lines within every tweet.

Close Your Eyes and I’ll Kiss You (Tomorrow I’ll Miss You) (ao3) - SimplyUndead

Summary: Summertime was the best time, if you asked either Dan Howell or Phil Lester. It was sunshine, catching waves, and no worries. When their paths cross, however, that all changes, and before either of them notices, summer becomes much more.

Doing Nothing Often Leads To The Very Best Of Something (ao3) - knlalla

Summary: based on this (x) and a lil imagine i wrote (x) and expanded on so thanks to the lovely anon who originally sent “that pic phil posted of dan for his bday i think where dan is making a funny face and theres a nearly empty wine bottle in the background hhhhh that makes my demon heart drop” and to the lovely anon who asked for more!

Even A Vegan With A Cold, Dead Heart Ships It (aka Paul) - ticklishhpickle

Summary: Phil and his sassy Christmas elf boyfriend couldn't be happier they're together, and neither could Santa. Phil's cynical roommate, Paul needs a little more time to warm up to Dan however.

Here By My Side, A New Colour To Paint The World (ao3) - Cadensaurus

Summary: So one day, Phil walks in on Dan wearing a dress. And after a very confusing discussion, it comes out that Dan enjoys wearing girl's clothing in private. Phil lets it be known that he'd be fine if Dan wore it around him and slowly, Dan starts opening up and letting Phil into his private world. But what Phil doesn't expect is to start seeing Dan in a whole new way.

Home Is Where We Love (We Keep this Love in a Photograph) - chocolatesaucelester

Summary: A mini snippet into the lives of Dan and Phil Howell-Lester and their children.

If The Sky That We Look Upon (Should Tumble And Fall) (ao3) - blueshirt

Summary: 2015 through Phil's eyes.

I Hate You For Ruining Me, Yet I Love You For Being With Me - danisnotlikingvagina

Summary: A good life, a good job, a good boyfriend. That’s all you need to be happy isn’t it? Only bad things happen to others, not yourself, right? Boyfriends don’t lie to each other. Do they?

Lay My Weary Head Against Your Bones (Where All Our Troubles Will Be Dead And Gone) (ao3) - rainbowroshenpower

Summary: In which Dan and Phil are the closest of friends until Dan gets sick and his parents decide to send him away.

Kissing On The Kitchen Floor, Our Friendship Up Against The Ropes (ao3) - glasseslouis

Summary: it’s 2009, dan still can’t fully comprehend that he’s sat in phil’s bedroom filming pinof, and they decide to indulge themselves.

Pretty Odd (Things Have Changed For Me and That's Okay) (ao3) - Cadensaurus

Summary: Baby!fic in which one day, Phil wakes up with a baby in his bedroom and finds out that apparently he and Dan are the only ones who don't know where this baby came from, as everybody else claims that it's Phil's. What happens next is they then end up raising a baby together, with no less than a few existential crises from both of them along the way, as well as plenty of blunders and mishaps. Oh, and through it all, Phil starts falling for Dan but doesn't dare tell him because he can't risk losing his best friend.

Said It Was Love And Did It For Life (Did It For You) (ao3) - deletable_bird

Summary: Dan is down on his knees the first time Phil mentions weddings with any seriousness.

So Tell Me When You’re Going To Let Me In - definitelythor

Summary: After Dan’s kicked out of his family home at Christmas, he picks up a hitchhiker on the way to York, and at first he wonders if he’s made a huge mistake. But Phil’s actually kind of perfect, and maybe fate does exist after all.

The Enemy of My Enemy Is Not My Friend and My Enemy Is Actually My Secret Lover (ao3) - darkness_prince_dan

Summary: Vampires and werewolves have been enemies since the dawn of time, that’s common knowledge. But it doesn’t stop Phil, a werewolf, and Dan, a vampire, from falling for each other and becoming Romeo and Juliet of the supernatural world, though hopefully without the tragic ending.

Timid Heart, Hide My Scars (Make Me Stronger) - pasteldanhowells

Summary: Dan has trust issues thanks to his abusive ex-boyfriend. Then, he meets Phil by randomly bumping into him one day. Dan’s worried about Phil finding out about his past. Phil shows Dan that not every man is like Matthew.

Touch My Neck and I’ll Touch Yours, You in Those Little High-Waisted Shorts - analester

Summary: Dan and Phil are hiking in Denver, Colorado, and Phil can’t stop thinking about how hot Dan looks.

(When You Gonna Realise) It Was Just That The Time Was Wrong (ao3) - The_Blonde

Summary: Phil works in a coffee shop. Or at an animal sanctuary. Or at a university. Maybe he's a Youtuber. Maybe he runs an editing firm. Sometimes he's in the 1920s. In all of these places he has dreams. In all of these places he is in love with Dan. It's just trying to work out which time is the right one.

You And Me Have Got A Whole Lot Of History - pasteldanhowells

Summary: Dan and Phil are both teachers at a school and everybody knows that they hate each other but they don’t know why, the students take it upon themselves to finally get Mr. Howell and Mr. Lester to stop fighting.

[phandombigbang]

Lay my weary head against your bones (where all our troubles will be dead and gone)

Author: decemberpinofs

Beta: apricitynix

Artist: danceswithsweaters

Summary: The pit of Phil’s stomach felt as if it was falling out of his body and down to the center of the Earth. Dan was going to be gone, leaving Phil all alone for who-knew-how long.

In which Dan and Phil are the closest of friends until Dan gets sick and his parents decide to send him away.

Word count: 5641

Rating: G

Warnings: Internalized homophobia, character sickness

[eerna]

@the-noodles-say-toodles @rainbowroshenpower THANK YOU SO MUCH I am happy you like how it turned out~~~~~

[plainish]

I was tagged by the wonderful @latenightdork . Thank you!

Rules : Answer 30 questions and then tag 20 blogs you would like to know better!

1. Nicknames: I, ish ( I will punch you if you call me ishu I s2g )

2. Gender: Female

3. Star sign : Cancer

4. Height : 5'2"

5. Time: 12:14 PM (10:45 AM GST)

6. Birthday: 24 June

7. Favourite bands: Queen, Imagine Dragons, One Republic, Beatles, Coldplay

8. Favourite solo artists: Dodie, Lorde, Ed Sheeran, Troye Sivan, Daya, Jake Bugg, James Arthur

9. Song stuck in my head : the Kimi no nawa soundtrack

10. Last movie I watched: Kimi no nawa ( I am still sobbing)

11. Last show I watched: Brooklyn nine nine ( 10/10 would recommend )

12. When did I create my blog: It’s been like 3-4 years.

13. What do I post : Harry Potter, GoT, Dan and Phil, memes, social and political stuff, anime, Dodie, Game Theory

14. Last thing I googled: “time in GST right now” lol

15. Do you have any other blogs: nah

16. Do you get asks : nope

17. Why did you choose your URL : Tumblr suggestions

18. Following: 533

19. Followers: 88

20. Favourite colours: Too indecisive to decide on

21. Average hours of sleep: 7-8 hours unless I am in a fanfiction hole

22. Lucky number: will update when I find out

23. Instruments: I did like one month of piano in middle school. By now have forgotten everything except treble and base symbols.

24. What I am wearing: The Yellowest T-shirt that the World has ever seen.

25. How many blankets I sleep with: I am from India mate.

26. Dream Job : I want to teach English to people and get paid. lol what wild dreams .

27. Dream trip: Venice, Greece, Japan

28. Favourite food: Biriyani ( it’s our pizza Okay?) , also my Bengali ass likes a LOT of fish.

29. Nationality: Indian

30. Favourite song now : Loveless by Lorde

I tag

@chocolateismycoffe, @rainbowroshenpower, @philliplestyy, @seethalite, @phandana, @phandomoftheowl, @templeofshame, @i-writefanficnottragedies, @fukai-aoiro-no-yume if they want to and anyone else who wants to, I would like to get to know y'all better. :)

[phanfeed-ao3]

Willow Falls Fic

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2nTWR5e

by rainbowroshenpower

So I put Dan and Phil into the universe from this series i used to read when i was younger idk. there's a body swap and there's a kind-of proposal at the end?

Words: 1567, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)

Rating: General Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Dan Howell, Phil Lester, Phil Lester's Mother, Grace Kelly, (from this book called graceful by wendy mass)

Relationships: Dan Howell/Phil Lester

Additional Tags: Fluff, Marriage Proposal, Kinda, Body Swap, a little bit of angst, If You Wanna Call It That

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2nTWR5e

[ao3feedphan]

lay my weary head against your bones (where all our troubles will be dead and gone)

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2PGwD8x

by rainbowroshenpower

"The pit of Phil’s stomach felt as if it was falling out of his body and down to the center of the Earth. Dan was going to be gone, leaving Phil all alone for who-knew-how long." In which Dan and Phil are the closest of friends until Dan gets sick and his parents decide to send him away.

Words: 5641, Chapters: 1/3, Language: English

Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)

Rating: General Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Dan Howell, Phil Lester, Dan Howell's Mother, Phil Lester's Mother, PJ Liguori

Relationships: Dan Howell/Phil Lester, Dan Howell & Phil Lester

Additional Tags: lmao pj's only in there for a quick minute, Alternate Universe - Historical, Internalized Homophobia, Sick Character, Hanahaki Disease, Chaptered

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2PGwD8x

[ao3feed-stevenuniverse]

On the bench

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2ptVfo8

by rainbowroshenpower

i wanted to write something about that screenshot in the ep where lars and sadie are lying on the bench together that's all.

Words: 592, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Steven Universe (Cartoon)

Rating: General Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/M

Characters: Lars Barriga, Sadie Miller

Relationships: Lars/Sadie Miller, Lars & Sadie Miller

Additional Tags: Fluff, A little angst, lars being negative in general

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2ptVfo8

[phanfictioncatalogue]

Illnesses Masterlist

Links Last Checked: June 14th, 2022

part two

A Night Of Normalcy - phandabbydosey

Summary: Dan just wished he could be normal again and is left heartbroken after his illness forces him to miss his school prom. Hating seeing his boyfriend so down, Phil finds a way to give him the perfect night he deserves.

An Odyssey (ao3) - The UKAmazingDan

Summary: Dan got the part he wanted in the play. Too bad his appendix decided to act up.

Endless - thecrappyauthor

Summary: Dan is juggling depression, anxiety, eating problems, and abuse. His world is a never ending gray cloud. At least it is until he meets Phil, a popular handsome boy who for some reason will not give up on getting to know Dan.

Flares (ao3) - huphilpuffs

Summary: Dan's body has been broken for as long as he can remember, and he's long since learned to deal with it. Sort of. But when his symptoms force him to leave uni and move into a new flat with a stranger named Phil, he finds that ignoring the pain isn't the way to make himself happy.

Forgetting The Sunshine (ao3) - obsessivechild

Summary: "It's sweet of you to look after me but really, you can go home now."

Phil just smiled as he plumped Dan's pillow and said, "I live here, Dan."

It started with just forgetting the oven was on or forgetting to change his trousers.

But how do you react when the love of your life doesn't even remember you?

Get Well Soon - darling-phil

Summary: When Dan is diagnosed with pneumonia, Phil’s there to comfort him through the frustration of being ill.

How to Be Amazing (ao3) - phanburnhamizzard

Summary: Phil Lester is strong. He is amazing. But after months on tour battling car sickness, stage fright, and fatigue, it is all becoming too much. One night, in the middle of Interactive Introverts, Phil pushes himself to the brink.

I Hope You Understand - placingglaciers

Summary: In which Dan does something unexpected, but honorable, while reminiscing Phil’s struggle with cancer.

Landslide (ao3) - dannihowell (anotherdaughter)

Summary: Phil hasn’t seen Dan in almost four years. Dan is a carrier and now has a 3 year old son. He also has very big a secret.

Lay My Weary Head Against Your Bones (Where All Our Troubles Will Be Dead And Gone) (ao3) - rainbowroshenpower

Summary: In which Dan and Phil are the closest of friends until Dan gets sick and his parents decide to send him away.

Like A Computer (ao3) - starboydjh

Summary: Dan’s brain is like a computer and needs to reboot itself sometimes. It just so happens that his brain needs to reboot when Dan’s home alone with Phil’s parents during their Christmas trip to the Lester home base.

Someday - philsdrill

Summary: “Everyone had a link with their soulmates, some could hear some of their partners thoughts, some had a tattoo that would appear with their partners name; for me, I knew when they got sick.” For a while Phil has thought that his soulmate might have an eating disorder and doesn’t expect to meet him in the restaurant where he works.

Stay Hydrated - philsdrill

Summary: At a YouTube convention, Dan gets up too fast in excitement to see his American friends. What seems to be a combination of dehydration and his orthostatic hypotension causes him to pass out.

Take Me By The Hand (ao3) - amczingphil

Summary: Dan suffers from a severe genetic disorder that has forced him to spend his entire life indoors, going outside is too dangerous for him as he has no immune system and catching any illness can result in his death.

He was as content as he could be given his situation, he would fill his time watching his neighbours and creating elaborate stories about their lives in his head, until Phil Lester moved in across the street.

Now Dan can’t stop thinking about the man with the plants and suddenly his ‘normal’ life isn’t as satisfying as it had once been.

Talking to the Moon - adorablehowell

Summary: Dan hides away from the melancholy in his life by sitting on the balcony with the stars as his only source of happiness, but he encounters a man named Phil who likes to sing songs on his own balcony, and Dan finds the stars are not his only friends out there.

The Hardest Part Of This (Is Leaving You) (ao3) - alivingflop

Summary: Dan Howell is dying. He has terminal cancer, and is living out his last few months in a hospice care facility. But, when he starts a relationship and falls in love with his hospice nurse, Phil, it becomes all too hard to say goodbye.

The Power of Friendship (ao3) - phanburnhamizzard

Summary: Something is not right with Dan. Years after tragically losing his best friend, Rick, Phil has finally let his guard down and found a new friend in Dan Howell. But, lately, Dan has seemed unwell. What is going on with Dan? And if the unthinkable were to happen, could Phil survive another tragic loss?

These Violent Delights Of Love (ao3) - cyanica

Summary: Dan is hopelessly in love, Phil’s seemingly oblivious and they’re on a world tour just to make things more chaotic.

And yet, the Gods, or the Ruler of the Universe, or whoever the hell was in charge decided Dan needed to die in the end, too. Currently, leaning over the porcelain throne of shit and piss was the Gods' human voodoo doll, throwing up the contents of his unfortunate Indian dinner – and significantly more alarming than that: black tulips. Fucking flowers. This wasn’t real life.

The Story Of A Little Boy And An Angel On Earth - crescendohowell

Summary: Once upon a time there was a little boy that wished he could grow wings. He wished that he would be able to fly and escape. Only he didn’t expect to find a best friend who was, in the little boy’s mind, an angel on earth.

[phandombigbang]

Author: rainbowroshenpower

Beta: apricitynix

Artist: danceswithsweaters

Summary: “The pit of Phil’s stomach felt as if it was falling out of his body and down to the center of the Earth. Dan was going to be gone, leaving Phil all alone for who-knew-how long.” In which Dan and Phil are the closest of friends until Dan gets sick and his parents decide to send him away.

Word count: 15k

Rating: Everyone

Warnings: None

Link to art: Within fic