#raggetymanftw

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Thinking about changing my url. I mean, I'm not really a doctor who blog anymore. I don't know if I've steadily posted doctor who content for easily more than 5 years. So I dunno. Perhaps a change is in order. What do you think?

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raggetymanftw replied to your post: me: (sees any character that i love & enjoy) me:...

That’s ridiculous, like someone yelling at me for only being able to speak English, despite being First Generation Australian. I can’t speak a word of Dutch, even though my parents are born and raised Dutch. I’m so sorry that’s happening to you, that’s awful!

ty lots but did u miss the big bold D/ONT RB i put on my post lol

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I'm on a bit of a star wars kick at the moment. Not my art. I just like looking at it. Normally my baby niece is my background, but I was feeling the fun, Clone Wars era fanart fluff

you can tell a lot about someone based on their phone background. it shows what’s most important to them

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What is something horrible that someone said to you that effected you the most growing up? I've been thinking about what you said, ages ago, about things from your childhood coming back to mess with you.

Well, at the moment, I've been feeling a little insecure in my relationship. Not cos of my partner or anything. Just feeling down about my attractiveness and how unappealing my body is.

With that being said, with this current slump, it's reminded me about something a friend's dad said about me when I was 13 years old. Now, I've always been a big Dutch girl, tall and fat. So I've always been self conscious about it. My friend's father was being recorded, looking at a picture of me and his child together and he said "Wow, what a fat, ugly pig. Who would ever want to fuck that cunt?" I was 13 when he said that. Thir-fucking-teen.

And I know, ten years later, I shouldn't give a shit what some arsehole said about me. But at the same time, that really traumatised me, as a lonely barely teenaged girl, who already felt unlovable, it really fucked me up.

It wasn't even the first time an older man had commented on my size.

When I was ten, this guy asked me how old I was. When he thought I was out of earshot, he spoke to one of his colleagues "isn't she a bit overweight for a ten year old?" and like, it wasn't like he was some skinny, young athletic dude. He was pushing 40 and quite overweight himself. I just remember feeling so hurt and betrayed by someone who should have known how I felt, who also had no right to comment on the appearance of a literal 10 yr old girl.

So, long story short, things people say in childhood can really stay with you through to adulthood. People need to be a little more thoughtful about what they say to kids. Cos kids often link their appearance to their self-worth, and as a kid, I had none. And this is partly why.

It's even worse, in this time of social media, when kids think they need to look like instagram models and sink into depression when they can't meet those standards. It's insane.

It can be hard to ignore the messages and opinions from everyone around you. The pressure to be thin and pretty is really heavy and I still struggle to love myself because of it. I have never felt beautiful or attractive, sexy or pretty, not truly, without a zillion filters, in my life. And it sucks.

But I have to hope it gets better. I feel lucky that I have a partner that loves me, my body and my soul. I just have to work on that for myself too.

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Hello Gorgeous angel, I’m James by name, your profile looks so attracting, I’m interested in having you as my sugar babe, don’t mind if you’re married with kids, or have a boyfriend, just need your online companionship, promising a weekly allowance of $700 twice weekly, sorry for bumping into you this way, I hope you understand, I await your response.

You can reach out to me through

Hangout : larryjameseeic1256@gmail.com

Kik : larryjameseric

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Hey, thanks for the follow, I really appreciate it!! You're amazing and so your blog!! 😊😊

aw thankyou !!! x 

[jojomery]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Yu-Gi-Oh Rating: General Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Heba/Atem, Yugi/Yami, Yuugi/Yami Yuugi Characters: Heba, Atem, Yugi, Yami - Character, Yuugi, Yami Yuugi Additional Tags: Bittersweet Summary:

Inspired by and loosely based on this art work which was inspired by a text post on tumblr: rubygees.tumblr.com/post/159186288193/jujuoh-based-on-this-post-by

Enjoy!

It may or may not make you cry

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Sorry for just dumping my cats on your post, but I wanted to share them being their usual doof selves. They're mostly of Willow, but there's one of Rani hiding behind my laptop and the other, shoving her feet in my face, is Sybil.

Do you ever look at your pet and go holy shit that is a little beast moving and doing things of its own volition. In my home

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tagged by @magicandstardust xxx

Rules: Answer 20 questions and tag 20 mutuals you want to know better. 1) Name: Reese 2) Nickname: Rice (because puns) 3) Zodiac Sign: Virgo 4) Height: 5 flat 5) Ethnicity: Asian 6) Orientation: straight but there's a slight bend at the end (don’t ask me on that) 7) Favourite Fruit: a banana and an apple 8) Favourite Season: the cold season (November - February months) 9) Favourite Book: Book thief and/or Beginning of Everything 11) Favourite Scent: a specific bookstore that has a specific scent 12) Favourite Colour: moss green 13) Favourite Animal(s): dogs and my turtle keychain 14) Favourite Beverage: milktea 15) Hours to Sleep: maybe 6-8 hours 16) Favourite Characters: Jenna from the musical waitress 19) Follower Number: 241 20) Blog Created At: July of 2013 !!

@moony-padfoot-prongs-and-me @dietcokeandbunnyears @butterflybowties @fairyinmyteacup @the-heroes-of-our-generation @porqueonion @lesbian-version-of-batman @thatjakeperalta @captainbarness @georgewashingfun @raggetymanftw @soldat-barness @cutenerfherder @turningthroughtheyearss @everything-i-promised-you @hauntingmoon @adjustyoursailsx 

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One of those get to know me things

Rules: Tag 20 blogs you’d like to know better.

tagged by @rhiwolf

Nickname: Sachi 

Sign: Scorpio

Height: 150-ish cm I’m short. but i don’t know how short.

Last Thing You Googled: C-value paradox... (not that interesting/ugh uni)

Favorite music artist: Ed Sheeran! but I’m currently listening to 1920s jazz... I blame Miss Fisher!

Song stuck in my head: Satisfied -  Sia, Miguel & Queen Latifah

Last movie you watched: Beauty and the Beast (2017)

What are you wearing right now: My Jammys. and a beanie... my room’s cold...

What do you post: anything that I want... even though I initially wanted to just post harry potter related stuff... might start up a new blog... I dunno yet...

Why did you choose your URL: Ms. Lovegood is by far my favourite character in the books and the movies of Harry Potter. I created my tumblr in my last year of high school??? and my jersey’s name was sachaloony...So i kept it going..

Do you have any other blogs: yea. but I deleted them... I didn’t know what to do with them

What Did Your Past Relationship Teach You: Never been in one. Therefore, the lack of any means I need to either go out and socialise or not give a fuck. I choose the latter.

Favorite Color: sunflower yellow or midnight blue

Average Hours Of Sleep: 6

Lucky Number: 8

Favorite characters: (Ugh... I’ll probably forget someone but here I go) Luna Lovegood, Miss Phyrne Fisher, Bellamy, Hermione Granger, Elizabeth “Lizzie” Bennet (LBD),  Dr. Malaya Pineda (code black), Finn (Star Wars), Sara Lance, Francisco "Cisco" Ramon, Mako Mori (Pacific Rim), Donna Noble, 10th Doctor, Merlin (Colin Morgan version), Arya Stark, Dr. Molly Hooper, Daryl Dixon, Bonnie Bennet, Damon Salvatore, Brienne of Tarth... (i should stop...but i watch A LOT of things)...Wolfgang Bogdanow (Sense8), Mindy Lahiri, Peggy Carter, Oliver Hampton (HTGAWM), Tyrion Lannister and lastly, James Alexander Malcolm MacKenzie Fraser.  

How Many Blankets Do you Sleep With: one

Dream Job: Small-time actress by day/superhero at night

Tagging: 

@blameitonnargles @my-fandom-encyclopedia @aberdreams @dorian-the-cinnamon-roll @raggetymanftw  @hackfromnowheresville @aggressivelyprotectsdestiel @thatsmorelikeittt  @oi-watch-it-spaceman

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I came here for a good time, not to be attacked

i made a quiz. it’s a good quiz. i spent 5 hours on this quiz. please take this quiz.

what your taste in men says about you

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It's been two years since my cousin took her own life. It doesn't get easier, knowing she's gone, wishing there was something I could have done. Please, if you're struggling, reach out to someone. No matter what the voices in your head say, you're not a burden, you are loved 💖 and there are people that would miss you if you were gone.

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😊 Thank you, I can't wait! It'll be my first time to Ireland, I'm so excited! @tigresswraith @raggetymanftw @katrin-macht-blau

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Harry Potter and the Marauder's Legacy

read it on AO3 at http://ift.tt/2rCdp70

by Raggetymanftw

This is an AU where Sirius raises Harry Potter instead of going to Askaban.

Let me know if you like it and want to me continue it. Thanks!

Words: 1973, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Harry Potter - Fandom

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: M/M, Multi

Characters: Harry Potter, Sirius Black, Remus Lupin, Albus Dumbledore, Severus Snape, Hermione Granger, Draco Malfoy

Relationships: Remus Lupin/Sirius Black

Additional Tags: Wolfstar raises Harry Potter, Severus Snape isn't a dick, well not entirely - Freeform, Ron Weasley isn't in the golden trio, still good friends with Harry tho

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2rCdp70