#raebae♡:itoshisae

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Carnations

Itoshi Sae x fem!reader

sypnosis: Your and Sae's 3rd year wedding anniversary with your daughter :D

word count: 1.1k

note: you both have a daughter :D she's 3 btw

This isn't beta read o_O

Alsoo requests are open!! send me ideas. Please. I need them. :D

Its a beautiful day. The sun is out, the birds are chirping. To everybody else its a normal day. But to a certain redhead its something special.

Stepping out of his car, Itoshi Sae enters the flower shop. Walking up to the counter, the owner greets him with a wave.

“A bouquet of carnations please.”

Nodding, the vendor gets to work putting in the order and sorting out the flowers.

Carnations have always been a big thing in your and Sae’s relationship. It was the first ever flower he gave you when the both of you were measly little 5 year olds running around the back garden. Tucking it behind your ear. It was also the flower you had given him when you first confessed. So naturally, they were also the ones you held in your hands as you walked down the aisle a couple years later. Now, Sae gets them for you every year for your anniversary.

You’ve been together since you were sixteen. Making it a whopping eight year relationship. Three years married today.

The vendor comes back with the bouquet in hand. Ringing up the total on the cashier, Sae swipes his card. No regard to the price. Prices don’t matter whenever it comes to you.

The drive to your parents house is serene. The radio, playing one of your favorite songs he notices, serves as background music as he’s cruising down a familiar street. Pulling up to a familiar driveway, like he’s done multiple times in the past.

Unbuckling his seatbelt, he takes a single pink carnation from the bouquet.

Walking up to the front door, he rings the doorbell and waits patiently for it to be opened.

Your father is the one to greet him. They both exchange tranquil smiles and exchange a familial embrace. Your mother trails in right as Sae enters through the front door.

“Hey sweetie, how was the meeting?” Giving him a peck on the cheek. Sae hands over the single carnation, and your mother takes it graciously. Plopping the new addition to the already full vase by the door. Your mother beckons him to follow her into the kitchen.

“It was good ma. They’re letting me stay.” At the good news, your mother claps and pulls him into another brief hug. Making sure to squeeze tightly in joy.

“I’m so glad to hear that. She needs you here now more than ever.”

Entering the kitchen, Sae is greeted with the sight of your daughter on the countertop devouring a cookie while swinging her legs. She perks up as she catches sight of her dad.

“Daddy!” She extends her arms out asking to be picked up.

“Hi baby! I missed you. Were you behaved while I was gone?” Picking her up with ease, she nods to his question.

“Well, we better get going, we don’t wanna be late.” Sae looks to your parents guiltily. He knows he's only just gotten here. But he's on the clock. If he wants to make it to you on time where the sun is still out, they've gotta head out now.

“Oh! of course. It is getting dark soon. Here I packed you some cookies to take with you.” Your daughter takes the bag gingerly and they both head back to the front door. Gathering your daughters backpack, Sae throws it over his shoulder.

“Say bye bye to ma and pa baby.”

Sae lets your daughter down from his arms. She hugs both your parents and gives them kisses on the cheek for good measure.

With your daughter secured in her car seat, Sae drives off to head to the next destination.

“Are we finally going to see mommy?”

Looking at your daughter through the rearview mirror, Sae smiles at her and hums in confirmation. She lets out an excited squeal.

The drive takes about another 15 minutes before arriving. Sae and your daughter get out the car, taking the bouquet of carnations from the front seat. Sae takes another single carnation out of the bunch and hands it to your daughter.

“Give this to mommy okay?” She smiles and takes it from him. Sniffing it and letting out a cute little giggle.

Taking a hold of your daughters hand, the two of them walk down a familiar path that they’ve come to know these past few months. As they get closer your daughter sees you in the usual spot. Letting go of Sae’s hand she runs ahead towards you. Once she reaches you she gives you a hug. Offering you the carnation Sae gave her.

“Hi mommy. I missed you.”

Sae smiles at the sight and he approaches behind your daughter. He sits down on the patch of grass in front of you, and he pats the spot next to him for your daughter to sit.

“Hi baby.” Greeting you, Sae smiles sadly at your name. Setting the carnations against your tomb, he notices the other bouquets that have been left there. All from him and your family. He can’t help the sting behind his eyes.

(L/N) (Y/N). Loving daughter, wife, mother.

Your daughter bounds up to Sae and wipes the tears that fall.

“Don’t be sad daddy. Aren’t you happy we finally see mommy now?”

Chuckling softly, Sae hugs your daughter tightly.

“I am happy sweetie.”

“Oh. So they’re happy tears then?”

Nodding, Sae smiles at your daughter gently.

The two spend the rest of the afternoon just talking to you about anything and everything. Your daughter eventually falls asleep in Sae’s lap. Stroking her hair lovingly, Sae looks at your name.

Sadness washes over him again.

“(Y/n)… how can I do this… I can’t do this all by myself…” A single lone tear escapes his water line but he makes no move to wipe it away.

“I still think of you. Everyday.” Looking up to the setting sun, Sae imagines you. Smiling. That beautiful smile. He hopes he never forgets it.

“I need you. I love you... Happy 3rd anniversary baby.” Smiling sadly, Sae rethinks of all your moments together.

Movement on his lap grabs his attention. Your daughter stirs and sits up. Yawning softly and rubbing her tired eyes.

“I’m sleepy… can we go yet?”

Sighing, Sae smiles down at her. Melancholy.

“Sure thing sweetie.” Standing up, Sae picks your daughter up. She rests her head on his shoulder and looks back at your name.

Under the golden rays of the setting sun, she sees a glowing figure stand behind your tombstone waving at her.

“Bye… I love you” She hears the whisper in the wind. Smiling your daughter waves back tiredly, closing her eyes once more. Sleep overpowering her consciousness.

As the duo head back to the parked car. Your figure dissipates along with the last rays of the sun.

You and Sae have been together for eight years. Married for three. And now you’ve been gone for six months.