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@r3loaded asked → " how's the whole 'dead' thing working out for you? " ( src. / accepting. )

That brusque and uncompromising manner of speaking is, Hakkai has come to learn, quite usual for Genjo Sanzo. It's a little nicer than he would have expected to have someone around who treats his current existence so matter-of-factly. Sanzo does not step delicately around the rotten wood in the floor of Hakkai's newly forged heart—he punches through it, unforgiving and half-uncaring, so those weak spots might be replaced.

Hakkai is more than a little infatuated with the way Sanzo lives, though he's not ignorant to the fact that there's clearly something heart-rending behind Sanzo's rotting interior, too.

"It's working out well, as a matter of fact," Hakkai reports. He is both polite and deeply grateful, and the two sentiments seem to battle for presence in his tone of voice. Sanzo probably isn't the sort of person who'd appreciate his sentimentality, and anyway, they hardly know eachother. "Gojyo hasn't complained to me about my continued stay in his house, and I've finally been able to make myself known to the locals."

He doesn't mention the tension that's seeped its way between himself and Gojyo, thick but permeable. Hakkai feels like his every step is under some strange kind of scrutiny—Gojyo never complains, but he rarely engages with Hakkai's gratitude or his care, which in many ways is worse than just complaining. Hakkai sometimes feels invisible there, though the two of them speak to eachother.

He wonders if the only thing keeping him there is the thought that he doesn't want to leave behind the man who had picked him up, half-dead and spilling his intestines on the road, and nursed him back to health. If Gojyo really doesn't need him as much as he'd thought, what else is there that stays his leave?

The close-lipped smile he gives Sanzo is, of course, made to hide those complicated feelings. Above everything else, he's grateful for the life that he's been allowed to live, and no matter how things go with Gojyo, he's determined to spend as long as he needs repaying the debt he owes to Sanzo in the little ways he's capable of; tutoring Goku and spending time at Keiun Temple. 

"Actually, I wanted to thank you for trusting me enough to allow me to go back there." Expertly changing the subject, Hakkai reaches down to the bag he'd packed in preparation for his trip back to the temple. "If you'll excuse the poor presentation—I brought something for you."

Steadily and easily, he removes the bulk of the bag's weight and sets it on the desk that separates him and Sanzo; two medium-sized containers, washed and reused from some cheap restaurant or another that Hakkai doesn't yet know the name of, filled with his own cooking. He pushes the slightly smaller one on his right towards Sanzo; despite the distance he'd travelled, the materials of the container are still warm.

"I don't have much else to busy myself with, as I'm sure you could have guessed. You seemed to enjoy the chazuke I made during my stay here, so I figured it would be a suitable thing to bring over. Although," Hakkai glances at the other, larger container, an amused smile creeping onto his face, "I did realize Goku wouldn't be satisfied with just that, so I brought him some stir fry."

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@r3loaded said → “ how about we don’t do that. ” - to mark ( src. / accepting. )

Sanzo's got that kind of face that just looks way better with an annoyed expression—which is really good, because that seems like the only expression he's capable of making.

In fairness to him, Mark's been trying his patience on purpose since the moment they met. As someone who's met a lot of people that get annoyed really easily and arbitrarily, he's never met anyone who's nearly as easy to get a reaction out of as Genjo Sanzo, the 31st of China.

If Mark weren't technically in training to be a Sanzo himself, he'd make fun of the pretentiousness of the title compared to the person who has it. But he's not really one to talk, on that respect.

"Aww. Come on! It could be fun. You could have a good time. And if you don't have a good time, you could always—" he cuts himself off abruptly, eyes flicking down to the place Sanzo keeps his gun. Then he looks back up and winks— "Well, y'know. You could if you had the guts."

That sort of thing always riles Sanzo up the most. Mark knows he'll wear out the novelty if he keeps pulling the 'shoot-me-now' card, but it's just too good not to. He doesn't really have a death wish, but it's not like he expects Sanzo to shoot him, either.

Filling the pause between sentences with a delighted snicker, Mark swivels around on his feet to face Sanzo. "But seriously, who wouldn't wanna take in the sights? I mean, some random-ass village—what a novelty! It only looks exactly the same as every other village around here; you might never get this chance again!"

He pauses, then crosses the room to lean on his hands against the table Sanzo's made himself comfortable at. A couple beats of silence pass before Mark reaches over, shifting his weight all to one hand, and flicks the top of the newspaper Sanzo has barely looked up from since everyone else left.

"Anyway, I know you're on a cross-continental road trip or whatever," he remarks, "but you've really gotta get out more."

[makeslegend]

"Mean to me!" Mark whines, though there's a wide smile on his face all the while.

Of course Sanzo is being mean—this wouldn't be half as fun if that wasn't the usual response. It's easy to get that sort of brusque response out of him, because he's the sort of person who can't sit around and pretend not to be annoyed if there's something annoying him.

Naturally, that sort of person is Mark's very favorite. It's easy to forget about someone you knew for a little while who was generally nice and unobtrusive, but it's hard to forget about someone who always bothered you to your very core. That's all based on personal experience, but it's worked for him so far, and he's betting Sanzo isn't any sort of exception to the rule, for all that he pretends he's quick to move on from just about everything.

"For the record, I was alone out here by my own choice. I'm a willing hermit. I've got tons of friends back at the monastery. They're almost as mean to me as you, actually!" Feeling it an appropriate moment to do so, he delivers a cheeky wink and sticks his tongue out at his favorite temporary travelling companion. Sanzo will probably hate that, too. "And, uh, correct me if I'm wrong, but didn't you literally just call those guys your servants, like, the last time we were in town? So they're on the same level as friends now that you've gotta get me back? Wow. You're about as fair-weather as they come, Genjo."

He chuckles, a light and airy sound.

Really, Sanzo's not actually that difficult to see through. Mark gets the sense that he's just being stubborn, or that he's in ardent denial because of how stubborn he is—really, he'd kill to matter to anyone as much as Sanzo does to Gojyo, Hakkai, and Goku. His isolation has always been his largest and most obvious sore spot, and travelling with them has only served to highlight that hollow void in his very existence.

It's easiest to fill it with making a nuisance out of himself. At least Mark is in control of his own position, then; he makes himself an accomplice to the mischief the other three cause, and he makes himself a bother to Sanzo. They're not really the best things he could be, but he got to choose them.

"I think I've actually got one up on you, from where I'm standing. I'm starting to make pretty good friends with your loyal servants who definitely aren't actually your friends but conveniently count as basically friends for the sake of this one argument."

@makeslegend said: do you have friends? i mean, real friends?

Sanzo draws in a slow, deep breath, half-hissed through gritted teeth. He fills his lungs with smoke and— hopefully— some small wisp of ever-illusive patience along with it. The unwelcome tag-along that is Mark Langhorne is clearly detemined to test it every chance he gets, and it only worsens the bloody monk’s already foul mood when he senses the other man’s delight at its inevitable snap.

It’s better for both of them for Sanzo to remain silent. Mark enjoys pushing his buttons, sure, but enjoying something doesn’t make it good for you— it can’t be, in this case. Right? As for Sanzo…well, according to Hakkai’s estiimation, it’s going to be a long few nights out on the road. Until they reach the next inn, there’s no way for Sanzo to square away any space for himself— no reprieve from the company of his companions or this…new addition. At least if he refuses to dignify Mark’s pestering with a response now, there’s a chance he’ll get bored enough to go bother someone else for the time being, and he’ll have saved himself a night’s headache.

Although they’re all generally more receptive to this man’s behavior— a fact which apparently doesn’t satisfy whatever inane itch that drives Mark to dig himself under Sanzo’s skin— there are three other bastards in this group for him to pull his amusement from.

But the spiteful creature in Sanzo’s blood would always rather choose the worse option, so long as it’s worse for them both.

".....Tch."

Taking the smoldering cigarette from between his lips, he exhales the breath he’s been holding into a cloud of resentful gray, floating up towards the sunset-bathed sky. Violet eyes fight to remain fixed straight ahead rather than casting even a single glance in Mark’s direction. To say he’d rather die would be an exaggeration, but it’s definitely not that far off. His brows twitch downward, falling easily into the deep furrow between them— a familiar path, growing all the more so the longer he’s stuck with this jackass and his prodding.

“…What kind of question is that ?” His tone comes out harsh but steady. It’s Mark’s presence that bothers him, after all, and not the question itself. “What does it matter? Friends or not, I have what I need. Only one of us was alone out here before you latched on— and it wasn’t me.”

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@r3loaded said → " when you can't make sense of someone leaving, you try to make sense of what they left behind. " ( src. / accepting. )

Gonou doesn't dignify that with a response right away.

No, that isn't right—he's Hakkai now, newly forged with a name that feels like it mocks him as much as it promises to cleanse. Most people would say something like that as a consolation, a sentiment shared for relatability, but Hakkai can't make sense of the Sanzo priest that has put himself through so much to absolve him of crimes that should have never been met with absolution. Even his marriage had been sick and perverted through the lens of common moral standard. The bloodshed should have been the final straw holding his life afloat, and then some.

Truthfully, he hadn't thought much about what would become of him after the temple, because the idea of going back to existing without Kanan had seemed like a more cruel fate than death.

"Are you speaking from experience?" Hakkai asks, because he doesn't want to confront the question when it's faced towards himself. "You don't really seem the type to offer empty consolation—that's all."

It's a dirty trick. Hakkai has been able to see it in Sanzo's eyes ever since his own had cleared up enough to see much of anything; he's most likely too guarded to say anything substantial about himself, and there's a good chance he rebukes the subject of grief and loss entirely rather than try and push it on Hakkai again. The wound there is still too raw, no matter how much the sutra he recited echoes in Hakkai's mind.

Who was Cho Gonou, anyway?

The question posits itself, against Hakkai's wishes, though he knows the answer to that one. Cho Gonou was an obsessive murderer who didn't care much for the world until he was given a reason to care about someone else. Cho Gonou was problematic to a fault and sought to disprove the teachings of the nuns who had kindly raised him, because they had the capacity for faith where he didn't. He was envious of everyone who seemed happy, and so clung to love and happiness like a lifeline as it related to the only person in his life who had made him feel that.

Cho Gonou had not returned to apathy after Kanan had died. He'd allowed Gojyo to take care of him—had spoken to Gojyo about things he'd never told anyone else outside of Kanan—and though he had always intended to leave, he had thought about Gojyo even as he made his way back towards where Kanan's remains would have been.

So then, who is Cho Hakkai? 

"... I'm sorry. That was very rude of me." Turning back on his rather mild form of lashing out, Hakkai smiles apologetically. "To be honest, I'm still adjusting to the idea of continuing to live at all, let alone how I plan to do so or through what lens I should view my own life. I'm sure you're aware, but I really was under the impression that I at least had lifelong imprisonment in my cards. Haha."

He allows his eyes to slip closed as he draws in a deep, contemplative breath. Then he tries to imagine what this person named Cho Hakkai, whose shape has been so irreversibly molded around his own love, might want for himself. 

"I think," he says, "I need some time to figure out what exactly there is to make sense of."

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