#r u doing vriska songs now?

[homestuck-vocals]

Hi ur dms are closed but may I request that vriska playlist, it was taken down by time I discovered the post, that or the links broken 😭 ty in advance :3

I am so confused about the dms cuz i know i have received Tumblr Messages (the shwoopy IM ones) directly to this sideblog (which I did not know was a thing) and clearly this went through, but i will look into that

anyway Vriska playlist back up for a week: for #VRISKASWEEP, a musical survey of songs in some way *about* Vriska, curated to maximize number of artists represented, at 47 unique voices over 50 tracks.

CWs still apply for Vriska-typical ableism

i can also make a vriska deep dive playlist maximizing number of tracks or my own personal Vriska Top 40 but that wasn't the goal of this playlist, which was to showcase how widely she inspired people to create.

[gremleine]

A-Z Tag

apparently we’re doing tags out here now (tagged by @acosmic​)

rules: answer the questions and tag 10 blogs you would like to know better

A: age - 19

B: birthplace – Vancouver, BC

C: current time – 6:27AM

D: drink you had last - lukewarm iced tea

E: easiest person to talk to - veronica :^)

F: favourite song(s) – hard hitting questions early on.... ok here we go, in no particular order, Songs of the Moment:

diplomat’s son - vampire weekend

darling - real estate

pink ocean - the voidz

satellite - strfkr

powerlines - tame impala

lemon glow - beach house (sorry i had to)

big shrimp - flatbush zombies

deadcrush - alt-j 

ok i’ll stop now but i could keep going

list of people (to try and forget about) - also tame impala

ok now i’ll stop fr

G: grossest memory –  my memory is garbage so i’ll just go with every single instance of a sweaty shirtless old man handing me his sweaty gross credit card with his sweaty gross hands. cleaning out drains at work was also pretty gross 

H: hogwarts house –  uh slytherin i think last time i checked

I: in love – nope

J: jealous of people – not really, but when i was younger definitely envious yes (of confident and outgoing people more specifically)

K: killed someone - fucking ants ( i mean literal ants. people are not ants. this was not meant to be a metaphor). maybe accidentally killed a tourist via giving them wrong directions?

L: love at first sight – not with people i guess. only for when i impulse buy prescription sunglasses

M: middle name – emma

N: number of siblings – 2 plus dog plus r***t who is basically a younger sibling

O: one wish – for a funny article in the headlines i have to sift thru this morning. let’s start small

R: reasons to smile - arctic monkeys concert in august, work is good, friends are good, probably getting bubble tea today, painkillers EXIST and FUNCTION in this world, NEW MOB PSYCHO 100 !!!  (listed in no particular order, among many others)

S: song you sang last – neon genesis evangelion opening, badly, without backup instrumentals, with fedah

T: time you woke up - 5:20, and then 5:50

U: underwear color – currently like dark teal i guess. vriska blood

V: vacation destination - i really want to go to rural russia at some point because i’m not convinced it’s real. i also don’t want to die though so fuckin uh ? france would be cool i guess hypothetically

W: worst habit – SKIN PICKING (echoing the statement of the last two tag-ees, all caps because BAD), also gonna put “forgetfulness” here, which isn’t really a habit but still bad

X: xrays – the ring finger toe incident. also prolly when i was a kid. i’ve also had an ultrasound which was weird

Y: your favourite food – pho (beef broth specifically) is dope, iced lattes from mountain goat are also pretty rad, SCRAMBLED EGGS WITH SPINACH AND SRIRACHA (specifically to spite james)

Z: zodiac sign – scorpio/sagittarius

tagging (if you are so inclined): @arctic-fedah @imbuingoctave @pizzabrunch @fabulous-bisexual @hanieldann (yes i double tagged fedah and daniel u can’T stop me @biueller) @vicambulating @haileytxt @jacislog ok fuck gotta go get ready for work now i’m way behind schedule lol

[silvestreaelurus]

a. age : 20 b. birthplace : Singapore c. current time : 12:24pm d. drink you had last : Water e. easiest person(s) to talk to : Kayle, Omega, Chris, Henna, Vishka, Ward... the list goes on. f. favorite song(s) : Two Feet - Love is a Bitch h. horror yes or horror no : Sure. i. in love? : HAH j. jealous of people : I can get jealous, but right now I’m okay. k. killed someone : :) l. love at first sight or should I walk by again? : Love at first sight is stupid. m. middle name(s) : - n. number of siblings : Two brothers, one older and one younger. o. one wish :  To be free to decide things in my life without fear of my parents. q. question you’re always asked : Are you okay? r. reason(s) to smile : My friends, cats, coffee in the morning, thunderstorms, the possibility of recovering one day. s. song you sang last :   Ed Sheeran - Shape of You t. top 3 fictional characters : Nidalee, Vriska Serket, Prince Sidon u. underwear & color : Right now? Yes and dark blue. v. vacation : I loved going to Japan. w. when’s your birthday? : 4th November. x.  x - rays : My teeth and left elbow. y.  your favorite food :   Sushi <3 z.  zodiac sign :  Scorpio 

tagged by : @ask-kayle  tagging: @gcuntlets @arcanist-mcallistar @goldenmovement @goldenjerk and anyone else who hasn’t done this yet! I feel like I’m one of the last ones to do this lol

[sapphonics]

im really into the new marika hackman album so heres a post about which homestuck charaters fit my fave songs. thank u for ur time

boyfriend: any femslash pairing. this is one of those ‘jenny’ like songs where it pretty much fits every pairing, u just need a douchey guy character and every fandom has that. its a good song. im feeling porrim / aranea with cronus looking on (plus i feel like cronus liked aranea? am i imagining that)

Heaven knows we're meant to be But it's turned into a mess No one takes us seriously just because I wear a dress [Chorus 2] It's fine 'cause I am just a girl "It's just a dream" A woman really needs a man to make her scream... You came to me for entropy and I gave you all I had He makes a better man than me So I know he won't feel bad

gina’s world: aranea / meenah OR vrisrezi

Gina had a gun She shot the horizon and killed the sun We never liked the sky, Gina and I And when I find the words I’ll tell her you hate me and how it hurts And she’ll be at your house, with my tears in her mouth...

And it’s so hard to be good But it’s so good when it’s good

Gina’s on the news How did she get there? I’m so confused And I am at my house, with my tears in my mouth

my lover cindy: pale vriskan (not in a good way)

If I was a liar, I would call you my friend Let's hope the feeling's mutual in the end Symbiosis, can we keep it how it was? Now the levy is broken I want more [Chorus] 'Cause I'm a greedy pig I'm gonna get my fill I'm gonna keep my eyes on the prize And I'll suck you dry, I will...

But I'm a lousy lover, even if I try I can go for a couple of weeks and the feeling's calcified And it burns away my mind (I don't know why, I don't know why, but I like you)

violet: (this song is really gay. im not gonna link lyrics. its rosemary ((and also my ocs))

cigarette: THIS IS THE SONG THAT INSPIRED THIS POST. ITS VRISROSE

And I tried to hold my tongue But you, you yanked it from my grip Bathed it in petroleum, lit a cigarette and gave it a kiss

so long: vriskan post retcon. kanaya and vriska talking about their terrible pale relationship. BOTH R , STILL BITTER THO lmao kanayas like, have fun with terezi ur new palemate

Like the world that you feed you’re a lie [Verse 2] Do you prefer her blade? But you’d like to return to her soon ‘Cause she’s stroked your head Did she wear a fancy perfume? [Pre-Chorus] You can tell me I’m wrong all you like Yeah I was wrong to carry on so long [Chorus] I can tell you’re lying by your watery eyes I don’t need to listen to your alibies I know who you’re feeling and I don’t feel nice I’ll keep you in my bed tonight 

So now it’s all my fault And I pushed you into the roams ‘Cause I was so damn cold

i’d rather be with them: pre retcon rosemary where rose is struggling with grimdark remnants and also drinking, and they’re arguing and not in a great place. rose doesn’t want help cause shes self destructive and spiraling but kanaya wants to help her

Stale tongues, the words have gone And all we’ve left is smoky spirits and heavy lungs And I don’t want to talk it through But my head hurts and I hate you [Chorus 1] Don’t make me throw up I know that you will And wake up my mother and tell her I’m ill [Post-Chorus 1] It’s all coming out now, black, brown Wine and vile [Verse 2] Salty eyes, some frothy lips Your teeth are bent and champing at the fucking bit Leading on the window Will you point them and you let go [Chorus 2] You say: “look at the people Crawling like insects All over the pavements” [Post-Chorus 2] I’d rather be with them ‘Cause I just hate this room, it smells like you [Verse 3] Leave it all, I like this song When it ends, you really must be getting on And the needle clicks after I’m out And you look back and the door slams [Bridge] I’m so fucking heartless I can’t even cry I’ve opened my body: it’s hollow inside So ring up my parents And tell them I’m dead And say how you bite me: you fucked with my head [Outro] And I hate your head, and the clothes you wear And I just love your head, and the clothes you wear

majesty: aranea / meenah. araneas goin mad with power / potential for power

Oh, let’s go insane And if we don't come back Let’s do it again You hang afloat I’m gonna pin you down, make you beg for more [Verse 2] Hey, no good for lay If we have control, let’s lose it today Ooh, can’t play my game I’m gonna count to ten, I’m gonna jump in your brain [Verse 3] Gravity, peace has fallen hard for me And the cheeks are on the brack Worship me, I will be your majesty I’m a supreme mad-queen mad-locked-maniac

blahblahblah: damara (or Maybe dead aradia)

Ghost town, walking among the zombies Faced down, their eyes are never on me...

I could try to emulate the brain-dead But I get sick and tired of the radio Buzzing like a hornet in the playpen I’ll unplug, feel my head, feel alright [Verse 2] Goddamn, set yourself on fire Strong crowd to walk you to the fire Don’t be who you are, they’d rather see your riot Son, I don’t like my mind...

blah blah blah  

bonus song i dont really like but is v vrisrezi: good intentions

But up on my throne I killed my sister I’m so alone: I really, really miss her And all those times she watched me bleeding out Strapped on a tongue and gave a smile And told me I would be okay

I just need your good vibrations I've gotten so ill, and I’m still Rigor mortis, set the motion Bring me to life, I’m so tight

another bonus song im not that into but fits: time’s so reckless 

its kanrezi pre retcon where terezi is lying around depressed and having bad coping mechanisms and kanayas bitter that vriska loved terezi more and is kind of. Being A Jerk cause like, terezi killed vriska, even tho kanaya didnt want to talk to vriska any more they were both pretty like. obsessed w her. its kanrezi post vriska grieving together. ALSO THEY COUNT TO 8 IN THIS SONG. ITS GOOD.

Eyes roll up; you can’t even tell me my name “I’m your god”, you can’t even tell me the same You’re so feckless, I’m so sorry Time’s so reckless with our bodies...

There's no light to break this dawn We’ve been in the dark for a while Stuck between blankets and the piteous smiles And the world you know is gone I can be good if you want, I can be kind if you prefer (She can be good if you want) (vicki interruption: kanayas bitter about vriska and terezi) I will be kind if you prefer...

Call me heartless, side-girl complex We’re too honest, we’re too modest [Outro] You’re so feckless, I’m so sorry Time’s been reckless with your body

[a-panda-reads-act-omega]

ACT OMEGA PART 23

THE 03/22/17 UPDATE

gASP! What’s this? Could it be? Consistent updates? Wow, I am on F I R E. Let’s see if this lasts more than two days. Anyhoo, last time on Act Omega, we were getting caught up with team PMMVKFSLAD (real fun to pronounce). The ragtag group of leftovers from the deadly laser pointer that is Lord English. United by the POWER OF FRIENDSHIP, they shall overcome this challenge and persevere! If Vriska chills the fuck out, that is.

VRISKA.. Just chill out, let a semi good thing be a semi good thing. Even if the amount of good makes up like like... -16% of the thing. 

I’m having another moment where I just suddenly snap out of typing mode, and look at what I’m writing, and question if I can even qualify as a competent human being.

*click* oh hey, nothings here. *refresh* ah, fckingn OTHING *refresh* GDI I gOTTA LIVEBLOG TO WRITE *REFRESH* WHERE IS THE PANEL MSPFA I WILL LITERALLY FIND THE PEOPLE RUNNING YOUR SERVERS AND STRANGLE THEM *Refresh* Ah. There it is.

This is good Vriska. This is acceptance. You may be running a team full of morons with no motivation whatsoever. But you’re also running a team full of morons with no motivation whatsoever with a powerful LEADER. And as that powerful leader, you will UNITE THE SEA AND LAND DWELLERS AS ONE RACE, AND REDEFINE CULLING FOR YOUR ENTIRE RACE.

Ahem. I mean, you’ll use the power of friendship or something to kill lord english. wooooo.

VRISKA: Fiiiiiiiine. VRISKA: Thank you. VRISKA: For........ VRISKA: Sticking around. I guess.

Good girl. Now hold hands with them and write a song about your friendship.

Oh goodness, some more friends to add to the bunch. Equius and Horrus. I guess it’s time to update team PMMVKFSLAD to... PEMMVKFSHLAD. Even funner to pronounce.

VRISKA: Well. Might as well t8ke stock of our freshly downsized crew.

Dammit, have I been wasting my time keeping track?

VRISKA: There's myself, Meenah, Tavros, Aradia, Sollux...

SMAVT (these arent gonna stop being fun to pronounce.)

VRISKA: Davepeta, I guess? Whoever you are?

Come on Vriska, COME ON... Obviously it’s a dead Nepeta who was prototyped fused with a bird version of Dave from another timeline who was also prototyped in order to create the most badass sprite yet.

VRISKA: Feferi, hi. Nice to see you, I guess. At least, one version of you.

Pft. I just love this greeting for some reason. There’s something about the words “Feferi, hi. Nice to see you, I guess.” That keeps making me laugh for some reason.

VRISKA: Equius! Yeah, hey neigh8or. Lovin’ the new getup.

Goddamnit Vriska quit talking so casually I’m giggling like an idiot.

VRISKA: A 8unch of dancestors? I swear I know all your names. VRISKA: Aaaaaaaand that’s. It. VRISKA: Like... 13 people. VRISKA: That’s just. VRISKA: SWELL!

Vriska, you must fight the urge to off 5 of these suckers. Also, just gonna check and see if my math adds up. Alright, nope. PEMMVKFSHLAD only has 12, which means I haven’t seen everybody yet or Vriska’s counting was wrong. Or there are two Kankri’s but let’s just pray that isn’t the case. Also just gonna mention the fact that Horrus looks really upset over there.

I’m just gonna hope this isn’t sarcastic happiness.

VRISKA: Well at least I know pretty much everyone here! For the most part! VRISKA: 8etter than nothing! A decent collection of powers and skills. VRISKA: Davepeta, you have wings, and claws, and pro8a8ly some com8in8tion of time and heart powers that HAVE to come in handy somehow, right? VRISKA: Yeah!! VRISKA: Hahahaha!

Ooooh fuck. She’s gonna lose it.

(that goddamn moment when you forget how to put images on tumblr posts and then beat yourself up about it because you feel like a dunce)

Hmm. Yeah. Yep, she seems happy. Good.

VRISKA: This is fine! Everything is fine! VRISKA: I can TOTALLY work with this!

That’s right Vriska! Just embrace the power of friendship!!

VRISKA: And I know exactly what went wrong with the plan! VRISKA: Don’t 8et all your money on one horse! A horse that you don’t even know for sure is a8le to run!!

Oh it sure did run. It ran right on outta here with your fiancé (gotta get the fancy e) on it’s back. Too bad it didn’t just. Ride away with Lord English.

 VRISKA: Stupid, stupid, dum8!!!!!!!!

: )

VRISKA: 8ut I can learn from my mist8kes. Just like I always have. Say something doesn’t work. So what? Get right 8ack up and keep trying! Look at it from a new angle. 8ecause there is w8y too much at st8ke not to!

You’re goddamn right Vriska! I mean, if Lord English destroys the universe, Jade can’t totally get with Rose- Oh right. Jade’s all grimbark and shit. And I just remembered, that battle’s still going on isn’t it. Ha ha. Why do I pray for these ships to be canon. Are they really the most important thing for me during this fuckfest?

VRISKA: I 8et there's a totally reasona8le explan8tion for everything that went sideways. What the weapon actually fucking did. Why my luck ran out. Whatever that HUGE G8PING HOLE in the Furthest Ring is!

s’called the Green Hole™, learn the lingo sweetie.

VRISKA: I CAN DO THIS!!!!!!!!

Did somebody say overused and practically decaying meme?

Yeah. Nobody said that.

OH FUCK THAT’S A TROLL I THOUGHT THAT WAS A WEIRD STRUCTURE OR SOMETHING? AND. It’s Aranea. Just who we needed to see right now. Hopefully she doesn’t get everybody killed again! :  )

VRISKA: No fix8ting on the past. That’s all 8ehind me. VRISKA: I just have to FOCUS. I’m sure the answer is right in front of my f8ce. VRISKA: Hell, may8e it’s been lying in pl8in sight this entire time!

Yes, and the answer is to LEAVE right now before anymore trolls join your lil powwow.

MEENAH: yo fishka MEENAH: dont mean to burst your bubble or nothin MEENAH: like watchin you lose it and blubber at yourshellf has got a serious entertainment factor MEENAH: but you might wanna actually MEENAH: look behind you

NOTHING ABOUT THIS IS ENTERTAINING, And now is NOT the time to look behind you because we don’t need Vriska gone wrong fucking everything up with her hidden agenda’s again.

Goddammit stop acknowledging  h e r 

VRISKA: What NOW?!

VRISKA’S NOT GONNA BE HAPPY ABOUT THIS. I’M NOT GONNA BE HAPPY ABOUT THIS. NOBODY’S GONNA BE HAPPY ABOUT THIS.

VRISKA: Uh.

UH IN FUCKING DEED. SHE BETTER NOT PROPOSE SOME PLAN HERE, BECAUSE SHE IS LITERALLY MORE OBSESSED WITH HERSELF THAN VRISKA FUCKING SERKET, AND LITERALLY THE ONLY WAY IT COULD END IF THEY FOLLOW HER ADVICE IS WITH HER COMING OFF AS SOME HERO. I SWEAR IF SHE’S WEARING SOME SHIT EATING GRIN IN THE NEXT PANEL. IT FEELS LIKE SHE’S GONNA BE WEARING SOME SHIT EATING GRIN IN THE NEXT PANEL.

FKAJHLSPOI:BGIBDSHFBDUIBFSDOIBFAISPHBVCP*#HRUQ(PHURBEFID

F U C K  Y O U  A N D  Y O U R  F U C K I N G  F A C E  Y O U  S P I D E R  B I T C H ^ 2

ARANEA: Why, hello there!

Fuck you

ARANEA: It sounds to me like you might 8e in need of my particular talents and services.

FFFUCK... you

ARANEA: Luckily for you, I’ve come to offer just that.

FUCK YOU...

ARANEA: You’re welcome, in advance.

FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OK. IM. IM DONE HERE. ARANEA, UNLESS YOUVE SHAPED YOUR SHIT UP I HOPE EVERYBODY HERE TAKES TURNS BEATING THE HELL OUT OF YOU

ALRIGHT

ALRIGHT.

Alright.

Alright...

Calm...

That’s the end of the update.

this was a fun one.

wooopty dooooo......

alrighty, bladda bladda outro seeya later

spider bitch^2

[yumenosakiacademy]

metr0con 2019 saturday diary

cosplayed/breakfast: same as the other 2 diaries. snack: a twin kitkat.

my eyes only, buckaroo. for future me.

can i b real w u i waited until 3 am to type this n a lot (esp from panels/early in the day) is HELLA fuzzy!!! sry! ;w; also it’s like. 4 am as im typing this n im not in the mood to write a diary! recalling everything is tiring, yknow? n i need to go to bed ghh... anyway!!

we left late bc i couldnt decide who to cosplay n i arrived late :(( anyway, it hadnt been 5 minutes there when i dropped my plastic purple heart ring i had from the dentist n i was so sad :( but i went to the bn-ha panel n i dont remember a lot of it sry. i remember iida wore a giant floppy sunhat that said Sunny Vibes on it tho n momo wore a black n white striped dress w sunflowers!

After this was cafe-stuck and it was fun! everyone kept calling jade a furry n i asked nepeta if she’d ever seen Nyan Neko Sugar G!rls to which she said no n someone asked her if she’d heard of/seen nek0para n she said she’d heard of it but it was “a bit.. too Extreme/Much for me.....” and someone asked the group (vriska, jade, john, dave, nepeta, tavros, aradia) why they were doing this and they said it was equius’ and john’s (i think?) prank that got way too out of hanf bc kanaya made the outfits for reals. someone asked vriska if she was a furyr cuz she had a spidersona and throughout the panel vriska and tavros kept talking abt how vriska took away his legs/him not having any. i asked the aradia n vriska if they’d work good together to make a good hall0ween themed cafe if this cafe were real n they were like “what’s hall0ween?” n the others told them it was a holiday that had candy n dead bodies n stuff! n someone asked abt who has the least human rights or just rights in general n john was like “jade u dont rights, ur an animal” n jade was like “trans rights”.

i decided to skip the d-dlc panel bc i didnt rly wanna write poetry cuz i do that at home n i dont rly care abt theories n discussing stuff like that so! i went walking around the dealers room n stuff. my crown actually came off at this time n i remember feeling like my crown had fallen off bc i thought i heard the mini whoosh it makes when it falls down but when i looked behind me, it wasnt there so i checked the aisles nearby n it wasnt there so i assumed someone had snatched it off my head but after a lot of walking, i found it half-underneath a con table w black tablecloth?? so i picked it up n went to the cosplay help desk and the guy safety-pinned it to my wig so i was all good to go!!

after that, i tried to look around to see if i could find any ens-tars cosplayers bc the meerup but i didnt see any so i was like oh well whatever im going to the LL panel anyway. so i went to the aki hana panel n i have videos of it! so im not rly gonna talk abt it. they played kings game there tho and “who’s most likely”! they said “who’d like an!mal crossing the best” n my immediate thought was rin so i raised my hand but the answer they had thought of was kotori, which actually makes much more sense haha. they said my answer was valid tho. i still got candy for answering! anyway the punk set ruby next to me ended up being the hifumi from yesterday that gave me the flower tin n they said it was nice to see me again n i said i wasnt able to go to the ES meetup bc i was only told when it was, not where it was, n they said that Eri/Eli (?) 9im guessing that was the host of the meetup) had to cancel it n i went oh. at the end of the panel i received a kotori pic! also a girl dressed up as a witch complimented my tsukasa outfit n i knelt down n said “thank you, princess” or smth i was like “i had a ring that i was gonna use to like. pretend to give to pretty girls but.. i lost it” n they seemed flattered but we parted ways!

after this was the aqours panel n the hanamaru did a dance n the you also did one but then they started playing the p0cky game n Headphones n i got kind of bored so i left n i heard “tsukasa!” n it was the jakurai from yesterday (that told me abt the meetup) dressed as mao in a yukata w their friend as oni ritsu n they looked so good! the jakumao apologized saying the meetup was cancelled. i think we talked for a sec then i went to go check out the rw-by q n a n it was a whole lot of roasting from the audience haha bc they did questions one at a time (ex: questions for yang, now questions for blake...) n i asked yang how she gets her hair so nice n she went “...nice?” w an unbelieving laugh/tone then they moved on n i was confused but oh well! they asked summer how she felt abt sloppy seconds bc taiyang n how taiyang’d feel abt a 3rd wife n nora got asked how many pancakes she could eat at a time n she was like “how much time do ya have?” n after the qna they started playing a weird game n it was rly boring so i left but the panel was almost over anyway. 

after i left i ran into a ramuda n they recognized me as tsukasa n they’re into ES n they said they hadnt watched the anime yet n they were surprised to see valkyrie in it bc they thought they werent gonna b but they said they hope the anime doesnt butcher shhu bc they like shu n know a lot of ppl hate shu n stuff. we talked abt the ES cosplayers at the con for a bit n i told them abt the ritsu+mao cosplayers n we had anice time talking n they said they rly liked rabits n i was like oh dude me too!! “i havent met anyone who hates ryu-seitai. like, Good.” n they were like “how could you hate ryu-seitai, they all wanna b nice n make friends” n i was like “yea mayb except midori” there was more but yea! i also ran into the witch girl n her friend from earlier bc they went “tsukasa!!!” n her friend (cosplayin smth from hn-k) showed me they had/got a leo plush n i was like “OH MY GOD. HE’S FINALLY BEEN FOUND!! HOLD ON CAN WE HAV A PIC W IT” so we took a pic of the leo plush beside my “where is leo??” sign like!! hell yea! n i was like “leo needs to pay child support. he’s evading his taxes. tax fraud” or smth around this point i think. at some point, on the escalators, i noticed a juto n a samatoki but when they got off the scalator they were heading for the exit so i couldnt rly ask for their pic so i decided to try n find em later.

then i went to the bn-ha panel but it was full to the BRIM but i made the mistake of sliding into the middle of an empty row for a good seat but the prson sat in front of me had big poofy hair so i couldnt see like half of the characters n ppl filld all the seats to my left n right so i couldnt leave. i was rly bored n trapped so i went on my ipad for almost all of thepanel n read part of a chiana/zu fic n stuff until the girl w the big hair left then i focused a Little more on the panel but i was still bored so wehn i noticed the ppl to my right all leave except the one guy next to me, i left the panel. i was sad bc at the time of that panel, there was a DR murder mystery panel that i couldve tried to attend instead but i was trapped so i couldnt :((

after that i decided to wander around for a bit before idolfest but when i went in at 5 pm, i 4got just how small that room was n how few chairs it had, n there were ppl standing against the walls so i leaned my sign against the right of the double doors BUT I LOOKED AHEAD N THERE WAS!! A HYPM!C PERFORMANCE STARTING TO HAPPEN!! DIVISION RAP ANTHEM WAS STARTING UP N MTR WAS ON THE STAGE!! but there were tall ppl standing in front of me n i was crowded against the back so i raised my ipad way above my head n started recording n watched them thru my ipad util someone opened the right door n i had to scramble tog rab my sign n lean it against me somehow n it made my fildiming falter but!! god i was just so exciting bc i wasnt expecting A HYPM!C PERFOAMNCE!! they did so good too ;w; after that, it was a solo hanayo perfoamnce then 3 songs from a non-anime-specific idol group that did 3 voca songs (one of which was LUVVVORATORY!!) n another non-anime dol group that did kpop songs (they were rly pretty n good) n then a you solo then a you/hane duet! ALSO during the hypm!cperformance, te juto n sama n a gentaro were dancing in front of me n right after the perfoamcne, a BB group opened the door but realized they missed the hypm!c performance n left n i decided to try n find em later too. 

after the last performance, there was still time, so a samus came over to me n asked to take a pic of my sign n they said they like ens-tars too n they said they cosplay tsukasa too n they ran a panel as him back in georgia n we talked abt best boys n i showed them all the keychains on my bag n when i pointed at mika n said 2nd best boy they went “:o me too!” n there was a lot more said but we went on talking for a while abt ens-tars n they showed me pics of the tori n arashi cosplayers that day they saw. 

after that i just walked around for like 45 minutes until the samus saw me again n waved me over so i was talking w them n they were apparently drinking alcohol despite being 18 n their friend was 23 n we were just talking abt stuff n i noticed a trigger group on the escalator n we called out to them n i took their picture n samus was like “dude it’s so cool that ur into id0lish7 too” n then we kept talking n at one point the samus was like “tsukasa i luv u” n made a lil finger heart n i tried 2 make one but my hands were kinda full but i managed to make one! they also said earlier today, they saw a sasuke cosplayer getting arrested n they took a pic of it for their snapchat lmao n it was them in front of a cop car n they said the person said “dont touch me!!” to the cop. the friend w samus said the only idols he knows were the combie one n that saki was def best girl hands down like, its a fact n i was like “ur right. it not even a hot take, its the Facts.” anyway then i wnted to walka round a bit more so i did n at like. 7:10 i decided “why not go near the photosoot area n registration to see more cosplayers that r there bc ive just been walking repetitive loops around the dealers room entrance n the con floor so! there could b some new cosplayers there! n lo n behold i found a tenn n ryuu that i had seen briefly earlier! n took their pic! then less than a few ftaway, i tried to walk past some ppl but there was a bag in the way so i stepped over it (like, not on it, i mean. like, Over, to avoid it) but i noticed it was an MTC itabag n the person next to it had bunny ears n it!! was the juto n sama i was looking for! so i took their pic n was talking abt how cool it is to see more hypm!c cosplayers here this yr until some guy came up n started telling the samatoki they looked like kaworu n they mistook them for kaworu n they said they didnt kno who i was supposed to b but i looked nice (iirc?) so i left n near the prop check table, I SAW THE BB BOYS! so i ran up to them n asked for a picture n then i started talking abt the hypm!c thing n there being so many this yr when there were none last yr n the jiro was like “aa ur tsukasa” n we started talking abt ES a lil bit n the anime then i complimented their ritsu+mao plushies on their bag n left!

after that i just roamed the halls until 8 pm. then the v0ltron panel! keith n lance hd like, a roasting rivalry going on n keith was like “i keep getting bullied! i dont deserve this!” n i kept askiing questions. me, a green ranger, a dave, n the dave’s friend were mainly the ones asking questions lmao. anyway keithd b like “lance dont touch me oh ew” and i asked keith what his fav anime was since he said he was a weeb n he said blue ex0rcist n i asked keith if hed seen LL (bc LL cosplayers were dancing to the music outside the panel room n i heard it) n lance was like “oh yea, he knows all the dances. he does them in his room” n keith denied it n at one point, i was like “since keith n lance share one braincell, who has it the most” n they said keith. the bonding moment was also mentioned a lot and alluras death n how lance can get much more “game” than keith (like, ladies. sorry im tired they might hav used another term) and an amami in the audience told lance to fortnite dance with him aftr thelance fortnite danced n!! just. a lot happened. it was a very casual-ish panel imo. haha.

after that i 4got that the bn-ha panel was at 10 not 9 so i just decided to wander then hit up the dance floor for most of the duration n i spotted the juto n sama n a nurse ramuda that i remember the samus talking abt n also someone who looked like the arashi the samus showed me but in an ali!ce madeness returns dress  o i asked the ramuda for a pic and then started dancing and the juto got into one of the dance circles n just started going hard as HELL n i was just dancing in the area they were near n out of the corner of my eye i’d see juto just absolutely KILLING IT w their dance moves bc they were dancing in front of their friends (occasionally w samatoki or posing w them) n i was just jamming out n during a slow song i pulled up a pic of chiaki on my ipad n started slowdancing w my ipad n the girl near me was like “that’s a Mood” n i think i heard the possibly-arashi n the others laugh a bit bc i was slow-dancing w “chiaki’ haha but god the dance floor was WILD! there was a guy w a saxophone at some point playing along w the music then a guy w a guitar! n we yelled lyrice to dont stop believing n stuff.

the the bn-ha panel! ...i was bored. most of the time i put tape on my leo sign and looked up wigs on ebay n stuff n sometimes i couldnt hear v well bc i sat near the back. they started up like, truth or dare but w a beach ball to decide who got to ask the dare or w/e? but i noticed a gentaro in the back of the room so i was like “ill just wait until the end of the panel then ask for their picture” then trivia started n they eventually asked what episode dabi appeared in n i was thinking “ep 7 of the most recent season” n some guy guessed that (he was the only one who fuessed) but the izuku n katsuki looked at their paper n i heard them mutter “episode 31″ so after somebody guessed ep 42 n the panelists said ‘”guess between 30-42--” i said ep 31 n went up n got a pack of aiw stickers but i shoulve taken the superhero shirt tbh. aftr that i decided to leave n asked the gentaro for a pic n they were one of the ryuus earlier they said n also a jakuarai from yesterday! they were like “oh! ur the tsukasa i keep seeing/running into!” n i was like “oh! hi!”

idk what convo this was in but someone was like “do u like how they did anzu?” n i was like “oh she’s so cute they rly said Fuck Anzu Haters” n they agreed.