#quentin is all of us i think 😅

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QUENTIN DURING ÉMILIEN'S LAST SHOOTING:

QUENTIN AFTER ÉMILIEN'S LAST SHOOTING:

MEN RELAY • HOCHFILZEN 🇦🇹 • 15.12.24

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I'm starting to think about giving up on writing. I'm not sure how to stop it, either. I don't want to sound whiny or ungrateful for all that this writing community has given me, but even after participating in NCN nothing seems to get better. In fact, it's killed my blog. I'm tired of begging for feedback. Anon are meaner and more demanding than ever. Friends are tired of hearing me complain. Writing isn't as fun as it used to be. Maybe I'm being dramatic. Just needed to get my frustration out

I'm so sorry you feel that way 😭 Maybe turn off anons/asks for a bit and try to think it through for a while without visiting Tumblr? Just so you don't make impulsive decisions 😬 (been there in June and that had been building up for 6 months before it bursted in a form of an impulsive decision)

But I understand that feeling perfectly. It feels for me too that NCN didn't do much anything for the cause, at least not among writers. And yep, anons have been so mean during this month alone and like??? r/choosingbeggars, oh I'm so sorry your dog died, take all the time you need, but be sure to start posting again tonight because no one cares about your dog.

People seem to think that writing takes max 1 hour a day and within that time we get 50 fics written. Like it would really be that easy, like it's the same as chatting with friends or something, and we're not allowed to have our own lives in some people's eyes... and yeah, tbh I've been thinking about quitting a lot more because of those people who seem to think like that. Their words hurt, even though it shines through how they don't write anything creative themselves. But I don't wanna let go. This community has helped me so much during these 2 years, it feels like I have more friends than ever.

Inspired from that chatting thing, I'm seriously considering that one day I'll write a fic which is like

You were like 🙄 as Flash tried to laugh at you and Peter ran to the scene and was like 😠. You smirked at Flash, he turned around, saw Peter and was like 😮 and left the scene. He remembered the last time he defied Peter and didn't want it to happen again 😬😂 Peter took a hold of your hand and you walked home 😍❤️ It was so cuuuuute!!! 😭😭❤️

and ask my readers if that's a pleasant piece to read because that's pretty much how I talk to my friends. Creative writing demands thinking of just the right words and expressions, you can't just splat an emoji there without it looking silly, it isn't like you can just answer to the request like you'd be chatting with friends. If I did requests just by answering to them like I'd do with friends, they all would be like:

"Hey, could you do dating headcanons with Klaus Hargreeves from The Umbrella Academy? Thanks!"

- Hi, thanks for requesting!! I'm sure Klaus would be a messy but fun boyfriend 😂 Hope you liked it!

And yeah in that case I could easily queue like 50 "fics" a day 😅 But it isn't like that and I doubt my readers would like that, you have to THINK about the right headcanons, for example what Klaus would do to make his S/O feel better on a bad day and how would the reader help him with his addiction and how does Klaus react to it. It all just doesn't come out right away, Jenni 2.0 isn't taking turns with me to mold it and discuss with me about it and sometimes I come back to that fic multiple times. If a character is a neutral one to me, I'm often struggling especially with starting it up but I always at least try. Because sometimes that fic blooms a lot more than I thought it would. A drabble with Quentin Beck was a super hard piece to start and I started it like 10 times, wrote about 20 words and erased it, tried again, erased it etc but eventually it turned out to be one of my all-time faves.

But yeah, mean anons/people make my inspiration go down and it's like they don't even realize that by saying stuff like "you're selfish for participating NCN 🙄" they just push the writer further away (which should go without saying?????). Someday soon writers could be dropping out and I bet that those same people would be like "WHY IS EVERYONE QUITTING 😭😭😭😭" not realizing they caused it.

[akane171]

While I'm not disagreeing (Obi-Wan and Anakin's friendship will forever be one of my all time favourite things), Padme and Anakin's relationship wasn't actually that bad if you've watched the Clone Wars Series, cause the show spent much more time on establishing the characters and their development and dynamics with others🤔🤔🙈

Haha, yess, I agree, no changing minds😌

Juuup😭😩😭😅

Uhm...Sorry?😅 If it makes you feel better, I have to admit I feel like reseaeching that, too😂🤷🏻‍♀️🙈

Waaaait, hold your horses! I DI NOT make him suffer for centuries only to die in vain! He basically got to tell the whole Multiverse "fuck you" AND he died saving the present Version of our Heroes PLUS ensuring a HEA for his and Kara's younger selves AND he got to reunite with HIS Version of Kara 😌😅 Plus, it's an AU I never wrote, can't be blamed for anything😏😎 

About the angster part: Well, after much reflection I can admit I had my angsty moments but I'm totally gonna blame that on the way the show made them and Karamel both being the too selflessly stupid, tragic character kind 🤷🏻‍♀️😂 I'm just working with what's already been established😉

(Oh, apropo AU ideass, I was inspired for another AU today, but as it would heavily spoil Doctor Strange in the Multiverse of Madness I probably shouldn't voice it right now😅🙈)

It's not excusing myself, just stating facts to right your misconceptions😉😉😂😌

Yeah, I think I've wanted enough about how the only good thing was Malec and other side characters and the potential of the world building to last you a few lifetimes, too, sorry😂😂😅😅🙈

...Fanfics never cease to amaze me🤷🏻‍♀️🙈😂

Ohhh, right, Hunger Games, I forgot it was written like that, too🤦🏻‍♀️😅 Well, tbh, I only really liked the first book anyway🤷🏻‍♀️🙈

Uff, that sucks😖 But I know what you mean, it's even worse when you've read the original and have all these expectations and favourite moments that get screwed over😭

Yeah, probably 😅 Can't believe people get payed for pulling stupid shit like that🤦🏻‍♀️ ...Okay, no, I CAN believe it😅🙈

Aww, you cheered?😅😂 I honestly thought it was sad cause Jake JUST got to be happy and hope for the best and BAM! Everything he hoped and dreamt of for them was destroyed...😔😔😭😭 And poor Quentin, just a kid😖

Oh, true, I forgot about variations and mutations😂🤦🏻‍♀️ (Lol, can't believe I didn't think of that when the last few years in RL were full of them😂😂🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️) Ohhh, Karamel in Zombieland😍😂 (Do you know the Netflix show "Daybreak"? That's basically another zombie show just that only non-adults survived and aren't zombies... And it's kinda a bit like a parody, so Teen!Karamel in that would be funny too😂)

Eh, well "annoying" in a "I love you dearly and am just doing this for fun so don't be offended" way😅 And well, "sweet"...That's one way to call it😅😩🙄 Ehh, no, not one in particular but I think the one most random (other than us coming up with just random-random nicknames that didn't have anything to do with our names at all) was basically hanging weird things behind my name😅 Like syntactical structures🤦🏻‍♀️😂 

Whaaaaaat? It means executioner in polish?!?!😱😱😱😍😍😍 That's SO cool!😍😍😍😱😱

Haha, thanks, you too!☺ But oh no, why did you overdo it?😅🙈😰

xxx

They were not bad in the series, but my brain was already affected by the movies. Also, please explain how teenage Padme have fallen in love with anakin while having OBI WAN in front of her very eyes.

So, if you want to paly this card aka saying you are not the angst queen becasue you didn't write the AUs then you can't use my not written AUs agains me. SAD FACT.

In a way point taken, but I think we can both agree that their endings make NO FUCKING SENSE and the writers and JQ were assholes and had no idea what to do with Kara since s3 (what btw, was confirmed on the UK convent some of the cast attended on this weekend).

(lol, no thanks, im going to watch it one day. Did you like the movie?)

The ghosts of kangaroos that are hovering arounf you right now have a different opinion, ReFail.

I think... Izzy and... uhm... dude with glasses looked promising? Aka kickass girl and a nerd guy, I kinda like this trope (if guided properly).

Yeah, fanfics are... everything. Like... I'm still amazed there are Mpregs. And that some people ship some ships i would never even consider (on the other hands, sometimes thanks to them I start ship some couples).

Oh? Only the first one? Can I ask why? I am not the biggest fan but liked them all in general. The last was... a typical "author doesn't really know what to do, so adds drama and bombastic shit", but still ok. And well, for once my kinda ship sailed, so.

Friendly reminder, SG producers, executives and writers were paid for season 6 :)))))))))))) so yeah, i can believe people can earn money for shit.

What can i say. I'm a horrible person and I cheer a lot when FICTIONAL characters I dislike die. And well, I think, because it happened under such circumstances and feel forced and rushed, I don't think they would stay together for long? I get trauams can bound people, but it's not a good base for a relationship and I think they were too different and didn't really have a common ground. But yeah, poor Quentin.

SHAME! SHAME ON YOU! But I don;t know the show, sounds like fun :D I thought maybe about karamel with kids trying to survive zombies or living in some post-apo world?Like in the King's The Stand.

LOL, that kind of friends, then xD

I know! That's why I like it so much xD

Because I had to ride to the service aka go downhill and then ride back. And the saddle is quite... hard. But I bought new one, so my ass should rest in a few days, keep your fingers crossed!

How much you are hyped for LW's new chap? I can't wait for her finally posting. Expect some screaming xD

Anyway, have a nice rest of the weekend!

Oh, and shit, I was suppossed to listen to some music, right? Sorry! Will do in the next anon!

btw, heard a song today and the lyrics fits our two idiots