#quality works and quality source material but is smol and smtimes feels a lil sparse. im thorsty

[wreckedhoney]

writing lately has been this bs process of "how am i going to write when this awful thing is happening to my body" and "i am writing now to detract from this awful thing happening to my body" and i really wish this process were more fun and i didn't have to consistently Have Something Going On every other day and i can just like. sit down comfortably. finally. i wan this 2 be over

atm definitely in the first portion "how tf am i going to write" i am so severely uncomfortable in my own skin that for some reason has hated me for decades and is really loud about it 2night. im awful