#q!celltw

[sillygh0st]

Psst, could I suggest celltw to the art request?

Sorry for the delay anon but here a celltw for you!!!! 🫶🫶

[sammym332]

Cannibal by tally hall but in a celltw way

[autistic-britta-perry]

Here's the questions and card meanings I pulled! (About the celltw future encounter because of course)

1.What will Pac feel when he sees Cellbit next? III of wands-> According to this Pac will feel (at least initially?) confident! The figure in the card has left the security of their home and it's daring and wanting making a big move, setting a plan in motion. 2.What will Pac do? X of swords ->Pac will FAIL miserably! This is the card for major disaster and a betrayal, someone being stabbed in the back, and the victim card as well. oh no!! So either very bad time for Pac or Pac betraying Cellbit in some way. 3. How will Pac react to Cellbit? VII of cups--> Cups are always emotion related, and this card, portrayed very well by these cups floating in the sky as nebulous possibility, talks of indecision and not knowing which choice to make, which makes a lot of sense for Pac here. He's conflicted. 4. What will Cellbit feel when he sees Pac next? V of cups -> This is the emotional loss & disappointment card. Being unhappy that something didn't turn out the way it did and dwelling on the past, sometimes to the point of getting stuck there. It seems like Cellbit will feel hurt and a sense of loss when he sees him, whether because he doesn't expect (somehow lol?) Pac's reaction or because he expects it but wishes he didn't have to damage their relationship as part of his plan. 5. What will Cellbit do? Justice -> So this is very interesting because usually this card means justice will be served fairly, so if you hurt someone you'll get punished and if you've been hurt in the past you get good things to make up for it. But this is something Cellbit will do, so my guess is Cellbit will act in a way he thinks is fair, which can look very differently depending on his mental state and what Pac will do. Either way one of the two is getting punished. 6. How will Cellbit react to Pac? III of cups reversed ->Not just emotions again but he literally got the friends one reversed! ISOLATION. HE'S GOING TO ISOLATE

7. How will the encounter go? King of swords -> This card is about making decisions based on logic and a clear mind and it's also about truth, which i didn't mention but is also another meaning of the Justice cards. So it sounds like there'll be a lot of words and truth in the encounter and this is definitely related to Cellbit's Justice card (which has a sword in it) and Pac's X of swords. 8. Consequences of the encounter the Tower -> lmao DISASTER TRAUMA GREAT LOSS. This card doesn't have to be negative and can just be a big life change but if there's something certain is that their relationship will be irrevocably changed.

update: I asked for clarification about Pac's X of swords and Cellbit's justice specifically and I got Death card for Pac (which is a positive one) which talks about changes of relationships for the better and ends of cycles, letting go of the past etc. So whatever happens will be cathartic for him. And Cellbit got queen of swords! Also positive, it's about passion and focus but also about standing by someone's side? My theory is that whatever happens will motivate Cellbit and that he'll do it (whatever it is) for Pac as well, and that's how you can have that not contradict with the subsequent isolation.

[lutraviolet]

cellpony (ignore the second image i was put up to it)

[lil-lost-mind]

Toxic yuri be upon ye

[toobbolive]

Hear me out: Pac is just as afraid of intimacy as Fit is. Pac has a specific idea of what being close to other people will entail, and that's why he situates himself by the violent, unstable men.

They'll be exactly what he expects them to be, they're familiar.

That's why he still seeks out Cell during purgatory, and how he's decided to stay with him and try to walk him back to being Cellbit regardless of what Cell's done to him and his friends (including those who did not end up respawning or escaping.) Cell is already close to him, to his body and mind and Pac is afraid to lose that closeness no matter how ugly or unhealthy it is.

Any attention, any intimacy is still intimacy. A hand reaching out to harm you still has to touch your skin.

Meanwhile, Fit is from an environment that paradoxically prevents and ensures closeness, the bond between warriors, the conditional loyalties of where you lay your head.

Fit is aware that getting closer, getting what he wants will hurt him, and he still wants it anyways. I think he's prepared for the pain waiting for them both if he'll just reach out for it. As well, Fit has Ramón, a job, a mission, people who need him, other connections to the people around him. Pac doesn't.

And we see Pac keep people at an arm's length so that he won't have to risk the pain of being left behind by the people he cares about.

Considering old Fuga Impossivel 2 lore (which could be canon! they've been using parts of it) Pac and Mike are orphans, only fully having each other. The single constant between their adventures. Pulling capers, spending a long time in prison and then on a boat with other dangerous escapees, with whom they're now a twisted kind of family, but Richas has other dads, and people like Forever and Cellbit both have their own partners and demons right now.

So Pac during the Happy Pills arc? Walter Bob could be dead. Mike is in deep sleep, and Pac doesn't turn to anyone else for help. He doesn't reach out to the morning crew. He's self-sacrifically on his own, he goes on the drugs alone, and he begins to develop the antidote alone and what he says is that he doesn’t want to be sad again but he isolates himself in fear of it.

Let's think about the Pac who's openly affectionate to cover up the Pac who knows that no one needs him around and who's intelligent enough to know that challenging that understanding could destroy him.

That's why Pac won't confess either.

Pac avoids every concrete escalation because changing a relationship means risking losing it.

[myzky]

Celltw - "We have some catching up to do."

[gingersp1ce547]

So when are we as a society gonna talk about when q!pac was with richarlyson in prison that one time and asked for a cellphone because thats where the power is? When are we gonna talk about how in purgatory 2 he told gauxnim he was gonna take out his organs and eat them like cell, not too long after making out with him? When are we gonna talk about how q!pac still calls q!cellbit queridinho sometimes? When are we gonna talk about how one of those times was laughing while leaving him stranded on that island, another was when reading the notes on him in the resistance base, and another was when q!cellbit confronted him during purg 2?

[mandyoka]

Pac × Cellbit

[sillygh0st]

celltw comic based on a canon moment yayyy o/

(btw the last conversation on the last pannel is not canon but the rest is!!)

[sammym332]

She rips out my bones just like I'm an animal

[autistic-britta-perry]

after watching the stream there's no way he'll try to pass it off as a joke lol

My question now is will team red get the mission to kill pac three times today bc they didn't do it, or is the x2 a one time thing?

Also will Cellbit if they don't get the mission act "normal" again, pretending it was about the mission only or will he still want to go after Pac with no excuses for it

[crifevergreen]

Any way

I drew them fem

[qpacinho]

More of Pac’s infirmary arc.

(Tw: self-neglect, self-isolation, unhealthy coping, nuanced internalized ableism, harassment, implied threats, flashbacks)

Some days, Pac was glad he was alone. He would take a deep breath and find himself glad he wasn't sharing air here in the infirmary wing. The idea of dealing with... anything from before just sounded exhausting. Escape plans. Fights. Gangs. Working. It all felt so pointless in the face of his new reality. He needed some time to figure himself out. Those days he would lay in his bed, and refuse to get up. He would take the nowhere near strong enough pain meds and try to sleep until the day is over.

Other days his thirty minutes outside would place him pacing around the wall with forearm crutches and a flimsy piece of metal and plastic attached to his body. Something that felt like it hardly supported his weight but it was all they would give him. Anything more expensive would be on his dime, but what dime did he have? They took everything from him. Despite all of that nonsense, sometimes a breeze would blow through and he would get to enjoy it tossing his hair around for a second.

And sometimes, Mike would speak. Hesitantly, but presently. "I know you said you don't understand why we don't leave without you, but I wouldn't know what to do with myself," Mike gruffly admits this time.

Pac blinks. He stops walking. Mike follows suit the moment he notices. He ended up hardly a step in front of Pac. A smile crosses Pac's lips. He hopes its convincing enough. "I think you would be okay, but thank you for waiting," he tries to reassure. He meets Mike's gaze. Something in Mike seems to shrink away. His body folding ever slightly inward at the words. Pac wonders if something about him is just that off-putting now.

"Whenever you're back in our ward, we're leaving," Mike responds a little softer. If Pac were anyone but himself he wouldn't have picked up on the subtle shake to Mike's voice. His feet start moving again, and Pac follows. Crutches swinging.

Later in his cell, Pac tries to get a look in the mirror while he sits on the bed. His eyes glance over the reflection that greets him. He watches a laugh wrack his body as he takes it all in. His jumpsuit hangs off him awkwardly. It always has but the way it bags around his slimming shoulders and torso should be scary. His eyes were dull, sunken, and dark. His hair was matted to hell and back. His cheekbones were more prominent than his baby face would ever allow under normal circumstances.

Fuck. He closes his eyes and curls his body forward for a second. Pac looks like a corpse. This place was killing him. This place was going to be the death of him, and he would deserve it. He was a sinner and a piece of shit

Beyond saving. Beyond repentance. Doomed from the start. This would be his grave, like JV.

There's tension in his throat. Bile fills Pac’s stomach. He feels his hands start to shake and tremble against his will. The world around him starts to feel fake. An illusion. An overlay. He squeezes his eyes tighter. He was still in the passage. He never left. Every day he feels like he never left.

There's hands on him. A tourniquet around his knee. Someone is yelling. Everything burns. Faintly. He has to be good and quiet. Good little rabbits stay quiet.

His world splits into two processes. Conflicting understandings of the present, contrasted by a complete lack of understanding at the same time. Cotton and concrete. Tears and blood. Caress and chokehold.

"Shhh. Shhhh, queridinho," Pac hears. Harsh, a little raspy. Attempting gentleness that is probably fake.

But it's too real. His heart beats in his chest faster than anything ever has. The world comes into a focus so fast. The slow motion of the seconds before disaster hits him. He's humming. His eyes are closed. There's blood in his mouth. He must have bitten his cheek. He does not want to open his eyes. There's a hand on his back.

Pac has no idea how Cell got in here.

"Queridinho, look at me," Cell not quite whispers. It isn't... loud. Normally Cell is loud, but this is very very quiet. In a way, it could almost be comforting. The bile rising further in his throat refused to be ignored. He would always be denied deluded safety.

A hand gently cups Pac’s cheek and turns his head to look at Cell. "Good. If you keep screaming, you're going to wake everyone up," he explains. Pac isn't sure if it's a threat. With Cell, really everything was. Pac forces his eyes to focus. He can't make eye contact without completely spiraling. "I don't want anything else to happen to you. We've already waited too long for you," Cell gently drags his finger tips up to Pac's hair as he speaks. There's some half-hearted attempt at comfort. It was probably just performative.

Any of Cell's kindness had a motive. Even when lips meant lips, it was all a means to an end. The grip on Pac’s jaw made him wonder if Cell knew genuine gentleness. Or if it was all the same to him. Everything was an illusion or it was blatant honestly. The worse it was the more honest you could assume it was.

Then Cell gets closer. Pac can feel hot air on his face, but he sees something else. He sees blood on Cell's teeth. His body wants to curl in on itself with pain and dizziness. His skin is slowly growing cold and sweaty. He is dying, again. The taste of his own blood on his lips. The texture of his own flesh in his mouth. A hand gripped so hard in his hair that it might pull hair out.

Pac bites the inside of his cheek to ground himself. A whine leaves his throat in his distress. It is still so quite though. "You're okay. Queridinho, I just need to fill you in on some plans," Cell starts. His true message hidden by a veil of sweet tones. The way he almost coos around the word Queridinho, like it was a sweet gift of a nickname. "So good for me. Here is the plan, Pacci. You're going to ask to go back to your cell. No more infirmary. Then you get three weeks to get back into shape before we leave," he explains.

Pac doesn't register the words, not really. Torn between moments it was hard to understand what was real or not. Cell doesn't give him much time to try and catch up before he's moving Pac’s head for him. A nod. Pac had to agree. His chest burns at this. He doesn't understand until Cell let's go of his face. He collapses back onto the bed and then it clicks. His time was up.

He doesn't even bother to try and figure out how Cell got in. Pac stays motionless aside from visible shaking. The cell door closes, and Pac rolls to face away from it. He didn't want to look. He didn't want to exist. Pac just wanted to be nothing.

Pac would have to ask tomorrow.

[myzky]

Conforto.

[blocksgame]

This is not the first time Pac and Cellbit have been trapped on an island together. Everything's changed, but by how much? Months later, isolated and afraid, Pac poisons himself to find a cure. After it works, Cellbit tries to prove to him that he is not completely alone. Sure, everything's changed, but by how much?

I heard we were whumping q!Pac and or giving him bespoke weird trauma-derived hurt/comfort/flirty/fear dynamics with q!Cellbit, for instance vis-à-vis the thing where he ate Pac's leg. I love that. I want in. Consider my entry.