#put away for months bc my contamination ofd or whatever hates my old clothing storage system and i haven't finalized a new one that fits | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

fifteensjukebox · 5 days ago

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me thinking about how much i would hate the logistics of moving again vs me deciding the next day to swap bedrooms within my own house..... for my benefit (better bathroom mostly) but at what cost to my sanity in the process...

fortunately my clothes are mostly in laundry baskets so i'll get to skip the step of getting them out of proper storage and go directly to finding them a home in the new room... and until then i get a new room with a laundry basket covered floor! because the swap is happening on hair day and i can't do both... hate it here

#i fear there are nonsense complaints in here if ur not in my brain but i needed to get this out i think #i love my mom the absolute most but her insistence that part of this process might be a crutch since i've had so many baskets of laundry not #put away for months bc my contamination ofd or whatever hates my old clothing storage system and i haven't finalized a new one that fits #everything and even if i had i so rarely have the energy to put it all awat...admittedly ive barely had a room empty of baskets since spring #... where was i? oh it is so hard to get her to understand my reasoning in all this but i get that any time i spend not getting things #properly sorted out=time she spends being inconvenienced and it's hard in her position to balance btwn being understanding and enabling....#ok that's enough of that! time to eat my trail mix and grapes. and get some sleep! failed miserably last night.#god i am now being asked when i'll need the currently shared bathroom (answer is same time as you! how does this always happen) and i realiz #even though in this moment it's piling onto my overwhelm i am in the process if solving this!! the swap will mean i get almost exclusive #access to the other bathroom and mom will have to share this one <3 it has been 9 years of this sharing drama bc we had it at the last house #too. im so ready to be freeeeee #ok ramble over no more tumblr tonight only ig story catch up and sleeeep. well...also online shopping (coping mechanism im sure) and naddpod #(likely the same but a better one)#vie #if anyone read all this im sorry and ily for caring enough to

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