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[wildcatpaws]

I just wrote like two paragraphs on something I've felt for so so long and towards the end of writing I was like "am I literally just describing how kinning something feels like?"

I'm super not sure and I'm unsure whether I should post it or not since it feels super personal.

My closing was: "One thing all of these have in common is that I want/need/whatever to embody their "vibe" so much so that i want to be seen like all of them. Maybe knowing that I could never gives me the sense of longing and 'void' that needs to be filled, the part of myself I'm missing." (this is about utaite/vocaloid/anime, needy streamer overload, and a specific person)

Can anyone confirm or deny whether this sounds like kinning something (obviously not the real life person part tho, still dk wtf that is)