#psa / ☆~`° thats gonna cost extra

[keslrun]

blog closing.

to  the  surprise   of   no   one   this   blog   is   closing  .   i   love  han   &   i   love   sw   ,   but   this   blog   feels   like   an   obligation   rn     &  i   want  to   focus   on   muses   rn    that   align   with    my   fixations   lol    .     han   will   be   housed   @horrorstoried  &   i   encourage   you   to   all   follow   me  there  <3   i   would   love   to  write   with   you    all  .   if   you    would    rather   part   ways   now   ,   thats   fine   too   .    thanks   for   making   the  short   return   a   blast   !!!!!       this   blog   will   remain   up   ,    &   i    may   return   to   it   sometime   .    who   knows   .   but   for   now   its   closed  .  if  you   like   trek   tho   go   check   out  @vokava   cause   i   decided  to   reboot   my   fave   vulcan   boy  .   xoxo estelle !

[scoxndrel]

HIATUS & PERSONAL  UPDATE.

okay so its time to come clean here & be honest with ya’ll about why i haven’t been here lately in the past little while.  before is start i just wanted to say that i did post a few starters to the dash i went through my call  &  slapped down a few . i may do some more tomorrow otherwise the rest will be done after my vacation .  as this blog is gonna be going on another hiatus ( yes another one ) till sometime mid august . i will post updates for you all in the meantime when i am able .  i will be out of the country from the 15th-2nd & i am heading off on vacay again on the 4th till when i am not sure. again i will keep you updated .   i have kept track of the likes so if you liked the call you will get a starter soon i promise  !!! 

now to explain things .   little bit personal under the cut . if ya’ll only care about hiatus stuff  then you can stop now . but for people that are curious about me  &  why i am not here anymore read under . 

star wars became my home away from home. i was introduced to his before tfa but it didn’t become a love of mine till after viewing the new film . at the time my main fandom was particularly toxic  --- &  it sucked cos there was nowhere else to really go & forget things for a little while .  i joined the rp community in jan 2016  &  it was shakey at first but then it got better & became something i could feel safe in completely    .     

my health started declining last year slowly  &  it got worse . maybe its cos i knew my show was ending ( my old main fandom ouat )  &  it just brought me down . writing han was great & an escape but it wasn’t enough to make me truly happy .   

guys i have been searching for so long for a place i can feel so happy  &  connected in , in terms of rp . twice i thought i found it .  but i was wrong.    i am forever thankful for all the friends i formed here & all the connects i have made to last a life time . so many beautiful writers here & souls that just have touched me so much . i love you all from the bottom of my heart so thank you .   you have touched my life .   but i need to be honest  . here in star wars is not my place .     

i discovered the trek fandom in december of 2016   & i just --- it truly changed my life . never have i been able to connect with characters so well & channel myself into them so well . it has been the greatest copping mechanism for me ; never have i felt like this in a long time . i am not better mentally  -- but i am keeping going   . &  guys it just feels right there .  writing spock  & leonard & even carol . it just makes me so incredibly happy   &  i just i found where i belong guys --- i really thing i have .   

i love you all & i love han .  & this is no way me saying i am leaving . i don’t think i can let han fade forever cos i love him too much . hes my son & i love him . i will love him & this community forever & always but the fact is i feel sometimes unsafe here ( many things have happened ; changed my perspective on things )    its no longer my true escape .   its an imporant part of me but its no longer the piece of me that keeps me going . 

i love all my friends i have made here thank you for making my time here this special.  so basically to sum up . i won’t be prioritxing my time here . i’ll be here when i can . when the muse strikes & just chill  &  have fun .   -- i just wanted you all tooo know what was up with me & why i haven’t been here ,   there is also a fact i can’t write han too too well when i am unwell . so thats a factor 

i thank you all for understanding . & i am sorry if i disappointed any of you along the way . i will strive to do better .  but for now i am happy with what i have & wanted you all too know .   well thats it i guess .  see you when i see you friends   * blows kisses * 

my trek blogs are here if you are curious to see me more (  @kashtovel   @meanmint  @telumspecialist  ) 

[sarcastic-pun-master]

psa for millenials and boomers (and genz's that aren't worried abt their lives)

I am sick and tired of people telling me not to worry about my future just yet because "You're young, you have lots of time to figure it out!" that is irrelevant in a world where no matter what job I get I won't be okay.

The fact that I'm young stresses me out more, adults are making a mess of our planet and either we will be the ones who have to clean it up OR we die because no one seems to want to fix it. Australia is on fire. WW3 is looming over the heads of innocent people who know if a war breaks out they won't be making memes, they'll be fighting for their lives and their families lives. I can't go to classes everyday and look up what careers I want to go into because it is a scientific fact that if we don't reduce our ecological footprint drastically right now, we will have less than 12 years to live. But why should I care? Its probably a hoax anyways. Besides, I should worry about getting a good education and a good job! Worry about myself right? I'm young. I'm young. I'm too young to be worried about my future. But I'm just old enough to know that I may not have one. Or, if I do, its going to be in a world on fire, a world full of miserable people who are all suffering because the people who are supposed to take care of us today are choosing to ignore our futures.

Why am I even writing this? You don't care. I doubt anyone will even get this far. And if someone is reading this then what? You'll nod. You'll agree. You'll hit reblog and you'll go about your day. You'll think "I'm bringing awareness to this issue" but guess what? The only people reading this are the ones that can't do shit for us. The government (US, CAN, AUS, BRITAIN WHEREVER THE FUCK) is choosing to do NOTHING.

They banned plastic straws from some establishments woop de doo! thats not gonna fucking change anything

Stop telling me and people that are "young, you don't need to worry yourself about this!" to shut up. Don't even get me STARTED on the abuse Greta Thunberg has faced. A 16 year old is telling you she is legitimately concerned about the planet and people who are suffering due to climate change and you ignore her. Make fun of her. Tell her to go back to school. Tell her to fix it her goddamn self. If we didn't need you to fix what you broke, we would've fixed it by now. We don't want your help. Its VITAL TO THE SURVIVAL OF OUR PLANET. WE FUCKING NEED YOUR HELP. WHEN ARE PEOPLE GONNA STOP ACTING LIKE THIS DOESNT AFFECT THEM?

I recycle shit. I don't use paper to do work than can be done on a screen. I own a reusable straw. But one person can't possible fix everything like this. You know what? If every fucking person on the planet did what i just described, we STILL wouldn't be saved. Renewable energy is ready to go, we don't need to use fossil fuels or gas to do shit anymore. So why aren't we using this new science that will reduce our ecological footprint, you may ask?

"It costs too much." Tell me. How much is your life worth. Or your kids. Or your pets. Tell me how much every single life on planet Earth is worth. How much money would you give to save a life? Your own? A loved ones? $0? I highly doubt that. So why the fuck can't you pay a little extra tax for something that could save the fucking planet.

Sincerely,

You don't care who I am. I don't care who you are. We are all going to suffer from this if it does not get fixed. The only difference is, I will say "I told you so". All you will do is regret.

[keslrun]

THREADS  I   AM    DEFINITELY   KEEPING.      

@maskedheroics     x x x x @jedishope    x @solosboy      x @sitched     x @liightforce    x @inkedspelled      x @crimsonshe     x @alderaandestroyed       x @intelligentmiinds      x @defendsfreedom     x @rebelrug   x @denydefeat   x

anything  else   is   pending   ,   if   the   muse   strikes   i   will   probs   answer.   come   check   out   my   plotting   call   which  i   will   post   in  a  moment.  

[keslrun]

smol one week hiatus.

hey   guys    so    i    think    i    better    just   get��  right   to   it   .    i   made   this   account    because   i    love   han   solo    &    there   was    hype  .    well    things    have   died     down    a    bit    &   my    primary   interests   right   now   are   not    in    the    sw    fandom   .     i   am   very    grateful   for   all    the    interest    you   guys   have    given    me    &   han   .   i   have   made   some   new   friends   who   have    followed   me   elsewhere   &   its   wonderful   !    ----   

but   i   also   feel   incredibly   overwhelmed   here    &   am   starting   to   feel    like    i   am   obligated   to    be   here  .  which    kinda    drove   me   off    han     the    last   time  ....   so   instead    of   jumping    ship   again   imma   go    on    a   brief    hiatus   .

after    my    hiatus    i    will    decide   if     i    want   to    keep    this   blog   ,   or   move    han    back   to    my    multi    muse  .    if     you    want    to     find     me    in    the    meantime    you    can    contact    me    through     the    following: @applesdrowned​  /  chad warwick @cosmoscrafted​  / multi muse @takenphoto​ / claudette freeman /  ahs oc disco: zaddy™#1159  (   pls   message   me   on    han   if    you    add   me  )    

[keslrun]

hi   everyone   i     live   again  .   i   have   decided   what   i   want   to   do   with  han   !   i   am   going   to   keep    this   blog   .   i   know   if    i   move   han   back   ,   my   multi   drafts   will  overwhelm  me   &   i  don’t  need   that   at   the   moment.    however   there   are   a  few  changes  being  made   to   this  blog  .

  i  will   be   more   plot   based  .   but   don’t   fret   no   threads   are   being    dropped .   i   just   will   not    be   posting   starter   call   often    &   will   be   looking   for   solid   dynamics   !   (   will   post   a   call  soon  )  

 this   blog   will   be   very   lower   activity.  i   will   be  here   when   i  want   to  be

 this   blog   will    remain   full   time   queue   based   ,   other  than   an   odd   exception  . 

if   at   any   time   this   doesn’t   work   out  ,   han   will   be   moved   back   to   my  multi  .    but   i   will   try    to   keep   his   blog   for   now   !     if   you   wish   to   unfollow   ,   no   hard   feelings   .   <3 

[keslrun]

i'm not sure i stated yet on this blog, but i tag spoilers as : tros spoilers , sw spoilers. spoilers will be tagged till the end of jan. come february first read at your own risk

[keslrun]

if   you   are   here    from    my   multi   muse   you   may   know   this   already   but,   to  refresh  as   well   as   inform   the   new   crowd,   i  will   not   be   interacting   with  legends  children   of   the   trio.    this   is   simply  because   i   don’t  have   much   knowledge   of   legends.    my   portrayal   is  movie   based   with  very   little   influence   from   other   media.   (  i  think  some   of   my   backstory   comes   from   legends   but  ????  )    either   way   the  only  canon   children   in   my   hans   backstory   is   ben   solo .     i  am   willing   to   plot  /   write  with   legends   muses   provided  they   respect   my  canon   divergence.    sorry  to  those   this  may   offend   but  this  is  what   makes  me   comfy  !  tldr; i  will   not   write  with  legends  hanleia  children  or  lukemara   children.  but  i  will  interact  /   plot   with   legends  people  within   my   canon. 

[keslrun]

hey   guys  ,    i     would    really    really    appreciate    it    if   you    could    let    me   know    when   you   add    me    on    disco    !!   it     helps     me    a    lot    &   makes     sure    i     actually     add   you   .     if     i     can’t     find   out     who    you    are     i     won’t    be   adding.   

[keslrun]

estelle speaks  / ☆~`° in a galaxy far far away ooc / ☆~`° yes estelle we know you would die for zachary john quinto psa  / ☆~`° thats gonna cost extra wish list  / ☆~`° make it worth my while self promo  / ☆~`° shot first mun love  / ☆~`° come to collect my reward about estelle  / ☆~`° this is my unbecoming mobile  / ☆~`° broken holo save  / ☆~`° stowed cargo promo  / ☆~`° shes fast enough for you old man mun pics  / ☆~`° smol sassy gay munday  / ☆~`° a day of celebration headcanon  / ☆~`° all a bunch of silly tricks and nonsense  

[scoxndrel]

DISNEY LAND HIATUS

i leave tomorrow friends ( well in a few hours )    i’ll be back the 2nd. second hiatus will be announced shortly after. but assume i’ll be away from this account till mid august. again i will update. for vacation updates check my spock blog @kashtovel though i may reblog here too.  mutuals can reach me at the following     

disco - prosperbitches#1159

k.ik  -  kashtovel or girlyemma96

sk.ype - girlyemma96

wha.ts app.  - friends only

f.ace.boo.k  - friends only

instagram - ask . 

sna.p ch.at - friends may come ask me