#proximity emotionally destroyed me 😽

[heartslobbf]

not me thinking abt how bea is like. SUCH a repressed lesbian. not me thinking about how she 100% had an Intense crush on mae in like middle school/early high school years n didn’t understand or recognise the feelings and was just. miserable. and then they stopped being friends and then angus and gregg got together and they became less close and she only really had jackie around and then her mum died and her dream of escaping possum springs and all that disappeared right in front of her and her life became what it is within the game and. and she never got a chance to live her life or realise her sexuality and feels trapped forever in this fucking cruel game of capitalism where she isn’t allowed what she wants because her mum died and for that she is punished and poor and. god. what the fuck. i am in pain 😐