#procrastination strategy is terribly inefficient and disrespectful. and i never seem 2 have enough fucking time. anyway

[deathlonging]

its all fun and games comparing yourself to a terrible horrible no good very bad fictional character until you realize maybe its about more than shared hypocrisies and recognition of a bone deep aversion to vulnerability. perhaps given the latter its no shock that the realization of the perfectly synchronized private grief dances (maisie voice) feels like a face slap !