#probs doesnt help thatshe felt some truama at seein my dad favor me over my full brother(i have too many brothers lol)
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not my mom wakin me up to complain about not doin the flytraps properly and me not havin a job for a yr(its been, AT MOST, 4 months and the ppl who hired me refuse to tell me when my offical start day is so im lookin for a new job), looked at me and literally went "hah! i knew it was gonna happen one day! u've got pink eye and now ur gonna hafta go to the emergency room to get medicine!"(i dont btw, i was rubbin my eye bc smth got in it when i woke up), stared for a second as everyone looks at her in disbelief(bc y would u say that to ur own child??? that u suposedly care about???), then i proved her wrong on the flytraps, she makes me do another o e bc apparently theres alotve flies still???, and tells me to clean her front yard
shes. . . idk wtf was up w her today. shes a grown ass, almlst 50 yr old woman and this is how shes actin in the early hrs of the mornin??? shes got at least 6 hes of sleep and now im runnin on like 2-3 hrs of sleep unable to fall back asleep at the drop of a hat and expected to appreciate this.
and im glad im not homeless, be we live in an expensive fuckin city where rent for 1 apartment is 1k a month. but jesus woman, stop projectin ur negative feelings on me. ik u had a shit life, u made sure i had one too for as much as u wanna say u care
#im jus#so fuckin tired#and she knows i have insomnia#and has been purposfully stressin me out#which makes it worse#and ive alr been stressin abour food amd a job#and this mfer gets mad at me for fuckin anything#my nrother and his friends make a mess? my fault#my job refuses to contact me and tell me when i start? my fault#her ex decides to cheat and leave? dependin on the day its somwhow my fault#she projects so many feelings onto me idek which ones it is half rhe time#u see urself in me? or maybe u see my dad and treat me like him who u hate#oh or maybe ur jealous that ur mom shows me affection#and that im her favorite?#not victim blamin btw. thats loterally the family dynamic between her me amd my gma#my gma mistreated her when she was a kid but luvs me and treated me roght when i was a kid#it sucks and my gmas an ass for it but sje doesnt need to be projectin that truama onto me#as for my dad he was a shit person too#literally wut 24-25 yr old who marries a 15-16 yr old ISNT an asshole?#doesmt help i was conceived outve wedlock either#so#yea#probs doesnt help thatshe felt some truama at seein my dad favor me over my full brother(i have too many brothers lol)#which literally was “oh he doesnt physically abuse me. he neglects me instead”#which wasnt much different than mg mom aside from he doesnt subscribe to whoopin ur kids. he did timeouts instead#and for a kid who was beat bc a TA called them baby and didnt realoze that was wrong bc theyre a kid? ofc ima prefer my dad over my mom#whoops#accidentally truama dumped lol#tw truama#lol
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