#probably wonky wordings ahoy bc it's almost 3:30 in the am and my only proofreader is the impure-intentioned google docs autocorrect lol

[deus-ex-mona]

Sister⇔Change!: Chapter 6

monamonologue

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Yujiro: Are you okay? You still seem to be a little tired…

Aizo: It kinda seems like you’re still acting out your role from your previous drama, huh.

Mona (in Sena’s body): Y-yeah. I sure am~. Ahaha~.

Mona (in Sena’s body): I may have been stressing out about my role a little too much, but I’m all okay now.

Yujiro: I’m glad to hear that. Good luck with the filming for your drama.

Mona (in Sena’s body): Yup! I’m truly thankful to you guys!

Mona (in Sena’s body): (...I really hate thanking those guys, though. But it’s just as Yujiro said…) 

Mona (in Sena’s body): (I act as “mona” really often… so I know what it feels like to act.)

Mona (in Sena’s body): (I don’t want to disappoint all my adoring fans, as well as the people around me who support me and offer me jobs—)

Mona (in Sena’s body): (So I try to conceal all my negative feelings.)

Mona (in Sena’s body): (Even that’s a form of acting too. I want others to see all my good points after all.)

Mona (in Sena’s body): I get the feeling that I’ll be able to act out my role now…!

Mona (in Sena’s body): (I’ve just got to turn things around with the power of my own abilities, yeah!)

Senior Actor: “Just how do you feel about me?”

Mona (in Sena’s body): (I’ve got to think of him like… how I think of all my fans. Like he’s my special someone…)

Mona (in Sena’s body): “I love you, I really do…!”

Senior Actor: “Eh…?”

Mona (in Sena’s body): “Please return my feelings… I’m not a good girl, and there are things that I just can’t do, but…”

Mona (in Sena’s body): “I’ll do my very best to become as cute as I possibly can, just for you, so…”

Senior Actor: !

Director: Okay, stop! You missed your line back there. Are you alright?

Senior Actor: I-I’m sorry… My heart just skipped a beat, so…

Director: Haha. Well, I guess it can’t be helped, since such a cute girl had said such a line with such an amazingly great expression on her face, after all.

Mona (in Sena’s body): (H-huh…? Did I mess up again?)

Director: That was really good, Sena! It was completely different from before!

Mona (in Sena’s body): Eh?! You mean it?!

Director: Your professionalism has really shone through~. You can do it if you try, hm?

Actress: Yup, you were super cute!

Senior Actor: So you were just really nervous earlier, weren’t you? I’m so sorry for not realising it back then.

Mona (in Sena’s body): No need to apologise. I’m really sorry too…!

Senior Actor: This drama will definitely be a success, so let’s do our best together.

Mona (in Sena’s body): Yeah!

Director: Haha, it’s really heartening to see such a great mood in here. I’ll have to give it my all too, huh?

Mona (in Sena’s body): (To think that they’ve given me such a vastly different assessment compared to the one from a few minutes ago…)

Mona (in Sena’s body): (All of them are so kind and amiable… Ah!)

Mona: Plus, there are tons of comments! Are they all from her fans?

Mona: (“Do your best, Sena.”, “I’m so excited for the drama!”, “You’re as super cute as always.”, “I’ll definitely watch the drama.”... huh.)

Mona: (They are all supportive messages from her fans… I’m nothing like her, even though we’re sisters…)

Mona (in Sena’s body): (So the reason why everyone roots for Big Sis is because they recognise her efforts for her hard work…)

Mona (in Sena’s body): (Big Sis, you always hide the great hardships you face behind your smiles, don’t you?)

Mona (in Sena’s body): (You probably resolved yourself to never whine and show your weak points in front of me, so I knew nothing of it.)

Mona (in Sena’s body): (Is that because you’re trying to play the role of my beloved “Big Sis”, just for me?)

​​Mona (in Sena’s body): (I’m so sorry for everything up till now.)

Mona (in Sena’s body): (I’ll try to become a more reliable little sister who will make you proud, okay?!)

Director: Alright, let’s move on, yeah?

Director: The next scene is the one that’s the most emotionally moving for our protagonist—.