#probably not an always thing bc nothing is with this godforsaken gender (affectionate in a shitty first car way) | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

skrunksthatwunk · 2 years ago

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ouhohoohh wait. sorry gender moment. changing my pronouns but it's like a werewolf transformation scene where their clothes stretch and rip and tear as i become the evil transtrender i once feared. adding it/its to my bio lol

#makes me feel like im a dog getting scratched on the head it feels affectionate and familiar and nice #which is generally the opposite of how ppl view those pronouns but hey who give a shit #it's like. idk. it's nice being treated like a creature sometimes. like the opposite of if you cant beat em join em #like on purpose dehumanization. i am detached from this shit entirely #look if im gonna feel like the Other all the time i might as well be treated like an Entity yk #kinda works for me im realizing #which is weird bc it's never really struck a chord with me. but ig i never really considered it that much before now #and i mean ig thats the fun/trouble with genderfluidity is the impermanence thing. gotta keep checking in on it #and neopronouns have never really worked for me but they isn't really great either (except for the once in a blue moon where it's perfect)#but i still need smth neutral... yeah.... yeah ok #ok!!#yeah.... gender getting weirder by the day all right!!!#not getting rid of the other pronouns im just adding to them lol #wow yeah. i feel way more seen like that rn wowza. ok #probably not an always thing bc nothing is with this godforsaken gender (affectionate in a shitty first car way)#but like. yeah :)#at least something came out of today (<- was supposed to do like 8 things and did not)#got mildly upset early on and everything just fell apart. whyyyyy im gonna fail my french exam TOMORROW #did not study hhhhhhh but whatever #i was so ready and willing too i had a fucking plan i erased the rgg guys on my whiteboard (rip) to draw a chart and everything #whateverrrrrr it's fine. augh

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