#probably gonna delete this tomorrow when im normal hehe

[gogoakechi]

CANNOT express just how fucking mad i am that masc and fem are being equated to male and female in the trans community. like its obvious where theyre replaced so it feels more Weird Gender Friendly but most of the time when i see transmasc or transfem it makes me feel even more alienated because theyre literally just used as substitutes for "men and could-be men" and "women and could-be women"!!!!! what happened to masculinity and femininity being separate from gender itself!!!!!! youre reinventing the gender binary by replacing words this way!!!!! trans men can be transfem if theyre feminine!!!!! you cant tell anything for certain about a persons gender by whether theyre masculine or feminine. would you call a cis butch feminine???? then dont call a trans butch transfem??????? and if youre like "transfem just means trans women and adjacent 🙄" think what kind of importance youre putting on the term fem to represent women. stop it. stop trying to align the feminine/masculine spectrum with gender identities. im pulling my hair out. we are reinventing the gender binary. im a man im a peacock and im transmasc transfem and transandrogyne and the tik toks are so afraid of me

[justkeepdancing-nemo]

finding robbie || a text drabble

Nemo wakes up after Texas and quickly realizes Robbie is missing.

Or, what happened on the other side of Hell

APRIL 2

Nemo [9:04 AM]: jingles what were you in texas?? Not 2 brag but i was a cheerleader hehe plz imagine ;)

Nemo [10:52 PM]: do you think jesus coulda been a vampire

Nemo: this is an easter inspired text lol

Nemo: i was just talking to tae about the whole three days resurrection thing and it made me think

Nemo [11:32 PM]: ok read that over and i realize maybe that was extremely offensive probably

Nemo: i mean obviously

Nemo: i mean obviously it was really bad anti-christian wise but i didnt mean to like say something about vampires or make a joke out of immortality or… yeahdsklfjaskldf im really sorry

APRIL 3RD

Nemo [12:06 AM]: ok sorry i promise this is the last time i am gonna text you obviously you need space right? Sorry i just uh… im a little worried because normally this isnt how you act when you’re mad which isn’t to say that you cant be mad in this specific way ofc and you owe me nothing but um yeah just please maybe let me know what you need? Maybe we can talk tomorrow? :/ ok night robbie, i love you.

Nemo [9:33 AM]: now im officially freaked. It doesnt even say you’re getting these? did your phone die? im feeling like a weird creepy stalker boyfriend lol im sorry if when u charge ur phone you see these i swear im normal haha

Nemo: yeah just ignore all these texts and text me when you get them this is super embarrassing haha

Nemo [11:38 PM]: ok i said i wasnt going to text you but i cant not text you i tried all day but robbie whats going on? Are you okay? Are you ignoring me?

Nemo is calling….

Nemo is calling…

Nemo is calling…

APRIL 4

Nemo [11:08 AM] : have you seen robbie in the dorms or on campus? I went by his dorm and his roommate said he hadn’t been there all weekend.

Olaf: oh hi nemo! Robbie? Hm, I don’t think so, but he does go home on most weekends, doesn’t he?

Nemo: yeah but i went to the inn too and he isn’t there. his fam thought he was in the dorm

Nemo [deleted]: they said he could have lef

Olaf: oh. Well I can definitely text him.

Nemo: ive been doing that and he isnt answering. Or like it says he isnt even seeing them but maybe he turned off read? Maybe its just me? idk but tis been like almost three days now thats not normal right

Nemo: i’m starting to really freak out

Nemo: you really havent seen him at all?

Olaf: well he really keeps to himself… :/

Nemo: yeah i know

Nemo: im so

Nemo: nevermind

Nemo: thanks

Olaf: Hey, Nemo, you can talk to me, you know that right? And I’ll try to help too. Do you want to go looking for him together? I can text Sindri and ask some people in the dorms.

Nemo: so you dont think im overreacting?

Olaf: of course not

Nemo: maybe sindri then. If its not too much trouble

Olaf: never. :) robbie’s our friend too. Don’t worry, we’ll find him!!

APRIL 5

Nemo [3:02 AM]: im so scared your parents are right

Nemo: they told me you’ve done this before. you leave and dont tell them and then they dont see you for years. they said it was a long time since you did that last but i cant stop thinking about it. it didnt look like you left but you’re not here. so where are you? What happened?  if you didnt leave on purpose it means something really really bad happened, and i hate that too

Nemo: i dont know what to think. did you leave me? did someone take you? are you okay? are you scared like me? are you alone?

Nemo: 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈 🦈

Nemo [3:22 AM]: ugh my wall of sharks didnt work. I really wanted it to. I feel like as long as i keep texting you it means there’s a chance you’ll answer so thats why i keep doing it. Im sorry if this isnt what you want but also im not bc if u left me, then fuck you honestly fuck you so much

Nemo [3:29 AM]: you didnt leave me though. of course you’d never do that.

Nemo: sorry about the fuck you thing. tomorrow im gonna keep looking for you, i promise. and i’ll find you or you’ll come back to me. whichever one comes first.