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Seasons of Love - Heat of Summer Challenge (SPN and MCU)

I’m late posting this I know. I have and still am struggling with an ear infection and I have been insanely busy and is to an extend out of a laptop. I am borrowing. Which is also why I added 25 sentence prompts instead of gifs. Sorry to those of you who were working mostly off the gifs but not having my own computer atm made those impossible for me.

Do I have to taken part in in the previous seasons?

Nope.

If I do all do the stories have to be linked?

No. They can be but that is not an acquirement.

If I do them all do I have to write the same pairing each time?

Nope.

Will you read and reblog my fic?

You betcha :D I am behind on reading for previous challenges so patience is a virtue here

Do my fic have to be summer themed?

Since it is the idea of the challenge - yes I am afraid so.

When Do I Post?

Between right now and August 31st. Sign Ups start now and ends when there are no more prompts

RULES - READ PLEASE!

Due Date: August 31st

Word min: 500 words

Word Max: 5k words

Style: It can be a drabble, one shot or beginning of a series. Do not put in in the middle of an ongoing series since I plan on reading them and don’t want to read 10 parts of something to understand the entry. IT CAN BE THE END OF A SERIES IF YOU ARE DOING FOUR PART ONE FOR EACH PART OF MY CHALLENGE WHICH I WOULD LOOOOVE!

Genre: Fluff, smut, angst are all welcome. DO NOT write smut if you are under the age of 18 and tag everything with appropriate warnings. AUs are more than welcome!

Limits on what you can write: No Mommy/daddy kinks, no non/dub con, no A/B/O, no glorification on cheating, no wife or actor hate in rpfs! - if you got any questions at any time feel free to send me an ask.

Format: State in your A/N that it is for my (thing-you-do-with-that-thing if SPN and until-theend-oftheline if marvel) Seasons of Love - Heat of Summer challenge. And use the # SoL - Heat of Summer challenge in the first 5 tags.

Submit: After you posted on tumblr you have to add yourself and your fic to this doc.  If you don’t do this you will not be added to the masterlist I create when the challenge is over. If you got questions - just ask :D

Doc link it case tumblr is an ass: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1JHXAfi0yczcGLCd5s_FtcCkJqKocVF8faq-Vih4xepI/edit?usp=sharing

How do I join?

You pick a prompt and a pairing off the list. Send me the prompt number along with a backup just in case and your pairing of choice. ASKS ONLY!! REPLIES, REBLOGS AND IMS WILL BE IGNORED!

There are no limits on the pairings but I only allow 1 person per prompt so think before you sign up. If you don’t think you will be doing it then don’t take the spot from someone else. Prompts and Pairings are under the cut!

Pairings:

No male readers - gender neutral are fine!

General Fics - character or rpf are both fine.

Sister/daughter/romantic/friendship reader pairings for following are all fine - just let me know which:

Jensen

Dean

Misha

Cas

Jared

Sam

Ships (all are allowed as poly with reader too):

Destiel

Deonna

Megstiel

Saileen

Cockles

Jensen x Danneel

Jared x Genevieve

AS SOMETHING SPECIAL THIS TIME I WILL ALLOW MARVEL PAIRINGS - if you write any of those they will be reblogged to my sideblog until-theend-oftheline and not here. It’s still me though.

No male readers - gender neutral are fine!

General Fics - character or rpf are both fine.

Sister/daughter/romantic/friendship reader pairings for following are all fine - just let me know which:

Sebastian Stan

Bucky

Chris Evans

Steve

Chris Hemsworth

Thor

Tony

Clint

Sam

Nat

Wanda

Ships (all are allowed as poly with reader too):

Stucky

Winterhawk

SamBucky

BuckyNat

Clintasha

Chris Hemsworth x Elsa

WIFE HATE OR GIRLFRIEND HATE OR EX GIRLFRIEND HATE OF ANY KIND WILL GET YOU BLOCKED AND IT GOES FOR BOTH FANDOMS! I DON’T CARE IF YOU LIKE THEIR S/Os OR PREV S/Os BUT I AM NOT HERE TO READ FICS THAT SLAM PEOPLE DUE TO WHO THEY DATE.

No shaming of any pairings or ships I just have to read them and these are the things I prefer. On to the prompts:

Activity and word prompts

1 Heatwave @emilyevanston (Winterwidowhawk x reader)

2 Beach Day @deanssweetheart23 (Dean x Reader)

3 Barbeque @queen-of-deans-booty (Jensen x Reader)

4 Camping @sweetness47 (Jared x Reader)

5 Bonfire @docharleythegeekqueen (Stucky x Reader)

6 Cloud Watching @tngrayson (Steve x Reader)

7 Stargazing @torn-and-frayed (Jensen x Reader)

8 Skinny dipping @queen-of-deans-booty (Dean x Reader)

9 Volleyball

10 Horseback riding 

11 Painting the house @katymacsupernatural (Jared x Reader)

12 Running @roxyspearing (Steve x Reader)

13 Breakfast on the roof  @jaremish (Sam/Jared x Reader)

14 Watching the sunset @waywardnerd67 (Jensen x Reader)

15 Outdoor restaurant

16 Tanning

17 Sunburn @iwantthedean (Dean x Reader)

18 Water Fight @jayankles (Dean x Reader)

19 Hiding inside with the A/C

20 A/C broken @ruined-by-destiel (Sam Winchester x Reader)

21 Ice Cubes @sammy-moo (Sam Winchester x Reader)

22 Hot summer night @frejahertziswritingthistime (Sam Winchester x Reader)

23 Summer Rain @not-moose-one-shots (Sam Winchester x Reader)

24 Thunderstorm @oneshoeshort (Sam Winchester x Reader)

25 Icecream  @sweetness47 (Clint x Reader)

Song Prompts:

26 Bonfire Hearts - James Blunt

27 Here Comes the Sun - The Beatles

28 Summertime Sadness - Lana Del Rey @waywardrose13 (Dean x Reader)

29 Night Moves - Bob Seger

30 Summer of 69 - Bryan Adams  @sweetness47 (Dean x Reader)

31 Summer Nights - Grease  @sweetness47 (Misha x Reader)

32 Someone Somewhere - Simple Minds

33 Happier Than the Morning Sun - Stevie Wonder

34 California Girls - Beach Boys

35 Paradise City - Guns’n’Roses

36 Long Hot Summer - Keith Urban

37 Sangria - Blake Shelton @legion1993 (Chris Evans x Reader)

38 Toes - Zac Brown Band

39 Malibu - Miley Cyrus @queen-of-deans-booty (Chris Evans x Reader)

40 Drops of Jupiter - Train @tngrayson (Dean x Reader)

41 The Script - Breakeven

42 3 Doors Down - Here Without You

43 Cheerleader - OMI

44 Roses - The Chainsmokers

45 Adventure of a Lifetime - Coldplay

46 Avicii - Wake Me Up

47 Katy Perry - That’s How We Do

48 Of the Night - Bastille

49 Best Day of My Life - American Authors

50 Fireflies - Owl City @firefly124 (Sam Winchester x Reader)

Dialogue Prompts:

51 “The summer sun is not meant for boys like me. Boys like me belong in the rain”

52 “You’re hot!” “I know” “Not what I meant dumbass” @acreativelydifferentlove (Bucky x Reader)

53 “I never thought I’d say this but put on a shirt before you burn” @becs-bunker (Dean x reader)

54 “I told you I’d save you a seat in hell” @mysupernaturalfics (Steve x Reader)

55 “That’s not what I meant when I said we should have a bonfire!”

56 “Are you seriously going for a run in this heat?” @sixtysevenandwhiskey (Dean x Reader)

57 “If you throw me in I’ll kill you!” @peterman-parker (Thor x Reader)

58 “Why are you on the roof? We have guests over” @thorne93 (Clint x Reader)

59 “What are those balloons for?” “You’ll see” @queen-of-deans-booty (Sam Winchester x Reader)

60 “I think I am about to spontaneously combust” @princess-of-erebor1992 (Dean x Reader)

61 “Come for a swim with me?” @time-travel-bouqet (Sam Winchester x Reader)

62 “There is no music” @atc74 (Jared x Reader)

63 “Who do I have to kill for a cool breeze?!” @becs-bunker (Stucky x Reader)

64 “Ohmygod is that rain ever gonna stop?” @ladysimoriah (Megstiel)

65 “What do you expect me to do? I don’t know how to work that thing!”

67 “Stop laughing. I’m stuck!” @until-theend-oftheline (Winterfalcon x Reader)

68 “Dude! That’s not what ice cubes are for!”

69 “I love you but if you touch me right now I’m filling for a divorce!” @grantsgorgeousgirl (Bucky x Reader)

70 “Was that an explosion or thunder?” @roxyspearing (Dean x Reader)

71 “A little wind never killed anyone but a hurricane has!”

72 “Is that what I think it is?” @letsby (Tony x Reader)

73 “I think the surfboard just tried to kill me.”

74 “I wanna sleep under the stars tonight” @built-from-nothing (Dean x Reader)

75 “I always wanted a beach wedding” @docharleythegeekqueen (Destiel x Reader)

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[avengerscompound]

Merchandising

Merchandising:  A Iron Man Fanfic

Buy me a coffee with Ko-fi Word Count: 2830

Pairing:  Tony Stark x F!Reader

Warnings:  Dirty talk, Smut (M|F, sex toys, like many many many, light dom sub, oral sex, vaginal sex, anal play).

Synopsis:  Tony is not exactly happy about the lack of thought put into the unlicensed sex toys that are available so he makes you some of his own.

Based on 2 prompts. One about the current Avengers sex toys available and the other about Tony building you a vibrator.

Merchandising

The raised eyebrow did it.  You could have kept a straight face but as soon as Tony looked up at you over the top of his glasses and that eyebrow came up, you broke down into hysterical giggles.  He picked up the plug and turn it over in his hand.

“I do like the sentiment, dear.”  He said tapping star on the end of the pale blue butt plug.  “Who’s ass exactly did you envision Cap to be in.  Mine or yours.”

You bit your bottom lip and scoffed.  “Mine of course.”

Tony smirked and leaned in toward you scrunching his nose up as he did.  “Did you now?”  He teased. The look was your kryptonite and you leaned and kissed him, fisting his collar in your hand and holding him in place as you circled your tongue with his and dipped it into his mouth.

“Mmm… I bet he’d feel great in my ass.”  You said as you pulled back.

“I don’t know about that, honey.  I’ve seen Steve Rogers naked.  It’s would definitely take some prep work.  In fact,”  He put the small silicone plug down on the coffee table in front of the two of you.  “I think he’d be offended by how small this is.”

“Oh, that’s the part he’d be offended by?”  You asked, stifling another laugh.

“It would certainly be on the list.”  His hand slid up your thighs and he kissed your neck.  “Not that I wouldn’t love to see you plugged, darling.”

“I got one for you too.”  You teased reaching into your bag.

“Oh did you now?  And who’s this?  I hope it’s not the Hulk.  I mean, I’m a fan, but I don’t want to die today.”  He joked.

You pulled out another plug from the bag.  It was the same size as the Star-spangled silicone one but red and steel with a glowing blue end resembling the arc reactor.  Tony took it from you and tried, unsuccessfully to smother a laugh.  “Well, it’s definitely stylistically something I like.”  He ran his thumb down the side of it.  “I’m not sure I like that it’s just a glow in the dark decal though.”

“I don’t think anyone wants to shove an actual arc reactor up their butt, Tony.”  You replied, snort laughing.

Tony shook his head and ran the end of the plug along your crotch so it teased your pussy through your pants.  “Was that all of them?  Any other unlicensed Avengers merchandise?”

You reached down and pulled out a dildo in the shape of an arrow.  “There’s more.”  You said.

“That just seems lazy,”  Tony said laughing.  “Where’s the finesse?”

“Oh, you want some finesse?”  You asked reaching into your bag again and pulling out a giant green dildo and slamming it down on the table.  “Finesse this.”

Tony burst out laughing.  “I’d rather not.”  He said picking it up and looking at it.  “How would you even…?”

“With maximum effort.”  You teased.  “Now come here.”  You grabbed him by the shirt collar and pulled him into a kiss.  He returned it hungrily, letting you lead but matching your passion.

He pulled away abruptly and turned his head.  “These really are lazy though.  Is there one for Nat?”

“Yeah, it’s a fleshlight.”  You answered blinking at him.  

“Wow,”  Tony said sounding horrified.  “That’s all they see her as?”

“Yeah, didn’t buy that one.”  You said with a half shrug.

You leaned in to kiss him again and Tony stood at the same time so you stumbled forward and nearly face planted on the couch.  “I need to fix this.”   He said.

“Tony, what?”  You asked.  “I thought we could play around with these.”

He shook his head and strode off to the elevator.  “No.  I have ideas.  You can play around with the arrow or something if you like.”

“Gee thanks.”  You said as you watched him disappear into the elevator.

You sat up waiting for Tony for a few hours before heading to bed.  You woke up alone, Tony’s side of the bed undisturbed.  You got up and went looking for him.  Not that he was hard to find.  He was hunched over a workbench in his lab.  You come up behind him and put your chin on his shoulder looking over at what he was doing.  He was holding what looked like a very small couples vibrator in his hand.  It was black and red, and very sleek.  “Did you seriously stay up all night building a sex toy?”

He turned his head and kissed your cheek.  “Not just one.  This is the Black Widow.”  He said turning it over to show you.  “It’s not ready yet, but when it is, you should be able to wear it.  It can be remotely activated from anywhere in the world.  Will be soundless.  You could be sitting in a meeting and suddenly,” he presses a button on a screen and the device starts vibrating.  “There are 8 settings and it can buzz inside of you or outside of you, but at different speeds or intensity.  Whatever you like.”

You smiled and scraped your teeth over your bottom lip.  “You naughty boy.”  You whispered.  “I bet you’ve already made big plans for that.  Getting me off while you’re on a mission.”

He turned the device off and spun on his stool, grabbing your hips and pulling you hard against him.  “That sounds like me.  Even better if I’m stuck in a boring board meeting.  Keep myself entertained.”

You leaned in and kissed his neck and he tilted it to the side to give you better access.  “The others should be finished being sanitized.”  He said with a smirk.

You hummed and sucked on a patch of skin on his neck.  Being up all night meant he hadn’t shaved yet, and the stubble scratched your lips.  “And I suppose you want someone to test them out on?”

He grabbed your hips and spun you around so you were pressed against the bench.  “Experimentation is good, wouldn’t you agree?”

“Well, someone seems to think he’s the boss, and we all know that’s not true.  So I guess it’s nice to try new things.”  You teased as you walked your fingers up his chest.

He grabbed your wrists and spun you around pushing you over the bench.  “Good thing I was prepared then.”  He said and picked up the bag you had brought home with the sex toys in them.  He fished around inside and pulled out the Captain America butt plug.

“Couldn’t think of a way to improve this one.”  He said yanking your pajama pants down just enough to expose your ass too him.  “See if Steve is nothing else, he’s a pain in my ass.  So might as well share that around.”

You started giggling even as Tony’s hand moved between your leg.  You moaned as he nudged your legs further apart and teased his fingers along your cunt.  “I’m gonna tell him you said that.”

“Pretty sure he knows,”  Tony replied, as he ran circles over your clit.

Your cunt flooded and he pushed two fingers inside of you and slowly fucked you with them.  You adjusted your stance more, spreading your legs further and pushing your ass out.  “Fuck, Tony.”  You groaned.

“We’ll see.”  He said pulling his fingers from you. He sucked them clean and grabbed a tube of glittery lube from the bag. “Did you buy this to use on me or you?”  He asked as he began coating the toy.

“Mostly for you.  You like bling.”  You said.

He nodded and pressed the toy against your ass, making you moan low and deep.  “I guess that’s fair.”  He said and began easing the toy inside your ass agonizingly slowly.  He held it at the point it created the biggest stretch and you mewled pushing back on it.  “Eager little girl aren’t you?”  He growled and began moving the plug in and out.  Your cunt dripped even with the sting the plug created in your ass.  The sensation he was creating walked that fine line between pleasure and pain.  Your hands tightened on the bench and you clenched around the toy.

“You like that, huh?”  He asked, nuzzling at your neck.

“Fuck, yes.”  You gasped.

He pushed the toy into place and pulled you back up to standing.  “We’ve only just started though.

Tony kissed your throat and pushed your pajama pants all the way off before walking you over to the other side of the lab where it was more computers and paperwork than machinery parts.  He grabbed your thighs and lifted you onto a desk kissing you hard and grinding against you.  Your fluids smeared on his jeans and you could feel how hard he was through them.

He pulled away abruptly and moved to a cabinet, opening it up and pulling out a few different toys.  “This one,”  he said, holding one up as he headed back over to you.  “Is the Hawkeye. Would you like to start with that one?  It never misses its target.”  It was black with purple concentric circles on the bulbous part of the larger of the two prongs and had a black and purple handle.

“Looks like my kind of toy.”   You said.

Tony smirked and moved between your legs.  “That’s my girl.”  He said, placing each toy beside you.  He pulled the lube back out of his pocket and applied it to the Hawkeye, the toy began to shimmer with the viscous substance.  You kissed his jaw and ran your hands down his back as he completely ignored you, instead just focussing on his prep.

“Okay, dear, lie back.”  He said.

You did as instructed, lying back on the desk and putting your feet up on the edge.  You spread wide for him so he could see your glistening pussy.  He ducked his head down and placed a sloppy kiss over it, humming as his tongue swirled around.  He straightened up and you looked up at him as he smiled down at you.  His lips glistened matching the glint in his eyes and he pushed the toy into your cunt.  The shape of the toy meant one section rested on your clit and the other pushed hard on your g-spot.  The insertion alone made you gasp and arch your hips up off the desk.  When he turned it on, you lost complete control of yourself.

“Oh fuck yes!”  You cried, as your legs tried to snap closed.  The only thing that stopped them was the fact that Tony was blocking them.

“Works then?”  He asked grinning down at you and starting to fuck you with the toy.

You mewled, unable to form words.  Pleasure coursed up and down your body.  You clenched around the vibe which added pressure on the plug in your ass increasing the sensation even more.  You started to make noises that weren’t wholly human and were wholly primal.  Deep and guttural moans that crescendoed up to primal screams.

“Fuck!  Tony!  I can’t!  I can’t!”  You babbled as you writhed under him.  Your legs started to shake and you gripped the edge of the desk until your knuckles turned white.  Completely out of your own control you tried to kick Tony away.  Not that you wanted him to stop.  That was the last thing you wanted.  It was more like your body was trying to escape the intense orgasm that was poised to hit you.

Tony doubled down.  He wrapped one arm around your thigh locking it into place and fucked you hard with the vibe making sure the buzz never eased up on your clit and each press on your g-spot came with force behind it.

You bucked up and arched your back and came gushing.  Your fluids soaked through Tony’s jeans and pooled on the table.   You had never come so hard in your life and your whole body flooded with endorphins and adrenaline making you feel high and not quite present in your own body.

Tony grinned down at you.  “I think that’s a positive review.”  He said switching off the toy and stroking your through your orgasm with his fingers.

“Okay,”  He said picking up the next toy.  It was more cock shaped, red and smooth to at the end and blending into silver scales as it went down the length.  “This one is the Thor.”

He picked up a different kind of lube.  “Needs an electrical conduit.”  He explained.  He slowly started to fuck you with it, moving it in and out as he looked down at you.  “You see,”  He said.  “It has an electrical stimulator.”  He switched it on and your core muscles all clenched completely out of your control.

You moaned and your legs slipped off the edge of the desk as your thigh muscles tightened.  He switched it off again and you sighed and your body relaxed.  “Far out.  That was weird.”   You huffed.

“You wanna try again?”  He asked, slowly moving the toy in and out.  You nodded your head and he switched it on again.  Your core muscles clenched and you groaned lifting your ass up off the desk.  Tony ran his fingers along your stomach and everywhere he touched it felt like you got a small electric shock.  The hairs on your body all stood on end and your skin prickled as your muscles in your leg and cunt spasmed out of your control.

Electricity swirled through your veins and pooled in your stomach.  Each touch from Tony’s fingers adding to it.  He kept fucking you slowly until you were begging him for more.

“Harder.  Harder, Tony.”  You pleaded.

A half smile spread across his lips and he cocked his eyebrow at you.  “As you wish.”  He said, and pressed the toy against your g-spot hard and turned it on again. It caused such a strong tightening that you came again bucking up violently.  “Fuck!”  You screamed and kicked Tony in the stomach.

He laughed and withdrew the toy.  “Good thing I’m used to getting my ass kicked.”

“Sorry.  Sorry.”  You panted.

He shook his head and rubbed your stomach.  “Got one more in you?”

“Yeah… yeah.  Maybe some water.”  You said.

Tony went to the fridge and got you a bottle of water.  He handed it to you and as you drank from it he picked up the last toy.  “The Iron Man,”  He said showing you the sleek red and gold toy.  The button on the handle end glowed blue.  “It is a twin motor vibrator.  Oh, and,”  He pressed a button and nanites crept out turning the vibe into a rabbit.

He slicked it and inserted it into you before turning it on.  The buzz from the motors went right through you as he fucked you with it, quicker than before.  The nanites moved over your clit sending jolts through you.  You were already so sensitive that within no time you were sitting right on the edge.

“Tony… Tony…”  You whined.

“Mm… this one no good?  You not gonna come for me?”  He purred.

“It’s - oh fuck - I don’t want Iron Man.   I want Tony.”  You panted.

Tony pulled the vibe out and put it on the desk.  “That was the sweetest way anyone has ever asked for my dick.”  He said unbuttoning his jeans.

You sat up as he freed his cock and he grabbed your ass and pulled you against him.  He teased his cock over your entrance as he kissed you hungrily and with a snap of his hips he sunk into you.  You moaned into his mouth and dug your fingers into his back.  He thrust quickly inside you, and his fingers teased over the end of the plug as he held you in place.

Your head fell back.  All coherent thought was lost as you gave yourself over to him.  You could feel the twitch of his cock against your swollen walls.  You started to bounce on the desk, pushing yourself against him as tight as you can and increasing the friction against your pussy.  Tony picked up the Iron Man vibe turned it on and pressed it to your clit.

You came immediately, crying out as your whole body shuddered with it.  The clenching of your cunt pulled Tony over with you and he grunted as his cock pulsed inside you, emptying in hot waves.

You held each other for a moment as your orgasms passed through you.  “Far out.”  You panted.

“So Avengers going into sex toy merchandising you think?”  He teased as he slipped from inside you and pulled his jeans back up.

“You can’t keep those treasures from the world.”  You agreed.

Tony chuckled and turned you around so he could ease the plug from your ass.  “A bath and breakfast first don’t you think?”

You hummed.  “Sounds good.  And then I want to be there when you ask Clint and Nat to put their names on vibrators.”

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The Future Mrs. Barnes

The Future Mrs. Barnes:  A Bucky Barnes Fanfic

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Buy me a ☕ Character Pairing:  Bucky Barnes x F!Reader

Word Count:  3540

Series Warnings:  Angst, twists, smut (oral and vaginal sex, fingering), Cheating.

Synopsis:  During a fight with a HYDRA agent, you and Bucky Barnes are transported to a world where time doesn’t seem to be working properly.

When Bucky returns to the real world, he has to figure out how to rebuild his life after losing everything again.

The Future Mrs. Barnes

“That’s the last of them.”

Sergeant Barnes’ voice barely even registers as you stare out the window.  It’s pitch black outside.  Nothing like you’ve ever seen before.  Normally the world gives off some sort of ambient lighting, doesn’t it?  The moon?  Stars?  The far off glow of cities?  There’s nothing.  Like you’re deep underground.  Only you aren’t.  You are remote sure, but that doesn’t explain why it seems like someone has just switched the lights off.

It also doesn’t explain what happened to the others.  There was a whole team of people with you.  Captain Rogers, Agents Barton, and Romanoff, Sergeant Wilson, Ms. Maximoff.  You were fighting your way through a Hydra base.  A guy came out and muttered something under his breath, Blue light started radiating out of his body.  As you and Sergeant Barnes ran to stop him Maximoff did her hand thing.  There was light and then there was no light and you and Bucky were alone in the pitch black.

You’d stumbled around in the dark until you’d bumped into each other.  Then you’d remembered you had a flare on your utility belt.  You lit it and used the glow in light to get your bearings.  You weren’t in the base anymore.  You were in a forest.  There was a cabin.  You’d called for the others until the flare went out and then held hands and slowly crept your way to the cabin.  Barnes broke the door in and taken it upon himself to find every candle in the rundown shack.

“I was thinking I might take off my clothes and use the heat from the candles to keep warm.  If I lit them all at once that would work right?”  Barnes says.

“Yeah, sure.”  You agree, not even listening to what he was saying.

He starts laughing and it startles you enough that you jerk your head around to see what’s going on.

“You weren’t even listening to what I said.”  He laughs.

“What do you think happened to us?  Where the hell are we, Sergeant Barnes?”  You ask.

“Call me Bucky.”  He says.  “Something obviously went weird when Wanda did the thing she does.”  He wiggles his fingers near his head.  “The others will find us.  We both have GPS in our equipment.  We’ll be fine.”

You aren’t so convinced.  “What about the sky?”

Barnes walks up behind you and looks out the window.  He’s standing so close that you can actually feel the heat radiating off his skin.  It isn’t until that moment that you realize how cold you are.  

“I’m not gonna lie.  That’s a little scary.  Still, not gonna worry.  We can do this can’t we, doll?”  He says.

You consider correcting him.  You were an agent and he doesn’t know you.  Using pet names is inappropriate.  Now doesn’t seem the time though.  He steps away from you and the cold air seems to clamp down on you and you start to shiver.

“That cold is strange isn’t it?”  Barnes says.  “If I stand here.  I’m cold.  But,” he takes two steps toward you. “Here is fine.”  

You start wringing your hands.  All your years of training and nothing had ever prepared you for this twilight zone episode you seemed to be living through.  “Sergeant Barnes?”

“Bucky.”

“I’m really scared.”

He puts his hand on your shoulder and rubs his thumb up and down.  “You wanna find food or start a fire?”

“Fire.”  You said quickly.  He smiles and heads into the kitchen.

By the time he returns the fire is roaring.  He has a couple of pots in his hands that are balanced precariously on plates.  You remove one and he gestures to the fire.  You put the pot onto the coals and he does the same with the other one and disappears into the kitchen again.  This time when he returns it’s carrying a dusty wine bottle and two glasses.

“Look what I found.”  He says.

You shake your head.  “I think we should stay alert, sir.  Who knows where we are.  Or if there are enemies out there.”

Barnes shrugs and opens the bottle.  “Suit yourself.   And it’s Bucky.”

You both sit up for a little while, him trying to engage you and get you to relax.  You resisting.  You must have fallen asleep.  You feel like you did, but you can’t remember it happening.  You’re just talking and then suddenly the sun is up.  

The two of you explore around outside.  You won’t relax despite how hard Barnes tries to get you to.  Nothing about this feels right.  There is no sound outside.  No birds, no animals, no cars off in the distance.  You can’t see the sun either.  It’s light, and the sky is blue and free from clouds, but there is no sun.  It makes you uneasy.  You feel like you must be being watched.

That night Barnes cooks and brings wine out again.  You refuse to drink again.

“Why don’t you ever socialize with the rest of us?”  Barnes asks, taking a large swallow of his wine.  “You’ve been on the team for six months now.”

“This is my job.”  You answer.  

“You can’t be friends with work colleagues?”

You shake your head.  “If you’re working at Macy’s sure.  Getting attached to people in this line of work only leads to heartbreak, which leads to you not doing your job properly.”

Barnes leans back on the moth-eaten couch.  “You lost someone.”  He says like that answered everything.  “Was it a friend?  Family member?”

You sigh.  “My girlfriend.”

“Girlfriend, huh?”  He says, picking his teeth with his prosthetic hand.  “That explains so many things.”

You glare at him.  “You might be my superior officer, but don’t think I’ll take your shit, Sir.”

Barnes laughs.  “I just mean, I’ve been trying to hit on you for months now.  If you lost someone, a girl someone, well, of course, you’re not going to be interested in me.”

“You’ve lost someone too?”  You ask.

Barnes shakes his head.  “I was the lost one.  What I’m worried about is how Steve is reacting to me being gone.  He kind of get’s a little single-minded when it comes to me.”

“Are you two?”  You ask, making a weird hand gesture.

He barks out a laugh.  “Steve and me?  No.  You wouldn’t be the first one to think it though.  We’re just family, ya know?  We like to take turns worrying about each other.”

You laugh and a smile lights up his face crinkling his eyes at the corners.  He touches your leg.  

“That’s the first time I’ve ever heard you laugh.”  He says.  

You start talking about lighter things and once again you must have fallen asleep because you’re both suddenly leaning against each other blinking around in a room drenched in sunlight from a non-existent sun.

You sit up suddenly blinking at him.  “Morning.”  He says, smiling at you.

“Do you remember falling asleep?”  You ask him.  

He furrows his brow.  “Yes.”  He pauses.  “Uh, no.  Maybe.  Shit.  That’s weird.”

The two of you decide to go walk for as long as you can while still allowing for time to get back before the lights switch off.  By midday, you see a cabin in the distance.  You decided to head to that instead of back.  The light is fading by the time you reach it.  

It’s your cabin.  The one you left this morning.

“We must have got turned around,”  Barnes says.  

“You know we didn’t.”  You mutter.  

“We must have.  We’ll try again tomorrow.”

Tonight you join him drinking.  The level of fear you have is too much to deal with.  You get very drunk and the sudden wake up happens a lot sooner than on previous nights.  However, you wake with no hangover.  Just suddenly you are aware of the light.  

Days pass.  Weeks even.  Your fear ramps up and then dials back.  No one has attacked you.  You must have been forced into some weird other-plane of existence.  It’s unlikely you’ll be found, but at least you’re safe.  The food appears to be limitless.  You’ll just have to get used to it being you and Barnes.  

You both sit drinking wine and staring at the fire.  “Do you think they’ve had a funeral for us, sir?”  You ask.  

His face falls.  “I think they might have.  Steve won’t have given up yet.  I hope to hell he does though.  He can’t let finding me consume him like it did before.”

“I wonder if anyone came to mine.”  You muse.  

Barnes touches your leg.  “I would have.”  He says.

You start to laugh.  “Was that supposed to be you flirting again? ‘Hey baby, if I was back in the real world and we thought you were dead, I’d mourn.’  No wonder I never noticed you flirting before.”

Barnes laughs loudly.  It takes over his whole body and it isn’t long before you’re both clutching at each other in hysterics.  Anytime one of you thinks you have it under control the other one sets it off again.  

“I’ll have you know, I never had any trouble getting dates,”  Barnes says when he does finally get himself under control.

“Well, that’s because you’re freakishly good looking, sir.”  You say.

He looks away from you and blushes, his hand going through his hair.  “I am?  I thought it was because I was devilishly charming.”  

“No.  It is definitely not that.”  

You wake again pressed against Barnes half aware that you fell asleep but still unsure if you did or not.  His arm is wrapped around you this time.  The steel is cold against your skin.  

He looks down at you smiling.  “Why do we never sleep in a bed?”  You ask.

“I don’t know.   It’s like we just both pass out every night.”

“Yeah, maybe that’s what happens.”  You say getting up.

You both spend the day cleaning the cabin.  Without formally agreeing to anything you both have seemed to have resigned to the fact you’re stuck here.  If you’re stuck here then you may as well be comfortable.  

You head to the bedroom thinking maybe tonight you could try and sleep in an actual bed.  You open the door and you’re greeted by what might be the most terrifying thing that’s happened so far.

The bedroom is spotless.  Not only is it spotless the bed itself looks like it’s been made up with new sheets and comforters.  The absolute worst bit is - there are candles lit and rose petals scattered over the floor and bed.  

“Sergeant Barnes.”  You call.

He appears at the other end of the hall.  “Can you please call me Bucky?”  He says.

You shake your head and point to the bedroom.  He walks up behind you and looks in the room.  “Uh, doll.  You won’t even call me by my name.  I think it’s too soon for that.”

“I didn’t do this.  I thought you did this.”  You yelp, shoving him.

Barnes shakes his head.

“We have got to get out of here.”  You whisper.

Time passes in a way where you know you experienced it, but then you aren’t sure either.  You have memories of things that happened.  You and Barnes become more comfortable around each other.  You start sharing more about yourselves.  Your childhood, the things you’d both lost over time.  You tell him about your girlfriend. How you were on a mission together and you got lazy and she pushed you out of the way of a sniper and died when you should have been the one that died.  He tells you of the day he fell from a train and woke up, but not really. How the people who he used to fight now used him as a weapon.

“I have a question that I can’t quite figure out a way to phrase that won’t make me sound like a complete jerk,”  Barnes says.  

“Best to say it quickly then, sir.”  You reply.

“Why were you on our team?”  He asks.

“You don’t think I belonged?”  You ask.

“I don’t know.  It’s just everyone on the team.  We, well…”

“What about Agent Barton?”  You say, knowing how that sentence ends.  

He raises his eyebrow at you.  

“I’m enhanced.  But I don’t like showing people.  Captain Rogers knows what I can do.”  You say. “When I do it, it makes people question reality.  Then they get scared.”

“I’m already questioning reality, doll.  Why not show me?”  Barnes says.

You sigh and go to find your things.  You had a note pad and pen in your utility belt.  Those were important for your powers to work.  You sit down next to him.  “Let’s say I gave you a gift right now.  It was wrapped and in a box.  What would you like to be in that box?”  You ask.

“Beer.  Damn, I could kill for a beer right now.”  He says.

You grin and start drawing a box.  It’s simple and you draw a bow on it.  You pinch the paper and pull.  The box emerges from the paper. It’s lopsided and exactly as it did when it was just a drawing.  Lined paper and everything.  Only now it’s three dimensional and large enough to hold a six pack of beer.

“Here you go.”  You say handing it to him.  He looks at you his eyes wide.  You knew there was nothing you could do to prepare him for what just happened.  “Bucky.  It’s fine.”  

“You called me, Bucky.”  He says.  

“Mm-hmm.”  You hum, pushing the box into his hand.  He unwraps it and pulls the six-pack of Stella out of it.

“What the hell?”  He says.

“Yeah, I don’t know why I need to draw a box.  Like I just made that out of nothing.  Why can’t I just go ‘beer please’ and there be beer.  If I draw the beer it works, but it’s off.  Because it’s a drawing of beer.  But if draw a box just about anything can be in it.”  You explain.

“Anything can be in the box?”  He says.

“Yeah.  I mean.  I can’t draw your childhood dog and that be in there.  But a dog could be in there.”  You say.  “Please don’t look at me like that.  I told you I hate showing people.”  

“That’s really amazing.  You’re amazing.”  Bucky says.  “Hey wait, if you can do this.  Did you set up the bedroom?”  

You shake your head.  “No.  I swear.  I have no idea how that happened.  Although.  Are you finding time weird?  I feel like time is skipping not traveling forward like normal.”

Bucky shakes his head.  “I remember things.”

“I don’t like this place, Bucky.”  You say.  “I feel like people are messing with us.  Do you think Hyrda put us here to see what we did?”

“I spent so many years with Hydra.  I don’t think even they have this kind of technology.”  

You wake again resting against Bucky’s chest.  This time he doesn’t have his shirt on.  He leans down and kisses you and for a second you forget that you’ve been doing that for weeks now.  Then you remember how after you started calling him Bucky you started to not see him as your superior officer anymore.  How he had touched your leg again and you’d taken his hand in yours.  How he’d questioned the fact that you had an ex-girlfriend and when you’d said you like men too he’d leaned in and kissed you.

“Morning, doll.”  He said.  

“Morning, babe.”  You say and turn over in his arms so you’re pressed up against him.  You run your finger across his lips and stare down at him.

“What’re you doing, dahlin’?”

You bring your lips to his, licking along to top of his mouth.  He hums and sucks your bottom lip as he pulls away from you.  “I love you, doll.  But I cannot start the day with another cold shower.”  

Wait, when did he start saying the L word?  You shake your head and the memory of you telling him you loved him a month ago fills your head.  How he returned it a week later.

“What’s wrong?”  He asks, stroking his hand along your jaw.

“That time thing again.”  You say.  “It feels like things didn’t happen until I focused on them.”

“What did you forget?”  He asks.

“I felt like I forgot everything then. That we were way back at the start when I’d just started using your name.”  You say.

“You forgot that I was in love with you?”  He asks.

You nod.  “God, Buck. That was scary.   I feel like I’m losing my mind.”

His lips brush over yours.  “I’m right here.  You’re safe.”

You lean your head against his chest and he runs his fingers through your hair.  “Bucky?”  

“Mm?”

“I’m ready.”  You say.

You’re in the bedroom and it’s how you last saw it.  The candles and the rose petals.  For a second you forgot how you got here, then you don’t even care because Bucky is kissing a trail down your naked body.  His tongue goes between your folds and you moan.  Every touch he makes sends jolts through you.  It’s like he can’t do anything wrong.  He pushes one of his metal fingers into your cunt, and while you think logically there is a high chance of pinching between the plates, it’s nothing but good.  

You come apart under his touches, and when your orgasm hits you, you chant his name. He crawls back up your body and while you kiss he enters you.  You groan loudly.  For a second you try to think about a time that sex has ever felt this good.  Has there ever been an encounter where your other partner could do no wrong?   You cling to him as he kisses you, thrusting harder and harder into you.  You come again and again until finally he spills into you too and you both collapse on the bed side by side panting.

“That felt like how people pretend sex is.”  You say.

“It was pretty amazing.  Doll, when did you learn to do that thing with your tongue?”  He asks.

“What?”  You ask.

“When you were …”  He gestures to his crotch.  “You know.”  

You’re confused for a second and then remember how you had sucked his cock too.  How did you forget that?

You get up and run to the bathroom, throwing up into the toilet.

Bucky appears behind you.  He’s dressed again.  How did he dress so fast?  “I’m telling you.  It’s morning sickness.”

You look up at him in a mixture of nausea and confusion.  “What?”

“It’s been going on for weeks now.  We haven’t been careful enough.  How am I gonna deliver a baby on my own?”  

“Right.  For weeks.”  You say. “I forgot.”

He helps you to your feet.   You’re dressed too.  These blackouts are just becoming annoying now.  “At least you asked me to marry you before this happened.”  You say.

Bucky frowns.  “I hate that we can’t do all of this properly.  Have out life with other people.”

“Yeah me too.”

You’re lying on the couch with Bucky and he’s rubbing his hand over your baby bump before you have time to wonder what happened during this blackout your pushing, and there’s so much pain and you can hear Bucky soothing you telling you, you’re doing a great job.  Then you’re outside under the non-existent sun and your son and daughter are playing together.

You look to Bucky and he seems so happy and all you are is confused.  “Bucky?”  You say.

“What’s wrong, doll?”  He says, he looks so happy.

“I love you.”  You say and try and fill in the holes yourself.

“You blacked out again, didn’t you?  How much time?”  He asks.

“We were having sex for the first time.”  You say.  

“Doll.  Are you okay?  That was 12 years ago.”  He says.  He cups your face in his hands and looks into your eyes.  “What are our kids' names?”

“Steven and Alice.”  You answer.  

He smiles.  “That’s right.  God, you worried me.”  

The sun goes out and Bucky grips your shoulder.  “Do you smell that?”  He asks.

“Smell what?”  You ask.

“It’s like ammonia.”

“I don’t smell anything.”  You say.  The world does seem to be going fuzzy though.  

Bucky opens his eyes and blinks up at the faces hovering over him.  “Stevie?”  He asks.

“Hey pal, you alright?  You’ve been out for about an hour.”   He answers.

Bucky sits up and his head spins.  “What?  But I was gone?  Where’s Y/N?”  

“Who?”  Steve asks.  “Maybe you should lie down, Buck.”

“We were gone. Where is she?  She was an agent.”  Bucky says trying to get to his feet.  Frantic to find the woman he loves.  His children.

Steve puts a hand on his shoulder.  “There’s no one by that name, Buck.  I think you’ve been dreaming.”

Bucky clutches at his chest.  “We were going to get married.  I had kids, Steve.”  

Steve runs his fingers through Bucky’s hair.  “Lie down.  You’re safe.  It was just a dream.”

“I lived my life, Steve,”  Bucky says, struggling to hold tears back.  “I was happy.”

“You’re gonna be fine, pal.  Just need to clear your head.”

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