#pretty sure this is unintelligible nonsense but I want to participate anyway

[sillylittleroomba]

Philm Club W2 - Oct 19, 2015

Here are my stream-of-consciousness thoughts from this week's Philm Club 💖

immediately feeling so nostalgic for this era, but also so so sad for how exhausted they were all the time, now that we have more insight into how much they overworked themselves

they are so vocal in today's era about how much they love us but I'm reminded how much they loved us then, how much they have always loved us (despite the nature of our relationship back then being more complicated sometimes)

TATINOF 😭

GOD what these two kids would think about TIT I can't even imagine - both the production quality/etc of the show itself but also the content and the way they relate to us now

"literal butt being showed to the entire audience" to whatever degree Sister Daniel would send 2015 fans into a coma, it would put 2015 Dan in a grave

another incredible story about Phil injuring himself in a silly way on stage (some things never change and I love him so much)

there really is something so precious about seeing their natural, unscripted, easy banter and silliness - I miss that about the livestreams

I reaaaaally miss regular updates on dan's music takes wow

something about rewatching this live show is throwing me right back into my 2015 brain way more than rewatching the videos from that time, it's making me so nostalgic in a way I wasn't expecting? This takes me back to the experience of being a fan at that time in a way nothing else does

I really hope they do something else one day that allows them to tour after TIT - it remains obvious just how much they love it

I haven't rewatched any younow (certainly not since the dapg return) and it's not that I'm shocked, but seeing how much Dan has changed in the last 9.5 years (even just the last 5-7) is making me teary. The way he jokes about himself is so wildly different now, and it's so so precious to me

I would have given anything to get this kind of livestream about random little tour bts stories for TIT

oh to live in the brain of phil lester, getting so sidetracked by the laundry scent of his own tshirt

I continue to be baffled by the english school systems??

aww the very 00s-10s urge to wear festival wristbands, what a perfect merch item for them to do

TABINOF remains (to me) one of the coolest things they've ever done and I'm so glad they made it the big deal it deserved to be

They're describing being interviewed on BBC Breakfast, and on one hand it's hilarious that 10 years later they're still being asked the same questions about the basics of creating and making a living from YouTube content, but also I forget that at the time, nobody was really doing what they were doing? With the book and tour they really broke so many molds and were such pioneers in their field. They're our silly little guys, but also they are... incredibly creative and proficient in their profession and were trailblazers for so many people coming behind them

imagine living in a time where dan casually references recent danisnotonfire uploads, it feels like another life

DYINGGG over phil mocking dan's hand gestures when talking about TWD

I do wish I could watch The Martian for the first time again actually

I should give the TABINOF audiobook a re-listen... the Dining Chair Quiz is bringing back so many memories

Dan unintentionally prophesying WAD there at the end is so special to me ("you think the end is nigh?" "yeah")

The precious, priceless, Ranch Metaphor of their dynamic is lovely through this whole thing and I just love them both