#prepare for angsty smut. maybe ill throw in a little fluff.

[starboybutler]

im not even halfway done WHAT HAS POSSESSED ME

[anya-100]

"Just sit on my life"- john murphy imagines

Setting - season 1 camp

Warnings - swearing, smut

Description - You piss of bellamy and when your done your long cold shift you sit on murphy's lap by the fire which ends with smut and a fluff ending.

word count - 2221 (didn't expect it to be this long)

Finally your shift was over. Recently you pissed off bellamy so he put you on the worst night watch shift. From when the sun starts to set until the moon is straight up. You were wearing just a shirt because your a dumbass and didn’t think it would be that cold. Well, it was. On the ark there was no winter and you always had the same temperature where ever you were. As soon as your shift was done you basically ran to the fire. Of Course all the seats were taken and criminal teenagers aren’t the type to give up their seat. Even tho you had been standing for hours keeping their asses safe, they won’t dare be cold. Just as you're about to go back to your tent you hear a voice.

“Y/N hold up wait” You pause in your tracks and instantly reconise the voice. Already hearing the smirk in his voice. It was the one and only. John Murphy. Your already preparing yourself for some rude comment. “ What” you respond in a bitchy voice that wasn’t really supposed to come out.

“Calm down doll. Bellamy was bitching to me about you today. Saying that you told him that he can’t push you around and shit. Pretty badass but knowing bellamy he had a hissy fit and put you on the worst shift. He doesn’t like being told he isn’t being respected if you haven’t noticed”

“Trust me I noticed. Stupid dick made me hold your shift without anything to stand on because I don’t respect him. I’ll respect him the day he makes his own damn decisions. He acts so fucking strong when all he does is order people around like slaves.”

“Don’t take it personally. He follows clarke like a damn guard dog and she’ll get you off. I see you too are pretty close” As much as you hate it he was right. You and Clarke have been friends up on the ark and the only reason she hasn’t talked to him is because her and finn went to get some more seaweed for wounds.

“The only reason bellamy got pissy at you is because he threatened by you. You fight like a bitch and don’t let people push you around. He knows if you too got in any kind of fight you would beat his ass badly.”

“Doubt it” why would belemy be scared of you. He controls these criminals like it’s nothing.

“Are you kidding me. I’ve seen you fight. You took out ten grounders like it was nothing and got into fist fights with three of our strongest guys. The only reason people are scared of bellamy is because he can convince clarke to do things.”

“Maybe. Anyway i'm going back to my tent now bye” that was odd. Murphy never talked to you like that before. You too would exchange rude comments and got under each other's skin all the time but he never complimented you even if it was in a weird way. Just before you were about to turn around he stopped you again. This time he got up and grabbed your arm.

“ You have been working for hour in something that is see through”

“Didn’t notice” you responded instantly feeling your cheeks go red. Looking down it was obvious. The shirt was light gray and your bra was black.

“Trust me I did. Couldn’t stop thinking about it all day” The words rolled of his tongue like poison to your skin. It was burning in the right way and he knew it. You could tell by his signature smirk on his face.

“Come sit by the fire. You deserve it”

“Would love to but if you haven’t noticed criminal teenagers won’t give up their spots for anything” All the feelings murphy gave to you left and were fillied with anger.

“Just sit on my lap. If anyone says shit then ill slit their throat” Something about this made the feelings come back. He could turn you on like a light switch.

“Fine but not for long i’m tired.”

“I bet baby. Being bitchy all day must wear you out” You slap murphys arm without actually acknowledging his sarcastic comment. When you do you realize he called you baby. The only word murphy ever calls a girl is bitch. You don’t bring it up and just continue with him walking to the fire. He sits down and you sit on his lap. Everyone notices and one of the boys starts to say somewhen when their cut off by one of your friends.

“Damn Y/N never knew you were the slut type”

“Shut up dickhead. Stop being bitchy because murphy is the lucky guy that she sits on and not you”

“Yep, I sure am lucky”

Murphy stares the guy right in the eye as he kisses you neck which sets you off guard. You don’t show it and the group just continues on with the conversation. Warmth was surrounding you. The fire lighting up your face and murphy's chest pressed against your back. As the night goes Murphy starts to get angsty he plays with one of the belt loops in your jeans. Both of his arms wrapped around your waist and his head resting on your shoulder. He covers one his hands with the other so people can’t see what he’s doing. Slipping two fingers into your jeans he starts to play with the strap of your underwear. Fiddling with the black lace that was matching your bra. He tugs on it a bit and twists it with his finger, slowly getting closer towards your clit making you start to throb. You grab his thigh and start squeezing it as he inches closer. He giggles into your shoulder and you realize it's a game. He was winning but not for long. You slowly start to move your hips on his and instantly his laugh turns into a glare right into your eyes. You lean forward pretend to tie your shoe but really you're just showing him your ass. Around camps you always saw him staring when you're working and he “happens to walk by” every time you have to bend over. When you lean back up you feel exactly what you did to him. Other girls have told you stories about when they would try to screw him and would stand naked in front of him and nothing but here you are. All you did was lean over and you got him hard. Before he could retaliate you spoke to the group “ Well this has been fun and I love hearing about Jaspers and monty's stories of getting high but i'm tired from bellamy bitching so imma go to sleep. Night.” Everyone says night back except for murphy. Making your way back to your tent you open the zipper all the way down and before closing it back up you look to see murphy glaring at you and he mouths fuck you and just to finish off the win you mouth fuck me back and close your tent. You take off your shoes and go to get your sleeping clothes as you hear the tent open. Murphy walks in and closes the zip without saying a word.

Innocently you say “so how was your night. Thanks for letting me sit on your lap by the way.” You were just about to say something else sarcastic comment you get interrupted by lips on yours. Stumbling back a few steps before kissing him back. The kiss is passionate and intense. Quickly it became making out with you both battling for documents and this time he won. Murphy lifts you up and swings your legs around his waist before laying you on your bed. WIth him still on top of you he strips of you jeans and then strips your shirt. “You should watch what you say love” he says as throwing you shirt across your tent. “I knew exactly what I was saying when I mouthed fuck me to you” before you could continue teasing him, he bites down hard on your neck. You let out a soft moan which makes me smile and continues leaving a hickey on your neck. Quickly he find your sweet spot and starts sucking on it harder and harder leaving a definite show tomorrow. You fumble with the end of his shirt telling him to take it off. As he strips it off you stare at him in amaze. You always knew he was hot because any girl that disagreed is blind but now he was shirtless in front of you. A little bloody around his face and chest but damn were you loving it. His messy hard being pushed back with his abs having dirt marks on them and his V line getting you more wet than you knew you could get. You were staring in a maze as he starts undoing his belt and his pants. Just to tease you as he notices you mouth dropping a bit before he gets back to kissing you. He slips a hand behind your back and undo your bra effortlessly and leans back as he takes it off. “Fuck “ is the only thing he could manage to fall out of his mouth. You slowly started slipping you panties down just to tease him. He had the same look on his face as you did before. Before you knew it he ripped them off and his head was in between your thighs. You haven’t been eaten out a lot but damn was he good. You couldn’t say anything and you were just a moaning mess. You started playing with his hair which turned into pushing his head deeper in and you arching you back. He went back up to kiss you and took of his pants. Without giving you anytime to breath from how out of breath you were from him going down on you he was inside of you. He started to pound hard not letting you adjust at all. “ Fuck please please fuck. Omg don't stop please don’t stop baby.” he bite down on your neck lightly which was the first thing all night that that was not ruff. You both are getting closer and closer to finishing as he gets sloppier but keeps the pace the same. Both of you moaning and gasping for air. His deep groans making it even better. Your eyes are rolling to the back of your head as you finish. “Fuck John Fuck” he bites down on your neck harder than before. Quickly after he finishes too and you both just lay down neck to each other trying to catch your breath. Eventually he spoke deeply “Do you want me to leave or can I spend the night?” “I don’t care” you get some underwear to put on and he puts on his boxers.

“Fuck” you mumble

“What? Whats wrong? Did I do something wrong?”

“No no no. Murphy you didn’t do anything wrong just octavia took my sleeping shirt and hasn’t returned it yet.”

“Just wear my shirt”

Murphy threw his shirt at your bare back and you just stand there stunned not knowing what to do. He was never the sweet type and you don’t know if he is doing this because he is saying thank you for the sex or if there's something more. You couldn’t deny you and john having a spark. Every Time you two are together it feels like everyone else is not even their and he is the only person you feel truly safe around. He starts walking towards you and spins you around. John picks up his shirt and put it over your head and you do the rest. Lastly he takes your hair out and puts it on both sides of you and pushes a loose strand behind your ear. You eyes meet each other and you a frozen. You feel all of the emotions moving in between you too. Both you and john slowly start leaning in until your lips touch. Unlike all the other kisses that night this one was different. It was soft but passionate and he wasn’t trying to get it to go somewhere. He just wanted to kiss you. When you pull away he stutters a word before giving up on talking and lays down in your bed. You lay down next to him and you could tell he felt awkward. He was feeling emotions he didn’t know he had.

“So i'm guessing this is a one night stand thing” he turns to you and you can see in his eyes he is beginning it's not.

“I hope not” responds out from you and then you kiss him again. You cuddle into his bare chest and he pulls you in as close as he can get you.

“Y/N i love you” he speaks softly hoping you didn’t hear him. You did. You smiled and were about to cry but before you managed to push out “I love you too john.” Just before you fell asleep all you hear come from his mouth is “Still don’t call me john. I bite you hard for a reason” you can feel the smirk again. “ And he's back to normal.” You both smile and drift off to sleep.