#prayers that the medical team choose the best things for to happen for me ig
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reading a medical document about indications for hospitalisation for anorexia and realising i hit multiple of the suggested criteria aaaaaaa
#certainly the blood pressure and heart rate stuff last week falls into that category but bc it dropped just enough my doctor was okay w it#but ig if its like that this week Well#Hm#anyway.#tw ed#my parents i think are somewhat scared because this is the worst theyve seen me#like im refusing SO much bc i cant handle it and i feel so awful#personal#prayer request#ig??? if you would#prayers that the medical team choose the best things for to happen for me ig#like i would describe it as uncontrollable at this point it no longer feels like a choice#like sooner and sooner lately i run into a wall that is just a big NOPE#not even 'i will eat this and feel horribly guilty' but 'i Cannot Eat This'#ive been getting more actively distressed about eating as well#i dont even understand why im hitting the medical indications either like ive been havingpretty close to recomended intake i think#idk whats happening and i am losing control#( <- chronic not acute sense)#(do not worry for me in the immediate short-term)
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