#ppl r like ‘yea but u go places now’ the rehab has replaced rowing for me so i actually don’t go to any more places than i already did | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

iliveinprocrasti-nationn · 2 years

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love when media has something that enhances people’s fears to the point where they’re severely incapacitated and remembering some of the worst experiences of their life. that’s the representation i need

#thinking about the breakdown i had last year #the ones i have now are nowhere near as severe but idk they’re just interesting #ppl now r like ‘ur doing so much better!’ im not actually but thanks #my habits really haven’t changed from last year other than working at the rehab now but i continue to double mask with an n95 #ppl r like ‘yea but u go places now’ the rehab has replaced rowing for me so i actually don’t go to any more places than i already did #i still try to plan things around when i know people haven’t been going many places unmasked and i do have a constant fear of someone #transmitting covid so. i just don’t have two hour long breakdowns where someone has to force me into buildings and seeing people unmasked #makes me panic. but like. that’s as far as I’ve come and tbh as far as im comfortable going while this is still going around #im just better at hiding the constant panic now #i was thinking abt scarecrow’s fear gas and as much as i’d love to go ‘oh it wouldn’t affect me im built different’#i would be taken down so fast it wouldn’t even be funny

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