#pottercrewrambles

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You know

It really does something to a writer’s self confidence when more people reblog and like other writer’s work off of their page than their own work...I’m just saying...I don’t want to cause people to guilt reblog my stuff but...when I have more notes on other writer's stuff from my blog than my actual work it makes me feel like my writing is crap and honestly makes me want to quit, I’ve had this feeling for a while. I know other writer’s write longer stuff and yes their stuff is a lot better but...I don’t know, maybe I’m just complaining for no reason. 

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I have more inspiration to write about my oc's that feature in a Drarry fic more than I wanna finish the Drarry fic ... 🙃🙃🙃

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If I'm being honest right now, the reason I haven't posted anything recently or done any of my remaining prompts is honestly cause I have no confidence in my writing anymore...like I've written so many things but I just give up cause I think it's shit...honestly I don't know how to get out of this aha...

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Dialogue

I honestly think the reason I have such a hard time writing dialogue is because of my social anxiety? 

A lot of people’s advice to writing dialogue is to act like you are the one saying it and to think about what people would say if it was a real convo and I just can’t because in real life I’m shit at talking to people, even my partner and family? I find it really hard to think of things to say and how to initiate conversation with people so I think that comes across when I’m writing?

I stress over every word in real life so it’s like...double when I’m writing? I dunno, just something I was thinking about. 

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Blog update

Hey guys, some of you may have noticed but I’m slowing down on the amount of political and in real life posts I reblog to this blog. I will still reblog the ones I think need to be seen by people (like help numbers and important events) as this blog has the most followers of my 3 blogs and I feel that it’s important to share that stuff to you guys. But for the most of it I won’t or will just be posting to my main blog. 

Thank you <3

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For those that are wondering

I am still working on change pt 3 and study pt 2, they are coming I’ve just recently been working on other things as well as uni stuff that took longer than it should have (mostly from me procrastinating).

I do start back up tomorrow and I do have a whole research project to do and many presentations coming up, so it may take a while for me to update these. I also have a cross stitch pattern to finish for my mom which was supposed to be done by Christmas but still isn’t (again my default is procrastination) so please bear with me.

Thank you so much for being patient, I really am bad at time keeping and scheduling aha.