#posting this from my hyperfocused ADHD brain jail 💔💔

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rendering/editing is such a double edged sword for me, I have so much fun doing and making them, like I would love nothing more than to commit so much more of my time rendering/editing, but the bad side of things is, well, burnout, but more importantly, I get incredibly hyperfixated on doing and finishing those renders and edits, like I will commit 8 straight hours of rendering and editing, no breaks at all, and I will not pull myself out of this trance until I finish and post the edits 😭😭 This is kind of a flash into my life and why I don't edit/render as often as I would like to, besides the usual burnout/lack of inspo or motivation