#point obv. but like i didnt kno wtf 2 say 2 explain it n i kept crying n felt so guilty so i just. took x 4 the first time n was fine 4 A
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#mecore is thinking obsessively abt kermitting but in a v. detached. way. n then thinking abt ur dog not knowing y u nvr came back 2 see him#n breaking down sobbinglol :') like. evry1 in my life except my ex n my puppy r V Aware that im suicidal n probably wont live much longer#like genuinely the last time i felt this bad the only thing that stopped me was writing a note 2 my ex. like. we were dating still @ that#point obv. but like i didnt kno wtf 2 say 2 explain it n i kept crying n felt so guilty so i just. took x 4 the first time n was fine 4 A#While. but uhhh i dnt have him 2 stop me nymore so its licherally just thinking abt how sad my dog wld b if he nvr got 2 see me again#which is the only thing that kept me from k*ll*ng myself @ my dads like. 3-4 yrs ago. how sad that im still! in the same! position! lol!#i dnt evn have abuse / the threat of being fucking murdered 2 make me suicidal nymore how pathetic that im still. the same. lol. lol.#i dnt have much vodka left either so im. trying 2 stretch it at least 2 more weeks but uhhh ive got like. 2 drinks left. so probably ill#finish it 2night n then b miserable til i can ask my mom 2 buy me more lmfao this is GENUINELY the only reason im staying alive til 21 so i#can get fucking. waste.d buying my own shit 4 once :') i mean i give her the money i dnt Licherally make her buy me it but. im not old enuf#so she has 2 b there 2 buy it 4 me:') n i can only ask like once a month :') n my brother will buy it 4 me but Only if hes like. already#coming ovr 4 anothr reason. which he only does 2 sell me weed or molly n his dumbass cant find ny more molly so. kms haha lol#alcohol //
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