#plus the whole wide shoulders = man??? have you met swimmers??

[runandhideguys]

transphobia has really rotted people's brains because why are some people convinced that cisgender women can't be over 5'5 or good at sports. and it's not even just cis men that I've seen with those opinions.

[anastasiaskarsgard]

X marks the spot.. PART 7 Brooke POV

End of summer

Warning: NSFW. 18+ adult themes. Coercion manipulation, toxic, cursing etc. could trigger some people I think

I’ve never seen so many people at a party in my life. When we pulled in the back neighborhood, there were cars lined up and down all the streets. Bex’s house was at the end of the cul-de-sac and was a sleek modern style home. Inside was minimalist with cool lighting, and everything just looked expensive.

These were the new houses they’d built after the homes all burned down THAT Night. Thank God I missed out on that chaotic night. It still made me a little uncomfortable when I realized that most of the people at this party, were probably present that night.

“Oh my God Mark?!” A pretty brunette girl called across the kitchen. She was wearing a knit bathing suit cover that was floor length and very form fitting. She ran over and hugged Mark a little too enthusiastically.

“Bex, this is Brooke. This is Bex.” Mark said.

It kind of irritated me he didn’t say I was his girlfriend, but that’s just me being insecure. I was really excited to meet Bex though. Mark had mentioned how she was transgender, and I’d never met anyone like her, as far as I knew. It devastated me whenever I heard about people being bullied because of their lifestyle, but I didn’t know the proper etiquette in this situation. I smiled shyly, and went to shake her hand.

Bex smiled and grabbed me in a tight embrace. “You’re gorgeous! I’m a hugger. You want a drink? Let’s get you some drinks. What do you want Mark?”

“Um we can get it.” He said grabbing my hand and pulling me near. “No stealing my girlfriend Bex.”

Bex spun around with eyes wide, and placed a hand over her heart, “Girlfriend? Wow! I never thought I’d see the day. Mark is a lady’s man my dear, there isn’t a pussy within 50 miles he hasn’t had.” She said laughing. “Oh Mark. Don’t glare like that, you’ll get wrinkles.”

Marks jaw stiffened. “That’s not true baby girl.” He said kissing me on the head. “Bex likes to give me shit.”

Bex stared at him a moment with a confused look on her face, before shrugging and turning to get a drunk. “Someone has to. Well then there goes the surprise!” Bex sighed.

“What surprise?” Mark asked suspiciously. “Did you get some molly, cuz it’s been a minute and Brooke has never tried it.”

“And I’m not gonna.” I sassed sticking out my tongue.

Bex winked at Mark and said, “ i’ve got a few pills in my room that I’d be happy to share with you but that’s not the surprise. I don’t know if I should even tell you now.” She looked at Me hesitantly.

“No worries, I’m not jealous, or faint of heart, or any of that kind of stuff.” I assured her.

“Lilly is here.” Bex said.

Marks entire demeanor changed and his face fell. He just stared at Bex frozen.

I looked from Bex to Mark, to Bex, and then back to Mark again.

“Um, why would he care about her?” I asked, looking for some kind of reaction from Mark but he still looked like he’d been frozen.

“Ummmmm, Mark has only had two girlfriends. You, my dear, and then his first love Lily. She broke his heart, and he did some fucked up shit, and it ended all bad, but she wanted to put all that behind us.” Bex said cautiously.

I couldn’t process what I’d just heard. Mark was with Lily, and they fucking loved each other? He told me he never loved anyone before. And she is here? And she broke his heart? And ....omg an anxiety attack. “I need air,” I said and jogged out the back door.

The pool was so inviting, and I could hear Mark cursing behind me, but I just wanted in the water. I flicked my flip flops off, stripped my cover up off and dove in. I am a great swimmer, so I was able to swim across the entire pool. When I came up for air, Mark was standing at the edge, scowling.

“Dammit baby, what are you doing?” Mark asked.

I didn’t want to talk to him yet. I was still processing this. I swam along in a backstroke, so my ears were under water. He was walking beside me at the edge of the pool, making angry gestures and saying my name over and over. He looked so dumb. He was totally making a scene, but I didn’t care. These weren’t my friends, and he is a Fucking liar.

“That’s it.” Mark took his shirt off, and walked over to my things, and set his phone, wallet and keys in my bag and then jumped in.

I swam away from him, but he caught me rather easily, and held me around the waist, with my back against his chest.

“Turn around.” He said thru gritted teeth.

“Fuck you Mark. You lied to me.”

“Just cuz I was young and said I loved some dumb bitch, doesn’t mean I did. Come on, baby... I love you. Want me to yell it?”

I turned around and looked at him with a smirk. “Yes, liar.”

“I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND BROOKE! SHES THE LOVE OF MY LIFE!” Mark yelled at no one in particular. He looked down at me with the most smug look on his face. He’s so adorable. I hate him.

“Baby don’t be like that. I can explain everything.” He grabbed my ass and lifted me so I straddled him and tried to kiss me, but I turned my head so he just landed a sloppy kiss on my cheek before biting it.

“Ouch, Mark!” I said, rubbing my cheek. He giggled and beamed at me so proud of himself. I hoped it wasn’t bleeding, it had really hurt! I rubbed my cheek, and checked my fingers for red.

It’s about then I realized everyone was watching. Like staring. I was really mad at him but I didn’t like being the center of attention. I buried my head in his neck and asked “why is everyone staring so hard?” I hated being stared at.

“I’ve never proclaimed my love for anyone like that, and most of these girls would give their left tit to be in your shoes,” Mark said without a note of irony. “You may not know this, but I’m a pretty big deal around here.”

I was only half listening to him, as I scanned our surroundings. There were a few other people in the pool, and they were staring as well. All of a sudden, a girl popped up from under the water. I scare easily when things pop out of nowhere, so I screamed like an idiot, as I practically tried to climb up Mark.

Mark and several other people laughed, including this girl. I had never felt more embarrassed in my life! I just wanted to disappear, so I tried to hide in Marks chest, and he held me there snugly. I could feel his heart hammering away, While his full on erection, pressed against me. How could he have a boner right now?

“You’re looking hot Mark.” She said.

“Lily, this is my girlfriend, Brooke,” Mark said with a sneer. I’d never seen this face, and I didn’t like it. He looked... mean.

Lily however, looked like she was about to cry. “But I thought...”

“Excuse me, baby, I have to get this through this fucking whores head,” Mark gently plucked me from him and set me to the side, then side stepped in front of me, as if shielding me. “We are fucking done and over Lily. I told you last night.”

“What the fuck last night?” I blurted out. “When did you even have time? You were with me the whole night.”I tried to march around him, but he pushed me behind him again, so I peeked around Mark at the girl before him. Dammit, she was pretty.

Lily looked at me with an unreadable expression, before looking me straight in the eye. “get used to it girl. He will never make you happy, and he doesn’t eat pussy. He only cares about himself, and he’s got a fucking wicked temper.” With that she stormed away, and climbed out of the pool.

Mark shrugged his big broad shoulders and turned around, pulling me back in like a little rag doll. He tried to kiss me. “Do NOT.” I slapped his chest and tried to break free from his embrace, but he held me fast. “I will make a motherfucking scene,” I growled at him.

“Do it. I fucking dare you,” He said ominously, and I saw a flash of the guy I’d never seen in him before, but then he cracked a big dopey smile.

He was so beautiful. This was so confusing.

“I love you. I’m not letting you go till you calm down. Youre breathing like you just ran a sprint.“ he said as he peppered kisses all over my face.

“I’m fucking calm. Let. Me. Go.” I pushed against him trying to break free but he overpowered me tenfold, and there was no chance of me getting away, if he didn’t want to let me. All the while, I felt how excited he was digging into my thigh and I’m ashamed to admit, I wanted him. If I weren’t in a pool, I’d still have been wet. Okay. Bad joke, but seriously.

Mark smiled, “you are so adorable, baby. Your mad face is almost as cute as your O face.”

“This isn’t a game. I am so mad at you right now; I could punch you in the face. I should slap you. You're a liar, and a very promiscuous one at that. I don’t want to be here, or near you, or being gawked at. I loved you, Mark, I really did. And I knew better too!” oh no! I could feel the tears coming on. It doesn’t matter how hot he is! He lied about ever loving someone, and all the girls here have fucked my boyfriend. Plus he’s manhandling me... why was this happening? This was not good! I could tell he was a possible fuck boy, but not this level! I loved him. Fuck. I love him.

“You still love me and I love you, and ya, I was a whore and a bad dude before, but not now that I have you baby.” He nuzzled me with his beautiful nose and gave me little kisses on my face. He was so tender and sweet and we were in front of everyone. Was I overreacting?

“You don’t have me. I have me. I’m my own person.” I challenged, looking him dead in the eye.

“Don’t joke like that.” He pleaded with those Big puppy dog eyes. He knew what he was doing.

I tried to pull away again. And he pulled me back to him hard. He was holding me so tight it hurt. “You’re hurting me, Mark.”

“You’re hurting me, BROOKE.” He bent down and kissed my neck. It felt so good, but his hands had me by the hips so tight, I worried I might bruise.

“No, you’re hurting me,” I whined.

I didn’t think it was possible, but he squeezed harder. “Then kiss me.”

“You can’t make me do anything.” I spit.

Mark smirked and kissed my neck. I was trying to ignore his erection digging into my thigh, and not feel the kisses. God he was so hot, and he loved me! I should be thrilled, I mean look at him! In front of everyone!

maybe he was just embarrassed of Lily. Was I overreacting? I was so confused. Too many emotions. I hate second guessing myself, and my hormones were not helping at all.

Mark reached down to adjust himself. Then I felt his fingers move my bikini bottoms to the side, and then push his finger inside me.

“Are you crazy?” I hissed. I didn’t dare move, for fear we’d be seen and people would know. “We are not fucking.”

“I know, I wanna be one person right now. I need to be close to you, inside of you. You’re mine. Your heart, your mind, this little pussy, this pretty face with the most kissable lips.” He deeply kissed me. He was so gentle, yet firm and passionate. “Let me just put it inside you real quick, so we are connected.”

I just stared in his beautiful eyes like he was bat shit ass crazy, but he didn’t look away. I loved how full I felt when he was inside me. I bit my lip as I concentrated. “I don’t know.”

“I do. Tell me no or I’m putting my cock in your little pussy right now.”

He kissed me deeply as I felt his cock slide inside me. I didn’t want him to lie to me, I didn’t want to lose him.

“I love you Mark. I love you so much. You can’t hurt me, I can’t take it.” I loved how his cock felt inside me. It made me feel so full. I wanted him so bad.

“I won’t. I promise. Now can we go somewhere and handle this?” He begged. “Your pussy is so good, I need it. Please.”

I smiled mischievously. “Ok. Try to calm him a bit so you can get out of the pool and then Meet me in the bathroom.”

“My dirty baby.” He growled and kissed my lips before He let me go. I jumped out of the pool and went inside. There was a line for the bathroom. Great.

Bex was standing a few feet away. “Bex is there another bathroom, I really gotta go.” I asked her as I did a little pee pee dance.

“Sure sweetie, I don’t let anyone use mine, but I’ll make an exception since it looks like an emergency. Follow me.” Bex led the way to the stairs where Lily was standing.

I met her eyes, and she looked away. I started up the stairs and turned around to see her following us. Ok, what was this about?

Bex reached the top and unlocked her bedroom door. She spotted Lily and asked if she had to pee too.

“No, I just want to talk to her.” She said, pointing at me.

Great. Fucking great.