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ninjakasuga · 3 years ago

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Sonally Celebration Week, Year 3, Day 2: Mystery

Day two has come for the celebration of one of the best furry OTP’s ever~. @gojira007 ‘s celebration blog @boundforfreedomsonsal of Sonic and Sally continues and here’s my second entry. Enjoy all~

Sonsally Week, Year Three!!

Day 02: Mystery

Foreword: This episode is still set in the Archie-Verse depicted in my fics of last year and day one’s story. This one is set some years after the fall of Eggman, when peaceful times finally settled on Mobius for the first time in ages. Of course, peace doesn’t always equate to ‘easy’, especially when babysitting two spirited scamps.

“Sonia, Manic- WHERE THE FREAKING BLEEP ARE YOU?!!” Shouted an irate, and clearly frustrated blue hedgehog as his right eye twitched something horribly. Standing in the town-square of the rebuilt Knothole Village, his gaze shifting back and forth from the trees, and the various huts of the quiet village. While mostly destroyed during one of Dr. Eggman’s devastating attacks; the entire village was rebuilt as it was during the war era of fighting the original Robotnik. With a few Eggman era buildings kept, and one or two new additions. Knothole was mainly a tribute to the village that sheltered the survivors of the fall of the original Mobotropolis, and became home of the resistance that would become the Freedom Fighters. Mostly a standing all-may-come museum to pay homage to the place that started as a Royal Retreat/shelter, but became so much more. A few of the huts were still livable, home away from home for certain members of the Freedom Fighters who occasionally would return to Knothole with their families to celebrate and remember those days.

Today, it was host to a game of hide and seek, giving the two instigators of the game a plethora of hiding places. One that was driving the elder brother of Sonia and Manic Hedgehog, one Sonic the Hedgehog, former hero of Mobius, crazy!

After tapping his foot rapidly for a scant few seconds, Sonic cupped his hands together again and shouted as loudly as he could manage. “MANIC! SONIA! FOR BLEEPING FRACK’S SAKE YOU BETTER GET YOUR BUTTS OUT WHERE I CAN SEE EM’! AIN’T FUNNY NO MORE!” It really wasn’t, Sonic nor his lovely wife, had agreed to hide and seek, but his two younger siblings opted to begin a game without anyone’s consent.

A voice soon called to him, followed by familiar footsteps. “Is there a reason you’re using frack and bleep? Is that a new sibling code of some sort Sonic?”

Speaking of lovely wife’s, there she was. Turning to face his wife, Sonic shrugged with a sheepish expression. “It was censor myself or risk using words I don’t think Mom nor Dad would care for two nine-year-olds to repeat.”

“That is probably for the best.” Agreed Sally, with a tired sigh as a hand went to her rounded stomach. She wasn’t far enough along in her own pregnancy; her movements were not hampered; but the extra weight of the two passengers in her belly was sapping her energy. “Whew, I’ve just been walking but I feel ready to kick back.”

Concerned, Sonic walked over and touched her shoulder. “All the more reason I’m not too happy they started this ‘game’ when I made it clear you can’t be as play-happy as usual because you’re pregnant.”

Shaking her head, Sally reached over to place her hand over his, giving an assuring squeeze as she managed a smile. “They’re just kids, it’s alright Sonic. They probably just want to get some last playtime with us before I’m truly an invalid.”

Sonic had to admit she had a point but his ire was not fully dissolved. “Maybe, but this is still too much. Even Mom n’ Dad told em’ to not get carried away.”

Smirking, Sally lifted an eyebrow as she glanced at her husband. “Sonic, they’re ‘your’ siblings. The apple doesn't fall far from the tree. There seems to be an innate sass-o-meter in your family. Pushing buttons seems to be something of a religious doctrine.”

Opening his mouth to counter, Sonic slowly shut it, frowning deeply. “... Fair nuff, but I still say you’ve rubbed off on them if we’re going for sass influence.”

“ME?!” Sputtered Sally, an incredulous frown, forming over her face. Beautiful blue, eyes narrowing almost dangerously. “How pray tell, do I count as a bad influence toward Manic or Sonia?”

Smirking widely as he got her goat, Sonic yanked the chain more, counting off with his fingers. “Well again, you’re the Queen of Sass and not just the Kingdom. When you gotta be right, you will argue til’ the cows come home. Plus you’re good at being playful when you want something, Manny’s baby-of-the-family routine is killer thanks to watching you. N’ Sonia’s all about emulating her Sis-in-law’s fancy mannerisms, and silver tongue. Just the other day she was in trouble and convinced Mom to let her off the hook light with a buncha big words she got from you.”

Almost mirroring Sonic, Sally opened her mouth, then closed it as she thought better of it. “...Touche’, but that doesn’t excuse the bad habits you’ve given them love-of-my-life.”

Laughing, Sonic gave her a big, if careful hug. Letting her have that one as, one it was true, and two, he knew jerking her around too much with hormones a-flame was a bad idea. “Of course, of course, but they also picked up on my coolness factor.”

“Truly…” Replied Sally in a dull, drawl that spoke volumes of how little she believed that. “I just hope our own bundles give us something of a break compared to these two. I can see why your parents are all-too-eager for us to babysit when we can.”

“Knowing us, they’ll drive us insane cuz they’ll be just like us in ways, but we’ll love em’ anyway.” Sonic mused, placing a hand to her belly and leaning in to kiss her gently. Sighing in a content manner, Sally melted into the kiss and hug, feeling a bit of the weight of impending motherhood ease off her shoulders to a degree.

Almost as if on cue, a duo of childish voices are heard uttering, “Eeeew gross!”

Instantly, both Sally and Sonic broke the kiss, angled their heads upward, and pointed as they both cried out in triumphant unison. “AH-HA! THERE YOU TWO SCAMPS ARE!”

“Aw crude!” Muttered Manic, as he and his sister clung to one of the large tree branches, quite a ways up that was connected to one of the tree house type huts.

“Well we gave them the ghost for a good twenty-minutes I’d say we won.” Stated Sonia in a rather faux-haughty manner. The more purple-blue of the two, whipped back her-pink hair? Wait, Sonia was blonde! Plus some of her fur looked more magenta-purple now?

In fact, why was Manic’s fur and quills more of a green-ish tinge than the light-blue they should be? Not to mention that punk-esque quill style... Eyes narrowing, Sonic let go of Sally, zipped into the hollowed out large tree with a hut built around the base. With the same speed, he charged up the ladder within the hollowed out tree, allowing him to come out at the point where the tree-house hut was, and lean out where the landing gave way to a natural, thick tree branch.

“Oh no, you two did not!”

Putting on the best coy, innocent face he could, Manic twiddled his fingers together in a playful manner. “What’re you talking about Big-Bro?”

“Seriously Sonic, you need to use clear, concise words.” Snickered Sonia.

“You both dyed your hair and fur!” Sonic pointed between each sibling. “Mom’s gonna have kittens!” Growled their elder brother as his mind swam with images of a none-too-pleased Bernadette Hedgehog glaring at her son and daughter-in-law.

Arms crossed, Sally tapped her foot, in a manner not unlike her husband. “You two sneaks lost us to go and do the dye-jobs yourself didn’t you?”

“Maaaaaaaaaaaaaybe.” Both twins chorused.

Sighing Sally frowned more. “Manic, Sonia, you do realize your Mother and Father are going to tan the crap out of your hides. They both told you, neither of you could have such radical dye jobs until you were fifteen, thirteen at the earliest if you both proved responsible enough! Plus, Manic, sweetie, why are you intent on making yourself look like Scourge?!”

“Hey!” Manic cried indignantly, a pout forming on his lips. “I just like the color, it’s not my fault Sonic’s scrub of a doppelganger had the same color-job! It screams ‘me’! Plus I don’t have sharp teeth or those evil eyes like he does, plus my quills are cooler lookin!”

“I’ll give you that li’ bro, on the being cooler looking thing, but dam-er dang it!” Sonic grabbed his own head-quills, mussing them up some in frustration. “Urgh Mom n’ Dad ain’t gonna let us watch you two ever again if you pull crap like this again!”

“He’s right.” Sighed Sally, rather dramatically. “We’ll be seen as so irresponsible they will forbid us from ever seeing you again!” She put a hand to her heart, and the other against her head. Truly, piling on the dramatic flair. “They may even question if we’re fit to be parents ourselves and have our babies taken from us.”

While Sonia rolled her eyes, Manic’s went wide as panic took over his earlier nonchalant attitude. “R-really?! We don’t want that!”

“Manny, bro she’s trying to guilt us!”

“Well it’s working! I didn’t wanna get them in that deep of trouble!”

“Manic she’s the QUEEN!! Mom and Dad can’t do jack to her!” His (slighty) older twin argued, seeing her partner-in-crime was about to fold.

“Wanna bet?” Sonic crossed his arms, smirking fully as he saw the sliver of doubt in the two’s eyes. “Mom can be scary when she wants and Dad, Dad is aaaaaaaaaall about the ‘subtle, quiet big stick’ kind of approach.”

Now even Sonia was doubting if they’d gone too far, especially as it pertained to how much trouble this might land her and Manic. Maybe she underestimated her ability to talk her way out of trouble. “M-Maaaybe we got a little carried away?”

“You sure did you two scamps, now if you come with me down the tree, we might ‘might’ convince Mom and Dad to let you both stay the night, and we can wash out the dyes and treat your fur so they never notice.”

Nodding as they both climbed fast, but still safely across the branch to Sonic. The two younger hedgehogs cling onto his legs. “We give, we give!!”

“Smart choice!” Laughed Sally from the ground, smiling at the won tag-team victory of talking the kids into doing their bidding. “If you two behave onward, there might be my special ice cream sundaes after supper.”

“Really?!”

Maybe handling kids wouldn’t be so hard after all? Sally thought before speaking aloud to them. “Cross my heart!”

“N’ you know Sal’s promises are good as gold.” Quipped Sonic as he guided the two once they stood up towards the ladder down to ground level. “Also, expect to help do some chores as further punishment for this stunt.”

“What?! Oh come on big brother-!”

“Nope, nada, don’t even try to talk me down Sonia!” Sonic cut her off as he coaxed first Manic, then Sonia to climb down the ladder. “Sal’s gotta take it easy and I need help doing this and that.”

“But you guys got a staff at the castle to do stuff!” Pipped Manic, his voice echoing through the hollow tree.

“It keeps us honest to do our own chores.” Quipped Sonic, watching them both get halfway before he started down the ladder himself. “Plus if you want us to keep quiet about the dye-thing-.”

“Oh fine!” Both younger hedgehogs huffed, giving up arguing.

“Being a big brother has its perks.” Chuckled Sonic to himself as he made his way down. Maybe in a few years, Sally and he could return the favor and foist their own kids on Manic and Sonia to babysit. Oh the payback will be sweet!

#boundforfreedom #Sonic the Hedgehog #Sally Acorn #Sonally #Sonsal #Archie-Sonic #Manic Hedgehog #Sonia Hedgehog

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decimadragonoid · 4 years ago

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I heard it was Big Red Daddy Bear and Cub Day!

* Happy Belated Father's Day from Underfell! * heh... 'sup, people? happy father's day and all that! fer those o' ya who cherish yer daddies, congratulations! have all the fun ya want. * play a game you both like, give yer dad a present, go out somewhere nice - anythin' you can think of, ya know? hehe! * as fer me, i spent some time with my kid, frisk. as always, petals came along too. we got some watermelon-flavored popsicles at the park on our street. * then we just hung out at the park, talked fer hours, and watched the universe do its own thing.

* heh... nice day fer father and kid time in the park... birds are singin', flowers are bloomin'... * summer really is a nice time to spend with yer kids. * y'know, in life, there are a lotta things that go into bein' a dad. * you can give him all the nicest, most expensive material things in the world, but none o' that compares to havin' the best gift in the world. * and that gift is seein' yer kid grow and decide on what they wanna do in life. * when frisk called me their dad, i honestly didn't know what to think at first. * i thought i was never gonna be ready fer the responsibility, nor did i think i deserve to be someone they could count on since we didn't meet under good circumstances. * y'know... the whole bullshit 'kill or be killed' credo, i mean... i hounded them, tried to pin all my frustration on 'em, bust their chops, and tried scarin' them into leavin' all this shit behind... * but they opened my eyes and helped me see that life really ain't so bad. * plus, frisk had their own share of personal problems in the past before they fell into the underground. * i ain't really keen on goin' into the details 'cuz i swore we'd keep it between us until they feel comfortable enough to share their past with e'rrybody one day... * but what i can say is, in some ways, we're alike. * we both know the world is a cruel-ass place, and sometimes, it brings out the worst in us. but as long as we stick together, we don't hafta fear the worst. * plus, we made friends with like-minded people. tibia honest, fightin' the credo just by settlin' down and changin' myself was prolly the best decision i made in my life. * i owe frisk fer that. * and... well, that's pretty much why i decided i was totally okay with the kid callin' me 'dad.' * kinda felt nice to be looked up to fer once. * the fact frisk counted on me like i was the second father they never thought they had gave me a second chance to change when i needed it most. * and, uh... if yer a dad yerself, and you're listenin' to my ramblin' bony ass, lemme keep it 100 with you and say somethin'. * bein' a dad don't always got anythin' to do with blood or familial ties. sometimes, bein' a dad comes from the heart. or in my case, my soul. * i ain't never gonna take this feelin' fer granted. i depend on frisk just as much as they depend on me. if they ever need me fer anything, i'll take one o' my shortcuts and come runnin'.

* and that's why today, i hold my skull up with pride, and say, 'i'm the big, red father bear, and this human kid is my little cub. we may be different races, but that don't mean shit to me. if my kid is happy, i'll be happy with them. if my kid needs someone to talk to when they're sad, i'll be their listener. if they wanna learn somethin' from me, i'll teach them. if they do somethin' stupid, i'll make certain they don't do it again. if they make a mistake, i'll forgive them. if they need shelter from the storm, i'll be their refuge. when they find somethin' they wanna do in life, i'll support them to the very end. when they're ready to leave the nest, i'll give 'em the extra push they need to take the next step into their full adulthood. frisk is my kid. i love 'em, and i'll always be proud of 'em fer who they are, and who they choose to be! and if anyone doesn't appreciate my kid, or just wanna talk shit to 'em and try to bring 'em down, then they can kiss my bony ass!' * happy father's day. ======== It's been years since I've done an Underfell roleplay piece! I was actually thinking of making this piece for Father's Day this past Sunday, but I didn't get a chance to make it until now. It's still two days past Father's Day, so THAT will suffice. Frisk wears outfits accordingly depending on the season, but Sans is a different case. Since Sans is a skeleton, he can't feel warmth or cold. Plus, he's actually pretty fond of his rugged detective-like appearance to the point where he doesn't really care if it's out of season. Some people look at him with funny looks because of this, but he ignores them anyway. Bottom line is, if it fits, he'll wear it. Screw opinions! The watermelon-flavored popsicles were deliciously fun to make. I kinda want one myself, but I'd probably be better off finding them at the market rather than a stand since the pandemic's still in full effect. Well, whatever. Without further ado, it's roleplaying time! ========= Underfell Sans, Frisk © underfell.tumblr.com/ Undertale © Toby Fox ================================ This fanart was not made in an attempt to catfish anyone, which I am highly against. This was only drawn for the sake of having fun roleplaying as a fictional character and interacting with others in a positive manner. This was also not drawn to be sexually explicit. I simply drew this because art is my passion, and this is one of the steps I'm taking to improve my art style. I also don't ship Sans or anyone with Frisk, not even their Underfell counterparts. Emphasis on DON'T. I see them all as a family they never thought they could ever have. Furthermore, this roleplay was not made for taking sides with Frisk or Chara, any other characters, or any of the game's routes and mechanics. ======== Support me on Ko-Fi here: ko-fi.com/decimadragonoid Or, if you'd like, please consider supporting me on Patreon! www.patreon.com/decimadragonoid

#underfell_sans #underfell_frisk #underfell_flowey #happy father's day 2020 #belated #late night post #dad_sans #sans is frisk's dad #underfell dad sans

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neirawrites · 4 years ago

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I was a Twihard in high school. Then I was a Twilight hater. In 2018, I decided to reread the first book, to see for myself on which side I belonged. I wrote my thoughts as I read, in multiple parts, but on my main blog, so I thought I might share them on my writeblr too, because I kinda had fun with it.

Enjoy my many, many notes

Pages 0-50

I’m actually kinda into it. Yeah, there are a many issues every article on editing tells you to fix (filter words, -ing verbs and things like that), but i feel it. I don’t know what it is, but it’s there.

Bella isn’t that bad of a protagonist. Nothing too spectacular, but she’s fine. She is depressed, self sacrificing and hides her feelings, but also a lot more self aware than i though she would be(like when she notices mike, my son, likes her). She’s a typical teenage girl, the introverted type, way into reading. there’s nothing wrong with that.

I don’t know why i remember Edward being a draco in leather pants,but he’s also fine for now. mysterious and handsome and a bit weird. The first real conversation they have, he’s polite and nice and charming. I expected him to be a dick for like 150 pages at least.

Pages 50-100

I’m still really into it.

Yeah,Edward kinda ghosts her/gaslights her after the whole van incident, but with the benefit of hindsight,i kinda get it. It’s a wonder he didn’t pick up his entire family and moved to Alaska again. I also get her mood during that time and I've been there so i feel ya,Bella,it’s not your fault.

And yeah, Bella gets invited to the dance by three different guys and it’s all kinds of fan fic-y, but the fact she turns them down furthers my belief she’s wake up married to Edward in like a few years and realize she would rather be with Rosalie (a solid choice, might i add).

Edward’s really pushy, especially when it comes to the scene after she faints. like, let her go, you jerk, she can drive herself, but he’s more weird than he’s a jerk and i think that was intentional.

A big surprise was the line “what if i’m not the hero, what if i’m the bad guy?” which isn’t this super cheesy, extra dramatic sentence but a jokey joke told with a laugh. actually, that whole conversation in the cafeteria where she tries to guess what he is is gold and don’t try to tell me otherwise.

I’m reading her interests in him as less of a romantic thing, and more of frustration at his behavior,like she would still be fascinated by him if he wasn’t so hot because he’s just so weird (but being hot is definitely a plus).

Plot? What plot?

Still, while the flaws are there, i’m still enjoying it very much.

Pages 100-150

Is Stephanie Meyer into anime? Cuz she wrote a harem light novel,that’s what she did and that’s how i’ll read it from now on and have more fun doing it. (Might make a post elaborating on this further).

All this to say that we got to Jacob. Not gonna lie, I kinda forgot about him. He seems like a nice kid and i’m glad Bella has some positive interaction. Team jacoj 4 life (jk,man,i was team jasper in high school which is in retrospect very weird of me). I know he becomes a friend-zoned dudebro later, but for now, he’s fine.

Meyer, lady, you’re winning me over as a half hearted defender of your work, but why are the girls so bitchy? Yeah,i know, bitchy girls exist in real life, especially in high schools,but girls are our friends and we need more positive female on female interactions. Just my personal preference, I guess.

Things are getting interesting. Bella’s dreaming weird dreams (just fyi, not a big fan of dream scenes in general), she’s googling like crazy and we’re going to Port Angeles.

I never felt she has any sort of affection for Angela or Jessica who seem really nice and have done nothing wrong. Like loosen up Bella, give them a chance. I know, depression makes you into a bitch sometimes, but it would warm me up to her character if she was a little more affectionate with people around her.

That whole scene where she almost gets at best beaten up and mugged and at worst raped and killed is… not my favorite part of the whole thing. I get what Meyer needed to do, to have her be saved by Edward, but there must have been a better way to go about it. What do I know? I’m the queen of forced plot contrivances. I do like their conversation at the restaurant (again, why do we hate the female waitress, Steph?). I don’t know why, I expected Edward to be mad at Bella for what happened to her and he seems genuinely concerned and his anger feels… human. Some of his actions, however, do not.

He stalked her which is weird and creepy and I hate it. Don’t stalk people, Edward. most of us don’t like it. you’re lucky Bella’s a weirdo.

150-200

I kinda love how ok she’s with the whole vampire thing. she’s just “well, this kid i barely know told me a scary story, so i guess the guy from school is a vampire. it be like that sometimes.” my first assumption would be it’s all an elaborate prank to make fun of me (i have some deep seeded trust issues origins of which remain unknown). and he’s waaay to quick to confirm her suspicions. I think there’s an explanation in the part of midnight sun that got leaked, but that was like a century ago.

I would criticize her for being ride or die with Edward so fast, falling in love with him so quickly, but i exchanged like 5 sentences with a cute girl last night and a part of is ready to propose based on the artiness of her instagam, so who the eff am i to judge?

and i get why he’s fascinated with her. she’s the only one he can’t read.

why? i don’t think that question ever gets a good enough answer, but it’s a fictional story about a girl falling in love with a sparky vampire. i’m not here for complex science or detailed explanations.

he seems waaay too protective of her. She’s a big girl, Ed, she can take care of herself. It’s actually kinda annoying. i dislike how he treats like a child a lot of the time. he seems pretty condescending. also, if he broke her car, i’m taking back everything nice i said about him.

ok, let me finally address bella’s biggest character flaw, her clumsiness. i mean, i get why she has it but Meyer goes a bit too hard on it. i’m clumsy, i really am, full of bruises, always bumping into things, but Bella can’t walk 20 meters without tripping. i guess i’m just glad she becomes a vampire in the book four, otherwise the book five would have been about her struggles when she’s diagnosed with a stage four inoperable brain tumor that’s been mesing with her sense of balance and the whole things turns into a weird version of the fault in our starts.

if i were writing it i would focus on her trust issues and being unable to form real bonds with other people as her main flaw, maybe even use it to try and justify the whole thing with the mind Edward can’t read. Like, she’s too different in a way that makes her unable to connect even on a basic level, like that one Blue whale that sings at a different frequency than all the others. Idk,i write pulpy sci fi. but it’s easy to be a general after the battle.

we got to the two infamous lines:

how are you? 17. how long have you been 17? is another line that’s more jokey than i though it would be, but also the most realistic piece of dialogue in this book. i would so ask the same thing.

About three things I was absolutely positive. First, this paragraph has been memed to death. Second, there was a part of me-and I didn’t know how potent that part might be-that would know every word of it till the day i died. And third, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in like with it.

200-300

Not gonna lie, the whole part where he goes around asking her questions he is legitimately interested in knowing the answers to is at the same time my kinkiest fantasy and my deepest fear. like, yaaas, daddy, get to know me on the personal level and don’t be turn off by the fact i’m a tabula rasa.

We got to the infamous meadow scene and Bella is sooo horny on main for that vampire stake it’s actually kinda funny. She gets so effing into it she faints. I fucking love this girl. Go get that adonis dick, Bella, you deserve it.

I don’t mind vampires sparkle.i mean,it’s lame and fanfic-y but in Bosnia we have the lampires so vampires are creatures with a high dose of plasticity. i don’t know why that was like the worst thing anyone has ever done to the vampires. They are kinda too strong and could use a real weakness tho.

So the lion fell in love with the lamb is kind of another joke. Also, this is the skin of a killer is sadly just in the movie.

I do have the feeling he likes the project that he sees in Bella more than the real girl,but ok. Also stop nagging her. He watches her sleep. What a creep. I don’t know why, but the fact that he’s a vampire who doesn’t have to sleep makes it kinda less creepy for me. I don’t know why.

But “if i could dream at all i would be about you,” is the kind of ultracheese i can get behind. they are both such teenagers and i kinda looooove it.

Also non of the boys were her type is such a lesbian excuse. I feel ya Bella, i feel ya. I hope you discover your gayness after the end of breaking dawn.

We meet the cullens and every single one of them has a backstory like 528 times more interesting than Edward. i need novels about them, all of them ffs. it would be so cool. but, one of my favorite oc’s Errien Lark gets like 30 lines in the whole book so i can only be as harsh on Meyer as on myself (which is to say a lot. neither of us deserve these characters, honestly)

This book would have been more interesting if Bella fell in love in any other cullen. Like, Bella and Alice, Bella and jasper (Bella and Jasper and Alice. Sorry, i’m into solving love triangles with ot3s).Bella and Rosalie, Calilise, Esme, even Emmett, who i remember as mike of the vampires, but it’s been a decade.

300 pages in and plot is yet to happen, but it’s ok. we have the vampire baseball next.

the last part.

get your hot takes! hot takes right here

I kinda like billy. He seems like a nice guy. Also billy/charlie as my new otp.

“The beautiful one,the godlike one.” Bella, you are such a teen.

The less fucks she has about him being an all powerful ancient creature of the night who can murder her in a heartbeat, the funnier it is. She is just soo casual about it. Comedy gold, i tell ya. i mean, this is actually part of the narrative, Edward comments on it, meyer knows what she wrote.

Ed,maybe is you stopped saying she smells good, you would be better at not thinking about her as food. Mind over matter. Just a thought. Maybe i misjudged his virgin ass. Maybe ed the incel actually fell in love with her. Or at least what he thinks is love since they’ve been dating for like two days (look who’s talking?the girl who reads any sign of affection as a statement of love and then gets disappointed).

“Emmett could never be compared to a gazelle”. That’s sexist steph. Emmett, honey, you are as gracious as you want to be.

Also a big yaaaas on the whole concept of vampire baseball. we needed more of it.

Plot! Plot! Plot! Plot! Plot!

We have encountered plot. Only 320 pages in. three bad vampires came into town.

Story time: when i was in high school, all like 20 of us in out class were really, really into twilight (dudes included). we quoted it all the time but the height of comedy happened when someone brought their friend from another school to out class and someone else was like “you brought a snack” and a meme was born to be quoted endlessly for months. it was actually kinda fun. and probably very annoying for anyone who wasn’t into twilight.

Also, any development? Backstory? Motivations other than for the hell of it for out boi James and his ginger girlfriend? come on, it wouldn’t even be that hard. Also, some foreshadowing? There was like one line before. This is a legitimate criticism. it’s kinda shitty writing and a wasted opportunity.

Edward is being a dick again. I get he’s scared but her dad could die. Or maybe they’ll trun him into a vampire too (charlie/Edward? Think about it). But they all call him out on it which is nice. Bella’s plan isn’t bad, but “let me go charlie” is the straight up coldest thing i have read in a long time. it’s supposed to be, this isn’t criticism, just stating the obvious. But she showed like an inclining of love for her dad who has been nothing but nice all this time. Yeeey, she’s not a robot.

“It was the best idea. Of course it was mine” . Yaas, queen, you’re not that much of a doormat; take that credit.

i would do something to foreshadow the ballet studio thing in the first half of the book. at least, have Bella or Charlie looking at pictures from her recital, just to intricate it to the plot a bit more.

Ok, now i remember why i was team jasper. He is so effing nice. And he would be awesome for my depression. Neira/Alice/jasper, i ship it.

i’m kinda digging the explanations of how vampires work and the whole venom thing. They are still op af and need to be nerfed, but i wanna be one.

Of course, he used the mom. She’s like the only person bella actually cares about. She falls for it. i would probably fall too, but i’m dumb.

the fact that james hunted Alice is a nice and a very much needed twist. it did catch me of guard. i would be more mad he’s a bad guy monologing, but i can only introduce stones to my own glass houses.

Bella’s now more into the idea of being a vampire than into Edward and i’m living for it. she’s going to use him for his venom and a baby and run off with rosalie.

“and how many times did she fall our of a window?” (yes, that is a Sherlock reference in the year 2018 of our lord. maybe i should do that for my next project. should i wait a few more years?)

her mom is not worried enough, honestly. my mom would be freaking out. but my mom has anxiety issues, so idk… (i couldn’t get her smooth hairless legs, or her blue eyes but i got that gene. thanks, i guess) .

“And i have a couple of girlfriends” now that’s a novel i want to read but i guess i’ll have to write the lesbian twilight myself.

“I want to be superman too”. yeeees, finally, kristen steward in the role of superman casting of the century. you would all watch it and love it, and you know it.

Charlie doesn’t deserve this shit. when will he retire with his husband billy in their cabin where they can fish all day.

“Do you want me to bolt the door so you can massacre the unsuspecting townsfolk?“ Are we sure she hasn’t been a vampire from day one?

Jacob is a sweetie (for now) just putting that out there.

Edward is kinda being unreasonable. being a vampire in your universe isn’t that bad.

Aaaaw, and that’s a wrap.

i actually kinda digged it. it’s nothing special, but i read these last 150 pages in one sitting. my main issues are writing oriented. very little foreshadowing, many filter words and things like that, but i guess if you aren’t that into writing, you might not even notice more of that.

it’s not the death of literature, it’s not the worst love story ever told. it’s just a silly and mostly harmless wish fulfillment novel.

edward can be a controlling and condescending prick but he gets called out on it very often. it’s not like meyer is completely oblivious to what she’s writing. and even tho he’s 100, i guess they are all mostly stuck mentally at the age when they were turned. or at least that’s how it seems to me. bella is kind of a bitch to everyone who’s not a vampire and she’s never called out on it, there’s a glimpse of change in the epilogue, but i don’t think meyer really considered it a character flaw. which is a shame, as it could have made for an interesting character. all the vampires have stories i would rather read about, as i said before, but what can ya do? that’s what’s fanfics are for.

i may write more of cohesive thought on it when it settles in my brain, but first, i need to watch the movie. i have a hypothesis i need to test.

but i don’t regret doing this. it was kinda fun and now i’m no longer ashamed of my twihard phrase. i could have done worse, as far as teen phases go.

Someone should like write a fanfic, but Edward is not a vampire, but a rich guy. And he’s into some hard core spanky business. And they should take all the problematic elements and just crank them up to 11. And add a looot of sex. I bet they could make millions.

Tho, honestly, how can you read twilight and not make bella the kinky dom? you fundamentally misunderstood the story. for shame

#twilight #stephanie meyer #the midnight sun #edward cullen #bella swan #long post

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ships-allday-errday · 7 years ago

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Best Friend Crush

Genre: Fluff, Best Friend to Lovers AU

Characters: Eric x Reader

Plot: Eric has a crush on you but you seem to be oblivious and he can’t take it anymore.

Words: 1509

This was requested by Anonymous

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The dismissal bell rung and you ran out of your class glad that the day was finally over.

You get out of the school and stop at the exit door. You look near the gates and spot the person who you were searching for.

Instantly smiling upon seeing him you run up behind him jumping on his back, “Eric,” you yelled.

“Woah,” he says almost getting knocked over. You jump off from his back and circle him so you’re now facing at him.

You both beam at each other before he motions to your backpack, “that looks heavy, want me to carry it?” He suggests.

You agree handing over your bag and you both head in the direction of your favorite pastry shop.

“You know you don’t have to come get me after school every day.”

“Yeah but I never see you anymore now that I moved further away” he whines.

“That’s a lie we hang out all the time plus that’s like an extra twenty minutes of you walking, I don’t want to make you burdened,” you state feeling bad about making him travel.

“Don’t worry you’d never be a burden to me,” he says ruffling your hair as he enters the pastry shop.

You follow close by entering and finding a seat and Eric goes to the front counter to buy you both something.

You take your top layer jacket off and Eric soon arrives at your table carrying two cups of hot chocolate and a plate with a small heart shaped chocolate cake on it.

You tilt your head at the cake and look across the table at Eric. “Ha what’s up with this heart?,” you question, “heart cakes are like one of the lamest ways to show someone you love them,” you state mocking the cake. “No they’re not, you know what they say, when you share a heart shaped pastry with someone, your hearts become connected” he says raising his hands in defense.

“Nobody says that,” you say grabbing one of the spoons and digging into the cake while Eric does the same.

You both finish your snacks, and you sit back in your chairs admiring the falling snow outside the window as people pass by.

Soon you both agree to leave and you put on your jacket and wait outside as Eric goes to use the bathroom.

You’re outside under the ledge of the building watching the falling snow and you stick your hand out and feel the cold snow melt on your fingertips.

You hear a jingle and Eric joins you under the ledge. “You ready?” You ask turning to him. He nods his head and you begin to turn however, he grabs your shoulders and turns you facing him again.

He pulls the collar of your jacket so you’re closer to him and reaches down to the ends of your jacket. He grabs the zipper, zippering it up all the way, “wouldn’t want you catching a cold, now would we.”

��I don’t know a cold means no school, and I’m always down for no school,” you say turning and walking. “Well I know that I wouldn’t want you catching a cold,” he replies following you on the crosswalk.

You both continue the walk to your house and talk about nonsensical things on the way.

You two come to a crosswalk and stop to let cars pass by. Suddenly you realize how cold your hands are and you begin to blow on them to create warmth.

You’re blowing on them when Eric reaches over and grabs one of your hands which takes you by surprise. He then places your hand in his own and puts it in his pocket.

You look at the hand in his pocket and back at him as he’s focused on the crosswalk sign.

You smile to yourself turning your own attention to the crosswalk sign as it turned white and you both began to cross the street.

You get to your house and you both enter taking off your layers of clothing.

You turn on the tv and flop on the couch while Eric follows your lead and does the same.

You’re changing channels when Eric moves closer to you on the couch, then you feel a weight on your shoulder.

You turn your head slightly and see Eric’s head plopped on your shoulder and you chuckle to yourself.

“Y/N, I have a question?” He asks on your shoulder.

“Ask away.”

“What would you do if your best friend liked you?”

You titled your head at his question perplexed at why he’d ask that sort of question. “I don’t know, I guess it would depend on the situation,” you respond.

Eric lifts his head from your shoulder and stares into your eyes, “what would you do if I liked you?”

Your get slightly surprised by his question but you quickly brush it off, “Oh my gosh, don’t joke like that, as if you’d ever like me,” you say punching his shoulder laughing.

He however doesn’t chuckle like you expect him too. He abruptly stands up from the couch, “I have to leave,” he says heading to the coat hanger and gathering his things.

“Bye,” you say confused watching his back as he hurriedly leaves.

You wonder to yourself what that was about and why he left so quickly. Brushing it off you turn back to your tv enjoying the show that was playing.

At about nine o’clock you hear a knock at your door. You query at who’s at the door but you get up cursing whoever made you get up from your comfy spot and you open the door.

“Eric, what are you doing here?, I thought you left,” you ask.

He steps into your house and closes the door behind him.

“Get ready, we’re going out,” he announces and you begin grabbing your coat and slipping your shoes on without questioning him.

“Where are we going?” You ask as you both leave your house and you close the door locking it behind you.

He takes your hand in his and you both begin walking, “on a walk,” he replies with straight face.

You both walk in comfortable silence for a while hand in hand.

You look at your surroundings trying to figure out where he’s taking you but the route seems unfamiliar.

“Seriously though where are we going?” You ask once again and he doesn’t reply this time.

After some time you come upon an empty park with a pond and benches.

Eric let’s go of your hand and you walk to the middle of the park confused as to why he brought you there.

“Eric what are we doing here?”

He holds his arm out motioning you to be quiet. “Just a few more seconds,” he says looking at his watch.

After he says that the park instantly lights up in a various array of purple, blue, pink, green, and white.

The lights cover the trees, the benches, around the pond, and the edges of the sidewalk making the park look very pretty.

“Wow,” you say as you take in the sight around you, “it’s beautiful.”

“You’re beautiful,” you turn to Eric and his gaze is fixed on you. “What?” You ask confused about what’s happening.

He takes your hands in his, “Y/N I like you, I’ve actually liked you for a while now, ever since our parents forced us to play together when we were like seven, but I know you don’t like me because I’ve been dropping a bunch of hints and you’ve always shut me down.”

You open your mouth to interrupt but he continues, “and I know I kind of just ruined our friendship but I’ve just been frustrated keeping this all to myself.”

He finishes his spiel, and his gaze drops down to the ground. You look at your locked hands than back at him taking in all of his confession.

Finally you say, “I like you too, maybe not since we were seven, but I still really like you.”

He beams at your comment and instantly cups your face with his hands, pressing your lips together.

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Yay this was my first requested scenario. I wasn’t necessarily taking requests just yet but this one I allowed cuz it was of a member I haven’t done yet, and first I want to do one of each member before taking requests. So I guess I am taking requests for the boyz but only of a member I haven’t written for so far if that makes sense. Anyways thanks for reading I hope you have a beautiful day/night!!!!!<3<3 thanks anonymous for requesting this!!!

#kpop #scenarios #eric #eric sohn #theboyz #the boyz scenarios #kpop scenarios

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alex-guerin · 6 years ago

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So, I made a couple loaves of banana bread last night cuz I had to use up the bananas I had. I didn’t wanna keep both loaves cuz I knew if I did, I’d wind up eating them both. Probably by the end of tomorrow. Cuz Lord help me, I love banana bread! So, I asked J if he wanted one of the loaves. He said sure, they’d probably eat it, so after I got off work today, I drove by his place and left it (wrapped in foil and inside a plastic bag) on his doorstep since no one was home.

A little while ago his mom messaged me, kind of upset that I didn’t let her know I was going to be stopping by the house, why didn’t I call, her and the kids were just up the road, she would have loved to have seen me again. I explained that it had been a long and frustrating day at work (which it was) and that I had meant to let her know I was stopping by with the loaf, but I completely spaced on it (I did yet another 10+ hr day on about 3 hrs of sleep, I was lucky to stay awake). So, then I told her about how I was gonna be in the area Saturday evening, and maybe, if it was okay with everyone, I could stop by for a little while. Holy fuck! You’d think I’d just told her me and her boy were getting married or something! She was so happy and excited, pretty much demanded that she get hold of the rest of the family and have them over for a get together and everything.

Honestly, I’m kinda nervous as fuck. Like, big time nervous. First of all, I wasn’t planning for something like that to happen. I didn’t mean for her to decide to have a family get together in Jason’s back yard without him having any say in the matter. Plus, his kids are gonna be there, I know they will be, and I always try so hard not to interfere with his time with them. Secondly, I can’t help but have this sinking feeling in the back of my mind that Nina is going to somehow be included in this, too.

For those not in the know, Nina is J’s sister-in-law’s best friend. And in true cliche’ form, J was best man at their wedding, Nina was maid of honor, and yeah, they hooked up. I dunno for how long, or anything like that, but yeah. Fatiana, J’s sis-in-law told me about that back in March when we were hanging out. To make things worse, the night she told me about that, I was also kinda texting with J (Fatiana and I were at a bar having a couple of drinks, having a good time, everything was cool) and he’d asked me if I was still with Fatiana. Well, that woman has no shame, so she grabbed my phone and tried calling him. Trying calling him a couple of times and J wouldn’t answer (no surprise there, we’ve never called each other. We only ever text cuz we both hate talking on the phone). The next day I was with Fatiana again, going with her and Nina -- who I didn’t have a problem with at that time -- to some vendor’s show or something that Fatiana was doing and I heard Nina tell her, “So, Douchebag texted me last night, ‘Hey, you wanna come over?’” At the time, I had no idea who she was talking about. She’d been talking about quite a few guys she’d been seeing lately, so I just ignored it, until we got to the venue and me and Fatiana were alone and she asked me, “Do you know who Nina meant when she said ‘Douchebag’?” and my heart just sank through the floor, because I didn’t until she asked me that. So, yeah, he’d been texting her while I was out with Fatiana, and asked Nina if she wanted to come over -- oh, and his kids were at the house, too. I felt beyond hurt, upset, uneasy, every word in the book. And even more so when Nina asked me how I’d met Fatiana. I was too terrified to tell her it was through J. Fatiana finally was the one who put an end to that and said, “Nina knows Jason, Lyssa knows Jason...” and things just got even more quiet and awkward between me and her. So, I’m scared that she’s gonna be there. I don’t even know WHY I’m scared, though! I keep trying so damn hard to remind myself I have no claim on him, plus, from what I understand, Nina isn’t interested in him anymore (...that I know of =/ ). I’m scared I’m gonna be ridiculously out of place and awkward, or that J is gonna do whatever he can to keep distance between me and him.

For all that I wish and hope and even still pray that we were something more than just friends, we’re not. Hell, we haven’t even been FWB since March. Though, that’s mostly due to hectic schedules and lives and everything and not having any time (on both sides) to hang out together outside of work. Closest we’ve gotten since March was the Friday after he got back from vacation and finally, FINALLY, after having basically given up on ever getting him down the 96 aisle in the freezer, he kept teasing me with, “See ya down the 96!” I kept answering with, “That a promise??” Sure as shit, I wandered in there after I had finished everything for my shift, just to see what would happen, and down at the end of the aisle is what we call the ice cream room (a small area that’s partitioned off with heavy plastic flaps to keep it extra cold in there and it’s relatively private, no security cameras or anything, pickers rarely go in there at the end of the night, etc), he turned to face me, put his hands on my hips, pulled me in and gave me a few good kisses that I’d been wanting for so long. Honestly, as horrible as this is gonna sound, I’ve only ever kissed him while we’ve been drinking. So to get the chance to kiss him while we were both sober was like a dream. But still, that didn’t change anything between us. We’re still on the “just friends” side of things. We pick on each other, vent to each other, try to cheer each other up when one or the other is frustrated or feeling down. Hell, he wasn’t able to spend my birthday with me last weekend like I had wanted/hoped he would, so instead we were texting and I was beyond depressed since all of my plans for my birthday went down the hole, and I sent him a pretty down text asking about the case of Budweiser I’ve had in my fridge for him for the past month -- did he want me to just drop it by his house at some point, or what did he want me to do with it. When he answered with, “No, just hang onto it. I’ll probably be out there someday lol” my mood plummeted. I eventually told him I was sorry, but I needed to hide my phone from myself before I said something I shouldn’t, and that I didn’t want him to be completely reminded again of how “fucked up, insecure, neurotic, and emotional I actually am”. He sent me a few more texts after that, trying to make me laugh and smile and cheer up, and when I didn’t answer him, he finally sent one last one saying, “Hope I didn’t upset you”

...long story short, I’m worried Nina’s gonna be at this little gathering on Saturday and that I’ll be over looked over, ignored, avoided. That J’ll tip back one too many beers and try to slip away with her. Or something like that. I dunno. I just know, I’m scared and worried about her being there, and I don’t like it. =(

#Personal log #Aly needs to go to sleep...

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""Im looking for car insurance in washington im 22m and im student and this is my first insurance,how much isit?""

Im looking for car insurance in washington im 22m and im student and this is my first insurance,how much isit?""

Where to buy individual health insurance?

I am looking to buy an individual health plan. I have just quited my job and have opened a small automobile repair shop. What are the options?

I got married but haven legally change my name how does that work with insurances?

What is the likely penalty for a new driver caught without insurance?

i know you get 6-8 points but what im really interested in knowing is what happens with the license ie if it is revoked, how long on average is the ban before you can sit the test again?""

""With car insurance, can you only have one driver per car insured?

Some updated papers came today and I saw that a woman was listed as driving my dad's truck. I called to ask if there was a mistake and he said that because she is a fellow inspector she also drives his truck and his work told him that he needed to add her to his insurance. I'm just wondering why only her name is listed as driving the truck. What would happen if he got into an accident with it? I'm sending the papers to his hotel so he can look them over and call the company but in the meantime I am curious!!!

Need suggestion for health insurance?

Living in CA. Just want to get individual health insurance in case of any expensive treatments like surgery, hospitalization...so the insurance can have high deductible... In this case, should I consider supplemental insurance like AFLAC?""

Switch auto insurance from USAA to Nationwide?

If the policy quoted by Nationwide was ~35% cheaper than what USAA would give, for the exact same coverage, would you switch? Why or why not?""

Where can I find the cheapest auto insurance?

I am a new driver and I need to go on my own insurance policy. I am 19 and am wondering if anyone knows?

Where is good for recovery truck insurance?

hi can anyone help me .been searching for recovery truck insurance .but not having much luck .anyone send me a link or tell me a site that i can try please many thanks

How much is motorcylce insurance?

Does the price vary from different insurance companies, and if so would it be cheaper then car insurance?""

Car insurance?

what things should i look for in car insurance? and what exactly is a car insurance bond? any scams i should look out for? any good reasonable car insurance rates?

Best insurance company for small startup security training agency and consulting firm?

Starting up in the DC, MD, VA area and looking for an affordable insurance company for a small business training agency. I eventually want to expand into security consulting, but for the time being, it'll be primarily security training. Policy in my area has to be minimum 600k of general liability. Any recommendations?""

How much should it cost to insure a new teen driver?

I'm 16 and my parents just put me on their insurance. I have 2000 escort and I have the basic liability coverage. I have got the good student discount too. The total came to be about $53 dollars. Is that about the average? My parents originally said it would be about $100 dollars.

What is the average insurance for a 11 hyundai elantra for 18 year old?

Lying on car insurance to police when stopped?

if a person lied about the age on a car insurance policy and stopped by the police ..what would happen i understand if someone were to do this that they could not claim if crashed and would probely lead to criminal charges.

Do auto insurance companies actually confirm the info you provide for the quote?

After requesting a quote online, you anto insurance companies actually confirm that all the info u gave are true? For example; moving violations, actual address? Does the DMV verify this info?""

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Will I be able to drive my mom's car without my name on the insurance?

I live in Canada, and I am listed under my dad's insurance on his car as an occasional driver, but not my moms because it is more costly. My parents are on vacation and left me both vehicles. My dad's car won't start, so I need to drive my mom's to get to and from work. Will I be okay to drive it even if I'm not listed as an occasional driver on her car, but I am on my dads? They both have the same car insurance company""

Who is the best auto insurance agency?

Currently have USAA, but it seems that they just charge for the general population rather than going into more personal charges. Since they are not locally based in NV, they charge for all the other boneheads out here rather than my own driving record.""

Age requirement for car and insurance?

Hey guys, I'm currently 16, and I'm wondering what's the age requirement to own a car, and also insure it with car insurance My parents are not going to get me car insurance, they made so many excuses, and because my salary is about 600 a month, working for only 1 day a week. I could accord a car by the end of this year. I don't see why my parents won't get me car insurance for my dads car. so i might as well buy my own car and see what their excuse is. Alright, back to the subject, im just wondering what's the age requirement to get a car under my name, and car insurance.""

What are the payments on an Infiniti G35 Coupe?

How much for the car a month? And the insurance? If anyone has this car please let me know how much you pay for the car & the insurance. Thank you so much in advance.

""What kind of qualities should I look for when purchasing a car? ie insurance, modern elements...?""

For experienced buyers: As an entry level analyst looking to purchase a car, I was hoping to get some ideas about my first big purchase. My norm has usually been purchasing something and regretting it some time down the road ie Bought a Dell laptop, turns out it heats up a lot. Or a new smartphone (android), turns out it freezes plenty. So I want to purchase a car, and was hoping if someone who is experienced could possibly take some time off to tell me what I should look out for. I understand insurance is a *****, and even though cars are affordable on lease, the insurance will get you. My objective: Car : Lease a pre-owned or 2nd hand car, possibly 2012 or 2013 model, 4 door, sedan. Insurance : Max coverage, low payment (ideal but, shoot for the stars and....) Questions: I understand there are qualities or modern elements like lane stabilizer and effective cruise control that can reduce insurance coverage. How effective can they be? What kind of sedans have low insurance and are modernistic, such as built in navigation and those cool looking monitors? (kind of childish) Which insurance coverages are the most important, there is basic, comprehensive.... If you need additional information, I will be checking this question hourly and will be glad to provide additional information. Thanks!""

How much is typical car insurance for a teenager?

I am a 19 year female in college (in new jersey) and by the time I get my car and licence I would be 20. I was wondering if anyone knew how much typical car insurance would be for me, so I could figure out how much I would need to save up before I get my car. What is the best company to go with?""

Car insurance question?

To cancel car insurance will be 480 plus 50 admin fee to cancel this now ive lost my job. ive had insurance for 2 months and know they are all doing this cancellation fee now but i only got a car for work purposes and now they've made me redundant how i am expected to pay the 530? what can i do is there any options because i simply cant afford that amount.

What car insurance companies are in Washington? Can I get a list to look up?

I need to find the cheapest for myself. I am getting my license this Friday and I will be going to a car insurance company on my way home so that I can drive my car. Can I get a list of all the auto insurance companies in Washington?

Health Insurance Help for Visitors?

my family is visiting us in california and need medical visit. they have visitors insurance which says that we need to pay for our visit now and they will evaluate and reimburse us. do these insurances reimburse anything and everything? what is a hospital/clinic to visit for visitors around southern california? how is kaiser?

Need Insurance?

I am buying a new car and have to get insurance. Any suggestions on good and cheap companies?

Is it legal in the state of Kentucky to own a car without auto insurance if I don't drive?

How much is a few lessons + cbt & motorcycle test for a 125cc moped ?

also how much would be tax and insurance and hidden costs of running a moped if passed the test ?

Where can i get a health insurance quote?

are there any sites for oklahoma health and life insurance quotes?

Is car insurance absolutely needed for a car?

I will be purchasing my first car sometime this year. I don't know anything about insurance and I'm really not knowledgeable when it comes to things like this. So my question is, is car insurance a requirement when owning a car? Do you need it? Is it expensive and how does the process work? Cause I'll be getting my first car soon and I don't really know insurance plays a role in all of this.""

How does bein married or single affect your auto insurance rates?

""Insured car, uninsured driver?""

I have a free-loading bother in-law and I was just wondering. If he uses the family car which is insured but he does not have car insurance, can he be liable in any accident situation? Please tell me yes, so I have a reason to refuse my car to him. Anything from if he is at fault or not at fault, injury, coverage, or settlements... Thanks""

On average how much would it cost for an independent living 15 year old girl to get good health insurance.?

Does the insurance company ( the other guys' fault) pay for rental car insurance?

I got swiped in the week. He is culpable and using his insurance Farmers. I get a rental while my car is in the shop. Farmers- do they pay for my rental insurance, if I am not covered to drive another car but my own? I have legal insurance- liability but not collision. THe guy who swiped me was extremely nice, giving me humbers and taking photos and so on- he was decent. But to pay extra for collision ( Enterprize mentioned this) it'll be 15-18 bucks a day. At this point, I'm fed up with having to drive around getting appraisals and do NOT think I should pay a dam thing. If I get a tiny scratch on the rental, they may ask me to pay for that, or will they? Please what are my options? The rental will take MY credit card for godsake ( I understand--I could just go sell it etc), but I do not see why I should be liable for even a tiny scratch, if I don't have that coverage for my own car and am happy to keep driving my own car that way- I will not be able ot drive my car a week or so while it's in the shop. Any advice- is Farmers right on this? Or did the customer service rep get it wrong? I'm confused right now. If I have to pay that collision ( god knows Enterprize could charge for a hailstone dent) then they guy who swiped me- he should pay them directly right? Please advise. I am willing to put a call into that guy to ask him to just pay the collision for each day I have the rental ( bear in mind I DO have legal liability insurance already, just not collision). TIA> foc""

What is the most common health insurance?

what is the most common health insurance

What is the approx cost of car insurance ( group 18) for a teen driver? UK?

Need advice suing homeowners insurance?

In 2008 lightening strike hit house and since that time we hav had 6 water dameges in the house.Since that time all insurance companies NEVER real INVESTIGATE or find COUSE OF THAT, Finnaly again We have had BLACK SEPTIC WATER n the house 06/19/2012. 9 days after adjuster show and underastimate damages. month after that , after we constantly complain, ask for updated estimate and approval damages so that we hire contractor Property finaly has been inspected again and they find much more damages ( so far $83.000.00 ). House is damaged very much as well as our belongings. All that time from 2008-today insurance companys charged as with deductibles , we spend lot money trying to fix problems, we are darined emotionaly and financionaly. Last year , just after one similar claim ( 01/06/2011 black water flood ) we were FORCED to file for CH 13 that we can at least save what we can save, TODAY, Insurance company with who is house covered has not reacted We think fast enough to save more house and our belongings. Insurance is escaping to cover what need to be maybe replaced( wood entrance door through septic water was running , built in castum made cabinets in master beedroom, cut wall and replaced behind showertubs........) 9 days after that accident we finaly has Insurance attention and the send SERPRO here. Servpro find that water was SEPTIC, Walls need to be Cut ( so far 1 foot from the ground ). When Servpro cut draywalls ut shows that stabs 2x4 has been damaged , they spray them ( we think that they need to replace them )......... We are now in almost two months after accident becouse we do not agree on damages sattlemant. They serve us on 08.01.2012 with activating adjusster process and we do not have money any more to pay for that, OUR HOUSE DURING PAST 4 YEARS BECOUSE OF ALL THIS LOST LOT ON VALUE AND WE WOULD LIKE TO SUE INSURANCE COMPANIES AS WELL AS TWO LANDERS WHO WERE IGNORING PROBLEM IN THE HOUSE. WE HAVE PROOF FOR ALL THIS . IS ANYWHERE POOSIIBLE TO FIND ATORNEY WHO CAN HELP US LITTLE BIT WITH THIS BIG BROBLEM MY HOUSBAND IS 61 I AM 55 AND MY HOUSBAND IS THISE DAY WORKING OUTSIDE FOR AROUND 70 HOURS A WEEK THAT WE CAN PAY OUR RAISING EXPANSSESS. IT IS NOT RIGHT.""

1st Car insurance way too high?

the insurance on my dads name with my provisional license is way too high nobody would pay 2300 pounds, iv put all the correct details in and put on as many drivers that put down price and every other possible way to reduce price but thats the cheapest on confused.com this means i need to sell my car that i have had for 1 and a half years that iv been working on for me turning 17 and driving it, im too depressed now and i badly dont want to sell it has anyone got any solutions or recommendations anything?""

Insurace for a 2001 mustang?

My girlfriend who is 17 is wanting to get her own car. Her parents won't let her put a car on their insurance plan so she wants to get her own. She is looking at a 2001 mustang v6 automatic and wants to know, roughly, how much the insurance would cost her on her own. (she plans on getting esurance).""

How much is insurance for a 15 year old girl?

I live in Denton, TX and I'm going to get my permit soon and my mom said I can't drive her car until I get insurance ! I started working recently and I can pay for it but i just need to know how much it is ! So can you please tell me the how much insurance will cost in Denton, TX for a 15 year old girl ! And also I want to save up to buy my car ! Whats some cute cars for a girl ! Something like a Altima or Fusion ! Thanks (:""

""Just bought a used car, can he temporarily get away with liability insurance?""

My friend just bought a used car (2004) with a loan, of course they want full coverage insurance but the quote from progressive was outrageous. He can't pay it this month, but says he can budget it in for next month since he took on a 2nd, part time job. He wants to call another company and get liability insurance on it, at least for a month, is that possible? I know they run the car information pretty quickly, but what could they do?""

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Is it your own fault if you are in the USA and have no health insurance?

I am in the UK, and the impression I get is that many people in the USA blame the 46 million or so people in the USA who have no insurance for not having any. Is it your own fault if you have no health insurance?""

Why has the affordable health care act accelerated the rise in health insurance rates?

When does the affordable part start?

""Can you fake proof of insurance in Seattle, WA?""

My friend and I are having an argument. He believes that you can keep a fake insurance card in your car that looks legitimate and the police will not be able to check the information with the insurance company to verify that you actually have insurance, if they pull you over. Also, if you do not have proof of insurance, and you get cited for a ticket, he believes that you could send in fake proof of insurance to the Seattle Municipal Court so they would dismiss the ticket, less a $25 admin fee, because they do not check insurance information/do not have access to insurance records. I want to believe that he's wrong, but I don't know, I am not educated on the subject. Does anyone know the answer?""

Whish insurance compay should i go to (auto)?

i just bought a 2000 Toyota camry Ve last night and i have never had any insurance before because i havent need it , i am 23 years old and i am looking for insurance some people told me go to Gieco has good prices""

Question about car insurance (easy answer)?

I am a named driver on my mum's car, she has built up a no claims bonus and so my insurance was a bit cheaper. But now i want to buy my own car, can i switch the insurance onto this new one? Can i become a named driver on my car and still get cheap insurance? I'm a little confused with it all.... thanks I live in England""

Affordable healthcare in Virginia?

My current healthcare that I have through my employer sucks. It is way too expensive and not very good. My deductible so high and since I recently added my baby, it's even higher. I am now looking into a different insurance provider that is affordable and provides good service and benefits. Any suggestions?""

About how much is car insurance in Japan?

Wondering for future reference when I work there as an ALT in 2 years. I already have a drivers license here in the US and I know its good for 1 year in Japan then must be switched before the year is up (not sure if it'll cost anything to switch)... So about how much is insurance and is it necessary to have by law? I'll be 22, drove for 4 years. Thanks!!!""

How to these rich boy racers who are like 18-19 afford the insurance on aventadors and audi r8's?

How do they get quoted at such a young age on supercars,I understand money's not a problem for them so it doesn't matter what the price is but if I wanted 2litre audi at my age (17) a insurance company wouldn't even quote me""

My cousin wants to go on my insurance?

i have my own third party insurance for my own car, my cousin owns a van but cant seem to get insurance because he has 5 convictions so he wants me to take out insurance on his van and go on my insurance, does anyone have any ideas on insurance companies for him or can anyone tell me if i agree to do what he wants will anything he do affect my insurance costs in the future?""

""If my car gets totaled by another driver, how much will I get from their insurance?""

If I get in an accident and it is not my fault, will the other driver's insurance company pay for what my car would be worth in private party value? Also, would they rate it as fair, good, or excellent condition? My car is currently worth $28k in private party in good condition according to KBB, and a lot of insurance companies only cover up to $25k. Will my insurance company pay the difference and TTL for a new car? My car is fine, I'm just curious.""

Motorcycle insurance company for temporary 1 month policy plz help?

hi does anyone know a cheap insurance company that would issue 1 month insurance for my motorcycle , my bike is a kawasaki zx9-r ninja, and i have 11 month no claims, im going to spain for 2 months next month , thats why i only need 1 months cover for uk use plz help""

Car insurance !! HELP MEEEEE?

right, i cant find any cheap car insurance but my step dad said i can go on his and it should be alot cheaper ( just for a few yeatrs to save up abit ) but my car is in my name, do i need to change my car into his name ?? Pleasee help be Thank youuu !! xxxxxxx""

If I'm on someone else car insurance am I liable?

My old boy friend put me on his car insurance so I could drive his car. We are no longer together. If he gets in an accident could I get sued? He has nothing, but I do.""

""If i pay CASH for a street bike [motorcycle], do i still have to get insurance?""

certainly i wont have to get full coverage since it will be paid for, but am i required to get liability, as i would with a car? if you show me a link to a website that backs up your answer, i will select you for the best answer.""

Is this quote accurate for my car insurance?

Hi ; I'm planning to buy a 1994 Honda Civic.Yesterday , I checked insurancehotline.com to see how much my insurance will cost. I'm a new driver in Toronto-Canada but have 3 years out -of- country experience. The cheapest quote which was shown is 4900 cdn.Let's be realistic guys , the car is 1500 cdn.How come is the insurance that much.How much is the approximate quote for me?""

My car was stolen....how much is my insurance gonna go up ?

my loan is 25,000""

Is there a site cheaper then http://www.cheap-car-insurance... to find cheap car insurance?

Car insurance for you drivers?

i am a 18 year old male and looking for car insurance on something like a micra, punto, clio or something small like that but the cheapest i can find is 3000 with tesco and thats as a named driver on my dads insurnace. Is there anywere cheaper that anyone knows of ? how much do other people pay? also it is a full uk licence i have and i have had it less than a year""

How do I find the best car insurance rates?

""Buying a car, when to purchase insurance?

If i decided to go to a used car dealer and buy a car when do i buy insurance? Can i drive it home then buy insurance or do i need to get the insurance before i drive it off the lot?

Whats insurances gonna be like on a red mustang convertiable?

""I live in St. Louis, MO and am a 20 year old male. I was looking for the cheapest auto insurance possible?

I will be getting either a 04' Grand Prix or a 03/04 Monte Carlo and I might have to get full coverage insurance. What company has the cheapest auto insurance. Like around $100 bucks or a little more?

Where can I get the best Insurance quotes for Home & Vehicle?

I am looking to get insurance on my house and vehicle. I am not satisfied with the present company and would like to research about the same. Can any one tell me where in I can get multiple quotes from different companies. Any help will be highly appreciated. Thanks

How can insurance companies offer zero premium medicare insurance?

Trying to help my mom sort out medicare vs medicare plan vs medicare gap insurance. Just got a post card from an insurance company that says there is zero premium. How is that possible? She still has to pay the premium for the Part B medicare, so does that simply go to the insurance company instead? Thanks""

Why is Obama all of a sudden denying HIS OWN WORDS health insurance made over YEARS?

in his OWN WORDS: http://www.breitbart.tv/uncovered-video-obama-explains-how-his-health-care-plan-will-eliminate-private-insurance/

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https://www.linkedin.com/pulse/northern-kentucky-insurance-agents-luis-hughes/"

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Where I Am/Where Am I

Funny how switching around two little words effects so much. Couldn’t really decide which one describes me best right now so... both it is.

Where I Am So yes, winter break is ending and school starts tomorrow. Super pumped because this semester will be the lightest credit load I’ve ever had (16, might get bumped up to 17 but that’s fine) and I have all this time blocked out to work out and practice and yay :3 I am excited to work out this semester - my mornings are more open which means I won’t have to rush through everything in the morning. I’m planning on doing a lot more strength and really focusing on doing specific parts of the body, especially upper. And, I can really use the mornings to focus on strength because me and Beardy are gonna start running together! I’m super excited for this because it’s something we both want to do and it’s extra time we get to spend together, and it’s different from what we’ve done in the past. So yay! Plus with health, I’m really going to try and get more creative with meal prepping - all I really had for lunch last semester was the same salad, so I’m going to try and switch it up some weeks. I’m pretty comfortable with everything about myself now (at least way more than I was at the beginning of last semester, I don’t even know what was happening there). Gained over winter break, but hey, that’s fine. I need a haircut, but that’s about it there XD Didn’t practice as much over break as I wanted to, but I think I’ll be ok. A little nervous about meeting the new teacher and having my first lesson with her be after I took time off, but it’ll be fine I think. Did some good arranging over break though - got my one song done for ICCA, and we started working on it and everyone seems to really like it and it already sounds good, so yay again. I really want to keep working on my Disney medley though, and I hope we get to do it this semester.

Where am I I feel like this is mostly feelings from winter break. I felt really... out of place, all of break. Probably for a few reasons. Physical: So my mom moved into the new house, and it’s great and all, but it doesn’t really feel like home to me. I think I’ve spent a grand total of 4 months in it, maybe. And it was really weird, because for the first week I was home, my mom and her fiance and already decorated the whole house but left some stuff out so I could decorate and they were really pushing it, but it was kind of frustrating because everything was already done. Plus my mom expected me to have all this house pride, and it’s hard when I haven’t really done anything there. Emotional with Family: I’m sure I’ve spoken about this before, but the relationship between me and my mom isn’t super great. First of, we drove back to NY from OH together, and my mom was super critical of my driving and just spoke about 2 things I did for like 3 hours and that was rough, and then kept bringing it up at home and even texted my bro about it when we went out together and she knew I was driving. He had my back though. In the first few weeks, she was really pushing me to do stuff, which is fine but she wasn’t doing it in a super great way, and then she kept referring to me as a child and it’s something we’ve talked about before numerous times so I kinda snapped at her about it and she kinda just brushed it off, but then really didn’t talk to me again. And then her fiance was always in the house cuz he’s basically living there so I never really got one on one time together, and they never really tried to include me? Like during dinners, they’d be talking but mostly to each other, and sometimes he’d ask me a question or something, but that was about it. The one time he wasn’t there for dinner, she spent the whole time on her phone looking at train schedules cuz I had to go into the city to get Beardy, and I kept trying to get her off her phone subtly, but she just wouldn’t do it. And then we were supposed to spend the day together, but it ended up snowing and then she spent the whole time with her fiance doing stuff. And this one is super petty, I admit, but she got bananas to make banana boats and made this whole big deal about how I made them really well, so I went into my room to fold laundry and figured we’d make them afterwards or something, but I came out and she told me they made them already. Like, thanks for asking. So yeah. Maybe one day it’ll get better. Emotional with friends: Oh boy. This is where it gets rough. So one of my first days back, maybe 2nd or 3rd, one of my friends texts me that her dad was having a party and I should go, but I was feeling sick so I didn’t go. My other friend that used to be super close to me also went cuz they’re best friends now (Idk if I have a code name for her? She’ll be Scorpio. The other one will be Avocado). Anyway, Scorpio is the one that’s gotten annoyed with me in the past for not keeping up communication in the past, and I didn’t really speak to anybody this semester so I figured I’d hear something about it. The next day, the bro and I went shopping cuz we went Christmas shopping together the year before and wanted to keep up the little tradition and hang out and whatnot. So while we’re driving out, Scorpio texts him cuz they also got super close (plus other stuff happened) to see if he wanted to hang out, but he said he was already busy and she immediately asked if he was with me and he said yeah, and she seemed to get annoyed by it and said something about me ignoring her. So once I stopped driving I texted her to tell her I hadn’t been, but she never responded. Anyway, we did our shopping and I had dinner at his house but then she and Avocado stopped by cuz she had some of her stuff in his car and she needed to pick it up. So he went out to get them and I think she hit him, which is just their dynamic I guess? But then she came in and acted super salty towards me and was a little insulting, and then said she wouldn’t be anymore but I still didn’t really know how to act so I didn’t really address her the rest of the night cuz I really didn’t feel like getting attacked. And I tried talking to Avocado but even that felt a little weird. I texted Scorpio later and we “talked” it out a little and I tried to set up a time to get together but it never really worked out. And the three of them had gotten super close over the summer, and they started talking and sharing pics and I was pretty left out and was kinda just sitting there. And then that was kind of the way it was whenever the 4 of us hung out after that. Like, they wanted to do a photoshoot thing and I don’t really do that so I kinda just hung around. I didn’t get to hang out with the bro as often as I usually do, which was rough. But he’ll be coming out again and we’ll get to see Panic at the Disco :D But yeah. Beardy came out and we went to Avocado’s house to have breakfast together, and he noticed it too.

So yeah. I guess the “Where am I” is longer, but it’ll be different now. Although maybe not. A lot is up in the air with the music department so... I guess we’ll see. I’m optimistic though. I’m gonna work really hard and I have a plan and goals to reach, which is good. I think my a cappella group is gonna do really well, and I’m honestly so happy with where me and Beardy are. I know I already said it, but it’s hard to not be happy about it. We’re just so comfortable with each other, but it still all seems so good. Like, we’ll just start saying stupid stuff to each other or singing weirdly or doing weird things and it’ll be fine. Also I was there last night and sore from doing lower body, and I was working on the couch while he was playing Final Fantasy. I went to move and jokingly said “You’re gonna have to carry me to the bed.” So he paused the game and came over and carried me and my stuff to the other room. I died a little. So good things. Ending on a good note. Yay.

#junior #diary

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