#plus . fond memories from over the years. yknow

[fullusun]

(이해찬) ˖◌ 🐻🖥️ ꒱ 37.5 FULLSUN FM ♡ EPISODE 205 : "debunking you delulus bcs literally stfu it’s haejoo day!" 📼◌ 083124.◞⠀

[ ♡, dedicated to @hrtsjoo ] 🎙️ — STATUS : ON AIR NOW •

🎶͙ ֺ 𓂃 dun dun dun ! this week’s episode was long awaited.. crazy how summer flew over heads just like that, right sunnies? not only that happened, but a lot in general did too, no? since it’s the last day of august, i’m here to break something to all of you because some just.. can’t get it in their heads properly.

(gently laughs, shaking his head while rolling his eyes to the camera)

last summer was my most unexpected event in my life and a special someone came into my life… she’s— very. very. special to me. and today marks our first year together.. a whole year! so this episode marks it very special because..

(drum rolls with his hands on his lap)

i’m going to be talking about my top three favourite memories i’ve had with her, aaall from my perspective… since five seems too many— but i think three’s the perfect number.. do you guys have a favourite number? anyway, this episodes only for her so if you don’t like sap…

(smiles at the camera and points at the door before sticking his tongue out)

⊹ » number one — the conversation we had after our first kiss. in my mind, it felt like i was going crazy.. even if it was only for a few seconds when it happened. i guess that’s when it hit me that i realized you were all mine in that second and from then on, yknow? so much things went on in my head.. but i’m happy we talked about it, i like how we both weren’t scared since we knew eachother; and i mean really knew eachother.. the different smiles we have for each different types of happy, the way i can read your eyes with every mood you had- especially when to make a joke and when not to make a joke.. and when i need to make a joke—

(a smile grows while he talks and he takes a pause to look down at the paper on the desk to push it away)

it feels liberating to know someone and have them know me inside and out, our souls are so intertwined that it shocks me everytime, i bet they knew eachother in some other life, don’t you think? i swear joo, whenever you laugh it’s like you’re scaring all the bad thoughts away in my head. it’s one of my favourite things about you, also how when you smile you have to move your eyebrows up too.. and when your face goes blank, you look like a clueless kid and it makes me smile instead..

⊹ » number two — when you reassured me when i was at my lowest that whole time frame felt like i was being sucked into a black hole and it felt so bad.. it felt horrible to talk about these things even when it seemed so little. for some reason, it felt shaming to be myself and i let it get to me, it still doesn’t click with me how out of all people you chose me and you kept choosing me every single day joo. i think that was the time where i realized that i was truly, deeply in love with you.. i love you so dearly and you’re the most precious thing to me— i love how silly we get when things get hard and it lifts everything off my shoulders.. you’re so comfortable to be with, i don’t ever wanna go anywhere when i’m with you, but go more together in the future.. pfft- just me, you, milo and circe and maybe i know this for sure maybe, just a few plus ones or something..

(he covers his face while yelling into his hands while gulping down a laugh)

i’ll shut up on that part, maybe. jusssttt maybe. on the note of the last one though..

⊹ » number three — circe and milo playing in the snow ah yes, those days where you were getting the bag while i got locked in the basement for a few actions… eugh. i didn’t expect it on my bingo card either, but that happened! i kinda felt useless in that period too, but when i sent you the video of them tackling in snow and jumping around, all that stuff and see you look so fond of it, it made me realize how proud i felt for the both of us. we really were happy with eachother.. i saw it in the sparkle of your eyes and when and how you woke me up in the middle of the night to tell me that. you have no idea how much you mean to me in general and I would give anything and do everything to show you that any and everyday.. just look at how i'm going insane at ten pm in our living room while recording this?

(he looks away from the mic to look at the papers, smiling and chuckling to himself)

it's been an official three hundred and sixty-six days since we've officially been together and it's been the best thing in my life through the hectic things, especially lately joo.. thank you for all the lessons, the laughs, the smiles, the memories and the ones we'll make even more, your hand that holds mine and the heart i get to keep with me forever. same time again next year? aaand every other year? more cats? pfft.. i love you honey, more than anything and everything... don't tell mark!

🎶͙ ֺ 𓂃 dun dun dun ! 🎙️ — EPISODE 502 COMES TO AN END. •

🫂 ALSO THIS IS FOR AANI ♡ !!

boo! it's haejoo day and ... that's literally so freaking cool. like wdym we lasted this long and we've been friends for more than one year its so crazy aani like 😭 I just wanted to tell you that I genuinely love you and appreciate you so much ): we been through a lot together and its so amazing to see that you've been nothing but a real friend to me and you're so special to me, you really have no idea.. haejoo is one of the ships I hold so close to in my heart so I thank you for all the smiles and laughs and late nights you gave comfort too <3 I love u sm and I hope we keep this up :3 I LOVE YOU !! 🫵

[oflgtfol]

everyone must listen to the mind electric by miracle musical

[aquoreus]

—    BASICS.  

▸     IS    YOUR    MUSE    TALL    /    SHORT    /    AVERAGE ? Somewhat short, she’s 5′3, mostly legs. She often wears shoes/boots that are quite thick ( not actual heels because she’d fall over ) so that can push her up another inch or two.

▸      ARE    THEY    OKAY    WITH    THEIR    HEIGHT ? It bothered her a little when she was younger because she was easily blocked out of crowds and things ( this is pre-idol days ) and couldn’t reach high up things. It only really bothers her now when her little sister remarks “I’m taller than you, Lissi!” but for the most part, she is okay with her height!

▸      WHAT’S    THEIR    HAIR    LIKE ? I mean everyone is probably sick of me going on about it but her hair is my fave. When it’s left natural, it’s thick, soft, and wavy, a beautiful turquoise with highlights and lowlights of varying teal shades. It’s well cared for and healthy, and it’s fairly long, the ends resting against her chest. When she has to be done up for her idol-style, her hair gets straightened and pulled back into a sleek ponytail, with added ( natural based ) products to keep it smooth and in place during her performances. 

▸     DO    THEY    SPEND    A    LOT    OF    TIME    ON    THEIR    HAIR     /    GROOMING ? On a day off, she doesn’t spend much time on her hair/grooming. She still wants to look nice, but she also wants to get on with her day. She’ll take care to brush it and clip it/tie it back in a casual style but she won’t otherwise do that much to it, at least not until the end of the day where she might wanna put a hair mask or special conditioner through it. 

As for the other days, there are times where the stylists need to take extra time with her hair, but for the most part they’ve got it pretty well sorted and it doesn’t take too long. With all the straightening and styling, they do ensure great care goes into her hairs maintenance. 

▸      DOES   YOUR   MUSE   CARE   ABOUT   THEIR   APPEARANCE   /   WHAT    OTHERS    THINK ? To a degree, yes. She wants to look nice and she takes pride in her hair especially ( proud Sootopolitan girl here ) and she will never leave the house looking messy or not presentable. Partly its because of her own preference to be clean and pretty, but its also because she does have a certain image to uphold and she doesn’t want to risk been seen in a bad way.

She’ll take care to look good for the day, but she’s not super vain and she doesn’t think much about her appearance once she’s got herself sorted.

She cares what others think only because she doesn’t want to let anyone down.

—    PREFERENCES.

▸      INDOORS    OR    OUTDOORS ?  outdoors ▸      RAIN    OR    SUNSHINE ? despite her love of water, she’s a sunshine girl ▸     FOREST    OR    BEACH ?   beach. ▸      PRECIOUS    METALS    OR    GEMS ?    gems. ▸     FLOWERS    OR    PERFUMES ?   both, but probably flowers ▸     PERSONALITY    OR    APPEARANCE ?   personality. ▸     BEING    ALONE    OR    BEING    IN    A    CROWD ?  alone. ▸     ORDER    OR    ANARCHY ?   probably order ▸      PAINFUL    TRUTHS    OR    WHITE    LIES ?  painful truths. ▸     SCIENCE    OR    MAGIC ?    magic! ▸      PEACE    OR    CONFLICT ? peace but i think she knows she needs a bit of conflict rn ▸     NIGHT    OR    DAY ?     both. depends on her mood but lately its night. ▸      DUSK    OR    DAWN ?     dawn. ▸   WARMTH    OR    COLD ?     warmth. ▸     MANY   ACQUAINTANCES    OR    A    FEW    CLOSE    FRIENDS ?     few close friends. ▸     READING    OR    PLAYING    A    GAME ?      playing a game.

—    QUESTIONNAIRE.

▸      WHAT    ARE    SOME    OF    YOUR    MUSE’S    BAD    HABITS ? She can be too fanciful and have her head in the clouds, a big daydreamer. So she can sometimes miss certain things or have a too-romanticised view of things, plus she gets distracted and often forgets about the small ( but important ) details of things. 

She also hides her true feelings deep down under a layer of smiles and projected happiness and she doesn’t let herself get angry on her own behalf. She is private despite her seemingly open persona, and doesn’t like to let anyone close because she has a lot of fear and trust issues. She feels like she has to do everything and do it alone.

▸      HAS    YOUR    MUSE    LOST    ANYONE    CLOSE    TO    THEM ?      HOW    HAS    IT    AFFECTED    THEM ?

She has lost both her parents, within a year of each other. The loss of her father hit her hard, he was her best friend and biggest supporter. She was more like him than her mother, so they would often have the most fun together. Losing him took away the sunshine from her soul for a while and she withdrew deeply into herself and lost her passion for life.

The loss of her mother occurred not long after she finally regained her spirit. It actually ignited her need to help others and spread joy, and it’s what has kept her going.

▸      WHAT    ARE    SOME    FOND    MEMORIES    YOUR    MUSE    HAS ? Going ‘exploring’ with her father. Stargazing with her mother. Visiting Lumiose for the first time. Learning about contests from Wallace. When her pokemon evolved. Any time on the beach. Putting on skits with Ali for the people in hospital. 

▸     IS    IT    EASY    FOR    YOUR    MUSE    TO    KILL ? Absolutely not. But yknow, i think in future, when she becomes a true guardian for Sootopolis and has gained wisdom along with her skills...if there was to be an attack of some kind and it was a kill or be killed situation, she would be able to do it to save someone/her people. 

▸      WHAT’S    IT    LIKE    WHEN    YOUR    MUSE    BREAKS    DOWN ? Its water bursting through a dam that has been slowly cracking under the building pressure. Its a flood, but then its a whirlpool, spiraling and collapsing into itself, crushing inward to stop any signs of it from leaking out. She keeps everything to herself. She’s not stubborn about much, but she is stubborn in this and will refuse to let anyone in on this inner storm.

After the fierceness passes and drains away, she can rebuild the dam in silence with everyone none the wiser. Everything is fine until the next time.

If someone was to be around her during a break down, she would try to hide away from them. Push them away if they persisted. Even lash out at them if they refused to leave. And then, if they stuck with her like a rock surviving the batting of harsh waves, she would probably cling to them and finally let everything out.

▸      IS    YOUR    MUSE    CAPABLE    OF    TRUSTING    SOMEONE    WITH    THEIR    LIFE ? Yes, probably a bit too easily if I’m honest. But definitely with someone she’s close to and feels loyalty too. Her own loyalty and protectiveness is as vast and deep as the ocean she loves. She absolutely would do everything she could to save someone and have their trust be well placed.

However, there is a different ‘life’ that she’s not quite so trusting with. She doesn’t easily share her ‘true’ self with anyone and its a big step for her to be around someone while she’s not an Idol and have them know that it’s her. She’s capable of it, but it takes time, she’s also quite self-conscious about having this side of herself seen.

▸      WHAT’S    YOUR    MUSE    LIKE    WHEN    THEY’RE    IN    LOVE ? If we skip past her massive stages of denial and insecurity and get to a point where she’s happy and safe in love, fully comfortable and trusting...She is absolutely sweet. And playful and teasing! This girl has a mischievous side that rarely gets to be seen, but it comes out with those she’s close to.

In love, she’d be like a beautiful sunrise over the ocean. Warm, full of possibilities, and shimmering with emotions she doesn’t have to hide. She would be affectionate and caring, always considerate and wanting her person to know how she feels and how important they are to her. She may also be a wee bit of a jealous baby at times, and clingy ( though her getting to the clingy stage is a matter of time and her feeling comfortable too, as she’s scared of scaring her love off. she’d likely ease into it but oh boy she just loves to be close and affectionate ). 

She would want to support her person and do her best to help them. And being able to receive that same support in return would be wonderful to her! To be able to trust them with all aspects of herself would be The Dream. 

stolen from: @lachalaine​ i felt like doing this for lissi but i will do it for the boys later too !! thank u very much! I LOVE YOUR GIRL AND I CRY

tagging: just steal it!