#pls stream the rise and fall of a midwest princess

[internetb3by]

pairing: ellie x reader

synopsis: its casual right?

content warnings: light smut, fingering, ellie gives the reader head, toxic? relationship, both reader and ellie are young and dumb

word count: 415

Ty to @elliespillowprincess for the inspo ! and Chappell Roan ofc. Listen to casual for the full experience

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it wasn’t like your friends were shocked anymore, not when at any chance you got you blew them out you didn’t care. not when after two weeks you managed to score an invitation to joel’s place. or when she snuck off to the bathroom and joel commented of how he’s “never seen her so happy”.

especially not when during that same dinner she came back moments later asking for your “assistance” in the bathroom. dragging you with her into the guest bathroom. a mischievous grin dawned on her lips as she slipped her hand underneath your dress. bunching the fabric above your waist and sliding the flimsy cotton aside. pressing heated kisses to your lips to quiet you down as her slender fingers plunged into your desperate hole. your eyes squeezing shut as you mentally prayed the squelching sounds weren’t loud enough to be heard from the dining room.

its not your fault you started to daydream about more when she made it so easy. your mind wandering to what it would be like with her in a year. what side of the bed would she sleep on? whether she a cat or a dog person?

it wasn’t hard when your favorite bra was tucked away in her dresser from the last time she snuck you over. when she would eat you out in the backseat of your car before your morning class. mumbling promises of forever and what you presumed to be unspoken i love yous as her tongue circled your clit.

what did come as a shock was when you innocently asked her “what are we?” as you lounged on the twin bed in her dorm and she brushed you off saying something  along the lines of “we’re causal.”

from then you couldn’t help but hold resentment for her every time you kissed. that same anger bubbling up when she whispered sweet nothings into your ear.

you couldn’t help but hate yourself the longer you let it drag on. her words echoing in your head as you listened to rumors circling your relationship. the hushed whispers saying you were nothing but a girl she banged on her couch.

tears streaming down your face as you finally cut her off. fed up with her bragging to her friends how she got you off when she wouldn’t even acknowledge your relationship.

finally deciding to bid the whole situationship farewell with one last “go to hell”.

a/n: impulsively wrote this @ 1 am so here u go. its not heavily edited so there might be a few mistakes. anyways tysm for reading

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