#please no one show this to noah kahan he'd be so disappointed in me

[autumnalmess]

Noah Kahan would HATE the way I associate literally everything he writes with a little gay man from a 19th century novel

I made some notes because I'm insane

Ignore my handwriting I drew this with my finger in Google photos

[thighzp]

👀 and firstprince for ficlet friday please

wasn't sure if I was gonna get to more of these until tomorrow but it just started raining and I've lost motivation to do anything else! last we saw henry masturbating for self care, so please enjoy alex's version :) i wrote this listening to the pounding rain and noah kahan playing softly in the background ughhh what a vibe

some serious porn under the cut!

The scalding hot water pounded down against Alex's broad back, his head hung forward as he watched the droplets cascade from his curls to the shower floor. He felt like he had been crawling out of his skin all day. The tailored suit he wore in the court room felt like it was growing tighter and tighter throughout the proceedings, nearly suffocating him by the time they adjourned. To top it all off, he'd received a text from Henry that we was needed late at the shelter tonight to chaperone a social event for the older teens. Usually when he had a rough day in court, he wanted to come home and do one of two things: 1) Take Henry rough and dirty, railing him into the mattress with reckless abandon, and getting out all of his latent frustrations. Whispering filth in his ear that was all laced with love and adoration. 2) Let Henry take him apart piece by piece on the nearest item of furniture they could find once Alex made it inside the door. Sometimes he barely made it inside the door before Henry was clawing his clothes off and taking care of him immediately. Unfortunately, he could have neither option since he was in an empty house, so he resorted to the next best thing. He pictured Henry kneeled on the shower floor, the stream soaking his hair down and matting over his forehead. Those light eyelashes fluttering, blinking water out of them as he dutifully kept his eyes open so he could look into Alex's own with the intimacy they both craved. One hand reached out to rest against the wall for support as Alex's other hand began slow, languid strokes against his thickening cock. The water was decidedly less forgiving than lube or Henry's spit, but sometimes Alex enjoyed the slight friction it provided. He pictured tapping his dick on Henry's cheek, causing the blond to giggle and blush up at him, before opening those sinfully plush lips and taking him in. If Alex thought hard enough, he could almost picture the slick warmth of Henry's tongue on the underside of his shaft. He twisted his wrist at the head, the way Henry always teased with his tongue. With a slight press of his thumb into the slit, Alex let out a deep, wanton groan of Henry's name. Fuck, hearing his own moan echo off the shower walls was certainly better than no audio whatsoever. "Hen, oh fuck baby you feel so good," Alex moaned to no one. "Fuck yes Hen, love your fuckin mouth." Alex's own face grew hot, extending down his neck and chest. He was unsure if he was flush with the scorching shower water or his deep, growing arousal. And listen, dirty talk always did it for both of them in the bedroom. Far be it from Alex to deny himself that luxury even when he was alone. "That's it baby, take that fat cock," Alex grunted out and began thrusting rapidly against his fist. "Gonna take that load for me? Open your mouth baby, show me that tongue." He imagined drool dripping down Henry's chin as his tongue lolled out of his mouth, ready to take Alex's release. "F-fuck Henry I'm coming," Alex moaned breathlessly as his hips jerked a few more times and his orgasm wracked through him. His panting echoed throughout the spacious shower as he watched his white release circle the drain. He couldn't help but chuckle to himself as his brain came back online, thinking about how Henry would be disappointed that such a spectacularly large load went to waste.

FUCK THAT WAS DIRTY SORRY??? OR MAYBE NOT??? im actually sweating gotta go