#please ive been going nuts over this for awhile not

[jokersjunkpile]

Okay this has actually been on my mind for the last few days and I'm finally going to spill it.

I've got this conspiracy on the identity of Helba. I don't have much evidence to back it up, but honestly in my heart of hearts I believe this is her.

Kaoru Asaba.

Upon watching the second episode of Liminality, both my cousin and I saw this woman and pretty much immediately agreed that this woman was Helba. I can obviously only speak for myself when I say that I was expecting some sort of reveal there.

It never happened, but I'm okay with that. I still think this is her.

Both the English and Japanese voice actors remain the same for Asaba and Helba, which is absolutely significant (they also remain for Emma, but considering she's deceased at this point in time, I feel it's alright to disregard that information for the time being)

Also acts the exact way I would expect from Helba- She's strong, she's confident-- But she's selfless too, and she absolutely knows WAY too much. What she says at the end of the episode also SCREAMS Helba to me.

It's just a conspiracy theory for sure, but it's one that I'm believing in unless someone can disprove it with knowledge from elsewhere in the series. (And please, if you CAN disprove it, please say something I need to know if I'm actually insane or not)

Well, happy .Hacking, everybody! I'm off to maybe watch GIFT soon... And probably keep watching SIGN with my friend.

[lihikainanea]

Lei Ive been stuck in my room for 5 days because I have covid and I need something to distract me please? How would Bill act if Tiger got covid, when he’s not traveling for awhile but she doesn’t want to get him sick? Also! How is Bongo? Are you doing okay? I know that can be immensely stressing, hope your new year is okay.❤️

oh nooooooo baby I hope you're feeling okay! I feel like this variant is kinda going to be the one that everybody gets. Thankfully for the most part it seems to be fairly mild.

I somehow think that like, if either one of these two idiots got Covid--the other would, very irresponsibly, attempt a makeout session just so they both would test positive and then they wouldn't have to be away from each other. And like, that's a terrible idea.

And like, if tiger got it--god that's just the worst, right? Because Bill's caretaker side is going apeshit. Knowing that she's in the spare room, locked away, feverish and not feeling well. He can hear her hacking coughs through the doorway, and every 45 seconds he's checking in with her to make sure she's okay. She definitely doesn't feel well, but she doesn't get it real bad by any means--it just feels like a terrible flu. She has a constant headache, a high fever, she can't smell or taste anything, she's tired as hell, and she feels like her lungs are on fire.

Bill is going nuts not being able to see her, but then knowing that she's not feeling well? And that he can't get to her, can't give her some gentle hair scritchies, can't plop her on his chest just so she can sleep a little better? It's torture.

And it's also why tiger barricaded her quarantine room from the inside, because at least 10 times a day Bill makes a heroic declaration and dons his superhero cape.

"That's it, I'm coming in!" he yells, "I can't take this. We'll both be sick and then at least we can be together."

And he throws his shoulder into the door--but tiger rolls her eyes as she hears his shriek, and the corresponding boom of a large man ricocheting off the door and landing on his ass.

"What the fuck," he yells.

"At ease Lancelot," tiger croaks, "You shouldn't get this."

They argue every day about it. Tiger is going a bit stir-crazy in the room but she's also sleeping a lot. He FaceTimes her, even though he's just in the living room. He makes her take her temperature and show him, and hell they even eat their meals that way--that way he can be sure she's eating and drinking.

But it's still just not enough for Bill, and his innate need to take care of her. And lucky for Bill, he's got some doctors in the family--and a brother in particular who alternate his shifts between the ER and the infectious disease ward.

And maybe the next day, Bill whacks on the door of her room.

"Open up," he says.

"Bud we've been through this before," she rolls her eyes, "Multiple times, in fact. Daily."

But then a FaceTime call comes through, and she answers it--and she blinks, thinking she's hallucinating.

Because there's Bill, in their apartment and right outside her door--in a full hazmat suit. A face mask. A face shield. A hood. Goggles. Two hospital robes. Gloves up to his elbows.

"What the fu--"

"Open up," he says, "I want to hug you."

"How in the hell--"

But she's moving her feet, because god a hug from her Big Dude sounds like heaven right now. She moves the chair away from the door.

"Back up from the door and I'll come inside," he instructs. She does--and then the door opens, he waddles inside and shuts it behind him.

"Tiger," he sighs, opening his arms, "Come here, sweet girl."

She pads over to him, and steps into his arms.

"Gentle please," she mumbles, "My bones hurt."

He squeezes her gently, and she sighs.

"What is this?" she mumbles.

"Doctor Big Bro to the rescue," Bill chuckles, "He showed me how to put it on and take it off. I have a few of these. I couldn't stand not seeing you kid."

Tiger just smiles sappily at her Big Dude, squeezing him again.

"Come lie down," he tells her, "I'll play with your hair."

[burnedbyshoto]

anon: The artist @franeridart answers all of their asks in one mass post with a read more link so maybe you could try that as well. That way you could answer everyones ask but not spam anyones dash with all of your replys

you genius anon, and you genius artist! I just feel like as of late I have been getting a lot more things in my askbox, and I dont want to overwhelm anyone with spam. so, I will be creating these! unless it’s for y’all thirsty hoes asking for extra parts or whatever from very recent posts, expect this to happen every so often! the rest will be below cut. also first time using photoshop? how’d I do yall??? and also like.... let me know if you like this idea??? if not i’ll just resort to spam :)

@your-parental-figure : IK BUT DETECTIVE GUY CONSIDERED BOTH TOKOYAMI AND KIRI TO BE ALL MIGJTS SUCCESSOR DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH THAT MENT??? THAT MOMENT WATERED MY CROPS, CLEARED MY SKIN AND SOLVED WORLD HUNGER

oh season four episode one, you may have been a filler, but you made me so happy to watch. honestly ngl, I was pretty surprised when he said kiri, not because he has no potential, but because it seemed like the top 4 from the sports festival, bUT FUCK YEAH KIRI AND TOKOYAMI!!!!! IN A DIFFERENT WORLD IT COULDVE BEEN THEM!!!!!

anon: Makeup smut for villain Deku should be good. 100% tender, no chicken

honestly, my favorite thing at this point is seeing you all crumble in fear if i’ll even give you a happy ending, and tbh idk if it will be for villain!deku >:)

@ohmycolie: So it’s Saturday night and I’m just sitting at home 🤦🏼‍♀️ could you maybe do a scenario where Bakubaby and Kiri decide to bring Kami into their sexcapades and after their little adventure Kiri is like “can we keep him?” 🤤💕

hi bby, while I can imagine something of this sort I am only a “x reader” blog :( so while its good thirst, I won’t be writing anything about it, sorry :( ily tho!

@michealsheep: Honestly is shiggy ended me after an intense nut like that I’d just thank him

honestly, I want shiggy just to end me??? whatta way to go. death by fucking nut.

bigdickkiri: I don’t get ship wars. Why do people wanna be so mean? It’s so easy to not be a part of any a that.if everyone appropriately tagged their posts, blacklisted rags they don’t like and didn’t act bitchy then they wouldn’t be an issue. - bigdickkiri

neither do I honestly. they’re just people looking for drama at this point, and it’s like... come on... you’re 25... stop

bigdickkiri: What a fantastic evening to tell my favourite writers that I adore them and that they're amazing! Look after yourself and have a gorgeous day! ❤️💙❤️💙 - bigdickkiri

I’m literally the worst. but um, I adore you so much, and I think you’re amazing!!!!! its 2am rn, but I can’t sleep anyways

🍒💥anon: Girl, your blog is having a glo up!!! I love it!! So pretty 👌 How are you doing today? Are you taking care of yourself? *sending good vibes and virtual hugs your way* -🍒💥

teehee, thank you for noticing!!!!!! i’m not 100% happy with it rn, but I haven’t had the time to get it perfect!!! wait a few more weeks and when I have actual down time, im fixing it >:) also, I am doing well, a lot of caretaking today! I never take care of myseld! *accepts the good vibes and virtual hugs because I am touch starved*

anon: I'm part of the protect uraraka squad!!! ♡

me too boo! you wanna fight me on my mochi loving girl meet me on the corner of my fists and in your faCE!!!!! (is this considered cyberbullying?)

anon: WTF @ THAT ANGST I M SAD NOW

this was in regard to my fic “because of you” which I posted because I was in a crying mood. HAHAHAHAHA YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO FEEL SAD I WINNNNNNNN

@joyfullydawn: I just wanted to say you're heccin' amazing??? The fact you named that roommate one "And they were roommates" I just--yes. This is more than ok. This is excellent. Please keep being awesome aaaa

and they were roommates was the first series I had, and the thing I did in celebration for 100 followers.... jesus that feels so long ago and not in fact less than two months ago!!!!!!!!!!! maybe I should reblog my old works so you newer lovely followers can read them!!!!!

anon: would u ever do a part 2 to under the mistletoe with aizawa? its so sad and i just want them to be HAPPY

I am planning on doing it!!!!! it’s in my requests, so no worriesssss ;)

hermana anon: hermana that todo angst 🥺🥺you’re literally the best angst writer jdjdbd

okay but for real do I write actually good angst??? asking for a friend..... and HGAIGHJIAORGHUOG THAKN YOU FOR THAT COMPLIMENT!!!! PLEASE RECOMMEND ME ANGST FICS BECAUSE I LOVE CRYINGGGG

🍒✨ anon: this has literally nothing to do with anything that’s on your account right now but do you think that dabi sends shoto happy birthday messages? i like to think he does because even if he’s a villain, he still lowkey care about his siblings - 🍒✨

this was from a very long ass time ago, and im sorry I never responded to you sparkle cherry anon, but I definitely do believe that he sends birthday cards. with his baby bro’s increase in his fangirl club, he now is unafraid to send shouto a card. its always the only one that catches shouto’s attention when he goes through them because they’re weirdly personal. shouto, being a smart yet dense idiot, believes its someone in the class pranking him.

~ I won’t be posting these messages, but they were from awhile ago when I was hitting a rough patch with my insecurity as a writer and my ability to give my all to you. there are many of you, 19 messages in total, where you told me why you loved my writing. I never responded to them because they make me cry even now looking back at them. to each and every anon, I thank you for saying those kind words. to @saladsharkz, @thecryingsombra, @olivenight17, @shutupwylow, @expressyourstarstruckrebel, and @awkward-theaterkid thank you as well. there is another non anon, but they asked not to be revealed. thank you so sososo much.

~ I will not be posting these as well, because again, drama from awhile ago. but this was in regard to the anon who did not like the kinklist I had created for kinktober. while now I think I am doing a pretty damn good job, and no one has said otherwise, to the 2 anons, @connors-my-boy, and bigdickkiri, thank you for fighting an anon that was never your responsibility to take <3

@w0w-s0-3dgy: u make me uwu so much🥺❤️ I LOVE YOUR PAGE BABE I HOPE YOU’RE DOING WELL!

BBY I LOVE YOU AND I AM DOING WELL NOW!!!!! THANK YOU FOR LOVING MY PAGE LITERALLY WHERE WOULD I BE WITHOUT YOU?!?!??!!

anon: You followed me and idk if it was just to be nice or if you want to be friends or what hdhakanskenebdhsiq

im starting to follow back people that make me happy. it’s been awhile since ive been on a followspree, but I follow you back when i see kind messages from you, when I see that you’ve liked so many of my horrible posts, when you reblog my things with the most amazing tags. I follow you because I want to be your friend, you’re always welcomed to be my friend!!! hell you can literally be like “bitch listen to this” and never once having spoken to me I will respond with “give me the fucking chisme my queen”

anon: *gives u an encouraging and comforting yeehaw*

now.... now I can conquer the world, thank you

anon: Hi! I love the way you're writing things for kinktober, and I'd personally love if you could reblog what you're writing multiple times because I'm at uni most of the day so I miss out on a lot. Pd. I absolutely adore your writing! Please keep up ❤

I AM TRYING TO REBLOG MY STORIES NOW BUT OMGNGSOUHFIPA YOU LIKE HOW I WRITE?!?!?!??!?!?!

heathers anon: Its the anon who sent the Dabi heather au. I send it because i know your popular and a lot of popular blogs check your blogs. And I honestly struggle with other blogs because they ignored most of my asks.

teehee, I appreciate you thinking im a popular blog and that other popular blogs check mine, but thats not true!!! sorry for never responding back, but i’m sure they’re not meaning to ignore you on purpose. there’s just so much happening things get buried!

@sinnaminsvga : we're both alyssa so it's really interesting to see the nicknames u use bc i see you use lyssa and i got the nickname ari and i think that's pretty neat how we both have the same name but wildly different nicknames

it don’t matter, we be alyssa twinsies!!!!!!!!!!

anon: I was just going through your master list, cause I’m in a stunning mood and why not make a good mood better? and I saw bakugous “sickness and that word I can’t spell” got hella happy for a sec CAUSE YES THAT WAS SO ADORABLE AND I LOVED IT. Then I remembered the heart shattering angst that came with Todos side. So like. Ily but you a meanie.

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHHA WE LOVE SUFFERING!!!!!! I just... really have a thing for angst it seems... don’t tell my followers though, im in denial over it...

[read-itand-weep]

Allergic Reaction

Masterlist

       They were sitting around before filming started again to finish an episode for “Run” prizes that were won during the games they played that day and today it was food. Min was messing around with Jungkook and wasn’t really paying attention when they told them the food that were being brought out. All the boys were all smiles and laughing and goofing off. Min looked at one of the producers when Jungkook turned to Yoongi to talk to him. “There isn’t any fish or nuts in this right?” The producer shook his head. “No.” Min nodded. “Good, thank you.” The producer nodded and smiled and went back behind the cameras to finish what he was doing. He felt a hand in his hair and looked over at Jin who was on his right and smiled. “Yes?” “Nothing just wanted to play with your hair.” Jin smiled and continued what he was doing and Min laid his head on his shoulder. “I’m glad that today is almost over i’m exhausted.” Jin nodded. “Me to.”

       Min sat back up when the staff told them to get ready. “So since team MinMin won they got more food than the other.” One of the producers told them. Min, Jin, Yoongi, and Jungkook all cheered while Hoeseok, Jimin, Namjoon, V all clapped for them slightly frowning in disappointment. Jin spoke up “If it wasn’t for Kookie and Min we would of lost so really it’s their win.” Yoongi nodded. “True.” He smiled at the youngest members. “Stop you’re making blush.” Min said jokingly making everyone laugh. Jungkook just smiled and bowed slightly. “Thank you guys.”

       Everything was going fine for awhile as Min was eating some chicken. They were all messing around having a good time. Min looked up when he felt a pat on his back and saw one of the producers leaning over him to put another plate of food in front of his group. He smiled up at him. “Thank you.” He picked some of it up with his chopsticks and quickly ate it. “Mmmm this is so good.”  He smiled then frowned and started coughing. Jin looked at him. “What, what’s wrong?” Min looked at him with a look of fear in his eyes. “What’s in this?” He asked coughing and breaking into a sweat finding it hard to breathe. At this point all the boys were looking at him worried. “Meat, rice, greens..” The director was cut off by Namjoon asking. “Were there any nuts or fish in it?” He rushed over to Min and Jin crouching in front of Min, Min grabbed Rm’s shirt tightly trying to breathe. “There are peanuts in the sauce.” Jin snapped his head up. “HE ASKED YOU IF ANY OF THEM HAD NUTS IN THEM!” “J-jin p-please.” Min pleaded. “Okay I got ya.” RM looked up at Yoongi and Hoseok. “Get me his epipen and call an ambulance.” They nodded and hurried off as Jungkook and Jin got Min on the ground after taking his shirt off. “Okay breathe buddy.” RM smiled at him calmly.  Min’s eyes started closing. “No come on stay awake.” Jungkook shook him lightly which stirred Min. Yoongi came running with the pen in his hands and pushed past the others and stuck in Min’s thigh and pushed the button down and held it there for a few seconds. Min felt his breathing get better but he still layed there. “There he is.” Jin said smiling lightly pushing his hand through Min’s sweaty hair once their eyes met. Min just closed his eyes trying to calm himself down. He shivered. “C-cold.” Jimin and V took off their coats and put them over him. “Just until the paramedics come.” Min grabbed Yoongi and RM’s hands and gripped them tightly to find something to ground himself. He coughed and his breathing was still rigid. All the staff were looking on worried. Hoeseok rushed in with the paramedics right behind him. “They are here.” The paramedics rushed to Min, RM and Yoongi backed away and Min whimpered trying to find their hands again. Jin hurried and grabbed one of Min’s hand. “Shh shh… You’re okay.” Min calmed down and the paramedics got to work on Min after taking the jackets away.

       All the boys but Jin because was in there with him were watching the Ambulance drive away when Yoongi got really mad. He went up to their director the rest following. “Who was it that said that there were no nuts in anything.” The director looked at them. “He’s been fired.” “Good.” Yoongi said. Namjoon looked at all his members who all looked concerned. “Well let’s go to the hospital.” They all followed their leader to the van and got in and it was a quiet ride.

      At the hospital Jin was sitting next to Min’s bed holding his hand while watching him get a breathing treatment after getting an IV full of antibiotics. Min turned his head slowly and looked at Jin giving him a tiredly smile. “Sorry for making you and the boys worry.” “Don’t apologize, it can happen to anyone, and we are always here for you and we are always going to worry.” Jin smiled. “Can you breathe better now.” Min just nods tired. “Get some sleep i’m sure you are exhausted.” Min hummed in agreement and closed his eyes falling asleep quickly. Jin sighed and watched Min’s chest to make sure he was breathing still. He was broke out of his gaze when his phone started ringing. He brought it pocket with his free hand and saw that Namjoon was calling. He answered it quickly. “Yeah he’s okay… Getting a breathing treatment and a bag or two of antibiotics...He’s asleep...Yeah you guys can come in just be quiet room 214, you’ll be able to find it there is a bodyguard in front of the door.” He hung after they said their goodbyes.

        The rest of the boys came in quietly and Hoseok rushed to Min’s left side taking his free hand. “Is he okay.” He whispered to Jin who smiled and nodded. “Yeah it just took a lot out of him, the doctor said that he should take it easy for a bit, but can still perform just not as hard as he always goes.” The boys nodded and watched Min for a bit. An hour later Min woke up and looked around seeing all the boys sleeping brought a smile to his face. He sighed not knowing that Yoongi was awake. “You okay?” Min jumped a bit and chuckled quietly into the mask. “Yeah just tired and want to go home.” Yoongi got up and sat on the bed by his feet. “You scared us back there.” He said putting a hand on Min’s leg. “Sorry.” “It’s okay. Just don’t do it again.” Yoongi said in a playful tone. Min smiled “I love you guys.” “We love you to.” Yoongi smiled and patted his leg. “I’m going to go get a nurse to see if we can break you out of here.” Min nods and lays back into the pillows watching Yoongi leave.

The other start to wake up and notice Min is awake. “Where’s Yoongi?” Jimin asks. “Getting a nurse so i can get out of here.” They nod and Yoongi and a nurse come in. The nurse checks him over and says he’s free to go after giving him an inhaler and some antibiotics which he thanks her for. Jungkook and Hoseok help him up and Jin puts a sweater on him to stop the shivers. Jin wraps a arm around Min’s waist to help steady him. Namjoon comes over and puts a mask over his nose and mouth and a hat on his head. “There are paps everywhere, so just to be safe.” Min nods and Taehyung comes over to the Jin isn’t and supports that side as they walk out of room and out of the building. The lights are blinding as they step foot outside and Min whines and puts his face into Jin’s chest. They hurry make their way to the van and get him in first Jin right behind him. The others get in and they are out of the parking lot fast. On the way to the hotel Min passed out on Jin’s shoulder and the others sigh in relief glad that their youngest members was okay. To say that they babied him a little is an understatement, they have always looked after him and babied him a little but for the next couple weeks it was 100% more.

[trash-and-recyle-fics]

Frozen

Summary:Reader was trained and tortured at hydra base. Avengers rescue her and train her more. Then they uncover her dark past that may leave her with some unwanted problems. Horrible summary I know but please roll it. Warning: Torture, fighting, my grammar mistakes and horrible writing also misspelled words It's short I know sorry. Eventual Bucky x Reader /////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// One. Two. Three. Ok go numb. This is how you stay sane, for the most part. Of course you still felt the water being poured on you and your muscles tightened because of the drop in temperature. This is how hydra tortured you specifically. Some got shocked some got memories used against them. Some burned, you always got the water and then the freezer. Buckets of ice water would be poured on you then you would get beaten until you had no fight. Next came the freezer that held other people frozen and shaking. No one ever looked normal here at the hydra base. So you counted to three then you would shut down. When your torture started you wouldn't talk but you sure fought. Most times you could take down multiple agents before they had beaten you to a pulp. You had even broken some agents bones before. That only resulted in them breaking your arms. You were in the middle of getting the tenth bucket of water on your head and hadn't yet counted to three you had to stay until they tried to drag you away. The door opened and gun fire rained down. You just sat on the cold cement floor with your chains around your wrists and ankles shivering. Gun fire was unusual. They kept you locked up more than normal. Time has never existed in this camp but one of your 'handlers' had said it was a big big day. You stoped speaking since you got here. When you looked up there was a woman in a black jumpsuit. She was holding two hand guns and seemed to only have been hit once in the shoulder by one of the guards who was no more. She looked at you like she was seeing a ghost. You croaked out a simple sentence. From your voice it was obvious you hadn't spoken in awhile. "What? Cat got your tongue?" You chuckled then just laid in the puddle of freezing water. "Did you find-" a man with a metal arm stood beside the woman. You couldn't help but laugh out loud. You sounded hysterical. "So they decided to up my handlers with a freaking robot!!" At this point you were rolling in the water. When you managed to stop laughing the woman spoke up. "Are you Y/N?" You shook your head. "You work here and probably figure out how to torture me! So you tell me my name!!!" The man approached you and he pulled out a lock pick. He did your ankles first then your wrists. It struck you how he was trying to be gentle. "We are here to get you out." He avoided your eyes. Then you get the familiar stab of pain in your back that could only be caused by a syringe. You slowly black out. --------------- Time skip When you regain your senses your head instantly starts to ach and the beeping doesn't go unnoticed. You open your eyes even though this small movement makes your head feel like it's splitting open. The ceiling was white with small black dots on them. You groan lifting your head and trying to get a better view of your new cell. Everything felt cleaner than normal. When you lifted your head a man with brown hair and a button down looked your way. He had a papers in his hand and on the counter in front of him was a file. "Hey. So you finally decided to come to. I'm Bruce. Your doctor at the moment, you should lay down." You bend your arms and push yourself up. The pain is all over but your head would be in less pain if you cut it off. He chuckles and moves towards you. When he reaches out to your side you grab his wrist. Your nails dig into his skin. "What do you think your doing?" He looks at your hand and then at your side. You follow his eyes to were the tube is hanging out of you. "Checking your chest tube. Hopefully we can take it out along with your feeding tube tomorrow." He just looks and feels around your tube then he looks at your feeding tube that ran inside of your nose. "Where am I? If this is the camp you guys really know how to clean up the joint." He starts to raise the bed so you can lay back but still see everything. "You are at the avengers compound. You are safe." You sit back and your ribs thank you for it. Looking out into a hall way a man with blonde hair is standing next to a woman wearing skinny jeans and she had brilliant red hair. "Who's the stalkers?" You said to Bruce. He looked out into the hall way and then turned back to you. "That's Steve and Natalie." You raised your eyebrows in question. "Captain America and the Black Widow." You nodded and instantly regretted it. "How did I get here and why am I here?" "We think you might know something that we need to know." You started at him then Turing your head you looked out the door. Now it wasn't just Captain America and the Black Widow but the robot guy with a metal arm and man that had a glowing chest. "Hey Bruce I hate to be a party pooper but what are they staring at?" You reach up to tuck your hair behind your ear but your fingers are hard and unable to move. "Uhhhhhh Bruce. What did u give me to have freaking icicles coming off of my hands?!?" He turned quickly and your fingers were blue and had frost on them. All he did was stare. Captain America and everyone els saw you hands rushed in. "What in the name of Odin..." said a new man with longer blonde hair. You kept twisting your hands trying to get a better look. Bruce: "Are you doing that on purpose?" Black widow: "How are u doing that??" Captain America: "Hydra." You look at Cap you knew your facial expression is shocked but all you felt was scared. The beeping got faster and your head stared to pound more. You could feel your heart trying to escape your chest. Then black started to creep around the edges of your vision. The back of your bed moved under you so you were flat on your back and a bright light shone in your eyes. You could hear back round noise of people rushing. Then all was black. -------------------Time skip You woke up but this time you felt lighter. Like you were floating off the bed. You lift your head too look around and this time your room is dark and no one was in the hall or in your room. The monitors were beeping and your IV bag had a blue liquid in it. You take out your IV and as you did it burned. Your fingers were hot and when you take off the pads that were on your chest the beeping went to a steady noise and on the screen the peaks flattened out into a line. You grabbed to tube that was in your noise and begin to pull it out. When it was half way out you threw up. It was mostly clear and smelled like rotting food. Bruce ran into your room as you finished pulling it out. You coughed and your throats felt raw. Your side ached were your chest tube is. "What are you doing??" You waved him off of you and stood up. The blood rushes to places it hasn't been in awhile and you got dizzy. Like the world just tilted. You grabbed the edge of your bed to steady yourself. Bruce kept saying that you should get back in bed but your hands felt like the were on fire. You reached out to grab his forearm to help yourself stay steady but as soon as your fingers brushed his arm he cried out in pain. The man with a glowing chest and the tall long haired man came rushing in. You fell to the ground and you brought your hands up and they were glowing red like you dipped them in lava. The man with a glowing chest pricked you with your IV and taped it down. The blonde man was helping Bruce. ------------time skip a couple hours Laying on your bed and staring at your now normal hands. Bruce and the rest of the avengers told you what you that the IV held your powers at bay until you learned how to control them. They kept talking but your head stayed low and your hands palms up on your lap. "It hurts." You whisper and you made your hands into a fist then back to palm up. Natalie:" its possible that these aren't your only powers." Bucky:" everyone from hydra gets a different form of torture. What was yours?" Your eyes meet his. You don't trust him. How would he know what hydra does unless that's how he got his arm. You:" Ok robo cop how do you know that." Tony chuckles and Bucky crosses his arms and walks out. "He's touchy." Cap just looks at you like you killed a puppy. "He had his memory wiped."you nod. You:"it's not uncommon. Hydra usually makes soldiers though I'm surprised they gave him an arm and just let him go." Natalie:" He was a trained assign and killed far too many people." You:" They made my sister a solider using memory wiping. They made me watch but after they went to far and she died hydra then went to a new form of torture for me. They would dump bucket after bucket of ice water on my head then stick me in a freezer. My writs chained to the ceiling like I was a cow on a beef hook. Other people were in there mainly kids. It was horrible not just cause you were cold but you had to watch others suffer and you couldn't do anything about it." They stared at you. No one said anything. Bruce just stuck a needle in your arm and took some blood. Then when he left a couple others followed until it was just you and Clint in the room. "You know kid your safe now." You responded simply. You didn't break eye contact with him either. "No one is safe until they are dead." He shook his head and walked out. 'Now' you thought 'they really think I'm a nut case.' Part 2??? Maybe??

[eluu-chan]

All of them :3

dude…..SURE

ive missed out the one’s I’ve answered already

200: My crush’s name is: Dia Kurosawa

199: I was born in: 2003

197: My cellphone company is: Virgin Media

196: My eye color is: kinda a blue/green colour

195: My shoe size is: 4

194: My ring size is: uh idk

193: My height is: 5″2

192: I am allergic to: Nuts

191: My 1st car was: N/A

190: My 1st job was: N/A

188: My bed is: beautiful

187: My pet: is adorable I love her

186: My best friend: I dont like choosing a single best friend tho, like I love all of you…

185: My favorite shampoo is:  Tea Tree Head and Shoulders (Mint)

184: Xbox or ps3: I have an Xbox but I really want a ps3/

183: Piggy banks are: cool, I have like 5

182: In my pockets: uh, sweet wrappers, a tissue, and my tablet pen

181: On my calendar: ‘DO NOT FORGET ANIMATION ASSIGNMENT: APRIL 21ST”

180: Marriage is: cool :0

179: Spongebob can: uh

178: My mom: is gr8

177: The last three songs I bought were? I don’t buy songs cuz I’m poor, but the last 3 songs I downloaded were: Jingo Jungle (Sago of Tanya the Evil OP), Snow Halation, and To Be Free by Tonight Alive

175: How many cousins do you have? 7

174: Do you have any siblings? Ye

173: Are your parents divorced? Nope, but they aren’t married either soo

172: Are you taller than your mom? Almost!

171: Do you play an instrument? Nope

[ I Believe In ]

168: Luck: yes good

167: Fate: uhm idk, pretty sure it wasn’t fate for me to fall in a river

164: Heaven: I’d like to think there’s a place where people can party when they die

163: Hell: Satanism is fun so sure

162: God: idk tbh

161: Horoscopes: Sure :)

158: Gay Marriage: LOVE IS LOVE

157: War: WAR IS BAD

156: Orbs: ???

155: Magic: Pls let magic be real

[ This or That ]

153: Drunk or High: i aM 14

152: Phone or Online: Online

151: Red heads or Black haired: BOTH IS BEAUTIFUL

150: Blondes or Brunettes: BOTH IS BEAUTIFUL

149: Hot or cold: Cold

148: Summer or winter: Winter

147: Autumn or Spring: Autumn

146: Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate

145: Night or Day: Night

144: Oranges or Apples: Oranges!! (But i do prefer apple juice over orange juice)

142: McDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds ofc

141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: Milk chocolate

140: Mac or PC: PC

139: Flip flops or high heels: Flip Flops

138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: ugly and rich because then i can support loads of good charities and feed my weeb addiction

137: Coke or Pepsi: Coke

136: Hillary or Obama: Obama

135: Burried or cremated: Buried

134: Singing or Dancing: bothe are awesome, but probably singing

133: Coach or Chanel: ???

132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks:???

131: Small town or Big city: Small town

130: Wal-Mart or Target: uh, whats the English equivalent?? Asda??? Lidl???

129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: uh idk tbh

128: Manicure or Pedicure: uh I’ve never had either so

127: East Coast or West Coast: again i am English so

126: Your Birthday or Christmas: Christmas!! Birthday means i get older and gain more responsibility

124: Disney or Six Flags: Disney

123: Yankees or Red Sox: ??

[ Here’s What I Think About ]

122: War: BAD

121: George Bush: its temping to make a joke but i’ll resist

120: Gay Marriage: YES GOOD LOVE IS LOVE

119: The presidential election: orange man is bad

118: Abortion: ITS UR BODY YOU DO WHAT YOU WANT

117: MySpace: every 90′s kids emo phase

116: Reality TV: hmm, can be good

115: Parents: some parents are shitty, others are good

114: Back stabbers: pls do not do that to me because i will cry

113: Ebay: i use it to get cheap anime merch yes good

112: Facebook: i would destroy facebook for a single crisp

111: Work: RESPONSIBILITY AAAAA

110: My Neighbors: lol idek who they are

109: Gas Prices: from what I know, they’re pretty bad

108: Designer Clothes: if you can afford them, then yes good

107: College: Better than high school

106: Sports: n o p e

105: My family: eh, alright i guess

[ Last time I ]

103: Hugged someone: TWO WEEKS AGO SOMEONE HUG ME

101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: today!!

100: Cried in front of someone: 13th March

99: Went to a movie theater: oh boi, probably last year sometime

98: Took a vacation: this time last year

97: Swam in a pool: this time last year

96: Changed a diaper: not since my cousins were little

95: Got my nails done: I’ve never had them done

94: Went to a wedding: when i was 8

93: Broke a bone: I’ve never broken a bone

92: Got a peircing: I don’t have any aaa

91: Broke the law: I don’t think I’ve ever broken the law?

90: Texted: hmm a day ago

[ MISC ]

88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: my bedroom aaa

87: The last movie I saw: original Ghost in the Shell

85: The thing im not looking forward to: i’d rather not say what it is but It’s tomorrow

84: People call me: weeb. mother, elu, eli

83: The most difficult thing to do is: social interaction

82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: nope

81: My zodiac sign is: Capricorn

80: The first person i talked to today was: my buddy Ilona

79: First time you had a crush: when i saw Rize from Tokyo Ghoul

78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: idk, i hide lots of things from everyone tbh

77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: hmm not long ago

75: What are you going to do when you grow up: be cool

74: I have/will get a job: Yea i need money to live

73: Tomorrow: is gonna be bad

72: Today: was great :0

71: Next Summer: ew heatwaves please no

70: Next Weekend: i will sleep for most of it

68: The worst sound in the world: someone screaming in pain

67: The person that makes me cry the most is: uh, my OTP

66: People that make you happy: ALL MY MUTUALS AND FOLLOWERS

65: Last time I cried: heh, like a few days ago when i was discussing some particularly sad headcanons

63: My computer is: kinda good i suppose

62: My School: is shit

61: My Car: i dont have one (yet)

60: I lose all respect for people who: at extremely homophobic, racist, or sexist

59: The movie I cried at was: i cry at everything

58: Your hair color is: a weird light auburn colour

57: TV shows you watch: a bunch of anime, oo and i watch the download festival coverage each year, and if my mum is watching some drama or soap i’ll probably watch for angst ideas

56: Favorite web site: I’m on it right now

54: The worst pain I was ever in was: umm not sure…

53: How do you like your steak cooked: I don’t like steak aaa

52: My room is: my safe place

51: My favorite celebrity is: this is no secret to anyone who knows me irl, it’s the beautiful Ash Costello

50: Where would you like to be: in bed

49: Do you want children: maybe, adopting would be cool

48: Ever been in love: nope

47: Who’s your best friend: ALL MY MUTUALS

46: More guy friends or girl friends: more girl friends

44: One person that you wish you could see right now: hmm idk, i’m pretty antisocial tho so

43: Do you have a 5 year plan: ha no

42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: nope

41: Have you pre-named your children: no

40: Last person I got mad at: my sister

39: I would like to move to: anywhere not in a large city

38: I wish I was a professional: Tattooist

[ My Favorites ]

36: Vehicle: i want a motorbike aa

35: President: Obama

34: State visited: I’ve never been to america

33: Cellphone provider: okay but who actually has an opinion on this??

32: Athlete: Simone Biles

31: Actor: Daniel Radcliffe

30: Actress: Helana Bonham Carter

29: Singer: ASH COSTELLO

28: Band: BABYMETAL, All Time Low, Avenged Sevenfold, My Chemical Romance

27: Clothing store: Primark

26: Grocery store: uh idk, Asda i guess

25: TV show: American Horror Story??

24: Movie: the Blair Witch Project

23: Website: I’m on it rn

22: Animal: Chinchillas and Red Pandas

21: Theme park: aa i’m too scared to go on rollercoasters tho so i dont have a fav

20: Holiday: That time we went away for a weeks with literally everyone in my family

19: Sport to watch: Football

18: Sport to play: i guess volleyball is okay

17: Magazine: Kerrang is gud

16: Book: Lord of the Rings

15: Day of the week: saturday

14: Beach: there are like 30 beaches around her how do you expect me to choose

13: Concert attended: AVENGED SEVENFOLD WITH DISTURBED AND IN FLAMES

12: Thing to cook: curry aaa

10: Restaurant: hmm maybe Frankie and Bennies

9: Radio station: Kerrang ofc

8: Yankee candle scent: COTTON

7: Perfume: pure poison

4: Talk show host: Ellen DeGeneres

3: Comedian: hmm not sure tbh

okay I’m actually physically dead now