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go-diane-winchester · 6 years ago

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I almost drove this poor Misha fan to tears, because I have so much hate in my heart.

I found this passionate message in my private messages, written by a possibly sobbing @holymoonshine: My responses are in bold.

''your blog made me want to cry, i don't even know why i read it. i like supernatural, i love Jared and Jensen and Misha and alex, i don't ship anything, i don't care about shipping, i just like the show. i understand not every celebrity is likable, and that there are ships in every fandom that are a big NOPE, but this is another level, you are far too gone. do you even read what you write before doing another publication?

Honey, I have a feeling you don't know how to read or write. I had to fight the urge to edit this drivel.

according to you Misha Collins is the most hated and despised person in this fandom, castiel is a useless character and nobody wants him, according to you his fans are just a bunch of crazy teenagers without money that cannot do anything for him and he is going to die on a ditch when the show finally ends. if this is true, why is Misha still in the show if no one wants him, if he only lowers the ratings? And if all this is true, then why on earth would Jensen Ackles have the need of (as you put it yourself) whoring himself to the destiel fans during jibcon panels?

Reading is fundamental. I said, that other than his miniscule 1% [and I would add on the minions too because they are not always the same group of people] nobody else likes Misha. That is why his con flopped. I said Cas is a useless character because he is. What is his purpose? He does nothing. His fans being mostly a bunch of teens is proof of why his con flopping. They couldn't screech at mommy and daddy to foot the bill for the con tickets. There were empty seats.

And when did I say I wanted Misha to die in a ditch. I have never made death wishes against another human being. And if I have, point it out. I usually call out death threats and wishes in my blog. The answer to why that dunderbrain is still on the show in on a post in my blog. That proves you didn't read everything. You just read a couple of articles and boo hoo, now you want to tell me off. I also answered in other posts, as to why Jensen puts up with Misha and his disgusting fans.

if they are not important. this is what bothers me the most, that you really think so low of him. he is JENSEN ACKLES, he doesn't need to "whore" himself to anyone, he is not a delicate flower that will be affected by stupid comments from teenagers on the internet, even if destiel shippers were 90% of the fandom he does not need Supernatural either, he is a super talented actor who already has lots of work proposals, he has his brewery, he has his family and friends. he doesn't seek or need the approval of a bunch of stupid people on the internet.

Go read my posts properly, you nut. I am not repeating myself.

you claim that you defend Jared and Jensen, you claim to be oh so offended in their behalf, because you love and respect them. but the true is that you dont care about them at all, you just hate Misha, you hate him so much, that you rather believe Jensen is mentally ill and instable, than to accept he likes Misha even a little. now maybe Jensen actually hates misha, or maybe they are just work pals, or maybe they have a nice real friendship, or maybe they love each other in a platonic way, or maybe they are madly in love with each other. who knows, who cares, is their private business.

Yeah, you are either underage or suffering from a severe case of stupidity. Also, for a non shipper, you swerves right into heller territory, reading things in my post that are not even there. I guess you didn't read about heller online death threats and bullying, before you started defending them. And yet you apparently read my blog. Go take a laxative, Madam Touchy. You need fulfillment.

you hate Cockles shippers because they speak on Jensen's behalf saying how much he loves Misha, but you do exactly the same thing. you hate destiel shippers because "they are mad people talking shit about J2 and their families and threaten them", well you do the exact same thing with misha, and i know you wish he would be dead, because you have said so in your blog. just imagine if someone else would talk about someone you love (your brother, father or husband), the way you talk about misha, if someone who you don't even know would accuse them of rape or pedophilia, you probably wouldn't like it.

Literally nothing you have said here, appears on my blog. You are just making things up. I have dedicated a few posts to good destiel shippers. Did you read that? Of course, not. And when did I wish Misha would die? Please, answer that one. And I never said Misha raped anyone, you freak? Are you sure you read my blog? I said that Jensen said, Misha looks like a pedophile and then I pointed out why Misha's behavior can be construed as pedophilic. I made absolutely no claim that Misha was a pedophile because that would be defamation of character, you dumb idiot. That is why my blog hasn't been shut down. I have done nothing illegal or wrong.

what you do is not right, you hurt yourself and you hurt everyone else. why keep watching the show if you can't stand misha, if it upsets you so much. just get him out of your life, or do you think he is worth your suffering? i know he may be freaking annoying sometimes but he hasn't hurt anyone (certainly not Jensen) and you know that. he is a good person and doesn't deserve all that hate.''

Supernatural can be viewed by people who hate Cas because the show is not about Cas. The show is about the leads. Most non hellerminions are watching the show for the stars. Misha is nothing. Misha is an add-on. And a very ugly one. Supernatural is not his show. This year, he is fifth on the call sheet. He got demoted, dunderbrain. He doesn't deserve hate but his fans can threaten Jensen. Buzz off, liar.

I checked up this snowflake's blog. There are only two extremely nutty flowery posts and one reblog. I think this is a heller I have dealt with before. She set up a whole new blog, to use so she can come at me from a different angle altogether. Guilt tripping. And she is projecting herself as a feel good, no hate, only love, fragile flower type. Look at this.

AWWW!!!!! Isn't that just cute? The fictional land in her head must have flowers than whisper ''missshhaaaa'' as they bloom. Lovely! @holymoonshine, thanks for your rant. I was thoroughly entertained. But I will not take you seriously, because there is clearly something wrong with your intellect. Now go take your laxative. It will put a smile on your face.

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teakiii-archive · 7 years ago

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wow ahh eek okay !?? 2k? that’s insane wowow ily all sm

tbh i think im always a bit of a flop so a huGe thank you for making me feel so loved + happy ♥

but...ofc i have to mention people that have always stuck with me + go on tangents about how much i love these simblrs !!

@surreysimmer aH OK wOW molly *sweats* you are such a great friend + i love you lots !! you always make me smile and you make my day on the daily, a few months ago, we probably had no idea we were going to get so close but im so thankful that we’re just good friends i mean wowza your blog is top notch all the time. not to mention ahem my otp poppy and august (i can fight nicola thanks) is acc the cutest thing i’ve ever seen like???? how??? ilysm ♥

@honeyiko eek you know how much i love kate diego ! you are such a funny person to be around and you make me laugh so hard i can’t breatHE,,,,and like amara + zaRA gorgeous goddesses wow i love them, you make me feel better when im sad :’) idk what i would do w/o you tbh not to mention you pushed me to broaden my cc horizon ( i have 9 gbs now diEGO) thank you for being the diego to my dora, ilysm

@littlemissnellie eL ah where do i begin? i remember meeting you back in around maybe august? and we talked about roast dinners and how adorable you and your accent is! i know youre not too happy abt your blog currently (psa: go send el some love !!) but i loVE it lots and the daleys kill me everyday ♥ ill miss them for sure; but you + your health come first! so never forget that. you are such an adorable lil bean and it really sucks for us to start drifting apart a bit eek!! i hope we get to catch up on the weekend a bit more ♥ always remember that i love you lots!

@rosypyxels wOO rose omg ! even though sometimes we go days w/o talking we just fall back into it immediately! you are so incredibly talented and sweet (um not to mention gORGEOUS) i know you’ve been going through a hard time recently; but i love how we constantly fan over how hOt all those models on pinterest are i mean wOWZA ! you never fail to amaze me with those crazy good makeup skills + your style?? where do i even start??? its so great??? ilysm + even though you don’t post much here; im glad to have you in my life :’)

@tiredtoothache saV oH my goodness gracious !! your blog like how??!! your sims are so prettY?? and i cant handle it?? and ken?? wow?? wcif that talent???????? i remember coming across your blog around hmm maybe late july/ august and thinking wow her story? john? i cant deal!! you are also v kind + super sweet, even though we don’t chat too much im v glad that we’re friends ! (ps we really should chat more but i suck at carrying conversations rip) ilysm sav!

@okyio chrisTy im sobbing where do i even begin? im still insisting that you were sent from the gods to make us cry bc of those dazzling editing skills (not to mention how cute sage + mu are ) i know recently things have been happening but im sending never ending love n support! (let me know if im overbearing) but seriously; you never fail to wow me with how gentle and patient you are. you are so kind and nice to everyone, i hope you feel a lot better soon but until then make sure to take care ♥ ily!

@dust-bubbles albertaaaa !! you are such a fun, genuine person to be around. you are so talented and not to mention super modest ♥ you are too sweet !! your cc is always top notch (i cant deal like actually) i hope we get to know each other better bc wowza you are such a cool bean and im glad i’ve gathered the courage to talk to you a few months ago because i’ve gotten to know one of the sweetest beans on the planet ily!

@citruswhims caL omG i was there back in the day with little callia bean !! and i remember i texted you to ask if you were doing okay and then blossomed a beautiful friendship filled with a lot of dog pictures and talking in all caps! you are unbelievably vibrant and just a bright person overall ! im glad we got to know each other (even though sometimes we don’t talk too much) i love you sm + im just so haPPY that we’re friends ♥

@amessofsims LINA LINA LINA you are such a spontaneous bright ray of sUNSHINE!!! exCEPT for the fact that we all know we pour the cereal first, then the milk (take notes lina) you always make me laugh + wow i just love you ok??? never forget that !! thank you for always making me smile ♥

@vvindenburg jiLLS!!! i remember finding your blog through i think a giveaway in june? (when i only had a cc finds blog that only tumblrbot followed omg) i fell in love with gem and julia the moment i saw their adorable faces !! and now we have delos + delphi (sorry phi; but delos is just the better twin :/) you always make me laugh through funny posts that reference memes oR your editing bc thanks for making me crY jiLLS ilysm ♥

@brndletonbae hILLS! (as you can see it rhymes with jills) but yes i remember i think in july?? i jumped up and starting screaming bc yesdarlingsims had followed me. (ahem nodarlingsims now) but you-POPPY- OLLIE sO mucH lOVE im going to cRY, thank you sm for inspiring me to make this kinda mess of a blog, even though we dont talk too much; im glad we chat through asks sometimes! ily hills ♥

@idioticjenna (jenna ok i had to move you down for the gifs im sorry)

people i love lots:

@alwaysimming (can we talk about how nice and supportive you are?) // @vvatore (ok but your textposts just make my day)// @simsluname (hello you beautiful gif queeN ily) // @tea-sims (your blog?? is goals? wcif all that amazing talent??????) // @sammyshuno (where’s bella is and always will be something that is worth staying up still 6 am to read) // @cellblocksimmer (betH omg can your sims kill me please) // @simshuie (tbh lauren we aLL know that lorcan + elide are the cutest + thank you for being sweet n great) // @smubuh (abby, your tutorials are the bEST and idk what i would do w/o you or your blog; your willingness to help never fails to astound me) // @sandy-sims (amazing poses?? great sims ?? phenomenal stories?? yes please!! ) // @thisk (your sims are my weakness wOW! your townies !!? i love!?) // @ahhkaitlyn (you are so sWEET??? i love your blog??)// @domiella (domi ily!!? sm!! wow you are so beautiful inside and out!) // @whiisker (you know i love frankie bc she wOW !! i love your aesthetic skdjf)// @woohoodlums (crazy gorgeous sims + edits?? sign me up) // @meisiu (your houses !! slay me!?) // @grapfruit (your psds !! your edits!!! wow!!) // @panda-plumbobs (ahh amber !! i love your blog?? sm?? we should def talk more ♥) // @tigerellasims ( i crY i love your legacy !! so much!! ) // @cowplant-pizza (your legacy *ahem* those amazing spICY posts !! your poses! ) // @sundaessims (quinlin!! ily!! your tags give me life + your bio too) // @mooon-sims (your lookbooks!! i die!) // @faeflowr (your gameplay pics! and your cc finds ahhhh) // @kiwiikio (im crying bc your blog is just so perfect and i love it so much im going to cry wow) // @harrybuts (you know ily mack ) // @ridgeport ( i LIVE for nES and your mind-blowing cc) // @rosetrii (your dOODLES I caNNOT) // @roseyki (your cc and your sIMS ahhh) // @starryllamas (jESS your sIMS i and your edITS ily) ps gotta spam your blog soon so watch out ;)

side note: i tend to forget things a lot!!! so if you think i missed you, message me ♥ (im vv sorry)

@idioticjenna even though our friendship didnt exactly start off on the right foot, im glad i’ve gotten to know you better! jenna you are hiLARIOUS omg i just love it, you have so much talent like wth ??? thank you for being so sweet n kind ♥ have a gif:

thank you all for all of this, i couldn’t possibly ask for anything better than this ♥ please take care of yourselves, i love you all so much. please dont forget that my messages and inbox are always open if you ever need anything !!

#thank you!#woW #♥#nonsims #elys.txt #2k

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lifeblossom-remaking · 8 years ago

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gimme all the qs for ass

alright lessee - unfortunately i cant make all the answers public for fear of spoiling our pathfinder group, but,

1. A little-known talent of your OC?hes really good at holding his breath, but being amphibious, that never comes up

2. What trait does your OC like best about themself? (Eyes, guitar skills, random bird facts, etc)hes real proud of how he makes his face look, with the makeup and shit, cause its a look he tried to figure out on what he liked for a while

3. How many pillows does your OC sleep with?just one or two

4. Is your OC good at keeping secrets?he tries his best, anyway, hes got some big secrets hell hold to the grave and he doesnt like spilling other peoples business5. Your OC's worst habit?hes too casual a dude and isnt good at tone shifting when talking to important people6. Does your OC prefer tennis shoes/sneakers or flip flops?flip flops7. What is your OC's opinion on body modifications?ABSOLUTELY LOVES EM8. Your OC is given a full-ride scholarship to any college they could want to go to. Where do they go and what do they major in?he goes to notre dame to double major in respecting women and minecraft9. What chore does your OC hate the most?out of any chore he probably would hate changing and washing sheets the most10. Would your OC prefer to live in the city, the suburbs, or the country?city, cause he loves places with lots of people11. Is your OC a blanket hog?yeah, only when hes dead asleep though

12. Would your OC play by the rules in a fight or take cheap shots?“ALLS FAIR IN LOVE AND WAR” he yells as he repeatedly casts spells to make enemies attack each other

13. Does your OC have a widow 's peak?na

14. Happy birthday! What kind of present would your OC want?he would absolutely die if someone bought him something music related, tbh, like a new guitar, but he also likes cosmetics, mirrors, and, most importantly, really heartfelt or handmade stuff15. Something that grosses your OC out?maggots, also stuff that smells real bad

16. Your OC is suddenly on an adventure! Where do they go and what do they do?the nearest town to catch up on gossip and learn more News

17. Is there a real person that looks like your OC?yeah its me, kinda - i modeled his body type after mine18. Something that makes your OC laugh without fail?”youmst”19. Something that makes your OC cry without fail?aster is very much devoted to ‘conceal dont feel’ so something would have to be huge and deeply personal to make him cry, like if his friends died20. A obscure/ridiculous fear your OC has?being abandoned, possibly?21. Does your OC have any type of disability, whether it be mental, physical, etc?thats a kind of tricky subject and hard to delve into without getting into possible spoilers22. Does your OC get frustrated when people forget to close the door behind themselves?nah, he likes a healthy breeze23. What is your OC's first memory?goin too far outta the village to play as a rambunctious little scrap and then (spoilers)24. Something you like that your OC would hate?chillin out inside in my room all day25. Your OC is going into battle/on a mission! What song is their anthem?iiiii dont know music good enough

26. Does your OC have good or bad posture?hes a real laid back dude who isnt afraid to slouch27. Most despicable thing your OC has ever done?spoilers28. Is your OC a conspiracy theorist?absolutely, but he doesnt go on and on about it, hes just a casual believer in that shit29. Someone does something awful in front of your OC. How do they handle it?”man what the fuck is your problem”30. What is your OC's favorite drink?fruit juice, probably strawberry lemonade if he could get his hands on it31. Does your OC prefer to sleep in a warm or cool area?asters used to the cold from where he grew up (a northern deep sea village)32. Would your OC like you if they met you?asters chill with everyone so yea33. A song that reminds you of your OC?i dont know songs good34. Is your OC a nail biter?yeah, but not biting them down too far - just now and then, if he cant clip them

35. What is your OC's favorite quote?”ill kick you halfway into next week looking both ways for sunday” is his favorite quote for a fight and hes looking for an excuse to use it36. Your OC's favorite fashion era? (20's, 70's, etc)80s. bright colors, gaudy workout outfits? yes please37. Does your OC get excited when they get mail?hell yeah he loves hearing from people38. Random thunderstorm! How does your OC react?hed go lay around in the rain but lightning is dangerous, so he watches it through a window39. A strange talent of your OC?he can fit a whole lemon in his mouth40. Assuming your OC doesn't have them already, what superpower would they want? If they do already, would they change it, keep it, or get rid of it?his superpowers would probably be his magic, psionic sensitivity and water breathing, and hes pretty chill with all that41. Does your OC like/make puns?he LOVES puns but never comes up with his own on time42. What kind of shampoo does your OC use?bein a sea elf, his hair is unused to shampoos but if he did it would be citrus43. Your OC wakes up with a coin super glued to their forehead. How do they react?its the new #look, time to rock it44. Can your OC sleep if there's any kind of light?he will sleep ANYWHERE and sleeps very deeply45. What kind of self-esteem does your OC have?hes a bit full of himself, thinkin himself beautiful and shit46. A word that your OC can't stand?”yolk”47. Does your OC fold their clothes, hang them up, or just leave them in the basket/dryer?he just leaves em in the basket .. hes too lazy. he has magic clothes anyway they wont get dirty48. Would society call your OC a good guy or a bad guy? What would they say they are?that.................... really depends on how much they know of him and what society it is. id say hes a bad guy with good intentions and he cant help his circumstances, and he also does a whole lot of good anyway.49. Your OC's most prized possession?anything that his crew in thuvia have given him, really, though hes also never gonna let go of his journal of course50. What is your OC's happy place?the concept of takin a breather, holdin alex’s hand and just chillin

#charlies angels pathfinder #lizbian #answers

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razzledazzlefoshazzle · 8 years ago

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1-200?

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My crush’s name is: Cassie

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I was born in: 1998, Australia, NSW

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I am really: I am really annoyed that you wanna know so much about me anon y u do dis

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My cellphone company is: Optus

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My eye color is: Brown

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My shoe size is: 11 Australia Mens

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My ring size is: i dont know

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My height is: 181cm or 5′10″ i tihnk

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I am allergic to: NOTHING I AM UNSTOPPABLE

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My 1st car was: No Car

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My 1st job was: I was an assistant at some guys authentic pizza shop. He was an asshole and i shouldve killed him before quitting.

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Last book you read: Ready Player One

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My bed is: My bed is my one true love and warm machine luv u bb

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My pet: I have 2 dogs they’re fluffy love muffins called Pepsi (boy) Bella (Girl) ill post photos of them later!

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My best friend:

@schotts-fired

at this point i have as many memes with Kat as i do my real life best friend.

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My favorite shampoo is: Really nice smelling ones.

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Xbox or ps3: PS3

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Piggy banks are: Piggy banks are dumb i have a golden pineapple for my spare change.

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In my pockets: earphones.

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On my calendar: every friday i do stuff but thats it

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Marriage is: cool

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Spongebob can: produce good memes

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My mom: Isnt nice i probably wont talk to her once i move out.

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The last three songs I bought were?Buying? Songs?

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Last YouTube video watched: Masculinity by Mr Sark

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How many cousins do you have? at least 3

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Do you have any siblings? 3 Brothers and a Sister ive seen twice

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Are your parents divorced? Yes

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Are you taller than your mom? Hell yeah shes a goblin at like 150cm.

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Do you play an instrument? No

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What did you do yesterday? I slept, watched movies, complained about the internet being down.

[ I Believe In ]

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Love at first sight: Not unless its a dog

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Luck: No but if someone does something better than me they’re lucky >:(

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Fate: No

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Yourself: No

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Aliens: I wish they would fix everything

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Heaven: Questioning my religious beliefs lately

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Hell: ^

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God: ^

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Horoscopes: No but they’re funny to read

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Soul mates: No.

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Ghosts: NOT BUT LIKE ALIENS I WANT THEM TO BE REAL GHOSTS PLEASE BE REAL.

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Gay Marriage: Yah its about as good as straight marriage

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War: its about as shit as i am

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Orbs: what are these?

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Magic: Refer to both ghosts and aliens.

[ This or That ]

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Hugs or Kisses: Hugs

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Drunk or High: Drunk

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Phone or Online: Online

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Red heads or Black haired: Red Heads

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Blondes or Brunettes: Brunettes

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Hot or cold: Cold

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Summer or winter: Winter

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Autumn or Spring: Spring

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Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate

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Night or Day: Night

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Oranges or Apples: Apples

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Curly or Straight hair: Straight

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McDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds

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White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: White Chocolate

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Mac or PC: PC

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Flip flops or high heals: High heals like healing in video games am i right?

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Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: Sweet and Poor

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Coke or Pepsi: Coke

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Hillary or Obama: Obama

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Burried or cremated: Burried so i may rise again!

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Singing or Dancing: Dancing

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Coach or Chanel: What

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Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks:Who

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Small town or Big city: Big City

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Wal-Mart or Target: Target

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Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: Adam Sandler

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Manicure or Pedicure: neither?

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East Coast or West Coast: East coast cause western australia is a bunch of weirdos

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Your Birthday or Christmas: My birthday cause giving gifts is hard and spending time with people is easy.

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Chocolate or Flowers:Chocolate

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Disney or Six Flags: Disney

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Yankees or Red Sox: is that sports?

[ Here’s What I Think About ]

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War: War Never Changes

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George Bush: He definitely did sleep with that woman.

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Gay Marriage: Good again!

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The presidential election: Trump is a rollercoaster of emotion ranging from bad to worse. At least the memes are good!

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Abortion: Choice

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MySpace: Had some pretty good games on it

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Reality TV: awful

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Parents: My parents? Out of the 4 ive had i like one of them.

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Back stabbers: What kind of question is this i hate them.

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Ebay: Dont use ebay really.

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Facebook: The thing i use so real life friends can contact me its trash.

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Work: My experiences have been, less than pleasant.

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My Neighbors: I dont know any of my neighbours but they’re rude and dont reply to my hello’s.

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Gas Prices: i dont fucking know

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Designer Clothes: I dont care for clothes i wear tshirts and trackies all the time.

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College: No opinion on call egg.

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Sports: Fun to play boring to watch

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My family: i like my dad and my brothers

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The future: must be better than now?

[ Last time I ]

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Hugged someone: someone i wasnt related to like a month ago

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Last time you ate: literally always

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Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: last friday

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Cried in front of someone: fucking years ago i dont cry in front of people anymore

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Went to a movie theater: like a month ago

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Took a vacation: never

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Swam in a pool: 3 months ago

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Changed a diaper: never

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Got my nails done: a year ago

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Went to a wedding: also a year ago

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Broke a bone: never

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Got a peircing: never

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Broke the law: never

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Texted: couple hours ago

[ MISC ]

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Who makes you laugh the most: myself, anime

@schotts-fired

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Something I will really miss when I leave home is: the internet

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The last movie I saw: Taking of Pelham 123

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The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: Finding my happiness again

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The thing im not looking forward to: my ex making social interactions awkward again

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People call me: Jack

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The most difficult thing to do is: get out of bed, finish breakfast

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I have gotten a speeding ticket: no

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My zodiac sign is: Sagittarius

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The first person i talked to today was:

@whoneedsasociallife

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First time you had a crush: Primary School one of my Teachers

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The one person who i can’t hide things from: Nobody.

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Last time someone said something you were thinking: Constantly

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Right now I am talking to: Nobody

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What are you going to do when you grow up: Anything hopefully ill be happy

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I have/will get a job: Someday

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Tomorrow: Movies with dad, night with friends

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Today: nothing

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Next Summer: nothing

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Next Weekend: also nothing

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I have these pets: 2 diggity doggos

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The worst sound in the world: the sound my computer makes when it bluescreens while music it playing

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The person that makes me cry the most is: my ex

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People that make you happy: almost nobody

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Last time I cried: like 5 hours ago

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My friends are: trash shit garbage

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My computer is: absolute trash after so many issues im planning on getting a new one

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My School: sucked complete ass i was abused by a teacher

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My Car: doesnt exist

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I lose all respect for people who: no answer

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The movie I cried at was: anything that involves any form of friendship and love, or dogs dying

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Your hair color is: brown

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TV shows you watch: read my about

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Favorite web site: tumblr/youtube

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Your dream vacation: the fucking moon

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The worst pain I was ever in was: I had a cough last year that completely killed my voice and tore up my throat, coughed up blood

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How do you like your steak cooked: Well Done

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My room is: Clean and tidy af

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My favorite celebrity is: none

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Where would you like to be: in the future

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Do you want children: no

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Ever been in love: yes it fucking ruined me

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Who’s your best friend:

@schotts-fired

we already have more memes than my irl best friend

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More guy friends or girl friends: girl friends

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One thing that makes you feel great is: memes

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One person that you wish you could see right now: nobody tbh

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Do you have a 5 year plan: nope

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Have you made a list of things to do before you die: climb Mt. Everest, thats it

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Have you pre-named your children: nope

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Last person I got mad at: myself

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I would like to move to: a place with good internet

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I wish I was a professional: Twitch Streamer

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Candy: Red Licorice

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Vehicle: Shopping trolleys i guess

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President: Obama

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State visited: I dont travel

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Cellphone provider: Optus

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Athlete: None

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Actor: None

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Actress: None

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Singer: None

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Band: None

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Clothing store: None

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Grocery store:None

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TV show: Doctor Who

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Movie: Cant remember

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Website: Tumblr/Youtube

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Animal: Dogs

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Theme park: Wet n’ Wild

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Holiday: New Years

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Sport to watch: None

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Sport to play: None

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Magazine: None

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Book: Ready Player One

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Day of the week: Friday

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Beach: Nobbys Beach

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Concert attended: None

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Thing to cook: Potato Bake

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Food: Pork Ribs

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Restaurant: Any place that sells pork ribs

Radio station: None.

Yankee candle scent: what

Perfume: no

Flower: any that can go in my hair like a hipster

Color: Purple

Talk show host: John Oliver

Comedian: Louis C.K.

Dog breed: Shiba Inu

Did you answer all these truthfully? maybe i dont know myself

Fuck you anon you cant stop me im dedicated as heck and butts fight me.

:Update: I went and updated these cause my internet came back!

#asks #about me #question thing

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missjackil · 8 years ago

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One Year.... One year ago this month, I was introduced to these AMAZING gentlemen, and life has never been the same! I don’t recall the exact day it happened, but I do know it was March, 2016,

This is how it started... It was a very cold, snowy winter here in NJ last year, so my life long friend Dawn, my daughter Sarah, and I started binge watching different series on Netflix. Dawn first suggested this show Supernatural, which I had only heard of in passing a few times over the years, but she had watched since the beginning. She said I would love it, the brothers are hot, they hunt monsters and demons, delve a lot into Religion, which is a big interest of mine, I even have a degree in Theology, and am legally ordained. I checked the title on Netflix and saw it had 10 seasons available, and I said “Nah, that’s a pretty big commitment, I dont think I could stay interested in a show that long” then Dawn informed me, that it was still on the air and in season 11. Not my cup of tea, so I declined. She next suggested Nurse Jackie, which was really good, but so easy to burn through. I got the next pick and picked House MD which had been mine, and my daughter Sarah’s favorite series to date. This was a longer series than Nurse Jackie, 8 seasons instead of 7, and hour long episodes, as opposed to half hour. This took almost 2 months to get through. While watching this series again, I would keep commenting how much I loved the bromance between House and Wilson, to wish Dawn would always reply “The you will LOVE Sam and Dean!!” So since she had next pick, I agreed to give Supernatural a try. And this is what happened... *CRASH BOOM BANG <heavy flop>* “Wooooaaah easy tiger” “Dean?” Yeah, these boys are freakin adorable, and Im gonna love this bromance. I thought Dean was hot, and Sam was cute. Too young for me to think he was hot (me being 49 at the time) but I felt like the monsters and a lot of the horror was pretty lame, and sometimes even cheesy, though I did enjoy the chemistry the boys had with each other, and found Sam’s psychic visions to be an interesting element, I didn’t think I would stay interested for very long. For a while, we were only watching 2-3 episodes at a time, a couple times a week when Dawn would come over. Near the end of S1 I told her I didn’t think I wanted to continue. She asked me to PLEASE give it to the end of season 2 and if I still didnt like it, we could find something else. As promised, I did become more interested in S2. The humor was funnier, the acting got better, and the bromance was hotter, and the emotional moments were even more heart breaking. The first episode that left a really big impression on me was Born Under a Bad Sign. Until then, I knew Sam had psychic powers, and his father was worried he would turn dark, and left it on Dean’s shoulders to save him or kill him (good idea John, what the hell) and this episode was probably showing Sam go bad. I didnt want that, I liked the boys and I wanted to like both of them and not have to start thinking of Sam as evil, but he was soooooo creepy in that episode! I was so afraid he was going to rape Jo, fortunately he didn’t, but that “My daddy shot your daddy in the heeeaad” thing gave me the willies! I was so uncomfortable with this “Dark Sam” I thought maybe I couldnt continue. Dawn didnt want me to stop just yet, but didnt want to give me spoilers, she told me “Don’t worry, Sam and Dean are the GOOD guys and Sam is a REALLY good guy” so I continued. When it was discovered that Sam was possessed, I found that very interesting, I didn’t think the boys would ever succumb to the evil things, just kick their asses all the time, though I assumed theyd have their own asses kicked sometimes, I never thought the show would allow the heroes to really suffer.... boy was I wrong huh?? I recall my first noticing that Sam was hot and built like a truck, in Heart, and it was also the first time I really cried. I remember telling Dawn, I will watch it when she comes over but Im watching it on my own too, because now Im much more interested, but I also said “it’s kind of a bummer knowing the boys wont die, that will take away from the suspense and emotional moments when it’s feared they might die, and I remember her giving me this look... she said “trust me, you know nothing”. She was right ... All Hell Breaks Loose 1 & 2 had me sobbing! When Sam dies in Dean’s arms and Dean sobs into his neck, I dont think Ive ever seen such intense, realistic grief on a TV show. And then Dean goes and sells his soul for Sam!! This turned what I thought was a “My brother is my best friend” love into a “Id willingly spend eternity in fire and torment, to have one more year with my brother” love. That was a big turning point for me. I new Id watch it till the end and couldnt wait for those long days off when I could just binge all day long. Then Season 4 happened... I dont know when exactly it happened, or which episode it was, but somewhere early in S4, I discovered the most amazing thing. I woke up one day and realized I am madly in love with Sam Winchester! And to top it off, I was hopelessly addicted and obsessed with SPN! I wont give a rundown of how each season hit me, but its been a crazy, emotional, tragically painful, beautful roller coaster that I have no intentions to ever get off of. By the time I got to S9 and started seeing the episodes dwindle away, I didnt want to finish too fast, yet I wanted to keep binging, so thats when I decided to start rewatching. ration out the newer episodes so I dont finish too fast, and binge the ones Ive already seen, and Ive done that continiously since then, and that was in May. By the end of June, I had watched everything on Netflix and purchased all of S11 On Demand and just kept finishing and starting over, rinse, repeat. What I have learned... I mean no disrespect to Dean, I love him... but, if he ever says “As long as Im around, nothing bad is ever gonna happen to you” ... just RUN!! He said this to Sam in S1 and things just unraveled fast for poor Sam. I dont think there are many bad things LEFT that haven't happened to Sam, and we still have at least 2 more seasons to go!!! To me, Sam is the most beautiful, kind, selfless, brave character ever. Yet, he can be a little selfish on occasion, but if you needed any of the duct tape and safety pins that hold him together, he wouldnt think twice about giivng them to you. He is scared fairly often, but it’s never stopped him from facing any big bad monster life could hand him.Season 10 was definitely not his most attractive season (that hair?? WHAT??) and if you piss him off, he can viciously sting with his words at the very least, or be brutally lethal with his hands when need be. He is a full on nerd, but not the least bit pretentious about it. He doesnt think he is better than anyone, and maybe even not as good as most. He is brilliant, but wont ever make you feel stupid. He is the sweetest, kindest gentleman you’ll ever meet, but 100% badass as well. But most of all. he loves Dean with everything in his life. He will never leave him (again) for anyone. If he ever finds a significant other, they will have to accept him and Dean as One person. Package deal and thats it. To me, Dean is a rock. He rarely ever changes, This isn’t a bad thing. This compliments Sam, who is ever changing. Dean doesn’t live inside his head. He expresses his feelings more physically than with words, though he isnt one to mince words if you need to hear it. He’s emotional, not afraid to cry, but maybe afraid of who he allows to see it. He’s not perfect, he has made a lot of poor choices for himself and for Sam as well, but never with any ill intent (other than when influenced by a Supernatural force) He is a sweetheart, who unfortunately carries too much baggage. In Regarding Dean I feel like I met the REAL Dean that is lost under decades of pain, lossm and never ending violence. He can piss me off big time, but I forgive him because Sam does, and the most important thing in his world is Sam. There is nothing he wouldnt do, nor lines he wouldnt cross for Sam, and I believe he would give Sam anything in his power if Sam would simply ask. What I think of the side characters Cas, Crowley, Rowena, Bobby, etc.. all good characters who bring a lot of interest to the show, but none are strong enough characters to have their own storylines apart from Sam and Dean. Their side stories arent very interesting. I would watch a show that was only Sam and Dean (which is what I prefer) but I wouldnt watch a show that was only Cas or Crowley or whomever. They should support Sam and Dean and thats it, in my opinion.

What I have learned about the Fandom... Supernatural is the Holy Reaches of Heaven to them and they are Religions. Separate groups of individuals, expressing their love for the show and the characters in different ways. Some SPN religions are open and accepting, and some are vicious and hateful. Everyone gets different things from different parts of the series, but some of these religions, think their thoughts are the best and only True Canon even when sometimes, their thoughts are not canon at all. There are some fun, silly, kind loving fans in the SPN Family, and I have met a few, but Ive also seen some unnecessarily hatefull, mean spirited individuals who I cant consider family. SPN belongs to me, and it belongs to you. Take from it what you take from it... blog your blogs, go meta crazy, ship your ships, and write the shit out of fan fic... but please dont belittle and berate those who think differently. It is a ficitonal show, no one is going to go to Hell or be arrested for their views on it. If you don’t like it, dont watch it, but let those who do still love it, like myself, enjoy it while they can. Don’t go trying to hurt our feelings with “It should end!!” because someday it will, we know this, but we want it to live on for as long as J2 are happy to do it, and even then, it’s gonna hurt like the death of a loved one to see it go, so try to be more considerate okay? If you stayed to read ALL of this, You are precious to me :) and thank you!

#supernatural #1 year anniversary #many years to come

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