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privodoro · 5 months ago
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baby I love youu
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wanted to try and focus more on the colors and vibe rather thank make it perfect etc etc it's cool I guess
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nowplayingblog-main · 6 years ago
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Chapter 2 is finally here!
read under the cut
...”C’mon kid, just a few more steps”...
...”I know, I know it’s too hot”...
...”Shhh... I know it hurts, I know”...
...”You’re gonna be alright, Peter, It’ll be okay”...
Peter’s eyes snapped open to the blinding lights of a white room. He felt his face scrunch underneath a plastic mask placed over his nose and mouth, blowing soothingly cold air across his face. His eyes had squeezed shut in an effort to shield him from the harmful light above his eyes.
“Can we have the lights dimmed, please?” a feminine voice called out.
The orange glow behind his eyelids dimmed, and Peter braved blinking a little, to let his eyes adjust to the room. It was blurry at first, and while the darkness soothed his eyes, it made it hard to see the room. Then, slowly, everything came into focus, and Peter eyes settled on the woman who was sitting at his bedside.
She was clearly a doctor of some form. She wore a long white lab coat over a pale pink scrubs, and a stethoscope around her neck. Her skin was a few shades darker than his, and she had long, medium brown, wavy hair. Peter remembered all those medical dramas his mom watched before their trip to Afghanistan; this lady would have fit right into the cast.
“Hello, Peter,” The woman said. “My name is Dr. Sullivan.”
“Hi,” He responded meekly, his voice weak from lack of use and muffled by the oxygen mask over his mouth.
Dr. Sullivan gave him a small smile. “It’s okay to take that off, if you want. Just don’t leave it off for too long. You should be fine, but I’m not quite willing to risk anything yet.”
The coordination in Peter’s arms was lacking extremely, but eventually his left arm found the mask on his face and pulled it away as gently as possible.
“Where am I?” His voice was just barely above a whisper.
“You’re at Thousand Oaks Surgical Hospital, in Malibu California,” Dr. Sullivan explained. “You and Mr. Stark were found two day ago in the middle of a desert in Afghanistan. You suffered a heat stroke shortly before you were found by the United States Air Force. Not to mention an infection due to your various wounds, including the bullet that was still lodged in your stomach. The surrounding skin healed remarkably fast, most likely due to your altered DNA.”
Peter’s heart rate picked up in fear. His monitor beeped loudly, and blood pulsed in his ears. She knew? She knew.
Dr. Sullivan raised her hands in surrender. “It’s okay, I won’t tell anyone. I can’t really. Patient privacy, as well as the fact that Tony Stark himself had me and my entire team sign a non-disclosure agreement. We only know because we need to know, Peter.”
“Why do you need to know?” Peter insisted, his voice cracking. He wasn't exactly sure why he was so defensive about this. He just felt embarrassed, ashamed,  almost dirty. Like everything about him now, after what those... those... monsters did to him. He had always felt that way but his emotions were muted under the influence of the drugs they kept him on. Besides, in the cave no one was there to judge him, until Mr. Stark was brought in.
“We need to know so that we know how to take care of you, Peter. You’re enhanced, we need to know that so that we don’t try to treat you like a normal person, because it wouldn’t work the same way with you -”
“I am a normal person!” Peter was almost at the brink of screaming, and, god, his voice sounded awful.
“I know that, Peter,” Dr. Sullivan tried to calm him. “But biologically, you are different, and I don’t want to accidentally hurt you because of that, that’s why we need to know -”
“You don’t! There’s nothing wrong with me! I’m normal! So what if my DNA is different now! I’m still normal! I’m still normal!”
Peter didn’t acknowledge much beyond the screaming. He didn’t notice the doctors filtering into the room as his heart monitors went crazy. He didn’t notice them shouting orders, didn’t even notice the needle filled with an enhanced sedative. All he knew was lab coats. Lab coats meant pain, and god he never wanted pain again. Haven't they done enough? They already changed him forever. Why were the lab coats back to hurt him? Peter was supposed to be safe! He was supposed to be safe! He was supposed to be -
...white lab coats...
...a man with graying hair leans over him...
...he’s being restrained, he can’t move, the drugs altering his sense of reality...
...“- the world is not ready for him-”...
...“Sleep tight, my little pest”...
Peter woke up later that day. The sky was dark outside his window, and his eyes took less time to adjust to his surroundings, the voices of his nightmare echoed in his head.
The oxygen mask was over his nose again, and Peter reached up to pull it down, not realizing he had now caught the attention of Mr. Stark, who was sitting where Dr. Sullivan was earlier that day.
“Hey kid,” He said as a means of greeting.
“Hey,” Peter said plainly.
“Heard you had a little freak out earlier.”
Peter blinked. “I did?”
“Dr. Sullivan said it was a panic attack. You were breathing too fast, and you kept yelling at the staff until you got so worked up they had to sedate you.”
“I’m sorry,” Peter apologized. He remembered now, and he was recalled the look on every panicked doctors face while Peter did nothing but yell and scream. Deep guilt stirred inside his chest.
“Don’t apologize,” Tony said. “She said it was expected, considering everything you’ve gone through in the recent past. I still don’t understand what triggered it though-”
Peter opened his mouth, whether it was to tell Tony what had triggered him, or to refute that he had been triggered at all, Peter himself would never know, because Tony cut him off. “Nevermind. I’m not willing to put you through that again if you got so worked up about it the last time.”
They sat in awkward silence for a moment.
“I held a press conference today,” Tony announced.
“What’s a press conference?” Peter asked innocently.
“It’s a big, boring meeting where I can tell reporters what I want them to hear. Helps me control what information gets out to the public,” Tony gave him a strange look. “How is it that you can help me create a miniaturized ARC reactor, and a mechanized suit of armor in a cave with nothing but scraps, when you’re - how old are you?”
“Thirteen”
“Really? God, I feel old. Anyway, how is it that you can do all that, but you don’t know what a press conference is?”
Peter shrugged. “I don’t think press conferences have a whole lot to do with mechanics, Mr. Stark.”
“True,” Tony shrugged. “I guess you and I were just raised in extremely different circumstances. What did you say you’re parents were? Geneticists?”
Peter’s smile, which has been slowly pushing his cheeks upward suddenly fell. He nodded mutely.
Mr. Stark winced. “Sorry, kid. Probably wasn’t a good idea to bring that up.”
They were silent for a while after that. Peter focused on the way the individual threads on his blanket were woven together.
“You’ll be living with me from now on,” Tony said softly. “I promise not to bring it up again if you don’t want me too, but we looked into your family, Pete, and you were right. You don’t have any surviving relatives. But I’m not going to let you slide into that broken government system of tossing poor kids around. Not after everything you and I have gone through, especially after...” Tony trailed off. “After your DNA has been altered so much...” he said carefully, eyeing Peter for a reaction before carrying on. “I just don’t think it’s the best idea, and neither does anybody hear at the hospital, so I signed for temporary guardianship, and you’ll be living with me from now on. So there’s that.”
Peter nodded, not looking up from where he stared at the blanket, playing with the material between his fingers.
“Well, I won’t bore you any longer, is there some kind of movie that you really like? It might help you to take your mind off of everything.” Tony stood up and walked over to a pile of DVD cases, still wrapped in plastic as though they had just been purchased. “I didn’t know what you would like, so I got a little bit of everything.
Tony handed Peter a stack to shift through, until Peter felt his heart lift upon seeing his favorite movie of all time - Star Wars: A New Hope.
“I knew you had to be a bit of nerd,” Tony mused, standing up to insert the DVD.
They didn’t talk for the entire run of the movie, but Tony didn’t leave Peter’s side either, which Peter felt was enough.
Peter was signed out of the hospital the next day.
“Shouldn’t he be here a couple more days?” Tony questioned. When we brought him in a few days ago you insisted that he was in critical condition, and now he’s right as rain?”
Dr. Sullivan shrugged. “His tests came back clear of any infection, and his stats have been within a healthy range for over 24 hours now. He is completely fine to leave. Welcome to taking care of an enhanced.”
Tony tilted his head. “And how do you know so much about enhanced people?”
“I have my sources. Have a good day Mr. Stark.”
And with that, Dr. Sullivan whisked out of the room with a flourish of her lab coat, and disappeared from Peter’s line of vision. Which was fine in Peter’s opinion,. Since his anxiety levels had been through the roof ever since she had stepped in the room.
Peter had begun to notice that when the medical professionals were around, he couldn’t seem to keep himself calm. His palms felt sweaty, and the rate of his breathing began to pick up. If they came too close to him without warning, or if they touched him, Peter would flinch, as though he was expecting to be hurt.
Peter himself found this ridiculous. He knew the doctors weren't there to hurt him, they were there to help him. He had never been afraid of doctors in his life, not before the cave.
He always felt better when Mr. Stark was around, however, though he couldn’t quite explain why. He made him feel safe, even though Peter knew that him even being around Tony made the man feel uncomfortable, at least at first. He guessed it had to do with the fact that Mr. Stark hadn’t ever had to deal with someone Peter’s age. Besides, now that they were free, there wasn’t much that they could talk about. They didn’t have a lot of common ground, at least not any that they knew about, and they didn’t have a common goal or a common enemy anymore. Their relationship had grown while they were in the cave, but to what extent?
To his credit, Tony always did seem to ease up after talking to Peter for a while, and eventually the two did find some common interests.
“Just you wait until we get to the house, kid.” Tony had told them on their ride to his Malibu home. Tony was driving, which Peter found somewhat surprising. “You’ll love the lab. It has so many fun toys. My bots are there, though they’re somewhat antiques at this point - those stupid pieces of scrap metal.”
“Why don’t you just get rid of them?” Peter asked.
Mr. Stark turned to him, with a frown on his face, which quickly melted into a smile. “I couldn’t do that! I love them too much. Just don’t tell them I said that.”
When they arrived at Tony's mansion, Peter was shocked at the sheet size of it. Growing up in New York City, Peter had seen some pretty big buildings. Correction. Some pretty tall buildings. Peter didn't think that Mr. Stark's house was more than three stories, but it stretched across the shore of the Pacific almost endlessly. Peter could wrap his head around why anyone would need a house that was this big.
The inside of the house felt like a maze. After the walked in, Peter found it hard to keep his bearings. Once they moved away from the door, he couldn't tell which way was which, and he had the feeling that if Peter lost Mr. Stark in one of the winding corridors, he could be lost in the house forever.
When they finally reached a room that Peter recognized to be some sort of living room or sitting room, there was a woman with strawberry blonde hair wearing a white blouse and a gray pencil skirt, sitting on the couch, watching something on the television.
“...allow me to introduce you to the new Stark Industries business plan!” The voice on the TV said, followed by the sound of something shattering. “Look, that's a weapons company that doesn't make weapons!”
The woman looked up, noticing them, and shut off the TV with a static click. “Welcome home, Mr. Stark.”
“Hello, Ms. Potts,” Tony said, stepping in front of Peter. “I'll be in my lab for the rest of the day, if you need me.”
“Alright, I'll be sure to come get you. Will that be all, Mr. Stark?”
“That'll be all Ms. Potts.”
Then Tony turned and motioned for Peter to follow him. They went downstairs, down a winding, circular staircase, until they reached the bottom floor, which left to a room behind a big, glass wall, with a glowing pin pad by the door.
“I'll take you to see your room in a second, kid, I just thought I would show you the lab first.”
The door opened, and Tony held it open to let Peter in. He walked in and was greeted by an echoing voice.
“Unidentified personnel.” Said a voice seemingly coming from everywhere. Peter jumped at the unexpected noise, looking around for where it may have been coming from.
“Oh, calm down JARVIS,” Tony said, “He’s with me, and he’s going to be around here quite a bit. Log him as Peter...” Mr. Stark turned to look at him. “Parker right? I thought I saw that name of the guardianship forms.”
Peter nodded silently. Tony spent the next half hour showing Peter around the lab, introducing him to his robots, and showing him how to operate certain types of equipment. Mr. Stark rambled on and on, talking about everything under the sun, while Peter remained uncharacteristically quiet, thinking back to what he had heard in the living room.
“You’re a quiet thing today, aren’t you?” Tony remarked. “Haven’t spoken a word since we got to the house. Usually you’re talking a mile a minute.”
Peter turned to look at the man. He stayed silent.
“You got something on your mind?”
Peter took a deep breath. “What... What was Ms. Potts watching? When we came in?”
“One of those broadcasts or TV shows that advises people on where to invest their money.”
“It said you were a weapons company that doesn’t make weapons.”
Tony sighed. “That’s because as of a couple of days ago, Stark Industries announced - or rather, I announced, quite unexpectedly - that we were shutting down our weapons department.”
Peter blinked. “What made you decide to do that?”
“You did,” The mechanic sat down and began fiddling with some sort of circuit board. “You told me in the cave that weapons won’t just stop working when someone I don’t want to have them gets ahold of them. I realized then that I had become part of a broken system,” Tony looked up at him. “I don’t want to make weapons anymore. Stark Industries whole mission is to make the world a better, safer, and more peaceful place. Making weapons isn’t working. We can do better. I just need to figure out what I want to do.”
Peter smiled softly. “Do you have any ideas?”
“Well, I initially wanted to look more into ARC reactor technology,” He tapped on the glowing blue light under his shirt for emphasis. “But Obie shot that down, he’s still married to the idea that we’re only good for making weapons. Then I thought... maybe...” Tony eyed Peter carefully. “Maybe if I couldn’t control who had the guns... I could make sure they were in the rights hands...my own...”
The teen tilted his head in confusion. “What do you mean?”
Tony pulled up a couple of displays, maneuvering things through the air on his holographic projections, before pulling up an image of a suit of armor. Peter looked at it for a few moments, before he began to recognize certain elements of it. His eyes widened in shock. Yes, Peter definitely recognized this. How could he not? He had helped build this.
“I’m changing up the design a little, trying to change the form to increase the aerodynamics to help it to sustain prolonged flight - kinda similar to the way we’re shaping cars to be able to move faster. The original model was never meant to fly for very long, that’s why it ended up crashing so badly in the desert, I’m trying to figure out how to use less energy to achieve flight, because with our last model it was a bit overkill -”
“Hold on,” Peter cut him off. “You’re building another suit?”
“Well, I was hoping you could help me. You did so well the last time.”
“No, I mean,” Peter sighed, “You’re going to stop making weapons for your company, but you’re going to make an even bigger weapon for yourself.”
“It’s not like that, kid.” Tony got up from where he was sitting a moved to stand beside Peter. “It’s not a weapon. It’s a method of keeping the peace.”
“By having a bigger stick than the other guy?”
Tony paused. “Where did you hear that?”
“I read it in a magazine.”
“In the hospital?”
“I got bored.”
Mr. Stark turned to face him. “Listen, kid. This thing isn’t meant to be a weapon. Or, maybe it is, but I’m going to be the one in the suit. I’m going to make sure no one else gets their hands on this, and I’m only going to go after the people who hurt others. This suit isn’t going to have big guns or cause massive explosions like the first one did.”
Peter was struggling to understand. “So, you want to become a superhero?”
Tony blinked. “What? No.”
“You just said that you wanted to go after the bad guys and protect people.”
“What? Kid, that’s not - Well... I guess maybe it is. Sure, let’s go with that. I’m going to become a superhero.”
Peter smiled. “Well, in that case, I’m in.”
The billionaire chuckled and looked back at his designs for the new suit. “I should have known all I had to say to get you on board was something extremely dorky like ‘I’m going to become a superhero’”
“I just think that you made something that could really help people, or could really hurt people,” Peter explained. “My dad used to tell me about his brother, Ben. He died when my dad was in college, but he used to say ‘With great power comes great responsibility.’ It’s super cheesy, but I think it’s the truth. You have a lot of power, Mr. Stark, and you want to use it to help people. That’s something I can get behind.”
Tony smiled at the kid. “You know kid, you’re pretty wise for a thirteen-year-old.”
“Well, I’ve been through a lot.”
“Yeah kid. Too much.”
Later that day, Tony showed Peter his room. It was a bit of a blank slate. A guest room which hadn’t really been converted to become Peter’s room, but Mr. Stark said that he could decorate it however he wanted to.
Now, Peter was laying in his bed, staring up at the ceiling. The bed felt too soft, like he was laying on marshmallows. He supposed that was because He had gotten used to a beat down mattress on a wire frame, and even after that he had been stuck in a hospital bed, which was a huge improvement, but nowhere near the comfort levels Peter found in this bed.
Ever since waking up after their escape, Peter found it hard to sleep. Before, Peter had been on drugs virtually all the time. Sleeping wasn’t something he had done on his own for quite some time, he always just dozed off after receiving another dose.
His lack of sleep wasn’t the only thing that the drugs did to him. Walking around, and viewing the world was completely different now. Everything was so much more vibrant and vivid than Peter had ever remembered it being. The world was louder, and brighter, and more three-dimensional.
It wasn’t as though Peter wanted the drugs, in fact it kind of surprised him that he didn’t find himself addicted to the substance because of how much he was forced to use it. He suspected the doctors had weaned him off of it while he was still unconscious. It was just that everything felt so different now. Like he was living in a dream. A happy dream that couldn’t possibly be his reality.
There was no way Peter could truly be free. No way he could have been taken in by the infamous Tony Stark. It just wasn't possible.
And yet, here he was. Free at last.
And at some point that night while he stared up at the ceiling, Peter had the most peaceful night of sleep in his life.
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0non-bee-nary0 · 6 years ago
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Red like Roses Part 1
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He never had much of a childhood. Most of his life was spent in the hospital, struggling to stay alive. He was never meant to make it past a month, but against all odds, he made it to seventeen. He was miserable, he rarely got to go home, spending months at a time in the hospital, machines hooked to him and needles in his skin. He hated the hospital, and the doctors, and most of all; he hated his parents. He was smart, all he could ever do was read, so he did school online; he had nothing better to do. His parents spent as much time with him as possible, but he could always hear them cry when they thought he was asleep. He begged them, pleaded with them, to let him die. He was so tired of everything. Tired of the surgery, the tests, the medicine, the pain, the weakness, the misery.
“Please don’t talk like that sweetheart, we love you. We know you will get better some day, we just have to wait! Please don’t say you want to leave us, we wouldn’t be able to bear it,” his mother cried.
“She wouldn’t be able to bear it? But she could bear my suffering? She would rather see me in this hospital bed, barely able to breathe, or to take care of myself, than let me be in peace?” He would think to himself.
“You’re our only son, don’t do that to us. Think about how it makes us feel.”
“Us? You want me to think about how you feel? Why? I Don't care, I Just want this to end!”
He never told them that, however. He just nodded his head, and pretended to sleep. He Knew he would never get better. He heard everything the doctors said, he knew they had no idea what was wrong with him, and definitely no idea how to fix it, either. He wanted to die. He wanted all the pain to end. He pleaded to whatever Gods that could be listening to just kill him now and get it over with. The Gods didn’t care. As far as he was concerned, they didn’t exist. How could they? How could they exist if they just let him suffer like this? He hated them, too.
The night he died, his body didn’t hurt, and he Felt calm, he Was tired, but in a different way. The heart monitor slowly came to a stop, and then flat-lined. His mother was screaming for a doctor.
“Liam, sweety, please! Please wake up! Please! Please!” She kept yelling that word, please.
“Hadn’t I begged that same word when I wanted to die?” He Had never hated her more than in that moment.
He couldn't feel anything, He was numb. He could hear the doctors talking, telling his parents that there was nothing they could do, that he needed a heart transplant. He couldn't get one though, his body had rejected any effort for blood transfusion they had ever tried, every organ they tried to give him was torn to bits by his body. They knew this. His mother screamed at them to try again as the doctor explained the situation. His father tried to reason with her, to no obvious avail. He heard them be escorted from the room, and then the room fell relatively silent. No screaming, no yelling, begging, or crying, only the sounds of the doctors checking all their notes and unhooking the machines. He heard the doctor say that he wasn’t brain dead, but that he would be soon. Things were a blur after that, he could hear, but it was like he was underwater.
“Maybe my next life will be better. What happens next? Is there a next life? Will I be like this forever?”  
He Began to think of his mother, she was beautiful. Her blonde hair was always messy, she could never run a brush through it. Her skin was always sun-kissed, like she was always in the sun. Her chocolate eyes were always sad when she looked at him, but in the pictures he saw they looked so full of joy. She was thin, like a model, she looked like the girls from the magazines, he could see why his father fell in love with her.
His father came to mind as well, his dark eyes and black hair. He was clean cut and business like. He never smiled, never laughed, and never really met the boy’s eyes. He had tan skin, darker than his mother’s. He was shorter than her, however, and was a bit less attractive. His hands were too big, his face a bit too gaunt. Not to mention, he was growing a bit in the midsection, his hair thinning as well. He didn’t know what his mother saw in him, not at all.
He Looked nothing like them, he overheard the nurse say his mother must have cheated, however, they took a test, she was faithful, he was legitimate. His skin was always pale, he never did like the sun. He was frail, thin, and had long limbs. He looked exactly how someone would think a boy who spent his entire life in a hospital would look. He had scars on his chest, stomach, and back from implants and surgery. He Looked like a skeleton with a thin sheet of muscle and skin draped over the top. His hair was black, and shone like the feathers of a raven. It was his eyes that really set him apart from them. They were red. Red like fresh blood.
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The hatred inside him festers, like an infected wound. He doesn’t know how long it’s been. The only thing he feels is the rage, the anguish, and the hatred that made up every fiber of his being.
Then, suddenly, he feels the cold of his coffin, the texture of his tailored suit, the satin cushions he was placed on. His lungs hurt, like he’s suffocating, like he was starving. He opens his eyes to find that he see as if in perfect daylight. The wood above him is the only thing keeping him from what his body keeps telling him he needs. He can hear sounds on the surface, he can smell something, making him feel hungrier. The sound of something hitting his coffin startles him. The lid began to move as a crowbar jars it open, and he shut his eyes, and waits. His instincts took over, his mind was cloudy, a primal hunger taking over his entire body.
“This one has a nice ring. His suit looks nice too, cuff-links ‘ll prob’ly be worth somthin’!” A male voice whispers above him.
“Drag ‘im out then. Hurry up, we don’t have all night!” The second man ends his statement with a chuckle.
“This kid sure don’t look like he was buried a year ago. It’s kinda strange. I’ve robbed a lot o’ graves, ain’t never seen a year old body look so fresh,” The first man reaches into the grave to pull him out.
Taking this moment, Liam lunges. His mouth opens, fangs dig into the man’s throat, tearing it apart. The men scream, the first one doesn’t struggle for long, Liam’s teeth make quick work of him, draining every last drop of blood from his body, tearing out his jugular in the process. The other man falls over himself, screaming.
“What are you? Monster! HELP! PLEASE! ANYBODY!” His screams echo back to him. Liam laughs, dark and angry.
“Help! Help!” He mocks the man’s pleads, “Why would anybody help you? A pathetic grave robber? Although, I suppose i should thank you, you let me out after all. I’ll make your death quick.”
Liam lifts the man effortlessly by his neck. The man can only look on in fear as the undead teen licks his lips. His neck snaps like a toothpick in a vice, and Liam feasts on his next victim.
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cutegirlmayra · 8 years ago
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I just had a strange idea; what if the third character in sonic forces is a Sonic from the future, however, he's a very bad villain and wants to destroy the world? Can you make a Sonamy Drabble outta this? XD (you've been so hardworking with these prompts and we all really love you and appreciate you
Y-You mean..
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CAUSE I’M ALL ABOUT THAT CRAP.
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Not so much this crap… just because this certain crap is hard to get a good grasp on in writing. He’s not the twisted Sonic I like to write, but that’s just me.
I usually write evil Sonic as taking all of Sonic’s good qualities, twisting and expounding on them with their opposite, and then taking all his weaknesses and flaws and making them ten times more diabolical and wicked; twisting them to almost seem like strengths for a evil sonic.
Either or, how about I combine the two?
Also, to your comment-
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Thank you so much! Sometimes, it’s hard to write. Especially with everything I’m going through, but your words and comments mean everything to me!
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So thanks~
Wow, so many pictures, alright, moving on!
Prompt:
Eggman laughed, before the footfalls of someone he’d rather not see.
“Oh… it’s you.” He glared, turning around.
“Why, dear doctor, are you laughing?” The silhouette smirked in the corner, his hands on his hips, looking striking in the shadows contrast.
“Hmph. Can’t you see? I’ve finally stumped your little double ganger! He’s history!” Eggman’s glasses shone in the light of his screen, the only light visible where he was in the dark room.
The silhouette flipped out a comb, and brushed his quills back, walking forward.
“That’s just the thing, Doc. You shouldn’t take me so lightly… Have you ever wondered… why there’s a future me that’s so…” he suddenly clicked the item again, and it was a knife. “Dashingly-”
He slammed it into the gears, as sparks flew off with smoke and the robot about to attack a downed Sonic suddenly malfunctioned and collapsed by the teams working together.
“Charming?”
“Ah!” Eggman stepped back, falling to his knees. “N-no! You… you said you were from an alternate reality!”
“Fools snooze and loose, Egghead.” He pulled the knife out, tossing it up and down horizontally.
“And I’m afraid our little game comes to an end…” he slowly advanced on Eggman, holding the knife down and motioning his arm to the side of him to slash down before-!
“Sonic! We did it!”
The silhouette looked up, his white around his eyes now shining to reveal the green of Sonic’s own eye color.
He turned around as Eggman scooted backwards, kicking his feet out and racing away, terrified.
Future Sonic dropped his knife, and slowly walked to the screen, looking amazed as he watched this world’s Amy Rose jump into his past selves arms.
He slowly rose a hand to the monitor.
“This time…” he whispered, ever so quietly.
He then gripped his hands into tight fists, and slammed them against the monitor.
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After a few battles and revealing himself as the future they were all ‘fighting for’ the teams began to loose hope in Sonic, and he, himself, questioned how he even would turn so dark.
In the mist of this confusion, Sonic tried to fight his future self.
“What happened to you!?”
“One bad day. That’s all it takes!” (direct reference to Scourge, yes. I don’t like that line, but I don’t completely disagree with it either…)
He gritted his teeth before charging up with some dark matter, and black chaos emeralds swarmed him.
“I can’t kill you, dude. But I can open your eyes to the real power your missing!!!”
“Sonic!”
He suddenly stopped, looking over at Amy who ran into the building they were fighting.
She put a hand over her heart before looking to her Sonic.
“A-Amy…” Sonic slowly got up, onto his knees, before swiping the air. “This is my fight! G-get out of here!”
Future Sonic slowly lowered his arms, looking and watching the two, as if seeing this scene through new eyes.
“I can’t just leave you here like this, Sonic! I’m going to fight too!” She turned to Future Sonic, and summoned her hammer.
He seemed almost at war with himself, as Future Sonic looked with pain at that hammer…
“…You could never understand…” he whispered once more.
“…That this future… would have saved you.”
“W-what was that?” Amy couldn’t really hear him.
He shook his head, smiling to her, and cocking his head slightly.
“You tried to fight me like the rest of’em. I would have thought you were smarter than that. Guess ‘true love’ is only when your heart’s as white as snow, huh? Amy Rose?”
She heard the hiss in his voice and stepped back, seeing him lean forward with rage at the very utterance of her name.
“A-…Amy, get back!” Sonic swiped again, getting up and straining to stay upright.
He went super then, and directly charged Future Sonic, who smirked at his hastiness.
“Sonic! Wait-! It’s a-!”
“Ur-HAA!” Future Sonic, anticipating this, had reared his hands back, and sent a huge blast of negative chaos energy directly at him.
The blast blew him sky-high, right out of the building.
Future Sonic grinned widely, before taking a more… gentle look when it came to Amy.
She stepped back, not sure what to do now.
He approached her, with rapid footfalls, as if eager to continue his plans for why he came back to this time-period.
“Now… to make sure my future is everything it needs to be!” he swung an arm back, and charged through the air, flying directly at her. “You’re mine!”
She fought him for only a few seconds before he got the better of her, and grabbed her from behind, flying out and chuckling a moment before taking her where he had set up base…
Eggman later joined up with Sonic, nursing him back to health and offered a truce. It was hard for Sonic to swallow his pride and do, but for his friends and the world’s sake, he had to team up with his enemy.
Amy was flung down on a desert ruin palace, so it looked like, within a rocky cave.
She stumbled up as Future Sonic hadn’t powered down, but adjusted his gloves.
“What do you want with me!? If you aren’t going to stop your past self, then what are you here for!?”
He slowly stopped, and turned around.
“All my friends are dead.”
He shot his arms down and flexed them out a bit. 
“Don’t worry, I didn’t do them the honors.”
She sighed in almost relief at that terrible thought.
“But I’ve come back to get you all. Convert you to negative chaos. And show you that this is the only way…. to victory.” he held up his hands… before clamping them down and having dark chaos energy surround his being.
“Heh, what’s with that fear in your eyes, Amy?” he turned back to her, a wicked, and playful bounce in his voice.
“I thought you might be flattered. Having me bring you here…” he moved around the rocky throne, before playfully leaning out from it and smiling to her. “All alone?” there was something else in his actions too, a darker intent, but she couldn’t quite pick up on it.
He continued to walk around, speaking, as she just remained silent, hoping to learn more…
“If I were to simply take you all back with me though. You may think me insane, deranged, a lunatic and try and reform me… tsk, tsk, tsk.” he gestured with his hands, walking down the steps around her, and then shook his head, holding up a signature, wagging pointer finger.
“But you’re the ones in sore need of reformity.”
“Sonic. I can’t comprehend the pain you must have felt at facing defeat like that.” she was still sitting down, but turned to face him as his expression changed.
He slowly bent his finger down, forming a fist, and his smile shifting to an furious frown that he held together and back.
“But trust me! You can’t destroy to gain! And you can’t steal to love!”
“SHUT UPP!!”
Bending down, he gripped his head, before blasting himself at her, and gripping her neck, breathing hard.
“You’re not going to make this easy, are you?” he tilted his head, smirking a moment before losing it.
“No matter. You also didn’t like my plan before. Why should you suddenly accept it now?” he threw her lightly to the side, as she coughed and turned back to him.
“Sonic!”
“Enough…” he swiped his hands out, but seemed to be losing some of his anger as he fell to the throne, gripping his head.
“Out of them all.. hearing the truth… I swore you would turn to me…” there was so much pain in his eyes, as if tears weren’t able to fulfill the dark sorrow he felt.
  “Not against me!”
He whirled back around, “Well, you can be happy to know I’ve changed my mind about you.” his dark grin sent a shiver down her spine, as she tried to stand up and move away.
He slashed the air and she was thrown back down, landing hard on her back, getting the air knocked out of her a moment, unable to speak as she tried to crawl away.
“Instead of thinking your obsessive tenancies a nuisance and a bore, I’ve actually reconsidered to think it, well.. rather cute.” He stopped a moment in his walk to looked and gesture, before his terrifying smile returned to address her, and then he raced down to slid to stop in front of her, seeing her trying to get away.
His face was directly in front of her, and with a evil longing, he started to turn his head left and right, as if looking for an opening….
“So I’ve decided to reform you first… have you on my side. And with your unique abilities, help me to convince the others of dark chaos’s charms and divinity.”
He crawled forward as she tried to desperately get away, but he overcame her and she fell down, looking up afraid.
He smiled, seeing there was nothing she could do to stop him.
“And now… prepare to enter a world of dark excitement.. Amy… because there’s no going back where I’m taking you.” he shook his head as he pulled hers up, leaning up and on his knees as he pulled her the same.
In shock and terror she did nothing, probably because she couldn’t fathom the thought of her Sonic being so lost in grief and pain that chaos could so easily control him.
“Please…” she begged, feeling great sympathy and love for him. “Don’t do this.” her quiet plea almost made him stop, look away a moment in thought, as if considering what he was doing.
He then looked down, closing his eyes and smiling as more chaos power soared through him.
“It’s too late for that, Rosy.” he spooked her by using her old nickname, throwing her off guard.
His eyes shot open, revealing the glowing white and no eyes anymore, as he narrowed them down. “Maybe you could have helped me… if you were still alive!!!”
He forced himself on her, and as the painful kiss began he pushed his negative chaos into her, and pulled away as she flailed and struggled against the power, feeling it control and even take over her mind.
He slowly got up, a wicked excitement as he watched her cry out and her fur flicker from pink to a dark aura of magenta.
“…All hail the queen…” he grinned, seeing her at last get knocked out from the power that she fought so hard against.
Her eyes opened as she looked over herself, and he slowly bent down to help her up.
“… How do you feel?”
She leaned into him, unable to fully stand at first, as he carefully, lovingly, held her in his arms.
“…I…” she leaned back. “Never knew good being evil felt.”
He smirked.
“Welcome to the dark side, Amy.”
They kissed passionately.
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(Geez. I don’t know how to stop myself >x
Sonic rushed in with his friends and teams of forces to recuse Amy and put an end to Dark Sonic.
However,…
“Ah! The cavalries arrived!”
Future Sonic rested upon his throne, looking giddy as Amy sat on his lap to the side, laughing with him as he held up his hand to greet the party.
“So good of you to offer yourselves up to dark chaos. Well advised. Good decision.” he then leaned over and rubbed his muzzle with his nose lightly against Amy’s cheek, as she giggled before glaring down at the others. “You’re just in time.”
“Amy…?” Present Sonic stepped forward, his eyes filled with confusion and betrayal.
Future Sonic smeared a wicked look of pleasure at seeing that expression, knowing full well what he must be feeling and thinking, before moving his head back around Amy and pulling her closer, continuing to be intimate in front of him as Amy’s cries of laughter sent his once hurt expression to a painful rage.
“What’s wrong, hero? Realizing it only takes one of us to satisfy her?”
“What… what have you done to her?” Sonic knew it couldn’t be his Amy, it couldn’t be!
“Amy!”
She looked away, “Oh?” she placed a finger at her mouth, as if truly pushing the knife deeper from his back into his heart.
“She’s not the Amy you once knew anymore, dude.” Future Sonic leaned up, moving her off of him to stand. “And soon, none of your friends will be what you once knew! Haha! Amy!” he turned back, offering her his hand as she took it and he helped her down the throne. “Let’s save all our friends, shall we?”
He rubbed once more his muzzle to her cheek, before grinning as dark chaos spiked both him and her.
“Sonic!” Tails shouted out, as Sonic turned to look at him.
“It’s him! He’s sending negative chaos energy into Amy! He’s controlling her!”
“She willingly yield!” Future Sonic pushed Amy up next to him, “I won’t let you twist my perfect world. You- Or any one of you!!!”
“He’s delusional. And he’s fooling himself in what he’s doing to Amy! We have to break her free of it!” Tails leaned down from his X-Tornado to look to Sonic, who nodded, glad it wasn’t what it looked liked.
“Grrr.. You’ll all thank me when dark chaos saves your lives!!!” Future Sonic slashed his hand out, causing the cave to tunnel in.
After a large battle, Future Sonic found himself loosing, and turned to Dark Amy, as she coughed under a rock.
“I won’t let even one speck of my future pass from me!” he glared down and threw the rock off of her, getting her up.
He gasped in fright as he noticed the negative chaos that he put into her fading, and her own mind being unclouded and growing clearer.
Her fur flickered from magenta to pink again, as she tried to flutter her eyes open, but was too weary to succeed.
“Son…Sonic…”
“Don’t worry, Amy. I wont’ let them take you from me, too!” he held her head up from her cheek, and kissed more dark energy wtihin her, even making his own fur flicker to his normal blue.
He was risking losing too much power, but refused to give her up.
When the power took over her again, he felt her being as tangible and controlled her again, making her say and do what he wanted.
“You alright?” he almost seemed to say that as if he was normal Sonic again, holding her up.
“Always, with you.” she smiled but collapsed.
“No! Stay with me! Smile! Smile like you used too!!!” he shook her, before he heard voices of his former friends and let out an irritated, raspy, almost growl like sound escape him, biting at the air.
He flung Amy over his shoulder and started racing through the debris of the ruins.
Eggman shot out a finishing blow, and suddenly he was blasted from where he was going, and Amy tumbled from his grasps.
“NOO!!” his eyes widened, holding out a hand to her.
His eyes softened as they formed back into eyes, and memory flashed over his being.
“Sonic! Noo..!!”
His Amy… holding out her hand back to him, as she slipped off the falling building and rolled into the fires.
“Not again..” Dark chaos energy swarmed his being again, “NOT AGGGAAAINNN!!!” he burst up from the ruins and started destroying everything in sight.
“I WON’T LOSE MY FRIENDS AGAIN!”
While he was distracted, Knuckles and Shadow raced to Amy, dragging her away from being directly beneath his frenzy, before he looked down to see them pulling her away.
“No… If I can’t have at least one… that’s it.” his eyes widened again. “I can just leap through time again! With Negative Chaos! I can exceed the barrier of time and space itself! My speed is flawless. Unparalleled. I’ll snatch them one by one… starting with her!!!” He charged down, firing blasts of Dark Chaos beams before Super Sonic slammed into him.
“You’re not going anywhere near her!”
“RAAHHH!!!”
Amy’s dark energy was being recalled, but he noticed this out of the corner of his eye.
And as Present Sonic pushed him away with the cometing tackle moments before, he out stretched his arm.
“HELP MEE!!” he cried out, not wanting to lose her.
Amy’s eyes flickered open as dark chaos channeled back into her, forcing her up and shooting into the sky.
“Shoot!” Knuckles couldn’t hold her down in time, as he stepped forward, watching her black aura blast her through the air and up to the two Sonics.
“What?” Super Sonic was slammed into by a mind-controlled Amy, as she used all the same powers Future Sonic had used.
He laughed, “Yes… Yes, she’s mine!”
“She didn’t choose you! Quit bluffing on yourself!” Sonic used his hands to dodge her hits, before grabbing her wrists and pulling them away from him as she struggled, growling and unable to form words from Dark Sonic being too heavily controlling her every move.
“Watch, I bet if I gave her back her freedom, she’d choose the light!”
“Noo…NOOO!!!” Before Future Sonic could do anything, a bright light shone around Sonic, and he gently kissed the flowing chaos energy into Amy, canceling out the dark and giving Amy her soul back.
She flickered her eyes open, before her fur changed back to pink, and then to yellow, as she gripped Sonic and looked down, terrified she was in the air.
“I.. I can’t feel her…” Future Sonic twitched his fingers, looking up at the two. “Why… you were mine… you understood me..” he suddenly leaned his head down as more dark energy formed into his being.
“Why am I flying!?” Amy kicked her legs out, still not fully having her memory back yet.
The whole of the forces saw Future Sonic let out a cry as his entire being shot with dark chaos.
“Stop it! Let it go!” Amy shot down towards him.
“Amy!” Present Sonic watched as she flew down and kissed back all the super chaos energy she had and force it through to cancel out so much of his dark energy.
Future Sonic and her slowly floated to the ground, where he looked knocked out, his fur turning to normal, as Present Sonic also bent down by his side.
As he opened his eyes, he cried softly. “I let darkness… emm.. take over myself. I thought… it was the only way. Pain.. sorrow… pity… rage… it all made me that monster.”
The gang formed around him, as he looked up to Sonic.
“Don’t, not even for an instant, allow your anger to fuel you. In anything you do.”
Present Sonic nodded, looking very serious on that statement.
Future Sonic started to fade, looking at his hands as he noticed his timeline was being erased.
He looked up to Amy, a painful smile on his face before dropping to a frown of regret, holding a fading hand up to her.
“I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.”
She bent down to cry on his chest.
He disappeared and that was the end of that dark future.
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-to cry endless and in great pain and torture because of angsty feels.
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