#playing hell bc of the insane amt of mental illness- particularly psychosis- that runs on both sides of my family. i could have easily been
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#so wild to me that my redneck psilocybin therapy is actually working lmfao#like despite it all my mental health is insanely better and im not taking literally any psych meds. just a gram of psilocybin every#3/4 weeks in a relaxing/positive setting and a bit of mindfulness#my general constant anxiety and depression has decreased in severity by leaps and bounds- and while my cptsd/trauma responses are still#really hard on me- theyve also improved a bit. i feel like i mentally recover from them faster. i might be debilitated by a really bad#flashback/trauma response for like a day instead of a week or more#i generally feel more idk. productive? like. okay abt an hour ago i took abt 1 g of shrooms and i managed to like. do basic hygiene and#clean my apartment a bit and do some dishes. obv my perception of things is a little wonky bc. yknow. shrooms#but all in all i just feel better. like a weight is off my shoulders and i can actually be a little productive and kind to myself.#obviously anyone who tries to medicate w psilocybin without guidance from a doctor should be so careful. before i started i was#playing hell bc of the insane amt of mental illness- particularly psychosis- that runs on both sides of my family. i could have easily been#predisposed to some kinda mental breakdown/psychotic episode thatd be induced by psilocybin. you have to be careful.#but this was kindof a last ditch effort anyways lmfao- i took the risk knowing i might fuck myself up.#but!!!! it has helped me so much. just 3 months and i dont wanna kill myself anymore- after 15+ years of being actively suicidal
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