#playing again weeeee
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Started a new save to try out mage build, what do you all recommend? Already got the meteorite staff, I have a couple spells like rock sling and great glintstone shard, working on trying to find talismans to help FP usage. Going full intelligence/dex with a tiny bit of faith so I can at least use flame cleanse me and some healing incantations
This is my first character where I use magic properly 😅
#elden ring#frey plays elden ring#playing again weeeee#I love magic so far#just beat Margit faster than any other character but that probably has more to do with practice and knowing his attack cycle
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started playing genshin impact.........
#3 yrs later ‼️#well i did play during launch but stopped so i made a new account lol#my friends & sister have been playing since launch n im just sitting in vc watching/listening to their sessions like 🧍♀️#finally caved in and tried it again and im having fun weeeee#rambling
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one of your girls (pt. 2) (jungkook x reader)
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we go 'round again, we jump back in bed that's what you do when you love somebody these bad omens, i look right through them that's what you do when you love somebody bad omens by 5sos
pairing: jungkook x fem oc
tags: smut, angst, fluff, fuckboy!jk, fwb rel, oc is...she thinks with her heart <//3, college au, jungkook is sus and a bit mean but is oc any better ? hmmmm
warnings: kissing, fingering, protected sex, mirror kink, backshots wooo but make it romantic, light choking, multiple orgasms, a little bit of aftercare, cuddling :o
word count: 6k
a/n: weeeee part 2 is finally here !! sorry this took so long yall. i have two more parts to release for this series (flashback then part 3). anw happy reading !! uhhhhhh the ending..dont scream at me :D / part 1 / drabble i (flashback)
taglist: @yuwaimo @haileycannotcometothephonern @hoseokteardrop @hoodrejects @agrika @joonwater @moonchild1
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It's sunny today which calls for hanging out at the quad. It's what you and your friends usually do to take advantage of the rare warm days. Jihyo's busy bickering with Mingyu, you don't know what they're really talking about because you're busy re-writing your notes. You haven't seen Jimin yet but he texted the group chat saying he's just buying food. And Jungkook...well you don't know if he's going to show up today. You haven't talked to him since that night. It's just been three days anyway.
You feel someone sit down beside you and you notice it's Jimin. He's wearing those skinny jeans he loves so much because he says it makes his ass look nice. You roll your eyes every time he mentions that.
"Cool guy alert," Mingyu suddenly calls out. You whip your head up to stare at Jimin who's wearing the biggest pair of sunglasses you've ever seen, it's covering half of his face already.
"Too sunny for you, Jiminie?" Jihyo teases this time.
You all watch Jimin silently as he removes the sunglasses. His left eye is bruised and it's ugly and purple and almost black.
"What the fuck," Jihyo says to break the silence. "What happened to you?"
Jimin doesn't say anything yet, just simply fixes his hair and shakes his head. You can tell he's trying not to get angry because his jaw is clenched.
"Jimin?" you whisper.
"It was Jungkook," he says gruffly. Your heart stops again at the mention of his name. Why would Jimin and Jungkook fight? Their friendship is pretty solid and they always get along well. You've never seen them annoyed at each other.
Your eyes flit to Mingyu and you think he knows what happened because he's silent, no hint of surprise on his face. He's looking down at the table while playing with his food.
"You guys never fight," Jihyo interjects. "What happened?"
Jimin turns to face you and you suddenly think you know why. You don't want to say it yourself but you think you've got an inkling why Jungkook punched him. You just hope you're wrong.
"You need to talk to him," Jimin tells you, completely ignoring Jihyo's question. You nod silently and check your phone to see if Jungkook has texted you at all. Of course he hasn't. Typical. But you'll find him today. You don't know exactly what went down but Jimin telling you to find him confirms your suspicions. It's enough to get you mad, your body heating and tensing up in simmering anger. You don't mind what Jungkook does to you, how he hurts your feelings without intending to, how he treats you like you're some disposable object, like you're just there always on the sidelines waiting for him. What you can't tolerate is Jungkook bringing both your friends into your situationship. What goes on between you and Jungkook should stay between you both and that's it. You can't handle him hurting Jimin as well.
There are a few places where you think Jungkook might be. You walk to the cafeteria first and search for him in the crowd. He's not there so you head to the library instead and your heart drops the moment you see him talking to some girl.
"Hey," you practically shout, suprising the people in the library and yourself as well, even. You're usually never this angry. Never address someone in such a venomous way. But you can't help but feel irked at what Jungkook's done.
He looks back and his eyes widen at your angry form. It only lasts for a second before he smirks and walks closer to you.
"Yeah?" he says, all smug and cocky.
"We need to talk."
Then you turn around and start walking out of the library, could hear Jungkook walking behind you already. Girl he was talking to all forgotten.
Surprisingly, you end up at his place.
You walk into his living room, ignoring him when he tells you to take a seat on the couch.
"Did you punch Jimin?" you ask right away, wanting to get this stupid issue over with.
You watch as his jaw clenches, tongue poking the inside of his cheek. He looks at you for a moment, eyes in slits at your hostility. "And what if I did?"
"What the fuck was that, Jungkook?" You look at him with stern eyes and could tell he's angry as well, chest rising up and down in quick breaths.
"Don't mess with my friends," he says.
"Jimin is my friend too!" you retort. "What happens between me and Jimin has nothing to do with you."
"Just—"
"Just what, Jungkook?" you cut him off. "You had no right to punch Jimin like that. Why'd you even do it in the first place?" You place your hands on your hips as you wait for him to answer you, puffing out a breath in frustration.
He looks a bit lost, eyes darting from side to side to look for an answer. The longer the silence goes, the shorter your patience gets.
"Well?" you prompt.
"Just don't, alright?" he says lamely. You roll your eyes. "You can sleep with anyone else except—"
"Who the fuck gave you the right to tell me who I can and can't sleep with?" You're almost screaming now but you don't care. This push and pull with Jungkook is making you so angry you want to punch him. You walk up to him and shove at his chest but he barely stumbles back. It just angers you even further. "I don't even give you shit when you sleep with other girls!" You continue pushing him back, practically punching his chest now. "It's not like you agreed to be exclusive. You said it yourself that you still wanted to fuck around. That was the agreement."
Jungkook grabs your wrists to stop you from pushing him. You watch him clench his jaw as he makes eye contact with you. "What if I want to take back what I said?"
"What?" you mumble dumbly, all the fight leaving your body.
He lets go of your wrists and takes a step back. You watch him pace back and forth in his room. "What if I want us to be exclusive?"
You say the first thing that comes to mind. "You're lying." He must be. He's just trying to lure you in, get him on your good side again.
He looks at you dead in the eyes and it seems like all the anger and frustration is leaving his body as well. He looks defeated and tired, and you're sure you look the same. "I'm not. I never lie to you."
"You do, Kook," you say quietly. But you're not saying it to make him feel bad. You're simply saying it because it's the truth and both of you know that.
He sits down beside you on his bed and buries his face in his hands. You watch him and try to keep your tears at bay.
"Kook, if this is some sick joke—"
"It's not," he says all of a sudden. "What if I want us to be exclusive?" he tries again.
You don't like it when he looks at you like that. Like you matter to him. Like he actually cares. Like he feels the same way as you. Looking into his eyes is too much so you turn your head away and stare at the wall instead.
"Why?" you whisper.
"Because..." he tries. "Because—"
"Because what, Kook? Suddenly you don't like the idea of me sleeping with other guys? But you can sleep with other girls? And if I say yes to you, what'll happen then?" you say harshly. "Huh? You're gonna forget about me? Just use me whenever you want?"
"It's not like that, sweetheart." He tries grabbing your hand but you shake him off. You stand up and walk to the other side of the room, suddenly wanting to be away from him. Being near Jungkook clouds your senses and makes you act irrationally.
"Don't call me that." You feel your lips trembling and you're pretty sure tears are streaming down your face. "I don't know what you want from me, Jungkook. You can't even explain why you want us to be exclusive."
He mirrors your expression, big doe eyes suddenly teary as well. "I'm sorry," he chokes out. It stays silent after that. You nod to yourself. Maybe this is the best explanation you'll get. You gather your things and mumble a goodbye. You exit his bedroom and Jungkook doesn't chase after you. At this point you don't expect him to anymore. You bump into Mingyu and Jihyo upon exiting Jungkook's apartment. They call out to you but you ignore them and speed walk out of the building.
Your heart hurts. Like, it physically hurts. You know you should feel happy with what Jungkook's just told you. It's what you wanted ever since you fell for him. But why are you pushing away? Why don't you want to believe him all of a sudden?
Because you used to. Believe him, that is. Used to look at him all starry eyed with whatever he said. Said yes to whatever he asked. Looked at him like he can achieve world peace. Something stupid of the sort. Wore your heart on your sleeve every time you were with him. Even when you weren't, now that you think about it.
You always showed your feelings through your actions. He just showed his feelings through his words.
It's different but it's the same. This time you don't believe him. Stopped believing his words some time ago. Always knew there was some lie beneath his words. Always doubted what he said. Or just brushed it over your shoulder. Never let it settle in the crevices of your heart, which is sadly just filled with him. Him, him, him.
Jungkook, Jungkook, Jungkook.
You should feel sorry for yourself for how much he's changed you without even trying to directly. You never thought you'd have to change yourself for a man. But here he is, making you doubt him and the world. You were never like this before.
You thought love was easy. That if it was the right person, everything would fall into place naturally. You didn't know love would be like this. That you'd always be cautious, always had your walls up, looking over your shoulder. That you had to fight for love, or that it hurt so much you found difficulty in breathing.
But is Jungkook the right person?
It's not something you want to answer yourself, because you'll get hurt either way. You just brush the thought aside like you do with your feelings.
You don't go back to your apartment because you know Jihyo thinks it'll be the first place you go to. Will barge in your room because she has a spare key. Is confrontational and protective of you like that, she'll ask questions right away.
But you don't want to think of what just transpired. You want to forget. Move on. Not sure if that means moving on from Jungkook entirely (you doubt you ever will) but you just want to forget about today.
So you keep walking. No destination in mind, you just let your feet walk you to wherever. Away from campus. Walking through some random park. Eventually, you end up at a Korean BBQ. Don't realize the meaning this place holds till you're seated. It's Jungkook's favorite restaurant. He brought you here twice.
Now you're here alone. You start feeling pathetic. Who the fuck goes to a restaurant like this alone? You scan the area—you see couples, friends, families eating together. But you're alone which means you have to grill the meat alone. Serve yourself. Eat by yourself.
You order two bottles of soju. Might as well be drunk while looking pathetic.
You think you've made a good decision. The food is good and you're doing everything yourself so you have no time to think about other things. Or people. Person.
You flip the meat only to see that you've flipped it too early. It's not properly cooked yet. Jungkook always knew when to flip it at the right time.
You sigh. That was what, twenty minutes of him being out of your head? At least it's progress. Somewhat.
After a while you decide you can't inhale anymore food. You'll probably explode. But a happy tummy is a happy heart. Or whatever people say. You're drunk, can't think straight. You're drunk but not stupid, so you ask Jihyo if she can pick you up.
She simply replies otw and is outside the restaurant ten minutes later. She comes in full force—which is really just Mingyu and Jimin with her in the car. It's Mingyu's car, anyway, so you expected to see him. You don't know why Jimin's with them, but you don't mind. Seeing your group of friends eases the ache in your heart even more. Even though one person's missing.
You don't mind. Well, just a little.
You smile at them as you walk to the car while Jihyo runs out of it to give you a big hug. She doesn't say anything as she rubs your back soothingly and you don't cry on her shoulder like you normally would. You're too tired of crying. Being sad.
You don't say anything as the both of you get back in the car. They don't ask about what happened and for that you're grateful. You don't want to process it yet, anyway. Don't think there's much to process. You love Jungkook and he doesn't love you back. Simple.
Your friends fill in the quiet pretty well. Jimin goes off on some tangent. You don't really know the topic. But Jihyo's interjecting from time to time. Mingyu makes a joke and it has all of you laughing. Eventually you get to Jimin's place. It's the usual hangout spot. A one bedroom apartment with a nice balcony. Not too big but not too small either. Just right for the four of you.
Usually five.
You don't know what transpired after you left Jungkook's place. How Mingyu and Jihyo saw you running out with tears down your cheeks. You don't know and you don't ask. You all watch a movie together. All fall asleep in Jimin's living room. Will complain about your backs hurting the next morning but you don't care. It's nice to be around them.
You leave Jimin's place the morning after. You, Mingyu and Jihyo leave because Jimin shoos all of you out. Says he has an exam to study for. He'll probably complain about it during lunch. Tuesdays are reserved for lunch with each other. Out on the quad, if it's sunny enough. In the cafeteria otherwise. You're not sure if Jungkook will show up. You doubt he will.
Mingyu and Jihyo walk you home. You shower and get ready for class. You move as if you're on autopilot. Shower. Get dressed. Get the right textbooks. Lock your door. Walk to class.
You put yourself in this bubble, in this false sense of security that things are ok. You'll be okay. You've been through a lot and you're still here standing, breathing, living. This? This is nothing.
You just have to give yourself time. Have to push your feelings away. Out of sight, out of mind. Don't think it works like that when it's about your feelings. Whatever. Your heart will mend itself back to place.
But what makes a heart whole? It's people, mostly. It's your friends. Your family.
Jungkook.
Always gonna be Jungkook.
And you're back at square one.
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jk (sent two weeks ago): can we talk?
jk (sent one week ago): hi
jk (sent one week ago): can we talk pls?
jk (sent five days ago): y/n?
jk (sent three days ago): im so sorry, y/n. i just want to talk. please.
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It's been two weeks since the incident and your group hasn't been complete ever since. Either Mingyu and Jihyo are with Jungkook, or with you. Things are starting to change for the worse, and it's making you sad.
At least Jimin and Jungkook have made up already. You don't know the details exactly (because you didn't ask), but you've heard that they've started hanging out again.
You and Jungkook?
You haven't replied to any of his texts. You haven't seen him for two weeks. It's weird. It feels like there's something wrong, something off. Like there's a small pebble in your shoe. Like there's a nagging voice in your head telling you to go back home because you forgot to unplug your straightener.
Like you're missing a piece of you. This hole in your chest that leaves you feeling empty.
You miss Jungkook. And not just the sex. You also miss the friendship. The intimate moments.
You don't have the courage to ask about him, to text him back or look for him. Frankly, you're still hurt from what transpired and you think you might just break if he hurts you again.
It's even raining today. The cold and gloomy weather dampens your mood even more. You baked cookies to try to cheer you up. You used to love baking but haven't done so in a while, you're not really sure why. But you needed an extra pick me up today.
You're holding the tupperware of cookies close to your chest when you walk in the cafeteria, looking for your friends. You always bake extra for them—love the looks on their faces when Jihyo counts all the cookies first and divides it accordingly, when Mingyu gets more than what he should have, when they all fight over the last piece.
When Jungkook would ask if you had extra cookies back at your place.
You don't think that'll happen anymore.
You spot your friends by a table in the corner of the cafeteria, next to a large window where the rain hits it outside in a steady patter.
You see Mingyu who's taking to Jimin, Jihyo typing something on her laptop.
And there's the missing piece, beanie-clad head hung low, tattooed hand busy writing on his notebook.
You feel your heart lurch in your chest. You stop walking, not minding that you're blocking the way.
You take deep breaths to calm your nerves. You have to see each other at some point. And also, you don't want your friends to feel awkward anymore.
You continue walking again and because the universe wants to torture you even further, the only available seat left is right across Jungkook.
"Hi," you chirp, trying to sound as cheery as you can as you sit down. Mingyu, Jihyo and Jimin all look at you in surprise, then Jimin starts talking about his day to fill in the awkward silence. The three of them try to make things go back to normal. You would've laughed at the looks of your friends' faces (sans Jungkook, because you refuse to look at him) if you didn't feel so nervous.
You join in the conversation as well, not an ounce of sadness shown on your face. You don't want your situation with Jungkook to affect the rest of your friends.
The both of you never address each other directly, but you do feel him looking at you from time to time.
You place the cookies in the middle of the table. Like old times, Jihyo counts all the cookies and tells everyone they can only have three pieces each. Mingyu eats more than three. The three of them fight over the last piece, Jimin proposing that they battle it out through rock paper scissors.
You're laughing at the scene in front of you. Good thing you saved some for yourself back at your apartment.
Amidst the chaos, you feel Jungkook lean over the table to whisper in your ear.
"You got more cookies back at yours?"
Your body stiffens at the proximity. Usually you'd say yes. He'd follow you home, make some small talk while you place cookies in a ziplock for him, then he'd hug you goodbye.
That was before the agreement. It was essentially the same routine when you started sleeping with each other, though of course he'd stay a little bit longer.
You turn your head and look at him for the first time. You will yourself not to cry, to steel your emotions.
He looks so soft, so comfy like he just rolled out of bed. He's wearing a beanie to tame his curls, and he's wearing one of his oversized shirts paired with gray sweatpants.
He smells good too. And you realize that you really, really miss him.
"Yeah," you say just as quietly. You feel your heart lighten, but your head's screaming at you to reject him.
Jungkook doesn't say anything else and neither do you. You wait for your friends to finish eating and once everyone stands up, Jungkook walks to your side. Jihyo looks at you quizzically but you just shake your head, silently telling her not to voice out anything out loud. You say your goodbyes and start walking towards your apartment, Jungkook right beside you.
It's silent. And a little bit awkward. You're thinking of what to tell him, whether he wants to talk about what happened, or he just wants your damn cookies.
You close the door behind the both of you and you immediately walk to your small kitchen, grabbing the container of extra cookies and putting some in a ziplock, like you usually do. You feel from the corner of your eyes that Jungkook's watching you, and you feel like your heart is about to burst at what he might say.
"About that night..." he starts.
You sigh and drop the cookies on the counter, turning to him to look at him directly. For the first time in a while, Jungkook looks nervous. Fingers fidgeting, shifting his weight from one foot to the other.
"You know I like you, right?" you suddenly say.
"Yeah," he answers right away without a beat of hesitation.
"Then I want to stop whatever it is we have between us."
You watch Jungkook's face for his reaction. How his eyes widen, how he clenches and unclenches his fists, how his chest rises up and down in quick beats.
"Why?" he simply asks.
You bite your lip in thought, thinking of the right words to say. "I can't let you treat me like shit anymore, Jungkook. It's not healthy for the both of us. I don't know how you feel or what you want but look," you sigh. "You punched Jimin because what? Because I slept with him?"
"What if I want us to try?"
Now it's your turn for your eyes to widen, for your heart to lurch in your chest, body seizing at the question. Acting the same way you did when he asked the first time.
"Try?"
Jungkook nods, lips pursed as he walks closer to you. "You and me. Let's try. No more fooling around with other people." He swears under his breath as he comes to stand in front of you, both arms caging you against the counter. He breathes out and rests his forehead against yours, eyes closed like he's tired.
You're tired as well. But you let him do what he wants. Like you always do.
"(Y/N)," he starts to say. "Look, I— The thought of you sleeping with someone else... It made me crazy," he laughs dryly.
You lean back and scrunch your eyebrows at him. "Jungkook, I'm not some object for you to be possessive over. You just can't—"
"I don't mean it like that," he says, looking at you directly now. Your knees would've buckled at the intensity of his gaze were it not for your body leaning on the kitchen counter. "I just mean..." He turns his head to look away. "I just mean I can't bear the thought of you being with someone else anymore. Doing the things we do."
You open your mouth in reply then close it again when you realize you don't know what to say. You've been waiting to hear this confession for so long, but now that you've heard it, you're suddenly not happy. You're unsure. Guarded. Hurt.
"Jungkook," you whisper unsurely.
He turns his head back to you, gaze right on your lips before he locks eyes with you again.
"We can try. Please," he whispers. It's weird seeing Jungkook this way, all vulnerable and desperate. Begging. Usually, you'd be in his position. Not the other way around. "I promise this time."
You feel your resolve slowly crumbling. All the walls you've built up from your last interaction with him come falling down. You should hate yourself, you really should. But you know where your heart lies. What it wants. That you'd take any inkling of love he'd give you. Even if he may not mean it. Even if it might not last forever.
"Okay," you say, and the moment you do, you see the most beautiful smile grace his face. It makes you smile as well, ignoring the little voice in the back of your head to say no. "But we start slowly, alright?"
He nods his head, smile still there, body slowly pressing against yours. He nuzzles his head in the crook of your neck and your arms automatically go around him.
"Kook," you sigh. "We should probably talk first—"
"In the morning, baby," he says in between the kisses he's placing on your shoulder. "I promise."
You play with his hair while Jungkook does what he wants. Kissing your shoulder, your collarbone, up to your jaw. It's playful at first, big smooches echoing in your apartment. Then it starts getting heated the moment you feel his tongue on your skin.
"J-Jungkook," you stutter.
He grips your waist and lifts you up so you're seated on the counter. "You drive me crazy, I hope you know that."
You smile at him and say nothing else as you grab his face towards yours, finally reconnecting your lips with his. It's soft and sensual, no sense of urgency like how you usually kiss. Like how Jungkook had somewhere to be after. Or that he wanted to get it over with.
He's taking his time now by the way his lips mold slowly against yours, like he wants to map out how you taste, how you feel, how your tongue feels like pressed against his.
You stay like that for a while, just kissing and basking in each other's presence. Jungkook holds your waist firmly like he doesn't want to let go. Frankly, you don't want him to either.
You start getting antsy so you grab the hem of his shirt and try to slip it over his head. He laughs at your impatience as you throw the shirt somewhere in your apartment, hands going to his back instantly. Scratching your nails lightly down his skin, leaving goosebumps in its wake. Then your hands go down to his pants and you start toying with his jeans.
"Sweetheart," he leans back and chuckles. He holds your face gently. "There's no need to rush, okay? We've got all the time in the world."
You lean back as well, exhaling the breath you didn't know you were holding. "Okay," you agree. "Yeah, sorry."
"Let me take my time with you," he murmurs as he leans in again to kiss you.
Jungkook does his take time. Practically kisses every inch of your skin. Takes off your clothing one by one. Fingers you slowly that you're seeing stars. Cleans you up with his mouth that you're left breathless and dizzy. Disoriented. You're both (finally) naked by the time you're in bed.
"Look at yourself, baby," he whispers right into your ear.
His words go in your ear and out the other, head too clouded with the mind blowing orgasm he just gave you. You don't understand what he's telling you to do until he gently grabs your chin and turns it to where he wants you to look. Your eyes spot your full length mirror. You see yourself, bare and sitting on the bed with your legs folded beneath you, thighs open and pussy on display. Jungkook's right behind you in a similar position, body so big and wide that you notice the stark difference of your bodies.
You see your chest heaving up and down, tits moving in sync with your breaths. Your hands are resting on his thighs. Jungkook slithers his arm to wrap around your waist. Finally, you lock eyes with him through the mirror.
"See?" he says, though you don't really know what he wants you to see. "You look so pretty. S'why I can't get enough of you."
"Oh," you breathe out.
"Yeah, oh," Jungkook chuckles lightly. "Gonna fuck you now, okay?"
You nod your head in reply and Jungkook lifts you up a bit to enter you from behind. You gasp when he fills you up right away, a perfect fit like always. He starts thrusting slowly but deeply, and you feel his tip kiss your cervix each time. You would've toppled forward were it not for his protective hold around your waist.
"Feels good," you finally moan out.
"I know, baby," he pants from behind you. "You take me so well. Like you were made for me. Like we were made for each other."
Your heart seizes at that, and all words get stuck in your throat when Jungkook picks up the pace of his thrusts, both hands going to your chest to cup your breasts.
Jungkook presses his chest to your back, practically molding himself around your body, you're starting to feel as one. He buries his face in the crook of your neck, lips on your sweaty skin.
"I might not last long," he grunts.
"Me too," you mewl. It stays silent for a while, just both your breaths filling the room. It's not like you need to say anything, to be vocal like you both usually are. It's different this time and you know Jungkook can feel it too. With the way his body is pressed to yours, to his tight hold on you like you might disappear into thin air if he lets go, how his mouth never seems to leave your skin, how your hand holds his. Like you're too overwhelmed with the events that happened today, the past few weeks—since this started. That it's all coming to an end, but an end with a new beautiful beginning. It feels overwhelming because you're entering new territory. You still have your doubts (you don't think those will ever leave), but at least now you're on the same page with Jungkook. Together. Jumping into the unknown. Even if you're not sure how this will turn out—being together with him, for real this time. If it'll end in greater heartbreak or will be your best decision yet. But you're here because you want to try. You've let him in because you want to try. Because your heart has been with his from the start, you realize.
You're brought back to reality when Jungkook brings his hand up to wrap around your throat—not tightly, a hold barely there but firm enough to know he has you in his hold. You stare at yourself again in the mirror, at Jungkook moving his hips from behind you. How you're so pressed into each other.
"Jungkook," you choke out, suddenly so overwhelmed and full of emotion. His gaze shifts from your body to your face, looking at you through the mirror so intently you feel like melting. You move your hips back to meet his thrusts, your body feeling like it's on fire and that you might snap soon. "Kook, I—"
"I know, baby," he murmured. "I know." Knows that you're close, that this moment feels different, electrifying. "I got you, okay?" he whispers so sweetly. You lean your head back against his shoulder. "Let go for me. Hm?"
"Okay," you whisper, eyes closing and focusing on doing just that. It doesn't take you much longer to reach your peak, to let go and let the pleasure take control of your body. It comes to you gradually, getting stronger and stronger, and Jungkook talks you through it all. Though you can't make out his words since everything sounds so muffled. Like you're under water and the wave's crashed.
"Gonna come too," he grunts. "You're so beautiful when you come, baby. I can't—"
Jungkook reaches his orgasm after and fills up the condom. Fucks you so slow and deep through his high it sets you off once more. Don't realize that his finger is rubbing your clit slowly. Like he wanted you to reach your high again.
"That's it," he whispers. "So good for me."
You almost fall face first on your bed, but Jungkook catches you with a hand around your waist. Moves you around the bed so that you're laying on your back with him right beside you. You curl into him instantly as his arm wraps around your shoulder. He brings his lips to the crown of your head and places a gentle kiss.
You close your eyes and listen to the beat of his heart slowing down, focusing on the rise and fall of his chest. "We need to clean up soon," you mumble after a while.
"I'll do it," he mumbles back. "Let me just— Let me catch my breath first."
You laugh lightly, your body slowly succumbing to sleep. You feel Jungkook stand up and for a second your heart seizes in your chest. You keep your eyes closed while you try to listen for any sounds of clothes being picked up, of him getting dressed.
All you hear is your bathroom door being open then closed, then you feel a damp washcloth between your legs, and only then does your heart start beating again. Jungkook's back beside you in bed a few moments later, and then you finally succumb to sleep.
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An alarm wakes you up the next morning. You know it isn't yours since it's not the usual ringtone you use. You open your eyes slowly and smile sleepily at Jungkook's arm draped across your waist. You look back to see him sleeping peacefully, mouth slightly ajar. You reach your arm out to your beside table to look for the noisy phone, realizing it's Jungkook's when you bring it close to your face to turn off the alarm.
You notice he's gotten a few notifications since last night, are about to place it back on your table when a text stands out to you. Waking you up fully. Your tummy churning, your breath seizing.
You can't see the preview of the message, but the name is enough to leave you feeling dizzy.
It's from Iseul. You know her because she's one of Jungkook's regulars. And you know this because she texts him a lot, her name always popping up in his phone. Not that you secretly went through it before, but sometimes Jungkook likes showing his phone to you and your friends, either of a cool photo he took lately or some random meme.
You try to stop your thoughts from thinking of the worst, but you can't help it. You and Jungkook haven't talked much about your relationship, because there is a lot to talk about. You know it won't all be fixed in one sitting. So you don't know if they're still seeing each other. You don't know if he meant what he said last night.
You start feeling ill, your palms sweating and your head beginning to pound. You find yourself standing up, getting dressed and grabbing just your phone with you. Never mind the fact that you're leaving Jungkook yet you're in your place. That he might still be here when you're back, whenever that will be. For the first time since you started this thing with him, you leave without saying goodbye.
#jungkook fic#jungkook fanfic#jeon jungkook#jungkook one shot#fwb!jk#fwb!jungkook#fwb jungkook#mine#college jungkook#bts fic#bts fanfic#fic ooyg
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Temperature play with Shoto <3
Shoto being all shy and nervous when having sex with you for the first time X( He really loves you and don't want to deceive you y'know ? He would be sooo nervous that his quirk would be like 'weeeee' His fingers getting cold while being inside you, making you squirm and try to get away from his touch, but dw he got you~ warm hand running all over your body, playing with your nipples, his face hidden in your neck as he can't help himself but rut against the bed sheets cuz he just can't control his body and ur so cute underneath him, taking his fingers so well without complaining about their coldness ><
He would press kisses all over your body, slowly trailing down. to lick at your fold like a hungry dog and a needy boy, he just wants a taste ! Tongue flickering between hot and cold, making you feel like your heading to heaven and then suddenly falling in the warmth of hell... His hands holding your thighs, preventing you from wiggling under his care, he can't have you get away from him and prevent him from drinking your juices, can he ?
But fr Shoto would be concerned at his lack of control over his quirk when it comes to sex, but you would reassure him and praise him, he really takes care of you~ You both ignore the way his left side almost burst into flames after his dick penetrate your warm and tiny cunt, the way parts of his futon would be burnt or frozen from when he clenched his fists around it while spurting his cum inside your welcoming walls again and again uwu He would avidly kiss you, trying to be as close possible as you and you would just sight out of pure pleasure, one of your nipple being warm and the other cold , you really like it <3 his dick's temperature would change inside of your body and drive you crazy, he kinda feel bad when you're about to come because of the warmth but then suddenly it's cold and you cry because the sudden coldness just put a stop to ur orgasm, but he just likes it when you're dumb for his cock, for his quirk, going all "Ah! Hot - cold!"
Temperature play with Shoto isn't an option or a kink, he just can't help himself and you like it that way <3
#mha smut#shoto smut#shoto todoroki smut#mha x reader#shoto x reader#todoroki shoto smut#todoroki shoto headcanons
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getting to know u game ✨
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weeeee ty for tag @fruityindividual 🧚🧚🧚🧚🧚
last song
kitchen - sza 👯♀️
favorite color
it sooooo depends on the day/weather/what i had for breakfast etc. etc. but rn im loving this glowy-orangey-brown color of the wood furniture & floors in my house when the 4pm sun comes thru the windows in the dining room
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last movie
babygirl lmfaoooo
last tv show
rewatch of rupaul’s drag race season 10 as one does (aquaria my beloved !!!)
sweet/spicy/savory
spicy spicy spicy spicy spicy spicy spicy spicy spicy specifically those little takis knockoffs from trader joe’s 😈😈😈😈😈😈
relationship status
the most single i have ever been in my life 🧚✨
last thing u googled
2011 subaru outback wiper blades stuck won’t come off
current obsession
a significant lack of obsession happening in my day to day atm bc work has been Evil & im doing a lot of freelance 😓 but hmmmm finishing the sequel of my little gay fanfiction has been simmering in the back of me mind…..,also sourdough has revealed all her secrets to me & i am now Bread God (pictured) so i’m extremely into concocting new recipes to see how she fares with all my fav little vegan baked goods
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looking forward to
it’s looking like my roomie is going to be bailing on me to live w her gf this spring (booooo lame) & moving sucks but i’ll be excited to live alone again & have a new space to decorate ✨
idk who’s done this one yet but i must always tag @moonheavens & encourage everyone that wants to play to do it & tag me 🧚✨
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fons…when i get back…and do somethings with explosion lord….could weeeee…play dress up? <:3
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duh, of course! we've been planning on it for ages!
and it would've been EASIER if you SAT STILL?? you walk so much i almost lost you again!
you know my stamina sucks!! you're such an asshole!
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Hey back at it again with Percy Jackson characters as things people I know have said weeeee:
We are right by my church- Percy That is the last thing I expected you to say -Annabeth
Get therapy stop being pretty-Leo
What’s that theory about white people oh right they can’t dance!-Frank
I’m basically straight but I pipe down boys- Will
Did you just put bread on my shoes?- Piper
Don’t role-play as my grandma-frank
Why where you talking about my mom?-Percy
We got Jackie Chan as Master Wu, how have we not achieved world peace yet?-Nico

#lost rambling#percy jackson#nico di angelo#pjo#will solace#annabeth chase#leo valdez#piper mclean#annabeth pjo#frank zhang
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Hi, hi, hi, Rachi-roo! Different Anon than the first one, but may I please request a part two to your lee! Fyodor ler! Dazai fic? Fyodor got wrecked and deserves some revenge, don't you think? XD. Perhaps the two are cuddling and Fyodor thinks, 'you don't deserve peace, Dazai,' so he startles Dazai with a butterfly kiss or two LOLZ. That escalates into actual kisses which further escalates into tickles. Am I projecting? MAYBE XD-
PS. I'm in shock that you're not used to writing romantic stuff because that fic was so sweet, I think I got a cavity reading it XD. You just wrote for these two, so I completely understand if you decline this. SECOND PS. How's work?
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Bungo Stray Dogs: Revenge is a dish best served... With popcorn
Weeeee! Aaah, thank you so much, friendo! I'm glad my first attempt at lovie-dovies was a success! I will pay for your dental reconstruction 😂 Also, work is going splendid, thank you very much 🥰
Summary: After their last encounter, Fyodor decides to exact some sweet revenge upon his frienemy during their quality time together.
Lee!Dazai, Ler!Fyodor, ship
Tw: Suggestive flirting and physical contact
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"Aaaah~" Dazai dropped his head back, opening his mouth casually as Fyodor popped another piece of popcorn on his tongue.
"You have your own hands, you know..." Fyodor chuckled, resting his hand on Dazais head, softly playing with his hair.
The two were laid on the sofa in Dazais apartment. Dazai laying between Fyorors legs on his back, using his friends chest as a pillow with the TV quietly playing old episodes of Pokemon in the background.
He looked up at Fyodor smiling as he chewed his sweet, popped snack.
"Mh, I know... But my hands are busy." He smiled, gesturing to his hands. One is keeping the bowl of popcorn steady on his lap, and the other lovingly tucked under Fyodors thigh, keeping it warm.
"Ooooh, busy. I see." Fyodor smiled, his hands gently slipping around Dazais waist softly caressing his hips. "And what if my hands were busy?"
The sensation made Dazais heart flutter. He felt a warmth pool in his chest as he looked up at his partner with a smirk. "Oh~? Well, if your hands were busy, I gueeess... I wouldn't get any popcorn!" He chuckled, opening his mouth again, waiting for another piece. "More please. Aaaah-."
As Fyodor looked at his partner's goofy, wide mouthed expression, a smirk grew across his face. "You're like a tsyplenok. Flightless and ugly~" He chuckled, leaning over to bury his face into Dazais neck, earning a supprised 'eep!' when he snuck a little smooch onto the spot where his bandages stopped and his skin begun.
"Fyodoooor! I have no idea what you just called me, but I'm not ugly!" Dazai tried to pout but couldn't resist the tickly sensation of Fyodors kisses. The bright, toothy smile stayed stuck between his warm cheeks.
"Awww, you're not? I think I should investigate further into that statement~" Without even a warning, Fyodors hands found their way up Dazais shirt, starting to spider across his bare tummy, grinning as he felt the skin tremble beneath his touch.
"Ah!? N-Noho! Wait! Wait, the popcorn! Wahahait!" Dazai protested, trying his best to keep the bowl from spilling all over the place with his hands. "Stohop! Eheheee!"
"I guess you'd better make sure you don't go making a mess, riiiight?"
"I ca-HAHA! FYODOR!" The brunette yelped, feeling Fyodors nimble fingers start to poke and dig into his ribs, sending electronic shocks through his body.
"NO! Nononono! AhahaAHA!" He lifted the popcorn from his lap when his legs started to kick and flail, the bowl teetering in his hand as the other attempted to grab at the tickling fingers.
"Ah, revenge never sounded so sweet."
"Get offa meeehehe! You son of ahaha bihitch! WAAAHAHA!" He yelped as Fyorors jammed his fingers up into Dazais armpits, making him go crazy! The arm holding the popcorn involuntarily flew across his chest, trying to grab Fyodors hand, instead tossing the popcorn across the room, scattering it across the carpet and under the table.
Fyodor stilled his tickling fingers for a moment, glaring down at Dazai with a menacing smirk as Dazai kept his arms clamped down against his sides. "Oh dear, what a mess you've made."
"Fyodor, please. I didn't mean to."
"Looks like I'll have to teach you a lesson." Fyodor grinned, crossing his legs over Dazais, keeping him trapped on the sofa.
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry! I'm s-AHAHA!" Dazai arched his back, trying to protect his underarms as Fyodor dug into them with vicious precision.
"Awww, shchekotat', shchekotat', shchekotat'~"
"Q-Quihit speaking Russiahahan! Ahaha!"
"Oh? Would you prefer if I speak in your tongue? Very well~" He whispered teasingly into Dazais hair.
"Tickle, tickle, tickle~"
"GYAHA! O-Oho god no! No! Back to Russian!"
"You get what youasked for."
Fyodor grinned, starting to squeeze Dazais hips, making him buck and wriggle his backside into the couch cushions.
"StahahaAHAHAHAP! Noho! Ahaha!"
"You always did have such nice slender hips, moy milyy~ Tickle, tickle~"
"Thahanks! Now let go of thehehem!" His hands frantically grabbed and fondled with Fyorors, trying to pry his claws off his sensitive hips.
"Stahahap! Hahahaha! *snort* EHEHEEE!"
"Oop, there's the little piggy!" Fyodor teased, softly kissing Dazais ear as he watched his partner's legs squirm and kick against the sofa.
"I can't tahahake it! Ahahaaaa! H-Hehelp!"
"Help? Really? You're so hopeless." Fyodor tutted, digging into Dazais underarms again, earning another loud snort of suprise.
Dazais cardinal red cheeks glowed as he flailed pathetically. Fyodor couldn't handle the anticipation, but Dazai couldn't STAND the tickling.
"Are you going to clean up your little mess?" Fyodor asked, pausing and dragging his fingers lightly across Dazais' warm tummy.
"Yes! Y-Yehes, I will. I promise." Dazai panted, his body flinching and shuddering at Fyodors touch.
"You will?"
"Yehes!"
"Aww, how kind of you." Fyodor grinned, blowing a raspberry on Dazais neck, making him squeal and scnunch his nose up as he kicked his feet.
"But first, I don't think I'm quite satisfied with how much revenge has been dealt." The Russian smirked, trapping Dazai with his legs again.
"Huh?"
"Ten more minutes, perhaps?"
"Noho! AAAAHAHAHAAAAA!"
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#rachi roo#bungo stray dogs#bsd#bsd fyodor#bsd dazai#dazai osamu#fyodor dostoevsky#Lee!Dazai#Ler!Fyodor#sfw tk community#bsd tickle#dazai x fyodor
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HEY EVERYONE I FINALLY POSTED ZELDA STUFF ON YOUTUBE AGAIN
it was sosososooomuch FUN playing this childhood game of mine and it made me autism lotssss so like IM SUPER HAPPY I GOT TO DO THIS YIPPE YYIPEEE IYIPEPEEEE
IT WOULD MEAN A LOT IF YOU CHECKED IT OUT!!! CUZ IM PROUD AND GLAD I PLAYED THIS GAME AGAIN WEEEEE
#wind waker beloved <333#jazz jtalks#jazzlan#jlan#nintendo#gaming#video games#game#videogame#wii u#zelda#legend of zelda#loz#the legend of zelda#wind waker#the wind waker#tloz#aryll#wind waker hd#gamers of tumblr#gamer#youtuber#my video#my art#link#wind#wii u games#nintendo wiiu#gamecube#Youtube
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I wish it was my Winter break again, when my mom and I built the fire so big that it roared and lit the whole room up which made us laugh uncontrollably, and we watched The Year Without Santa Claus over and over, and Santa Claus Is Comin to Town over and over, and I'd laugh at the Burgermeister going "weeeee!!!" playing with his yo-yo. This was the first Christmas she was sober that I can even remember. It went by way too fast.
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Noting down things on my rewatch of Season 1 of Good Omens
While watching that scene where God explained that "it was like playing poker in a pitch-dark room, with a dealer who won't tell you the rules and who smiles all the time" and so many things appeared on the screen I just imagined how long it took to edit/make that whole scene.
In the book it's mentioned that Crowley's remark "You're an angel, I don't think you can do the wrong thing" is supposed to be sarcastic but Aziraphale doesn't notice. Well then I guess I'm like Aziraphale because I also did not and continue to not notice the sarcasm there unless I really watch out for it then slightly I guess.
Rewatching I feel like Eve opening her eyes after taking a bite of the apple is given even more underlinement than when Adam does it. Especially also through the sound effect in the background
I didn't even remember that Ligur & Hastur came out of the ground. To do it on a graveyard too like they....rose from the dead. Yeah cool symbolism or something 👍
Hastur with his flaming hand to light is cigarette is also cool. Once again thinking about editing and special effects etc. etc.
LIGUR'S LITTLE ANIMAL PAL ON HIS HEAD MOVED!!!!!! IT'S PAW OR HOWEVER YOU CALL IT MOVED!!!!
Long hair Crowley
I didn't even notice but Crowley sways his hips EXTREMELY after walking back to his car after receiving the antichrist. This is the Crowley slutty walk everyone is talking about
"Ciao. Means...Food." Always cracks me up. The pause adds to the comedic effect.
The whole "Yes" simultaneously. Also very funny tbh. Especially the way they say/pronounce it.
Until recently when I searched up about the actors starring in Good Omens in detail I literally didn't notice that the actors of Nina and Maggie were literally both nuns in season 1. Call that recycling (or foreshadowing, who knows)
Yooo the soundtrack when the ambulance arrives at the nun hospital is lowkey fire
Crowley's old glasses...I feel like the new ones are better bc they have these things at the side so the eyes are covered completely from all angles. I can't believe I'm getting a pair of them on Monday!! (For my Halloween costume)
WHY are there so many people on the street in front of Aziraphale's bookshop. Is that just what it's like in Soho.
The way Crowley talks and also his expression in that telephone cell are so funny in a way
Now that I've started reading the book and know that Aziraphale was the one blew up/set on fire the block of traffic officer who tried to give Crowley a ticket for parking in the wrong spot, I think it should have been included in the Show
I don't even remember this much happening in the first episode. I'm so used to OFMD's 30 minute episodes. And Good Omens Season 2 episodes somehow don't feel that long Idk why
Nanny Astoresh!!!!!! (Idk how it's spelled tbh)
I never noticed that Nanny's lullaby was to the tune of like the Good Omens soundtrack
Crowley going down the reflection of the escalator to go to hell weeeee
Crowley's little bun ❤❤❤ (+ his coat ❤❤)
Crowley's expression when saying "They [Heaven aka The Opposition] don't suspect a thing
Beelzebub & Hastur & Ligur all have little animal pals I think Crowley should have a little snake pal
I don't know how I never realized the first time watching that Crowley only has the snake tattoo on one side. I always thought he had dual snakes. I guess that is his little snake pal.
Why the close-up shots of Gabriel 😭😭
The famous "Please do not lick the walls" sign!!!
Isn't that Erik the demon that they fed to the hellhound??? He just keeps coming back like a Nokia huh. Indestructible.
Crowley short hair all of a sudden 😢 (he still looks good but it was a jumpscare ngl after seeing him with long hair all the time)
Crowley suggesting child murder on a sunny afternoon (I just now realized, Crowley doesn't kill kids. Is that why he suggested Aziraphale do it? I thought it was just because then it would be "heavenly doing" but this is probably his deeper motivation)
Crowley's watch is really cool?? I had to go back like 3 times to see what all the different lanes for the numbers were for though
Crowley's new glasses too
Them drinking again because they f-ed up
#From the 29th of October last year lol#Still working on that fic….#good omens#good omens s1#fanfiction#my writing#crowley#aziraphale
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Alright, how about 1 and 2?
Also who do you consider to be your tav's canon love interest?
Weeeee thank you for indulging me *^*
*cracks knuckles*
I italicized keywords in my responses if ppl are just skimming & want the TLDR
Tell us about your Tav! Name, class and subclass, race, pronouns. Do you have a headcanon for where they're from? Their family? Are they a Dark Urge? Or did you choose an Origin Character? Was it an easy decision? (1)
Answers below the cut!
[Original Post here]
•Name: My Tav goes by Jubilee, a virtue name meaning celebration & revelry. Her given name is Dianthus (a classification for pink flowers), but she doesn't tell people this because it reminds her of her family & makes her sad. Also she thinks it sounds kind of uncool LOL
•Info: She's a college of lore bard, Mephistopheles tiefling, Criminal background, she's from Waterdeep and is about 23-25 years old, she/her!
•Ho boy family. She's not born of tieflings - she's the kind that pops out of nowhere in the lineage, so she was seen as a bad omen. >>Her father works for the city as a creator of legal documents, such as proof of citizenship & the like. When things went south he became an alcoholic >>Her mother was a well-known harpist & singer, where Jubilee got her love for music. She died in an accident (which Jubilee may or may not have caused) which caused their family to fall apart. >> She has an older sister named Odette who she has bad blood with & has not seen for years (jubilee may or may not have caused this as well)
•Character creation: I made Jubilee before the game & tweaked things as I went along so I didn't spend too long in the character creator because I knew exactly what I wanted
Was there something about the character creator that just couldn't capture your Character? Please tell us about their hair, facial hair, tattoos, piercings, disabilities, their trans or intersex body, or anything else you're comfortable sharing. (2)
Her body type, for one. She's pretty curvy/thick, especially in the legs. The shades for her hair & skin are hard to get right so she looks kind of crazy in some scenes ngl. And the piercings!! I'll have to make a detailed drawing of how I imagine them. I really like double nasallang piercings with chains. I didn't expect them to have any of these things tho LOL. I had planned for her to have braids, but not sailor moon hair - it grew on me & now it's her canon hair hehe
Who do I consider to be her canon romance?
Wyll! I had created her with the intention of romancing Astarion, but as I played I realized Wyll was the perfect match for her?? She & Astarion would trigger the shit out of each other & be awful as a couple lol. They had their little night in the woods (for bad reasons on both of their parts) but didn't sleep together again - not even at the party because he pissed her off with the 'I love you' comment
I think she & Astarion are similar in that they need someone more steady & down to earth to ground them; they'd make each other worse in the not-funny way
Wyll is a good fit for her because he's attentive & observant, & most importantly very openly affectionate. He isn't afraid to say how he feels & how much he adores you which she really needs in a partner. His openness makes it easier for her to be open as well. He sees the good in her when she can't; she helps him center himself more and to not always put everyone else before him. She also puts HIM first which he has a hard time accepting because he isn't used to it.
Surprisingly they have somewhat similar backstories in some ways - they just went polar opposite directions in how they dealt with their issues
And they both have a love for corny books and romantic fairytales & what more do you need than that??
TLDR Jubilee is a mess
#tw alchoholism#my stuff#personal#asks#jubilee#barbie tiefling#bg3 thoughts#thank you for asking i super appreciate it#i was legit thinking about how to answer these at work all day today and it had me so pumped man
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I'm a little late for the sleepover asks but FUCK IT WEEEEE
2023 was honestly such a good year for me. Left a person who just wasn't a good partner for me, ended up cutting them out entirely bc they just weren't a good friend either. That was FREEING beyond belief cuz now I have time to do my own things and the confidence to be my authentic self again.
I started dating an old partner of mine again and god I missed him. I missed him so much. I'm happy we had the time apart cuz we really needed it but GOD I'm so happy we're back together, life feels perfect again with him and my irl partner. My polycule is as it should be...
Goals for 2024...well, I've been working for months now to be able to gather the money to visit my partner in March for the whole month so I can meet his family and we can make up for lost time, and in April he'll be coming back with me to New England so we can catch the eclipse with my irl partner and another friend of ours!! I'm very excited for that all to happen...
Other than that...I think artistically speaking I'm going to be branching out a lot more. I want to try 3D modelling again, this time using Blockbench (low poly) instead of Blender. I wanna practice perspective far more often. I want to play around with new brushes in my art program. I also really want to make more Littlest Pet Shop customs and get like...stupid good at them and stupid good at making more miniature stuff to go with them.
Maybe....finish all the games I've started. THAT would be nice. (Impossible goal. Too many games.)
Who knows what else will strike my fancy to try out and to explore but one thing's for certain...I'm going to be myself ENTIRELY and UNAPOLOGETICALLY. I deserve that >:3c
Me reading this without reading who sent this: why does this sound so fami- ah. Yes. The change in icon strikes again.
YOU AND ME BOTH. UNFORTUNATELY YOU ARE MY FRIEND SO YOU HAVE TO HEAR ABOUT HOW I’M LIVING MY BEST LIFE RIGHT NOW BUT UH. Yeah lol.
And relatable! I’m glad we both got to reconnect with old ex’s. It’s what the bpd bitches deserve.
I’m really excited to see what we both create this year. I’m excited to show each other and to encourage each other creatively. Here’s to another glorious year of bitching about shit.
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😍 , 😘 , 💋 , 🎡 & 💐 with naoya hehe <3
😍: Name your three favorite things about your f/o
other than his awesome masculinity and hard, sweaty, abs (he's making me say this) my favorite things about him is that he's super clingy, he is always emotionally available to talk to and cuddle and his willingness to be a nicer person :(
😘: What’s your f/o’s favorite thing about YOU?
ass tits and eyes
made him cough it out, he says he likes that i'm always dotting over him whenever we're not fighting or when i call other handsome men on tiktok ugly
💋: Where are your favorite places to kiss your f/o/where are their favorite places to kiss you?
barking like a dog right now i love kissing him on the cheek !! it's so romantic and pretty he hates it though but idrc 🥰 he likes kissing me on the lips apparently, but also my jaw (cringe)
🎡: What are your favorite activities to do together?
by default its me stealing his phone whenever i like and then scrolling through tiktok 🥰 or playing games on his phone 🥰🥰 he doesn't mind, if he hears me giggling or the subway surfers theme song he knows what i'm doing and then comes to watch with me :(( i never give him a turn tho :p
💐: How did you two meet?
AAAAAAAAAAA OKAY i'd like to think we just bumped in to each other one time and then we started meeting each more often again and again. we started off as enemy/rivals or some shit and then like fall in love HEHEHEHEHEHE I REALLY LIKE THINKING ABOUT THIS
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weee weeeee *hands trembling* more?
#🗑. asks#HE'S AO CRINGR AS ALWAYS *RUNS AND BURSTS INTO FLAMES*#naoya#AWW I MISS HIM#GYU THANK YOU FOR SO MANY DELICIOUS ASKS BABIE :((#I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
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allegedlyyyyyyy Luke might play tomorrow 🤭 WEEEEE
Ok I was asleep when I got this, my bad. You know how timezones are.
YAYAYAYAYAYAAYAYA
But he may, but he also may not and I just want what's best for him :( like I know I shouldn't care so much but he's my man (delusional) and I've missed seeing him zoom around. Hopefully he's back for Hughesbowl tho!! I know he's travelling with the team but I think they're going off his performance between games (according to the Twitter/X post). I hope he gets to play again, I really be out here waving him off with my hankichief like a 1940s wife sending him back to war😭
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September 22nd, 2024 - Arcaea, CHUNITHM SUN, maimai BUDDiES PLUS
good mornin' again! in today's news, arcade meetup was happening for the first time in quite a while!!! and i really wanted to go there!!! but alas, despite wanting good things all the time, i must sacrifice some of them at times for other responsibilities -- in today's case, a full closing shift that lasted almost the entirety of the meetup's opening time... but hey, i got some neat arcaea scores for a challenge while i was there -- nothing particularly notable, but i did get a sick upscore on Particle Arts (FTR-8+, MAX-29 -> MAX-5) and almost got a PM on Redraw the Colorless World [FTR-9]...
so that would've been the end of it... until i noticed myself finishing up my work early and getting to finish in time for the earliest bus after my shift!!! i used said meetup to push myself even further in my work, and after a bit more mopping and cleaning... i clocked out and hopped straight on the bus back home!!! (but ofc, instead of going back home, i went straght to the meetup in its final hour to GAME!!!)
first off, Holy Hell my rating . hadn't played this in a while and wasn't expecting much, but now that i'd transferred over to sun+, i was already 15.99??? 0.01 away from rainbow???? god, so just one good play would've done it for me... and since i'd spawned in the ultima folder, i knew exactly what chart could satisfy that one play to rainbow... AIR ULTIMA!!!! first play went about as well as you'd expect for a sightread, sure, but then i somehow Locked In on my second play... and that's when i GOT IT!!! a 1,005,211 SS+ on Air [ULTIMA 14+] to become my new #1 play (yay i have access to a B30 now) and get me +0.02 rating to jump straight into 16.01!!!!! i've still got a long ways to upscore and grind, but let this be the start of a grand adventure in raising my rating Even More..... (ohyeah and bonus: some nijirate fanatics [WORLD'S END] to celebrate after a ruthless battle...)
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took a break to play some of the other games available at the arcade (mostly Capcom VS SNK 2), but then it was my turn to hop on the maimai cab with my friend as the very last maimai set for Anyone of the day... where i then proceeded to KILL IT!!!! slaying So Hard out here!!! (nah not really, the scores are kinda ass... gotta focus more on lowers w) but also I GOT TO PLAY QUATTUORUX!!!! P[EAK!!!! WEEEEE AAAARE THEEE STAAAAAAARS FOREVER AND EVERRRR
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BONUS: this surprise video my friend took of me playing the very ending of Air [ULTIMA] and setting that banger score you see in the video... followed by my reaction at seeing the shiny Rainbow Rating Up prompt after the score appears!!!!!
#2dkaps 2024#2dkaps arcaea#2dkaps chunithm#2dkaps maimai#2dkaps chunithm sun#2dkaps maimai buddies plus#2dkaps etc
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